CrossFit & Chill: When Adult Performers Share Their Real Lives - Jessica Carter

After a year-long break, the Angel Long Podcast returns with Jessica Carter for a candid conversation exploring authenticity, tattoos, horror movies, and the journey to self-acceptance after ADHD diagnosis.

Jessica’s 1st podcast where we talk all things sexual https://open.spotify.com/episode/5L2lT7CLYrGIqEaYk9CVHx?si=D_pjux8lRGy50vg1qvZUjg

• Discussing the freedom that comes with dropping the mask of people-pleasing after ADHD diagnosis 
• Exploring how tattoos have changed Jessica's relationship with her body image
• Sharing experiences of intimate connections and what helps maintain focus during sex
• Bonding over their mutual love of horror movies and distaste for romantic comedies 
• Talking about CrossFit, strength achievements, and how exercise benefits mental health
• Reflecting on their collaborative work creating adult content together

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Transcript

Podcast Return After A Year

Angel Long 0:01

Well, this has been a long time coming. Welcome back. I think my last podcast post was upload was a year ago. I can't believe a year has gone. It's gone so quickly, it's gone too quickly. I've done my usual of my ADHD head where I was like, oh my god, yes, I'm going to bring it back, and then other things going away, and then I was procrastinating about, oh my god, I need lots of them to upload again. We're going to go with the flow because, at the end of the day, if we do one a month, we do one a month. If we do one a week, we do one a week. We are just going to go with the flow.

Angel Long 0:52

If you would like to know when my new podcast comes out, please like and subscribe to my page so that when a new one gets uploaded, you will get notified in your Spotify account or your Amazon account or wherever it is. So, yeah, I also have a YouTube channel going on, so all the podcasts will be uploaded to my YouTube page. I'm going to put all the links in the description so you can find them. So, yeah, if you'd always wanted to see them, the video format moving forward, I am recording all of them. So, yeah, also, I hope you're enjoying the sunshine. Oh, my God, it is so nice in the UK at the moment. Um, it's very unusual to have such heat Um so early in the year. I'm looking out the window and it is sunny, sunny, sunny and not a cloud in the sky. So I hope you are enjoying the sunshine and you're getting out. Um, welcome back.

Angel Long 1:59

We have our first podcast today with Miss Jessica Carter. Since the original podcast that we recorded with her back in 2022, probably, uh, or maybe 2020, I think 2022. So, fucking, so long ago. We have shot so many, um porn scenes. So if you are wondering what we look like when we fuck each other, you should definitely check out. Uh, my only Fans, because there is a lot. We've done anal together. We've done boy-girl together. We've done anal boy-girl together. We have done blowjobs. We have strap-on fucked each other. We have anally strap-on fucked each other. I mean, there is just so much porn that we have shot. We have a good sexual chemistry, I feel. So I will link her podcast from the original podcast so that you can hear all about her first time in the industry, the um, what kind of sex she enjoys, um, all the sort of normal things that I used to ask on the podcast, because this podcast we just shot is a little bit more like just candidly, us chatting, so less of me babbling.

Introducing Jessica Carter

Angel Long 3:34

Thank you for taking the time to come back and listen. So yeah, let's fucking do this. Here is my first podcast back with Miss Jessica Carter and let me know what you think. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did recording it. Thank you, everyone, and I can't wait to film more of these for you. Make sure you come and check out the YouTube channel so that you can see the video. So yeah, anyway, I'm going to leave you with the podcast. Goodbye and enjoy your day. Bye, what are you waiting for? Welcome, hello, hello everyone. Welcome back to the Angel Long Podcast. This is our first ever in-person podcast.

Jessica Carter 4:25

It is?

Angel Long 4:27

This is Jessica Carter. If you've been on my OnlyFans, you know exactly who Jessica Carter is.

Jessica Carter 4:32

I just hope so.

Angel Long 4:33

Yeah, why don't you tell the people who are watching or listening or whatever they're doing a little bit of smidgen of who's Jess?

Jessica Carter 4:41

Who is Jessica? Who is Jessica? Wow, oh my who's jess. Who's jess? Who is jessica?

Angel Long 4:50

jessica. Um, well, I am. Hey, you're like oh my god, don't do that to me. I'm on the spot. I don't know who I am. Who am I?

Jessica Carter 4:54

what do I do? Well, I, obviously I'm an only fans creator oh yeah, oh yes obviously yeah, um 35 years old. He loves crossfit. Yeah, crossfit tattoos. Yeah, you know me better than I know. I know.

Angel Long 5:11

No, it's because I've asked you. True, a suit, right? Jess has adhd. I'm in the process of getting like going through it all as well, yeah, and I find that if someone goes, what do you think about this?

Jessica Carter 5:25

what do you? I'm like my brain just froze completely.

Angel Long 5:28

Yeah, yeah, I'm exactly the same.

Jessica Carter 5:29

Yeah, but also I'm quite boring, because that's another reason generally. I like to be by myself, yeah, or with people that I actually connect with, yeah comfort.

Angel Long 5:41

Like your little, your circle is small, my circle is small, and I'm okay with that. Better well, it's way better like I couldn't be one of these people that have like loads and loads of friends, go out all the time, do it I'm.

Jessica Carter 5:53

That is just not me yeah have you ever been like that? Yeah, yeah, always. But I think I was just such a people pleaser, yeah, so I never actually wanted to do any of it. I just did it because it's like that's what you do, isn't it, when you're young you go drinking, you go socializing, you spend time with everyone else. But I spent most of my life being like the yes friend, like going oh yeah, we'll do this because you want to do it. And what I found was like hitting about 30. I was like what is my favorite drink? Because I'd just end up going.

Jessica Carter 6:22

I'll just have what you're having yeah you know, just stupid things like that, or like, oh yeah, I'll just have the same as you. Or how, like how do you have your coffee? Or just whatever you're having, because you're just a people, person. You're masking properly, masking forever.

Angel Long 6:36

Yeah so do you find your mask? Do you find your mask now? Now you're, but now you just know, you'll know yourself now, don't you?

Jessica Carter 6:42

I feel like I'm going the opposite way, where I don't care anymore. The mask is completely. It's miles behind me on the road, Do you?

Angel Long 6:49

think the mask like because I found when I was obviously someone said to me about do you think you have ADHD? And I'd never even looked into it, never even thought about it, never even contemplated. I just thought I was a weirdo that I had all these little issues and things that happened and my brain was like um, and do you feel that once you had that diagnosis, once you thought you had it, you kind of stopped a lot of your masking?

Angel Long 7:15

it's kind of like a little bit or you once you've gone through all the bits because I know that you've tried medication and stuff like that, like I found. Once I realized I started researching I was like, oh, I can feel myself not masking as much. Yeah, you don't.

Jessica Carter 7:28

You don't feel as much of a need to mask. Yeah, but also I don't think you know your mask no until you look into it, because I was like, well, I didn't know I was masking, I thought that's just.

Jessica Carter 7:38

That's just how I live like I didn't know that everybody else didn't have this internal monologue of insane, crazy, bat shit stuff in my head. I thought everybody felt that way, so like it wasn't until I researched ADHD and then obviously finally got my diagnosis and stuff that I even knew I was masking in the first place.

Angel Long 7:58

Yeah, I didn't even know.

Jessica Carter 8:00

I didn't know what it was. I was like that's just how you just thought that was weird. Like humans, yeah and then and then I went through probably like go probably a good year to 18 months of probably feeling worse than ever, because it was weird. It was like, oh wow, like this, why did I not know this? When I was like, yeah, why didn't?

Angel Long 8:21

anyone tell? Why didn't anyone tell?

Jessica Carter 8:23

why didn't everyone?

Angel Long 8:23

anyone go? Do you think this yeah?

Adult Content Creation & Van Life Series

Jessica Carter 8:26

so I was what like 33 32. I was like wow, wasted my time, like in my own brain and anyway it just. It took a long time for me to accept it, but now I feel like I'm in this balance of I've gone a bit too far the other way at the moment, so I started off people, pleasing forever and.

Jessica Carter 8:45

I think I'm in this balance of I've gone a bit too far the other way at the moment. So I started off people pleasing forever and I think I'm now trying to compensate for that, yeah, by doing absolutely nothing like ever. Like people were like do you want to come out?

Angel Long 8:55

I'm like no, I don't want to do that but at least you feel that, at least you feel yeah, at least you can now say yeah no oh, I say no all the time. I've done loads of things like that where I've gone, like people, please, I'm like, oh god, I gotta go, I gotta go now. I'm just like you know what. I don't want to do it. No, I'm sorry, I don't want to, I don't know.

Jessica Carter 9:14

I don't want to but it's really bad though. It's like now.

Angel Long 9:16

I'm like well, we're quite pleased that you're here.

Jessica Carter 9:19

Then just tell them to fuck off, like if you don't like, I don't see the point anymore, but I think I need to find a bit more of a balance, whereas I'm not yeah I'm not so anti-social because I'm so fucking anti-social I mean, I really like being anti-social though it's great I do but but then when I'm with people like you, yeah that I actually genuinely have a connection with and get on with. It doesn't feel like.

Angel Long 9:44

It's not so hard, though, is it? It's not taxing, is it? No? It's not stressful?

Jessica Carter 9:46

No, I'm not mentally drained because I'm not pretending that I want to be here I actually want to be here oh.

Angel Long 9:55

Oh, that's so cute. Do you know what we've just done? Oh, it's great. What we've finished, really good. We, um we have just finished a fucking scene in the back of the van, literally a fucking scene. Literally, like 10 minutes ago we had spunk all over our faces I think I still have actually, yeah, mine's dried on there now.

Angel Long 10:20

So, um, yeah. So you come down and you are like our first. This is a new thing that we're doing like the van life kind of series. I come down and you are like our first. This is a new thing that we're doing like the van life kind of series. I love it, and you are the first threesome that we have had in here.

Jessica Carter 10:31

I'm very, very honoured to be your first. It was amazing. I had a great time.

Angel Long 10:36

What did you think when you opened the door and were like, oh my God, we've got to do it Because you can't look, you can't stand up. No, I thought it was awesome, but it's like we didn't need to stand up.

ADHD & Masking In Social Settings

Jessica Carter 10:45

We fucked in lots of different positions, didn't we? Yeah, and we're tall as well, aren't we? How tall are you, 5'11".

Angel Long 10:51

Yeah, so we're exactly the same height. Did you ever wear heels going out?

Jessica Carter 10:58

I tried now and again, but I just felt like a.

Angel Long 11:01

A spare part. Yeah, everyone might love you. I just yeah, how have people worked? Don't say the wrong thing.

Jessica Carter 11:07

I just felt like a man in heels, Like I didn't feel comfortable. But why do we do that? Why haven't we got?

Angel Long 11:15

to wear heels. Have to. Yeah, got to wear heels.

Jessica Carter 11:18

Got to wear heels? No, you don't. That's cool. I can literally see above everyone on the dance floor yeah. This is so sexy, like that.

Angel Long 11:26

I can't even walk in heels. It's like when you go down, because the only time I've ever really gone into London properly is like award shows or something. Oh yeah, and then for ages I was like I've got to wear a dress, I've got to go get some heels. I couldn't walk in heels because I never wore heels. No never wore heels, no, and like the one time I went, like ages ago now, but like the last time I went, yeah, I was like, I'm just gonna wear fucking like converse.

Jessica Carter 11:51

Yeah, it was so much better. How refreshing, though. Just be yourself. Yeah, I think I'd just rock up in my tracksuit as if I'd actually ever go.

Angel Long 11:59

You turned up today and you were like we're like matching, because we've both got just tracksuits and you're wearing trainers today, though I know we normally wear crocs and I had crocs on, so it was just like you know, um. So since I've seen you, last time, you've had, like tattoos done.

Jessica Carter 12:15

I've had tattoos done yeah, what tattoo have you had? I've had um art the clown on my leg, and now I'm really, really wanting to book the rest of my body. I still need to get my sleeve finished, though, but I get so excited that I, I don't, I don't, finish anything ever but I really need to get my sleeve finished. But I love my art the clown. It's so, so beautiful.

Angel Long 12:40

It looks pretty cool like how many sessions was that?

Jessica Carter 12:44

it was only two okay, yeah, like a full day, half a day that's not too bad then no, it's brilliant, like it's. I've never had a proper realism one done like, not like that, like that's insane.

Angel Long 12:56

What I have to do is you have to send me a picture so that I can, oh yeah, insert picture here, insert here, insert here, and then people will be able to see what we're talking yeah, I will.

Jessica Carter 13:05

I will do. I'm really happy with him.

Angel Long 13:09

Do you like horror? Oh my God, I love it so much. Do you watch it? I'm sure you tell me that you watch horror on your own.

Jessica Carter 13:16

I go to sleep, it makes me happy, it makes me comforted, and I think that's actually a sign of some sort of mental illness. But whatever, but we move, yeah.

Angel Long 13:27

We do it I just love it.

Jessica Carter 13:28

I think it's because it's just so out of the ordinary Like it's. Because it's just so out of the ordinary Like it's just it's different, isn't it? It's not like I can't stand like romance?

Angel Long 13:40

Yeah, I was going to say, is that your favourite genre of like films and stuff.

Jessica Carter 13:43

Yeah, I don't want to watch anything else I can't stand romance ones. It makes me feel sick Like love stories.

Angel Long 13:48

I'm like oh gosh.

Jessica Carter 13:53

Honestly, I don't want to see it.

Angel Long 13:54

I don't, I don't want to see it. I don't know why, but I just don't want to see it. I just don't like it.

Jessica Carter 13:56

I just don't like it like I fucking can't think of anything worse, and they're always really predictable. What about what?

Angel Long 13:59

about? What about? What is it now? Fucking Renee, whatever fucking her name is oh, don't is it.

Jessica Carter 14:07

Is it that, bridget Jones? What about that? Don't, I'm not gonna why?

Angel Long 14:12

because it's apparently. It's out in the cinema like a new one now or something. Why are they still making them?

Jessica Carter 14:17

I know we made a really good film today, like we should like that should be in the cinema don't you think it was about?

Angel Long 14:25

I reckon it was about 27 minutes long in total that's the only romance films I like. Yeah, but that's not Really even. Well, no, it is actually. It is romance. It's very sexy. Well, that's the only Romance I'd watch Hard fucking yeah, yeah, yeah.

Angel Long 14:41

What film did we watch the other day? The other day, like they had, he literally had, he had his cock. What film was that? You watched him put. No, wow, it might be. No, it was some film. It was like I don't know where it was, literally, you've seen his bellend, what? Yeah, it was maddening. Oh, I'll have to find out what it is. I can't even remember what the actual film was all about at all, but it was like he had his bellend.

Jessica Carter 15:03

It was a serious film.

Angel Long 15:04

Yeah, a shot of his bellend. And then there was something else and I was just like what's going on? It's a penis. It was a penis With a helmet. All penises have helmets, don't?

Jessica Carter 15:16

they, they do. Some are nicer than others.

Angel Long 15:21

Yeah, so today we did a full-on threesome. Fucked your pussy, yeah, baby. Fucked my pussy, yeah.

Jessica Carter 15:32

Some pussy eating, some tongue, no, some ass licking.

Angel Long 15:36

I was like uh, uh, uh. I was thinking that's the wrong word In your pussy like that.

Jessica Carter 15:40

Yeah, and I was like uh, uh, uh, uh uh.

Angel Long 15:42

Yeah, asshole, but now my brain's gone.

Jessica Carter 15:48

What.

Angel Long 15:49

What are we talking about?

Jessica Carter 15:50

I don't know Many things we were talking about tattoos.

Angel Long 15:53

Oh yeah, I know because I've had my yeah, there's yours, mine done today, not today. Not today, we fucked today.

Jessica Carter 16:01

You know what I mean.

Angel Long 16:01

Yeah, the other day, so I'm getting this done soon, which I can't wait.

Jessica Carter 16:07

Which bit was the most painful on your neck, like the back on your?

Angel Long 16:11

neck, like I said to him, he was like where do you want to start? And I was, and I had this tattoo here, didn't I? This shit one here? And I was like yeah, um yeah, I just had this shit thing that I got 15 16 years ago.

Jessica Carter 16:23

Like right tattooist.

Angel Long 16:24

You know, I've got some place why did I get it on my neck for everyone to see it?

Jessica Carter 16:29

but anyway, whatever yeah.

Angel Long 16:31

And so I was like just start at the front. And then, as soon as he put the needle in, I was just what the fuck am I doing? But then, because he'd started in a way, because he'd started at the front, yeah, I had to do like just it was fucking awful.

Jessica Carter 16:48

Also was that the worst bit, Because at least you got that bit over with no.

Sexual Chemistry & Personal Connections

Angel Long 16:52

That's what I thought. I was like, yeah, get that out, this is going to be horrible. And also a day before Mark had choked me out like absolutely fucked. Because do you find, with your ADHD, I don't know For me, like I realise now with the ADHD, probably pussy eating for me is not good, unless I'm high on like stoned high, then I'm really into it. Um, yeah, I can't my breath, I just I doesn't. I would rather suck his dick because I'm doing, because I'm doing it.

Angel Long 17:24

Um, yes, I've completely lost where that was going oh, I know, it was just yeah, I find um, if I my brain's like not is really distracted, yeah, which is I want? Yeah, I want him to. If he chokes me, it brings it. It brings me like in, like I'm into it. Um, do you find that with you? Do you have there's something that you like in that you? Because?

Jessica Carter 18:04

sometimes your brain is just so like. I don't think I anyone ever gave me an orgasm until I was 30. I mean honest, true, honest truth. Exactly the same. I don't think.

Angel Long 18:15

I don't, nobody I obviously do it myself. Yeah, easy, no, yeah, but no.

Jessica Carter 18:20

It's not particularly because anyone was bad.

Angel Long 18:22

No, yeah, it's because I could.

Jessica Carter 18:24

I'm not. I wasn't comfortable. Yeah, I couldn't relax. I didn't understand how to get my mind into that place. Yeah, yeah, unless it was by myself yeah and I just used to mask it and just carry on and blah, oh yeah, and then no, I you know, and I think that's before I met Mark- like I hadn't come, like you'd make it, like and that, but then I realized this.

Angel Long 18:48

Now, like I didn't because. Because there's certain things that I need I understand, but also, like my brain is just like yeah, I just can't get like mine's the same now like you say, if I'm high, it's, it's fine, it's amazing, it feels so good.

Jessica Carter 19:02

Yeah, I know I love getting my pussy when I'm high.

Angel Long 19:05

I'm just like yeah, yeah, and get down there and eat it. I'm gonna get high tonight so that you can eat my pussy, because then I'm like okay, um, but yeah, but like cocksucking I'm, I'm like fine um, yeah but like yeah, so anyway, going back to tattooing sorry, that's why I was going on about that is like literally before you know we've both got really bad ADHD when, um, when I, when he was doing this here oh that was what we were talking about the day before I'd gone to Mark I need to like, if I don't like, now I know how to come.

Angel Long 19:44

Yeah, like I get really moody if I haven't had that come. So I'm like we need to come. I need this today. Like it just choked me. So he literally was choking and I like it when I know you're not supposed to, I'll, you know, just do the site. No, I want it to be like cut me off. So I felt bruised. So then he's like stretching me and I'm like and all I thought was probably shouldn't have had a fucking choking like last night getting tattooed on my neck because I'm bruised, but if you'd have not done it before, you wouldn't have been able to do it after for a little while.

Angel Long 20:18

Exactly so I now needed to come. But yeah, anyway, what we were saying about the thing, this was awful. I started to front because I thought that was where it hurt. Went to the back, did all the back of the head and it was like he was scraping my, my head and I was. I was literally on the thing on the pillow, like that, and I was breathing Cause I had. It was like I was having a baby, like cause I was like mindful in five, hold out it's horrible when it's like that.

Angel Long 20:45

And every time I breathed breath, whatever the word in it is, I don't know what it is, the fucking the. You know they have the like the baby, like the nappy, like the pad, like yeah it was going, I was like suffocating myself like it was coming out, and then I was like breathing out. It was like neat. I was like it's okay, I nearly had to make him stop because it was oh, it was so funny. I was like it's just really funny, it was awful funny.

Angel Long 21:14

I was like it was awful, but I was like right, I'm going to like we did all of it, all of it and got around to here and I was like okay, I'll have lunch now. I stopped twice for a wee. Um, and I got because I thought I need to have over half done before I have any food, so that it's like but don't you find like if they stop?

Jessica Carter 21:31

and they start again. It hurts even more, way more, because I don't know what it is, I don't if it's just because, oh, I don't know. Find, if they stop and they start again, it hurts even more, way more. I don't know what it is, I don't know if it's just because it oh, I don't know what it is.

Angel Long 21:37

Yeah, but it just fucking hurts.

Jessica Carter 21:39

It's like your body gets used to it. The first couple of minutes is always a bit, and then your body sort of relaxes into it. What's your next one?

Angel Long 21:48

you're going to get.

Jessica Carter 21:54

Oh, I don't know, I don't know whether to get my sleeve finished, which I really should or I was talking to him about my next one, actually, because I'm absolutely obsessed with Fawlty Towers.

Angel Long 22:02

Oh yeah, I remember you telling me that it's just like a proper old four. It's a fucking brilliant one, isn't it?

Tattoo Stories & Pain Experiences

Jessica Carter 22:06

Yeah, and it's just nostalgic and it's got loads of meaning to it for me and I to him, like I've never had it done anything. I mean I've got a little Fawlty Towers one. Here there's flowery twats there but I've always wanted like Basil Fawlty, like some sort of picture, yes, but it's gonna have to be like super real if someone does it, yeah and then he was like I love Fawlty Towers, I've always watched it.

Jessica Carter 22:28

So he was like I'm so up for doing it and you know, I don't know if you've seen all this stuff who does like they almost look like posters or like film covers. It's just like it's incredible with the writing and everything. So I think I'm going to get like something that would be brilliant, where it's probably it will probably be on this leg at somewhere at some point. Yeah, but I didn't know whether to like full horror, steve, and then like and then have that somewhere else, but you've got Wednesday there yeah, I mean, she's not exactly horror, is she, but it's a little bit creepy.

Angel Long 22:57

It's creepy yeah so I don't know, have you got anything on your other leg?

Jessica Carter 23:06

I don't know, I don't know, I don't think so I think, oh, I think I've got a really small bit of writing there, but no, it's completely clean.

Angel Long 23:16

Oh, so you could do something on that one and then have like a horror thing yeah so I don't know that. I think I will book that in and then just decide where to put it when I get there.

Jessica Carter 23:25

Yeah, exactly put it there, but I'll be fine, but I do want my legs. Do you want my full leg?

Angel Long 23:30

well, I want to get this one done and this arm makes a difference when you have your legs, like do you like your legs or not? No, no, because I hate my legs, like people, always just go to me oh, you're so tall, you look so like this and I'm like I absolutely hate my legs. I like hardly. I would never wear skirts, I'd never do this. I just didn't like, I just but getting tattooed. Oh my god, it's changed how I feel about myself. Yeah, it's completely changed. I don't, don't like my legs.

Jessica Carter 24:01

I've got cellulite and I've got weird shaped legs, like I don't know. I just I feel like when I look down and I look at myself, I don't mind them. Do you know what I mean? Because obviously that's all. I say, yeah, but then look at the videos.

Angel Long 24:14

I'm like wow yeah, no, yeah, that's how I look, and it just.

Jessica Carter 24:17

I don't know, I just think they're a weird shape.

Angel Long 24:19

I like my thighs yeah, I feel that like getting tattooed like it takes, takes away all the imperfections that like obviously I probably was looking at before and like there's such a long space, isn't there? Yeah, we've got really long legs. They're like wrong. Um that. I feel that like I just want to get this one done now. Yeah, like.

Jessica Carter 24:40

Is that what? What are you going to get done next, though?

Angel Long 24:42

well, I spoke to a guy in france I've been meaning to go to for years who did a hoodie. He does like horrory stuff. His stuff's amazing. I'll show it to him Sandry Rifford, his name is right and I've spoken to him. I just need to book it in, do it. But then I'm like, oh god, I am so impatient. Yes, like I feel that it would take, probably. I mean, I've looked at his stuff he does. His stuff is fucking amazing and really in depth and stuff he does good horror stuff. Yeah, um, but I think I'd have to go there for like three or four days tattooing. So then I'm just like, so I might end up just going to the guy that I get for my blackout, because I'm thinking about getting chunk like chunk if I don't go to this guy, which I would like to do. But I'm so fucking impatient that I feel that I'm going to get it tattooed before I actually get a book done If you know what I mean.

Angel Long 25:31

But I quite like the, just like you know. So the ones I've got here, I'm just going to like do black pieces kind of thing.

Jessica Carter 25:39

But it would match, wouldn't it? It would go with everything you know, yeah.

Angel Long 25:43

Like I don't like these, like I like them, they're cool.

Jessica Carter 25:48

I think they're really cool, but it's not like now my style, yeah, but I've got ones I absolutely hate now that I thought caught and I've been done but like things change, don't they? But I think it would look cool with the rest of your blackout ones.

Angel Long 25:58

Yeah that's what I mean. Like I've seen a girl, um, come on, I don't know what her name raven, some of her name is. She's from america and she's um, like I've just followed her on social media, on instagram, and she's got like a legs and I'm like, oh, and she's got like flowers in it, like it, like you know a negative flower and I'm like oh that's cool, but so what are we gonna do tonight, babe, we're doing a live show.

Jessica Carter 26:21

We're doing a live show. I'm gonna eat a massive burger first, I'm so hungry. It's all this van rocking.

Angel Long 26:29

I know we were like literally like this. We were like fucking. So basically we were in this position, we were like that and I was like and then you were like, you were like this, and then Mark was like yeah, like that, it was so good the real one's better obviously there's a cock involved. We're not just wearing tracksuit bombs. I like my tracksuit, I fucking love my tracksuit, I know are you still doing CrossFit?

CrossFit Talk & Body Image

Angel Long 27:04

I am, oh, tell me what you're like, all your, some of some of your. You're like I don't fucking remember that now Like your front squats and things like just some, oh, off the top of my head or like something You've turned. Some Do you know what I mean? I know, but like for me you were throwing. What can you put over your head, Like I think you did a clean and jerk or something, or a clean and push jerk 65.

Jessica Carter 27:34

How the fuck do you get that above your head? Like one rep max though? Yeah, but that's just it's all in the legs. It really is Like my shoulders are quite weak, so like I can't bench press more than 50. So you just get a bit, but your legs are strong 50, so you just get a bit. But your, your legs are strong, but then yeah, kind of thing, but my clean. When I first joined CrossFit there was a girl at the gym. I'd never done CrossFit before. I'd been there for like a week.

Jessica Carter 27:55

I was a PT but like CrossFit's, another game isn't it all together and they threw me in at the deep end in a competition at like an in-house comp. Yeah, um, anyway. Didn't have a clue what clean was, didn't know how to pick up a barbell or anything. I couldn't squat 30 kg like I was so weak. And I watched this girl clean 80 kg and I was like that is incredible I want to do it and I'm 5 kg off it, but I, that was a while ago, okay so I think I think I can do it because I'm stronger than I've ever been at the minute it's because I've put on a little bit of timber.

Angel Long 28:32

I wasn't. I wasn't going to say that. I was going to say that. I wasn't going to say that. Why are you such a bitch?

Jessica Carter 28:37

wow, no that's not what I was going to say. That's what I wanted to do have you found.

Angel Long 28:42

Found that putting on some like a little bit of weight has helped you oh my god, massively I mean it's not helped me in gymnastics like I.

Jessica Carter 28:51

I can't now pull up like I got one pull-up about three months ago.

Angel Long 28:54

I'm shit pull-ups can you do kipping pull-ups I?

Jessica Carter 28:56

can do kipping pull-ups. I can do butterfly pull-ups. Okay, yeah, I cannot do strict pull-ups and then everyone's like, oh, you shouldn't do kipping if you can't like youip-up bollocks.

Angel Long 29:05

You try it.

Jessica Carter 29:08

It's like gym or crossfit you're either a gym, bro, or you're crossfit it's not even the same thing. There's nothing wrong with that. I can't do kipping.

Angel Long 29:19

I think it's because my back's so bad. I can feel it, so I've never really pushed it. I went back. Maybe I went back in August, but I definitely haven't been going regularly at all um, so I'd like to go a little bit more, but I'm just happy to be going because I really, how does it?

Jessica Carter 29:40

help you, like mentally, like, oh my god, I'm a different person if I don't go like if I'm working away or like I'm I don't know, there's just a week where I'm ill or something by week half. I'm a different person.

Angel Long 29:52

Yeah, it's weird, isn't it?

Jessica Carter 29:54

Yeah, I feel so much better when I've, even when I'm arguing with myself in the car. I don't want to go to the gym, I'll just go to the gym. I don't want to to the gym, get in there because then you'll be fine, and then I've done it and I'm like oh god, I feel so much better now yeah, nice, I love it.

Angel Long 30:10

Do you love crossfit, though? I love I do. When I go, I just need to get, I just need to get more consistent with it. You know, because I find do you know what? Do you have this with your head, but then you then, um, you have to get up anyway.

Angel Long 30:25

Um, school time yeah, that's what I didn't want to know, didn't know I train at night now anyway, yeah, so I yeah, but I, if I find it hard, I basically I um don't sleep very well, but then I have it in my head, I'm like, oh, I need to get up at six to go to crossfit at seven and then if I don't, you're setting yourself up to fail, though I think in that sense well, when I went in, I went in and I spoke to the people because they took, brought me in and like, oh, how is your?

Angel Long 30:51

feeling or not and I said like if I I would like do 9, 30 or 12 class, because then I can make sure I've had the sleep I can, I can get up and I can go, you know, so don't make it difficult.

Jessica Carter 31:01

That's what I make.

Angel Long 31:02

That's what I do, I make it difficult for myself and then I'm because our heads do what they do but then you'll get up and you go.

Jessica Carter 31:09

Well, I can't do the 7am now, so I've, I'm shit, I've failed. Whereas if you just don't put that pressure on yourself and you go, well, might go tomorrow when I get up and then you just go, I'm gonna do the nine o'clock or 12 o'clock or whatever. Um, we're being told off why time comes. I want a burger. I'm loading my balls.

Angel Long 31:36

I really want a burger, it's actually more the fact that we're in a car park and we're slightly worried that we don't know when the gate's going to close we might be here and forever. We'll just, you know, shag some more. Well, I hope you love chatting with you.

Jessica Carter 31:56

I always love chatting with you. Yeah, it's so much fun.

Angel Long 32:00

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Jessica Carter 32:10

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Angel Long 32:19

We have some good filth together.

Jessica Carter 32:21

Oh my god, it's great.

Angel Long 32:22

We did an Art the Clown. We haven't even. We are going to talk about this quickly, quick, quick.

Jessica Carter 32:29

Art the Clown Blowjob. We fucked Art the Clown. That was it. Oh, watch it.

Angel Long 32:36

No more needs to be said we were in the outlet kind of the outfits. He was Art the Clown and we fucked good.

Jessica Carter 32:43

Oh, it was so good.

Angel Long 32:45

Oh, I love that so good. Maybe we should do more horror ones. Oh yeah, I well, I would love to do that, yeah for sure, all right well I think we're gonna have to go because we're literally gonna be shut in here, but thank you so much for watching.

Jessica Carter 32:57

Thank you um, you know what to do look for jessica carter miss carter.

Angel Long 33:02

Oh yeah, it's the underscore miss underscore carter on instagram because I like to make life difficult and I'm obviously angel underscore long for my OF and Instagram is theangellong we're going to go. Bye, bye, I was so funny.

Jessica Carter 33:22

I was talking to you all then.

Angel Long 33:24

Yeah, it was good.