Motherhood is hard. Dear one, please know that God is near to you when you are feeling overwhelmed and depressed. He will help you keep going in His strength!
"I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people, and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is the same as the mighty strength he exerted when he raised Christ from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly realms..." Ephesians 1:18-20