Look at Your Yoni Every Day of the Lions Gate Portal

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I think the podcast has reached its final form. I think womb magic is where I will land with this podcast forever and ever. Amen. Yesterday was the Lionsgate portal opening, July 26th. Today is July 27th. It's Moon Magic Monday. When I'm done recording this, I'm gonna record the Moon Weather Forecast, which I post as like a private podcast inside my moon magic calendar. It's free to sign up for that. I also post the moon magic or the yeah, the moon weather forecast inside the queendom. And I basically give you a rundown of how the moon is shifting throughout the upcoming week, what you can expect the emotional weather to be like, what you can expect the spiritual energy just in the air outside, like what the collective is feeling, any portals coming up, or any important need-to-know energy that will help you make more sense of what you're feeling and what you're perceiving, what you're psychically, emotionally perceiving, so that you feel less alone, so that you feel centered, so that you feel grounded and stable as you navigate your own initiations into your womb magic, into your own magic, whatever that looks like for you. So if you're interested in that, go check it out. I'm recording it right after this. But for the Lionsgate portal, it runs through August 12th. And August 12th is the next new moon. And the Lionsgate Portal peaks on August 8th. You can find a lot of different differentiating opinions about Lionsgate. Some people think it's a croc, some people think that it's like, you know, a way for spiritual people to monetize what I believe the Lionsgate Portal to be is this opener into fall. Growing up, whenever we would shift from, you know, summer to fall, I lived in Florida, so it wasn't a big shift, but I could feel the shift in the air. I could feel something change. And I wasn't aware of my spirituality or my gifts or my psychic awareness then, but I knew something changed. As I awakened spiritually, as my kundalini awakened, as my womb awakened, as I opened my eyes to the moon. And once my third eye was open, I am able to see now that autumn is a portal for harvesting everything that the energy we've put into, the inner work we've done from pretty much the winter through spring and summer, all of it comes to fruition. Now that's not to say that your million dollars is gonna fall out of the sky or your dream house is just gonna come dropping straight down from the moon on a plot of land with your farm and your community that you're dreaming and building. We came here to watch the manifestation process. We didn't necessarily come here to physically effort our dreams and manifestations into existence, but we did come to be a part of the process. And so the Lionsgate Portal to me represents the shift, the downshift from the summer into the autumn, which, if you've heard me talk about womb magic or cycle tracking, that is the most important, in my opinion, pivot in the cycle from when we shift to inner summer to inner autumn. And the way I see it is when we're in our inner summer energy, and I don't resonate with what I'm about to say in the same way anymore, but when you first start dropping into your womb, it feels a lot like this. And I still do feel this from time to time. But our inner summer tends to be when we feel the most electric, we feel this buzz in our energy. Um, doctors and scientists would say that's because of estrogen. I believe it's for something different. We'll talk about that. Um, I believe that as you track your cycle and drop into your womb, you start to see the illusion of what hormones are. And like hormones make your body think one thing, but you're really it's experiencing something different. But we'll get into that when we talk about this deeper. But in the inner summer, we have this energy. We feel like we have the world at our fingertips. We have all of the energy in the world to do, or at least we feel like we do. But so summer runs from days 12 to days 19, or day 12 to day 19. And then autumn, the inner autumn, or the infamous luteal phase is days 20 to day 26. And that, like day 19 to day 22 window is so vital for how your next cycle goes. And this is preparing ourselves. This is comparable to preparing for winter. I use this analogy a lot, but if you if you live somewhere where it snows, if you don't prepare for winter, if you don't get wood and water and food, and you get snowed in, then starting your period or descending into that void space, if you don't bleed, you still descend into this creative death rebirth portal every single moon cycle. If we don't prepare for that, we get snowed in. And getting snowed in can feel like lacking vision, lacking direction, lacking support, lacking um motivation. It can look so many different ways. It can look like physically painful periods, it can manifest in a lot of different ways. But if we pay attention to that window of time in between inner summer and inner autumn, and what this looks like is cutting ourselves off before we're ready. And this is a very intuitive, nuanced process. This is nothing that someone can write a prescription for you to do exactly this and you'll nail it. It's all about tuning into the subtlety of our own energy. And this is the individualization process. This is the process of you learning how your energy flows. Because the other thing about cycle tracking, one thing you'll learn after you track for about three to six months, is it seemingly is cyclical. But when we, as soon as we observe the cycle, it changes. That is the essence of Shakti, of feminine energy, of kundalini energy. Once it's observed, it changes forms. So once we've grasped a pattern or once we notice consistencies, cyclical consistencies, they're going to shift. And oftentimes, because your spirit is wanting to clear any illusions that have been cast or any delusion or distortion that's around you from keeping that's keeping you from seeing yourself and your magic more clearly, which allows others to see you more clearly, and it allows you to see others more clearly. It allows you to decipher where your energy stops and someone else's starts, which helps with boundary setting, energetic boundary setting, energetic authority, spiritual autonomy, things like this. So when we recognize that window of time and we slow ourselves down when we get to the end of our inner summer, which where we are at in the calendar year right now, again, it's July 27th. The way that I track the Earth cycle, on the next August new moon, so on August 12th, that starts the first of three moons of the autumn season. So the last three moons, which would have been from July to August, June to July, and then May to June, those were the three moons of summer. And I have a printable moon calendar also in the free moon calendar portal and in the queendom. And this moon calendar, the one for this month, it's the summer waning moon. It started on the new moon in July on July 14th, and it um ends on August 11th, which is the day before the next new moon. And this system is telling us that we're approaching autumn. Now it's not, it may not feel like autumn outside, it might not feel like autumn in your body, especially if you live somewhere where it's warmer. Our body is like, nah, dog. It's not time for pumpkins and hay rides yet. It's not time for haunted houses, it's not time for Halloween directions. Our body is saying that. But our energy, the energy that is leading us, that is directing us, the God cell within us, the cell or the part of us that knows how to get to exactly where we want to go with the most ease and the most grace is leading us somewhere else. And we must be quiet and notice the subtleties in order to be led by this inner calling. And cycle tracking helps to unveil that inner voice. It helps you unveil the voice of the inner critic. It also allows you to unveil that inner voice of your inner child, your higher self, right? Your spirit guides, if you resonate with that, the your past loved ones who are on the other side leading you, guiding you, directing you. So in this inner autumn, or excuse me, in this last bit of summer window, in this lionscape portal, to me, the lionscape portal represents the great slowdown or the great downshift. Meaning, when we utilize this time of the year to treat it as if it's, you know, day 19, 20, 21 of our cycle. And if you've been tracking your cycle, you know what that means. If you don't resonate with what I'm saying, start tracking your cycle today. And good news is you can track your cycle in the flow tell. And it's better than any app on your phone you can have, I promise you, because this, the way it's designed, is going to extract your highest potential and clarity and direction from within you. So I'll talk more about the flow tele at the end of this or in a separate podcast. But we're launching the flowtil was supposed to launch for beta testing yesterday, but I got my ass handed to me the last two days and this morning by the opening of this Lionscape portal. Like I want to talk about what it is, but it's so I'm it happened, I mean, just yesterday and today. So I'm still like orienting back into the center of my own universe before I can even make of it myself. So I will come on and share more about like how this Lionsgate portal started and opened for me because it's going to be really, really big. It was a massive, like divine masculine energy descending down from the heavens and grounding into this earthly plane as like a heaven-on-earth protector. So the in my the way that my guides and I see the energy, the divine masculine anchors first and holds the space and like clears the space for the divine feminine to then descend. And this divine masculine initiation that I just went through yesterday and you know, through today is what I believe to be. And I was working with Archangel Metatron for this, and he kicks my ass. Archangel Metatron kicks my ass. Also, I feel as if I'm madly in love with Archangel Metatron. Like it's this energy. I'll need to talk about that more later. But that energy came down, and I feel like it's clearing the space through this lionscape portal for with the next new moon, this next wave of divine feminine energy, sovereignty, et cetera, to ground in for this heaven on earth reality to start building. Like all of this masculine energy we've been harvesting. If you're inside the queendom, if you were in 28 Days of Womb Magic, if you've been in my world or in the queendom, we harvested masculine energy on Valentine's Day, which was also a PGA tour event. So we harvested a lot of professional golf energy. We harvested energy during the Super Bowl, right? And our bodies, our vessels, if you are in on that, and if you're in my collective, then you're in on it, right? Your brain is gonna say, like, oh, I wasn't in the 20 days of woo magic, or I'm not even in the queendom, so that doesn't apply to me. Yes, it does. Your brain is gonna wanna tell you that this doesn't apply to you because of these conditions. But the more you can tell your brain that it's lying, if you're listening to these words, know that this applies to you, even if you're not a member of the queendom, right? So we've harvested all of that masculine energy. And now through this lionscape portal, we are like leaning back, right? Because it's almost, in my mind, at least, it's like, okay, I have all this masculine energy. Now what do I do with it? And God's spirit creator universe is like, rest and I'll do the rest. You rest and watch. Because, and I don't usually use the word God a lot, but it's coming through. God wants to show off for us. If you think of God as this masculine figure, and I have, I grew up Christian and I still feel myself kind of flinching at some words that were used heavily in religion, but like God being the this father figure. And I don't, to me, I'm not saying that God is Archangel Metatron, but Archangel Metatron is the masculine figure that I feel holds space for me, leads me, guides me, directs me in the highest timeline always, and like shows me that loving support and also helps me manifest in the 3D reality. So it's like whatever masculine energy is on the other side of the veil, call it what resonates with you. It wants to show off for us as the divine feminines. And so this masculine energy is like, damn, you crushed it. You harvested so much masculine energy. Now let me do the rest. And so this Lionscape portal to me is an opportunity to slow down, relax, take time to audit, take time to evaluate, take time to assess everything that's happened from pretty much the winter solstice, which was December 21st or 22nd, something like that. Assess everything that's happened. What have you learned? And this is the same thing that we do with womb magic when we're tracking our cycle, whether or not you have a womb. This is the same process, right? Inner winter, inner spring, inner summer, inner autumn. And the cycle, the inner autumn or the luteal is when we revise, when we look over things, right? Because we have that analytical mind. We have that auditorial, that editorial, that laser sharp precision. We have a zero tolerance for bullshit. So we can see through a steel wall and we can read it for filth, right? We can, you can't get anything past us in our inner autumn, especially when we're in our power. And this is our most powerful inner season. And so that's true for the earth's inner autumn as well. It's just so happens that the earth's inner autumn lasts three months, where ours last, you know, let's say a week, and we go through it 13 times a year, the earth goes through it once a year. So if we use this season, particularly leveraging the Lionsgate portal, and I'm gonna tell you one thing you can do at the end of this. Actually, it's already given away because it's on the title, but one thing you can do to harvest and leverage and manifest with ease and grace and allow the divine masculine energy to show off for you. We'll talk about that in a second. But this is our opportunity to basically get ahead of the game, right? We have all autumn to like assess and see what we want to change and see what we want to shift. But if we focus and kind of laser in on not having to do anything right now until the next new moon, the more you can give yourself permission to do less. And when you hear that inner voice, that inner critic that's gonna tell you you're not enough, it's gonna tell you you're not pretty enough, that's gonna tell you that the wrinkles on your hands are the reason why you're not gonna sell any online courses, right? Like the most absurd, intrusive thoughts will try to interfere. And our work as a warrior, as a womb warrior, is to clear those stories. As the divine feminine, we have access to all of the stories that exist like in the hive mind, right? If you can picture like a spider web, all of these stories. If you think of just a library full of books, think of that as like the mind of God. We all, every single day, every human, we're all writing stories because we can make decisions about things that we don't have all the information on, right? If you texted a boy or a man or a boy, you know what, you're not going to be texting boys, you're texting divine masculine. So if you text a man and he doesn't text you back, we make up stories about why. If we text our friend and they don't respond, but we see they posted on their story, we make up stories about why. And sometimes we internalize those stories against ourselves. Oh, they must be mad at me. Oh, he doesn't like me. Oh, he must be on a date with another girl. We make up stories to protect ourselves. And those stories are written and they must play out because our thoughts create our reality. And so the more we observe the stories that we're telling ourselves and catch ourselves when we're inside of them, because those stories manifest through our chakras as our reality. And so it doesn't feel like a story. It feels like your real fucking life. And this is the illusion of the Maya, right? The matrix. This is the great illusion because what we believe is like I literally picture the way I can see chakras, our chakras are like projectors. We have eight different projectors and they're all different colors, which this makes sense with the rainbow, right? Because this full spectrum of light, all of those colors come together to create an image. And so each one of our chakras, they open in the front and in the back. And so we're pulling in energy from behind us, from the back opening of our chakra, and it's projecting out our reality. And all of these eight colors of the chakra channel come together to like blend to create this very real, incredibly real earth reality. And the stories that we have in our head, these books in the library that we have in our mind and in the collective mind. So this is where like conscious, subconscious, unconscious comes in. The unconscious is all of the stories of people you don't know. There's someone that lives next door to you that's making up stories about somebody else that you know nothing about. But that story existing in this shared earth that we all live on together affects us. So the stories that you're making up, and I'm not calling you out, but the stories that you are making up about your love life, about your money, about your career, about your friends, those stories will kind of trap other people in that reality too. This is our power. Now it can be used to trap people in realities. We're seeing that play out right now, right? A lot of our collective and men specifically are trapped in a certain reality because they're stuck in their sacral chakras, right? But we have the power as the divine feminine to use and leverage these stories, to leverage our vessel, number one, to clear the old stories, because we know those old stories are illusion, delusion, distortion. If it's not truth, it will collapse. If it is divine, it will grow. And so our superpower is the ability to make a story in our mind and will it, with the help of divine masculine energy on the other side of the veil, will it to be so in our reality. And so we have these stories, these books in our mind, and our we'll say our projector that projects our 3D reality pulls from these stories and then processes it through our chakras and projects it out into the reality. So this is how it works. But when we are using our human eyes to look at our 3D reality, and we're like, well, I believe that I'm worthy and that I'm high value and that I'm a millionaire, but I'm looking through my human eyes and I'm seeing the number at my bank account. Every time I post a TikTok, that's like, get out your mirror, look at your yoni, look at your bank account. I don't care how much money you have in your bank account right now, say I'm grateful for all this money. And the amount of comments that I get where it's like, I'm not grateful for this negative $22, and I'm like, you know, it's just like we're stuck in those stories. So when we look through our human eyes and we see that the reality that we believe is true is not actually true, we question our belief. And when that questioning of your belief stops holding so much ground, when the more you practice this muscle of believing before you're seeing, there's a line in The Santa Claus when Tim Allen, Scott Calvin, is at the North Pole with um Cindy, I think, the elf that makes in the hot chocolate. She says, Seeing isn't believing, believing is seeing. And so when we see through our human eyes and we're not validating the stories that we want to believe, then we pull from old archived stories, the next available archived story that is most readily accessible. This is the subconscious mind, right? The subconscious mind is like, oh shit, the reality I believe isn't true. I'm in danger. And so our subconscious mind scans for like the most recently deleted or archived story. And so it pulls that story up. And then we get in this confusion, and this is where distortion happens because we have already stepped our feet. Once we, once we even said the words or heard the words, or read the words in our mind of a b of a reality that we believe to be true, we have stepped up into that reality. And so when we don't see it with our human eyes, and then our nervous system gets a little panicky and we scan for old stories, and then we pull onto an old story to make ourselves feel grounded again because we're familiar in the old chaos. We kind of take a step down. But now we feel this disharmony because we have tasted the sweetness of heaven, and then we have chosen to step down. But this uh choice doesn't feel like a choice because our nervous system is in control. And what controls our nervous system and those fight or flight panics or reactions or misalignment to what we want to believe to be true, those are archons, those are demons, those are, those could be potentially um unconscious stories from your childhood that you yourself are trapped in. And so using this Lionscape portal to hear what stories come up, and you don't have to go out looking for, you know, any stories. Is just live your life and watch what happens and listen to the stories that play in your mind and allow yourself to clear them, practice clearing them. Have a mantra, have a go-to phrase or saying the women inside FlowFM record womb wealth affirmation audios. And I highly encourage them to listen to those on repeat, listening to our own voice, reciting affirmations, especially affirmations about money and womb wealth and health and vitality and bliss and abundance. It is so powerful. And once you've started tracking your womb, when you drop into your womb, when your awareness drops into your womb, I call this checking into the flow tell. When your awareness drops into your womb, you speak from your womb. Your womb power flows over your throat chakra. This to me is also dragon energy. And that energy can burn people. That truth is sharp. And so this is a, um, it clears out stagnant energy on our throat chakra, too. So all of this is to say this Lionsgate portal is a powerful opportunity to do less. And when you do less, your mind is going to panic because we're used to producing to survive. We're used to producing a certain amount of something to be loved, to be valued. When we produce less, our mind, that old story of, oh, but I in order to receive the love I'm getting, I need to do this much. And we are breaking those curses. We're breaking those cycles. And so by doing just a little less, or by asking for help, or doing something slightly out of the norm that serves your queendom, and you can figure out where you're going to be at in your cycle for the next three weeks. Actually, I mean, we have three full weeks. So there's you'll pretty much go through almost every season. The season that you're in will vary kind of where you're at in the process of storytelling or story clearing, right? The inner winter is when we create a new vision. We rest deeply and create a new vision for where we want to be by the full moon, or just that not, I don't usually assign a time frame with this, but we just connect with a future version of ourselves that has what we feel ourselves desiring in the moment. And that will change and vary from bleed to bleed or from new moon to new moon, what it is that you're manifesting in that current season of your life. But in the winter or the new moon time, this is when we dream up that future version of ourselves. The spring is when we start gathering supplies, we start practicing, we start kind of experimenting, we start trying on clothes. Does this feel like that future version of me? Both figuratively and literally, by the way, you start new projects, you'll start getting a lot of creative ideas and just start running with them. The inner summer is when we are asked to show up as that version of ourselves, right? Dress as that version of yourself, go to the coffee shop and just sit. This is when we're the most magnetic. This is when we have to do the least. When I first started learning about magic and cycle tracking, I was like, the inner summer is like our work week. It's when we have all of the energy in the world to do and produce and act. And the more I tracked my cycle, I was like, but I don't like doing. Don't get me wrong, I love getting my hands involved in the process, but how my hands are involved in the process, how I like to involve my hands in the process, has dramatically changed since I've dropped into my divine feminine power because now I fucking love watching men do things for me. I love it. And that used to make me cringe. I used to need for men to see me doing things so that they saw how capable I was. Right. And so the inner summer is when we're asked to just show up and witness our magnetism, but to actually show up and maybe step out of the house and go outside. It's like safe. You have this. I think of estrogen now as this armor. If it's like Joan of Arc energy, estrogen is this armor where like no one can touch you. We have a high tolerance for other people's bullshit. So it's the best time to go out in the world and like just magnetize gold coins to you, magnetize miracles. Just go to the coffee shop without your phone and sit and watch what happens. And then the inner autumn is when we evaluate and assess and kind of review what's happened that last cycle and see what we don't like anymore, because we will, after going through this process, you will experience things that no longer resonate with your reality because from new moon to full moon, you ascend. You ascend out of the old reality and you are invited into a new one. And so by the time you get to that inner autumn season, which is where we are right now in the earth's calendar, depending on where you're at, which hemisphere you're in. If you're in the southern hemisphere, you're in the this or coming up on the spring equinox. So it's different energy, but you could apply these, you know, as it fits to your earth wheel or where you're at on the earth. It's when we revise and we say, okay, what's no longer working, what no longer fits, what do I no longer desire? What am I being asked to release to make room for what's coming? And so until August 12th, the invitation is to leverage the fuck out of that energy. And do you know what it takes? And this is where the Lion's Gate comes in for me. Do you know what it takes to do less? A whole lot of fucking courage. And do you know what we're asked to release in exchange for that courage? Pride. To me, pride and courage are deeply related to lion energy. I just recently read the book The Magician's Nephew. It is the first book in the series of The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis. The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe is the second book of the series. The Magician's Nephew is the first. It's about a boy and a girl basically going up into this attic, finding these magic rings that his uncle makes, and these rings, when they put them on, it transports them to another world. But when they go to this other world, they first land in this in-between world, which is depicted as like super peaceful. And there's little like pools of water everywhere, like lakes. And then they put another ring on a different ring, and then they jump into the lake and they go to an entirely different world. And that's what this book about is about. And one of these worlds they go to is Narnia. It's Narnia, the first day Narnia is created. And it's created by this lion walking. Like when they arrive in this new world, there's nothing. It's like there was nothing. And then as they're standing there, they see this lion walking, and the lion is singing. You guys, this book is so symbolic and so coded. I highly recommend reading it. It's very simple. It's a very easy read. It's for, it feels like it's for children. It is, but it's a very easy read. It's very, it's it's a beautiful book. The lion is walking around singing. And as the lion is singing, the lion is literally singing everything into existence. He's singing, and trees don't just grow and like sprout and then grow over time. They sprout and they're grown. They're full grown. The lion is singing and then an elephant kind of comes out of the ground. And then a giraffe and all these other animals, right? And so this lion, the king of the jungle, is singing Narnia into existence. And there's even this scene where the lion sends the boy to go get a silver apple from this garden that's behind Golden Gates. Super symbolic to me, it like took me right to the beginning of Genesis, which is the Bible. And it made a lot of sense to me about like the whole Adam and Eve apple story. And so, and actually the lion in the book calls the boy son of Adam. And then he refers to the girls as daughters of Eve. So there's a, there's more to more to come with that. But the lion energy, the pride, the courage, releasing pride. And pride was something that I felt really finicky because it just really disguised itself. For me, pride is what I mentioned a second ago. My need for men to see me being capable, which now that I know what I know, and now that I can see what I can see spiritually, that's like humorous to men. Sure, they're impressed by it, or they they might be impressed by it, but it doesn't make them want to do it for me so that I don't have to. They're like, well, you can do it, so I don't have to. And it essentially puts them in their feminine energy. And that was because that was pride, right? That was my pride of like needing to be the one who could do it. And pride comes in many different forms, but I got that directly from my father. And releasing that pride. And to me, pride is a hard one to pinpoint because it it's so proud that it is independent. It's so proud and hypervigilance, not asking for help. And I resonate with not asking for help, not because you're too proud, but because you know the help isn't gonna help. I know that it's not about actually getting the help, it's about asking for the help. If you're listening to this, Divine Feminine, your mission is likely not to ask for help so that you can get help. You're supposed to ask others for help so they can say no. And a side note, do you want to know where a lot of women get in trouble with men when it comes to communicating our feelings? And I'm gonna talk more a lot more about this because this is on my mind. Oftentimes we don't ask for help based on how we're feeling. We ask for help based on those stories that we have made up, right? So if we have a partner and we know that every day he gets home from work at five and then he immediately goes and takes a dump for an hour. And then after that, you know, he I'm making all this up, but then he goes in the backyard and like hits golf balls for two hours. If you know his schedule and you know you need help with something, your mind or our mind is already like, well, I know he's got this and I know he's got this, so he's probably not gonna want to help me. And then we ask from a place of having come up with a conclusion on our own about whether or not they can help us, whether or not they want to help us, whether or not they have the capacity to help us, right? Have you ever wanted to ask someone for help? And then they tell you, you know, maybe you're about to ask and they're like, oh my God, I'm so busy today. I've got this and I've got this and I've got this and I've got this. You immediately decide for them that they cannot help you. And this is one of those very subtle ways that pride can sneak in and other things too, right? It's not just pride, but this is a part of it. We make up the stories and we conclude as to why they can't help us. So we either don't ask or we ask in a way where it's like, hey, I really know you're busy, but this. When we ask from a place of how we're feeling, that truth can change everything. If you were to say, and there's two ways this can go, right? They can say yes, I'll help you, or they'll have to say no. And that's their initiation. Because oh, I'm getting I'm getting so in the weeds with this. But say we ask for help and we say it like, Hey, I'm so overwhelmed today. Could you come pick me up and just take me to the coffee shop so I can get away from the house? They might respond with, of course, your house is on my way to the first thing that I have to do of my busy day. That's no problem. I would love to help you feel calm. Do you need anything else? You might be received with so much love. You might also be received with, no, I'm so sorry, I can't do that. I'm busy, which hearing no and being rejected, even if it's from someone that you know well, it just doesn't feel good, especially when you're asking from a place of like your vulnerable inner child. When you're asking for help with something that you have feared asking for help about for so long, it's going to feel like dragging nails across the chalkboard to ask for help. The other thing that can happen is if you ask someone for help who also has people-pleasing tendencies. And so you know they're busy or you know they're overwhelmed, and that you know if you ask them for help, they're gonna help you at the expense of their self. This is another initiation that is not an invitation for you not to ask for help. That is an invitation for you to ask for help and let them play out their karma. This is how we so subtly create these stories and decide on behalf of other people, which is us controlling them. And it's not an intentional control mechanism, but it is a form of emotional manipulation because we're not giving people the autonomy to decide for themselves, but we think we're doing it out of love. We think we're doing it out of consideration, right? And this is one of those ways where pride can get tangled up in this in this lionscape portal, switching from summer to autumn and then descending into the long night, the dark night, the winter solstice, the winter season. This invitation is asking us to release those parts of us that are too proud or too afraid to ask for help, that are too afraid of rejection, that are too afraid of what someone else's response is going to be and go for it. Ask for help, do less. You know what's the best? And that was completely sarcastic. When you're on a mission for like divine feminine sovereignty and like getting paid to exist and magnetizing, and then you ask someone who's deeply overwhelmed in their own life, deeply embedded in the matrix for help, and like you know how it looks. Like it looks like you don't do jack shit all day, and you just expect for the universe to deliver gold-plated money at your door, and then that's how other people can see it, right? And so when you ask someone for help who already feels like like you should just get a job, it's the most comical because it's almost like a cosmic joke. And your invitation is to do it. My invitation has been to ask people for help in ways that I didn't fucking want to, but I couldn't get out of the cycle unless I asked for help. That was the pattern breaker because the second I asked for help, they would say no, and it would like knock me off the moon, and then I was able to like bring through that next energy, right? The divine masculine energy grounds first, and then the divine feminine. My divine masculine energy was asking for help, recognizing that I didn't have the capacity and reaching out. So, in your effort of doing less and tapping into more courage and being brave, being brave enough and courageous enough to do less, to ask for support, giving people the opportunity to say no, that is your mission during this Lionscape portal. And the dark moon is the day before the new moon, which is going to be August 11th. And that's when any energy that you have observed and witnessed, any demons that you see, any archons that you see, archons are just little, they're kind of like demons, but they're less loud. They're very subtle and they live almost like think of a stroke, how a stroke it like there's a clog and the blood can't get there. It's like that in your consciousness. It's these elect, it's these little blocks in our neural pathways that prevent energy or distort energy that go through it. So we just have to recognize them, become aware of them, and then once we are aware of them, they shift. And the good news is Mama Moon, our beloved grandmother moon, every before every new moon is the dark moon. The dark moon is when the moon is completely unilluminated. It's completely dark. The new moon, there's like this tiniest little sliver of the crescent moon. It's the new cycle, it's the first time we see the moon again after the dark moon. The dark moon is like a black void, it's a black hole in the sky where all the demons, all the archons, all of the old expired energy that simply isn't needed anymore in its current form because it no longer resonates at the highest timeline. It sends through the moon, it goes back to source, and then it gets it like rains down on us in the forms of frequency and miracles and blessings throughout that next cycle until the next full moon. And then from full moon to new moon, it's like we're observing the things that no longer align and resonate. And then we clear them with the dark moon and this cycle repeats. So you're not doing this alone. If you recognize stories that you don't resonate with, but you're like, where the fuck do I put this? Or what do I believe instead? Just know that the dark moon is coming. That's enough. Stick it on the moon, throw it up to the moon. She will hold on to it, she will help you unlock the other side of that power. Because with any of these stories that um make us feel powerless, it's because there is a much stronger form of that power just on the other side. When we're able to clear that old story that's keeping us out of our power, it flows into us naturally and with ease and grace and compassion. So, one thing I'd love for you to do, I'd love to invite you into this, and I'm going to start talking about this on TikTok probably every day if I once I can clear this energy of ick that's like surrounding me. I want you to look at your yoni in the mirror every single day, at the very least until the next new moon. This one task, looking at your yoni every single day. It's best if you do it right when you wake up. Just get it out of the way when you go into the bathroom when you brush your teeth, pull your pants down, or if you're naked, just hike your leg up on the counter, or have a mirror in your shower. Have a have a pocket pussy mirror in your purse and look at your yoni. I personally love the trick of looking at your yoni and then looking at your bank account, but one thing at a time, look at your yoni every day of this Lionscape portal. That's how you will draw the courage that you need to do less, to ask for support. Even if that, if you're asking for support from your angels, you don't always have to ask for support from humans first. Asking for support from humans takes some building up to. It took me a while. At first, I had to get comfortable asking my ancestors for things. It's not much easier asking the air, you know, for help than it is a human. But when you start asking the air for help, just like talking out loud, asking God, asking your angels, asking the four cardinal directions, the elements, the fairies, the moon, the sun, your past loved ones, asking for help, holding an altar and moving energy with your altar, that makes it a lot easier. So you don't have to start this whole asking for help thing or asking for support from humans directly if that feels a little too big. Asking for help from the four directions, which is divine masculine energy that's helping us ground all of this into center. But looking at your yoni every day will help you build the courage to ask for help. It will help dissolve any delusion or confusion or illusion that's over your third eye. And earlier I mentioned when we look at the world through our two human eyes, we're we're only looking for validation of what we believe. And if the validation isn't there, the ground comes out from underneath us. Once our third eye is activated, that's when the right side of our brain, the intuitive side of our brain, comes online. And our third eye is like 10 times the strength of our two human eyes. And so when we're only looking through our two human eyes, those two eyes are feeding the left side logic of our brain. That's why we need validation to believe what we are wanting to believe, to believe the stories, because that left side logic is the ego. It is only logic based. The right side of our brain is the intuitive, psychic, sensory, perceptive input. And our third eye feeds the right side of our brain. And so when our third eye is activated, which happens, the more that illusion clears, the more the distortion clears. Every time you look at your Yoni, you're gonna remove a veil that's over your third eye. And actually, saying that makes me think Mary Magdalene's feast day was July 22nd, and she's been coming to me in the form of four Marys. Rosemary, Mother Mary, shoot, what was that? How do I forget these? Hail Mary, and oh my Rosemary, Mother Mary, Bloody Mary, and Hail Mary. And with those four Marys come the four veils. The Veil of the Void, the Veil of Chasing, the Veil of Reflection, and the Veil of Distortion. That's not super relevant here. That's just something that like my guides are kind of stirring up in my world to take me to the next season. But when you start working with your yoni, and I pull Mary Magdalene into that because Mary Magdalene is like womb mysteries, chalice mysteries, blood mysteries, etc., um, which is also in the rose lineage with Isis and Hathor and Inana, and it just goes back really, really far to ancient divine feminine practices, to Venus. It goes all the way back to Venus, right? So looking at your yoni every day will channel that divine feminine frequency through your vessel. I want you to think of it like if you have the mirror at your yoni and your eyes are fixed on your yoni, that act magnetizes energy down from the heavens through your crown chakra, through the eighth chakra over your head, which like purifies it and makes it receptible or receptive, you know, for earth frequency. But then it pulls it through your crown, through your third eye, through your throat, through your heart, through your solar, through your sacral, through your root, and out to your yoni. And then it shoots through the mirror, and then that mirror then shoots that divine feminine frequency back up to your two human eyes and to your third eye. So you are quite literally channeling the divine force. It's almost like you're, because that energy is connecting to the earth all the time. And it's almost like if you could imagine, might be a little gory, but if you could imagine you're like shooting out a laser beam from your yoni, and then you use the mirror to then shoot the laser beam to your eyes and your third eye, you're channeling that divine feminine energy straight back into your mind. You're clearing illusion, dis delusion distortion with your yoni. That's why looking at your yoni every day during the Science Gate portal will help anchor and ground in ease, grace, compassion, abundance, flow, bliss, health, wealth, vitality, pleasure, beauty, you name it. Look at your yoni every day and check into the flow tel. If you want to learn more about checking into the flow till, I will post a podcast about that inside the queendom because you can't access the flow tele unless you're in the queendom. So we are officially starting the beta testing for flowtel today, which the flowtel is a luxury hotel on the moon. It's got four wings, four different chambers, the four inner seasons. It's actually called the Four Seasons Flotel, but the Four Seasons has trademarked the word four seasons, so I can't really use the four seasons, but it's the four seasons flow. So it's a very playful spin on like a very luxurious hotel, but it's a luxurious hotel on the moon for cycle tracking, for sisterhood, and for magic. I'll see you inside the queendom, I'll see you inside the flotel, and I can't wait to hear about all the magic that you make during this landscape world.