I wish I can tell you that my bestfriend named Google was able to help me with this one given how much time I spent in there to find the answers the questions like “why am I still alive?”
And I wish I can tell you that the five minute exercises that I found online applied to me too.
But no. It took me three or even four long agonizing years to find it and stick to it like my life depended on it well because, it did.
I only have one life and heck, I didn't know what to do with it. I wish I had enough words to express how I felt then maybe, I would have gotten better support and help and maybe, I need not to suffer that long however, I am grateful it was that long because I can truly say that I have enough exposure to pain, confusion, fears, anxiety, depression, desperation that molded me to be the person that I am enjoying today.
I will never regret quitting my job without savings nor plans because it allowed me to find my passion and life purpose.