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So"},{"startTime":99.578,"endTime":102.324,"body":"this morning, as I lay in between deep sleep and"},{"startTime":102.362,"endTime":105.156,"body":"lucidity, the voice of my higher self"},{"startTime":105.258,"endTime":108.244,"body":"said, write about the toxic dance and"},{"startTime":108.282,"endTime":111.268,"body":"seemingly never ending chord of attachment"},{"startTime":111.444,"endTime":114.196,"body":"between narcissists and empaths."},{"startTime":114.388,"endTime":117.28399999999999,"body":"Share your perspective about it and about the universal"},{"startTime":117.332,"endTime":120.124,"body":"laws of duality, polarity and"},{"startTime":120.162,"endTime":122.732,"body":"consequence because there is much"},{"startTime":122.786,"endTime":125.644,"body":"misunderstanding and misinformation being"},{"startTime":125.68199999999999,"endTime":127.964,"body":"provided to empaths for their"},{"startTime":128.162,"endTime":130.808,"body":"process of being healed."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":130.984,"endTime":133.952,"body":"30"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":134.006,"endTime":136.60399999999998,"body":"a.m.. M off and on, waiting patiently"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":136.732,"endTime":139.504,"body":"for the words to fall out of my"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":139.542,"endTime":142.268,"body":"mouth and into your hearts."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":142.444,"endTime":144.916,"body":"So I want to start with the characteristics of"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":144.938,"endTime":147.728,"body":"narcissism. Narcissists tend"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":147.744,"endTime":150.644,"body":"to crave attention and praise. They"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":150.682,"endTime":152.864,"body":"have extremely needy and demanding"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":152.91199999999998,"endTime":155.632,"body":"moments. They have unrealistic,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":155.696,"endTime":158.61599999999999,"body":"often misguided, grandiose views of themselves,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":158.71800000000002,"endTime":161.64,"body":"their lives, their relationships,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":162.3,"endTime":164.97,"body":"their work, and their future and present."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":166.45999999999998,"endTime":168.276,"body":"They can be very manipulative,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":168.388,"endTime":171.26,"body":"condescending, argumentative, and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":171.32999999999998,"endTime":174.236,"body":"defensive, all in order to get what"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":174.25799999999998,"endTime":177.208,"body":"they want. They can be very bullying,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":177.304,"endTime":179.852,"body":"intensely controlling, dominating and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":179.906,"endTime":182.03,"body":"jealous to an extreme, again,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":182.66,"endTime":185.264,"body":"all to control the narrative and get what"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":185.302,"endTime":188.224,"body":"they want. They can both be"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":188.262,"endTime":190.988,"body":"shy and also very extroverted."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":191.084,"endTime":193.632,"body":"Either way, they prey on your empathy, your giving"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":193.68599999999998,"endTime":195.94,"body":"nature and your caring"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":196.44,"endTime":199.252,"body":"nature. Or they can be very"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":199.30599999999998,"endTime":202.18,"body":"dominating and assertive and overpower"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":202.6,"endTime":205.264,"body":"your empathic giving and caring"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":205.312,"endTime":207.89600000000002,"body":"nature. Whether they are shy or"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":207.998,"endTime":210.47199999999998,"body":"extroverted, they are"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":210.526,"endTime":212.952,"body":"immensely charismatic. Their"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":213.006,"endTime":215.272,"body":"charm lures us into their"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":215.326,"endTime":217.89600000000002,"body":"lair. They don't show their"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":217.918,"endTime":220.524,"body":"tendencies until we have become enamored by"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":220.562,"endTime":223.084,"body":"them. And by then, they"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":223.122,"endTime":225.88400000000001,"body":"emotionally, mentally, and spiritually abuse those"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":225.92200000000003,"endTime":228.87599999999998,"body":"around them for self gain. They are known to"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":228.89800000000002,"endTime":231.688,"body":"call you selfish and blame you for anything"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":231.79399999999998,"endTime":234.73199999999997,"body":"and everything that doesn't align with their ideal"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":234.796,"endTime":237.61599999999999,"body":"and grand desires, which, by the"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":237.63799999999998,"endTime":240.57600000000002,"body":"way, can change in an instant. Or they"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":240.598,"endTime":243.50400000000002,"body":"manipulate you through using guilt, shame and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":243.54199999999997,"endTime":246.10000000000002,"body":"embarrassment against you."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":246.25,"endTime":248.772,"body":"They not only command and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":248.82600000000002,"endTime":251.60399999999998,"body":"demand respect and loyalty, but they"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":251.642,"endTime":254.452,"body":"don't do what it takes to earn it, much less"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":254.50599999999997,"endTime":257.204,"body":"retain it. And yet, we get stuck in this"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":257.242,"endTime":260.072,"body":"loop of trying to please them, trying to make them"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":260.126,"endTime":262.612,"body":"happy, trying to create peace"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":262.676,"endTime":265.16,"body":"and engagement and create a better"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":265.23,"endTime":268.152,"body":"relationship, because that's what we do."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":268.206,"endTime":271.144,"body":"We work on it, we stay with it until we can make"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":271.182,"endTime":274.108,"body":"it better. Their vanity and self adoration of"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":274.114,"endTime":277.036,"body":"their beauty also draws us in as well. The"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":277.058,"endTime":279.916,"body":"world in their head doesn't match up to reality, but we"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":279.938,"endTime":282.784,"body":"can never convince them of it. However,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":282.902,"endTime":285.762,"body":"because, we as feel good"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":285.816,"endTime":286.98,"body":"energy women,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":288.46999999999997,"endTime":291.314,"body":"we don't mirror those feelings. There are"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":291.352,"endTime":294.066,"body":"aspects of ourselves that we don't feel good about."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":294.248,"endTime":296.87,"body":"And when we meet somebody who thinks so"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":296.94,"endTime":299.446,"body":"highly of themselves, we can be"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":299.468,"endTime":302.326,"body":"enamored by it. And we're also at"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":302.348,"endTime":305.334,"body":"the same time puzzled at how much they can exaggerate their"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":305.372,"endTime":308.214,"body":"accomplishments, make them"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":308.252,"endTime":311.034,"body":"up, and even lie about them. And when"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":311.072,"endTime":313.898,"body":"questioned, they masterfully turn it to the other person"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":313.984,"endTime":316.794,"body":"being the issue or the problem or something else."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":316.992,"endTime":319.99,"body":"They truly think and believe they are the most important thing on"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":320.0,"endTime":322.762,"body":"the planet. When challenged or questioned,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":322.826,"endTime":325.502,"body":"they criticize, blame, get angry, deny and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":325.556,"endTime":328.446,"body":"lie even more. They believe their lies to be"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":328.468,"endTime":331.158,"body":"truth. And the person on the receiving"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":331.274,"endTime":333.922,"body":"end starts to doubt themselves and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":333.976,"endTime":336.866,"body":"believe them, regardless of how obvious the"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":336.888,"endTime":339.57,"body":"lie is or how much the truth"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":340.23,"endTime":342.626,"body":"is crystal clear beyond any shadow of"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":342.648,"endTime":344.75399999999996,"body":"doubt. In short, they are"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":344.792,"endTime":347.33,"body":"bullyers, users, abusers,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":347.40999999999997,"endTime":350.034,"body":"takers, manipulators and handlers."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":350.162,"endTime":352.854,"body":"Their lies are truth to them, and their ideas about"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":352.892,"endTime":355.76599999999996,"body":"themselves and the world they live in are far from reality and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":355.788,"endTime":358.57,"body":"what's happening in reality. And the thing is,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":358.64,"endTime":361.578,"body":"we have enabled them to become larger than life"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":361.664,"endTime":364.282,"body":"monsters. And we have done"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":364.33599999999996,"endTime":366.46,"body":"that, dare I say it,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":367.07,"endTime":369.74199999999996,"body":"by not having a little bit, just a"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":369.796,"endTime":372.574,"body":"smidge of the self love,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":372.692,"endTime":375.31,"body":"self adoration, self"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":375.38,"endTime":378.12,"body":"belief, self exaggeration,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":379.43,"endTime":382.354,"body":"self beauty, self love. By"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":382.392,"endTime":384.28999999999996,"body":"not having that for ourselves,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":385.43,"endTime":388.126,"body":"for those of us who care so deeply"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":388.318,"endTime":391.154,"body":"about others in our world, we give and give"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":391.192,"endTime":394.166,"body":"and give and give. And when we"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":394.188,"endTime":396.93399999999997,"body":"don't have balance between the give and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":396.972,"endTime":399.40999999999997,"body":"receiving, and when we don't truly"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":399.49,"endTime":401.86199999999997,"body":"honor and respect and love"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":401.916,"endTime":404.514,"body":"ourselves, we can attract more users,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":404.562,"endTime":406.842,"body":"abusers, takers, manipulators and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":406.976,"endTime":409.37,"body":"handlers, simply through our"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":409.44,"endTime":412.234,"body":"energy and openness to"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":412.272,"endTime":415.19399999999996,"body":"attracting that. So really, why"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":415.23199999999997,"endTime":417.24199999999996,"body":"are empaths so deliciously and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":417.376,"endTime":420.026,"body":"irresistibly attracted to narcissists"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":420.138,"endTime":423.13399999999996,"body":"and vice versa? It's because they"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":423.17199999999997,"endTime":425.83799999999997,"body":"exude ultra confidence, never doubt themselves,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":425.924,"endTime":428.846,"body":"and portray themselves as perfection and the"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":428.868,"endTime":431.854,"body":"best at everything. It's"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":431.902,"endTime":434.75399999999996,"body":"because they are working on"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":434.792,"endTime":437.394,"body":"attracting people who are going to give them what they"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":437.43199999999996,"endTime":440.18,"body":"want. It's that simple."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":441.19,"endTime":443.466,"body":"And those of us who are dreamers,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":443.59799999999996,"endTime":445.66999999999996,"body":"seekers, givers,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":446.40999999999997,"endTime":449.19,"body":"oh my gosh, we love helping others,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":449.26,"endTime":451.894,"body":"don't we? They are everything we as"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":451.93199999999996,"endTime":454.63,"body":"empaths and carers and givers,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":455.21,"endTime":457.74,"body":"seekers and dreamers are not."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":458.66999999999996,"endTime":461.21,"body":"But they portray themselves energetically,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":461.63,"endTime":464.506,"body":"initially as higher, higher"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":464.608,"endTime":467.478,"body":"self versions of ourselves. We just don't"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":467.49399999999997,"endTime":469.978,"body":"see through their illusion of what they're"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":470.074,"endTime":472.974,"body":"exuding until we are knee deep into their web"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":473.012,"endTime":475.514,"body":"of deceit. You see, empaths,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":475.562,"endTime":478.538,"body":"seekers, givers, lovers, dreamers,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":478.63399999999996,"endTime":481.366,"body":"doubt themselves, unconsciously"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":481.418,"endTime":484.20599999999996,"body":"sabotage themselves, question their confidence"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":484.238,"endTime":487.102,"body":"and abilities. But we're always seeking"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":487.166,"endTime":490.082,"body":"higher learning. We're always seeking betterment. We're always"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":490.13599999999997,"endTime":493.074,"body":"seeking feeling better. And I say"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":493.11199999999997,"endTime":495.906,"body":"that empaths, seekers, lovers, dreamers,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":495.938,"endTime":498.74199999999996,"body":"we practice humility, which is why we do those"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":498.796,"endTime":501.746,"body":"things. We look within as we observe"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":501.77799999999996,"endTime":504.454,"body":"others in our world and process that"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":504.49199999999996,"endTime":507.26599999999996,"body":"energy. We take it on as though it is"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":507.308,"endTime":509.94599999999997,"body":"our weight to bear. We secretly or"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":509.96799999999996,"endTime":512.7620000000001,"body":"openly want to transform the world and our world around"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":512.816,"endTime":515.562,"body":"us. But as we do that and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":515.616,"endTime":518.422,"body":"help others and attract these shadow"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":518.486,"endTime":521.4060000000001,"body":"sides of ourselves, it's too much"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":521.428,"endTime":524.414,"body":"weight to bear. So we take in all"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":524.452,"endTime":527.198,"body":"that heavy energy. But here's the deal."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":527.284,"endTime":529.726,"body":"It does not have to be that way."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":529.908,"endTime":532.782,"body":"It really doesn't. I want to share"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":532.836,"endTime":535.806,"body":"the universal, these four. There's actually four universal laws"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":535.838,"endTime":538.546,"body":"I want to share with you and why they matter."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":538.7280000000001,"endTime":541.554,"body":"The law of divine oneness says that everything is"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":541.592,"endTime":544.182,"body":"connected to everything else. So"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":544.236,"endTime":546.934,"body":"we feel falsely that we"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":546.972,"endTime":549.654,"body":"attracted the narcissist for a cosmic reason."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":549.852,"endTime":552.662,"body":"We attracted them to make a difference. We"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":552.716,"endTime":555.142,"body":"attracted them to help them be"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":555.196,"endTime":558.042,"body":"better, to cause transformation and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":558.096,"endTime":560.986,"body":"change. We come to believe that this love is"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":561.008,"endTime":563.642,"body":"so deep that it cannot be anything else but"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":563.696,"endTime":566.554,"body":"love. But here's the deal. It is"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":566.592,"endTime":569.294,"body":"energetic discord designed to help us"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":569.332,"endTime":572.27,"body":"find the oneness within, the love"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":572.34,"endTime":574.974,"body":"within, the honor within,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":575.092,"endTime":578.014,"body":"and the respect within. So"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":578.052,"endTime":580.8000000000001,"body":"that's my answer to why we may attract them."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":581.67,"endTime":584.5,"body":"So that we can see the oneness within and choose"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":585.11,"endTime":587.94,"body":"something else that's better"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":588.39,"endTime":591.362,"body":"for ourselves. The law of"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":591.416,"endTime":594.214,"body":"perpetual transmutation of energy says that"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":594.2520000000001,"endTime":596.486,"body":"every person has the"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":596.508,"endTime":599.3340000000001,"body":"capacity within themselves to change"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":599.372,"endTime":601.0,"body":"the conditions of their lives."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":602.09,"endTime":604.994,"body":"So these higher feel good vibes consume"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":605.042,"endTime":606.94,"body":"and transform lower ones."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":607.95,"endTime":610.842,"body":"So we find ourselves believing with"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":610.8960000000001,"endTime":613.1460000000001,"body":"incredible conviction that we can change the"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":613.168,"endTime":615.85,"body":"conditions, change the condition of our lives"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":616.0,"endTime":618.702,"body":"by staying in this relationship, because we can"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":618.7560000000001,"endTime":621.566,"body":"change them. Until one day we"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":621.5880000000001,"endTime":624.5740000000001,"body":"find ourselves so utterly diminished that we're faced with"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":624.6120000000001,"endTime":626.986,"body":"choosing our life or our death,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":627.178,"endTime":628.974,"body":"both literally or"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":629.0120000000001,"endTime":631.634,"body":"figuratively. But here's the"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":631.672,"endTime":634.274,"body":"thing again. The"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":634.312,"endTime":637.234,"body":"transmutation of energy. We're not"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":637.272,"endTime":640.226,"body":"here to do that for other people. We're here to do that"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":640.248,"endTime":643.106,"body":"for ourselves. 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The law of polarity, the"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":662.4480000000001,"endTime":665.4340000000001,"body":"third one I want to share with you, states that"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":665.4720000000001,"endTime":668.4540000000001,"body":"everything is on a continuum and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":668.5120000000001,"endTime":671.086,"body":"has an opposite. In our"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":671.1080000000001,"endTime":673.438,"body":"lopsided world of programming and social"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":673.524,"endTime":675.6260000000001,"body":"conditioning and, frankly,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":675.658,"endTime":678.606,"body":"manipulation, we, as women have been thought to"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":678.628,"endTime":680.35,"body":"think that opposites attract."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":681.4100000000001,"endTime":684.274,"body":"Therefore, we are the issue. And there we are, the ones that need"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":684.312,"endTime":687.234,"body":"fixing. And we've been indoctrinated into a world of"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":687.272,"endTime":689.682,"body":"problems that are always in need of being"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":689.736,"endTime":692.466,"body":"solved. You are a"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":692.488,"endTime":695.3340000000001,"body":"person. You cannot be solved, and people"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":695.3720000000001,"endTime":698.214,"body":"are not problems. 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But we don't have"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":717.812,"endTime":720.418,"body":"to plug into what doesn't feel good. And we've been"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":720.456,"endTime":723.4100000000001,"body":"taught through just about every"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":723.5120000000001,"endTime":725.854,"body":"system. I mean, grocery stores,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":725.9340000000001,"endTime":727.662,"body":"products, marketing,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":727.758,"endTime":730.474,"body":"advertising, job searching"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":730.5740000000001,"endTime":733.49,"body":"jobs. 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So this law of duality and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":756.692,"endTime":759.162,"body":"polarity exists for us to discern"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":759.3380000000001,"endTime":762.3340000000001,"body":"and choose what feels good, become"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":762.404,"endTime":764.734,"body":"adept at choosing what feels good for you,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":764.8040000000001,"endTime":767.658,"body":"and say and invite"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":767.706,"endTime":770.6220000000001,"body":"more yeses into your world instead of no's."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":770.798,"endTime":773.57,"body":"Now, in order to get there, we start with a lot of"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":773.592,"endTime":776.354,"body":"no's. Gosh, I know. I have said"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":776.4240000000001,"endTime":779.0360000000001,"body":"so many no's, so many"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":779.09,"endTime":781.214,"body":"no's in my life."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":781.8240000000001,"endTime":784.2560000000001,"body":"But today, I sit. I sit before"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":784.3100000000001,"endTime":787.116,"body":"you. With so many amazing yeses,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":787.1800000000001,"endTime":789.474,"body":"I'm saying no less and less and less."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":790.404,"endTime":793.008,"body":"In fact, there's very little I'm saying no to these"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":793.046,"endTime":795.826,"body":"days. most of it resides in my"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":795.88,"endTime":798.8180000000001,"body":"love of food. And that's where I'm saying"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":798.856,"endTime":801.124,"body":"no and making healthy choices for myself."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":801.894,"endTime":804.798,"body":"Wouldn't that be wonderful for you too, to have more yeses"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":804.846,"endTime":807.4580000000001,"body":"in your life? Some more feel good in your life?"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":807.6560000000001,"endTime":810.39,"body":"The other law I want to share with you is the law of"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":810.412,"endTime":813.298,"body":"gender. It states that everything in nature"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":813.346,"endTime":816.226,"body":"is both masculine and feminine. And both are required"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":816.2900000000001,"endTime":819.0500000000001,"body":"for life to exist. And without the"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":819.072,"endTime":821.418,"body":"harmonic balance of both, there would be no"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":821.456,"endTime":824.154,"body":"movement, motion or creation."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":825.134,"endTime":827.946,"body":"It is said that masculine energy is thought, and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":828.0,"endTime":830.7180000000001,"body":"feminine energy is the life force that brings that thought"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":830.7560000000001,"endTime":833.678,"body":"into form and into reality. And so you"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":833.716,"endTime":836.426,"body":"need both. Together, they form the creative"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":836.49,"endTime":839.47,"body":"processes and imbalances of"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":839.4920000000001,"endTime":842.1740000000001,"body":"the two create a false sense of lack."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":842.614,"endTime":845.522,"body":"And so we attract the opposite into our lives."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":845.6080000000001,"endTime":848.0840000000001,"body":"We attract the not feel good into our lives."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":849.894,"endTime":852.354,"body":"We have become imbalanced."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":853.494,"endTime":856.3580000000001,"body":"The world as we know it today was built in"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":856.3960000000001,"endTime":857.624,"body":"masculine energy."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":859.594,"endTime":862.342,"body":"And females. Women"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":862.508,"endTime":865.154,"body":"thought that to succeed, rightfully."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":865.234,"endTime":867.9100000000001,"body":"So I am there too, but I'm coming out of"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":867.932,"endTime":870.738,"body":"it is that I have to live in the masculine"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":870.7860000000001,"endTime":872.898,"body":"world, so I have to be more masculine"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":872.946,"endTime":875.35,"body":"energetically in order to survive and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":875.3720000000001,"endTime":878.3100000000001,"body":"thrive. My gosh, half my life was"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":878.332,"endTime":880.9100000000001,"body":"spent in that energy. It"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":881.092,"endTime":884.014,"body":"resulted in me, my body failing and,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":884.004,"endTime":886.688,"body":"demanding, bringing back and"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":886.726,"endTime":889.6320000000001,"body":"restoring this balance of masculine and feminine energy."},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":889.7180000000001,"endTime":892.3520000000001,"body":"Because you are both. 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You see, I don't prescribe to what"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":1054.0,"endTime":1056.71,"body":"empaths, emotional, highly emotional, highly"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":1056.742,"endTime":1059.638,"body":"sensitive, introverted seekers"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":1059.686,"endTime":1062.406,"body":"or dreamers have been taught about being sponges,"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":1062.47,"endTime":1065.21,"body":"being stuck in unhealthy relationships, or needing"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":1065.242,"endTime":1067.87,"body":"crutches to just survive an hour in this"},{"speaker":"So here I've been sitting since 06","startTime":1067.892,"endTime":1070.83,"body":"world. 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