December is a great time to reflect, and because 2020 has been harder than most years, it's ever more important to take a moment and reflect on how you did. Remember to be kind to yourself as you do so; you don't need to have outperformed previous successes or reached your goals to have done well.
In this week's episode, I reflect on all the things that didn't go to plan this year, all the things I did that I hadn't planned but that worked out, and all the things I'm grateful for. It's easy to think that everyone else on social media has everything figured out, which is why I chose to focus on the things I didn't achieve this year. Remember that setbacks are normal and only turn into failures when you give up <3
Action step: time to reflect! How did 2020 go for you? Before you say 'terribly', take a step back, maybe make a list, and I'm sure you've done something this year you can be proud of, even if it's 'only' getting up most days. Even if you meant to write five books and only wrote one--that's still one book you've written, so own your achievement!
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Hello, and welcome to the Writing Sparrow podcast. Im Sarina Langer, and this podcast is all about writing, publishing and marketing your book. You can find transcripts on my website at sarinalanger.com. Lets get started! Welcome back friends and sparrows. It's the 14th of December, this is Episode 15, and this is the first solo episode I've recorded in a while. It's kind of weird to be alone with my script and my microphone. Talking to so many amazing people for this podcast is definitely one of my 2020 highlights. But more on that in a minute. Just a quick note before we start: my little podcast and I will be taking a break over the holidays after this episode. We'll be back on January 4 with an interview with Elisha Belden about setting goals and achieving dreams. But between now and then, I'm planning on sleeping and reading a lot. Now, I don't know about you, but end-of-year fatigue usually hits me around this time, all the more so when I've also done NaNoWriMo. And this year has been harder than any other in my short 30 years. I love December for the magic of the holidays and its pretty lights popping up everywhere so much, but I also love to take a moment to reflect on the year behind me around now. And this year, I think that's more important than ever, but it might also be harder than usual for obvious reasons. As much as I want to focus on the positives only just to cheer myself up, it doesn't serve anyone to pretend the low points didn't happen at the best of times, and they kind of stand out this year. So it would be really hard to ignore all the bad things that have happened. As I said, it's been rough. And I'm sure you felt that too. Everyone's been affected. So many families have lost loved ones, and if thats you I'm so sorry for your loss. Then there are other many redundancies, the businesses that closed hoping it would be temporary but haven't been able to reopen their doors. Did you know that more couples than usual have split up this year? That's a lot of strain on anyone, and if you've been affected by all of the above or even just one of those things, I have no words. I wish there was something I could say to you that would make it all better, but I've been luckier than most this year, so I have no right to tell you to focus on the positives. Grieve however you need to, and if you want to talk about it or just vent at me, my direct messages on Twitter, Facebook and Instagram are open as always. It's not much, but I'm happy to listen without judgement if it might help if only for a moment. On a personal level, 2020 hasn't gone as expected either. I'm actually used to this because I set goals in January that I don't fully achieve. This is because I'm an excitable overachiever who gets carried away pretty much immediately, so I set my goals too high and then wonder what was wrong with me throughout the year. For example, this year, I wanted to finally publish the first book of my Blood Wisp trilogy. Did you know I got the covers for that done... I think I got the last one sent back to me in January or February last year, and I sat on the other two for even longer than that. So yeah, I kind of really thought I would make it happen this year. On top of that, I wanted to work even harder than last year and keep my editing and authoring business up and make a profit. I wanted to publish my first box set before I turned 30 back in January, and I wanted to write The Silence of Magic. This was going to be my year, friends. What better time to make things happen than at the start of a new personal decade, right? Well, I did publish my box set before I turned 30. Then I closed the virtual doors on my editing business and returned to the day job. So that didn't go as I hoped. My first day back was one and a half weeks before we got shut down for the first lockdown, so I'm still not sure if I got incredibly lucky with that or... no actually that was really lucky. At the time, we were still telling students that we were hoping to reopen after Easter, which is obviously so hard to imagine now, but at the time we were hopeful, so I worked my butt off to hit self-imposed deadlines and hand in freelance jobs. And in doing so, I worked myself into one deep burnout that I needed two months to recover from. I was even in therapy briefly, and misophonia really kicked my butt for about, well, pretty much the entire time I was recovering from said burnout. I did start writing The Silence of Magic, but I'm not even 20,000 words into it. I'm actually doing okay on the Blood Wisp trilogy, but I haven't even started book 3 yet, unless writing the outline counts? And remember what I just said about when I got the covers back for that? Yeah, either way, to think I wanted to have the first book published by now, and technically this time last year, is laughable now. So. Yeah. This year, though, my year hasn't gone into what I how I imagined. And I'm sure yours hasn't either. Honestly, I was gutted. I felt like such a failure when I had to close my business again, and honestly, it didn't help the burnout any either. I'm grateful that I and my boyfriend kept our jobs when so many people lost theirs, but most days, honestly, I still have mixed feelings because no job is perfect, right? I'm actually gearing up for self employment 2.0 as I'm recording this, but I don't want to jinx that yet. And it's not all bad. I said I published my first box set before I turned 30, didn't I? I felt pretty accomplished when that happened. I also stepped out of my comfort zone and did things that intimidated me. I've published my first audiobook this year, my thanks to FindawayVoices and my incredible narrator Leanne Yau for making the audiobook of Rise of the Sparrows happen. That I can just say that I have this alone is amazing. And the audiobook is also pretty amazing. You should go listen to it. I started a podcast, even though it terrified me, and I have listeners. I published Brightened Shadows, and with that I wrapped up the Darkened Light duology. So 2020 has still been tough, but I've also, you know, I've achieved a few things despite all that. But more than in any other year, I've also dealt with some personal challenges that were trying to break me and honestly, some got pretty close. But looking at the list of achievements I've just given you, I did fine. I'm grateful for my new writing routine of writing for 15 minutes every day. That's not something I ever thought I'd be able to do, because 15 minutes doesn't sound like a lot. But honestly, it's going great and I recommend it. I'm grateful that we both have jobs. I'm grateful that I've learned from the things that didn't go to plan this year. My next attempt will be stronger, just you watch. I'm grateful that I've published a box set and an audiobook and finished my duology. I'm grateful, and honestly kind of surprised and taken aback a bit, that I defeated NaNoWriMo this year. I really didn't think I would. If you look back over, for example, my blog posts around the time just before NaNo started, when I first decided I would do it, or if you listen to my episodes that I did on NaNo around that time, I think I stressed it quite clearly that I didn't think I would get very far this year. But I did it. And I'm grateful that I was brave and stepped out of my comfort zone this year, because it got me my first audiobook and this podcast and you listening to it. Your action step today is to be kind to yourself for the rest of December and celebrate your achievements. Oh, what the hell, be kind to yourself all of next year too, because we've all got some recovering to do in that department. Don't think you have any achievements this year? Well, I bet you're wrong. Your achievements don't need to measure up to anyone else's successes. They're yours and completely unique to you. It's fine to celebrate that you managed to get out of bed as often as you did. It's fine to celebrate publishing one book instead of five. It's fine to celebrate finishing a first draft when you wanted to have the entire series wrapped up by now. Just look at how I've done with the Blood Wisp series. Honestly, this year was a beast. You did great. You deserve a break, and on that note, so does this podcast. Happy Holidays friends, Merry Christmas, and blissful Yule. I will see you next year. Thanks for listening. Bye. If you enjoyed todays episode, maybe learn something along the way, hit the subscribe button. You can also connect with me on Twitter @sarina_langer, on Instagram and Facebook @sarinalangerwriter, and of course on my website at sarinalanger.com. Until next time! Bye!