Tattoos tell tales, but none quite like Jaz & Persuasion's! 🎙️ From covering up past memories to inking present bonds, their story is a must-listen. Check it out now!
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Tattoos tell tales, but none quite like Jaz & Persuasion's! 🎙️ From covering up past memories to inking present bonds, their story is a must-listen. Check it out now!
Thank you for listening to this episode. Follow @hoefessionspod on X and Instagram!
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Speaker 1:But I think we got jazz Anderson and persuasion in the building.
Speaker 2:Yeah Y'all. This is the first time I ever had two people in here.
Speaker 3:Oh, I'm feeling the honor. Yeah, we do.
Speaker 2:Thank you so much for putting up and chilling with me in my living room. Yeah, so don't think of it as an interview, it's just a conversation with your homegirl. What's up, how are y'all? We're good. Oh my god, we're good.
Speaker 4:We've just been in there like for a few days, yeah. And then in pieces, you know.
Speaker 2:Cause my mom is over here making her movies instead. Yeah, yeah, y'all got reality shows coming up, yeah.
Speaker 3:Did you see the first one that we put up when she made your mom watch?
Speaker 2:Short Is it? That was crazy. It was funny to me watching it because I've never introduced somebody. I've dated to a parent. They had to meet them by default Really For prom and, like you know, Okay, but for the most part. My daddy ain't ever grilled a nigga. My mom ain't really gotten my business or anything. So I was sitting there watching like, damn, that's what the fuck I'm gonna have to deal with.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I mean, I don't know, I don't know.
Speaker 4:I don't know. Y'all got real.
Speaker 2:I'm 27.
Speaker 4:What's wrong with that? She out? 30, 30. What's your name?
Speaker 2:My birthday is actually in a couple of days. Right, I was turning 30. Thank you, okay, woo. Welcome to the 30.
Speaker 4:Club. You look good Honey welcome to the 30 Club. You look good on this side. I thought I got it. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
Speaker 3:I didn't know you had public on the browser. I don't want her to base her opinion on this girl off of what she's seeing on the blogs, so I kind of wanted to jump and get ahead of it.
Speaker 2:It kind of worked in both ways, because did you base like how you thought she was going to add, base off of you seeing basketball.
Speaker 4:Oh, let's see that's a little bit of a no she did. She kind of warned me. She was like you can really see my face. This is crazy to me, Like you really want my face to be there.
Speaker 2:I don't really like trying to talk and you're gonna hop your head up there in my face. Really.
Speaker 4:What do you want from me? What Tell me that things would be? This is my man. Man, this is my man, my man, my man, just one, I just, I just need him, I just, need him to know I'm even being disrespected and all that.
Speaker 2:Hey, if you're going to be up there, you need to sit down there, you go. Thank you, okay, so yeah. So, what was it like that morning that you woke up? I'm about to go meet Tammy Romand.
Speaker 4:I was nervous at first. I think it was when we got closer I was like, oh shit, I'm nervous now.
Speaker 1:She was like why.
Speaker 4:I said, girl, there's a lot of shit about me in the media. And you know who was crazy All these questions you're trying to come up with, you know?
Speaker 3:it's even crazier. So when they had their little spat on Twitter back in 2016, as my mom says, I had no idea about it, so it took the fans to have to tell me. So I didn't even know how, even though it was Petty, I didn't even know how the exchange went. So I was like this is awkward as well, because my mom's last, probably like oh, persuasion was back in 2016, when they was going at it all Twitter. You know what I'm saying. So I was like that's awkward.
Speaker 2:What was that over?
Speaker 3:BGC oh, bad Girls Club. Yeah, cause my mom was watching Bad Girls Club and she made a comment about another girl on the show, or like the other girls on the show, and she kind of just hopped in it. Speaking of Bad Girls Club.
Speaker 4:I'm gonna super say behold to it.
Speaker 2:What is persuasion been doing between?
Speaker 1:Bad.
Speaker 2:Girls Club and Baddies Boys itself. Oh my God, that's long.
Speaker 3:Yeah, it's a long time.
Speaker 4:That's a long time. That is a long time.
Speaker 3:Was that like 10 years?
Speaker 4:Damn near 20. I was on BGC at 26.
Speaker 3:26, yeah.
Speaker 4:Then I got on Baddies at 32.
Speaker 2:Really yeah, that's not that far apart, then, she and me.
Speaker 4:Seven years.
Speaker 3:Seven years. You kind of you could be a whole different person in seven years. Yeah, I am completely.
Speaker 4:BGC me. I look back at those clips. I'd be like girl you'll be.
Speaker 2:How could you?
Speaker 4:But, you.
Speaker 1:I feel like you were the bad bitch.
Speaker 2:Yeah, it was a different time.
Speaker 3:You have to think about it like now you're looking at yourself like now. But then you would lit. You got to think it's a different time.
Speaker 4:La, la, la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la, la, la, la la la, la, la la la la la la la la.
Speaker 1:I think everybody went to Spranky. Back to it. Yeah, they were crazy.
Speaker 3:That's what I'm trying to tell you. They wasn't late like.
Speaker 2:I don't even want to talk about me.
Speaker 4:If I could have it done, but you know what. But then when I got on Baddest South, I was like, oh no, bitch, you doing it right this time. Yeah, you look good you have to look good Every time. You're gonna have no makeup. Bitch, keep your lashes done. Bitch, keep your nose done. I was really like not playing.
Speaker 2:I would say you were my favorite, some of my favorite edges.
Speaker 3:The edges are always the main thing.
Speaker 2:I'm not gonna lie, like you made me, because I don't wear wigs. But you made me want to wear wigs. Damn, you always look good. Okay, so Bad Girls Club Do you show up in relationship with DreamDoc? Y'all was like the duo.
Speaker 4:Well, you know her. Once I was the duo, we was just all cool we was moving to Mean Girls. I really hate to say that now at 30.
Speaker 2:Y'all were the Mean.
Speaker 4:Girls, we were the Mean Girls, but in that time and that era, that's what the Bad Girls Club house was about Not to just physically fight, but to just push your button. And so we came in with that mentality.
Speaker 2:Alright, where you guys on the same season, Errol Mom made some seasons with it.
Speaker 4:No, me and her were on the same season. She just got kicked off first. Then I got kicked off.
Speaker 2:next Was it you that kicked the girl in the back or DreamDoc. I did not like y'all, I'm not gonna lie. I was like this bitch is a bully.
Speaker 4:I was asleep at that moment. I did pour water on her. At that moment I see that I pour water. Come on, bro, we take baths and water. That shit ain't gonna hurt you, alright.
Speaker 2:I mean that's regular though. Yeah, that's regular shit. People throw drinks and stuff on the clock.
Speaker 4:This is water. But yeah, I was asleep by the time the kid got there. I didn't even know. I woke up. We had a house meeting and then producers was like we will not tolerate that shit, you have to go right now. And it was like no, they trying to break us up one by one. And they did, they broke us up.
Speaker 2:It almost felt like it seems like Baddies is a more like uncensored version of Backers Club. It kind of seemed like you guys. It seemed like it was more fights back then, but it seemed like on zoos y'all did more.
Speaker 4:Yeah, bgc was stuck in house when we had no phones. We had no communication.
Speaker 2:Because what's like Twitter wasn't even out back then, was it?
Speaker 4:I think it was like the start of it.
Speaker 3:We was the social media, the house.
Speaker 4:So we could get on social media only from their phones that they gave us so we could take pictures inside the house or while we were out doing a little bit of stuff and posted on our Instagram. But we had no phones. It was like when you called out, it was the phone in the house. It was like a jail call. It was jail. We had to get permission to go out. It was a mess, but I liked how it was structured. We were filmed 24 seven. They had so much footage taken but they just chose not to, and I just feel like that's what Baddies needs to do, because there's so much that happened off scene.
Speaker 4:Nobody knows what's going on. So, one episode into another, y'all be like well bitch, how y'all start beefing. What happened when I went to sleep Like I don't woke up and now the whole house is beefing. What just happened? So if they was to film all day and have them wear their mics all day, nobody's storyline to be messed up.
Speaker 2:It seemed like y'all be a little confused. Soon. It seemed like you didn't know what the fuck was going on. I didn't.
Speaker 4:I had just walked in the house. I had stayed at the Ritz concert. I was late, I was asleep.
Speaker 2:You just got your hair redone. I had just got my hair redone.
Speaker 4:I was asleep, Woke up that morning, got my hair done, I was refreshed. You know what I'm saying. I was walking out and everybody on TV. I'm like what the fuck are you talking about? I said y'all, I'm not fighting again. I just got my weed food on 30 minutes ago. We not doing this. Oh no, you got to see what and it's not gonna be anything like that. I'm like all right, y'all. Because she pacing back and forth I'm trying to figure out why she's so mad. What's going on Me not knowing that the producer's done told her she done missed her moment. So now she thinking that she has to have a moment and I'm her fucking moment. Bitch, okay, Is that how that works? I guess I didn't know. Nobody ever told me to have a moment, Because one one, I don't need one. I'm gonna give you exactly what you looking for. I might not want to fight. You have some moments.
Speaker 1:I'm gonna say my little flick shit, because I think that's what TV is.
Speaker 4:to me it's entertainment. When I look at reality TV, I think about Real Housewives of Potomac. I was coming in there on some Real Housewives shit. I was like they was on that love hip hop. They was on some. No, they was on some dirty deep, unscripted 2B type of shit. Okay.
Speaker 2:Shout out to Motherfucking Dax yeah.
Speaker 4:I love the show, but they wanted the unscripted version of dirty. It feel me like it was too much for me.
Speaker 2:Okay so, but you did come from the bad girls club world.
Speaker 3:Yeah, so shouldn't you kind of?
Speaker 1:sorry to chat. That's a good question though.
Speaker 4:We were older. I'm thinking in my head we're gonna come in and just argue Nobody, I ain't think we over 30, we wanna swing. My swings come a little slow because I'm a little older.
Speaker 3:You gotta be quick.
Speaker 4:I gotta be a little quicker to fuck with them. I'm quick, I'm not quick, no more, come on, you know, put me somewhere where I can just use my little shady comeback.
Speaker 2:Did you dance back in the day? Did you deal with like strip club fights and stuff like that?
Speaker 4:Oh, of course, of course, of course. My last fight was before I had my baby. Okay okay. And I was bird boxing so they was going a little faster because I was young and I was hip. But now they go real slow.
Speaker 3:Are your hands.
Speaker 4:Hell yeah, my hands are slow. I was like what?
Speaker 3:And I'd be a little out of breath, I'd be tired.
Speaker 2:Let me just ask you straight up, since you talked about it. Don't fight me no more. Did you see Christiane with the?
Speaker 4:fuck cause I see them coming. I saw them coming too, Because everybody's got the way. You know what y'all was watching and she moved out the way. If you think that I was like this, like I'm talking with my head- I'm not.
Speaker 3:I was also like oh my God y'all don't let me correct you on the verbage type of shit If we all sit here right now and y'all start moving away from me.
Speaker 1:I was like okay, what's?
Speaker 4:about to happen. Something's gotta happen.
Speaker 3:You were just doing your words and you wasn't peeping the scene. I wasn't.
Speaker 2:I wasn't Were you familiar with her?
Speaker 4:Hell yes, and no, not the whole. Ah, when you said that I ain't see, that I ain't know what I was like.
Speaker 2:Cause I was just watching the body language and I'm seeing her. She kinda asked you the same question a couple of times.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I would have thought, okay, somebody's checking me, so let me be on guard a little bit. That's me exactly why you ask me the same thing.
Speaker 2:What's the other?
Speaker 4:thing, Bro, I don't be seeing, cause I guess it's, I don't know. I think it's cause I don't grow up. I'm thinking everybody around me is like we can have a mature conversation but we really can't.
Speaker 4:Some people really are like not there, some people are not there and they take offense to the words you say. And now it's like damn, I can't even say nothing. Actually, I don't think I was being rude. I was really trying to correct the verbage that was said, Cause they use dirty. Nobody said dirty, you know what I'm saying. It was the verbage that I felt like I had to correct to make her feel like it wasn't trying to offend you.
Speaker 2:but she was offended when y'all got to the kitchen. By the time y'all went from. I'm not in the house so I don't know how much is being filmed and not being filmed and pause and stuff like that, but from the bedroom conversation. I knew she was offended right then and there, just imagine. You walk into a room and everybody laughing like I'm the butt of the joke and now. I'm dirty.
Speaker 4:I'm this and that so they understood highly.
Speaker 2:And then you're the youngest one, and then it seemed like boom, y'all getting to kitchen and we still oh you bitches still playing with me. Somebody got to get hit, you know, like somebody at some point but. I'm just sure I'm like I thought everybody seen it coming.
Speaker 4:No, my guard was completely down. I was drunk, I was high, I was having a grand old time. I didn't know nothing what was going on. I was so bad.
Speaker 3:I was in the family show.
Speaker 4:We got to get this show on road. I wasn't supposed to fight in that scene and Embry was supposed to fight in that scene. That's why they told and she missed her moment.
Speaker 2:And what was they doing at that moment? Y'all just stole the moment.
Speaker 4:Y'all stole the show, I guess, so we stole the first few episodes man after that.
Speaker 3:Okay so y'all met.
Speaker 2:You guys met at the Baddies premiere.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:You watched the first episode under the same roof.
Speaker 3:No, because I literally left after like 15 minutes. I'm the type of person I don't really like to be outside, but not at like event Show or take a picture to leave. Exactly, that is me. But my friend was like I really want to see it, come on. So I went in there for like literally the intro, so that's when they introduced all the girls at the beginning of the show, and then I left and I really saw like 10 minutes, 15 minutes. I didn't really see the fight and all that till I was about to go on like my first date with her and it kept popping up on my timeline Because now she and yo, I was the rhythm, exactly, and I was like what I was like what I was like this is not going on.
Speaker 2:So what did you think when you was? Because you did throw a low blow in response, you know, or you say some crazy shit. Of course you said some crazy. What did you think about that when you seen them? Were you already doing your Google's on her? No, was you in your facts together?
Speaker 3:No, so I was really just going off for the intro that I saw and then on Instagram her pictures were just like pretty influenced to girl pictures, you know what I'm saying Like the standard pictures, so I'm not digging deep.
Speaker 1:Well, not standard but, like you know, I'm not so good at influencing.
Speaker 3:You know the page look a certain way.
Speaker 2:I'm trying to get my page look a certain way. Look at me, all tall I'm sort of fashion over this.
Speaker 3:Yeah, exactly. So I'm like that's what I'm really looking at. And I guess, since I grew up on TV as well, I try not to ever judge anyone based off of TV, because that's what people did to my mom and I was like she's not even like that, like y'all see a edit, you know. So I didn't want to do that to her, so we didn't really speak about the show like that and she didn't let me watch the show. So, like after I saw the first episode on my own because I was like let me see it, my homeboys hitting me up like what's going on with this bro? I was like let me see what's going on, because I'm just out here, like you know, this is my new one. So I watched the first episode and I still just wasn't. I mean, I think it's like you said, like in the heat of the moment, we all say some low blows or some things like that. So I didn't really let that hinder me from getting to know who she was.
Speaker 2:Beyond that, Do y'all ever get into it about any of them? Questions or anything?
Speaker 3:Oh no.
Speaker 2:No, I was like yes, we make up a lot.
Speaker 3:Not on baddies. Not on baddies. I do know the easiest part, oh my.
Speaker 1:God.
Speaker 4:No, we never broke up about the we break up about.
Speaker 3:What's the pettiest thing y'all done got into it over, I think for her, and I have to be honest, so like I'm not going to be able to do this when I bring age into this. Okay, well, I'm 27. I just turned 27. So I'm like a social media baby in a sense, that I feel like if you don't post it not that it's not happening, because I'm a time I won't post nothing Then I probably want a lifetime movie and everybody's like what? Yeah, I didn't post that, but if I post my person, I feel like we should be proud of our people.
Speaker 2:We should show them off. So how about you? No, no, no, my couch is not a symbol curriculum, it's your. You're trying to make me fall in the shit. Okay, we can take this too. I would love for y'all to fall in for the views, but oh, I think.
Speaker 4:I don't want to borrow enough for a lifetime. I think, I think, I am.
Speaker 3:So I think for me, like petty basically because you was like petty, whatever broke up. I'm not big on Instagram, but for me it's like why are you posting this to me? Why are you following this? Why are you?
Speaker 2:following this first thing, because I'm all on the just-to-boy shit. I like you.
Speaker 3:Thank you Trying to play me. Thank you, because it's not for me. So I'm like who is it That'll make me?
Speaker 2:mad too.
Speaker 3:So that's probably the pettiest thing we broke up about. Like Instagram.
Speaker 2:But have you done it the same thing to her?
Speaker 4:Very much so.
Speaker 3:What you mean.
Speaker 4:Every time. When we first met, she literally looked at me and said I don't like you, know we into it or whatever. Don't go on social media, I don't like that. Oh yeah, I did say that the moment we got into it she was on social media.
Speaker 2:She don't know about that lie. Oh, my God.
Speaker 4:Do you remember that she don't know about that?
Speaker 3:lie. Oh, I didn't see that one.
Speaker 4:Oh, that lie was on YouTube I was watching the whole world. I cheated on her and I did not cheat on her Can.
Speaker 2:I. I don't know about you cheating on a guy. It's what I'm talking about.
Speaker 4:Did I just make that up? Yeah, cause I ain't no man. Yeah, I was like what are you doing?
Speaker 3:I was like what are you doing? Black Twitter, this is Black Twitter. Alright, black Twitter. Y'all know Black Twitter, yeah, black.
Speaker 4:Twitter.
Speaker 2:Black Twitter is crazy. Well, you know what's so crazy.
Speaker 4:They come on our live and tell Jess all the time that I don't like her, I don't want to be with her and I'm gonna leave her for a minute. I'm just like. It's so weird. Well, we're really Y'all have no idea what we go through in real life. And she deployed out live and I'm already mad. I'm not feeling faking for you, you, you, you, you, you. If I'm mad, oh, you gonna know I'm mad. Yeah, fuck them fans, cause in this moment I'm mad. I am not gonna be loving WW with you cause of them. I'm not gonna be that couple goals right now. They need to know that we have real problems.
Speaker 2:So tell me this were you mad in the beginning of the episode that y'all just did where y'all met with Timmy? Yes, cause your face was like-.
Speaker 3:Or you can tell yes, we had literally just got into it.
Speaker 4:We just got into it, okay, like fresh out the car like Ooh, like my blood was boiling like yeah, we was pissed, but I knew we was pissed. I knew when her mom came in that I had to switch it because It'll come off.
Speaker 3:It'll come off. I'm gonna be in root. I was scared, I was worried, so I was like now let me get it together.
Speaker 4:put on your bigger panties, deal with her later. Yeah, so I switched it for the car.
Speaker 2:I can tell I thought that was big news. I had that same issue like if I'm mad, I don't give a fuck who about to come in here, that's all right. I have an attitude right now and it's so hard for me to turn that shit off, but you did like that's all right, a full 360.
Speaker 4:Quick, it was second.
Speaker 2:I seen all 32 of you. All 32 of you.
Speaker 4:I was like, yeah, if he is. But when it was seen, oh, I was back mad again. Yeah, she was. I was right back mad again. I was heated, crying. It was boiling in me the whole time.
Speaker 2:How was you feeling when she was dropping all them bodies and doing?
Speaker 4:You know what I was shocked, but then I wasn't, Because I get it all the time.
Speaker 3:I might be like damn, why do you think you get that so much I'm taking oh, good deal.
Speaker 2:I'm doing it, I'm just kidding.
Speaker 3:Why do you think that happens to you like that?
Speaker 4:Well, for one, because I used to dance and I wasn't just no cryo dancer. When you came in a club, you was asking for persuasion, that's right. So at the end of the day, in Miami it was a few girls and I was on that list and I don't give a fuck and I take pride in it, because it's hard to do that shit out there. Either you gonna get eight up and spit out or you gonna do the chewing. And I was doing the chewing on my side. So when she was saying that I'm like, well, I'm 33, so I'm not gonna sit here and lie, so I got five bodies.
Speaker 4:I wouldn't be lying. I've had a real promiscuous life and I'm 33 years old. You're five. Promiscuous, yeah, and I had my fun. I've had my fun because, first of all, I waited to have a kid. I lived out my 20s. I've traveled, I've done a lot of stuff. Do I wanna do more besides the wow stuff? Of course I do, but I had to have a change and my daughter was my change, so I still partied. I still have fun, so I'm gonna get turned.
Speaker 3:But now you're in a relationship too Good shit.
Speaker 4:I'm so sorry. No, it is.
Speaker 2:Is your child's father in the industry. No, no, oh, you wanna go to a low key Little something, something.
Speaker 4:Muckas.
Speaker 2:I guess, I guess, when she say a future, I'm like, oh, I'm like, is she want a future?
Speaker 4:No, oh my God no.
Speaker 2:I just thought it was a never ending. Yeah, I'm like oh Gina, I'm a fucking clip, oh Gina.
Speaker 4:This is the future baby of my mama. I'm like heck. We don't thank God. People know who my baby daddy is, because I was with him for so long.
Speaker 2:Oh, I'm not sure. I don't think I don't. Yeah, I think it's a little. Yeah, I think so.
Speaker 4:No, he's not Google-able. I am, though, and my mom turned me into pictures. Oh, my mom turned me into pictures with Papa. I get it. That's what I mean, do y'all have?
Speaker 3:like etched dramas. No, we don't say his name. We don't say his name.
Speaker 2:Y'all have etched like drama and stuff, Don't we?
Speaker 4:We're not in there OK.
Speaker 3:No, I think it's weird for me. First off, I'll never argue for yes. We did no first off.
Speaker 4:I've seen the fight. Thank you. Well, I'm speaking to me, yeah that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 3:First off, he's the father of her kid. They made a beautiful daughter together, so I'll never disrespect him. Second off, I think it's weird when a woman argues with a man. I'm never going to do that. Or a man argues with a woman, I'm like we can't even. No, let's not do that. So I don't have no time for it.
Speaker 2:No, no. I have a rule Like if the dude kid ain't five, I can't fuck with him.
Speaker 3:Well, a lot of people told me that if the kid is two or younger, that she's getting back with the baby daddy, like it was a thing that my people were hitting me up Like you're wasting your time. No, like a lot of people say that though I don't know if it's like a thing- I think, it depends on the relationship with the dad and the mom, but I feel that way too.
Speaker 3:Yeah, because it is so fresh. But I've been wrong before. It is very fresh. So I'm just kind of like, well, I guess we'll just see where it goes.
Speaker 4:No, it ain't broken up almost three years. Yeah, it's not fresh.
Speaker 3:I met her when she had already been single for two years, so I think that's kind of where I kind of got away with it a little bit. If I would have just got her fresh out of the relationship with him, no, we probably would not work. But she had already been single for two years. So she was like, well, you know, like I haven't had nobody.
Speaker 2:Well, I would love to know why did you guys decide to get each other's names? Had it so soon? That was soon.
Speaker 3:It was soon, but you want to know how it went. I woke up one day. We FaceTime talking to her every day, right? She called me. She's like look, she live up beside her shirt, it's my name, oh she did it first, yes, I had no idea that it was even taking place. So then when I saw that, I was like wow.
Speaker 4:I'm even more in love now. That's why, like what happened, I was in police and I just I was in police, I was running through a stuff. I was running through a stuff. I was like I was happy, I knew that, whatever our relationship went, I knew she going to be in my life forever. So I had my own name, yeah.
Speaker 3:That's what we always say, like, romanticism aside, we're going to be best friends.
Speaker 2:Do you guys have other exes that it?
Speaker 3:I did and I got it covered up, and she did as well, but they're still there.
Speaker 4:I ain't never had it, oh yeah.
Speaker 3:No, I was like other exes. You have one of them, yeah exactly my high school sweetheart.
Speaker 4:But they don't shit, don't count girls, oh yeah, oh, ok. Yeah, they ain't till. That's right there you can tell me where this is no, I can't.
Speaker 3:My point is there. I just know, because you told me, that's OK.
Speaker 1:But you don't know where it's at.
Speaker 3:No, I don't, I can't point it out.
Speaker 4:Everybody else. No, they gone.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 4:And I never got names. I got like symbols.
Speaker 3:I got my first name with my ex and I was like eee.
Speaker 2:That's where I fucked up at the symbols for the mission were smart, right, but names. Yeah.
Speaker 4:I got two names, oh yeah. I met her. Don't get her. She was covered up before she got mine.
Speaker 3:Yeah, she said to appointment. Everything was like well, go ahead, get your cover up. Here you go, sit right here. He said to her, put a front five out. I was like I love her.
Speaker 4:Yeah, just rocked.
Speaker 3:Yeah, she was Put a little smoke her blood Came back in she she really how's she doing?
Speaker 4:I think girl get that tattoo cover that little she's all over the place you. Good, yeah, you want to come on this album. We would not be covered up.
Speaker 3:She forced me to do it.
Speaker 4:Well, she had to be a little bit.
Speaker 3:I was already going to get a cover up anyway.
Speaker 4:Regardless.
Speaker 3:Yeah, like after they got it to her, I was like OK, I got that. Yeah, yeah, I got to erase this from my life.
Speaker 2:Are you guys able to talk about the reality show yet?
Speaker 3:Yeah, I mean yeah, like what you want to go.
Speaker 2:What is it Like?
Speaker 3:what is it all about? So it's pretty much just allowing yeah, I did it again. I'm not going to make you fall, I'm going to fight you, I'm going to hold right here, I'm going to hold right here. So it's basically just our relationship, more in-depth and like the things that we're going through in our life, not just our relationship. It could be our personal problems, endeavors that we're going through, so people just basically get to see us individual and then together in-depth. My daughter.
Speaker 1:Yeah.
Speaker 4:The dynamic of our three of us, just her.
Speaker 2:You guys have like a real, like special energy to be together. Really. I don't know what it is, but it's just like it's magical. It's almost like y'all sharing a halo, really, oh.
Speaker 3:I really think I found my soulmate and I think a soulmate can be a best friend as well. So that's why I say that, like when people are like why are you dating her? This, and that I'm like I think some people come into your life to really like impact it positively, because before her I was in an abusive relationship, depressed, older, and I think she helped me, like she was meant to come in and help me from that.
Speaker 2:I imagine you guys' show being like y'all looking for this third Polly God.
Speaker 3:Well, yeah, my Gina, I don't know if we're going to get there, but you know I just I wish that I would have waited this long.
Speaker 1:Really.
Speaker 2:Because I probably, like, wouldn't have made many mistakes, I wouldn't have too many mistakes around me.
Speaker 1:Right.
Speaker 2:You know like, and then you. Eventually I feel like I didn't know what I liked until like my mid 20s. So I've been having sex since. I was in a relationship with the same person from middle school to high school, so I lost my virginity to the same person who was together for a long ass time. But I just feel like if I would have waited, I could have made better decisions.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I learned a little more, of course.
Speaker 2:Gina.
Speaker 3:I mean I'm going to say me waiting necessarily helped me make better decisions, you know. But I'm just happy I could say like I don't have a, I have no bodies when it comes to men. There is no man out there when I say this that can ever say you lying, you never. I've done so many interviews, no dude has ever came out and be like dad, you lying, I got received. They can't do it and I find so listen that women is a little different, but men know.
Speaker 2:So it's just like you came out that time and said, like I'm a virgin, right, did the people start trying to like?
Speaker 3:out you yes, women did. But I, you know, I wasn't thinking at the time like because sex is defined so differently, with two women and I'm going to be completely honest so it's what you define as sex. So for me, when we were talking about it, I'm just thinking of the standard man and woman. So I'm like, oh yeah, me too. Yeah, fifth Harmony was a girl from Fifth Harmony and all that. I'm like, yeah, we the same, not thinking that there would be women out there. That was like, well, I did this to you, you did this to me. We shared this moment. I feel hurt, like I had women hit me up and say I'm hurt.
Speaker 2:I'm like, wow, I didn't that, you're not claiming me, I would love to be.
Speaker 3:Well, I guess it's just because well, it's not necessarily a claim, like I'm never going to say your name, but I think it's just like to them. It might have been a special experience to them and then to hear me sit up there and say I never did it. It was kind of like, wow, ok, you're not shit, but I didn't think of it that way, so that's when I had to. You know, I think everything is like a blessing in the sky, because me coming out is like it's helped me so much, just living my true when you came out on Fox, were you coming out to everybody or was your family already?
Speaker 3:No, so my family already knew and that was my biggest thing. I'm like, as long as my mom knows my sister. You know I'm cool with that, so yeah.
Speaker 2:What was that conversation like? What's your mom when you told her?
Speaker 3:My mom was devastated. I think she went, you know she cried obviously and I think it was just for her like her biggest thing was am I going to get grandkids? That was her biggest thing, because her mom's not thinking like, oh, you could get IVF or that you shouldn't have to think, she's just like the natural way. Am I going to see? You walked out with a man, you know, and I told her I'm like I don't like to sell dreams, you know. So for me it was just like I don't see that for myself right now. But if it's with a woman, I think she would still accept it Somehow. But I probably wouldn't get married to a woman until she as crazy as this sounds passes away. I wouldn't do that to her.
Speaker 2:So also in that episode she told you that she's been with a woman before. Do you know that prior to that day? Yes, that doesn't make you feel like a little bit more comfortable like talking to her about stuff?
Speaker 3:Well, yeah, because I see where she's coming from with it, so she can really give me both sides to everything. But she made the decision to say, hey, I'm going to just go be with a man because we arguing this much, we doing all that. But for me I haven't met a man to make me feel as comfortable as she does. When Coco Jones said something about the way you just get me, or whatever she said, I felt it Like it doesn't compare to anything else. So for me it's more like I wish I could find the same feelings in a man, but I just haven't had that. So for me it's like I want to do what my heart is telling me.
Speaker 2:Do you guys have an idea like celebrity guy that you guys would like to invite?
Speaker 3:Well, our taste is so different. Like she likes, well, I don't know if I could say that. I was like, well, I'm getting too personal. I'm like, yeah, I'm like, hmm, yeah, I did. I thought before I spoke. I have a big problem with that. I need to get to all the shots. Yeah, and I love that. I want to hear who your ideal crush is.
Speaker 4:You have different tastes, like I dated different type of me in my whole life. Because I'm a Pisces, so I'm an energy person. I connect in a different type of way, if you're able to hold a conversation with me, because I get a little dishrieky.
Speaker 2:I have a Pisces friend who does not have a type?
Speaker 3:Yeah, so interesting. I have a type. I did the same exact woman, Everyone. Yeah, they all have similarities like or favor each other, or it's just like I don't know. I just have a type what?
Speaker 2:No, I'm like nothing that you look like I don't know. Wait a minute, what are my words?
Speaker 4:Back that up. Give my wish to a comer.
Speaker 3:You give what I'm saying. I have a type though you are my type.
Speaker 4:I know that you're talking about. I need to know what similarities do you think?
Speaker 2:All right, I'm going to get you out of here, jan. Yeah, I'm like get you out of here. Please Send me a life jacket. I'm going to be something.
Speaker 1:Boy, who you're going to send, who else are there to send?
Speaker 4:Girl, what you got to know.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I want to hear this. I don't think you have a time to do this.
Speaker 4:That guy from Queen Sugar, cofi, hold up. You just need a second person who can't be in his head.
Speaker 2:Cofi is this thing Cofi is fine as fuck, cofi is that thing. No, cofi, cofi is that thing. Okay, nah.
Speaker 3:You watching the Secure.
Speaker 4:No, have you seen Queen Sugar?
Speaker 3:No Girl's.
Speaker 2:Trit.
Speaker 3:No.
Speaker 2:What the heck, what the fuck baby. Oh my God, this is an interview. This stuff, no, cofi, okay, we can't connect though. No, what, that's too like clips. I'm not gonna use the video with the e-mail Dodger Cats Dodger Cats. She used Dodger Cats to read it. Yeah, what.
Speaker 3:Oh my goodness, I guess I gotta look him up. He's very attractive.
Speaker 2:Okay, Okay. So I thought you would have might have said like a hood type of swag. I feel like he's more like clean cut. That's what it look like.
Speaker 3:What you mean by that.
Speaker 4:That's what it just look like. Looks can be deceiving. Yeah, the hood is this it can be the geek.
Speaker 2:He's actually from out here and he from the Prince Y'all District, so he might be a little good Told you Looks can be deceiving and I've never ran across him or nothing like that.
Speaker 4:Don't want to. Okay, I do, yeah, fuck, go that way.
Speaker 2:God, I see what you do for everything, but you know what I'm just saying.
Speaker 4:Looks can be deceiving, right? So it's just like probably is a little thing, so like what's up, what's up.
Speaker 3:My celebrity crush is definitely. I would even have to say the guy was like Candyman Yaya. You ever seen Candyman the new one? Yes, yaya, I think he's very handsome, or he's like really old Yaya.
Speaker 4:No, I think he's the man who played Candyman, the guy who turned in the new one, the son. Oh yeah, he is handsome.
Speaker 2:Yeah, he's so handsome.
Speaker 4:I've never heard you say that.
Speaker 3:I'm about to say him too. The baby, that baby, that is it across the board. Like he's so handsome when really he's just short, so like when I met him he literally came into my armpit. So that's why I'm like but I'm far.
Speaker 1:I would have been done that.
Speaker 3:I'm just a tall woman. So unless I'm dating like six feet and up. I'm really never going to look up at you because I'm just naturally tall anyway, but I think like his features are Okay.
Speaker 2:He's attractive. I just wouldn't expect you to like the baby.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:Musically is crazy, he's a great musician.
Speaker 3:Yeah, he's a great musician.
Speaker 1:I think he's handsome.
Speaker 3:So, but really my celebrity crush is persuasion.
Speaker 4:Seriously, you don't?
Speaker 2:wonder.
Speaker 4:I'm trying to believe it. I was a lead with that was a clip.
Speaker 2:I was, you see, she didn't leave with that she was ready.
Speaker 3:She's like Kofi, he does. She said a guy, she's like your celebrity guy, oh, okay.
Speaker 2:Because now I want to know if you know one of them. See this clip and they spotting your DMs and saying oh, we don't play those dear games. Yeah, too much with them, if they want to. Too much with them, y'all relationship?
Speaker 3:No, no, because they reached out to me first Dad would be like why don't you just?
Speaker 4:Yeah, it's just.
Speaker 3:So you got to be putting the group chat? Yeah, just, we were having to chat that over bus together.
Speaker 4:Yeah, to say that, because if you don't, it's starting off wrong already.
Speaker 3:Yeah, she's not going to want you, she's not going to want you. If you don't do that to me and you're going to be like, yeah, that's kind of where it was.
Speaker 4:I think I'm just so secure in our relationship I am too I love her wholeheartedly Like I know what we both bring to each other, so it's like I don't you step to her about us. I'm here, she's going to tell me, anyway, I don't care, she's going to screenshot it and send it to me. I'm going to eventually not going to be in the dark too long, so don't ever think y'all get one up on you.
Speaker 1:She can't have a water.
Speaker 3:She gets drunk until I'm on the phone. No, no, no, I'm a cancer. Oh yeah, y'all do that, yeah.
Speaker 4:She was drunk until I'm on the phone, I didn't even need the information. I'm mad for no reason.
Speaker 1:I didn't need the information.
Speaker 4:What would have been?
Speaker 2:good, you gotta get it.
Speaker 3:You sleep and it will hurt you, yeah, but you gotta get ahead of some stuff, sometimes Like I'm that time I'm going to get ahead of it.
Speaker 2:See, I have an issue where I'm overly honest. Yeah, and guys use it against me.
Speaker 4:Yep, yep, I'm overly honest, she might do that yeah.
Speaker 3:Against me. That's how you find her, yeah.
Speaker 4:That's what she does to me.
Speaker 3:I do it sometimes.
Speaker 4:Maybe I shouldn't have just said nothing.
Speaker 3:I would have found that anyway. Nowadays everybody's waiting to tell you're business anywhere.
Speaker 4:Very much so, especially with us. Yeah, it's new stuff I didn't even know I went through on my life that people tell us about I'm like for real.
Speaker 2:No, I found out that I've slept with every guy. I know that's crazy.
Speaker 3:It's a whole video. They do that to us as women, though. They're automatic. They're going to do that to us. They're coming in predominantly male workspace industry. They're definitely going to say you slept with him to get there and to do this. I never slept with him.
Speaker 2:Are you guys considering going back to the bed? No, not at all. Have Zeus made you offer?
Speaker 3:No, no, no, no, no, no. I think it was well. Let me be honest. Let me be honest. This was around the same time we had met and they weren't interested in having me on the baddies. Yeah, I was like it had to be West because it was South. I just came out, yeah.
Speaker 4:They just oh, it was West.
Speaker 3:It was West because I went to Beverly Hills High, so they felt like it just made you know sits in a sense. But my biggest concern this was before I even got serious with her. It was just one of those things that I don't want to fight all day, no, and they just sit in the house all day. For me it was like I could be doing so much other things with my time. So I was already on the fence but it was oh, we're going to call your mom. I forgot how we can get it done. We're going to go eat, let's have a meeting. Then me and her got serious. She wasn't doing it anymore, so I was like well, I'm not, I would never. Are you guys in?
Speaker 2:it like returning, Like as a couple or something Um yeah, okay, okay, we have a love problem.
Speaker 4:Yeah, I'm okay, like, because I just yeah, yeah, the way my life's settled right now. I can't deal with that.
Speaker 3:Yeah, that would just be another.
Speaker 4:That would be another bullshit hurdle that I would have to go through. That. I don't feel like our relationship needs that.
Speaker 3:It don't need it, like not Now. I'll go on couples retreat. What's that show we watch when they get a couple Couple retreat?
Speaker 1:Yeah, when they get a couple's therapy.
Speaker 3:We need that. I'll go on that for sure, Like I'll do things that are beneficial to like yeah but not to be on TV Like with.
Speaker 4:AJ, yeah, I would love to be on that word, because I honestly want to reach out to her on my own and just say I need life coach. Cause this one right here. Yeah, this is. This is a lot.
Speaker 3:This is crazy, yeah, cause I'm a fight.
Speaker 4:see, so I have my moments where I just be wanting to be left alone, and she don't get that.
Speaker 3:I'm a cancer, so we're just like come here.
Speaker 1:Let's hang out.
Speaker 3:Let's do this, let's do that. You shut down, but we be at odds a lot probably.
Speaker 4:Yeah, we do. So you're doing, acting now.
Speaker 1:Congratulations on your role lifetime.
Speaker 2:Thank you, what was?
Speaker 3:that like going from artists to actors and hosts, cause you was doing.
Speaker 2:Yeah, you was doing a host. Yeah, I was For me.
Speaker 3:I just always liked to diversify. I was like I'm not gonna do that Cause for me. I just always liked to diversify myself. I don't want to ever put myself in a box, so any like the hosting, the acting, was very fresh for me, new for me. I was nervous, as ever, but I just felt like I kind of had to be thrust out there and and accept the blessing Cause I don't just want people to look at me as artists.
Speaker 2:Were there any challenges that came with um acting Well? Yeah, cause like like writing.
Speaker 3:No, it was like, I think after like the second scene, when I did the lifetime movie. The first scene was with my mom, so that was already kind of I was nervous, cause I'm like she's going to be like, oh my God, my daughter up here looking stupid. You know, I didn't want her to think nothing crazy while I'm doing lines with her, so I'm already nervous about that. Um, but then after we did it like the second take, I was like okay, now I'm warmed up.
Speaker 2:The character. I didn't get to watch it yet, but the characters you guys are mom and daughter yeah. Did you find any similarities from that relationship to you guys like in real life? No, not at all.
Speaker 3:Was there anything that you guys?
Speaker 2:could relate to.
Speaker 3:No, those people were very vile. No, I mean for real, like not at all. But you know, I think when we did, I have it on my Instagram that this is the first thing that we did in the actual movie when we're yelling at each other in the kitchen. That was very realistic for us. You know, for any mom and daughter, you're going to have those disagreements, especially as you're getting older, trying to find yourself put your foot down, which you know she was trying to do in the movie. But no, they were evil. Yeah, they did, but they were very like. There's no similarities in that way, but just mother daughter having differences. Yeah for sure.
Speaker 2:I forget what I was watching, but you were talking about being on basketball wives, but basically growing up being on TV and you were your mom's shadow a lot. Do you feel like now, at this point in your career, you've made a name for yourself, so you no longer in her?
Speaker 3:shadow A little bit. You know I say when I did the BET Cypher in 2019, that's when people were actually starting to say Jazz Anderson, jazz Anderson, jazz Anderson. But I still get Tammy's daughter sometimes. So it's just dependent, like I have some people who will know me for me and others who will just know me through my mom. But you know, I'm trying to break from the shadows, but I always say my mom is very respected and she gets me in rooms, but my talent is what keeps me in there. So I've been trying to make that clear to people.
Speaker 2:I was so thrown off when I did see the Cypher because it said Texas. In this whole time I thought you was from LA.
Speaker 3:Yeah. So it's a crazy situation because from one to 17, 18, I lived in California pretty much, or when I wasn't in California, I was in New York for a year or two years. Then come right back. So that's why I say I was born and raised, but when I went to Houston they really catapulted and helped me a lot with my music career. So it's kind of like I respect them for that. So you can call me a Houstonian if you want, because that's kind of where my music first broke.
Speaker 2:What you went to Birmingham to talk about you like LA Baby yeah.
Speaker 3:I like that. I got robbed on Pico. What I like for real.
Speaker 2:Yeah, like what, yeah Like what happened Gunpoint.
Speaker 1:Yeah just ran by me. They know who you are.
Speaker 3:Yeah, but that was a setup Like that. Story is crazy in and of itself. But just hanging in the hoods with the Hoover Crips and all that Just doing too much going on. That's how you knew T-RUN? No, I didn't know who knew that. I'm saying my friends at the time.
Speaker 1:Okay, okay.
Speaker 3:So you know, I went to Beverly Hills High. For me it was like I grew up more so privileged. So I want to have some fun.
Speaker 2:How the?
Speaker 3:hell did you get from Beverly Hills to the Hoover? That's what I'm saying. I love Inglewood. Go send them those. Like that was my thing. Like I was always in the hood and my mom would be like I got you in a nice house in Beverly Hills. You want to go to Cranstalk. Like you just don't want to be home. It was just a thrill for me. Like it was not fun going on in Beverly Hills. So like I'm like I want to be outside, but to them I was an outsider, you know. So when my friend at the time set me up I kind of understood, like where?
Speaker 2:it was. A friend said you was yeah. Can we talk about it?
Speaker 3:Yeah, what.
Speaker 2:Like how do you know that you got set up by a friend?
Speaker 3:Well, because the girl, so my friend. I went on Facebook. This was with Facebook was hot, and I knew the guy who had robbed me. They later raided his trap and ended up passing away Like literally like a month after he robbed me, which was crazy. But I knew who robbed me and they were married on Facebook, yeah. So I don't think I don't know if she ever thought I would find out, but then it was like are you going to press charges? And I'm just like no, like I'm like that's kind of that's doing too much. You know, especially like living in LA, you don't really do stuff like that, but I just kind of let life play out.
Speaker 2:Where are you at your career at this point? Were you selling high school?
Speaker 3:I was young. Yeah, I was in high school I was in high school my phone, my money, my wallet. But it was so crazy to me because I didn't even have money like that. But I had like $300. But I guess for a 17 year old at the time right, that's a lot.
Speaker 2:That was weird. I got robbed same shit.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:It wasn't a set of but phone.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:I think you like really official in LA if you get your phone snatched. Your phone, your bambles, something like that, yeah, you can stop it, you can stop it, you can be a official. No, that's facts, though.
Speaker 3:I was like okay, now I'm, I guess, like I didn't be taking on back alleys, like this girl was such a bad influence on my life, like do you want to be jumped at? And I'm like girl whoa, hold on. I was like I'm in the alleyway right now. You got this girl trying to fight. I don't want to be a part of this. I'm so happy. Yeah, it was a lot. Yeah, it was. It was LA is I'd be telling people, you know.
Speaker 2:But Was that situation? What made you stop being around her? Yes, she stopped playing. It didn't. Well, I wanted to know how you were asked about that. That was like a shit.
Speaker 3:That was what's a rap and stuff. But it's crazy because, like you're, I'll have a lot of mutual friends with with you know people. So we kind of just had to get that record now because she was making so much noise.
Speaker 2:But yeah, I was so happy to see you guys collab Like cause you're you're super supportive. Yes, I appreciate that and I appreciate anybody like as bad as somebody who I know y'all about this.
Speaker 3:Yeah, that's you.
Speaker 2:I'm getting a twist.
Speaker 3:Y'all always finished the drink. Finish the drink sale. Yes, it was you, that's you.
Speaker 4:I'm participating this fall. I swear I am like y'all. Don't see me get a quickie, I'm not all that, I sort of.
Speaker 2:But yeah, no, that was one of my favorites. Yeah, she's really dope, she's really dope. That's what gave me the idea. I'm like I need both of them in a cypher together.
Speaker 3:Yes, we still got to do that, we still got to do that, we still got to do that. You know she's rapping now, so I'm out there, I seen that.
Speaker 2:What is that like rapping with your boo Cause I see? Y'all in front of the mic, the hanging mic. I know you was in front of the hanging mic.
Speaker 3:Yeah, she was in front of it too, though.
Speaker 4:This one right here. She made you do that. Yes, it was fun.
Speaker 3:You know you enjoyed it I did, I had fun.
Speaker 4:Did you write your?
Speaker 3:verse. Yeah, she wrote my verse. It was like a mix. Okay, it was a mix, but she pretty much she get her own.
Speaker 2:It looked like you had been rapping for a minute, it didn't give.
Speaker 4:Was that your first song. No, so me up for her rapping.
Speaker 2:You got a homie's take on her. She said it I never did this shit before you got a homie's take on her.
Speaker 4:No, I do have like a little song I did when I was like 26.
Speaker 3:You sound so much better now, though. Yeah, and that was her. Thing.
Speaker 4:I didn't like the way I sounded. Now my voice is a little bit more raspier, so it sounds sexy and I'm comfortable with it now. Back then I hated the way I talk, so now it's like I don't care. I like my little raspy voice. Yeah, yeah, so I had fun, I'll do it again.
Speaker 3:She gonna drop some song.
Speaker 2:She put me to work. When is your project coming?
Speaker 3:I don't know, like, I'm just watching a bunch of other new projects be birthed around me that I'm a part of. So when it comes to like doing like EP or LP or something I'm not really focused on, that I might do a single though, but you got this whole.
Speaker 2:Like this Tom Boyd swag. Yes, have you felt the need to like centralize yourself to sell music or has anybody tried to push you to do it.
Speaker 3:I mean, yeah, of course you always gonna get that push, but I think for me I'm just a type of person If I'm not comfortable with it, it's not even gonna relay popularly on the screen Like everybody else is gonna be able to be, like jazz is so uncomfortable. So I think when I just finally found my own swag and things like that and like the content that I wanted my music to be about, I started to watch my fan base grow because now I'm comfortable in my skin. So you might hear me rap about a girl, you might hear me rap about a dude, it doesn't matter. You know it's not like anybody can kind of relate to it.
Speaker 2:Now Did you feel comfortable bidding over on that dude?
Speaker 3:That video? No, and that was. That's actually one of my good friends, so he was Cracking jokes from me the whole time in my ear, so I think that that's what kind of made it a little easier, like he wasn't like a stranger. But now when I look at him sometimes I'm like you really let me bent over on you and grind on you in that video.
Speaker 2:Yeah, when you see who it is what I'm always with that's saying yes. Is he like a close-close friend? Yes, can I be the situation?
Speaker 3:No, she don't like it, but it's okay, because she doesn't say that is it okay for your partner not to like your friends Do you think that's okay, okay.
Speaker 4:That's normal. Okay, I think that's amazing. Let me have. My friend group is on outside of you. I need to go where it is from.
Speaker 2:I think it might be different with you guys, though, because you're both female, so if I was dating a girl, I would be worried that you might be fucking your friends.
Speaker 3:Oh no, she know, I know, I know for my girl.
Speaker 4:I'm cool. Nah, she know, I'm fine.
Speaker 3:Yeah, no, no, no. I think I'm definitely secure with that.
Speaker 2:Not happening I wouldn't, be able to tell you Really, yeah.
Speaker 4:No, yeah, just a little different. I do feel that way when it comes to jazz.
Speaker 2:If she bring her home no, no with the girl.
Speaker 3:Oh yeah, she doesn't like me for me to have girls who are friends. She don't fuck that. That is that is so toxic, so you telling me there's nobody out there, that you slept with that.
Speaker 2:You're like we don't work out, but if we don't want to have drinks or like we cool in those situations, it's the people are this kind of like the guy who I don't like, feel comfortable with the public knowing, so I play like the whole, like I mean publicly homies and shit.
Speaker 2:But you know behind the scenes and stuff, just like I'm kind of embarrassed, I don't want to be tired to nobody. That's what I'm serious about right now of me being tied to one person. So Okay, I Don't got no homeboys. Homeboys like that, where it's like we really friends and we fuck. It's like, no, we fucking, we just.
Speaker 3:Okay, yeah, but these are people that would have been like from college for me, and she still doesn't let me be friends with them now, even from years, ten years ago.
Speaker 4:Ask her can I be friends with a god that I don't fuck? Oh, I Know, dude.
Speaker 3:That you cool with now, that you didn't slept with back in a day that I'm cool with now?
Speaker 2:Yeah, okay, not even do you guys want to have kids? No, no, she is.
Speaker 4:I don't know why she's.
Speaker 3:She say y'all be on situation, cause you're not. I'm not using that. Go ahead, watch and get your answer together.
Speaker 2:Fix the couchspot.
Speaker 3:Fix the couchspot. How long have we?
Speaker 4:been going. We are at our Our house.
Speaker 2:Say it again. Yes, sir, thank you Got Charlie here. Read it right in the furniture Holy.
Speaker 4:Oh my goodness, he is a love.
Speaker 3:I get it. I definitely get it Kids you guys are kids Together. You know, I think that she's like a fourth on it.
Speaker 4:Yeah, I'm staying for her. She doesn't want to have any more kids, but she has a daughter Right and I told her I wouldn't be against her, you care, but this is my thing.
Speaker 3:She always says her, like you do it on your own, no, I just can't. And then I just feel like she won't want any responsibility. She'll look at it as if that's your kid. You know what I'm saying?
Speaker 4:No, yes, exactly Because I'm sure if that was to happen, we would be married, so of course it would be ours. I just don't want to carry our baby.
Speaker 2:So would you guys do it the Like the. I be a boy, yeah, or Would it be able to go?
Speaker 3:I don't know, I mean I.
Speaker 4:I prefer I be a Fuck if she wants me to carry. I think that would be my coming grand Like let's compromise.
Speaker 3:Yeah, because so that you don't see, but a man, like what you never do, shootin' up the club, like that's crazy, that's crazy. I'm not having that. I'm not having that, I'll be sick. I'll be so sick.
Speaker 2:Yeah, so how do you expect to do it For me but not for her?
Speaker 3:So you be a chocolate up child? Yes, but she already has a kid. That's what I'm saying. If you've already done something, why do you need to experience it again? Yeah, yeah, sex is like a bit. Well, I hate to sound like this.
Speaker 1:But in my household my mom, made it like sex.
Speaker 3:Was this big thing Like wait to have sex, Right? My sister's still abstinent to this day. Yes, those were. We were raised in a household and I honestly think I'd be telling my mom sometimes I'm like you made me so scared of sex. I think that's why I fell into a woman's arms, Because I was so scared.
Speaker 3:It's good for you to be scared of sex, but it's not though you don't ever want to. Me and my mom have since spoke about this. So this is like no shade. You don't ever want to make your kid afraid of something. You want to give them understanding on something and give them those tools to be able to go whichever lane they decide as they get older. You know what I'm saying. For me, it was just like let me stay away from Dick all together, yeah, that's literally how I I looked at it. So it's like for me, that's a big experience. She doesn't need to experience that again. You've experienced it. How many times you've experienced it? What you need, what do you need it for? Again A lot of times.
Speaker 4:That's crazy. That's crazy. Every time was different, though.
Speaker 3:You're going to get yourself in trouble in the car. You're trying to be funny.
Speaker 2:No, I'm not saying but yeah, I'm like Dina's going to get you in trouble.
Speaker 4:Dina ain't going home without us. That's what I'm saying. At that time I wouldn't be no emotional. I'm here. I wouldn't have no emotional connection with this man because I had to pick. I'm fighting to be our sperm donor and we tried to have it the natural way first and if it doesn't happen the natural way, then we use them for the IVF treatment. So I feel like me going in. I wouldn't have no connection in my mind to be in you just want to have sex.
Speaker 2:Oh my God, I'm good you would have got it.
Speaker 3:That's too much. But I tell them when we break up if we break up, go with a man. I would rather that to her get with a woman.
Speaker 2:Why.
Speaker 3:If she's with a woman, I'm a woman.
Speaker 4:She said if I'm with a woman, she's going to fuck up the relationship.
Speaker 1:She's not going to get married.
Speaker 4:She said how dare you? She said if you couldn't get it right with me, why would I let you go get it right with another woman? No, go get it right with a man.
Speaker 3:How delusional.
Speaker 4:How delusional does that sound? I don't know.
Speaker 3:Go back to what you know.
Speaker 4:I can go be with a woman if I want to, if we break up, she said y'all not going to be together, y'all not going to be together.
Speaker 2:I'm here for the toxic shit. You think that's toxic. That's toxic. But I'm here for it Because I would be mad if I dated somebody and they went and got me again, but in a different human. Like, if you go get somebody that look like me or that's small and petite, like no, go get you a thick bitch.
Speaker 3:Yeah, go do it.
Speaker 2:With a lot of ass and a lot of titties, or go get you a nigger.
Speaker 4:Yeah, she tell me I can't date another woman after her. It's never going to happen. If we break up and I do date another woman, nobody would know about her, because she just want to tear it up.
Speaker 2:You don't give me that.
Speaker 3:That's my point. She don't even give that, you wouldn't even do that. But you know it, never mind.
Speaker 2:I don't know what's wrong with her.
Speaker 3:She tell me she has another girlfriend. Shout out to whoever her other girlfriend is out there.
Speaker 2:I don't like y'all have like a no she's being funny.
Speaker 4:Don't be like that.
Speaker 1:Every time she gets mad. She says I have another girl, I'm like go with my bitch.
Speaker 3:You know when women start to say things we kind of already done it, Somebody. That's how we are as women.
Speaker 1:When we can say it confidently, that's facts.
Speaker 4:Though when we can say it confidently. We can say it in some way. A guy on me. I'm like I'm going to go fuck that bitch, so I'll be being petty.
Speaker 3:That's crazy.
Speaker 4:Yes, I'll just be being petty. She say this nigga and I say nah, this bitch, because I know a nigga is what she expects, that's what she already think I'm gravitating to. So if I say the total opposite, that's going to get under her skin way more and that's what she try me to do, and that's what I do every time she fall for it, every time I'm like girl, we going to catch it. And I fall for it and be like girl fuck you.
Speaker 2:And walk away. Now one of she respond back and say me too, oh she did, she did.
Speaker 4:And she was hurt and she got yanked.
Speaker 1:The fuck up. She got yanked. I ain't going to be getting sucked my short ass.
Speaker 4:You ain't got ass for you. Come on, that's like a time, oh so, where you said that shit too confidently, you play with me.
Speaker 2:She's trying to bite me like she's all bad. He's cheating.
Speaker 3:I was like yo, she back at the house.
Speaker 4:I want to square up.
Speaker 2:I want to square up right now. Do you guys, since y'all are females, do y'all arguments get physical like that?
Speaker 4:We try not to, but they do. Yeah, nah, they do, we women Nah.
Speaker 3:I don't.
Speaker 4:I have a bad. It ain't like we go at it and we square up with each other. Do y'all have something to start some shit? Yeah, it does. At first I was going objects to hurt. Now I'm just going water bottles and shit. Yeah, I don't really want to water on me though.
Speaker 3:I can't. I think Valentine's Day was probably the worst.
Speaker 4:I was on the one thing what you think about this, Jena?
Speaker 3:He's Valentine. You bought it. I'm not going to buy it.
Speaker 2:I'm not going to buy it, you bought it.
Speaker 4:You bought it up.
Speaker 3:Let's not do it, okay, so she's re-nigging.
Speaker 4:No, no, no. We can speak about what happened after we're not going to talk about it.
Speaker 2:I'm not trying to spark up, no.
Speaker 4:No, we not.
Speaker 3:It's just Jazzy lying when she tells stories, if you get a DM on Venice Motor Valentine's Day, what you going to think Like from.
Speaker 2:It depends on who is from.
Speaker 4:Somebody that I've never met before, somebody that you don't know at all I had a brief conversation.
Speaker 3:Like. Give me this on Instagram.
Speaker 4:So I don't know you so.
Speaker 2:Jazzy's like. She's like why are you using me on Venice Motor? Yeah, I'm Vanishing Mode, I don't know, because I don't have him on.
Speaker 4:Venice Motor. So when I opened the message it was gone. Oh, that's how Venice Motor works. Yes, you have to have them on Venice Motor, that's true. I tested the theory because I didn't believe it.
Speaker 3:You didn't believe what she said. No, I'm not a Vanishing Mode girl, I'm going to just say what I got to say. If you screenshot me, screenshot. I got to stand on it.
Speaker 2:I'm not going to do Vanishing Mode. I've never gotten a message on Vanishing Mode. Really, I don't know how it works.
Speaker 4:So that's what happened. You got a message on Vanishing Mode and I didn't know what it said, so it was bad.
Speaker 2:Wait, how do you know what it said?
Speaker 4:She thought I deleted it. Yeah, I didn't know nothing about Vanishing Mode.
Speaker 3:Yeah, and I didn't know nothing about Venice Mode and I knew they had spoke previously. So I was like why is he hitting you up on Venice Mode on Valentine's Day, Like that's a lover of Solid?
Speaker 4:B. It was really Valentine's Day weekend, so it was like the day before.
Speaker 3:The day before. That's still a lover, yeah exactly.
Speaker 4:I feel you, Jair. It was weird to me too. I was baffled, I was trying to explain, but I'm like dang, I can't even. So like Drake or something.
Speaker 3:Oh no, he was a rapper. He was leaving on that night.
Speaker 4:He ain't made no noise since then. Look up and call.
Speaker 3:Yeah, no, no, no, I feel like we kind of at the point now where we kind of have to get used to the DMs, like we can't get mad over everything because, as you know, it's like we're all in a different Right. And then we kind of throw it up and I think that's where we're getting it.
Speaker 4:We're asking the questions of well, why did they do that? And really we don't know why they did it. Yeah that's true, and we can't hear why they did it. All I could do is make sure that I either not respond respond in a respectful way of my relationship or leave your bitch's ass on the bed.
Speaker 3:Right, that's what I'm at now, so it's like it's one of three options.
Speaker 4:So we we work at the watches.
Speaker 2:So what rules? Is all Vegas' thing. So you know the fight was this weekend, right.
Speaker 4:I'm like I really came down here for business and I'm on a new venture or whatever and I'm like, well, it's the weekend, we ain't got no business to do, we just go to Vegas for a day Like we ain't doing nothing. And she really thought I just wanted to go without her. I'm like, nope, if I'm telling you about it, they mean something Like telling you let's go. I got a rental car here. Let's go, Because I don't even know where my place is going.
Speaker 3:So how it really happened was she had got a live, while we're on live, a live or FaceTime from her friend and on that conversation it's the first time I'm ever hearing of Vegas. Yeah, because I was thinking about driving to Vegas because the fight sent. So I'm like you told your friend this, but right, and the friend seemed like yeah, cool, I'm like wait, hold on now, because I didn't hear.
Speaker 4:Because I was going to make it like a friend trip.
Speaker 3:I didn't realize it, I didn't know so many people were out here this weekend that I knew.
Speaker 2:So it really just was word about me, but you didn't know about the fight.
Speaker 4:I didn't know that people that I knew was out here the same time as me. So when I seen it, it was just word by me. It wasn't nothing sitting stone. You just saying it, like I'm just talking, I'm on my conscience, we ain't playing nothing yet, thank you, it wasn't nothing, just like oh yeah, girl, I'm going to Vegas. I actually went for the BSI. It was just really like that, was it? And she was like you're not going to Vegas? Hold up, if I want to go to Vegas, I'm going to go to.
Speaker 3:Vegas. Yeah, like I'm all about like in a relationship respect, like my thing is just keep me abreast, you know what I'm saying. Hey, I'm thinking about doing this. I like to know I should know before, before live Exactly that was my only thing, something like Vegas going to fight night or whatever. That's like. That's not something that just said oh, I'm going to go to the movies tonight. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4:So I felt like that was kind of disrespectful, like me saying I'm going to Houston tonight, that's all.
Speaker 3:That's still you traveling somewhere. Like you, moving around Like I should know.
Speaker 2:Do y'all think that you guys are y'all feet the fans? Stuff for them to say about y'all?
Speaker 3:No, but not on purpose. But I'm realizing I'm like I'm giving y'all way too much and y'all having way too much to say about my relationship, like even after the fact DMing me. I'm like y'all are too invested she get all that. I don't get nothing. They be going there.
Speaker 4:For one, I don't go into my hidden messages, like I don't even go in that box, like Jad she going that box.
Speaker 3:I go in that box to delete everything, because that's where the stuff is.
Speaker 4:I'll be like I'm gonna play with me like that? They know who to go to.
Speaker 2:That's that whole the bad girl community.
Speaker 3:That's what I be trying to tell her.
Speaker 2:I told her that.
Speaker 4:BG, that bad girl club era fan base one through 17. Yeah it was a lot, yeah, 17 people was rocking and they was rocking with us and they was not playing yeah, like and they gonna stay with us forever.
Speaker 2:They came in my. Why should it matter to me? Because I was nice to Natalie. Why would you not be here?
Speaker 4:You were supposed to be the one to check her why.
Speaker 2:I'm not really nice to her. I'm not a mean person.
Speaker 3:Yeah, what is she gonna use?
Speaker 4:personally Like what is she gonna be mad? I think I've seen that yeah, yeah. You were too nice to her why you didn't cuss around cars, that is between her and God yeah. Why would you?
Speaker 2:I think we about to realize that reality TV stars, bro, it's TV us.
Speaker 3:Yeah, it's reality us.
Speaker 4:And it's the us that y'all will never see. We only show y'all what we want to show y'all. So that social media shit is probably a reflection of the TV us and the us we want y'all to see in a little bit of the private Right. So it's like y'all really don't know what's real and what's not.
Speaker 3:You just saying it all the time.
Speaker 4:What up?
Speaker 3:She's just crazy.
Speaker 2:You do give me the same advice.
Speaker 3:It's a lot to handle all the time.
Speaker 2:Oh yeah, that's what I felt with. Of course she's a lot to, I'm just honest.
Speaker 4:I say I try to say it in a way where it's not offensive. So I think if I put on my little voice people won't get offended. But people say it's offended and I just be like, well, I don't know how to say it, yeah, but you just be like don't say it at all. No, I want to say it.
Speaker 3:She gonna say it. I mean oh boy, what else is?
Speaker 4:it. You be quiet. Like we was out at a pool party and this girl, like I, literally waited two minutes before I say something. It was two minutes with the longest two minutes of my life. Her wig was way back here.
Speaker 2:You said something to somebody about that wig.
Speaker 3:Oh, I remember that. Yes, she did. And I'm on edge, Gina, because I'm like I'm gonna have to fight because, as bad women, you not just gonna tell us our wig and slide it back. Now we feel like you maybe trying to check us. You ain't trying to get into it.
Speaker 2:That's why I'm lying.
Speaker 4:That's why I'm lying, thank you, but guess what? She did not take offense. When we think why I walked up to her, I say y'all must be starting to listen.
Speaker 3:You walked up to her.
Speaker 2:Yes, she wasn't even which I know. No, she's just another section.
Speaker 3:I was like what I said. Hey, excuse me.
Speaker 4:I said I don't know who you with, but your wig is in the middle of your head. Like I see all five of your braids. It really was.
Speaker 1:It was really bad, I remember yeah.
Speaker 4:And then she looked at me and she said that's persuasion. And she said, oh, you gonna take my wig, but she was joking, but she was like thank you so much.
Speaker 3:Yeah, because somebody definitely should know her braids were out. Like I'm not even a cap. Like someone should have told her Stop being cap with gold. She saw number.
Speaker 4:Cleo. Cleo was braiding, cleo was braiding, she was braiding, she was braiding. They were straight cornrows, though Her shit was a little strong. But that week and the baby hairs were sitting on top of them cornrows. I said, baby, you gotta go fix that. I said I don't know who your friends are Like. How are the people that's around you don't see that?
Speaker 3:Yeah, they saw it.
Speaker 4:I was mad, and her friends around her, everybody just drunk having fun. So y'all see this girl wig and slowly but surely? Sliding bag.
Speaker 2:Have your mouth gotten you in trouble. Of course, what's the most embarrassing situation?
Speaker 4:Are we really going to?
Speaker 2:go backwards. Is that really the most embarrassing? I don't say it's embarrassing.
Speaker 4:I guess it just caught me off guard. I think that was the first time I've been caught off guard because of something that I said that offended somebody and made them that mad where they had to hit me Like I've never offended anybody that much to where they had to hit me to do Like to get the point across.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I'm like your mouth is crazy, but you know what's so crazy?
Speaker 4:Young me used to be like that, and so that's why I don't think like embarrassed. Embarrassed what? Because young me probably would have did that shit too, just because.
Speaker 2:So were you embarrassed in the moment, or was it when they hit TV?
Speaker 4:Oh no, I was embarrassed in the moment. Once they hit TV, I was over it.
Speaker 2:Y'all got back.
Speaker 4:cool, it wasn't even you know what. I think she was re-triggered so she got mad all over again, like at the premiere. It was like so much antagonizing going on. But I'm like we just look good, we get the red carpet. Like why am I gonna fight with you? Like I don't give a fuck about none of this. None of this shit can re-trigger me. I've already lived through it. I worked through it. I don't need nobody to try to put me back there to make me feel bad. No, I don't feel bad about shit. I was still posting, killed my comments on Talk, y'all shit.
Speaker 1:I was talking about y'all stuff.
Speaker 4:I don't want to turn to them, shit y'all, because y'all arguing with y'all. Still, I loved it. It was bringing more attraction to my face. I was doing promo deals and I made so much money. Right then, thank y'all.
Speaker 2:It's crazy because people go viral off like the most unexpected things, but it'd be beneficial financially in some situations. Y'all seen the girl the ice cream.
Speaker 3:Ice cream.
Speaker 2:Yeah, oh yeah. She got a song deal like a joint collapse song deal with fashion. What, yeah? She said she'd make about $6,000 a week. Wow, just doing the, I might have to get my flat on.
Speaker 3:I was about to say we might need to get on that you don't want to do NPC. Y'all going viral tonight, give me your best NPC impersonation. What is it? Pc NPC means a non-playable character. So, basically what they're doing is like acting like robots, like it's like the, not. They call it NPC. I guess it's based on video games and stuff.
Speaker 1:I don't even know, but that's what she's doing.
Speaker 3:Yeah, basically it's like a control.
Speaker 4:With that, I think it's really like a fetish in all honesty, like that people they used to do that stuff. That's a fetish, no, I watch ASMR, that's not a fetish.
Speaker 3:I watch that. I have anxiety sometimes and when I watch ASMR it brings my anxiety levels really low Like I go to sleep and everything.
Speaker 2:I'll have some little lane strings, if you want Really. That's what I when my anxiety.
Speaker 3:Y'all remember the little yeah, I think I'd be needing to do stuff like that because, like it was like after the pandemic, when I would be around people, my it was very weird, like my heart would start racing uncontrollably and I was like I think I developed some slight anxiety. So now, if I'm backed into like tight corners or like I'm in an argument or something like that. I did I did I watch ASMR now, basically, so that's not a fetish. Basically is what I'm trying to say.
Speaker 2:Yeah, I don't want to be nobody fetish.
Speaker 3:Come on, look at your eyes. So cute, oh man.
Speaker 4:We got. This really is my friend, though, and I really hate it when we argue or when we get out. The smallest thing can happen in my day and the first person I want to call is her, because I'd be like damn bro, you're really my dog, I'll talk to you literally, it's what 12 hours in a day. I'm talking to her at least 10 hours in a day.
Speaker 2:Are you guys still long distance?
Speaker 4:24.
Speaker 2:24 hours in a day. How long are you managing long distance?
Speaker 3:It don't feel like long distance, no more. Like she told me she was out here for business. I booked my ticket, came out here with her.
Speaker 2:You know what I'm saying how far we are.
Speaker 3:Three hours, but we can go anywhere pretty much.
Speaker 4:Oh, she's pop. She pop up at the house.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I do pop up, you ain't driving three hours popping up.
Speaker 2:Oh yeah, you got a location, yeah.
Speaker 1:No, I don't have a location.
Speaker 4:I know everywhere she's at. I know I don't go to the place you're at, I know her house, I know her mom's house.
Speaker 3:I know where she likes to eat lunch. I know where she likes to eat. I'm going to go everywhere If I can't find her.
Speaker 4:She'll pull up to my house with my car, not there, I know if she get her hair done, her lashes done, everything I pull up there.
Speaker 3:Hey, you seen? Oh, yeah, she just left. She went. Okay, thank you, I'm going to find her. She done introduced me to too many people that she knows, so now it's just like it's easy. You never supposed to do that.
Speaker 2:Again for y'all. I'm interested to know how well you guys really know each other.
Speaker 3:Oh, this is always fun Because. I always be winning. No, you don't, girl, you're my hero.
Speaker 2:I'm making this up in my head right now.
Speaker 3:Okay, I like that computer case. I thought there was a notebook. Thank you, look at that. I know, I thought I was sitting.
Speaker 2:I was trying to think of something to do with y'all. We pretty much know each other like being one in a bike.
Speaker 3:You don't know me, oh Okay.
Speaker 2:So each of you guys take a marker. Okay, you know I don't care who starts, but I want to ask. I'm going to start.
Speaker 3:I used to age before beauty.
Speaker 2:I'll ask you a question. Motherfuck, the age shape, oh wait what you just said.
Speaker 3:I said she can start age before beauty. I'll let you have it, I won't hog it.
Speaker 4:This is someone who's that I spent my life on her breath.
Speaker 2:Yeah, is y'all. Age difference is, like ever, a problem in the relationship.
Speaker 3:Yes, now it is.
Speaker 4:Now we're getting serious.
Speaker 3:Yeah, she thinks I'm immature, but I think, at 27, I still do have a lot of learning, growing, developing to do things that she's already done. She's already went through this stage when I asked her what would you do in?
Speaker 4:at 27,. She's like I was in Miami lit. Yeah, fine, no kid, I was living in a.
Speaker 3:I mean, I was living down there. Oh well, jessi Right, that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 4:Exactly. That's crazy. I was 27.
Speaker 3:And at 27, I'm meeting someone I love with a kid who I'm so happy to be around, you know.
Speaker 4:so it's just different things, that is, that means that you should want to grow up, because now you are, you do have somebody that you feel like mature in her, like you'll be maturing her, like you're the She'll be maturing me.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I agree and she has, but she don't.
Speaker 2:Somehow she's like I'm dating the older guy right now who, like I, feel stupid. You're saying like the kiddie shit that I will say to somebody that's like my age, you know.
Speaker 4:I know she said that she'd be like you really don't fall. She said you really don't fall for my bullshit and I be like no, I don't that bullshit that you're doing don't work on me. I like the nice things that you want to buy me because you really got in trouble or you don't got to the dog. She did say that Don't don't try to cut me off because you want to start the game. Oh yeah. We'll got another time yeah.
Speaker 2:That's what she do she butter me up?
Speaker 4:and butter me up and be like we. Good now, right, no, nigga. Thank you for the gift and the flowers, though. We got to still work this out. Yeah, but she's gonna look a little better. She'll do good for a day. I think that they be draining her to be not toxic.
Speaker 2:I would say, let's take a shot, but y'all already, y'all drink it, y'all drink.
Speaker 4:I'll take another one, of what grade.
Speaker 2:I'm still drunk from yesterday? Okay, I do have. Can you grab me that down? It's open.
Speaker 1:Oh Lord.
Speaker 4:Oh yeah, you buy yourself on that. Put my titty in, baby, push my titty in. Yeah yeah, my titty keep coming out.
Speaker 2:So I see the interview y'all did and your nipples out. Really, yeah, the interview we did, it was the guy, it was her friend. Y'all was talking about Polly. Yeah, she's talking about with a straight to her.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 4:You got the cute little, the green, the flannel top I had.
Speaker 3:I would start wearing clothes, can't just wear fabric. Oh girl Sure.
Speaker 2:That's how I see your fucking cute. I'm a nipple. It's short.
Speaker 3:My, that's how you got to start putting on clothes, yeah, but that's how I was so cute and I have to realize.
Speaker 4:I feel like I be forgetting that my t-d's are so big. Why did you write on me?
Speaker 2:They're very nice, I'm like a white boy. All right, you ready? Yeah, I'm going to catch up to y'all.
Speaker 3:Okay. Y'all want some you good. You want to take a shot with Gina for her birthday.
Speaker 2:Yeah, sway, sway.
Speaker 3:Big Leo energy you got to use these.
Speaker 1:Oh, that's what I did.
Speaker 3:Oh, yeah, gina, we drink. Yeah, make me drink.
Speaker 4:Oh yeah. I think we're going to go to AA together. Don't say that. No, I think we are. Don't say that. Is that that no Alcoholics? No, I'm not, we're not alcoholics. It's bad.
Speaker 2:Okay, okay.
Speaker 4:Because when we drink we ain't stopping. It's either going to end good or it's going to end the fuck back. Because Happy birthday Happy birthday.
Speaker 2:Thank you, oh, my God.
Speaker 1:Oh my God, oh Good, good, good.
Speaker 3:Do you want to take it for?
Speaker 1:me no, do you want to no?
Speaker 2:Okay, you ready? Yes, I got water too, if you want to wash that up. Okay, so who started? Who wrote in first? She did, okay. So, jaz, I'm going to ask you a question about her, okay, and then you write the answer down. Okay, what's your favorite food All?
Speaker 3:right Crablet. Oh, do I answer like that? Because how do I know?
Speaker 2:Oh wait, yeah, let her write it first, but basically like that's how I would.
Speaker 3:That's just something else, because she already just answered it. Okay, is that right? You know I?
Speaker 4:like crawfish girls, I plan to Come on baby. You know, we both. I was talking about year round no baby. Now for the whole crawfish season.
Speaker 3:what do we do? I was talking about year round. You can't get it right now. You ordered a crablet, I just got caught.
Speaker 4:They didn't caught for season, right. I only one bag of crawfish in that batch. Out of them whole two pounds.
Speaker 3:Next, one, okay, whatever.
Speaker 4:How many?
Speaker 3:tattoos do you have?
Speaker 2:How many tattoos do you have this way?
Speaker 3:Oh, have you seen that? I can't even count that, because she can count that sleeves like as one. I can say she's tatted everywhere for sure. Okay, there's really no way I can count it like, but she's tatted everywhere except her face.
Speaker 2:I mean, I know.
Speaker 3:You don't even know, you don't know Like it's literally everywhere. Oh my God.
Speaker 4:Are you guys in sync? Yeah, we really are. Like it's weird. It's weird she be asking me do I like a certain thing?
Speaker 3:Oh, and this arm. She's not tatted on this arm.
Speaker 4:Yeah, this is probably this is the only arm I have ever been.
Speaker 1:Is that intentional?
Speaker 4:Yeah, it wasn't, but then, now that I noticed it, it is now Okay, I think.
Speaker 2:I'm just going to keep it.
Speaker 4:Grit-o-Titty is just going to keep poking out. We don't want to. I think I'm just dedicated to my daughter. Okay, I like that.
Speaker 2:What's Sway's broad size?
Speaker 4:Oh, hold up, I got to write this down. Okay, I know it.
Speaker 3:So what do I say?
Speaker 4:I can say it now Let her write it.
Speaker 1:Let her write it, don't let me see it.
Speaker 4:I can't go ahead 36 seat. Damn. I was going to say I don't wear that shit. But she is right at 36 feet. That's so crazy. I was going to say I don't wear them. I wear them hoes, because I don't wear bras. So I thought she was going to say shit like that and be shady, I know it, I know every time.
Speaker 2:Yeah, it is a 36 seat. Okay, damn, I already shouted. I told you.
Speaker 3:I really should have got crab legs, but how did she say crab legs?
Speaker 4:No, it is crab legs when they croffles.
Speaker 3:Yes, but that's okay. But you know, I love crawfish girls.
Speaker 2:What's Persuasion's best friend's name from the first grade? Oh I don't shit on, even though that.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I'm like I could give you her best friend's name, but I don't know her from.
Speaker 2:Who do you think her best friend is? I like her real best friend, her real best friend.
Speaker 3:Yeah, it will be this guy named Styles.
Speaker 2:Okay.
Speaker 4:Styles is fine. That's my soulmate.
Speaker 3:Yeah, that's just his soulmate. Like his birthday is the day after mine. He's a real cool guy. Alright, let's switch. Now you about to see her get everything wrong. She don't know nothing about me.
Speaker 4:I hate when she do that to me, because that's what people do. She don't know nothing about you, she really don't love you. Like just leave her. And they don't know. Well, prove them wrong. I ain't gotta prove shit for them. I prove it by you still being here, okay.
Speaker 1:That's not good beside us though.
Speaker 2:What's Jazz's favorite?
Speaker 3:Let me ask her first.
Speaker 2:Cereal.
Speaker 3:Okay, I got it. Do I show it's her no?
Speaker 4:I ain't never seen Jazz eat no cereal, so I'm gonna say she don't even eat breakfast cause she don't.
Speaker 2:No, I'm gonna be honest though.
Speaker 3:I'm gonna be honest, though. She's never seen cereal since we've been together, so I'm telling the truth, but my favorite one is Frosted Flakes. If I ever do eat cereal, I feel like that could be.
Speaker 4:Neither one of us eat breakfast. That's facts. We don't be up to eat breakfast, so the breakfast I ain't never seen them ever eat no cereal. That is true. She ain't tell me your favorite, it's Frosted Flakes Okay.
Speaker 2:That was a hard one. She's not gonna eat that. Who's Jazz's favorite rapper? Let me ask her first. I know that one for sure. Alright, go ahead.
Speaker 4:It's Meek, meek. Yeah, that's a.
Speaker 2:C-Rap. Okay, what's her favorite album?
Speaker 3:Got it Okay, she should definitely know this. She ain't gonna know it though.
Speaker 4:Yeah.
Speaker 2:Can you guess?
Speaker 4:the artist. It's probably something by Meek Meek, I just don't know.
Speaker 3:I told you, I told you yeah, oh by J Cole no, oh, I'm sorry.
Speaker 4:Is College Dropout by J Cole.
Speaker 3:No, it's by Kanye.
Speaker 4:West by Kanye West.
Speaker 3:Remember I told you he's the one who made me want to start rapping.
Speaker 2:Really.
Speaker 4:She did tell me that, but she named a few people that made her want to start rapping.
Speaker 3:That was the first album that I heard. I was like I would have done that.
Speaker 4:I don't know nothing about Kanye. No, because you've been too nice to him. Yeah, I know.
Speaker 3:You all are your cool ex.
Speaker 4:Yeah, it was College Dropout. Okay, yeah, I never listened to that album.
Speaker 3:But J Cole has one called the Warm Up. You're probably thinking about that.
Speaker 2:Okay.
Speaker 3:Cause I played that one.
Speaker 4:You like my Hornpits or something.
Speaker 2:If Jazz is stranded on an island, who the first person she gonna call? It can't be you. Who the fuck your momma?
Speaker 4:Yeah, it's my mom, my handwriting. Like when I say she gonna call my momma, she gonna throw the line to my momma so they can talk through the clip and the string. Okay, she's going to be a mom, she's going to be a mom. She's going to be a mom If it ain't her mama. Trust me, I'm next, I'm next after the mama, but mama, she's going to be a mom. Mama, don't figure it out.
Speaker 3:She's drinking out such a baby girl.
Speaker 2:She is a mama's girl. She's so pretty. Do you guys know each other's phone numbers by heart?
Speaker 3:Nah, I know her.
Speaker 2:I'm blocking out, but what is it?
Speaker 4:3 to 3.
Speaker 2:She right Eat on earth. I just know something, so that means you be deleting her number more.
Speaker 3:She actin', believe that she blockin' me so much yeah.
Speaker 4:I can believe that she got a doubt she blockin' me so much. I got a doubt, yeah, cause I'm like I don't and I don't see how she don't know mine, because I block her so much I block her so much? How are y'all getting in contact with each other? She call me block, I call her mom or something.
Speaker 2:But you call her mom. Oh, I called her mom. Yeah, oh, she done called me.
Speaker 3:She called me, she called me, she called me, she called me she called me.
Speaker 4:Oh, she done called my grandparent. You tell her no, no, no, she doesn't like wear a shirt.
Speaker 3:Yeah, wear a shirt that's what she call me about. But I be nice, I go through the whole, hey, how are you?
Speaker 4:I really would have just seen them, honestly probably like a week or two before.
Speaker 3:So they still think like okay, it's cool, how are you good?
Speaker 4:Hey, I talk to her. We're the same age. I be in her sleep. I go through all the motions though I be in her sleep. Jazz be losing my mind like I be out, I be asleep, I be sleep, I be sleep, I be sleep, I be sleep, I be sleep, I be sleep, I be sleep.
Speaker 2:I got one more before we get a body. Okay, what's her shoe size?
Speaker 3:Okay, you guys, she's a little, she's a little yeah, I'm like she's gonna be confused.
Speaker 2:Foreign ass sneakers.
Speaker 3:No, I meant boys or girls. Uh, girls, okay, you guys, cause I'm like you'll be confused. I'm gonna eat? No, not, she's not, she's not. What Are you? Okay, this is about me. You say I'm a, you know, you know? Oh, she's a nine wide. No, what's your shoe size? Number nine, that's how I say she's gonna be confused. She gets me a lot of forces. I mean, w my bad, w girls need so many alphabetical issues.
Speaker 3:I got like nine, nine and a half, but she is a nine W. Yeah, yeah, I'm a seven wide.
Speaker 4:That's why you got confused.
Speaker 3:I mean whatever, if you get these sneakers, it's a seven wide.
Speaker 4:Uh-uh, I don't got your girl shoes in a nine.
Speaker 3:That's what I'm saying. Yeah, I think she's gonna be confused. You'll get it later.
Speaker 2:Great Y'all. Thank you so much for coming to kick it with me. Oh, so what are?
Speaker 1:you working on right now what?
Speaker 2:you got going on, plugs, whatever, what you got going on.
Speaker 4:Oh, I just gave birth to my baby. Steps coming out, you guys.
Speaker 3:That's an exclusive tool. That's an exclusive tool.
Speaker 4:You didn't bring me any. Actually, I'll get the prototypes again. I'll kick them up tomorrow. I actually I will bring you one tomorrow.
Speaker 2:Yes, I love vapes.
Speaker 4:So I'm getting my prototypes typed up so y'all be on the lookout for it For anime vapes.
Speaker 1:So I'm ready.
Speaker 2:I would love for y'all to come back for our whole fashions. I want to do whole fashions because I know like lifetime and I don't know like the brand, but I really wanted to get into my whole fashion questions with y'all.
Speaker 3:She would have loved that.
Speaker 2:I would love that she ain't gonna do that.
Speaker 4:I love this. I love being so open and honest about you because that's my, that's the past. You know what I'm saying. Like, I feel like what I went through in my past could help somebody now. So I don't mind being open and honest. Right, I'm not saying that. The stuff that I went through I want to glorify it. But I also want to tell you the good, the bad, the ugly I used to get. So many girls keep me up and like, oh, can you coach me into stripping Bitch? No, take your ass and motherfucking school, go get you a job. I did this shit because this is what I wanted to do. I didn't have to, but I wanted to do it because I wanted some type of independent and to me, dancing gave me that independence. Like I had to go get it out the mud. I wasn't asking nobody for nothing.
Speaker 2:How do you feel seeing how much accepted dancing is now? Because I feel like back then, when it was nice if you were stripping in your tweets.
Speaker 4:I feel like back then it was a little bit more respected now. Really it's so disrespected Like they disrespect us so much, what do?
Speaker 2:you, what do you? In what ways?
Speaker 4:Um, I hate to say this, but we was watching it today. We was watching Justin Cabaret today. Oh that shit that is so Last episode. Yes, it was so degrading the way she talks to people and I'm like bro, we don't get talked like that in the everyday life If we go to work.
Speaker 2:I'm glad you told me that, because that was my um. That's how I thought that the stripping was the way she talked to them.
Speaker 4:That's a pimp behavior that she is portraying and she's allowing, she's giving this platform to these girls to degrade them and show her in a higher power. You're not uplifting these women and motivating them to be like yeah, you're dancing, but let me uplift you in this moment because you're so degraded in this, in this life. I shouldn't be the one degrading you when I'm trying to help you and uplift you. We didn't have that they. I was growing up, the OGs wasn't treating us like that.
Speaker 2:No, they was giving us, they was giving us they was giving us game in the dressing room.
Speaker 4:They were like I'm going to be on that flow bitch, get out of my fucking way, or you know what I'm saying. But the way she talks to them I'll be like I ain't never got talked to like that, so that's not realistic.
Speaker 4:No, that's what she wants to portray. She wants to portray like that and that's cool because it gets the viewer and it gets everybody attention because the guy I watch it, because it's entertainment and I commend her for it. But it gives a false narrative to these girls who really want to go out to the strip club because they come in being too submissive to these men in the strip club that own the strip clubs and allowing these men to talk to them any type of way. No, going out with your head held tight and let them know, like I'm paying you to be here, you're not paying me to be here. I'm coming to work. I pay you to be here. Give me my money so I can go home and if I choose to come back, I choose to come back. You ain't uh-uh, all that. You got to listen to me.
Speaker 2:Shut up, bitch, fuck you she talking lucky why you got them glasses on. You ain't even cute. Like that was crazy. And then, like I just couldn't, I just couldn't.
Speaker 4:But I mean, it's entertainment and I get it. It's a TV jostling and it's a real jostling and it is mama jostling.
Speaker 2:So have you seen? Well, I don't know if y'all know each other, but y'all cross paths at some point. Who, you and Jocelyn?
Speaker 1:Yeah, I used to work with her.
Speaker 2:So just how like we was talking about before, where people kind of changed, is that what that is when a camera come on? She been like that.
Speaker 4:So that's real. When she was, when I first met her, she was Shanellica Bend the coupe.
Speaker 2:So when Shanellica is jostling, Y'all work together in the reality world or in the cut. In the cut she was a scramble.
Speaker 1:I worked with her. She was the best.
Speaker 3:You need her like being with her Made me like respect strippers so much more, because I was one of those people who was like I didn't look at strippers as like Equal Equal, because I'm with a bunch Like my friend every time we go to the circle like that that would ever just give him money. You know what I'm saying. So, like when I got with her and then my past experience with other strippers, it was just so money, money, money, money, money, anything like whoa, and she get with me and I ain't asking for no money.
Speaker 4:Yeah, she like cool, she chilling, she was like why are you going to work? I can give it to you, I got it. I'm like, no, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm going to go get it.
Speaker 3:She was different for sure, but I think it's just because of her age as well. I think a lot of these young, like the younger strippers 24, you know the young they just kind of lost. But I think I was lucky enough to get somebody who kind of already been. Now everybody phases her because she done already pretty much done everything?
Speaker 2:Did you grow up fast?
Speaker 4:I think I grew up kind of late. No, I do, because I went to the military first before I started dancing.
Speaker 3:When I got the military, which was living alone since 16.
Speaker 4:No, I was living alone since I was 18.
Speaker 3:Oh, 18.
Speaker 4:I graduated, I moved to Chicago because I was in the military and then when I got the military, I was dancing while I was in the middle, but it wasn't stripping. We was going to go dancing. What's that? You couldn't touch me. We weren't dancing in thongs, we had on that's in the military, no.
Speaker 2:It's something that.
Speaker 4:I wasn't supposed to be doing last. That was the rebel in me. I was on the moment. Even in that check I was getting there for two weeks. I've always been a hustler, though, and like I commend myself for it, because my dad is very well off, my stepmom is very well off, my mom is very good, so if I ever needed anything, they would most definitely help me. They'd help me, they'd help me look at myself.
Speaker 3:He don't like looking at himself. Why don't he look at himself and say he's cute he thinks he's a little dog.
Speaker 2:He's so cute. He literally chit like every time. He's so cute. That's why he's always looking at himself. I did a whole episode once and he was pulled a whole time. He must have glanced up the last minute, had seen himself and started going crazy. We should have talked about this earlier. I'm sorry, google, why did you do the transition from military to dancing To?
Speaker 3:burn yourself Rolling.
Speaker 4:Oh my God, you want to die.
Speaker 2:You got me looking crazy Burning your little tail.
Speaker 3:Peepee was out too just now. Oh my God, what's going on? Roman, you good, hey, you get this damn shirt. Yo, you got your shirt and dog.
Speaker 4:No, it started off as a joke. Joke girl, you got your shirt for real. It started off as a joke. I was in the military and the guys that I was hanging around with. So in the military, of course, the women ratio is like little to none. So I was always with the guy.
Speaker 4:They took me to this Go-Go bar and they was like man Griffin, you can't do that and I'm like and you've always been this pretty, You've always been like that I never had none of my face, but I just recently did my lips for, like my nose, my cheekbones not at all mine but and they was like, oh, you can't do that. I was like I can do that. Start off as a joke and then, when I did it and it happened, I said, oh, I like this. So I kept doing it.
Speaker 4:I was getting up at six o'clock in the morning, going to my shift and when I got off I was going to work, wasn't asleep for me. I loved it, oh my God. Because I was like I got my own. Yeah, I ain't got to wait for nobody to pay me, I got to pay my bills. When I got my money, yeah, I ain't got to be like I didn't have to do nothing. My mom need this, I'm hurting her. I got it, I did it. I lied to my mom but I told her I worked at Hoodas.
Speaker 2:And did she ever find out?
Speaker 4:I mean she found out that same day, because I don't know how to lie. She was like, well, send me that picture. You don't know how to fit.
Speaker 3:That was totally different. I didn't see no picture.
Speaker 4:I lied and said, no, mom, they don't want to take pictures of that. I couldn't lie. That's what I'm saying. A lot of times she was like I know you're up there dancing.
Speaker 2:So how did she feel when you began stripping, like at clubs and stuff?
Speaker 4:I didn't know what stripper was until I got active military and I moved to Delhi and I started working at the first club where I had to be top of this and I was scared. I was like so scared Girl, don't fall because I'm going to fall.
Speaker 2:Somebody going to fall today, I feel like it's going to be hard.
Speaker 4:Today, when I moved back home, I was living back with my mom and she knew what it was. She was like look, whatever you do, just text me and let me know when you come home. She was like, just be safe, because at this one she can tell me what to do. I was on my own, on my side. She didn't have to want for nothing. I was giving her money, I was saying curses. It was amazing. Then, when I turned 21, it was out to Atlanta, I go in Miami, here I come. Then persuasion was born.
Speaker 2:Who was your name before?
Speaker 4:I was Chanel in Atlanta and in Dallas and then when I moved to Miami, I was Dallas, but they was like nah, you got changed, we got in Dallas already. And it was this girl that I looked up to in Dallas and it was persuasion and I was like I want that I want that man.
Speaker 2:What's the most you've made in one night?
Speaker 4:I can't really just say the most, but my first time ever making a lot of money. I probably made $10,000 on that stage six, but the end of the night I probably counted up to $20,000. What, that was my turn Y'all hiring. No, no, it ain't like that. I need a job. Trust me, it's not like that, no more.
Speaker 2:No.
Speaker 4:No.
Speaker 2:What a girl's taking home today.
Speaker 4:I have no idea, but I know the game completely changed me. It's not like that, no more.
Speaker 2:What is the thing that happens every year? Is it in Miami? It's like something bold. Is it called like a stripper bowl or something like that?
Speaker 3:Yeah, I have to. She don't go to stuff like that.
Speaker 4:I'm too old to be doing stuff like that, I feel like it's like one year, when they say it's an 18 year old born every day.
Speaker 4:It's a bad bitch made every fucking day. That's right. Yeah, I know it's my time to maneuver and not do those type of things no more and travel and go to all these different events. I know my place. Let me let y'all hear that Because I'm not going to be fighting with y'all every night because it's an event going on, because you trying to make your $500 tip out there and you ain't got no name, you mad because I got a name and we got no. I don't want to fight with you, sis, you got it. I'll let y'all hear it.
Speaker 3:So you got some stories for me. Oh man, she hates it. I hate the stripper story.
Speaker 2:How often are you out here?
Speaker 4:I think I'm going to start coming out here more often, only while because of my vape business and I like being hands on with stuff, so I'm probably going to be out here a lot more.
Speaker 2:You got to pull up on me for whole fashion's live with jazz. Blessings for jazz, my home group.
Speaker 1:No, you ain't I don't, I'm just going to get mad at me about my whole business.
Speaker 3:You know, no, fashion is all baby being a life Baby. Why are you asking? No, she really will.
Speaker 4:She's the type of swear that I like. I'm not mad like that. Baby. Can I talk about my whole fashions? I don't know. You know, they always go crazy. They owe whole fashions to us. I just feel like.
Speaker 3:I don't want the dude coming out to work saying that.
Speaker 4:I ain't going to drop no names, baby. Yeah, you don't drop names. I ain't got names. That's the way whole fashions work. I don't do the name dropping, I'm going to just tell a story and I'm going to call him Joe. Everybody going to be Joe in the story, but then they going to be talking about Joe, baby. What the fuck is that?
Speaker 3:Oh, my God.
Speaker 4:She's so attitude with like hip hop community is crazy From Love and Hip.
Speaker 3:Hop.
Speaker 1:She knows like hip hop people from like reality shows she's like oh my God, don't ever say that out loud, Would you ever love?
Speaker 3:that? No, I think that would ruin our relationship more than it's already on the rocks and I feel like they'll just pulverize it. We can't come back from it.
Speaker 4:I don't. I would want to do Love and Hip Hop, but I don't think they would because we give them enough already. I'm not named with all of these.
Speaker 2:I think that that's what would get their attention, because the way I go live and shit Like there's no other couple.
Speaker 3:Y'all go live and then y'all have y'all conversations. Let me say that I can only imagine what the conversation is like off-line.
Speaker 3:I was supposed to be on Love and Hip Hop Hollywood with somebody I was with at the time. I could show you the whole cast pictures, all that. This is straight facts and I'm just the type of person when I value the relationship I'm in, I don't let me ruin it. You know I'm the type of let me ruin it. I don't want to have the storylines and you bringing up this ex and that asin' to try to just let me self-satidize myself with the cameras off, you know. So they've already interested in me before. Now I'm with her, I'm sure they will be 10 times more interested.
Speaker 4:Yeah, I'm not a bi-briper. Actually I'm the one that's going to shake your face.
Speaker 3:Yeah, she's crazy.
Speaker 2:Y'all see how they're both about to each other up.
Speaker 3:We do. It should be more somewhere.
Speaker 2:Y'all are complete opposite of what we go to. But y'all match, yeah, y'all match, and it's like, that's like the ultimate, like y'all have a great freaking relationship.
Speaker 4:She know me and I ain't like that. When I told him she know me, he gonna walk over me.
Speaker 2:She went back cause he was just up on her. Yeah, and I said he was she not a dance.
Speaker 4:So you, she know me, he gonna walk a dance over here.
Speaker 2:Okay, so we got Babes coming.
Speaker 4:Babes, we got music coming, yeah, Movies.
Speaker 2:Movies, reality show.
Speaker 4:Um reality TV.
Speaker 3:I think, like I think it's a bunch of yeah, I'm like it's really just like.
Speaker 4:And it's just so much stuff that I have individually. Yeah, that's in the work that I really want to say, cause you know, I've been watching a lot of people podcast and I've been so inspired. Oh no, my podcast is.
Speaker 3:She's going to do her own podcast. It's going to be.
Speaker 4:I'll be like she's going to be on the guest. She's going to most definitely be on the guest because I know it's a and it's going to be really focused on the mental health aspect. I was going to say that.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:Because, young girls they need to hear. Yeah, and people never realized, like I love telling the ugly part of life.
Speaker 4:Yeah, Because people only see us and they see the light and I'm like I have no idea and I kind of like it when she go live and I'm mad because people see us and so relatable. And I'm like, yeah, cause we are like I can't fake it for y'all and I know y'all hate faking it for people that y'all don't know either for social media. So I want to tap into the mental capacity of why do you feel this way? What happened? What made you go this way? Just like people want to know what made me go into dancing and what made me stay there. If I didn't have to be there Just like with a bitch that walked down the stroll, why do you be there? Why do you take this? And I want to really tap into that because people got to know the ugly first, Cause when you know the ugly, you know it's going to be some kind of light at the end of it and you're going to be prepared for that light and not be just prepared for the ugly.
Speaker 2:I think people will fuck with that, cause I always appreciate when people are so like, open and transparent, because this whole social media era got people thinking like life is perfect and people are perfect and people don't go through real life experiences and couples don't get into it. And then you get those couples who they'll talk about the stuff they're going through. They're talking about what they're dealing with. Now you got the whole world judging you and it's like no, you motherfuckers is going through the same shit I'm dealing with too.
Speaker 4:Mine should just publicize and I don't mind talking about it with y'all, Cause y'all don't have nobody to talk to with y'all. So y'all y'all looking for me for the answers and I'm now finna get y'all the real answers that y'all really don't want to hear. Y'all gonna be like what the hell bitch? I came to you for solidarity, Not for you to have me really sit here and think more in depth about my situation.
Speaker 4:Yeah, I need you to think so. When I do my podcast, I need my guests to be vulnerable. I'm have tissue and wine and liquor, whatever you want to take, but I need you to be vulnerable.
Speaker 1:I need you to be able to be like yeah.
Speaker 4:I'm hurt by this. This is why I hold on to this type of grudge. This is why I am the way I am. This is why I have these guards up. People don't understand that. People look. I want to use JT as an example. They wonder why she go off on social media. Because she's still fucking human. Her feelings get hurt, just like yours. Do you just choose to fight? Her cause you miserable and mad. And I realized that, like she going through the same shit you going through, she just threw a phone at her and they get the BT award.
Speaker 2:I was right next to her when she did and just wrote a whole paragraph about how this nigga had changed her life.
Speaker 4:She in love. She love him. He's amazing, but all y'all see is the ugly.
Speaker 2:This is at home. Doing this, you throwing shit at your niggas, we all go through it.
Speaker 4:That's what makes me so mad about this era of social media where everybody's so perfect Because motherfuckers swear they don't go through it, like we all fucking go through it and I love being honest about myself because I'm like, if I'm going to allow y'all to see the good about me, I'm going to try to see the ugly about me too, cause I don't want y'all to just judge me based off the good, cause that shit don't last our way, so I'll be sad, I'll be depressed. I don't want to be bothered, I don't want to post on social media for days, but because that's my job and y'all look forward to that type of stuff, I got to set my differences aside just to make y'all happy, and y'all ain't doing shit to make me fucking happy. But judging me, we're coming to hear a trolling.
Speaker 2:Very much so Say it's your bitch ass. It's your bitch ass Y'all. Thank you so much. Anything else y'all want to plug before we get up out of here?
Speaker 3:Listen, I plugged everything, I plugged everything. I plugged everything.
Speaker 2:Aw, look at that. Well, that's been Brown Sugar Diaries. Thank you so much for tuning in. Shout out to everybody who watched. Make sure you like, share, follow, subscribe. The reality show is coming soon. The podcast is coming. Make sure y'all tap in on all of that. I'm going to be tapped all the way in and persuasion is coming back for whole fashion.
Speaker 3:I'm going to have to call you by that one. You might get a little text or something You're going to be like oh jazz calling me.
Speaker 4:I'm going to be all in y'all's first RPG.
Speaker 2:RPG my dog done, been up under y'all. Now he back looking just like a dog.
Speaker 4:Now he go back. Yeah, that's crazy. He's just like a nigga yeah for real.
Speaker 3:Now he got to go back home.
Speaker 2:Oh, y'all wait, I forgot to add y'all Top 10 R&B albums. Are y'all R&B girls?
Speaker 3:Oh yeah, she's more R&B than me.
Speaker 2:But I'm like I could get you rap. I can't get you, Okay.
Speaker 3:Just give me five. You lying, you just saying that because that's up there.
Speaker 4:I lost my virginity to that whole album. No, that's right, you had to sell it. No, no, no.
Speaker 1:But it's, it's it's, it's.
Speaker 4:I was in high school when it came out, so it's just like that resonates to me more.
Speaker 3:Confession should definitely go on yeah.
Speaker 4:Because me and her got a few songs there.
Speaker 3:No, it's not even just about us, no, but it's about me.
Speaker 4:That album makes me think about this. Okay.
Speaker 1:Not that we have any confession.
Speaker 3:Jazz was selling newest album was crazy, oh, hotel, hotel is crazy. Now I understand with albums you kind of have to like okay, in 10 years with this still be considered a classic, but I think hotel.
Speaker 1:This is yeah.
Speaker 4:I'm going to say it now, don't kill me, I'm going to say it, jackson Sullivan, you have a classic on your hands. I might be, so my age.
Speaker 3:But I'm also going to say, for me a top R&B album would definitely be her.
Speaker 1:When she did Volume one and by putting them together, yeah, all in one, that is an amazing album.
Speaker 3:I think that's a classic album of me personally. Okay, so that's for I'm like I'm not sure why, so don't there ain't no class? Anything, I'm going to be honest, I would have to put Chris Brown's first one. Yes, I have to. That should definitely be on there.
Speaker 2:I think. I just didn't have space, but he's definitely on this. He's a child, of course. It's like classic, I don't know.
Speaker 1:No, beyonce.
Speaker 4:The irreplaceable album with every fucking thing, yeah, this is kind of hard. Lauryn Hill, though that album was crazy. I take that I just don't want to show my age when I say this.
Speaker 3:What's you going to say? Like Jack, you going to say I think he's shown up here, so I feel like I read Tyree's album oh voice of it is crazy she might have to put me on there.
Speaker 2:She's a drag queen.
Speaker 4:That's why he's saying that I'm going to drag you out of there.
Speaker 3:So I'm like what is it again? I'm going to say that that's what he's like.
Speaker 4:Yeah, I know Tyree's Trace on.
Speaker 3:Okay, I know Trace on's album, that's not old.
Speaker 4:That's not good one, but not that's Tyree's.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I don't know the Tyree's one, but Tyree's with the Pearson. I didn't know you had a Pearson.
Speaker 4:What Tyree's with the Pearson baby? You don't know about him. No, I don't, I don't know, I don't know. That's Tyree's with the. I don't want to say this that Pearson.
Speaker 1:I leave it to.
Speaker 4:I know you, I'm going to just leave it that Pearson got a name. I love you. Yeah, I'll tell you who I'm going to call.
Speaker 2:All right, Y'all. We really don't get to fight here this time. I don't outro about ten times. This time Y'all got vibes. I love this. I love this. Thank you so much for tuning in. Catch y'all next time. Bye y'all, bye, bye.