S5E24 I Woke Up to One Word: A Message from God?.mp3

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Speaker 1 (0s): Good morning bows and bow ties. Welcome to my channel in As black opinionated woman, also known as a bow. So this probably won't be very long because I know I said God in the title, which automatically turns off many of you, especially men who look like me, right? But let me just say this, I went to bed last night. I didn't really feel settled. I didn't feel settled at all.

And you know how sometimes you think things are coincidence 'cause you're not really paying attention, but you're like, oh. And then you start replaying back conversations or events or whatever, and you're like, are those things related? And then so I didn't really sleep all that great last night. It wasn't like bad and great. I mean, I, I just felt like just, I don't know. It wasn't right.

And then I woke up this morning early and I don't know what it was, but something wasn't, I just wasn't feeling settled. And you know, I kid you not, the word discernment came to me like, Hey, you're just making it out. I was like, and I know I need to be praying more and reading more. And I've been a little back sliding on some of those things. And, but the word discernment came to me today and it was like, just, I don't, I don't know, but it was interesting.

So I have songs that are downloaded in my iTunes library. I'm one of the few, still does that, right? You know, I have playlists and the the such, and I don't rely on a monthly subscription service, although I do have Sirius and I do use Pandora, but I still like to have my own songs queued up or whatever. I just happened to go to like a gospel playlist.

I have different playlists. I have my jam playlist, r and d gospel. I used to have a little bit of a musical one. Not that many of 'em on there. I think I used to have like a belly dance one when I used to do belly dancing. Yes, I used to belly dance. I have like a variety of playlists, but I just happened to click the first one, which was gospel. I don't know why. And the first song, I forgot that I had changed some of the order of my songs and add subjects about, and it was everything is gonna be all right.

And I think this might have been just for me and Don. Everything is going to be all right. Yes, I'm singing that little Octa, oh, big things going with the, alright, you know, that one, I don't wanna try to sing it in the correct, what do you call it, the correct key or anything like that, because the vocals are warm up. But I was thinking about how I had been thinking on multiple things lately, and I, I, I think I'm just gonna mentally punch on certain things because I'm like, there must have been a reason why I was just not settled.

And then like, if, you know how when you're replaying things and you're seeing certain things, you're like, oh, maybe God was trying to talk to me because like, I felt like I kept seeing things or hearing things or whatever it was. And then like to hear like not hear it, but it just came, I don't know how to describe the word. Discernment came to me and the first song I heard was, and maybe I'm reading into it, I don't know. And they say, God, it's not the all through of confusion, but I'm like, something was talking to me and I couldn't, I just wasn't right.

But anyway, I know many of you are antigo Jesus, all the stuff that is for you to reconcile. I'm not here to proselytize or anything like that this morning. That's for you guys to figure out your, your own spirituality, right? Like, I know we're called to like, you know, preach the word and all these good things, but some of you are so hardened and my gift, at least not today, is not in dealing with that. But I'm just telling you my experience today, and I, for whatever reasons, the just discernment just kept coming to me and I'm like, I'm gonna crown on it this morning.

I, while no one's really at work when I arrive and that, that's pretty much it anyway. So I hope you guys all have a good day. You bows and bow ties. Have a good day. Support my channel. And I have no idea what I'm going to even call this video. But yeah, that's it. Just cross my channel because I'm amazing in every way. I can practically do no wrong.

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