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Ashley On - Quantum Healing with Siobhan Maguire

Ashley Grace Season 6 Episode 51

Siobhan Maguire is a cancer surviver who healed herself through the power of faith and now helps others through her work at HealthySelfTherapy.com.  Siobhan's faith-based work is focused on helping her clients eliminate fear and learn how to forgive themselves.  Enjoy the show!

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Welcome to Ashley On, your one-stop podcast where we talk about health and wellness, spirituality, and all things new. Stick around as we delve deep into innovations to support a better world.

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Hello and welcome to the show. Today's show is with Siobhan McGuire. who is the purveyor of HealthySelfTherapy.com. She focuses on hypnotherapy and quantum healing. She's a cancer survivor, which was the catalyst in getting her into this area of spirituality. We have a fantastic conversation. Siobhan is a wealth of knowledge and information. We talk about how to find what you truly want, the need to surrender, how to clear karma. and the importance of forgiving yourself. Really hope you enjoy the show. It's fantastic. Thank you. Hello, this episode is brought to you by Morrison Alley. Morrison Alley provides consulting focused around strategy, leadership and team development, as well as AI implementations to streamline effectiveness or marketing solutions or app development, and then leadership development from our Fire and Rain leadership development team focused on executive leadership experiences and experiential learning. Check it out, morrisonalley.com. Hello, Siobhan McGuire. Nice to meet you. Thank you so much for joining the show today.

SPEAKER_01:

I'm so delighted to be here. Thank you for inviting me on, Ashley.

SPEAKER_02:

And did I get the name right? I hope I did.

SPEAKER_01:

You did. You did. Well done.

SPEAKER_02:

Awesome. Well, thank you so much. Great to meet you. I've gotten familiar with your work a little bit through Neil Donald Walsh, another interview that I did recently. First of all, can you hear me okay? Everything going

SPEAKER_01:

well? I can hear you wonderfully. Yeah, perfect.

SPEAKER_02:

Awesome. So I just like to dive in, you know, if you could just tell your story to our audience and we'll kind of go from there. But I'm interested to learn more about your story as well. I've only read just bits and pieces about it. So I'm very excited to hear.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, listen, thank you. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to share it. But I was born in 1970 in Northern Ireland and I grew up on a farm there and I was one of nine children. So you're atypical Irish family. You know, there was 12 of us in the house. My granddad lived with us as well. So it was survival of the fittest in our house. Whoever got to the table first, you got the best food. It really was that. But yeah, You know, in 1970s in Northern Ireland, I mean, it still was a time of the troubles, a time of, you know, warring time. It was very much the Irish felt the occupation of the British in Northern Ireland. So it was quite a fearful place to be born into. And when I came into the world, I was a twin and I really didn't speak very much for the first seven years of my life. I was painfully shy. And it really was because I could feel spurt and I could see spurt. So I came in with my third eye actually open and I would see people walking around and I would see shadows walking with them. And that scared the hell out of me. So when visitors used to come to the house, I would actually hide behind the sofa. Certain people would walk in and I'd run to them because I could feel the energy and I could feel the love in their hearts and I could feel they were good people. But then other people would come And I would want to run an act. I really would. So it was quite scary. And I grew up in a house as well. My granddad was very much into, you know, talking about the banshee and talking about, you know, spirits, maybe not so nice spirits. So there was an element of fear always there. It never really was. I mean, I grew up very much in the, you know, the Roman Catholic Church doctrine. And I wasn't it wasn't something I talked with my parents or family, but I just sort of assumed that everybody could see this, to be honest. But it scared the hell out of me, to be honest. So it was about the age of seven. I remember. having an experience, I felt very comfortable out in nature. So I'd go by myself for little rambles in the countryside and, you know, climb trees. And my dad had a huge big swing on a beautiful willow tree by the lake. And I'd go and sit there and I'd actually chat to little nature spirits. And, you know, nature was my sanctuary. It really was because there was no humans around. And sometimes the distortion that we carry around us in our energy fields, I didn't have to deal with that. And so I kept I kept myself very much to myself, even in my family. But from day one, I was always the peacemaker. So wherever sort of my siblings were sort of fighting, I was the one that my mom would send into the room to sort of make peace. I couldn't understand why people would want conflict, to be honest. It just didn't make sense to me. But at the age of seven, I remember being in school one day and I just I realized I'm going to have to change. It was just too overwhelming. So I started to speak and I started to shut down, I guess, spirit. I guess I had to. It was a matter of survival, really, because the world was too scary to me. And then I guess just over time, listen, I still kept an element, a high element of sensitivity. And people would say to me, gosh, you're so sensitive, Siobhan. But I had to get on in the world. I had to survive. I had to get on through school. And I went on to university and I left Northern Ireland because my father was very much, he wanted us all to get university qualification, but he didn't want us to get it in Northern Ireland. He wanted us to leave. So that's what I did and going to England. And then I moved from university into corporate worlds and in London and started climbing the corporate ladder and kept on moving up, up, up, you know, more promotions, more money. And at the age of 31, I was diagnosed with cancer. And literally, I got several warnings a couple of months before that, literally standing in the shower and literally a voice come out of me saying, I don't want to do this anymore. And it was a very male type of voice. So it was like this other part of me was trying to tell me something. But again, I just shook it off. I was so busy. I was so programmed in the system of the corporate world and having to earn money, having to pay for a home that I just continued. And Spirit literally put me flat on my back. And that was the reintroduction of Spirit back to me. Because when you're lying on flat on your back and how they actually discovered it was I actually had a miscarriage. And when they were actually doing an ultrasound on me, that's when they found a very large tumor in my bladder. So that was, I would say, my big first awakening at 31. And that shifted my life over a period of a year. I decided... I was going to leave the corporate world. I chose not to have. Now, this is only my personal situation, but I went into hospital. I had surgery, but I chose not to have the chemo. And that was my choice. I remember phoning my sister, who is a pharmacist. I had four sisters in the medical profession. I remember phoning my sister as a pharmacist and said, what should I do? And she said, well, I can't make that choice for you. And every part of me knew it just wasn't for me. So then I said no to the consultant and he said, Siobhan, if you were my mother, my sister, my wife, my daughter, I would say you have to do this. And I said, well, I'm not your mother, your sister, your daughter, your wife, and I'm not going to do it. And that felt right for me. And then that started me on a journey of discovery. I started off with Chinese medics in London and Soho. And then a friend of mine in Ireland was doing Reiki healing. And she said, listen, why don't you come back for a weekend? I'd love to do some work on you. And as soon as I laid down in her treatment bed after five, 10 minutes, I literally was out of my body and I was a bird flying. And the freedom that I got was just immense. And I was, I was like, right, this is, this is what felt natural and normal to me. And then I said, right, I'm going to learn how to do this. So that started me. I was bitten by that bug and I wanted to know more. It was just that thirst. Right. This is like open something up in me. And I trained in Reiki. I've trained in Sakim, angel therapy. I came over to the US and I trained in Louise Hay life coaching. So that was this was my new life now. And I became a teacher of that and a practitioner. And I loved it. And it lit me up. Basically, the lights, it was like I was like a Christmas tree. My lights had been switched off and all of a sudden my lights were all on again. And it felt so good. And I felt alive again. I hadn't felt that alive for a long time, you know. And I went along doing that for about nine years. And then my father decided he was going to give me a farmland in Northern Ireland. And at that time, I was actually living in Dublin and no part of me wanted to move back to Northern Ireland. It was like there was this huge resistance. And I thought, well, I don't want this. And my father says, but I want to give it to you. And it was like it felt it just felt very. you know, a little bit of pressure, but I can't really insult my father by saying I'm not going to take it. So I ended up taking this far on my land and we ended up moving up there and building a home there. And that was the beginning of me finding out all about Akashic Records, ancestral karma, the whole story of karma, the whole law of karma, what it means. Because as soon as we built our house there, all hell broke loose in my life. And When my names went on a title deed of land, all of a sudden I realized, oh, my goodness, spirit has moved me from working with humans. I'm now being getting a baptism of fire as to energetically how to heal land now and understanding the whole energy of the earth and the grid lines and the energy work there. So I spent seven years and I can honestly say it was like hell on earth. Because whenever we built a house on this land, we opened up a portal to a warring place at the time, which was all true. That land was in my family for about 600 years. And there'd been so many tribal wars over years and years and years. We actually built a house on the remains of an old fort, an old fort. You know, it was incredible. And I literally got a complete baptism of fire as to how humans leave so much scarring behind. And so much negative energy on land. And that has to be healed. And it stays in the land until it actually is healed. So I was coming back. So spirit had actually drawn me back to that place to heal ancestral karma. And I never even knew about any of this before. So it was complete baptism of fire. I didn't know what went on myself in there. And basically myself, and I had my two children there, myself and my kids, we couldn't keep on weight. We were constantly ill all the time because the energies that were radiating up from the land were quite toxic and harsh. And after seven years, we decided to move out of that place and we couldn't sell it. It was a beautiful place. It was literally, we built a home there. on the top of a mountain, on a hill in a valley, surrounded by the most beautiful mountains, and we couldn't sell it. People would come, dozens of people would come, but they would walk out. Nobody wanted the place. And I remember lying, literally going up one day after a viewing, and somebody just said to me, we just don't like the energy here. And I literally lay flat down, face down on the floor of my hall, And I just was like, I don't want to be here anymore. It was just too painful. The only thing that had kept me there was my kids. And I lay down and I had to come to a place of complete surrender. Siobhan doesn't have the answer. I thought I'm a healer. I should be able to fix this. What is going on? But I had called so many healers in from all over the world and none of them could fix what was going on. Yeah. So I literally lay down the floor in a complete surrender. And I just was it was literally, God, I need help. And it was like a split second later. Jesus came in right in front of me. He lifted me up and out of my body. He brought me and I know this. This is just he brought me up in front of God. And the version of God that he showed me was God with the big white beard on the fluffy cloud. And that's obviously just one version of what God is to people. But that's the version he actually did show me then. And he started laughing and his head went right back and he started laughing, this huge hearty laugh. And he said, Siobhan, you have to laugh. Look at the genius you are. Look what you've created here. How clever are you? So wonderful. He literally lifted me up and gave me a bird's eye view. So I was only viewing my world through street level, through the maze that I was currently navigating, through the story that I was telling myself, feeling very victimized by my situation. But then when he lifted me up above and I could see, you know, the bigger picture and the bigger purpose as to why I was here, he showed me several movies of past lives I've had there and ancestors that who had been there and then he showed me how to fix it and he let me come back down and he literally gave me three things he asked me to do and it involved another soul as well and three weeks later the house was sold we had signed contracts and six weeks after that I had the money in my bank account so a house that we couldn't sell for three years it literally sold because he showed me exactly how to heal the land. He showed me that there was lifetimes of ancestral karma there. And what I had to do was release a huge amount of souls that were trapped on the land, inviting healing, inviting forgiveness, peace and harmony again, and shut down that portal. But he said, Siobhan, you are the key. Because I was a key. It was in my ancestral bloodline. So even though I'd invited all these other healers in, They didn't have the keys and codes in their energy fields to shut down a portal that my blood, my ancestors had opened. So basically, I was from that moment in time, I was told immediately that I had to leave Ireland to allow healing to come to that place. And I moved to the south of England with my children. And we were gifted two years of pure bliss, heaven on earth, miracles galore. It was just incredible. And after that, he said it was that was around COVID time as well. And he just said to me, right, Siobhan, it's time to start doing this work for others. It's time to take people into their souls, Akashic records, take them back in a journey and allow them to gift themselves the healing of their own personal karma, their ancestral bloodline karma. Also, we come in with country karma and we come in with humanitarian karma, all these layers together. of roadblocks and burdens that we come into this life with that we're here to heal. He gifted me the ability to do it with for myself and then for others. So that's what I've been working with people over the last number of years in taking souls into their Akashic records and allowing them the opportunity to make peace with their past lives, to allow their ancestral bloodline to return to a state of peace and wholeness and also to balance karma that every individual, the country of birth that we come in, we've accepted a contract to take a certain percentage of karma for every single country that we were actually born in. So it's very, very powerful work and it's It allows me to connect to spirit all the time because lots of times people come in, we'll clear, you know, karma with loved ones, whether they're still in a physical body or whether they're still in spirit, it doesn't matter. We invite in the higher self of that soul and they come in and it's so beautiful to be able to be a channel for those messages and just allow that healing to happen. So I'm very blessed and I'm very blessed also like with Lan now, And with nature, I just, because Jesus gifted me, I would say the vibration of harmlessness. When I go out in nature now, I'm able to connect to the trees. I'm able to connect to the rivers, the waters, the secret stone circles. I'm able to connect to the mountains and able to channel their voice. So, and all of us can do this. Every single one of us can do this. It's allowing yourself to be silent within yourself And then you're able to hear a spurt. So I've had, I feel, to be honest, actually, I feel this is my fourth life within this incarnation. And I would say an awful lot of us feel that as well. We've chosen some pretty big meaty contracts to clear in this lifetime. And it's exciting because We are shifting humanity leaps and bounds now. And I'm sure you probably agree, actually. I mean, the version of Siobhan now sitting here in front of you, looking at me this time last year, every year, it's the change is monumental. We're growing and changing at such an accelerated rate now. And it just shows you never give up on yourself. Please never give up because we can transform ourselves so quickly. I went from not wanting to be here anymore, being at the lowest version of myself ever within an hour from being taken up to the highest levels. It was just so your life can change in a heartbeat. It really can. So it's a lot of us have to come to a place of deep pain and suffering. And that's what had to happen to me to surrender. I was fighting because we fight our own light. And Jesus and God comes into us lots of times and they tap us on the shoulder and they actually give us a gift. And a lot of times we're looking down, we don't even see the gift they put right in front of us and we reject it, you know? And so I I mean, I channel everywhere I go. I was in Assisi only a couple of weeks ago and I channeled St. Francis and St. Clair there. I channeled, you know, the bells. I channeled Anything that wanted to talk, you know, the olive trees, the olive rose, the rose gardens there. I channel spirit a lot. I've been called a lot back to Ireland recently to do a lot of work on the land there and a lot of circuit sites. So there's so many exciting things energetically happening on the planet. And we're ready for this. Humanity is ready for this. And if you look at the carnival that has been going on in the world now, you've got to see we've created it all. We created every single thing. and there's not one person to blame we're all part we've all been party over lifetimes to creating exactly what we're seeing now so no one political party is responsible for all of this we've got to understand every soul here on earth we've all played our part and if we're part of the problem we're also part of the solution so that's why every single one of us matter every single one of us

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wow Thank you. There's so much, so much there in terms of questions that I have for you and your experiences. So you, the cancer, was that the catalyst that, that triggered your awakening, if that's the right word, to your true self?

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Yes. Yeah. I mean, to be honest, when I, when I was born, I was, I actually, when I was down on the beach one day, I actually went through a whole vision. I, because I've been a visionary all my life, I find it very easy. Spirit literally puts downloads into my third eye and it's like a movie. So they showed me a vision of my actual birth, the birthing process and me as a baby. And basically when I was born, I, my twin sister was taken home with my mom almost immediately. And I was still in hospital in an incubator for six weeks afterwards and I was very much deciding whether I wanted to stay or whether I want to go because even then immediately when I came in I felt the harshness of the environment I'd come into so I did spend six weeks of really deciding do I want to stay here or not and so again I was born into fear

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and

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then I decided so I guess me being quiet almost I wasn't it wasn't a lack of intelligence it was just I was a silent witness, I would say, for the first seven years of my life. I could speak when I wanted to speak, but I chose not to speak very much. And as you can see, I'm making up for it

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now. But

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I would say definitely, absolutely. Then from that moment onwards, the next catalyst was being put flat on my back and going, right, Siobhan, figure your way out of this. You know, we've been giving you warning signs over the last... The six months beforehand, I got some really big warning signs. Like literally that time, like that energy, it was literally my higher self in the shower speaking to me. I don't want to do this anymore. It was telling me, you know, and I literally was just pushed it away as most of us do at times. We just push for it away. And literally... There was no going back when I was lying. I'd lost a child and I literally I was lying on my back and I really had to think because when I went from in a hospital emergency room in Ireland to three days later, lying on an operating theater in London and I've got a consultant. want me to sign all these consent papers for chemotherapy and all this. And I was like, hold on a second, guys, this is too much. So I had sort of felt I had to push the pause button and go, right, there's something more of this. So that was definitely a big awakening. But there was such a strong inner knowing in me, right, this is the beginning of something completely new. I was being, in a way, I was beginning an opportunity to be rebirthed again as new.

SPEAKER_02:

So what you, you know, you mentioned, um, a few things, right. And around Akashic records and, you know, this whole idea of the healing that you've went through, um, I think you classify it as quantum healing, right. Um, quantum meaning that there's an, there's a field, right. And from a science perspective, there's a field, uh, used to be called the ether, um, that exists that, is basically the hand of God in a lot of ways. You mentioned you were raised in the Catholic environment. How does the Catholic upbringing jive with this? How have you reconciled that? What challenges have you faced there? As a result

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of. To be honest, actually, it's all one to me. I mean, I mean, you can see behind me. I mean, Jesus, I channel Jesus, the vibration of Jesus, Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene. I mean, a lot of, you know, when people go to look at my blog posts, I have so many channel messages from Mother Mary and Fatima from Mary Magdalene in her beautiful grotto in Provence in France. So many and multiple channelings from Jesus. They are part of who I am. But I've also got a size is here behind me. Got a size as she came in. She again is another incarnation of Mother Mary from Egyptian times. So, I mean, I embrace so many different parts of spirit. I mean, I'm very connected with the nature kingdom. When I go back to Ireland, my goodness, the fairy folk there just want to come out and speak. I mean, so it's the land, the trees. I mean, you've got to understand. And this is what I love so much about St. Francis. When I was there, I was called by, you know, literally I've so for so long wanted to go to Assisi to connect him with the vibration of St. Francis. And St. Francis, I love him so much because to me, he epitomizes it all. He used to lie down and look up at the stars and He was so connected to the stars. He was so connected to the sun. He was so connected to the moon. He was so connected to the animals and nature, all of God's creations, not just, you know, and that wasn't idolizing the sun or idolizing the moon or creating, you know, anything else, but he embraced everything. And he would talk to the birds. They were nature spirits to him. He communed with the trees. He loved nature. He talked about, you know, brother wind. you know, sister water. Everything is one. We are all one. And that's exactly, that's why I resonate with his energy so much, because to me, it's all the same. You know, Jesus comes through me at times and his vibration is such a beautiful channeling. I've written on my post, his words that came through. It was in August, in a CC, sorry, it was in Glastonbury in England. Glastonbury is the heart chakra of the planet. And his vibration is very strong there. I went into St. Mary's Church there and he came through. He literally lifted me off the ground energetically and he held my face in his hands. And he's so gentle, but oh, so powerful and loving. The The power of his love, the gentleness is like a feather touching you. Mary Magdalene came in at the same time, much, I would say much more forceful energy, but with the most incredible love as well. So, you know, I embrace everything. To me, I still, I wouldn't say I'm a practicing Catholic, but I still enjoy going to church at times. I don't go every Sunday, but I go when at the calling, I love going into churches because I know as soon as I walk into a church, I can feel, is Jesus present here or not? And a lot of times in a lot of churches, he actually isn't, you know, but whenever he is, he will automatically, you know, come through and speak through me. And I would say the most recent experience I had in a church was in Dublin and it was in the Perclara's church there. And Sinclair, she is the, feminine counterpart of St. Francis. St. Francis and St. Clare worked together in Assisi. But when I went in there, we had Mother Mary's statue on the left, Jesus' statue on the right. And as soon as I came in, I was drawn to Mother Mary. And I felt this most incredible wave of grief coming through me. And then when I sat in front of Jesus and I was crying, he said, do not sit in front of me, child, with a face full of tears. sit in front of me with a heart filled with joy for your own soul salvation. It is not your burden to carry. The wave of change that is to come is necessary. It's necessary change that needs to come as part of humanity's evolvement. But I'm not going in there as a Roman Catholic. I'm walking in there as a human, as the spirit, the personality of Siobhan in my body. But this personality, Siobhan, that's housed in this body is only one tiny aspect of me. And I know the Catholic Church is very much, it's about, there's only one lifetime. Well, I've traveled in the quantum to several different past lives I've experienced. And Jesus has taken me to several past lifetimes there. And so my heart is completely merged with Jesus's. And it's completely merged with Mother Nature and it's completely merged with all God's creations. And I have a statue of Buddha in my hall, as well as I have a statue of Jesus Christ in my hall, you know, because they're an embodiment of the Christ light. They're an embodiment of peace on earth. And that's what we're here to be. We're here, all of us here to be peace ambassadors. We weren't meant to come here as warriors to create war. We are here to bless this world with peace, to bless this world with the light of our own hearts, to anchor the light of our hearts into this earth. I mean, Jesus said to me, your heart is your gift. Your heart is your gift. Your heart light is the gift that you're meant to bless this world with. Not our hatred, not our fear, not our discrimination, not our judgment, our love. And that's what we need to do.

SPEAKER_02:

Is the second coming of Christ, is it then, you know, a lot of folks think that it's not literally someone that's coming, but it's the awakening of the Christ consciousness and this true love in

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all of us? Absolutely. Absolutely. Jesus says to me, you know, you are the Christ. He said to me, I woke up three years ago on Easter morning, he was standing at the left-hand side of my bed, and he said to me, Siobhan, become the body of Christ. All Christ. are to become the body of Christ. You are an embodiment of Christ. The second coming of Christ is you. We are all the second coming of Christ, the Christ within, because we were made in the image and likeness of God. So he said the Christ is in your heart. The Christ, your gift to this world, is the Christ light within your own heart, and it is your greatest protector. And a lot of times people say to me, Siobhan, I feel so threatened out there energetically. I feel attacked. I feel all this lower vibration. And I say, it's very simple. All you do is you're going to bring the energy of the Father God down. You bring the energy from the Father into your heart. The flame the blue flame of the father into your heart. You bring up the pink flame of the mother from the earth into the heart and you merge it with your gold divine Christed spark within. So to me, Jesus says you are the holy trinity of Christ light, the father, the mother and the Christ child within. So when you allow the threefold flame, the gold, the blue, and the pink to merge, that ignites your sacred heart light. And when you allow that to expand, expand, expand all around you, nothing can touch you energetically. Nothing can hurt or harm you. That is your greatest protection. It's immense. It's immense. And if people only understand this is your gift to this world, but it's your greatest protector.

SPEAKER_02:

So one of the things that I read in some of the materials, maybe it was on your website or one of the videos that I watched, you talk about the fifth dimensional golden spine. I feel like you're talking a little bit about that right now. Am I correct? And if so, can you go into that a little bit more?

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah. So if you see the picture just behind me here, obviously we have, Jesus told me last New Year's Eve that he wanted me to visit his holy shroud in Turin. So I went there. It was in February, midterm break here. So I went there and it was actually Valentine's week. And it was a week before I left. And he came in right in front of me in the morning. He said, Siobhan, I'd also like you to go and see the painting of The Last Supper. And I was like, OK. So I went in online and I saw, well, I need to go to Turin to see his shroud and it was only an hour away on a high speed train to go to Milan to see the painting of the Last Supper. So he wanted me to receive a number of activations that he wanted me to pass on to others. So when I sat, so the shroud is actually in the, it's in the Basilica in Turin and it's the most incredible vibration because he said to me, he wanted me to go there for a reason. He didn't tell me why. But as soon as I kneeled in front of the shroud, now the shroud is in a massive gold casket. Now that is going to be revealed. I do believe, I was talking to a number of people that work in the museum. I do personally believe the shroud is going to be revealed to the public in 2025. But it was in its gold casket. I knelt before Jesus came in around me and literally the energy, for three and a half hours, he, he literally brought the golden light through me. He literally went through every cell of my body and he lit every cell of my body up with his face. So literally he was in every cell of my body and he literally went through my body himself energetically up through my body. It was three and a half hour process. And, uh, He then let me have a breather about an hour and a half. And then I had to kneel down again. My body was vibrating. I was kneeling, but my, I know this sounds crazy, but I literally, my whole body vibrated. And then he said to me, I am now gifting you a golden spine, the new spine of the golden Christ at light. And literally he came in and he brought it down through my crown and he locked and Mary Magdalene came in on my right hand side. And they brought it down all the way down my body and then locked it in at the base of my spine and through behind, front and back, they locked it in all the way up my chakra calm. And then it was just my face, my whole body was burning red. And literally my whole body was vibrating with this Christ light. So he literally, he, your spine is your rod of power. So he was gifting me that Christ light. power and strength to do. He asked me to step into my ministry for what I wanted. He wanted me to do. And he has given me several activations over the last four to five years. But that was one of the biggest activations I've ever had. And then he asked me to pass that on. Now, an activation he actually gave me Three and a half years ago, when I was actually sitting at my desk here, I had just been working on a couple of clients during the day. And he came in on my left. He always comes in on my left. Mary Magdalene always comes in on my right. And Mother Mary always comes in right in front of me. And then the goddess Isis came in right behind me. And she lifted up my arms. And they actually said, in order to... totally activate the Christ light within you, you must allow the masculine and feminine within your own self to be in balance. So Jesus literally activated the left hand side, my body with masculine energy. Mary Magdalene activated the right hand side with my body, with the feminine energy. And then they came into secret union inside my body. So the gold light, the magenta pink light, I literally became rose gold. my whole energetic body went rose gold. So they said to me, the most important thing was to bring the balance of the masculine feminine. And Jesus said, the feminine is the lock. The masculine is the key. And together we will open up the gates of the garden of Eden on earth again. So basically we cannot do it separately. The male and female have been pitted against each other for so long now, but we, The feminine is rising on the planet. The masculine are, I don't know what my job is anymore. Because, you know, the light that's coming in through all the, we're getting all these sunblasts coming in at us, these solar flares. And what are they? They're activations. They're activating our light bodies. They're activating the dormant codes, the Christ at light within every single human to waken up to the truth of who we are. And the truth is we are the Christ at light. But Jesus literally had complete honor for the secret divine feminine, which was Mary of Magdalene. And he calls her his beloved and she calls him his beloved. Literally, they are in sacred union together in perfect balance. harmony, love, and respect. And he said, humanity have to come to this place of resolution. The male and female must love, respect, and honor each other once again in order to return heaven on earth.

SPEAKER_02:

It's beautiful. Maybe taking a step back, I wonder if you could talk a little bit about the Akashic Records and just give a little bit for our audience in terms of what that is. I have not covered that topic on my podcast yet. I actually did interview Barry Schwartz about the Shroud of Turin, which is very interesting. I can send you a link to that sometime if

SPEAKER_01:

you'd like to take a listen. Yeah, no, I'd love to. I'd absolutely love to.

SPEAKER_02:

But maybe tell us what are the Akashic Records and how does that fit?

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, well, listen, the Akashic Records, again, this is something that Jesus showed me. When he took me out of my body at that moment of complete surrender, What he showed me was, he literally brought me up to this. The only thing I can describe it as, it was a huge cathedral of light. And from the physical realms, the only place I've ever been that even looked like it was St. Paul's Cathedral in London. It was, in my memory, because I used to work beside it, it was a place I used to frequent just to get a little bit of peace sometimes at lunchtime. And it was the one thing. I think he just... I guess, tried to bring me somewhere familiar, but it was a huge cathedral of light. The whole walls were lined with books. And basically, he brought me into the centre of this cathedral and he brought me up to the front of an altar and he said, this is the altar of your soul. And This is your Akashic Hall of Wisdom, and it contains every book, every scroll, every piece of paper and parchment here contains a contract, oath, vow, pact, promise, agreement that you've ever made through time and space in any incarnation. So every thought, word, and deed you've ever had is logged in this huge library of our soul. And every single person has their own. It is incredible. completely sacred for your soul. And every single soul, when we leave the physical body, we come up to this place, our Akashic Records, to be shown the movie of the life that we've just left. So basically, we're shown the movie of the life. So what did I complete? What karma, what tests, what lessons did I complete? And what was still outstanding? So what do I still need to work on? And there's just to be clear, and Jesus, Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, all individually have said this to me over and over again. There is no judgment in spirit. You judge yourself so harshly and you judge others. God does not judge you. And they've made that so clear time and time and time again. This is a God of love. It's not a God of punishment.

SPEAKER_02:

That's a big difference than what we're taught, right?

SPEAKER_01:

Yes. And every part of me knows that, feels it and believes it. I mean, I was taken up through to the other side into my soul's Akashic and the immense feeling of belonging. It's home. It feels home. You don't want for anything there. You just feel as if you're just cocooned in just the most sacred, beautiful, safe space. And literally, you were given an opportunity here. The Lords of Karma and invite them in, I always invite them in and the Lords of Karma are actually angelic powers so the angelic kingdom is divided up into lots of different, let's say a hierarchy for I guess they're human words, a descriptive word to try and describe how it works but they're quite high up in the hierarchy and we invite them in and basically we ask them for dispensation for karma, as much personal karma, as much humanitarian karma, as much ancestral bloodline karma and as much country karma that a soul has taken on in this lifetime to clear, heal, harmonize and balance. And boy, oh boy, we're very, very ambitious in this lifetime as to what we wanted to do. And sometimes it's just too much. So we are allowed right now, we didn't have the opportunity to get access to this space now, but because humanity is evolving so quickly and so fast, they have now going, right, we're going to give them, we've earned enough brownie points, let's say, enough credits to go, we're allowing them to have access to their souls, Akashic Records now, to go in and to bring this state of healing wholeness back because it's so desperately needed. We've got to forgive ourselves now. A lot of times it's so much easier to heal another person or forgive another person and let that go. But we beat ourselves up with a big stick all the time. So it's very much when we go up into the souls of Kashuk Records, it's about I forgive myself. I forgive all others who have ever hurt me. And I ask for forgiveness from all others whom I have hurt. So it's that three pronged approach and you can lay it all on the altar of your soul, all your pain, all your suffering, all your anguish, you know, all your guilt, shame and blame. You just lay it on the altar of your soul and you can ask for that to be lifted off you. And honestly, it's as simple as that.

SPEAKER_02:

It's so interesting to me because it is, I resonate with that very much. I find it very, very easy to forgive others. It's very hard to forgive others. myself for mistakes that I've made. And even though I'm a different person every day, I'm growing, and that person doesn't even exist anymore. But it's interesting. Any advice for those? I don't think I'm alone here, right? I think, I don't know. I've always found it easy to forgive others, even if they don't say they're sorry. It's just, you know, just okay.

SPEAKER_01:

Yes, you let it pass.

SPEAKER_02:

Just let it go, right?

SPEAKER_01:

You see, okay. What you've got to understand is when we hold onto that unforgiveness in us, that is actually taking up a huge part of our energy. It's taking up a big piece of our soul body. And because we're holding onto that, we're actually creating a block to so many other possibilities and potentialities for beauty and love or prosperity and success to come in our lives. And God wants us to let that go. And he describes Jesus as, when I've gone into a number of churches, say for example, the biggest burden that Jesus lifted off me, it was a burden, it was in, let me just see, it was in Provence in France. I went to a little chapel in the local town and it was supposed to be, the relics of Mary of Magdalene were supposed to be in the crypt downstairs. I went down there and I did not feel her vibration in that church at all. But I came upstairs and there was, I went to Christmas time and there was the most beautiful, huge life-size crib there and all the children in the local school had made all the pieces, all made out of wood and it was so beautiful. And then all of a sudden I came up in front of the statue of Jesus and I immediately fell to the floor. I just went down on my knees and I started to cry And he just, his energy came over me and he just said, please give me your burdens. And I didn't know what the burden was and I didn't need to know what the burden was. But he said, please, child, you cannot grow. You cannot love others. You cannot love the world. You cannot be the highest version that you are unless you give me that piece of you that you feel so much shame about. and blame and guilt. He said, you have to hand it over to me. It took me half an hour to let it go. And Jesus is right in front of me. It took me half an hour to let that go. But when I did, oh boy, literally, when that came out, he filled it with the most beautiful love. My heart was outside my body. It was massive. And once I experienced that, I thought, I'm not holding on to any of this again. Because the gift that I got in return, and you've got to understand, when you forgive yourself, you are going to be gifted with the most monumental exchange of light when you hand it over. Because that is the humans, it's part of the human construct to hold on to the hurt. And we've got to let it go. We have been

SPEAKER_02:

drilled... How though, how do you do it? Because I don't know that I've done it. You know what I mean? I feel like I have. I know that I've meant it. I've had conversations directly myself, but something tells me it's still there.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay. Well, what I would do, what I do is, right, so let's visualize yourself. So I would say to you, right, go into meditation, go into a secret space and just imagine that there's a cocktail party of all those versions of you, okay? And you've got to decide what version of you do you want to invite into play? Now, if you feel you're holding onto unforgiveness, I would invite the part of you that hasn't forgiven you for something. So usually we feel guilt or shame, and there are two of the lowest vibrations. So where did you learn that? It's usually in your childhood. So I would say it's you. Bring little Ashley out to play. So call that part of you out to stand right in front of you, just in your minds. You don't need to see it, but you can feel him. Allow him to step out. Would you be aware about what you feel unforgiveness for? Or you just feel there's a part of you that is feeling guilt or shame about something? What would it be?

SPEAKER_02:

There's probably a few things that I've done that I'm not too proud of.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay, well, you can do simply. Okay, so this is simple. I do this with my clients a lot. So what you do is take yourself into a quiet place. I want you to ask the very highest version of you to step out of you and be in front of you. I want you to invite the highest version of who that soul that you feel that you've wronged to stand directly in front of that higher version of you. And I want you then to go through a little forgiveness routine, okay? So you've got to look that person energetically in the eyes. So literally, people go, but I'm not a visionary, Siobhan. I can't see that. You can feel it in your heart. You can imagine. We've all got an imagination. So you imagine you're standing face to face right in front of that soul, okay? And you basically, you stand in front of them and you ask them for forgiveness, okay? OK, so what I always say to people stand in front of that soul and say they the other person, there's always a party to play. OK, there's always a victim and there's always a perpetrator. And what are you doing? You're two actors on a stage acting out a scenario for both your souls to learn from. So I would say to you, you would say to them, you know, let's say, for example, it's Mary. Mary, I forgive you and I forgive myself. Mary, I release you and I release myself. Mary, I set you free and I set myself free. I release and let go of all guilt. I release and let go of all shame. I release and let go of all judgment. You know, you literally just go through that process and give them a moment energetically to reach out. And when I do this on Souls Akashic Records, that soul will absolutely, on the higher level, want to accept your offering, your olive branch, because all of us have came here to clear our karma. So literally, and then you're allowing yourself to embrace each other and to restore peace and harmony together. And that is just a little exercise you can do in your mind's eye. So even if at this moment in time, you're not able to, on the physical level, go up to that person and say, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry that wasn't the very best version of myself in that scenario. But you can do it energetically. And when we do something energetically, all of a sudden miracles can happen. That person could cross your path, you know, sometimes. And you get an opportunity to say it in real time in the physical realms. But just energetically doing that, it's incredibly powerful. And don't underestimate how powerful that is. So you're literally bringing that version. But you're inviting the highest version of you, Ashley. You're inviting the higher version of them. Because on a higher soul level, we're in the highest state of love and acceptance and grace. And we want to forgive. We don't want war between each other. We came here to restore love. We came here to restore peace. We came here to be peace ambassadors on earth. And that will balance the karma between you. You know, it is as easy as that.

SPEAKER_02:

I think that's going to help a lot of people that are listening to this. So thank you very much. On the other side of... of this. Um, a lot of folks talk to me, you know, and even myself, I have these same, same feelings. And, um, but how, what, how do you, what advice would you give to someone who is really searching for their true purpose? Like, how do you find what you truly want? Like, I find that even difficult sometimes to give, what, what do I really want? Um, and a lot of times when I'd have those thoughts, I, I have most of it already. So what is it that I'm really

SPEAKER_01:

wanting? What's your purpose? I mean, well, you're doing it now. You see, the thing is, the human construct we can be quite greedy for experiences as well. There's always more. You know what I mean? We're always wanting, it has to be flashy. It has to be big. It has to be something monumental that we think we're actually doing good in the world. What I say to people is the best way you can show up in this world and make a difference is when you wake up in the morning and you anchor the light of your soul into this world. And you basically invite in the Christ light from the heavens above Bring it through your crown. Bring it all the way through your body. Allow it to go into Mother Earth's heart. So basically become an acupuncture needle in Mother Earth's body. Be that pillar of light. You, if everyone in the world, can you imagine how this world would light up if every soul on this planet did that every day? This world would be a different place. So just understand your purpose as a human is You came here to anchor the light. So that on a very fundamental, basic level as a soul, that's what your number one purpose is, is to anchor in light. Number two is you're here to be a peace ambassador. Now, you can't be a peace ambassador to the outside world if you're not at peace within your own self. So The first thing you do, how do you come to a state of peace? Number one, you wake up in the morning and you're in a state of gratitude. Thank God I've got a breath in my body. I'm here another day. I can see, I can hear, I can feel, I can taste, I can touch. Oh my goodness, I'm going to be able to taste blueberries and raspberries again today. I mean, to me, if literally God said to me, Siobhan, there's only one food on the planet you can have, I'd say it's a raspberry every time. I'll eat it for the rest of my life. But You know what, when we're grateful for things, I mean, I would regularly do like a water fast, you know, regularly I'll do a four-day water fast now. And it gives you a renewed gratitude for food. Food tastes incredible. Fruit tastes incredible. Nuts taste incredible. Having one cashew in your mouth and slowly chewing it after being fasting for four days, it's just heaven on earth. It's a miracle. We forget the basics. And when you start appreciating the basics, you realize how important just being here, anchoring your light in, is a sole purpose. Then you're a peace ambassador. You go out and do your shopping, you know. How are you showing up for your family? How are you showing up for yourself? How are you feeding yourself? There's fundamental basics that people have to go. Your purpose is number one, look after this physical vessel, which is your temple, the soul's temple. That's your number one purpose. Then how are you showing up for your immediate family? Then how are you showing up for your local community, your colleagues at work, people you go to church with? You know, it's very much, I mean, One of the biggest things I say to people at the minute is please mind your own business. You know, if you're born like I was born in Ireland, I'm sorry, but it's not my business what's going on in the US elections. It's not my business what's going on in Palestine. My business is here, my immediate family, my community, my country, because that's where my karma lies. Now, every morning I wake up and I bring Mother Earth into my heart and I send her so much love and I send so much love to every human being on it, you know, and I wish her peace and love. But it's not my business to be energetically breaking myself into little bits and putting my fingers in other people's pies because it's no. Your purpose is this, your immediate family, your immediate community, and then your country. Outside of that, you know what? If we can help, wonderful. But everybody has been born into their situationships, into their karma for a reason, and we have to let them get on with it. You know, we interfere. So basic, when you think of your purpose, you know, there's a lot of fundamental stuff we need to make sure we get into an alignment before we go, right. Okay, so what's my bigger purpose then? You know, so my bigger purpose is as a channel of spirit to be able to communicate with messages that Spirit has asked me to communicate out. Now, that is just naturally been an involvement of my journey. And I guess I love writing. I love creative writing. I love my I love writing poetry. It literally comes through me. So I express that through my blog posts and the videos I make. I mean, you just doing this podcast. I mean, you're doing a huge service to humanity. I mean, that's a huge part of your purposes. You're already doing it. So we've got to give ourselves pats in the back for things we are already doing. You know, doesn't mean that we feel that we have to get on a plane and we're doing humanitarian assistance in Africa or in Palestine or that. We don't all have to be doing that type of work. You know, it's coming back to the fundamental basics as to how you are showing up for your own self, for your own family, for your own communities. And if you're passionate about And I see you are like about spirituality and stuff. It's like you won't be able to get enough, you know, and that's just going to grow and blossom and spirit is just going to move you and pivot things whatever way it's meant to. But allow it to flow. Don't try and control because people always I don't know what my purpose is. What did you enjoy as a child? Because that's what makes our heart light up. You know, you've got to. You know, a lot of times we try to use this too much, our heads too much. You've got to go into your heart. What do I actually enjoy? What gives me a great joy and pleasure doing? And find out how you're going to make your living with it. You know, that is your purpose. But I know that's probably quite a long answer for you, but...

SPEAKER_02:

No, it's great. Like I said, I don't think I'm alone in that. I think, you know, I talk to a lot of people and I'm a very feeling individual as well. And I can... I gain confidence when certain things I feel like that it's not just me, right? And so it allows me to ask the questions of people like you that if I have a question, then chances are there's a lot of other people that have the same questions, right? And so that's really what I'm trying to do with this forum is to help spread the light. I mean, help people have

SPEAKER_01:

confidence. I mean, that's a big purpose, Ashley. That's a big purpose.

SPEAKER_02:

Yeah, well, thank you very much. I think this is a great spot to kind of wrap. And I've really enjoyed... time together. Really thank you so much for taking the time. And if you wouldn't mind hanging on a few minutes, I'd love to have a few thoughts as we sign off. But Siobhan Maguire, is there any last notes you'd like to say for the audience? Anything you'd like

SPEAKER_01:

to leave them with? Would you allow me to read out a peace poem that I channeled from Jesus? Please. And also,

SPEAKER_02:

give your website and any other information that you'd like to share as

SPEAKER_01:

well. My website is siobhanmaguire.com. It's as simple is that it'll take you to healthy self-therapy and that'll let you know all about me. And I guess, Ashley, you'll put my name up in full. Absolutely. SiobhanMcGuire.com. And you can click on to be there at Facebook at the bottom of that website as well and Instagram. But this is a poem that I challenged, I would say it's about three years ago now. And I literally ran down the stairs one day, and I knew something big was coming out, something big wanted to come through, and I wanted to run from it. He said, this is the thing, we actually want to run from our purpose and our light sometimes. And I knew I had to get out into nature. And as soon as my bum hit down on a seat out in nature in a park, this is what came through, and it was Jesus, okay? So the poem is called Our Destiny, Peace. A promise within a promise. the promise of peace. It is the friend above all friends, a love above all loves, an intimacy so great, so profound, so revealing that the human mind is yet to comprehend it. The spirit within us all knows this, understands this, embraces the expanse of it all. No constrictions, no limitations, no control. It just is as it is, always has been and shall be. Blessed are those of mind, body and spirit who understand this, that have risen above the human trappings of the human world, who have embraced all that which is within so that they may just be. This is not a fantasy. This is not an illusion. This is not delusional. This is. You can't run from it. You can't hide from it. The harder you run away, the harder it will chase you. Stop running. Stop searching. Stop hiding. Stop acquiring more. You have already arrived. You have all you need. Bliss within bliss. Love within love. Peace within peace. Man's biggest lesson.

SPEAKER_02:

It's beautiful. Siobhan McGuire, thank you so much.

SPEAKER_01:

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