Lord knows I have been guilty of falling into the influence of others, taking an early day on Friday to go hang out with co workers. Celebrating with out having anything to celebrate about. Not accomplishing the goals that I had set for myself 4 days prior. Spending the last few dollars I had to my name to go out and have a drink. I told everyone I wanted to be successful but yet I wasnt committed to doing what it takes to become that person I wanted to be. Who was I lying to? Who was I fooling? I was lying to myself and fooling no one. People can read bullshit from a mile a way.