Vivian Cobb: [00:00:00]
Early on. I got COVID. I got, I actually came down with my fever the day before they shut Colorado Springs down, which I think was March 16th, 17th, somewhere in there. And I got very sick with COVID. I actually ended up being hospitalized for five days. I did not have to be ventilated. And during that time something happened to me and I guess it was a near death experience if you will. Because I wasn't, my oxygen levels were really low. And I, there was a time that I thought I could just slip away. I could, this would be easy. And I felt. Really calm about it. Really. I felt a lot of love surround me. Yeah. I just felt this contentment, this wellbeing that I

Vivian Cobb:[00:01:00] 
never experienced, and there was a part of my brain that said, No three children who will be devastated if you just drift away. And I could have transitioned right out of this world, but I decided to transition to stay here. And that experience has changed everything.