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My name is Michele"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":23.67,"endTime":28.41,"body":"Baci, and this is therapy"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":23.67,"endTime":28.41,"body":"roulette consent to vent. It's a"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":28.41,"endTime":34.41,"body":"new week. It's a new weekend,"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":28.41,"endTime":34.41,"body":"it's almost Halloween. And I'm"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":34.41,"endTime":38.37,"body":"excited for it. We actually"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":34.41,"endTime":38.37,"body":"decorated our house today,"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":38.73,"endTime":43.8,"body":"Thursday, the 28th. 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The news feed on social"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":126.81,"endTime":130.62,"body":"media has been very depressing."},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":126.81,"endTime":130.62,"body":"A lot of death going on, makes"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":130.62,"endTime":137.13,"body":"me grateful that I'm alive and"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":130.62,"endTime":137.13,"body":"actively trying my best to live"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":137.13,"endTime":140.67,"body":"my best life. Although it's"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":137.13,"endTime":140.67,"body":"really hard. And this is"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":140.67,"endTime":143.7,"body":"definitely not my best life. I"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":140.67,"endTime":143.7,"body":"mean, mostly I'm going through"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":143.7,"endTime":149.34,"body":"the motions and running errands,"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":143.7,"endTime":149.34,"body":"doing dishes. This is not my"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":149.34,"endTime":153.39,"body":"best life. But I'm grateful to"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":149.34,"endTime":153.39,"body":"be alive. And to hopefully"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":153.39,"endTime":158.79,"body":"lighten your day a little bit. I"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":153.39,"endTime":158.79,"body":"will tell you the latest in my"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":158.79,"endTime":164.07,"body":"medical news, I went to the"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":158.79,"endTime":164.07,"body":"dermatologist. Thank you. It's"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":164.07,"endTime":170.55,"body":"been a year had to go. And I've"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":164.07,"endTime":170.55,"body":"had this like skin condition"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":170.55,"endTime":176.64,"body":"flaring up all over my face"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":170.55,"endTime":176.64,"body":"since about March 2020. And it"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":176.64,"endTime":180.93,"body":"hasn't gone away. So I wanted to"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":176.64,"endTime":180.93,"body":"go the dermatologist just to do"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":180.93,"endTime":183.69,"body":"like an annual checkup. 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I hope"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":326.49,"endTime":330.3,"body":"you wash your face and"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":330.3,"endTime":334.59,"body":"moisturize because if you don't"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":330.3,"endTime":334.59,"body":"moisturize you're kinda like"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":334.74,"endTime":339.84,"body":"kicking yourself in the but it's"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":334.74,"endTime":339.84,"body":"it's good to moisturize and"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":339.84,"endTime":344.04,"body":"worth some sunscreen to just do"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":339.84,"endTime":344.04,"body":"it. You don't want to get skin"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":344.04,"endTime":351.96,"body":"cancer. 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I'm here with"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":402.96,"endTime":410.46,"body":"style. Skyler. Skyler Giordano."},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":402.96,"endTime":410.46,"body":"He is a podcaster creator,"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":410.46,"endTime":414.33,"body":"producer of omega star seven."},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":410.46,"endTime":414.33,"body":"It's a space opera drama. Check"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":414.33,"endTime":417.54,"body":"it out. And he's also a"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":414.33,"endTime":417.54,"body":"musician. Skylar, welcome to the"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":417.54,"endTime":418.41,"body":"podcast,"},{"speaker":"Skyler Glordano","startTime":418.44,"endTime":419.34,"body":"Happy to be"},{"speaker":"Skyler Glordano","startTime":418.44,"endTime":419.34,"body":"here"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":420.18,"endTime":422.16,"body":"we are. 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Thank you so much."},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":4297.08,"endTime":4300.5,"body":"I'll talk to you again in two"},{"speaker":"Michele Baci","startTime":4297.08,"endTime":4300.5,"body":"Thursdays"},{"speaker":"Theme Song","startTime":4303.71,"endTime":4312.08,"body":"Therapy Roulette"},{"speaker":"Theme Song","startTime":4303.71,"endTime":4312.08,"body":"Consent to Vent / Trauma disgu"},{"speaker":"Theme Song","startTime":4312.08,"endTime":4318.71,"body":"sed as comedy / Therapy R"},{"speaker":"Theme Song","startTime":4312.08,"endTime":4318.71,"body":"ulette: Consent to Vent /"},{"speaker":"Theme Song","startTime":4318.71,"endTime":4319.4,"body":"f you don"}]}