Paid To Be You
Paid To Be You is a podcast designed to help Visionary Entrepreneurs shift your mindset, own your unique gifts, sell in an aligned way and get PAID to be UNAPOLOGETICALLY you, hosted by Vanessa Hallick, Mindset and Intuitive Business Coach.
Paid To Be You
070: My Raw Money Journey: The Shifts That Changed Everything
In July 2018, I had just had a $100k week .
I was meant to feel happy. Like I was a “ success “ . Instead my imposter syndrome and fear of losing it all amplified
I was getting PAID but it was a trauma response.
I was deeply conditioned to believe that the harder you work the more money you make
I was made to believe that I could never create true wealth by doing work I love.
Sound familiar?
$100k week and I still didn't feel successful. I still didn't feel safe.
Because it could never give me that - I had to learn to cultivate internal sacred safety & own that I was successful, worthy & loved irrespective of the external
Listen to this episode to hear my journey to getting PAID TO BE ME. Making even more with more ease, alignment and JOY.
If you have an enormous soul vision and know you're born to be extremely wealthy & impact millions with your message - this is for you.
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Hello and welcome to this week's episode of paid to be you podcast. I'm your host Vanessa Halleck and this episode we're going to dive into returning to limitless wealth, remembering and going through what money actually is and how to elevate it in your business. So before I dive in this is probably going to be the most vulnerable episode I've done on wealth and money and my journey um but it's also an activation for you and I want you just to before we dive in before we go into anything I want you to write on a piece of paper I am I am ready to activate and remember limitless wealth so before I dive in make sure to download the quantum up level mini course below if you haven't already there is a beautiful lady millions world's activation in there there's also a soul vision activation and it's all about really coming back to your your soul work your divine truth in the world and impacting millions with your message and making millions living your limitless life so i've dropped those links below and just grab it and grab those yeah those freebies the the book as well you can grab my book. So why am I doing this podcast today? Why is it important? Why is this the raw story behind my journey with money? So I always used to say that I didn't come from money. I grew up in a family, one of four kids. My earliest memory really of where my money stories were shaped was not only my money stories, It was also where a lot of my disordered eating and binge eating started, which both of course have been resolved through this journey and what I'm going to teach today, what I'm going to share today. So my earliest memory, and if you've got a notepad, grab that because this can be really powerful for you as well. What is your earliest memory of money? So my earliest memory of money, I was actually, and it's so, it's so clear I was leaving our home and I was going to stay with a friend and I just clearly remember saying like I don't know if I'm going to come back and have food so I went to her house for the weekend and I extended the stay with the friend you know like mom please can I stay over again and I remember just eating like eating anything that I could find and And I even remember going back into the kitchen and kind of like eating some more because, well, would I have food when I got back? And this is really like we see like this playing out in our life. And of course, I got back home and, you know, although it wasn't kind of this lavish experience, there was food on the table. My mom had sold some gas bottles and I think we had a car that we sold and you know it was like this feast and famine cycle and of course our business money is a mirror it's a mirror for the illumination and the shifting that we are here to experience so in 2013 uh 2023 so I started the business in in 2000 In 2023, I kept hearing every morning, I would literally wake up and I kept hearing, you know, money is an unlimited supply like the air you breathe. Money is an unlimited supply like the air you breathe. And every morning I'd wake up and I would be like, well, you know, yes, you know, I'm making great money, but I don't feel free. I don't feel, you know, I'm always worried. I'm always like thinking about it. And 2023 was a huge, it was a huge year. It was a huge catalyst year for not only, you know, feeling, you know, shifting the beliefs around money. I was making great money and money was flowing in. And then actually towards the middle end of 2023, I had the lowest month I'd had since the beginning of my business. And I remember I won at first freaked out it was like holy shit like you know am I a has-been like is this done and I remember I was just like no this is what I'm here for well it was actually a lot more dramatic than that it was tears and a lot of yeah a lot of shifts like being able to impact millions and make millions being a clear divine channel you can't have that scarcity running and although i'd done so much um work to shift this 2023 was a real catalyst for fully cleansing my system of all scarcity um all fear all worry all doubt around money and i'll go through you know what the key shifts were um because it wasn't just about making a lot of money um i knew how to do that but at was about really how did I feel how was I feeling when I was launching because when we're claiming having it all it's not just about you know the money we make and the milestones we hit it's about you know are you doing the work that you're born to do and well-resourced women in their power in their authentic truth doing the work that only they can this is this is my you know know this is my work this is my sole client those that are not just here to do work you know like like you know the mainstream work of of and there's nothing wrong with that we have to there's definitely place for that um but for me it was you know I've been doing that work maybe you know yeah it started in 2015 so maybe I did eight years ago um of like how to sell well the stories weren't even on there but like how to sell on stories or you You know, here's a messaging strategy that you're going to do. You know, now it's like soul work. It's having it all. It's a greater impact. It's not just making 100k months. It's doing your soul work and having the incredible relationship and having joy and feeling incredible in your body. So, you know, like what is and it's always about stretching our imagination because a lot of people can you know make a lot of money not doing the work that they want like success has to come with sacrifice money has to come with sacrifice um that's a deeply or like hard work and hustle that's you know those are deeply ingrained beliefs um and then there is you know also the other extreme of like i can do meaningful work that is in service but i can't make a lot of money um and the reality is of course we're here to alchemize both material and the spiritual. It's not just being of service and giving and making those vows and contracts of service and sacrifice. And, you know, if I give of myself and the more I give of myself, then I'll be loved. You know, like those are things that we're breaking. No, it's about both, you know, living this limitless, opulent life that your soul came here to experience. Yes, travel and, you know, whatever it is, travel and lecture and wealth and yes the home and I just smacked my my hands on the table um it's wealth and um making a stand making a stand um it's about yes it's about the the mansions and the mission it's about um the light language and the funnels you know those are all one they're all interconnected um it's not either or it's being able to to you know bring all parts of you together into one so yes didn't come from money although one of the things that I've started to say is well I did actually come from money I came from source and and money is source money is energy I am energy so when we're coming back into yes money is unlimited and it responds to you well how are you choosing I want you to write that down how am I I've started to say you know like it's all of this like deep shift and these deep this deep programming reprogramming remembering of like I don't work for money that's you know and that's such a deeply ingrained belief you know we have to work for money we have to work really hard and actually no money is all around us we have to allow it we have to be able to allow it so instead of saying you know I work for money instead now it's like no money works for me and how do I choose for it now to work and yes we are that powerful yes we are that force of incredible good and there's nothing you know there's there's nothing magical about you know not getting paid like we have to get paid if we don't get paid there's that resentment that starts there is that you know yes you're not living the limitless life and I remember a few years back it was like yeah you can charge whatever you want like you know your sole clients are ready to pay whatever you're charging it's just an energy exchange and of course it has to be an aligned energy exchange so if you're dropping your investment too low or you're doing it even too high because of like yeah whatever you know whatever being cool or resentment or whatever it may be it's about getting it's about what am i guided to and i work of course with the soul offer and you know the life force energy i'm about to well the the doors are officially open for the next round of lady millions um starting the 10th at the 10th and you know it is it's about you know lady millions and the soul and the energy is working through me and lady millions is really about yes the you know it's heaven and earth it's material and spiritual it's the alchemy between the divine feminine and the divine masculine and the dark feminine and the dark masculine it's it's really about this blend of bringing everything every part of you home and that's when you know wealth and impact and visibility just becomes a natural extension of you being you and it's such a divine process okay so I want to backtrack because um you know this is my journey it is the real world truth but also this is of course about you this is about like you know where are you on your journey of of world creation where are you in the experience of you know money just is it responds to me it flows um you know for me it's it's just like of course I get paid every single day um but there's aspects of that that have shifted over the years and I'm going to really go into that Because then you can see where you are. And of course, you know, I'm not a finished product. I'm allowing myself to arrive at this moment, share what I know and really honor myself for the shifts that have taken place and to honor you for no doubt the shifts that have taken place in your life. And maybe this will activate that perception shift of limitless wealth and really the importance of how we feel as we're moving, how we, you know, the decisions that we're making. Most people are making decisions from survival and scarcity and fear. And then, yes, money maybe shows up, but it doesn't feel great. With that manifestation, with the, you know, with the material, we're also creating more guilt, more shame, you know, and more hassle, more harder work, which then, of course, you know, either we have the awakening and I did or you know yes we get to the end of the life end of our life and and maybe yes we've made great money and and material success um but we're unfulfilled um and a lot of clients come to me yes they've had the six figure seven figure salary um but they don't feel fulfilled um and it's not because money is the issue it's not because the material success is the issue it is that the energy behind it the intention behind it and of course you know a lot of it you know a lot of my initial success in my business was a trauma response I had a program running that I had to achieve to be loved I had to achieve to be worthy and of course then you know like you're just trying to find evidence of love and worthiness externally to you in the next achievement it's not that achievement is bad it's it's not that ambition is bad it's just that when it comes from an unhealthy aspect of self of course it's just going to amplify the energy and the feelings and the sensations that you have within you will and then that will just perpetuate things even further so now um my beliefs around money and wealth is that yes i get paid daily money comes in in multiple forms multiple pathways um in expected you know obviously recurring payments the payments from the business but also unexpected ways like the shares expanding exponentially that's been happening recently in our lives or yeah investments we made ages ago paying off exponentially right now whatever it may be is that money is always flowing in expected and unexpected ways there's always multiple pathways for money and how I feel about money is completely up to me so I want to go into 2023 in the story I'll go into it so obviously grew up in a household money was scarce there was a lot of arguments not enough never enough hunting for hunting for the meat and the stew disordered you know disordered eating that then you know feast and famine cycles any money that my dad did get he would spend and then you know we would be back to square one and it just continued so of course you know we create the same patterns we you know although I was making great money there was still although it maybe you know it wasn't as rock bottom because of course I had that high achievers meaning flowing through it but yes like high really high income months lots of guilt lots of shame lots of responsibility taking on too much with clients and then boom um you know a drop and and what I realized when I went through um you know like how does this actually you know deep deep shadow work around like how does this actually benefit me how does this serve me and it was really just like how familiar it was to have these ups and these downs and I remember one launch and I mean it ended up being a six-figure launch but it was it was very much like this like I remember being like you know on you know throughout the launch like really on you know really pushing and proving and then it was like this energy of like just give it to me give it to me I was like oh my gosh like how turned on am I around not having how turned on right now am I with this rush of like it all coming together and is this how I want to you know like like flash forward 10 years, 20 years from now. Is this how I want to live my life? And, you know, it's like, yeah, it's like feeling that turn on because the biggest thing with feast and famine cycles is not only that we get the rush at the top when the money's coming in, but we also get the rush when we're like dropping at the bottom of it. And unless we actually allow ourselves to be like, oh my gosh, like I am literally fucking turned on by things like dropping and then what happens is when it drops that's when you click back into you know into action because oh shit now it's dropping now I'm gonna do it and where you then live in is like literally recreating those feet and it is so often it's so subtle with clients and of course because it was something that I you know I live day in day out probably for um it didn't actually fully clear even in 2018 because 2018 was like this huge awakening this huge trauma response and uh this huge um not huge trauma well yes part of the trauma response um to pivot dissolution of identities um but it really cleared in 2023 of of like oh wow you know like what are the patterns and and actually I'd gone from fight or fright which is obviously yes that external trigger that I received and then it pushed me into doing things um and I actually couldn't do it anymore so I I literally went into a freeze state um where I couldn't move I couldn't actually do things because I had to break those patterns and I yes it dropped to the lowest months because I was no longer motivated I was no longer motivated by those highs and lows and instead of those highs and lows what fell away fell away and it had to fall away and that was 2023 it was like yeah things falling away that had to fall away fell away and the things that stayed were the things that stayed the things that I couldn't not do and then it was like I can't not do this and I had to figure out like okay well of course you know like I don't want to I don't want to not have money um you know we've we've been to five-star resorts we travel business class we live an incredible life Sean's in the business with me quit his you know finance corporate job eight years ago um my mission is too big to even make money an issue um it it is taken care of it has to be taken care of I focus on my mission I focus on myself I focus on my relationship I focus on my health and it just has to be taken care of okay so let's flash forward flashback let's go back um 2015 when I started the business I had my first multiple six-figure year in that first year um I was working still in my corporate job six months in um and then I quit and I had my first five figure month multiple five figure month 18 months afterwards I had a six figure month um before that um Sean actually joined the business and we left to Bali but we weren't replacing Sean wasn't we weren't replacing both of our incomes consistently by that time corporate incomes but we were like fuck it we're going and there was there was a leap there was a knowing there was a trusting um but it was more like muscle power I knew that I could hustle I could push I could prove I could reach the goals and there was also this very incredible undertone of trust this I am limitless if I just when I decide it's done and it was very strong intuition you know like we left London to go to Bali five weeks in it was a five week you know it was we made the decision and in five weeks we were gone because it was like yeah you've got to go to Bali and I'm sure an astro cartographer would tell me like that's the space you're going to go to fully awaken have your suicidal burnout moment and fucking awaken to what you're really here for so I was in the wounded feminine and the wounded masculine you know really I remember doing a Facebook live in 2016 and I was just like tears and taking on too much responsibility for clients and it was just a shit show behind the scenes well it wasn't a complete shit show I'm not gonna I'm not gonna say that but it was you know I was I was holding it together for clients but behind the scenes and I was showing up and I was delivering and I was supporting clients and clients got fucking incredible results um and some didn't you know some didn't as always that's that that really is the business um you know we can only do as much as we can do but yes I was doing my part I was showing up I was supporting clients I was doing the best that I could with what I had um and I was yes I was like you know five star hotels and um we'd got to Bali and I was like no we're not getting that house we're getting the one that you know really resonates and of course that also has its own soul and energy and life force um but money was very much you know it was very much driven by if I work hard and you know I was living in Bali and like working 14 hour days and then I remember going to Singapore and we just had a six figure launch and I ordered a meal with Sean and it was like super yeah it was well it was super high the bill was high and I remember saying you know this is wasteful we shouldn't be doing this and of course yeah we had the money it was there but it was mostly you know I was still in these survival patterns I was still in these survival ways of being and then you know I carried on and we're making money and there was lots of tears and there was lots of you know very wounded feminine lack of emotional intelligence but yes very great at holding um holding it together and and supporting others and really doing a great job I think I was still you know although there was a lot of high anxiety high functioning anxiety lots of trauma it was still um I wasn't dropping balls because of course I was that people pleaser I was that good girl I was I would rather overwork and over deliver um and sacrifice myself and then yes 2018 hit and I just invested 100 yeah 100k 20k in a publicist 20k in a facebook live um expert and then i went into a 60k mastermind and all of it was from fear it was all oh yes and i forgot that actually i i also i think invested 18k in a sales funnel expert and a ghostwriter shit 3500 hundred a go strata for courses because I was like I'm exhausted I need to get out of this um I just need to make money quickly and I remember like literally sitting um outside on the sun lounger in Bali and I was like how can I quit like how can I retire by 40 and obviously it's my 40th birthday well it's sorry it was my 40th birthday last November um and I'll be 41 this year and And that is the last thing that I would ever want to do now. Like, this is my life's work. I feel like I'm only just beginning. I'm 10 and a half years in. Like, yeah, I know who I am. I know what I'm here for. I know how this reality works. I know, or as much as I know, because I think we can know and then our consciousness shifts and it's deeper and it's wiser and it's bolder. So I always, you know, there is a caveat. This is where I am today. um and a year from now two years from now um I will tell an even you know bigger bolder story um but um so I'd invested all of that money so you know it's over 100k um and the next month I had a 60k cash month and the next month I had 100k a week so it was just like this collapsing of timelines of wealth and and it was a number of things of course like betting on myself that big 100 percent um the confidence I also I did do a lot of work on um trauma my unique gifts what made me um incredible at this work um what made me stand out I was also you know I was really showing up I was doing Facebook lives almost every day like obviously I'd hired this Facebook ads this Facebook live expert um and And yes, I was finally really looking at my trauma, looking at my shadow, looking at the things that were holding me back. So that surge was, yes, it was a representation of new standards of new boundaries. And I'd probably, I think the highest month I'd had before that was about 30K. But yeah, 30K, huge investments. And of course, like, you know, investment of 18K in publicity was huge. because what that says is like yeah fuck yeah I'm ready to be seen in a much bigger way and we were looking at like TEDx talks and in Bali and I had a team of eight um so it was this like you know I'd hired new people and we were increasing the budget for my Facebook ads and all sorts of like big big big fucking moves um and then I remember going to a Balinese healer and and I had this like huge experience these visions so it was basically an hour session with him and I had to visualize my life for an hour and I'd never you know I'd looked at like what is my vision but I'd never seen my life like that and so I did the visualization I saw you know traveling around the world and and i think this will be i feel like this will be 2027 it was always like 2027 but of course like now it's like getting my work around the world i saw the book um i saw some chanel glasses which i purchased i saw me stepping on the plane um you know there was a whole lot of like little things uh there was two golden retrievers we've got one um and we're getting our other gorgeous ones soon and i saw the cove where we live now like there is this beautiful cove i actually saw that in the vision and then towards the end um there was like this rattling i thought like the whole room was rattling and there was just this light and this rattling and oh yes and there was there was like there was a a download of like you will uh you will create something pioneering that will shift the world so shift the the paradigm and it was all of this stuff um i didn't hear your wake and billions to their truth by that stage but you know i was still you know you have this like this vision that comes through um but of course what happens is your system has to hold it um i still had high functioning anxiety um i still had a little bit of disordered eating and of course taking on too much responsibility lack of boundaries and lack of lack of lack of discipline although you know it's great at showing up and you know following through um my worth was very much linked to my work so I was you know the rest of my life although my relationship was dialed up to a high level the rest of my life wasn't at at you know at the elevated state um and yeah so 60k a month 100k a week and and then it all started to fall apart and I yeah I was burned out suicidal unable to focus unsure if I'd be able to carry on in the business and everything just started you know I just wanted to go I just wanted to leave this planet and it was yeah it was it was hard and it was really a difficult space and obviously I'm not going to go into all the details because because yeah it's it's traumatic it's dark it's but one of the things that just kept coming through and of course like yeah with that with that darkness was at the same time simultaneously there was this light you know I was seeing butterflies that I'd never seen in Bali we lived there for three years and synchronicities and yeah just you know how everything started to line up these amazing amazing mentors and guides and healers that just started to come into my world um Reiki masters like it was just the most divine incredible experience um and that was the journey back to of course my true self my limitless self um but that wasn't you know that was the beginning um I then started to go through a deeper journey of quantum healing and um you know therapy and energy healing and embodiment and quantum healing and breath work and gene keys human design you know astrology like really trying to yes like know thyself know thyself at the deepest level um and then yes you know clients and money and everything was just flowing really just flowing um And yes, I launched a paid to be used certification, wrote the book, like it was just the stream of consciousness and, and channeling and divine channeling and total, you know, receiving the guidance and flow, but also the underlying, you know, it was still there knocking around a lot of trauma, a lot of limiting beliefs that were that needed to go and needed to be illuminated. And of course, like we're always, you know, we're always seeing our limitations we're always um we're like i used to see it as is this this onion that we're peeling and all of this like healing and you know all of this stuff and now what i see it is like every day is this gift that i'm opening of like wow you know wow i'm so incredible wow i'm so gifted like the remembering now um from a state of wholeness rather than a state of um there's more to find there's more to fix there's more to heal and that's really that that is really when we come back to yes the divine feminine and the divine masculine and those need to be an alchemy yes flow ease grace is all divine feminine and then of course there is the dark dark feminine which is that that power that courage that movement and that trust and that rage and you know all of the amazing dark feminine energy which brings us into even deeper into our truth our seductress energy our magnetism and then we've got the you know the divine masculine the follower follow through the divine soul goals the resilience the grit um and yes that was really you know 2013 2023 was all about coming back and i remember having the lowest month and just being like you know what like i'm not I'm not gonna go wild and crazy um I'm just going to yes I'm going to surrender to the highest timeline and the vision that's coming through and I'm going to take a line to action and I'm going to really deepen into this is my soul's work I can't not do this I can't deny what I'm here for and I remember getting a application and just while I was sitting in the bath there's also a couple of things that was like okay you've got to do this and do this and do this and you know the guidance was clear and and I was like oh but I've just had like the lowest month in business um savings are not looking great and I've got no like prospects like that's how I felt in 2023 um and then um yeah got a fourteen and a half thousand payment in and next moment we had yeah one of the biggest launches for pay-to-view certification there were treat was being sold out and it was not from the same patterns of the money drops then I move all the money drops and I go into freeze um it was like the money drops and I get to choose um how I feel how I respond in this moment how money gets to go for me right now um and that was really the last time that I've experienced and then of course you know when we're hyper aware of our patterns as well I would be like oh they were doing it again you know you're doing the feast and famine cycle again and I was like you know to break it we can't use the same way of being and perception it's like you know it's money goes up and up and up and that's just the way it works and that's okay it's really about those conversations that we have not getting caught up in the patterns but having your pattern interwrapped and um breaking breaking those patterns those habits so 2024 um we three times the income of the previous year obviously it was a lower income but it was still substantially more than 2022 and and 2021 um and the difference in that year was that I obviously had my soul offers and I remember like that that resilience and that grit you know um although you know and achieved so much I still had that inner child that that victim those shadows of like you know when I set a goal I don't achieve it you know like of course I'd achieved a lot I'd created a lot of you know made multiple millions and bloody bloody blah thousands of clients all of that magic um but I really had had to learn how to make more, sell, doing it in a way that was really aligned and actually not only just aligned, not only just creating, but it was allowing from the deepest level. It was that highest timeline and doing it with grace, with ease, with alignment, with joy. Well, also, of course, like leaning in when it feels uncomfortable. So yes, one of the biggest launches that we had for the certification actually came I was like okay what is the guidance that I'm receiving I got the guidance from pay-to-use certification I got the number and then I was like well I never reached my I never reached my goals I've never reached the numbers that I see and I remember having this conversation internally well you don't reach it because you stop you stop you make time mean something so instead of like no you hold the vision for as long as it takes for that timeline to occur and of course then you can start to when you're able to be like no any goal that i have is already done then that's when you can start to compress and speed up but for me that particular lesson there was like holding the vision you know one of my mentors said to me like if you want instant gratification go and eat a pie um but if you want sustainable growth over a lifetime it's like yes if the vision is there you follow through and and you keep going until those numbers are done not because you have to not because you have to prove anything those are like when I just totally took that ego out but really showing myself what I was capable of my highest potential and of course when you're moving at your highest timeline your highest potential you will have all of those parts of yourself that wants to keep you in the familiar pull you back you know you don't need to do this you're tired you don't you know don't lose yourself in the process you don't need all of those those sort of voices but when it's purely because like I've got this mission I've got this vision and it's done and that's when we can really start to work at that that timeline remember there's no bigger or smaller manifestations it's simply you know like a buffet of lunch we we simply get to choose so my work is not my worth my work is an aspect of my life and how am i living outside of my work and outside of my day-to-day if everything i see in my my work is done because of course yes i want to do meaningful work i want to impact millions of lives i want to make so much money that i can yes give back freely you know we already do that on a on a small scale but imagine like making billions and just being able to like be like okay he has a billion um for underprivileged children or you know whatever it is well-resourced women in their power and truth can create huge waves of change so what is this now of course the first aspect of this is your work is not your worth i truly believe that we're not here just to grow and evolve that's a natural part and process of this this this experience we're going to be growing and evolving all of the time we don't need to make a full-time job of growing and evolving it's living it's doing the work that we're here to do it's following our god self it's following the work that we can't not do and simultaneously you know like paid to be you and lady millions are a movement so their offers and have a life force and a soul of their own that worked through me that also yes now I'm about to launch lady millions and it's very much around like take care of yourself at the deepest level it's you know it's listening you know worry and stress was a was a very conditioned response and I remember being out walking and yes either we're living in perpetual hell of our own creation and these own cycles of like well yeah I remember like waking up like how am I going to make money today how am I going to sell that offer you know that's perpetual fucking hell and I remember being out walking and it was like um well how do you want money to work for you and and my first response is well I never want to worry about money again and then I asked myself well if you never worry about money again well what would that look like and it would be so I realized like it's just a choice it's just a decision because money is not the thing money is response to you um and it's not money money has no personality it has no mind it has no voice it is completely a neutral energy it's simply our perceptions of it it's simply our conditioning around it you know it's it's not that money makes us do anything it is that our systems and our triggers within us based on our conditioning and this is of course deep work that I do with my clients and and the pay to be you movement as well just has like i'm actually a client of mine she was going through i just sent her three of the um the activations that she could do and if you want to get one for free just go into the lady millions at the quantum up level mini course um and she just started having all these opportunities come so when we rewire the triggers within ourselves remember money is limitless outside of us and when we rewire the triggers within ourselves whether that's guilt whether that's shame whether that's that investment that we made that we can't let go of whether that's fear and anxiety around money because I was conditioned or whether it's a programming that it is somehow limitless that's where we can and remember when we're approaching money mindset work from a space of scarcity and fear like i have to do this thing to get the money where we're only amplifying that whereas it's when like okay well money is an unlimited supply i know that i am money money is a merit is a mirror of my thoughts my feelings my aligned actions that's all it is it's it has no life it has no soul it has i mean it has no um it has no personality it's no mind of its own um you are money it responds to your thoughts about money so how would you be thinking about money um the aligned actions actions that we take or don't take um you know if you knew you know like a client of mine is doing a big live event like that's a huge outlay of money but are we gonna be like well shit like what if it doesn't work out and and you know like i don't make my money back or we're gonna be like shit this is going to blow the fucking business up so much and i'm going to have a 5k launch and that's it you know that's the standard because manifestation starts to shift very quickly when and you're a pure and divine channel when you remember you are source. So how do I want money to work? And then how do I want, you know, so obviously with my launches, I've got them planned out for the rest of the year because I know the office that I'm here to sell these, you know, now it's 10 and a half years in, it depends where you are, but that's obviously something that I do first up with clients. And it doesn't matter if you've been doing this for a year, if you've mastered your craft, you've got some testimonials and transformations that There is a movement within you right now. There is a seven-figure movement within you right now. And then, of course, it's blinkers on. Most people are looking outside of themselves. They're looking at their bank accounts for validation, but the external is only a mirror of who you've been up until this point. So if you keep looking, and that is a trauma response, hypervigilance, it's why most psychics, most people that have so much trauma in their lives, they're fucking gifted at seeing root causes because they can go into a room or feeling energy me included you know go into a room feel energy see what's happening um but also that can play you know it has a light and a shadow it can play against us because we're always looking at evidence externally and our external world you know who's viewing our stories where the applications coming from all of these sort of things that is also stopping us we have we have to trust the vision because it occurs energetically first so if you know you're born to be extremely wealthy extremely impactful it's already done it's no bigger or smaller and the sooner that's where time collapses the sooner you're like yeah well i'm born to be wealthy i'm born to build a movement of millions or thousands and not needing that that's one of my biggest things is like i need it now i need that evidence now you know i still have those moments but and especially like seeding in the movement of thousands by 2027 you know the other day I was like oh but the numbers you know the numbers have dropped people have left the space like and I'm meant to have a thousand and and really the guidance was very clear you know the people that stay are those people that are meant to be there and and yes people will it's a it is a space built for that that people can come in and they can stay for a month two months and and maybe even one month and be like this is not my space but then there is people that are there for already been there for four months and and you know we're actually creating a 12-month methodology and process for it so you know not forcing people to stay in because it is a monthly it's a flexible membership you can come in for as long as you want it's you know you know sometimes it's not a line sometimes my work is not and that's great you can go but those that really are ready to you know do the work to return back to limitless wealth and their soul work and creating a movement and charging what they really want and yes being in their fucking power and truth this is the work that I do so achieving that soul vision that vision yes you have this and I'm going to put it in inverted commas enormous mission vision because yes it's illogical to most people but to you it's like of course so you know, it's like, what is the vision? What is the God self vision? What is the God state vision? And if we really just stayed in our own lane and like, what is the guidance? What am I being guided to? And, and then of course, yes, like, you know, I'm not just building this business for, you know, I've been in it for 10 and a half years, like, but I feel like this is, this is the start. This is the lead pad, you know, now I'm in, in the most incredible space. And of course, um, because of my journey and 10 and a half years I'm able to collapse people's timelines or if somebody's been online for a long time and mastered their craft and but just not getting not paying not getting not charging what they're meant to be charging it's very accelerated because you've been mastering you've been doing the shadow work you've been doing the inner child work and and you then like we create the offer and of course you've done all the work the embodiment work the nervous system work that it's like loads of money comes in loads of clients come in and you're able to actually hold that and expand that so you have this enormous vision what are the thoughts what are the feelings what are the aligned actions of that version of you how do you choose money to now show up for you and also where are you waiting what is what areas of your life are you waiting maybe that's you know i've had clients that um you know they're waiting for the next launch and the next amount of money or to hit such and such milestone before they look after their health and no it's about dialing every single area of your life up if your relationship is like all funny and all shitty and your relationship with your kids have gone all fucked up like that's gonna illuminate everything it's like this work the work that I do is not just about a great business it's about all areas it's living in true embodiment of your work which means dialing up every single thing and you Yes, the business may illuminate and mirror bag areas that you need to sort the fuck out. That's a really great thing for you to look at. It doesn't have to affect your money though. Money is unconditional. It has no conditions. It doesn't give a shit if you are feeling happy high vibe. Those are things that we choose. I choose to live an incredible life but money shows up every single day as standard normal and natural irrelevant of what's happening externally irrelevant of what's happening in my personal life irrelevant of how I feel there is no conditions I used to create conditions around like my period of when I'm not as yes I'm not as front-facing I'm not doing as many posts and instead I was like no money just flows in multiple pathways unexpected and unexpected expected ways and yes of course this is work that I do deeply with clients but yes you know you're born to be extremely wealthy you already have a wealthy life you already are traveling and doing amazing things and probably have a great house and but now it's like yes let's pay this forward let's create let's create extreme wealth and let's give back freely let's do those things that you're being guided to do and create waves of change in the collective and money then becomes simply yes a byproduct of living it's not we don't start with like how do I make money it's like no what lights me up what brings me joy what are the things that I can't not do and then of course the offer is that light me the fuck up that are like this gift to humanity that we know we're going to change lives what does that look like that was a long episode lots coming through my my intent before I recorded this episode is for you to really shift into your highest timeline of wealth to create unlimitless wealth in your life but most importantly it's how you feel while you're creating it and also it's about claiming where you wind yes of course you want to feel incredible in the most luxury divine outfits um maybe you know maybe that's you know I love designer bags um I love divine designer outfits not to look a certain way but it's how I feel it's like longevity you know some of my Louis Vuitton bags they've lasted for you know years seven eight nine ten years they look unscathed and I put them away in a box you know their original box every day it's it's how we feel um and that may not be your thing but also you know you don't have to choose you don't have to choose between luxury holidays a beautiful home um LV bags whatever it is you know whatever it is that you desire like what is that you desire and allow yourself to give yourself full permission I remember a client wanted to buy a second home and she said to me like Vanessa is that wasteful I said well how do you feel when you want to create that home and how do you show up as that version of you and she was like yeah it's just such a beautiful place for my kids to come and right by the beach and you know yes it's like if I'm showing up in that energy I feel completely unstoppable and limitless I was like well yeah just stop denying yourself what you fucking want and claim it and allow it to flow. I'm sure there'll be another episode that'll come from this. If there's any questions, please reach out on Instagram or feel free to message me on my, you know, email me on vanessa at vanessahalik.com if there's something that came through, a breakthrough moment for you. Please connect with me on Instagram as well and follow the story. And yes, sending you all the love. in the world to health, wealth and happiness and grounded opulence and those divine Venetian beauty codes that come through. All the love. Bye for now.