Kaliente Girls
Braces, Cinnamon gum, and a stolen Super Nintendo/ Guest Theresa Elliot
Kana and Robin discuss skincare and anti-aging products, and reveal our top recommendation - Kate Somerville's Wrinkle Warrior.
Leila, LaLa, and Maximum reveal some most cringe-worthy first kiss experiences, even the ones that involved braces, Cinnamon gum, and stolen Super Nintendo games! If you believe in the power of a kiss, you won't want to miss this! Kan and Robin discuss the complexity of making videos for tiktok. Enjoy over an hour and a half of independent and main streamed signed artist music. Theresa Elliot speaks on the loss of her first son. Dealing with her youngest son long-term incarceration. Lost loves. And her faith in God.
PLAYLIST:
Theresa Elliot Interview
- Van Halen- So this is love
- Justin Travella-This is love
- Nikki Minaj-Last time I saw you
- King Elle Noir & Ditto-Robot
- Kaliente Girls Robin & Kana (Retro)
- Bianca Leony-Espiral
- Robin Taylor- Faces
- Taylor Ross-Path of Gold
- Kaliente Girls- First Kiss
- Believe-Correatown
- Raphael Saadiq- Ask of you
- Fenyx The God- Summertime
- Michael Jemar- Nobody
- I am Kay-A.M.
- Kaliente Girls Robin & Kana (Retro)
- Carnage & Diplo-Letting People Go (feat. Prinze George)
- Switch Disco-REACT (feat. Ella Henderson
- Lifehouse-Hanging by the moment
- Lil Pump-Drug Addict
- NCT DREAM-Broken Melodies
- Theresa Elliot Interiew
- Lil Wayne-Famous (feat. Reginae Carter)
- Maggie Lindemann- Different
- The Marine Rapper-Jillian (feat. Savannah Rae & Lady Rev)
- Miss Vicky-Me Like it
- Nana Fofie-Mad over you
- Nneka-Do you love me now
- Diamond Longs-Made Beautiful
- Diana Ross & The Supremes-Reflections
- Ella Henderson-Mirror Man
You can also listen to this episode on our webpage: kalientegirls.com
Kana and Robin discuss skincare and anti-aging products, and reveal our top recommendation - Kate Somerville's Wrinkle Warrior.
Leila, LaLa, and Maximum reveal some most cringe-worthy first kiss experiences, even the ones that involved braces, Cinnamon gum, and stolen Super Nintendo games! If you believe in the power of a kiss, you won't want to miss this! Kan and Robin discuss the complexity of making videos for tiktok. Enjoy over an hour and a half of independent and main streamed signed artist music. Theresa Elliot speaks on the loss of her first son. Dealing with her youngest son long-term incarceration. Lost loves. And her faith in God.
PLAYLIST:
Theresa Elliot Interview
- Van Halen- So this is love
- Justin Travella-This is love
- Nikki Minaj-Last time I saw you
- King Elle Noir & Ditto-Robot
- Kaliente Girls Robin & Kana (Retro)
- Bianca Leony-Espiral
- Robin Taylor- Faces
- Taylor Ross-Path of Gold
- Kaliente Girls- First Kiss
- Believe-Correatown
- Raphael Saadiq- Ask of you
- Fenyx The God- Summertime
- Michael Jemar- Nobody
- I am Kay-A.M.
- Kaliente Girls Robin & Kana (Retro)
- Carnage & Diplo-Letting People Go (feat. Prinze George)
- Switch Disco-REACT (feat. Ella Henderson
- Lifehouse-Hanging by the moment
- Lil Pump-Drug Addict
- NCT DREAM-Broken Melodies
- Theresa Elliot Interiew
- Lil Wayne-Famous (feat. Reginae Carter)
- Maggie Lindemann- Different
- The Marine Rapper-Jillian (feat. Savannah Rae & Lady Rev)
- Miss Vicky-Me Like it
- Nana Fofie-Mad over you
- Nneka-Do you love me now
- Diamond Longs-Made Beautiful
- Diana Ross & The Supremes-Reflections
- Ella Henderson-Mirror Man
You can also listen to this episode on our webpage: kalientegirls.com
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Speaker 12:Yeah, on my grind On my grind and we're back on the Cala Jante show. Some people want to know questions about the girls, so the first question is when was your first kiss and how was it?
Speaker 13:Hey, I don't mind you say that. Okay, Leila, you go first. Okay, so I remember my neighbor, el típico de la huelta de la manzana, when it was around my house blond green eyes, of course he was a boy's love. He was a típico escapeor, and in the summer he does surfing. Surfing, yeah, típico, you know ten-y-one.
Speaker 6:The ones that he knows everything.
Speaker 13:One night I walked to go and buy candies. He grabbed me the tree and he gave me my first kiss. It was so awkward that I didn't want to kiss a guy for a long time.
Speaker 6:For a long time.
Speaker 13:Yeah, yeah, it was like yeah, this is the soprapas, the telenovelas, kiss ones. It was like saliva, yeah it was like when he put his tongue inside. Oh yeah, so I didn't like it at all. No, so it was awkward. My first kiss.
Speaker 8:Mine was really awkward. So I had this crush on him for like the whole little elementary school and then, like it finally happened like in middle school and I was a late bloomer, and then he like he walked to me. I think it was like I was about before my, before I turned 15, because my mom said that I couldn't kiss anybody ever.
Speaker 8:But like if I wanted to have a quinceañera then like if you were going to go to church and do the whole thing like you cannot be kissed. So I was like it was traumatizing. First of all, he had braces. Oh, and he was chewing a gum that was like cinnamon, oh, and then like you remember that?
Speaker 6:Yeah, it was. I'm telling you, it was traumatizing Down.
Speaker 8:And yeah, so he walks me to my class and like all of a sudden he didn't like, oh, he just like kissed me and I like I was like in Shaw kind of. But then when all that, like I literally just did not like my first kiss.
Speaker 13:So you were the same.
Speaker 8:Give me five no, and then he was like you know, like trying to go out with me and try to be my boyfriend, and then I was like no, that's evil, I can't. No, no, no. So yeah, I was traumatizing.
Speaker 14:Next, I totally feel you guys might happen in the seventh grade and it actually happened with the H to seven grade about the same 13.
Speaker 8:Yeah like 12. I think I was 12. Yeah.
Speaker 14:And I ended up kissing a sixth grader, which is kind of like why, but okay, whatever's. And I remember we were like in the back of the school like, oh, secretive, you know, we're about to like everybody's right there watching and yeah, he sticks his tongue and it was. I felt the same way, like in my mouth. I call this gusty and foul tongue with tongue, so like it was just so gross. But you know it was the worst part of this. I was a poor child and I remember the only video game I had was the Lion King for my Super Nintendo.
Speaker 14:Yeah, I let him borrow it, and he never gave it back.
Speaker 13:Oh no.
Speaker 14:So he was like take her double that. And then he said my Lion King game.
Speaker 8:No, that's like that is traumatizing yeah. That is so sad.
Speaker 11:Like for me, all my friends. I was like kind of practicing, because my friends were like even you was practicing. Everybody say that it was like like a sucking on an orange. You know when you eat an orange it's like you're like you do like the whole kind of that's exciting.
Speaker 8:I never heard that I actually sense more fun than having a kiss like sucking an orange, exactly.
Speaker 11:We've never tried it. You're also cinnamon orange.
Speaker 8:No, you know what Up to now? Don't ever give me cinnamon. I can't even smell, I hate cinnamon. That's how, my God, I have a candy or cinnamon, Don't ever.
Speaker 11:I used to have a boyfriend that his, his mouth was so small, like he sleeps in mouth, but he would like be sucking on on cherry, cherry, mint the whole day. So he will kiss me like like that and we'll just like oh my God, it was horrible.
Speaker 14:Okay. So tell us so you, you were an expert already.
Speaker 11:I kind of like I ate a lot of juice. I drink a lot of juice. Um no, and then we went to a party with my like my parents were friends with his parents and we were just like looking at each other for quite a long time. And then he was like two years older than me. So he's like, let's go around with the car. And I'm like, huh, okay, so I escaped from the party and then I got into the car with him and, of course, he went around the city and then we go serious.
Speaker 11:Oh yeah, I made sure he had a car.
Speaker 8:She had already practiced.
Speaker 11:I knew already Wow, Don't take me no bicycle you know I'm kidding, I'm kidding. So, um, nothing. When, like the time passed, we kissed a lot and then, when I go back to the party, my dad was looking for me everywhere and, um, he was like worried and he was just like asking everybody. So as soon as I got out of the car he grabbed me and he's like let's go home right now. So I was like, oh shit, hope, sorry.
Speaker 14:I'm so like jealous. You were the only one that said we kissed so much oh.
Speaker 13:I love it.
Speaker 14:I love kissing.
Speaker 3:I'm a kisser.
Speaker 11:Oh well, you know, spanking time Kind of, but it was worth it, right it was. It was so worth it, that was worth it.
Speaker 12:So you mean. So you mean you're like to be spanked. I heard that somewhere.
Speaker 11:Somebody said that Layla said it.
Speaker 12:Oh, you do, Layla.
Speaker 13:No, I'm just saying it was worth it because the spanking. But she was like, oh it's okay, like her dad spanked her for leaving the party.
Speaker 12:Has anybody ever kissed a girl?
Speaker 8:Yeah, I have All of you have no.
Speaker 14:I have no, yeah, only you. I guess nobody else is saying yeah, I go to school girls.
Speaker 13:I will never kiss a girl in my entire life. I go to girls' school. Oh, you kissed.
Speaker 11:Anna by accident on the birthday last week we were in this restaurant and then, like the waiter was coming behind Layla and Layla did like this, and then our best friend just turned around and they like kind of like kiss and I was like huh. And then the waiter was so happy it's like, hey, he's nice.
Speaker 13:He was gay, that's why Well.
Speaker 14:I guess so.
Speaker 13:I don't know.
Speaker 14:No, oh, I bought those oranges. Do you have some? I think I need to practice my kissing game you need to.
Speaker 11:Well, I don't know, maybe that would be awkward, Layla, but I had another story and I was in love when I was 16. I was in love with this that he was my boyfriend after. But I was like in love with him for a year and a half and he wouldn't even look at me because he was a little like four years old. There were three years. He was like the most handsome guy in my hometown. So, anyway, so we went to a party and I danced I love dancing so I let dance. So I danced a lot and then at the end of the night he takes me outside and I'm like, oh my God, my prince charming, he's going to finally kiss me. So when we kissed, we finished kissing and then he's like huh, did you dance a lot? And I'm like, yes, why? He's like, oh, because you're very salty. So after that I was like, oh my God, he would never talk to me again, you know. But then he became my boyfriend and then, like four years after, oh, wow he liked it, he liked it.
Speaker 8:Yeah, he liked it. So much.
Speaker 14:So that was our experience, my people. What about you guys? Send us your story of your first kiss at the Caliente page. And that's that, caliente girls.
Speaker 3:We everywhere. No matter how hard I try, you keep pushing me aside and I can't break through. There's no talking to you. So sad that you're leaving. It takes time to believe it, but after all is said and done, you're gonna be the lonely one.
Speaker 3:Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough. What am I supposed to do? Sit around and wait for you? I can't do that. There's no turning back. I need time to move on. I need love to feel strong, cause I've had time to think it through. Maybe I'm too good for you. Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough. Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough, but I know that I'll get through this, cause I know that I am strong. I don't need you anymore. Oh, I know that I'll get through this, cause I know that I am strong. I don't need you anymore. Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough. Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough Macaroni in the pot.
Speaker 4:I got that good girl Calli and the girls. Every drop is a quap. Please don't stop. Please don't stop and then don't stop. I still miss. I'll kiss you in the air. Yes, love even fairs, even fairs.
Speaker 3:That's all I ask of you. Kissing you is not enough for me. You know I'm a big boy and big boys have desires. Making love is what I wanna do, but I need a true friend to make it come together.
Speaker 4:Just let me on your love.
Speaker 3:I wanna kiss you right there. Just let me, on your love, kiss you in the air. Yes, love, even fairs, especially there and there. That's all I ask of you. I'm not trying to put you on the line, but I gotta tell you what's exactly on my mind. Girls, my big heart leads me right to you. Every time the phone rings, I pray to God that it's you, girls. Every time I close my eyes, a vision of your face always pops into my mind. Girls, I would do anything to receive love from you.
Speaker 2:So show me the way that this could happen soon.
Speaker 3:I'll be right there all the time. Show grace for my head. Just show me the place. Fire in the love. I love you. Danger, just give me all you got, all your love. I'll do all the love. Give me everything I want. I'm sure I can feel you. Show it anyway. It's love and hate and pain. I wanna kiss you right there. Just stand right there, little girl. I'm the candle. Somebody can handle me. See if I can handle you.
Speaker 3:Somebody has to do the things. I do Little things Just because, just because it's you. See, love is all we need. See, it's all we have. Just show me the way. Fire in the love. I love you. Danger, just give me all you got, all your love. I'll do all the love. Give me everything I want. It's love and hate and pain. I'm the candle. Somebody has to do the things I do. Show it anyway. It's love and hate and pain. I'm the candle. Somebody has to do the things I do. See, it's all we have. Just show me the way. See, it's all we have. Just show me the way. See, love is all we have.
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Speaker 2:Where you at, where you at Summertime, bring it back. Bring it back Yo. Lock out with the dab down, button up, button down, see if I can work a little song out. Now, bros, y'all can all blow Enough seats in my car so y'all can all roll. I know you ain't scared. I know you said you got a man.
Speaker 2:Yeah, yeah, I know some of some of the bitches I don't care. Yeah, I know it ain't fair. I'm faced by my own rules. Stays in my own lane. Don't give a, give a, spread them hoes. Dude, you always get to pick and choose and I ain't trying to choose me, but I ain't never said I choose you. It's a cool game.
Speaker 2:Better get fitted. It's the last days, better get with it, said the whole world trying to get saved. But I ain't fit the sass and the cape in a minute. But for you I might, I might. So what you gonna do tonight, green light me. I know that you like me. I know that you wanna be the wifey. Clack down with the dab down, button up, button down. Try and see if I can work a little song out. But for you I might. What you gonna do tonight, green light me. I know that you like me. I know that you wanna be the wifey, but for you I might. So what you gonna do tonight? Green light me. I know that you like me. I know that you wanna be the wifey. Lamin' time tics. Bring it back, bring it back.
Speaker 6:But I'm not girl. Where you at, where you at Lamin' time tics Thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump. Let's show.
Speaker 7:On the outside, on the artist. I'll call it intake.
Speaker 6:Girl, girl, girl, sad ass radio. I don't want the night out. Let me let me. I don't want, I don't want. Let me let me. It's been way too long, can't you see, since the stars came to shine on me.
Speaker 3:More likely you hit the lottery, then find somebody so fine, free, now that I end up living alone. Was a resident to be on my own, but I'm a man that can't deny when heaven's standing right before my eyes. I don't want nobody but you. Let me kill. You feel my heart. Let me kill. You feel my truth. I don't want nobody but you, let me kill. You feel my truth.
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Speaker 3:back with your star and finesse. Got so much catching up to do.
Speaker 7:My body can't wait to be with you, like a forbidden fruit that's gone too long. It's hanging low, but it's holding on.
Speaker 3:So kiss me there, then give me a kiss. Let's show the world that you make a fine. I don't want nobody but you, let me kill. You feel my truth. I don't want nobody but you, let me kill. You feel my truth.
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Speaker 4:This is Galliente Girls on Dash. Oh, not as funny. You know that I'ma spend it all. Keep the tab open. She knows that I'ma buy it up. Buy it up. Buy it up now. Tell the waitress to bring another up. Love the way how she look right now. Love the way how she drop it down. Girls, not out her man in a round. Don't put it down. You can do this. Try to find out. If you with it, like I'm with it, let's roll up. Send you dancing with your girlfriend. Slap through, pop out of city AM AM AM. We been sippin' city AM AM AM. Pop out of city AM AM. See you looking from a distance.
Speaker 3:I acknowledge your existence. Yeah, I got you having a look in, look in, still in, feelin' like I once knew you when I get to know you. I know you want to Wanna show you know. As far as you want to, yeah, I can do what he can't do, what he won't do. Maybe come through and I'm just trying to find out. If you with it, like I'm with it, let's roll up. Send you dancing with your girlfriend. Slap through, pop out of city AM AM AM. We been sippin' city AM AM AM. Pop out of city AM AM AM. You got my attention. I wanna show you, but you been missing. So bring your girl still. Come by with me to the VIP. I got some antibodies. I got some antibodies. We might not get a moral. Pull me and turn up. I'm looking. I'm just trying to find out. If you with it, like I'm with it, let's roll up. Send you dancing with your girlfriend.
Speaker 9:Slap through, pop out of city AM AM AM we been sippin' city AM, am, am, pop out of city AM, am AM. We been sippin' city AM, am AM. Pop out of city TikTok. I wanna talk about TikTok.
Speaker 3:TikTok.
Speaker 11:You're a professional. Making.
Speaker 9:TikTok video.
Speaker 10:How long it?
Speaker 9:takes like that good video that we saw the other day.
Speaker 10:Like you're like no makeup and then hand it up and all you done up, oh, probably like 45 minutes, because that's included.
Speaker 9:first shot to makeup and hair done and then tape again.
Speaker 10:Yeah, and then getting the transitions and then if you get one of the shots wrong, then you just keep doing it till you get it. Get like the kind of shot that you want.
Speaker 9:But you can never go back to the no makeup window, right?
Speaker 10:Yeah, unless you redo your whole makeup, I was like I am not going back. That's why you gotta get that, if each cut that you do is in the video.
Speaker 9:Perfect.
Speaker 10:Gotta get each cut right, right.
Speaker 9:So what's the most like you getting, what kind of video most of you?
Speaker 10:like 8.2 million views. 636,000 likes.
Speaker 9:Wow, what was that video? Like Dancing. What dance you did.
Speaker 10:We made it up to an Esher song. Oh nice yeah, but it was really short. I mean, a lot of my dancing ones did well, but also a lot of my acting ones, like where I just act out stupid funny skits. They do well too. But I don't know. I stopped posting for a while so my traction went down, but I'm posting again now. I'm doing like three videos a day.
Speaker 9:Robbing is on TikTok and I'm going to try it too. Yeah.
Speaker 10:Give it a shot. I mean, at the end of the day it's like it's cool.
Speaker 9:It's kind of too late in the game, though.
Speaker 10:No, no, it's like YouTube or Instagram. It's never too late to join. There's still a platform that a lot of people are using. New people are downloading it every day. It's never too late, girl.
Speaker 9:True, never too late. Ok, I'm going to check it out.
Speaker 13:My others be hated. Yeah, we keep it free. Now I'm here to pay.
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Speaker 3:California. I'm going to cross the county line. I'm going to leave you far behind, far behind Behind. I'll do in the life of my childhood. I'm reaching for you. These days Just doesn't feel good enough. I'm just no people. People, I'm just no people. People, I'm just no people. People, no People, I'm just no people. People, I'm just no people. People Come to me, come to me in the night time when you know a friend, I know where, nowhere to be found. I'm just no people. People Come to me in the night time when you're new friends. I know where, know where to be found, round to me. I met you halfway. All I've done Now I'm done. Ooh, I'm just no good. I let people go. Ooh, I'm just no good. I let people go. Ooh, I'm just no good, I let people go. I'm just no people. People, I'm just no people.
Speaker 4:People, no, oh-ooh-ooh, I'm just no people, people, uh, oh-ooh, I'm just no people man.
Speaker 2:You got me infatuated. Feel the power in your eyes.
Speaker 3:What's people do you do when it's pulling me back? Does this it for your portion in my body? Re-ass, feel the chemicals moving. It's a matter of facts. Every time that you touch me, my body re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body. Re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body. Re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body. Re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body re-ass. What's people do you do when it's pulling me back? Does this it for your portion in my body? Re-ass, feel the chemicals moving. It's a matter of facts.
Speaker 2:Every time that you touch me, my body re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body, re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body, re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body, re-ass, re-ass, re-ass. 24-7 on my mind, day and night, all the time, like my body's hypnotized yeah, 24-7 dominated by the spell that you created.
Speaker 3:You made a paradise. There's something about you love and magic. Makes me come alive, makes me come alive, Pit on fire red-eyed flashes, Brings me back to life life. What's people do you do when it's pulling me back? Does this it for your portion in my body? Re-ass, feel the chemicals moving. It's a matter of facts. Every time that you touch me, my body re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body. Re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body. Re-ass, re-ass, re-ass my body. Re-ass, re-ass, re-ass. In this time that I shed my confession, You've been stuck in my head my obsession From the fire. You're gasoline, so put it for me. What's people do you do when it's pulling me back? Does this it for your portion in my body? Re-ass, feel the chemicals moving. It's a matter of facts every time that you touch me.
Speaker 6:My body re-ass, re-ass, re-ass. My body re-ass, re-ass, re-ass. My body re-ass, re-ass, re-ass. My body re-ass, re-ass, re-ass. My body re-ass, re-ass, re-ass. But we'll never be the gallant big girls.
Speaker 4:Yeah, for five years I've spent for changing, starving for truth. I'm closer to where I started. I'm chasing after you. I'm falling even more in love with you, letting go of all I've had longed to. I'm standing here and tell you make me move. I'm making bad moments here with you, forgetting all I'm lacking, completely uncomplained. I'll take your invitation. You take all of me now. I'm falling even more in love with you, letting go of all I've had longed to. I'm standing here and tell you make me move. I'm paying by the moment. Here with you, I'm living for the only thing I know. I'm running in a gratuitous way to go.
Speaker 3:And I don't know what I'm diving into. I'm standing by the moment, here with you. There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to fight. There's nothing else. I can change my mind. There's nothing else. There's nothing else.
Speaker 4:There's nothing else. There's nothing else. There's nothing else. Trespass before changing, staring for truth Closer where I started, chasing after you. I'm falling even more in love with you, letting go of all I've had longed to. I'm standing here and tell you make me move. I'm paying by the moment. Here with you, I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running in a gratuitous way to go and I don't know what I'm diving into.
Speaker 3:Just paying by the moment here with you. There's nothing else. There's nothing else to fight. There's nothing else. I can change my mind. There's nothing else.
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Speaker 6:I been smoking since I was 11. I been popping pop since I was 7. Told my pastor I don't do confessions, hell nah, cause I pop a lot of milk For my breakfast. I ain't never listen to nobody. Nope, in a courthouse, offer, offer, offer down. And your baby mama layin' next to me After she, just me. I just do it To leave gas. Everybody, rami, like them. I was too much doubtful dry to rock Mayhem at way, too, I was in the lock. God, I can't go outside Cause I see paparazzi Chill taking up, not while feelin' better Ooh, good game, good game. Yeah, I'm a trans-setter, but some Ipe squashed it off with my sweater. Ooh, I'm a drunk addict. I'm richer than my professor man school whole gang Bullets. Drunk addicts Chill, take a lot of shit. Fuck out what happened. I ain't gone like I got a head. I got a head Sweater girl, you can't be on my status.
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Speaker 4:You move me, sleep, I talk all night. Today's moon and star, I feel like I'm in your arms. Soul to LA.
Speaker 3:This is nothing.
Speaker 4:I think of myself the most clearly when I close my eyes. You know I'm a fool. You're far away.
Speaker 3:I can't be perfect without you. I'm lost in the sound of the falling. I lost something. We're incomplete. I do anything to get back to you, Ooh, ooh, ooh. You Like this butter dream. We got history. I just wanna be the chemistry. Feel you next to me. You know that I Hate this distance Girl. I'm just left here singing Only harmonies, broken melodies.
Speaker 4:The drop energy. I'm in ocean deep. Ooh, I hate this distance and I hate singing. I lay awake In my head. Your voice is my repeat.
Speaker 3:It won't stop. Ooh, I know You're beautiful. The moment I'm full of beauty, I'm all for you. I want to find you again. I don't want to dream. I can't be perfect without you. I'm lost in the sound of the falling. I lost something. We're incomplete. I do anything to get back to you. Ooh, ooh, ooh. You Like this butter dream. We got history. I just wanna be the chemistry. Feel you next to me. You know that I Hate this distance. Girl, I'm just left here singing Only harmonies, broken melodies, the drop energy. I'm in ocean deep. Ooh, I hate this distance and I hate singing Broken melodies. I don't have wings, but I'm flying. There's no perfect timing. This could turn into something. Let's turn it into something. Create light. I'm ready to go. I'll run to you In the light, like the light of the sun. I ain't scared, no more. I'm running to you. You and I size great and we're a sea of the light of day.
Speaker 7:Keep fighting with a backing chain. The perforator that falls in front of me Don't need protection. I'm the tip of the hope. I can't be disappointed. I'll never die. Guess I finally get back to you Like this butter dream. We got history. I just wanna be the chemistry. Feel you next to me. You know that I Hate this distance Girl. I'm just left here singing.
Speaker 3:Only harmonies, broken melodies. The drop energy. I'm in ocean deep, ooh. I hate this distance Girl. I hate this Broken melodies.
Speaker 12:Welcome to the show Dash Radio, and today we have a guest in the house and can you tell everybody who your name is?
Speaker 5:Teresa.
Speaker 12:Teresa is a survivor of many things, and today our topic is going to be about Trauma and how to get over it. Give the audience a little bit of background On who you are.
Speaker 5:I'm a student and right now I'm studying neurocognitive psychology, and I have my own housekeeping business.
Speaker 12:Okay, and then you already have a couple degrees right now.
Speaker 5:Yeah, I'm working on my fourth degree.
Speaker 12:And what's your main degree right now? Is it in psychology?
Speaker 5:Yeah, psychology Major, minor behavioral science.
Speaker 12:Okay, how do you think that going to school and studying psychology has changed you?
Speaker 5:Well, I can say it has given me a lot of tools and understanding on how the brain Is involved in healing and different aspects of our you know movement, our daily movement.
Speaker 12:Yeah, now we're going to go back. Before you went to school and you were, you know, learning about the cognizance Of the brain and all the you know philosophical terms and whatever the hell. Were you always so open-minded to things, or were you more like a rah-rah type person?
Speaker 5:Both.
Speaker 12:Both.
Speaker 5:I think I've always been extremely open-minded, but also I've always been a rah-rah.
Speaker 12:Yeah, yeah, we'll leave it at that. Everybody has to grow up at some point in their life. You know what I'm saying? Absolutely yeah. What do you think was your most happiest time in your life?
Speaker 5:Oh, I would have to say, Maybe when I got married, you know I had was a sports mom and a wife and yeah, the family thing really fit me well.
Speaker 12:And when you got married, you ended up having two children, right?
Speaker 5:No, I had a child when I was 16. I was a teen mom, okay. A single teen mom.
Speaker 12:Okay.
Speaker 5:And then I got married when I was 22 and I had a child when I was 27.
Speaker 12:Oh yeah, because you know, I've known. You know, Ladies and gentlemen, I've known this lady for like at least 20 years. Yeah, maybe 22 years yeah 22 years, something like that Give or take and we got like a long, long history. But this is my homie. But anyway, to make a long story short, I did not know that, or it must have slipped my mind, that you had one son by the husband and that your other son was a 16-year-old. I mean when you were 16, because I thought that both the kids were his.
Speaker 5:Oh, wow, yeah.
Speaker 12:I did, so that slipped my mind, or I don't remember that, or maybe I didn't know that, so there's something new that I learned. So anyway, getting back to the children, so you were happy, you were married, you had your kids, you were going to soccer or what, or footballs, or whatever you were doing, and then what ended up happening?
Speaker 5:My husband got 15 years actually.
Speaker 12:Okay.
Speaker 5:In prison and, yeah, I became a single mom and a prisoner's wife.
Speaker 12:And how many years did you deal with that?
Speaker 5:Well, I would say 14 years.
Speaker 12:Now, that was your first trauma, would you say.
Speaker 5:Oh, definitely not, but maybe my first adult trauma.
Speaker 12:Okay, let's deal with that adult trauma for now. So you're having a beautiful life, you got your husband, your kids, you're doing the mommy thing, and then it was taken away for you because he went to prison.
Speaker 5:Yes.
Speaker 12:Okay. And then, during the time that you were, he was in prison, you were 100% faithful, waiting for him to come out and all what not right. You know, give or take.
Speaker 5:Yeah, give or take.
Speaker 12:Yeah.
Speaker 5:My children always thought I was 100% faithful. I wasn't, but I did have needs here and there, but not, you know, at the beginning. Maybe the first five years I was faithful and then I got into a brief relationship and that individual died and so and that was Jody.
Speaker 12:Yeah, yeah, okay.
Speaker 5:Wow, yes.
Speaker 12:That was Jody. Yeah, yeah, and well, I remember Jody, but that was like a traumatic situation too, because it was always up and down with him. You know what I'm saying. But at the end of the day, the closure was he died.
Speaker 5:That was the closure.
Speaker 12:Yes, yeah, because y'all could never close that door. It was always open, closed, open door, closed door. Yeah, but yeah, I get it okay, but in the meantime, even though you were with Jody, you still had the flame for the husband.
Speaker 5:Oh, it wasn't a flame, it was a whole fire. That was my family. I'm gonna represent my family. Jody was the flame. Yeah, my fire is my family, of course, but um, yeah, you know.
Speaker 12:So he died and.
Speaker 5:And of course my husband knew about him. It was spoken of and it was agreed upon that it was okay as long as I didn't bring this individual in my home around my boys.
Speaker 12:Mm-hmm.
Speaker 5:Just put that out there.
Speaker 12:Yeah, we're putting it out there, Because you never know who's gonna listen to this.
Speaker 5:So um then, Jody didn't end up being the love of my life. It was actually someone else. After my husband got out, A year before my husband came home, I started seeing a childhood friend and the one on the bench.
Speaker 12:Yeah, okay, okay, yeah, yeah, I was with him for 12,.
Speaker 5:Well, my husband came home. We, you know, didn't. We tried to get it together. We couldn't, and I ended up being with him for 12 years, but he ended up being a drug addict.
Speaker 12:So, and that's another trauma.
Speaker 5:A whole another trauma, but you know it's life.
Speaker 12:What was the major trauma that changed your life completely, like, okay, things got to change for me.
Speaker 5:Uh, maybe when my son got killed. I would have to say was a major, a big trauma for me.
Speaker 12:How do you deal with that emptiness of losing him? I remember the day that he got killed. You know so um.
Speaker 5:I called you and you came and got me and took me to the hospital.
Speaker 12:Yeah, it was a very traumatic time. Yeah, but how did you get through that? Or have you still, or have you got over it?
Speaker 5:Well, let's say, for me healing is temporary. You know, trauma is kind of permanent. You maneuver around it and you find ways to um subdue it. But the reason why I say that it's temporary is because there's triggers, there's things that come up when you are healed, that you feel that hurts that brings you back to that space and time.
Speaker 5:So I don't know that I'll ever be completely healed. But in that process of time, um, I did. I found the Lord and I would have to say the trust in him is what keeps me stable.
Speaker 12:Do you um? Do you go to the gravesite and visit him?
Speaker 5:No, because he's in my living room. Oh, that's right, I have a memorial in my living room.
Speaker 12:Yeah, that's right. You still have that memorial, yeah, wow.
Speaker 5:Mm-hmm.
Speaker 12:20 years later, I still have it In the same place with the whole, with the hat and all the Mm-hmm. Yeah, that's, if you go into her house and you see her memorial you'll be like it's. For the average person it would be creepy, but because you know we've been, you know I've known her so long. It's nothing to me but it's interesting. I can tell you that. Um, but that's, some people deal with things in different ways and some people that's how some people heal yeah, I just couldn't leave him.
Speaker 5:I you know I could have buried him and whatever, but for me I just want him with me, you know? Um, yeah, I couldn't imagine cold nights and being out under the ground. You know, that was my thinking at the time.
Speaker 12:Mm-hmm, or in a box somewhere or whatever, when he could just be in the warm house with you In a weird kind of way. Right, okay, hey, you know, everybody's got their way that they deal with their stuff. I mean, and you were the mother, so no one can tell you how to feel. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5:Because that was your child and another child at the time that I had to, you know, be present for.
Speaker 12:And unfortunately there was another trauma with him.
Speaker 5:Yeah, definitely.
Speaker 12:He caught a case, yeah, and presently is still trying to fight that case at this time, right.
Speaker 5:Well, well, he's trying to come back on his appeal. Yeah, he's not going to record it, but he got 90 years 90 years. Yeah.
Speaker 12:Wow, I didn't know that. I mean, I knew it was some long ass time, but 90 years, yeah, yeah, that's crazy. Not going to talk about that because that's a very touchy subject for me. Um, because I was with him the night before he got in trouble.
Speaker 5:Yeah, and that night I was trying to get you to go get him remember.
Speaker 12:Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, man, we're not going to, we're not going to go, we're not going to go too far into too far. But anyway, the, the, the, the crux of this conversation is that, through all that, you're still saying, you're still walking in, you know, trying to be a productive member in society. You've actually um, more clearheaded than before. And how did you, how could you go through all that trauma and still be, you know, uplifting and talking about the Lord and trying to, you know, and going to school and getting your masters? And how could you, how, how did you work through that?
Speaker 5:Um, well, for one reason, I'm not the only woman who's been here and been through that. Uh, I know several women in my position as far as, uh, you know black women as far as losing their sons to prison, uh, the gang violence, and so, um, just knowing that I'm not unique in that, you know um did you go to therapy? Uh, briefly.
Speaker 12:Do you think that um you suffer from post-traumatic stress?
Speaker 5:Uh yeah. And and, and and what work what?
Speaker 12:what helps you get through those bouts?
Speaker 5:Just, um, you know, people, people express through their exposure and their experience, and through my experience, in my exposure, I know that a lot of these situations are just places in time, you know, and, um, I've seen beyond a lot of situations. So I know, um, that this moment isn't the end, all you know. And also my relationship, you know, I stopped breathing at one point. I was sick and I went through this spiritual experience and, um, I asked God at that point, um, you know, God, I've been Buddhist, I've been Muslim, you know, raised Baptist.
Speaker 5:Oh, I, all I want to do is love you and I don't know how. And he told me to leave religion for those who needed it, that it wasn't about religion, that that light that he pulled me in, that he was um of his father, he wasn't of a religion and that it was more about a covenant and a relationship. And I kind of took that and ran with it, Um, and it moved me out of the darkness into the light and I was able to see different things that I didn't see before. I mean, that's in a quick, you know, nutshell.
Speaker 12:Yeah, yeah, you know, you know, I also went through a deaf experience. Um, it was very, very, very close to death. And when I got to that point where I I just said, well, whatever's going to be is going to be, I just felt very comfortable with the decision, like, okay, if I'm going to go, I'm going to go. You know what I'm saying? I, I wasn't scared, I wasn't like, oh, what's going to happen?
Speaker 5:It just like something just came over me like, well, whatever's going to happen is going to happen, and it just, I understand that because when I wasn't breathing, I was in a darkness, and it was a light far away in it. It absorbed me, it pulled me in and once I got into that light, I felt a love that I have never in my life felt before or after, and that was a saving grace for me. That love that I felt at that moment saved my life. And, like I said, in that experience God showed me several things. He showed me spiritual warfare. He asked me if I could feel it and told me he needed me to recognize it and that he was going to continue to remove people out of my life because if he didn't, I wouldn't get to where he needed me to stand. So yeah, I'm still. I'm still trying to get there.
Speaker 12:What do you, what would you tell a mother whose son is incarcerated and you know she has no husband and she's, you know, got a no suffering and, and, and and he streets by herself, what, what. What kind of encouragement could you give her to to uplift her right now?
Speaker 5:Well, just to let her know that today isn't isn't at all, it's not the end. All you know, um, keep moving, because when you stand still, weight builds, and when weight builds it gets harder to move. So if you keep moving, things are going to come towards you, you know, and things are going to shift your position, your thinking, the way you feel. You know, I don't know if it's for me spiritually. It opened me up spiritually to where I can hear God's voice and, um, when I hear it, I try to follow it. I'm not perfect, I'm not perfect. Sometimes I'm the way.
Speaker 5:Here I saw a woman sitting on the curb crying, and God said turn around. And I fought and fought and I, I just kept coming. And I'm going to go back that way when I leave, to make sure, you know, see if she's there, see if she's okay. But that's just how my thinking has shifted, knowing the Lord, you know. So I would just really say strive for that spiritual relationship. You know, people can't give you what God can give you. People can't love you the way God can love you. It's unexplainable the love that you can get when you just lay it down, you know, get humble humility and you know, I guess that would be the best of my advice in this short period of time.
Speaker 12:If you could have five minutes with your son who passed away and you could talk to him right now, what would you tell him?
Speaker 5:Well, I would tell him what a how beautiful it was that God made me a steward of him and that I how much I enjoyed that and what a blessing he was to my life. And I hope he's happy in his new life and I hope I see him when I leave this body and I experience my real journey. And I'm sure that you know he smiles and he's happy. Just, he has a son that I raised and I would just ask him what he thought about his son. You know.
Speaker 12:Yeah, because his son was not born. He got killed but he he noted he had a that the mother was pregnant.
Speaker 5:Yeah.
Speaker 12:She told him so he. But it was shortly after he she was pregnant that he died. Right, yeah, she was six weeks pregnant. Oh man, that sucks. Yeah, yeah. Going back to the history of that, the last time I saw your son was at the 7-Eleven and that's when he and he had just got out of prison. Yeah, and we hooked up and we liked each other and the next thing, I know, was it that night, or maybe it was a day or two after he got killed in Compton. Yeah, did they ever find the killers?
Speaker 5:You know, I pray not you know, I.
Speaker 5:the way I felt about that was that I never wanted anyone to be prosecuted for my son's murder because I knew it was another black soul that was going to be lost. So you know, I wish that I could have spoke to the young man and asked him if he could have fathered my grandson or been some assistance in his life, but I would not want to take another black woman's child from her. So you know, I pray that and I know life has a way of settling things. So if he didn't come to be a humble young man, you know, maybe life served him too.
Speaker 12:Yeah, yeah. I don't know if I could be so giving. I mean, I wouldn't want him to go to prison because prison ain't going to do nothing, but I would want revenge for sure.
Speaker 5:Well, you know, back in the day I would be like his little friends come over. I wanted to see a smoking gun for you. Come in my door, yeah. You know that's how that's the mother I was back then.
Speaker 5:Yeah, yeah yeah, but today and now, and who I am, we've just lost too much as a people, on both sides. You know, like I said, I have a son that's gone and I have a son with life in prison. So I've experienced both sides. I have a son that was murdered and I have a son that has murdered.
Speaker 12:Yeah, it's a pretty, pretty interesting story. You should write a book.
Speaker 5:I actually have written a couple that just that's right.
Speaker 12:You used to be a writer and you stopped. Yeah yeah, I forgot about that. Yeah Well, it was nice having you on the show. We could go deeper and deeper into stuff. But you know, let's train wheels and put the training wheels on and we'll go back to it later. But it's evident that you're still very hurt over your son's loss Both sons, to be exact. I mean, do you?
Speaker 5:Well, my son that's in prison, we live his life. He's living his life, he's married and you know we go see him Um, we communicate and um.
Speaker 12:But he's not. That's not a life.
Speaker 5:Well, it is a life because you have to. You can't just be some place and not live. You have to live the best you can in whatever situation you're in. You know, um, and he is living his life.
Speaker 12:Okay, I get you, but me, who's been locked up for millions of years, I got you yeah. Yeah, but you know us who've been locked up before, don't look at that as life. We looked at it as like we're in a plantation somewhere and you know you're not a guarantee to come home every day. There's anything can pop off. You know what.
Speaker 5:I'm saying yeah, but when you have 90 years, what you say? They don't live.
Speaker 12:Yeah, yeah.
Speaker 5:If I had 90 years, no one could talk to me F that but um, he's educated, he's got a couple of degrees, he's a good kid. What?
Speaker 12:you see, what pisses me off about the whole situation is that your son was a very good kid and he was smart as hell, but just in the wrong place at the wrong time, with the wrong people, he had half a mother.
Speaker 5:Once my son got killed, he didn't have a whole mother at that point.
Speaker 12:True, you know but he had tools though.
Speaker 5:He definitely had tools, but how much tools does an 11 year old have? So you know what I'm saying. So, at the end of the day, my son is a survivor and I'm damn proud of him.
Speaker 12:Yeah, he's a good kid. Yeah, he's a good kid.
Speaker 5:Very intelligent, very intellectual he was, he was that before he went to prison.
Speaker 12:Now he's that times 10. Yeah, and you are who you are. I mean the DNA, you know is is.
Speaker 12:You can try to be this and that, but your DNA going to kick in at some point. You know what I'm saying Absolutely. I mean, he came from a writer family. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, mama and daddy, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. We're not going to get in all that BSL stuff and all the other stuff that goes down with you. We're not going to get in all that. But shout out to Venice, shout out to a lot, yeah, yeah, yeah. Showline in the house, I guess, but anyway, yeah, you know what I'm saying. You know this is my home girl from way back we go, we got stories. You know what I'm saying. We're not going to one day we'll maybe talk about those stories, but you know, if anybody knows me, she knows me. You know what I'm saying. So, and I know her to a, to a distinct, to a degree, a large degree though.
Speaker 12:Yeah, yeah, but thank you for coming now. You don't got no social media or anything. Anybody can follow you and check out your wisdom and words and whatnot. Oh, your Facebook, but about that's about it.
Speaker 5:Not big social media.
Speaker 12:Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you, og, yeah, yeah. Well, thank you for joining us on the Caliente show and I hope that any some one person or two, or 20, or 10,000 or how many people we got really nice and in this shit all over the world can get something from this and maybe it can help you. And what would be your final thing that you would say like a word of wisdom or something to to hang on to before?
Speaker 5:we go Hold on to tomorrow. You know there's hope in God and yeah, there's hope in God. Today's not the end. All Hold on for tomorrow. That would be my advice.
Speaker 12:What about the atheist that doesn't believe in God? What can they hold on to?
Speaker 5:Yeah, I have to think about that and get at me in our next interview.
Speaker 12:Yeah, what about the? What about the atheist? Well, you said you was a Muslim, and then you was a a Muslim, and then he was all of them. So I mean, I guess you just find your way until you get something that fits for you.
Speaker 12:Well, I guess, yeah, I used to be a Muslim. Yeah, I tried to study it, but they made me, they want me to cut my hair and I had like a long ass process all the way down to my shoulder and I didn't want to cut it. So I got out the Muslims. Wow, yeah, that's a joke no that's not a joke.
Speaker 12:That was true, yeah, that was true, but I did, I did stop, but I didn't. But there were some things I'd take from that that I still do to this day. Like the pork. I don't eat the pork, you know, and you know I try to Me either, right, yeah, I try to. You know, watch out for my brother man and whatnot, you know. But yeah, but yes, and then I learned. Then I went to the bullet and I'm yam, ring and Q and all that, and bring the bell ping bing, and I tried that and boots are down, your gohanza.
Speaker 12:Yeah, the gohanza, I tried all that. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5:But you're seeking.
Speaker 12:Yeah, and that didn't you know, and that was cool too, but then I the space and time. And then I tried the Catholic with the, you know, hail Mary grace and do the cross and all I tried it all you know what I'm saying and you know, and you know the best one that worked for me is um, just be me and just try to try to be a good person, and that's you know. They said churches it, churches in the heart, so okay, yeah, and it's not about church. Yeah.
Speaker 5:It's not about your relationship with God. Yeah, it's not about church. It's not about a relationship.
Speaker 12:Well, we're going to see it then that's going to be true. Well, anyway, like I said, Thank you very much for coming.
Speaker 5:Thank you for having me, mike.
Speaker 12:Yeah, yeah, yeah. I mean we're gonna bring her back because there's more stuff we could talk about. I almost wanted to be my co-host, but you know she got too much stuff going on. I can't rely on her like that. But anyway, alright, we're here, you're listening to Kelly and Three Girls.
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Speaker 3:Ah ah ah. Look to my body boy like a tattoo.
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Speaker 3:All stayed up last night sitting wondering why you lack the messy hair. I couldn't stand Morning breath and slipper on my chin With one brush. All my flaws will be hidden, cover of our blend of shears and scars, who we really are Feeling cut to go when I'm in my skin. No one can control who I am with it Cause I'm beautiful. All the small things I thought were forbidden. You have taught me how to love all of it and I'm made beautiful and I wanna show you. Freckles, my nose I have gone into. Used to get carried away, begging for them not to stay. Gave myself time to embrace the differences I have known. My own insecure days Became my biggest dream Feeling cut to go when I'm in my skin. No one can control who I am with it Cause I'm beautiful. All the small things I thought were forbidden. You have taught me how to love all of it and I'm made beautiful. You see the underneath. I wanna see me how you see me. Every part of me is magical. With flossing up my lips and my hands, every part is brilliant.
Speaker 3:I see the woman I was made to be Through the mirror of my mind. Time after time, I see reflections of you and me, reflections of the way life used to be, reflections of the love you taught from me. Oh, I'm all alone now. No love to see me Trapped in a world that's a distorted reality. Happiness you took from me and left me alone with only memories. Through the mirror of my mind, through these tears that I'm crying, reflects the hurt I can't control Cause, although you know, I keep holding on to the half time. Ooh, a new love. As I peer through the window of lost time, looking over my yesterday and all the love I gave, all in vain, all the love that I wasted, all the tears that I've taken stand, all in vain, all in vain, all in vain. Through the hollow of my tears, I see a dream that's lost From the hurt that you have caused.
Speaker 3:Everywhere I turn Seems like everything I see reflects the love that used to be In the you. I've got all my faith and troubles Caught me for my eyes, my fullness turned to dust and you're all the lies I said. Alone and away, just a handful of promises. I've got a new reflection of the way life used to be. Reflects the love you took from me In the you. I've got all my faith and troubles Caught me. For my eyes, my fullness turned to dust, and you're all the lies I said, alone and away, just a handful of promises. I've got a new reflection of the way life used to be. Everywhere I turn Seems like everything I see Gives a reflection of the love that used to be.
Speaker 2:In the you I've got, and so I thought your eyes were fixed on me.
Speaker 3:But now I know yourself is all you want to see.
Speaker 3:Marrow man, no one could love you better than a miracle. No, marrow man, I'm gonna get easier if you don't understand. Oh yeah, I think you're falling for you. So why'd you tell you the truth? You'll see perfection in your reflection and troubles coming for you.
Speaker 3:Marrow man, wish you could love you better than a miracle. You would say that I'm your only one, but I would tell you to walk before you run. And I was right and I realized it now. Guess I'm attracted to the kind of that need. Now, Marrow man, no one could love you better than a miracle. Oh, marrow man, I'm gonna get easier if you don't understand. Oh yeah, I think you're falling for you. So why'd you tell you the truth? You'll see perfection in your reflection and troubles coming for you, cause all these foolish pride makes you the ugly guy, and you can try to change, but you've already lost your way. Why don't you hear what I say? I think you're falling for you, so why'd you tell you the truth? Oh yeah, you'll see perfection in your reflection and troubles coming for you. Marrow man, wish you could love you better than a miracle.