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256. Surrender and Self-Worth: Navigating Life's Tests While Manifesting Your Dreams
This week is a solo where I talk about what I’m moving through and reflecting back on Uranus in Taurus.
In this episode, I talk about:
- Going viral
- Reflection on Uranus transits
- Recognition
- Rock bottoms in life
- The Fool Card moment
- Uranus brings us freedom
- Facing outdated codependent patterns
- Navigating emotions
- Finding love and expanders in the everyday
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Welcome to the Rochelle Christiane podcast, formerly the Emotional Mastery podcast. I'm Rochelle, your host. I'm here to help you come back to your body, take charge of your emotions and live life on your terms. This podcast is a space for raw, real conversations about what it means to trust yourself, lean into your power and create a life that feels aligned and alive. We'll explore human design, astrology and other tools to help you understand your unique energy. More importantly, though, we're going to talk about what it means to actually live and embody these aspects. So each week, I'm going to share stories, lessons, guidance to help you navigate life's challenges and really own your magic. So if you're ready to step up, take control and show up as the most authentic version of you, let's begin. Welcome back to another episode on the podcast. I'm actually recording this quite early because I am going on vacation in a couple days and what I've been processing through I'm going to write this in the Mastery Monday newsletter, because that's sort of if you're not on that, it's my place to A. We have a little energy check of the week, kind of like what I've been moving through, what I've been processing through, and as a six line, I know that by sharing the things that I'm moving through, it is, in turn, helping others, because it's never just about me. That's the whole six line process. Right, it is very focused on the process, but the ultimate goal is to share with people, and so I've always felt that way with my journey is, you know, I know I'm not going through these things just for myself and in sharing, if it allows or supports someone and feeling less alone, like that's the whole point. And so, again, the Mastery Monday newsletter. It's like just an energy check things I've been processing moving through a transit update, tarot pull and a podcast update. So if you're not on that, head down to the link below, get on it. Once a week comes out, I'll also update on little transits here and there, not little when they're big transits. I will also send out another email, but this week has felt so I've been for about a week now I've been listening to Neville Goddard. He has this audio on Spotify.
Speaker 1:That's just repeating basically the mantra. To repeat like over 100 times a day is even the impossible, is manifesting for me, and I've been doing this all week and I've been really feeling this shift in, like my consciousness. My subconscious will say that and I today I'm in a little bit of a rock bottom place, I feel, and I've had like some tests, because, of course, the thing is like when we ask for something from the universe, things have to fall away in order to make space for the thing that we're calling in. We have to surrender, we have to continue to have trust, we have to have faith, we have to have all these things and we can't rush the process. I think a lot of times we want to rush. We have this like really I don't want to say chaotic energy, but this really like I need it now, like come on, come on sort of energy when it comes to the things that we're manifesting. And it's actually really interesting because I went like viral for the first time, not like for you viral, but like actual viral on TikTok, and like literally nothing changed. This was like I don't know. It was so interesting that in looking at Uranus, so this all happened over the last 48 hours and Uranus has been conjunct Venus and moving into it's going to be moving into Gemini on Monday Well, this past Monday, when this episode comes out, but for me this was all happening on the same day and it's so interesting because Uranus. This is where, like astrology, I'm like you can't make this shit up.
Speaker 1:Uranus moved into Taurus on my birthday in 2018, may 15th 2018. And it was that following year that I started my business and it's been a really slow process. There's a lot in my chart. Just being a six line, I think, speaks to the slowness of my process. My midheaven is in Taurus, my Mercury is in Taurus, my sun is in Taurus, my 10,000 is Taurus, so Taurus is a very slow moving energy right, and so this whole buildup has been a lot of work internal work. It's been a lot of processing. It's been a lot of getting confidence in myself, finding my self-worth, like all of these things have been coming up, and it's been a really slow process.
Speaker 1:So it was so interesting to me that I began my business with Uranus moving into Taurus which is my 10th house my midheaven, and then it kind of like bookended, with me going viral and, like I said, like nothing changed. You know, of course I got more followers, but it's not like I made a whole bunch of money overnight or anything like that, but I did notice the little bits of recognition that are coming in from different places of like the work that I do and the way that I show up and and just like that sort of reflection, which of course feels really good for my Leo rising and Leo moon, but like that recognition course feels really good for my Leo rising and Leo moon, but like that recognition piece feels really good and that's starting to be talked about a little bit. So again, like I say, nothing changed in the sense of like yeah, there's not like overnight craziness, but I also think that because now I've spent the last seven, eight years essentially building my business, building the foundation, having things in place like you know, having the freebies and the flows and the low ticket items and the mid like having that whole structure built behind the scenes that I've been doing over the past however many years, has made it just like it's been. It's been set up for now for things to start moving and again kind of going back to like A, having that mantra of just like even the impossible is manifesting for me and today I've felt like a little bit at a rock bottom, be completely transparent financially. I'm going on this trip and I'm trying to save money and I have all these things and it's just it feels sometimes like as soon as you save something, a bill comes in or this, and it's always like a test and it's like are you going to repeat old patterns? Or are you going to repeat old patterns or are you going to feel in the same? Are you going to lower your vibration? You're gonna be in the same consciousness. And I'm just sitting here today and even though, like, it's not about avoiding the emotions, they ask, I'm feeling those things and I'm feeling defeated and I'm feeling really frustrated and also I'm just sitting here and I'm like you know what? Even the impossible is manifesting for me. There's no other option. Even the impossible is manifesting for me. I do not chase, I attract. Even the impossible is manifesting for me.
Speaker 1:So this has sort of been like my mantra. I've been listening to it as I go for walks every day. I've been listening to it at night, I've been putting it on the car. I've just kind of been like breathing, eat, sleep and breathing, this sort of like frequency and mantra, and like manifesting abilities and it's just, it's a slow process and I do think some people can manifest shit like overnight, like no problem, like boom, because it comes down to the work you've ultimately done, your subconscious right, what you believe what you have faith in, and for some it takes longer to get there. And I want to say that if your process has been slower, if you're not manifesting the things that you want to in your life, like this is why, right, we have to have the faith. We have to have the faith, we have to have the belief, we have to have the self-worth, we have to have the trust, we have to have the surrender, like all of these big words that are so kind of annoying to hear over and over and over again.
Speaker 1:And the biggest thing that I'm really focusing on, which was emotional alchemy, a program. I've just been all over the place with work and trying to get ready for this trip and stuff like that, so I haven't really talked about it as much as I would like to. So hopefully over the next couple of weeks I'll be able to get more put out on it. But emotional alchemy is a program. It's a six-week program and the point of it is for nervous system regulation, because ultimately, the thing is, you can have clarity First of all. We need clarity on the things that we want to manifest, and I think that is our part in manifestation. We need to be clear and then put it out to the universe and leave it open for the universe to bring what it wants. Right, because sometimes we know what we want to manifest but we leave no space for the magic of the universe. Right? It's like we want it to show up a very specific way and, again, when we want something, the universe has to pull things out to make space.
Speaker 1:There was a reel I saw on Instagram and it was so beautiful, but it was essentially this person. It was a cartoon and maybe you've seen it. I think it. I mean, it was definitely gone viral, but it was this cartoon and it was essentially this person. It was a cartoon and maybe you've seen it. I think it was definitely gone viral, but it was this cartoon and it was talking to the universe and it was like I want this job and I want this relationship and I want whatever it was.
Speaker 1:And then all of a sudden, it pans to all of the old friends, all of the current career, the financials. It has a person that represents every single part of this person's life and the universe says, okay, well, you have to let all of them go and the person goes well, I don't want to let them go, like I actually like I want the thing, but I don't want to let them go. And the universe is like, well, you have to let them go In order to elevate, you have to let them go in order to call in the things that you really want. And it was like this realization oh, like that, shit's hard, it's really hard. It's hard to hit rock bottom, it's hard to like let go of the job, it's hard to do things that don't make sense and especially, you know, with Uranus leaving Taurus and Uranus entering Gemini, there's a lot of Uranus energy. Right now.
Speaker 1:Uranus rules the fool in the tarot and the fool is typically represented. Of course, every deck shows different imagery, but a lot of decks show the fool with like a little. It's like a man with a little dog and they're like literally about to walk off a cliff and that's like that energy. Right, you're jumping off of the cliff even though you don't know what's on the other side. You don't know how far you're going to have to fall, you don't know if there's a bottom there, you don't know if you're going to when we jump off of the cliff. But we have to take the jump, we have to take the leap and we don't. It doesn't make sense, we don't get it, we don't know why, we don't know where it's going, we don't know that, none of those things, except for the fact that we have to jump. And so you know, uranus is freedom, uranus is individuality, uranus is quirky, it's weird, it's the electrical system in the body.
Speaker 1:So again, kind of going back to what I was saying originally, was that through all of this that's been going on, right through all of this with Uranus and Taurus wherever Taurus is in your chart, check to see what house Taurus is in, of course, but wherever Uranus and Taurus is, this comes down to the body. Ultimately, it comes down to the body, and so it's been really interesting too. I'm getting sidetracked again. My lower back's been hurting a little bit right, and the 10th house is naturally ruled by Capricorn and Saturn, and this is your bones, this is the structure of your body, and so, as it's about to like dip out, for the last couple of weeks my back has been hurting and it just seems relevant that it's you know, and a lot of people are reflecting body pains Again with that reel that went viral on the video that went viral on TikTok.
Speaker 1:It was about this these transits with Uranus, and so many comments, like so many comments were people saying how their body hurt, their back hurt, their jaw hurt, their shoulders hurt, their stomach hurt, there's something in their physical body hurt, and it's like so much of the practice, specifically with Uranus having moved through Taurus, because Taurus is stability, it's security, it's safety, it's comfort, it's senses, it's all of these things. It's your voice, it's the throat, right Speaking, and Uranus is the nervous system. Uranus is the electrical impulses in the body and so so much of this work with a sign that wants stability and a planet that wants freedom and chaos and instability. We've had so much need for the nervous system regulation and if you're manifesting anything, if you're moving through anything, if you're doing this work, if you're, if you're listening to this and you just want to like, expand and and hold the space for these visions that we want and to change our life and all the beautiful things like we all ultimately want freedom, right? I think almost every student client that I've worked with ultimately we want freedom, we want to be ourselves and to not worry about what other people think. We want to unhook and unravel from the bullshit narratives that have been put on us by society, by parents, by friends, by coaches, by teachers, by all these people well-intentioned. But we want to like break out of the system and Uranus, to me, is the Uranus and Aquarius is the ultimate right.
Speaker 1:It's the rebel. But the act of authenticity in itself is an act of rebellion. When you are authentic to yourself, despite what everything around you says that you should be doing like air quote shoulds, when you call bullshit on the shoulds and you're just yourself, that is an act of rebellion and that's why it's so hard to do. And I love Aquarius, because Aquarius is like. Aquarius is the energy of like, having so been inside the system to know what's not working, to be able to step out. It's done the work, it's been so embedded in it, right, and it steps out and it's like no, this does not work, it's not working anymore and I'm going to be myself and I'm going to go over here and I'm going to create my own space, my own community, my own people and my own following or whatever it is based on what I now know Right. And again, it's an act of rebellion to be yourself, your authentic self.
Speaker 1:This is why Aquarius and Uranus values freedom, individuality. It's quirky, it's weird, it goes against the grain, because it's being unique to itself, it's being authentic to itself, to themselves, to herself, to himself, whoever right. And so it's such a beautiful energy really. And so, you know, obviously, with Pluto moving through Aquarius, this is really activating this energy inside of us, right? And double that up with Uranus moving out of Taurus, right, we're moving out of the body, out of the senses, and now we're moving into the mind. So July 7th is when Uranus moves into Taurus, and this is radically going to change the way we think, the way we communicate.
Speaker 1:And, of course, this conjunction with Venus is like asking us what are your values, what are your morals? Where do you feel restricted in your relationships? Do you feel freedom? Like it's really asking for that freedom piece, that individuality piece within our relationship dynamics, within our relationship to money or a romantic relationship or partner, like whatever it is. This is really a big theme. It's like where are you free and where are you not free? Where do you align with your morals? Where are you speaking your truth? Where are you asking for your needs to be met? Where is your self-worth? Like?
Speaker 1:All of these themes have been coming up, and yesterday, which is when this conjunction was, I actually had a really big old, outdated pattern come up like big time. So there's someone from my past that I've always had like really strong feelings for and it was so hard to get over this person and just sort of like came up again and I noticed my old patterning of wanting to just like cancel my plans just in case, like I literally used to do that this person is like not the best communicator and so I used to like just like clear my calendar just in case they wanted to do something. But I was never like assertive or like ask them, I just would like, and it was so codependent, right, and it was so people pleasing no, it was just codependent is what it was. It was very codependent, it was very low self-worth, and so I found myself like a little bit repeating this yesterday. It's just like the energy of that was kind of coming up and I just sat there and I repeated my mantras Even the impossible is manifesting for me. I do not chase, I attract out, and I made plans. I was like I'm not going to put my plans on hold with the possibility of like a big maybe right, or a big potential, like whatever it was. And so, yeah, I went out, I had a good time, I was like I'm going to live my life, I'm not going to wait for anyone.
Speaker 1:So it really showed me, like that again, that values, morals, self-worth because Taurus and Venus in the second house is self-worth right. So how are you, how, how much? Yeah, what's your self-worth look like? And so it really showed me how far I've come, even though the emotional pattern was still there. The thoughts were still there, because, of course, when we have an emotional experience, our mind hooks on right to an outdated narrative. And so, even though I felt those things, even though I had that narrative in my mind, I chose, actively, chose something different, and that's what I want to share with you that our emotions are sensations in the body, that our mind hooks onto a narrative.
Speaker 1:And so, with Uranus moving into Gemini, really take a look. I hope something came up for you with Uranus conjunct Venus around your morals, your self-worth, your values, things like that. I hope you got some clarity around something in that area that will give you more authenticity and freedom, because I think that was the point, and there's always some sort of, of course, there's light and darkness. With everything, there's bad and there's good with everything. I think everything is for your best. Good if you lean into it and if you don't, if you run into the fire again or if you air quote, fail the test, like you'll be presented again with it. So, like, don't beat up on yourself, don't get down on yourself. Really pay attention to that mental narrative. That happens.
Speaker 1:But with Uranus now moving into Gemini, I do think now if we've learned anything with Uranus being in Taurus, the way we think, the way we communicate, is going to radically shift over the next what seven years or so? Uranus will dip back into Taurus from November 8th until I think it's like April 26, 2026, something like that. So it'll go back into Taurus and then it's going to be back in, I think, until 2033. My exact dates could be off a little bit, but I think that's about the time frame. And so look where Gemini is in your chart right, look where Taurus has been in your chart.
Speaker 1:What have you learned around those themes? The body, your self, worth, your values, material things, finances, all of these areas, because it's definitely the potential to radically shift all of that and again the way that we think, like, what are you doing to regulate yourself, what are you doing to rewire your thought patterning? Like all of that is so relevant and so important right now, and I think that's work we should be doing all the time, regardless, but specifically right now. And so I just like sat here today with this little like mini rock bottom that I feel like I'm swimming in right now, that I'm like how do I get out of it? I'm like I even the impossible is manifesting for me. I don't have to control it, I don't know why, I don't know. I have to surrender, I have to have faith, I have to trust, I have to give it all up and I'm just going to move through my day.
Speaker 1:Like I like to bring things into the moment. What, in this exact moment, do I need right now? Right, like I'm sitting in my house, I'm talking to you, my lights are on, I have air conditioning, I have clean clothes, I have food in the fridge. Like, ultimately, at the end of the day, right now, there's not much that I need in this moment. In this moment, right, and it's all about being in this moment, right, like the power of now, all the things Eckhart Tolle, all that stuff. Like about being in the moment. Everything we come to is being in the moment. Right, our anxiety is worrying about the future, depression is worrying about the past and I'm not discrediting those things, those are so hard and it's so painful and also acknowledging what's happening, understanding what's happening, facing what's happening, inviting it at the table, have a conversation with it, regulate your body, go for a walk, do a meditation, do a yoga nidra Like those are my favorites, tapping my favorites.
Speaker 1:So all that to say that that's really what's been coming up for me this week and I wanted to make sure I recorded something before I went on my trip, because I wasn't going to bring my mic and all that kind of stuff like that. I just wanted to disconnect a little bit and just be, and I feel like that's all we can do. Right, that's all we can do is just be in the moment, learn the lessons, lean into it as hard as it is, and you know really coming into your body and getting familiar with A the sensations in your body, your patterning, all that stuff. And to know like if you feel like you're forcing something, if you feel like you need to rush something, if you feel that like lack, lack, fear, anxiety, that's all. It is right. You're coming from a space of fear. Can we tap into love, even though it's hard, right? Sometimes we're just like fuck, like I don't want to do this, like I just want to feel like shit. I want to like let everybody know how I feel. I don't want to sit here and just like fake it. And it's not about faking it. I think it's about again acknowledging we're not bypassing what the body's doing, we're not bypassing the thoughts, we're not bypassing the fears and the worries and all that. But in spite of those feelings, can we find something to be grateful for? Can we find something, some love feeling?
Speaker 1:I was at work a few, I don't know, last week maybe, and there was this couple celebrating their 40th anniversary and so they asked me to take pictures and things like that. And the husband says to me he goes, I just I'm just so in love with her and I was like, I literally like, right now I feel that love, like it's just so beautiful when you experience those moments that can be expanders for you, like it's possible, right, and so just that moment, even though it's not my life, it's had nothing to do with me, it was just such a beautiful to see them, the way that they were looking at each other, and like to have that expansion and that you know it's not to say that they haven't gone through shit in their life. They probably have gone through so much, but it makes you stronger, and so it's like, whatever you're feeling now, that's sort of like. Things like that are what I can latch on to when I'm feeling really defeated. Right, just like that frequency of love. Can I tap into that? Is there a memory that you have that can activate that in your body and then just sit with that and let it take over, right?
Speaker 1:And this is why they say gratitude. You can't have gratitude at the same time as like fear or lack or worry or sadness or any of that, right? Because it's like, if you can truly find gratitude, what do they say? Gratitude is attitude Like truly, truly so, finding things that expand you during your day, regulate your nervous system. That's why it's like I would love to just listen to music and kind of feel like shit, because that's so easy for me, right, to throw on some sad music and cry, but I'm choosing to listen to something that's inspiring, right? This like 100, this say it 100 times a day this mantra and Neville Goddard explaining for an hour of like, surrendering and what this means and manifestation and all these things like that's inspiring and I've listened to it like 10 times over the last week, probably Right, and it's still like the act of choosing something different, choosing a different narrative, choosing a different act, not bypassing again, we're still acknowledging, but yeah, so I feel like that's sort of been.
Speaker 1:What I've been moving through is practice of surrender. It's so hard as an mg manifesting generator, I'm like I just want to like make shit happen, but it doesn't work that way and it's so magical when, like, it really just like happens and so, and I do feel like sometimes I, like I was, I was so resistant to the idea of tests. For the longest time I was like the universe doesn't test you, it's all just love and it is all love. But there are tests, there are things that we have to let go, there's things that we have to move through, there's things we have to like just work on in ourselves in order to step up and evolve and raise our consciousness and all that good stuff. So that's that.
Speaker 1:That's been my week and, yeah, I think once this comes out, you know, the whole Uranus shift will have changed and so I think we'll get a little bit of a pause. And so all you mutable signs are now going to get hit, all the fixed signs. Might be breathing a sigh of relief now that Uranus is out of Taurus Because, especially like I have a Taurus sun, leo, moon, leo rising, so I have so much fixed energy in my chart, so much my MC, my IC, is in fixed energy, obviously, my ascendant, my descent, so everything's in like fixed energy and I'm just like, oh my God, pluto is still moving through there, so there's still that. But fixed signs have been going through it for years and so it's just kind of a relief to now have Uranus moving into mutable signs. So I apologize for all the mutable signs.
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