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I'm Michele"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":247.53,"endTime":250.32,"body":"Baci, and we're here with Sophie"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":250.32,"endTime":255.45,"body":"spires. She is a comedian, a"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":250.32,"endTime":255.45,"body":"writer and actress. I think"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":255.45,"endTime":259.32,"body":"that's the hierarchy of things"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":255.45,"endTime":259.32,"body":"she is. 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