There is a simplicity inside of us we are to see to right now . A quiet that is something like a hum , yet distant from us , coming to quell our mind that races . A phrase comes, that we have (due to our racing) caused our mind to quell from its symbiotic need with God . (Not a simple statement . ) We are to understand why we race away from symbiosis with God . We are to race no more , in all the meaning of ‘race' . Race no more . We are all , each of us , in a symbiotic refreshing to one another, as well . Last night we were sitting in the normal distance from one another at the table, and until we remembered , we believed we were in a symbiosis with God . We had a curious tone of being independent . Each, independent . With God nature, t here is no such independence . W e don't draw our breath from our ‘alone' nature , but from union . So , in our simplicity, where we are thriving , have the courage to knock down all your harm , for they are your walls . They are the frenzy that makes you race about inside , those strident qualities of the shouting of your walls . Though, you can't exactly bluff yourself and force the walls down . I t's more like knocking on a door . Knock those walls down by having heaven approach you , for you are timed to be overthrown in your governing ; in your hiding; and your racing .
Annam (Elle)For so long, our mind strives to finish correcting itself . So long we strive for sudden reality to appear , in hopes of finding it quieter… genuinely protective of us . What if we are God nature now … which ends all fantasy, and all striving . What is that about ? Notice . You may be connecting yourself to the inner mind , seeking this . Strident nature is there . Striving nature is there . You may go out to the edge of your aura , where you've caught all perspectives over the many lives . Memory is there . Striving is there . Beyond our protective walls of alertness , where there's no striving left , we notice our mind as that which does not perceive ‘one’ . The symbiotic holiness of our (it's being called) our ancestor mind that knows all relatives…i t's not that mind . This Mind is Love . Empty and still . Sustaining and forgiving .
Annam (Elle)Forgiving is not about you . I t's the emptying of you . This is the stillness that came for you , the person , but does not enter you unless you are open to it . Always at a distance from your fraying mind . Knock, and it shall open to you . That's the old state: opening . The emptiness—t his beyond our language , emptying state— is you without fear, or drag; no embarrassment; no shyness .
Annam (Elle)Listen again . The stillness is a soft wind quality . A hum . Almost . As our mouth closes, and sound, or breath, rumbles through our lips anyway, it’s more…’mmm mm’ —the hum of closing off from needing to speak . Nonetheless, Sound Current moves . And in this Sound Current , all, whole, extraordinary perhaps to us, nonetheless, complete language of Beingness fulfills the seeker . For it is you… as wholeness- awareness , as Mind- of-L ove . For this, ‘you' vanish . All the while the stillness is culling you from your own mind's hearing , in that meaning of culling us from the herd . Your inner quaking revives . There's no race . This is the punctuating , thundering perspective of Oneness coming through us . Every cell active . Every atom flashing . Love-Wisdom— the function of the God Sine of Being . Love-Wisdom . The emptiness in every atom . Let it be done…t hat we return to being who love is . Amen .