CrossFit & Chill: When Adult Performers Share Their Real Lives - Jessica Carter

After a year-long break, the Angel Long Podcast returns with Jessica Carter for a candid conversation exploring authenticity, tattoos, horror movies, and the journey to self-acceptance after ADHD diagnosis.

Jessica’s 1st podcast where we talk all things sexual https://open.spotify.com/episode/5L2lT7CLYrGIqEaYk9CVHx?si=D_pjux8lRGy50vg1qvZUjg

• Discussing the freedom that comes with dropping the mask of people-pleasing after ADHD diagnosis 
• Exploring how tattoos have changed Jessica's relationship with her body image
• Sharing experiences of intimate connections and what helps maintain focus during sex
• Bonding over their mutual love of horror movies and distaste for romantic comedies 
• Talking about CrossFit, strength achievements, and how exercise benefits mental health
• Reflecting on their collaborative work creating adult content together

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Transcript

Podcast Return After A Year

Angel Long 0:01

Well , this has been a long time coming . Welcome back . I think my last podcast post was upload was a year ago . I can't believe a year has gone . It's gone so quickly , it's gone too quickly . I've done my usual of my ADHD head where I was like , oh my god , yes , I'm going to bring it back , and then other things going away , and then I was procrastinating about , oh my god , I need lots of them to upload again . We're going to go with the flow because , at the end of the day , if we do one a month , we do one a month . If we do one a week , we do one a week . We are just going to go with the flow .

Angel Long 0:52

If you would like to know when my new podcast comes out , please like and subscribe to my page so that when a new one gets uploaded , you will get notified in your Spotify account or your Amazon account or wherever it is . So , yeah , I also have a YouTube channel going on , so all the podcasts will be uploaded to my YouTube page . I'm going to put all the links in the description so you can find them . So , yeah , if you'd always wanted to see them , the video format moving forward , I am recording all of them . So , yeah , also , I hope you're enjoying the sunshine . Oh , my God , it is so nice in the UK at the moment . Um , it's very unusual to have such heat Um so early in the year . I'm looking out the window and it is sunny , sunny , sunny and not a cloud in the sky . So I hope you are enjoying the sunshine and you're getting out . Um , welcome back .

Angel Long 1:59

We have our first podcast today with Miss Jessica Carter . Since the original podcast that we recorded with her back in 2022 , probably , uh , or maybe 2020 , I think 2022 . So , fucking , so long ago . We have shot so many , um porn scenes . So if you are wondering what we look like when we fuck each other , you should definitely check out . Uh , my only Fans , because there is a lot . We've done anal together . We've done boy-girl together . We've done anal boy-girl together . We have done blowjobs . We have strap-on fucked each other . We have anally strap-on fucked each other . I mean , there is just so much porn that we have shot . We have a good sexual chemistry , I feel . So I will link her podcast from the original podcast so that you can hear all about her first time in the industry , the um , what kind of sex she enjoys , um , all the sort of normal things that I used to ask on the podcast , because this podcast we just shot is a little bit more like just candidly , us chatting , so less of me babbling .

Angel Long 3:34

Thank you for taking the time to come back and listen . So yeah , let's fucking do this . Here is my first podcast back with Miss Jessica Carter and let me know what you think . I hope you enjoy it as much as I did recording it . Thank you , everyone , and I can't wait to film more of these for you . Make sure you come and check out the YouTube channel so that you can see the video . So yeah , anyway , I'm going to leave you with the podcast . Goodbye and enjoy your day . Bye , what are you waiting for ? Welcome , hello , hello

Introducing Jessica Carter

Angel Long 4:19

everyone . Welcome back to the Angel Long Podcast . This is our first ever in-person podcast .

Jessica Carter 4:25

It is ?

Angel Long 4:27

This is Jessica Carter . If you've been on my OnlyFans , you know exactly who Jessica Carter is .

Jessica Carter 4:32

I just hope so .

Angel Long 4:33

Yeah , why don't you tell the people who are watching or listening or whatever they're doing a little bit of smidgen of who's Jess ?

Jessica Carter 4:41

Who is Jessica ? Who is Jessica ? Wow , oh my who's jess . Who's jess ? Who is jessica ?

Angel Long 4:50

jessica . Um , well , I am . Hey , you're like oh my god , don't do that to me . I'm on the spot . I don't know who I am . Who am I ?

Jessica Carter 4:54

what do I do ? Well , I , obviously I'm an only fans creator oh yeah , oh yes obviously yeah , um 35 years old . He loves crossfit . Yeah , crossfit tattoos . Yeah , you know me better than I know . I know .

Angel Long 5:11

No , it's because I've asked you . True , a suit , right ? Jess has adhd . I'm in the process of getting like going through it all as well , yeah , and I find that if someone goes , what do you think about this ?

Jessica Carter 5:25

what do you ? I'm like my brain just froze completely .

Angel Long 5:28

Yeah , yeah , I'm exactly the same .

Jessica Carter 5:29

Yeah , but also I'm quite boring , because that's another reason generally . I like to be by myself , yeah , or with people that I actually connect with , yeah comfort .

Angel Long 5:41

Like your little , your circle is small , my circle is small , and I'm okay with that . Better well , it's way better like I couldn't be one of these people that have like loads and loads of friends , go out all the time , do it I'm .

Jessica Carter 5:53

That is just not me yeah have you ever been like that ? Yeah , yeah , always . But I think I was just such a people pleaser , yeah , so I never actually wanted to do any of it . I just did it because it's like that's what you do , isn't it , when you're young you go drinking , you go socializing , you spend time with everyone else . But I spent most of my life being like the yes friend , like going oh yeah , we'll do this because you want to do it . And what I found was like hitting about 30 . I was like what is my favorite drink ? Because I'd just end up going .

Jessica Carter 6:22

I'll just have what you're having yeah you know , just stupid things like that , or like , oh yeah , I'll just have the same as you . Or how , like how do you have your coffee ? Or just whatever you're having , because you're just a people , person . You're masking properly , masking forever .

Angel Long 6:36

Yeah so do you find your mask ? Do you find your mask now ? Now you're , but now you just know , you'll know yourself now , don't you ?

Jessica Carter 6:42

I feel like I'm going the opposite way , where I don't care anymore . The mask is completely . It's miles behind me on the road , Do you ?

Angel Long 6:49

think the mask like because I found when I was obviously someone said to me about do you think you have ADHD ? And I'd never even looked into it , never even thought about it , never even contemplated . I just thought I was a weirdo that I had all these little issues and things that happened and my brain was like um , and do you feel that once you had that diagnosis , once you thought you had it , you kind of stopped a lot of your masking ?

Angel Long 7:15

it's kind of like a little bit or you once you've gone through all the bits because I know that you've tried medication and stuff like that , like I found . Once I realized I started researching I was like , oh , I can feel myself not masking as much . Yeah , you don't .

Jessica Carter 7:28

You don't feel as much of a need to mask . Yeah , but also I don't think you know your mask no until you look into it , because I was like , well , I didn't know I was masking , I thought that's just .

Jessica Carter 7:38

That's just how I live like I didn't know that everybody else didn't have this internal monologue of insane , crazy , bat shit stuff in my head . I thought everybody felt that way , so like it wasn't until I researched ADHD and then obviously finally got my diagnosis and stuff that I even knew I was masking in the first place .

Angel Long 7:58

Yeah , I didn't even know .

Jessica Carter 8:00

I didn't know what it was . I was like that's just how you just thought that was weird . Like humans , yeah and then and then I went through probably like go probably a good year to 18 months of probably feeling worse than ever , because it was weird . It was like , oh wow , like this , why did I not know this ? When I was like , yeah , why didn't ?

Angel Long 8:21

anyone tell ? Why didn't anyone tell ?

Jessica Carter 8:23

why didn't everyone ?

Angel Long 8:23

anyone go ? Do you think this yeah ?

Jessica Carter 8:26

so I was what like 33 32 . I was like wow , wasted my time , like in my own brain and anyway it just . It took a long time for me to accept it , but now I feel like

Adult Content Creation & Van Life Series

Jessica Carter 8:40

I'm in this balance of I've gone a bit too far the other way at the moment , so I started off people , pleasing forever and .

Jessica Carter 8:45

I think I'm in this balance of I've gone a bit too far the other way at the moment . So I started off people pleasing forever and I think I'm now trying to compensate for that , yeah , by doing absolutely nothing like ever . Like people were like do you want to come out ?

Angel Long 8:55

I'm like no , I don't want to do that but at least you feel that , at least you feel yeah , at least you can now say yeah no oh , I say no all the time . I've done loads of things like that where I've gone , like people , please , I'm like , oh god , I gotta go , I gotta go now . I'm just like you know what . I don't want to do it . No , I'm sorry , I don't want to , I don't know .

Jessica Carter 9:14

I don't want to but it's really bad though . It's like now .

Angel Long 9:16

I'm like well , we're quite pleased that you're here .

Jessica Carter 9:19

Then just tell them to fuck off , like if you don't like , I don't see the point anymore , but I think I need to find a bit more of a balance , whereas I'm not yeah I'm not so anti-social because I'm so fucking anti-social I mean , I really like being anti-social though it's great I do but but then when I'm with people like you , yeah that I actually genuinely have a connection with and get on with . It doesn't feel like .

Angel Long 9:44

It's not so hard , though , is it ? It's not taxing , is it ? No ? It's not stressful ?

Jessica Carter 9:46

No , I'm not mentally drained because I'm not pretending that I want to be here I actually want to be here oh .

Angel Long 9:55

Oh , that's so cute . Do you know what we've just done ? Oh , it's great . What we've finished , really good . We , um we have just finished a fucking scene in the back of the van , literally a fucking scene . Literally , like 10 minutes ago we had spunk all over our faces I think I still have actually , yeah , mine's dried on there now .

Angel Long 10:20

So , um , yeah . So you come down and you are like our first . This is a new thing that we're doing like the van life kind of series . I come down and you are like our first . This is a new thing that we're doing like the van life kind of series . I love it , and you are the first threesome that we have had in here .

Jessica Carter 10:31

I'm very , very honoured to be your first . It was amazing . I had a great time .

Angel Long 10:36

What did you think when you opened the door and were like , oh my God , we've got to do it Because you can't look , you can't stand up . No , I thought it was awesome , but it's like we didn't need to stand up .

Jessica Carter 10:45

We fucked in lots of different positions , didn't we ? Yeah , and we're tall as

ADHD & Masking In Social Settings

Jessica Carter 10:48

well , aren't we ? How tall are you , 5'11" .

Angel Long 10:51

Yeah , so we're exactly the same height . Did you ever wear heels going out ?

Jessica Carter 10:58

I tried now and again , but I just felt like a .

Angel Long 11:01

A spare part . Yeah , everyone might love you . I just yeah , how have people worked ? Don't say the wrong thing .

Jessica Carter 11:07

I just felt like a man in heels , Like I didn't feel comfortable . But why do we do that ? Why haven't we got ?

Angel Long 11:15

to wear heels . Have to . Yeah , got to wear heels .

Jessica Carter 11:18

Got to wear heels ? No , you don't . That's cool . I can literally see above everyone on the dance floor yeah . This is so sexy , like that .

Angel Long 11:26

I can't even walk in heels . It's like when you go down , because the only time I've ever really gone into London properly is like award shows or something . Oh yeah , and then for ages I was like I've got to wear a dress , I've got to go get some heels . I couldn't walk in heels because I never wore heels . No never wore heels , no , and like the one time I went , like ages ago now , but like the last time I went , yeah , I was like , I'm just gonna wear fucking like converse .

Jessica Carter 11:51

Yeah , it was so much better . How refreshing , though . Just be yourself . Yeah , I think I'd just rock up in my tracksuit as if I'd actually ever go .

Angel Long 11:59

You turned up today and you were like we're like matching , because we've both got just tracksuits and you're wearing trainers today , though I know we normally wear crocs and I had crocs on , so it was just like you know , um . So since I've seen you , last time , you've had , like tattoos done .

Jessica Carter 12:15

I've had tattoos done yeah , what tattoo have you had ? I've had um art the clown on my leg , and now I'm really , really wanting to book the rest of my body . I still need to get my sleeve finished , though , but I get so excited that I , I don't , I don't , finish anything ever but I really need to get my sleeve finished . But I love my art the clown . It's so , so beautiful .

Angel Long 12:40

It looks pretty cool like how many sessions was that ?

Jessica Carter 12:44

it was only two okay , yeah , like a full day , half a day that's not too bad then no , it's brilliant , like it's . I've never had a proper realism one done like , not like that , like that's insane .

Angel Long 12:56

What I have to do is you have to send me a picture so that I can , oh yeah , insert picture here , insert here , insert here , and then people will be able to see what we're talking yeah , I will .

Jessica Carter 13:05

I will do . I'm really happy with him .

Angel Long 13:09

Do you like horror ? Oh my God , I love it so much . Do you watch it ? I'm sure you tell me that you watch horror on your own .

Jessica Carter 13:16

I go to sleep , it makes me happy , it makes me comforted , and I think that's actually a sign of some sort of mental illness . But whatever , but we move , yeah .

Angel Long 13:27

We do it I just love it .

Jessica Carter 13:28

I think it's because it's just so out of the ordinary Like it's . Because it's just so out of the ordinary Like it's just it's different , isn't it ? It's not like I can't stand like romance ?

Angel Long 13:40

Yeah , I was going to say , is that your favourite genre of like films and stuff .

Jessica Carter 13:43

Yeah , I don't want to watch anything else I can't stand romance ones . It makes me feel sick Like love stories .

Angel Long 13:48

I'm like oh gosh .

Jessica Carter 13:53

Honestly , I don't want to see it .

Angel Long 13:54

I don't , I don't want to see it . I don't know why , but I just don't want to see it . I just don't like it .

Jessica Carter 13:56

I just don't like it like I fucking can't think of anything worse , and they're always really predictable . What about what ?

Angel Long 13:59

about ? What about ? What is it now ? Fucking Renee , whatever fucking her name is oh , don't is it .

Jessica Carter 14:07

Is it that , bridget Jones ? What about that ? Don't , I'm not gonna why ?

Angel Long 14:12

because it's apparently . It's out in the cinema like a new one now or something . Why are they still making them ?

Jessica Carter 14:17

I know we made a really good film today , like we should like that should be in the cinema don't you think it was about ?

Angel Long 14:25

I reckon it was about 27 minutes long in total that's the only romance films I like . Yeah , but that's not Really even . Well , no , it is actually . It is romance . It's very sexy . Well , that's the only Romance I'd watch Hard fucking yeah , yeah , yeah .

Angel Long 14:41

What film did we watch the other day ? The other day , like they had , he literally had , he had his cock . What film was that ? You watched him put . No , wow , it might be . No , it was some film . It was like I don't know where it was , literally , you've seen his bellend , what ? Yeah , it was maddening . Oh , I'll have to find out what it is . I can't even remember what the actual film was all about at all , but it was like he had his bellend .

Jessica Carter 15:03

It was a serious film .

Angel Long 15:04

Yeah , a shot of his bellend . And then there was something else and I was just like what's going on ? It's a penis . It was a penis With a helmet . All penises have helmets , don't ?

Jessica Carter 15:16

they , they do . Some are nicer than others .

Angel Long 15:21

Yeah , so today we did a full-on threesome . Fucked your pussy , yeah , baby . Fucked my pussy , yeah .

Jessica Carter 15:32

Some pussy eating , some tongue , no , some ass licking .

Angel Long 15:36

I was like uh , uh , uh . I was thinking that's the wrong word In your pussy like that .

Jessica Carter 15:40

Yeah , and I was like uh , uh , uh , uh uh .

Angel Long 15:42

Yeah , asshole , but now my brain's gone .

Jessica Carter 15:48

What .

Angel Long 15:49

What are we talking about ?

Jessica Carter 15:50

I don't know Many things we were talking about tattoos .

Angel Long 15:53

Oh yeah , I know because I've had my yeah , there's yours , mine done today , not today . Not today , we fucked today .

Jessica Carter 16:01

You know what I mean .

Angel Long 16:01

Yeah , the other day , so I'm getting this done soon , which I can't wait .

Jessica Carter 16:07

Which bit was the most painful on your neck , like the back on your ?

Angel Long 16:11

neck , like I said to him , he was like where do you want to start ? And I was , and I had this tattoo here , didn't I ? This shit one here ? And I was like yeah , um yeah , I just had this shit thing that I got 15 16 years ago .

Jessica Carter 16:23

Like right tattooist .

Angel Long 16:24

You know , I've got some place why did I get it on my neck for everyone to see it ?

Jessica Carter 16:29

but anyway , whatever yeah .

Angel Long 16:31

And so I was like just start at the front . And then , as soon as he put the needle in , I was just what the fuck am I doing ? But then , because he'd started in a way , because he'd started at the front , yeah , I had to do like just it was fucking awful .

Jessica Carter 16:48

Also was that the worst bit , Because at least you got that bit over with no .

Angel Long 16:52

That's what I thought . I was like , yeah , get that out , this is going to be horrible . And also a day before Mark had choked me out like absolutely fucked . Because do you find , with your ADHD , I don't know For me , like I realise now with the ADHD , probably pussy eating for me is not good , unless I'm high on like stoned high , then I'm really into it . Um , yeah , I can't my breath , I just I doesn't . I

Sexual Chemistry & Personal Connections

Angel Long 17:22

would rather suck his dick because I'm doing , because I'm doing it .

Angel Long 17:24

Um , yes , I've completely lost where that was going oh , I know , it was just yeah , I find um , if I my brain's like not is really distracted , yeah , which is I want ? Yeah , I want him to . If he chokes me , it brings it . It brings me like in , like I'm into it . Um , do you find that with you ? Do you have there's something that you like in that you ? Because ?

Jessica Carter 18:04

sometimes your brain is just so like . I don't think I anyone ever gave me an orgasm until I was 30 . I mean honest , true , honest truth . Exactly the same . I don't think .

Angel Long 18:15

I don't , nobody I obviously do it myself . Yeah , easy , no , yeah , but no .

Jessica Carter 18:20

It's not particularly because anyone was bad .

Angel Long 18:22

No , yeah , it's because I could .

Jessica Carter 18:24

I'm not . I wasn't comfortable . Yeah , I couldn't relax . I didn't understand how to get my mind into that place . Yeah , yeah , unless it was by myself yeah and I just used to mask it and just carry on and blah , oh yeah , and then no , I you know , and I think that's before I met Mark- like I hadn't come , like you'd make it , like and that , but then I realized this .

Angel Long 18:48

Now , like I didn't because . Because there's certain things that I need I understand , but also , like my brain is just like yeah , I just can't get like mine's the same now like you say , if I'm high , it's , it's fine , it's amazing , it feels so good .

Jessica Carter 19:02

Yeah , I know I love getting my pussy when I'm high .

Angel Long 19:05

I'm just like yeah , yeah , and get down there and eat it . I'm gonna get high tonight so that you can eat my pussy , because then I'm like okay , um , but yeah , but like cocksucking I'm , I'm like fine um , yeah but like yeah , so anyway , going back to tattooing sorry , that's why I was going on about that is like literally before you know we've both got really bad ADHD when , um , when I , when he was doing this here oh that was what we were talking about the day before I'd gone to Mark I need to like , if I don't like , now I know how to come .

Angel Long 19:44

Yeah , like I get really moody if I haven't had that come . So I'm like we need to come . I need this today . Like it just choked me . So he literally was choking and I like it when I know you're not supposed to , I'll , you know , just do the site . No , I want it to be like cut me off . So I felt bruised . So then he's like stretching me and I'm like and all I thought was probably shouldn't have had a fucking choking like last night getting tattooed on my neck because I'm bruised , but if you'd have not done it before , you wouldn't have been able to do it after for a little while .

Angel Long 20:18

Exactly so I now needed to come . But yeah , anyway , what we were saying about the thing , this was awful . I started to front because I thought that was where it hurt . Went to the back , did all the back of the head and it was like he was scraping my , my head and I was . I was literally on the thing on the pillow , like that , and I was breathing Cause I had . It was like I was having a baby , like cause I was like mindful in five , hold out it's horrible when it's like that .

Angel Long 20:45

And every time I breathed breath , whatever the word in it is , I don't know what it is , the fucking the . You know they have the like the baby , like the nappy , like the pad , like yeah it was going , I was like suffocating myself like it was coming out , and then I was like breathing out . It was like neat . I was like it's okay , I nearly had to make him stop because it was oh , it was so funny . I was like it's just really funny , it was awful funny .

Angel Long 21:14

I was like it was awful , but I was like right , I'm going to like we did all of it , all of it and got around to here and I was like okay , I'll have lunch now . I stopped twice for a wee . Um , and I got because I thought I need to have over half done before I have any food , so that it's like but don't you find like if they stop ?

Jessica Carter 21:31

and they start again . It hurts even more , way more , because I don't know what it is , I don't if it's just because , oh , I don't know . Find , if they stop and they start again , it hurts even more , way more . I don't know what it is , I don't know if it's just because it oh , I don't know what it is .

Angel Long 21:37

Yeah , but it just fucking hurts .

Jessica Carter 21:39

It's like your body gets used to it . The first couple of minutes is always a bit , and then your body sort of relaxes into it . What's your next one ?

Angel Long 21:48

you're going to get .

Jessica Carter 21:54

Oh , I don't know , I don't know whether to get my sleeve finished , which I really should or I was talking to him about my next one , actually , because I'm absolutely obsessed with Fawlty Towers .

Angel Long 22:02

Oh yeah , I remember you telling me that it's just like a proper old four . It's a fucking brilliant one , isn't it ?

Jessica Carter 22:06

Yeah , and it's just nostalgic and it's got loads of meaning to it for me and I to him , like I've never had it done anything . I mean I've got a little Fawlty Towers one . Here there's

Tattoo Stories & Pain Experiences

Jessica Carter 22:15

flowery twats there but I've always wanted like Basil Fawlty , like some sort of picture , yes , but it's gonna have to be like super real if someone does it , yeah and then he was like I love Fawlty Towers , I've always watched it .

Jessica Carter 22:28

So he was like I'm so up for doing it and you know , I don't know if you've seen all this stuff who does like they almost look like posters or like film covers . It's just like it's incredible with the writing and everything . So I think I'm going to get like something that would be brilliant , where it's probably it will probably be on this leg at somewhere at some point . Yeah , but I didn't know whether to like full horror , steve , and then like and then have that somewhere else , but you've got Wednesday there yeah , I mean , she's not exactly horror , is she , but it's a little bit creepy .

Angel Long 22:57

It's creepy yeah so I don't know , have you got anything on your other leg ?

Jessica Carter 23:06

I don't know , I don't know , I don't think so I think , oh , I think I've got a really small bit of writing there , but no , it's completely clean .

Angel Long 23:16

Oh , so you could do something on that one and then have like a horror thing yeah so I don't know that . I think I will book that in and then just decide where to put it when I get there .

Jessica Carter 23:25

Yeah , exactly put it there , but I'll be fine , but I do want my legs . Do you want my full leg ?

Angel Long 23:30

well , I want to get this one done and this arm makes a difference when you have your legs , like do you like your legs or not ? No , no , because I hate my legs , like people , always just go to me oh , you're so tall , you look so like this and I'm like I absolutely hate my legs . I like hardly . I would never wear skirts , I'd never do this . I just didn't like , I just but getting tattooed . Oh my god , it's changed how I feel about myself . Yeah , it's completely changed . I don't , don't like my legs .

Jessica Carter 24:01

I've got cellulite and I've got weird shaped legs , like I don't know . I just I feel like when I look down and I look at myself , I don't mind them . Do you know what I mean ? Because obviously that's all . I say , yeah , but then look at the videos .

Angel Long 24:14

I'm like wow yeah , no , yeah , that's how I look , and it just .

Jessica Carter 24:17

I don't know , I just think they're a weird shape .

Angel Long 24:19

I like my thighs yeah , I feel that like getting tattooed like it takes , takes away all the imperfections that like obviously I probably was looking at before and like there's such a long space , isn't there ? Yeah , we've got really long legs . They're like wrong . Um that . I feel that like I just want to get this one done now . Yeah , like .

Jessica Carter 24:40

Is that what ? What are you going to get done next , though ?

Angel Long 24:42

well , I spoke to a guy in france I've been meaning to go to for years who did a hoodie . He does like horrory stuff . His stuff's amazing . I'll show it to him Sandry Rifford , his name is right and I've spoken to him . I just need to book it in , do it . But then I'm like , oh god , I am so impatient . Yes , like I feel that it would take , probably . I mean , I've looked at his stuff he does . His stuff is fucking amazing and really in depth and stuff he does good horror stuff . Yeah , um , but I think I'd have to go there for like three or four days tattooing . So then I'm just like , so I might end up just going to the guy that I get for my blackout , because I'm thinking about getting chunk like chunk if I don't go to this guy , which I would like to do . But I'm so fucking impatient that I feel that I'm going to get it tattooed before I actually get a book done If you know what I mean .

Angel Long 25:31

But I quite like the , just like you know . So the ones I've got here , I'm just going to like do black pieces kind of thing .

Jessica Carter 25:39

But it would match , wouldn't it ? It would go with everything you know , yeah .

Angel Long 25:43

Like I don't like these , like I like them , they're cool .

Jessica Carter 25:48

I think they're really cool , but it's not like now my style , yeah , but I've got ones I absolutely hate now that I thought caught and I've been done but like things change , don't they ? But I think it would look cool with the rest of your blackout ones .

Angel Long 25:58

Yeah that's what I mean . Like I've seen a girl , um , come on , I don't know what her name raven , some of her name is . She's from america and she's um , like I've just followed her on social media , on instagram , and she's got like a legs and I'm like , oh , and she's got like flowers in it , like it , like you know a negative flower and I'm like oh that's cool , but so what are we gonna do tonight , babe , we're doing a live show .

Jessica Carter 26:21

We're doing a live show . I'm gonna eat a massive burger first , I'm so hungry . It's all this van rocking .

Angel Long 26:29

I know we were like literally like this . We were like fucking . So basically we were in this position , we were like that and I was like and then you were like , you were like this , and then Mark was like yeah , like that , it was so good the real one's better obviously there's a cock involved . We're not just wearing tracksuit bombs . I like my tracksuit , I fucking love my tracksuit , I know are you still doing CrossFit ?

Angel Long 27:04

I am , oh , tell me what you're like , all your , some of some of your . You're like I don't fucking remember that now Like your front squats and things like just some , oh , off the top of my head or like something You've turned . Some Do you know what I mean ? I know

CrossFit Talk & Body Image

Angel Long 27:22

, but like for me you were throwing . What can you put over your head , Like I think you did a clean and jerk or something , or a clean and push jerk 65 .

Jessica Carter 27:34

How the fuck do you get that above your head ? Like one rep max though ? Yeah , but that's just it's all in the legs . It really is Like my shoulders are quite weak , so like I can't bench press more than 50 . So you just get a bit , but your legs are strong 50 , so you just get a bit . But your , your legs are strong , but then yeah , kind of thing , but my clean . When I first joined CrossFit there was a girl at the gym . I'd never done CrossFit before . I'd been there for like a week .

Jessica Carter 27:55

I was a PT but like CrossFit's , another game isn't it all together and they threw me in at the deep end in a competition at like an in-house comp . Yeah , um , anyway . Didn't have a clue what clean was , didn't know how to pick up a barbell or anything . I couldn't squat 30 kg like I was so weak . And I watched this girl clean 80 kg and I was like that is incredible I want to do it and I'm 5 kg off it , but I , that was a while ago , okay so I think I think I can do it because I'm stronger than I've ever been at the minute it's because I've put on a little bit of timber .

Angel Long 28:32

I wasn't . I wasn't going to say that . I was going to say that . I wasn't going to say that . Why are you such a bitch ?

Jessica Carter 28:37

wow , no that's not what I was going to say . That's what I wanted to do have you found .

Angel Long 28:42

Found that putting on some like a little bit of weight has helped you oh my god , massively I mean it's not helped me in gymnastics like I .

Jessica Carter 28:51

I can't now pull up like I got one pull-up about three months ago .

Angel Long 28:54

I'm shit pull-ups can you do kipping pull-ups I ?

Jessica Carter 28:56

can do kipping pull-ups . I can do butterfly pull-ups . Okay , yeah , I cannot do strict pull-ups and then everyone's like , oh , you shouldn't do kipping if you can't like youip-up bollocks .

Angel Long 29:05

You try it .

Jessica Carter 29:08

It's like gym or crossfit you're either a gym , bro , or you're crossfit it's not even the same thing . There's nothing wrong with that . I can't do kipping .

Angel Long 29:19

I think it's because my back's so bad . I can feel it , so I've never really pushed it . I went back . Maybe I went back in August , but I definitely haven't been going regularly at all um , so I'd like to go a little bit more , but I'm just happy to be going because I really , how does it ?

Jessica Carter 29:40

help you , like mentally , like , oh my god , I'm a different person if I don't go like if I'm working away or like I'm I don't know , there's just a week where I'm ill or something by week half . I'm a different person .

Angel Long 29:52

Yeah , it's weird , isn't it ?

Jessica Carter 29:54

Yeah , I feel so much better when I've , even when I'm arguing with myself in the car . I don't want to go to the gym , I'll just go to the gym . I don't want to to the gym , get in there because then you'll be fine , and then I've done it and I'm like oh god , I feel so much better now yeah , nice , I love it .

Angel Long 30:10

Do you love crossfit , though ? I love I do . When I go , I just need to get , I just need to get more consistent with it . You know , because I find do you know what ? Do you have this with your head , but then you then , um , you have to get up anyway .

Angel Long 30:25

Um , school time yeah , that's what I didn't want to know , didn't know I train at night now anyway , yeah , so I yeah , but I , if I find it hard , I basically I um don't sleep very well , but then I have it in my head , I'm like , oh , I need to get up at six to go to crossfit at seven and then if I don't , you're setting yourself up to fail , though I think in that sense well , when I went in , I went in and I spoke to the people because they took , brought me in and like , oh , how is your ?

Angel Long 30:51

feeling or not and I said like if I I would like do 9 , 30 or 12 class , because then I can make sure I've had the sleep I can , I can get up and I can go , you know , so don't make it difficult .

Jessica Carter 31:01

That's what I make .

Angel Long 31:02

That's what I do , I make it difficult for myself and then I'm because our heads do what they do but then you'll get up and you go .

Jessica Carter 31:09

Well , I can't do the 7am now , so I've , I'm shit , I've failed . Whereas if you just don't put that pressure on yourself and you go , well , might go tomorrow when I get up and then you just go , I'm gonna do the nine o'clock or 12 o'clock or whatever . Um , we're being told off why time comes . I want a burger . I'm loading my balls .

Angel Long 31:36

I really want a burger , it's actually more the fact that we're in a car park and we're slightly worried that we don't know when the gate's going to close we might be here and forever . We'll just , you know , shag some more . Well , I hope you love chatting with you .

Jessica Carter 31:56

I always love chatting with you . Yeah , it's so much fun .

Angel Long 32:00

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Jessica Carter 32:10

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Angel Long 32:19

We have some good filth together .

Jessica Carter 32:21

Oh my god , it's great .

Angel Long 32:22

We did an Art the Clown . We haven't even . We are going to talk about this quickly , quick , quick .

Jessica Carter 32:29

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Angel Long 32:36

No more needs to be said we were in the outlet kind of the outfits . He was Art the Clown and we fucked good .

Jessica Carter 32:43

Oh , it was so good .

Final Thoughts & Where To Find Us

Angel Long 32:45

Oh , I love that so good . Maybe we should do more horror ones . Oh yeah , I well , I would love to do that , yeah for sure , all right well I think we're gonna have to go because we're literally gonna be shut in here , but thank you so much for watching .

Jessica Carter 32:57

Thank you um , you know what to do look for jessica carter miss carter .

Angel Long 33:02

Oh yeah , it's the underscore miss underscore carter on instagram because I like to make life difficult and I'm obviously angel underscore long for my OF and Instagram is theangellong we're going to go . Bye , bye , I was so funny .

Jessica Carter 33:22

I was talking to you all then .

Angel Long 33:24

Yeah , it was good .