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I feel like this is"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6316.62,"endTime":6319.56,"body":"definitely more bullshit"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6316.62,"endTime":6319.56,"body":"oriented and less introspective"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6319.56,"endTime":6322.56,"body":"than I thought it would be so"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6319.56,"endTime":6322.56,"body":"and I mean, that is a compliment"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6322.56,"endTime":6323.25,"body":"in the fact that I was"},{"speaker":"Theme Song","startTime":6324.18,"endTime":6325.05,"body":"a good mix."},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6326.37,"endTime":6328.38,"body":"Good. All right. I"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6326.37,"endTime":6328.38,"body":"hope it was entertaining for"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6328.38,"endTime":6330.21,"body":"your your dear listeners. And"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":6330.42,"endTime":6332.49,"body":"for sure. It was a"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":6330.42,"endTime":6332.49,"body":"lovely conversation."},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6333.15,"endTime":6335.25,"body":"I can't wait to"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6333.15,"endTime":6335.25,"body":"have your boyfriend who's never"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6335.25,"endTime":6336.39,"body":"met me listened to this and"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6335.25,"endTime":6336.39,"body":"edit."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":6336.51,"endTime":6337.26,"body":"It's gonna be awesome."},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":6338.4,"endTime":6341.19,"body":"I mean, I think"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":6338.4,"endTime":6341.19,"body":"you'll learn a lot about me in"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":6341.19,"endTime":6344.94,"body":"this whole process. So it'll be"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":6341.19,"endTime":6344.94,"body":"both ways will be like, oh, what"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":6344.94,"endTime":6347.61,"body":"are we? What are we doing? Yeah,"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":6344.94,"endTime":6347.61,"body":"I"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6347.61,"endTime":6350.1,"body":"also I couldn't"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6347.61,"endTime":6350.1,"body":"give two shits about what is"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6350.1,"endTime":6353.73,"body":"said about me. So please publish"},{"speaker":"Kelly Mohen","startTime":6350.1,"endTime":6353.73,"body":"why, but that's fine. 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