Inciting Spiritual/Mental Warfare: Igniting Delusion

The Lyricism Of Life 
Season 2 Episode 16
Inciting Spiritual/Mental Warfare: Igniting Delusion

Incite: to stir, encourage, or urge on; stimulate or prompt to action:

Ignite: to set on fire; kindle.

You can incite mental warfare in someone via your actions or what you say. This ignites the delusions that person already had concerning certain people or situations.

When you incite mental warfare, you must correct that wrong because you are responsible for knocking the mind of Christ out of them to interject what you want them to believe.

Spiritual delusions are like optical illusions where you believe you’re seeing things that aren’t truly there. 

Thinking the wrong thoughts is a form of mental illness. 

Don’t guess. 
Hear from YHWH or ask a question(s).

Do not raise your children with your grudges.

Raising your children with grudges incites mental warfare which can cause them to walk in the delusion that people are against them who are not. @highlight

Transcript

SPEAKER_00 0:00

Shalom, shalom, shalom. Welcome to the Lyricism of Life. I am your host, Apostle Pastor Pasha, and I want to welcome everyone tonight. I want to encourage you to share this live, invite someone in, tell somebody to tell somebody to tell someone else to come and journey with us. I hope everybody's doing well tonight. I'm praying for nothing but a great blessing to come upon you. Definitely praying in this great season of answer prayer in this month of Nissan, just worn through, praying for Yahweh to hear your cries, praying for Yahweh to hear your request, and praying for Yahweh to bless as He has promised. So, welcome, come on in, get somebody to come on in and join you tonight to journey with us. We have a great show lined up, and as always, I'm gonna have some fun. So, Jet Alive, invite someone in. Shalom, shalom, everyone. We've been having a great time, and I just want other people to join in for the fun. Come on in, come on in, come on in. Again, hope everybody is blessed. Hope everybody has been having a great week so far. This is already Wednesday. It feels like time is flying, and I can't believe how time really does fly. I have one of my babies just gonna graduate in June, and I was just, you know, meditating on that. I remember when we were driving home, and uh we had just found out we were gonna have a girl. Another girl, and babe was saying, Well, we have us another girl. So, what are we gonna name her? He said, You know what? I like Tatiana, and so Tatiana is gonna be turning 18, and she is going to be graduating high school. So I was thinking about that, just wanted to share that journey with us as we have the Bishop of Hip Hop coming on the scene. Yummy.

SPEAKER_05 2:08

Hey, babe. Hey, how you doing there? Excellent.

SPEAKER_00 2:12

Good, good. Are you looking at your lighting?

SPEAKER_05 2:16

Yeah. Trying to see if I can get a little lighter. Maybe, maybe Kai's been playing around stuff in here.

SPEAKER_00 2:24

Oh wow, I think she turned it off last night for the movie. No, that's okay if she turned it off.

SPEAKER_05 2:29

It's just that how do I get the lighting right? How are you? Good? Doing well. How are you doing? Uh, beyond blessed, thankful. Definitely. Christine is on my heart. Of course, not happy with Dr. George whatsoever. There's a way that you could still show love, still show empathy and sympathy, and yes, yes, bond with someone. But Dr. George, I'm really contemplating doing a video about her in the name of Yahshua. I'm just a different person. Holly, I just can't stand by idle when I know I believe someone is being abusive. You know? And abusive is the word. I find her completely unprofessional. But it has definitely encouraged my faith because within our faith, we pray to have scientific results. We pray to have natural results. We pray to have concrete results. Yes. Yes. That's that's that's that's key. But I want to thank everybody for standing in the gap for Christina. I think it is strong, Hollyah. Of course, Dr. George broke her heart. She cried, but she basically says, I believe I'm getting better. And yes, I confess that. And right now, and this is what I told Jessica Ann in the name of Yashua. We have to make that doctor into a villain. And we make that doctrine to a villain just by Christina living. Just by Christina living makes her into a villain. That's perfect. Just by her living. Just by her living is a is an open, fierce rebuke. I mean, because I don't call her a doctor, I call her a death sentence, and there's a difference. Wow. Death sentence in anybody's life. You know? Wow. Those who are sick need a physician. There's something wrong when you go to the physician, and the physician doesn't give you hope, or the physician doesn't give you help. I don't buy into that, you know. Well, make you sicker. Yeah. I don't care who you are, you have to hook up with somebody who has your vision. Right. And what we have to bind up, we have to bind up Dr. George cutting off chemo, you know, especially where it's the jaw chemo. But that's what type of night it is in the Yeshua. I believe in a time when you cannot be silent, where you have to speak, and that time, that time is upon us. Amen? Yes. Yes.

SPEAKER_00 4:49

So what's what's okay? I'm I'm sorry, go ahead. Just you in your opening and you speaking about what happened with Christine and how a physician, you know, pretty much stomped on her on her emotions by confirming things through a report, but not giving any type of hope, any type of empathy, not showing any type of, you know, bedtime manners appropriate. And and it's it leads right into what I'm gonna talk about tonight. The the title of tonight's show is Inciting Spiritual and Mental Warfare by Igniting Delusion.

SPEAKER_05 5:24

And a lot of times people don't they don't know how to say that again so people can get it because it was kind of long. And I don't I don't know if you could write it in the comment.

SPEAKER_00 5:35

It's okay.

SPEAKER_05 5:36

The night tonight's title is gonna cut loose something.

SPEAKER_00 5:39

Say it again.

SPEAKER_05 5:40

Here, let me see if I can write in the comment. Go ahead, say it.

SPEAKER_00 5:44

Inciting spiritual and mental okay, okay, you're talking to me.

SPEAKER_04 5:52

Inciting spiritual and mental warfare. No, I you wait for you to tell me to go. By igniting delusion You see it? Yes.

SPEAKER_05 6:27

Inciting spiritual and mental warfare by igniting delusion. Yes, yes. And to top that off, I want to say this since you said that. Listen to this. Constantly thinking the wrong thoughts is mental illness. Yes, yes. Constantly thinking the wrong thoughts is mental illness. Now listen to this. This two two keep thinking the wrong thoughts after Yahweh has given you the power to bring each and every thought into subjection's word is a form of Yahweh's judgment. People who are privy to someone constantly thinking the wrong thoughts is equivalent to someone that you are aware of who's about to commit suicide, but you don't get them help. There's something wrong when you constantly hear someone thinking the wrong thoughts. You don't correct them and you don't try to get them help. That's not love and that's not friendship. In the name of Yeshua. And going back to that with me, it goes back to uh accountability. And accountability is people in your life who's gonna keep you accountable about your thinking.

SPEAKER_00 7:34

Yes, yes, you know, yes, that's needed, like you said, in order to stay mentally healthy. Because when you help someone think negatively or think the wrong thoughts, then you partner and you both, you know, subjecting yourselves to destruction, subjecting yourselves to mental illness. Because a ping-pong conversation with the wrong things and the wrong thoughts, that's two minds that are giving into evil. What are you doing?

SPEAKER_05 8:05

You know what this is called? Smelling myself. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 8:10

All right.

SPEAKER_05 8:11

But I was I thought that was cute. What I think is it's deep, and because you know you really got me meditating on this. King Saul, King Saul would have had victory if he just thought the right thoughts. And in order for an evil spirit to have access to your mind, to your feelings or your emotions, you have to submit. And just like the movie Sinners, those evil spirits cannot come in without permission. You have to give them permission to come in. And the permission is thinking the wrong thoughts, you know, because the wrong thoughts create the the wrong reality and create the wrong outcome. And that being true, don't let me jump around, but that being true, what I couldn't let go of right before I signed in was getting past failure. There's only one way to get past failure, to look up or to look forward. So when you're aware, because I I'm a survivor of the wrong thoughts. I'm a survivor of the wrong thoughts. You know, I am a survivor of constantly thinking the wrong thoughts for over two years and being suicidal. And even though I have a testimony of coming from a loving family, coming loving grandparents, mom, dad, my siblings, my sisters. When you think the wrong thoughts, love can't get in. That's right. When you think the wrong thoughts, wow, it's powerful. When you think the wrong thoughts, you're isolated.

unknown 10:00

Yes.

SPEAKER_05 10:01

When you think the wrong thoughts, you're all alone. And even though you can be surrounded by love, you're not allowing love in. And when you don't allow love in, you don't feel loved.

SPEAKER_00 10:11

How about this? When you think the wrong thoughts, you try to convince love that it's not love. When you think the wrong thoughts, you're trying to constantly get your point across why something is wrong when nothing is wrong. And so, like spiritual spiritual illusions is it's kind of like an optical illusion. Like you think you're seeing something, but you're not seeing that. It's like when you are going through spiritual warfare, you think you think you're going through something you're not actually going through. You think that, you know, this is happening to me. People are against me, people are talking about me, things are being said, I'm being crucial to paranoid, too. Right, right. People think they're being ostracized when they're not. Or or when you think people are talking about you, actually, what you're doing, you're hearing voices.

SPEAKER_05 10:58

Yes. Yes. What and and and for it to become real. I think, not I think, I know, because of who I am in Yahweh, because who I am in Christ, you want to shia, it's mandatory for me to guard my thoughts. Because what I refuse to do, I refuse to defeat myself, and I refuse to follow my own sword. Yes. I refuse to use what Yahweh gave me to get victory to commit suicide. So I'm constantly aware of the people who hate my marriage, the people who hate you, the people who hate my children, the people who hate my ministry, the people who hate my destiny. And I will not under any circumstances give myself over to that spirit. But the only way that I could give myself over to that spirit is by beginning with the wrong thought. And what you said was inciting spiritual warfare, igniting delusion, let's call it this. People believe in ghosts. Yes. People believe in ghosts that are not there. And when you create ghosts that are not there, it becomes scary. But it limits you. And what does ghost limit you from? It limits you on all three worlds spiritual world, mental world, and physical world. Where you become physically aware of something that's not there, you become mentally aware of something that is a lie, and it spiritually augments your projectory of where Yahweh's called you in your life. I refuse to do that. I refuse to do that. That's become, you have to be around people who love you enough. I was mentioned this too. You have to choose intimate friends. You have to choose friends that have access to the real you because then when they have access to the real you, they can tell you where you're going. They can tell you if you're okay, if you're not okay. They can give you a barometer of your well-being. But people who isolate themselves can't do that. And then I was meditating. It's impossible for me to be lonely because of the love relationships I have in my life and because of the communications I have in my life. It's totally impossible.

SPEAKER_00 13:15

Right. Right. That's powerful. I know it's powerful. That's why I said it. But you know, okay, okay, Mr. Sir.

SPEAKER_05 13:24

Come on, I'm trying to get some smiles out of you. I mean, there you go. Don't frown. Code it. Uh-oh. Hold it. Hold it.

SPEAKER_00 13:31

Okay, calm down. Because you got a delusion going on. You just want to say sometimes.

SPEAKER_05 13:36

Say what? Don't uh spiritually delude. Have a delusion.

SPEAKER_00 13:42

So come on, you made me forget what I'm gonna say. See, this is what I'm talking about. I have to always talk to you offline so that you understand how the script's supposed to go. So I forgot what I was gonna say. Go ahead. What you said was powerful though, uh, talking to ghosts and everything. I was so blessed.

SPEAKER_05 13:58

I told you, I believe it was Monday night, I heard Timmy and Tati talking, and they were just talking business. But I got to see the expertise of Tati talking about her craft when she was explaining things to Timmy, and Timmy was asking questions, and then Timmy heard her say that uh she wanted to take up coding. And because Timmy knows that she's smart, she knows that she could pick up something and excel in it. But I was just amazed when I heard the business mind of Tatiana. But once again, when I heard the business mind of Tatiana, it goes back to the thought process.

SPEAKER_00 14:32

Right.

SPEAKER_05 14:32

It means that she has a healthy thought process.

SPEAKER_00 14:35

Right.

SPEAKER_05 14:36

And I think that's what people have to be honest with. Do you have a healthy thought process? I mean, what we talk about all the time, uh we we slip it in the word, but we constantly hear Yahweh saying he's adding. Yahweh doesn't subtract, right? Yahweh adds. Right. Uh but if people do not allow Yahweh to add to their life, Yahweh makes rich and he adds no sorrow to it, they become lonely, they become isolated. And then the sad thing is if they don't have honest friends. I was meditating this too. If you don't tell your mate, if you're not the first one to tell your mate something exciting or something great that took place in your life, you're out of divine order. If something great takes place, and I tell someone before I tell you, I'm out of divine order. Right. And when a person's out of divine order, once again, their thought process is already off. Their thought process is is is is is already off and so forth. But you cannot say that you're in love, walking in love, or desiring love if your thought process is off. You know? Right.

SPEAKER_00 15:52

Because if your thought process is off, you won't really know how to receive love.

SPEAKER_05 15:56

Well, I won't know how to keep it too. Your thought process is gonna say who you worship.

SPEAKER_00 16:01

Right. Yes. That's powerful.

SPEAKER_05 16:04

It's very, very powerful.

SPEAKER_00 16:05

What I was gonna say is with when it comes to your thought process and when it comes to having the best friendships, you have to feed people victory, especially when you know they're falling off. And a lot of times, people get intimidated in friendships for some reason, and that's not real friendship. If you can't have a an honest conversation with someone, or you cannot feed them victory because they're going to deny you to feeding them victory, of feeding them victory, then that's not friendship. And a lot, a lot of times people don't like reassess their friendships and find out where they're lacking as a friend. And so they can see somebody suffering right before their eyes, and they will just keep going along as if this is okay. They'll get over it because I don't want to confront it, or I don't want to offend them, or I don't want to hurt their feelings. And when you do that, you do it disjustice to the person you call friend, the person you say you love. And that's not right. Because you could be the one who holds the power to get them victory, you know.

SPEAKER_05 17:09

I believe uh I can bring victory to everyone I have influence over. Right. I I believe it wholeheartedly. And right now, I was up, I spoke to all my fighting six, and everyone knows that the the two primary things is Christina's Hillen and the trip to Oxford, you know. But I have a faith about the trip to Oxford in the name of Yeshua, and just like we always have faith to pay our taxes, because in in our business, we always owe taxes. We never get anything back. But it's the faith. But once again, in order for me to remain healthy, it's it's the thought process. So I was meditating on this too, and going back into the thought process, you know. Yahweh was uh telling me how do you define richness? And and immediately, don't say it the wrong way, I knew what time it was. Hallelujah. Immediately I define rich richness as being in his presence and being in his love. Because everything else is is lacking, you know, when you define richness in things, and actually money, money is only a medium of exchange, and that's how come rich people don't keep cash because cash can immediately fluctuate up and down. But things can't make you happy. If things can't make you happy, things can't make you rich. Yes, what can make you rich is experiencing love, experiencing hope, experiencing joy. I was meditating on the the astronauts as they're on their way back home, and it's just amazing. I I can just see Yahweh laughing, and in Yahweh laughing, it it's like too many people are stuck in this small world, and they don't know it's the whole universe out there that Yahweh hasn't revealed to us yet. So the only thing this can be is a test. That's the only that's the only thing this can be. Because it's so many glorious things that Yahweh hasn't shown us. And then, of course, I was ministering to a young lady from South Africa, and that's also how I got this getting past failure, getting past death. When Yahshua died, the disciples and the apostles were heartbroken. But when he presented himself to them, he was basically teaching them don't be afraid of death. Don't be afraid of death, don't be afraid to die. And there are too many people dying together. Oh, who are you telling? Very powerful. That's what happens, though. I keep trying to tell you. That's what happens when you spend time with Yahweh. I keep encouraging you. Hallelujah. You shouldn't just be in one prayer closet. You just shouldn't be in one place in the house when you hear from Yahweh. You know, I hear in every room.

SPEAKER_00 20:30

But uh I hear every room too.

SPEAKER_05 20:32

We know where you hear it.

SPEAKER_00 20:33

In the car, I hear in every room.

SPEAKER_05 20:36

But getting back to what I was saying, yeah. Don't let me get you quit because I I was I'm always doing stuff, so I found out that Rand Paul, his father, Ron Paul is still alive. And I believe he's like 93.

SPEAKER_00 20:51

Oh, wow.

SPEAKER_05 20:51

So then I did a whole research on him. He was a doctor, da-da-da, boom, boom, boom. He was Episcopel, then he became a Baptist. But and I began to meditate, not trying to digress, but a lot of us were on the projectile that our parents put us on. You know? So if you're if your if your parent gets a certain level, they usually shoot you past where they are. So I was meditating how I have to continue to move forward so my daughters can have a greater platform to expound. But that being true, it goes back to again the thought process. And what we what we don't do, we don't allow our daughters to be isolated, you know?

SPEAKER_00 21:40

We feed them victory. That's what uh like I was saying earlier about friendships. As parents, we're constantly feeding our kids victory. We're constantly feeding them hope, we're constantly feeding them faith, we're constantly feeding them Yahweh to let them know no, Yahweh is not just our Elohim, but he is yours too. And hopefully.

SPEAKER_05 22:00

Not in the video, but go ahead.

SPEAKER_00 22:02

Say again? Can you not do that?

SPEAKER_05 22:07

No, no, no, no. Finish saying what you're saying before you accuse me of the devil giving me the wrong thought for you. Come on.

SPEAKER_00 22:12

He already did it because you keep cutting me off. When you are talking, there is no break what you're saying. I don't know what I'm saying.

SPEAKER_05 22:21

I do what you're saying. Now you're messing me up in what you were saying.

SPEAKER_00 22:25

Tell me what I was saying.

SPEAKER_05 22:26

I can't now, babe, because you were on a whole canyon. I want to fight when all I said was, I always try to tell you where to put the post.

SPEAKER_00 22:33

Yeah, people get to see it real time. I mean when I say, babe, tell me what I said. They get to see it real time.

SPEAKER_05 22:39

I can't say exactly what you said. You know.

SPEAKER_00 22:41

I was saying how we feed our kids victory.

SPEAKER_05 22:44

Yes.

SPEAKER_00 22:45

We feed them hope, we feed them faith, we feed them Yahweh, and we let them know Yahweh is a real person. You don't have to talk to Yahweh through us. You can talk to Yahweh on your own, and we encourage them to have a relationship with Yahweh because that's the only way that they're going to understand how to hear from Yahweh for themselves, how to serve Yahweh for themselves, and how to be accountable to Yahweh for themselves. And it's it's something that doesn't often take place. And then when the problem arises, a lot of people don't know what happened. What happened is did you steer your children in the correct way? Did you did you steer yourself in the correct way?

SPEAKER_05 23:26

And otherwise, I mean, in other words, now you're saying that is what I always tell the girls in YouTube, don't play with relationships.

SPEAKER_00 23:36

Yes, yes. What'd you say? You still always tell you two, don't play with relationships. No, I said we.

SPEAKER_05 23:44

I thought I said we. What we because we got tough we maybe.

SPEAKER_00 23:47

You still always tell my girls in you two.

SPEAKER_05 23:49

I'm like, I can play with you too, meaning you tell them also, don't play with relationship. Now you're not messing me up. I had this dream.

SPEAKER_00 23:59

Go ahead, don't play with relationship. That's powerful. Come on.

SPEAKER_05 24:01

Okay, hold on to that. I had this dream. Don't ask me how. I want to say this the right way because I don't want to offend anybody. Me and you had a son who was 34, who you can't use the word midget, so he was short.

SPEAKER_00 24:17

Little people. He was a little person.

SPEAKER_05 24:20

And I got angry because you kept telling him, you're gonna grow, you're gonna grow. I'm like, he's 34 years old. And then I and he had a beard, he had a covered beard, and then I was like, I was like, if I've only known been married 21 years. Whose son was that? Whose son is that? It was just so uncomfortable.

SPEAKER_00 24:46

But good, because it wasn't my son.

SPEAKER_05 24:50

But you were lying to him. I had no faith in that. But anyway, we always tell the girls not to play with a relationship, and that's become when when Kai got that boy's phone number and was when he got when she gave him her phone number. He's texting me, he's texting her, look, don't, don't, don't even consider that, you know, because you want to have a purpose in every relationship. A purpose known from from from from the door what Yahweh called you to do. And that's why I told Minister Andrew, I told Minister Andrew, I believe it was yesterday, I told him, you're 25 years old right now. Only you know yourself. But right now, if I were you, I wouldn't I be meditating on a wife before 30. Hear from Yahweh, build yourself up as an individual, build yourself up as a man, confess to be that millionaire before you get married, because you get married, and you know, you could, you know, instantly start having kids, and that changes everything, and and then it changes your schedule. But right now, having that that that that that freedom, build who you are as a man, and it goes back once again to the thought process. The thought process. I believe the only thing that can defeat us outside of Christ is the wrong thoughts. It's the only right. And like I said, I can speak this because for over two years I was suicidal. Over two years I was I was suicidal, you know, and so forth. And I never forget that day I was complaining to my dad, and I said, I don't have S. And I never forget that because I was in my room, and I had a bunch of, and after my room is the hallway, I think we would call that a four-year, and then it was the liver room, and he says, Son, you have to give yourself time. That stuck with me. Son, you have to give yourself time. He said, I have to give have I had to give myself time. And people have to give themselves time. But while you give yourself time, you have to have the right thoughts.

SPEAKER_00 27:06

How old were you again?

SPEAKER_05 27:08

Ooh, this is after I tried to kill myself. So I would say uh I would say 21, 22.

SPEAKER_00 27:17

And then look how much you gained and accomplished after you said that by taking your dad's advice and just giving you a lot of things. Oh, this is the conversation I had with him that I mean, and that's another thing. Fathers don't always what'd you say? I was gonna finish my thought. Okay, go ahead. What I was gonna say is you have a powerful story because after you had the conversation with your dad, you went on to see the fruits of the advice he gave you. Graduating college, two degrees, working on Wall Street, making as much money as you did at a young age, the cars you drove, all those things are very powerful. And it came with just simply giving yourself time, and he deposited a powerful thought. He he deposited a powerful thought into your your your thinking.

SPEAKER_05 28:12

I knew I was speaking to my grandfather. Whenever my father spoke to me about ministry, yes. That was that was grandpa. That was that was his calling.

SPEAKER_03 28:28

Right.

SPEAKER_05 28:28

That was his calling for grandpa, where he to me, you know, and that was the the those are the times I really remember talking strategy with him. And uh and that's and that's what I was meditating on. Fathers don't always know the influence that they have. And my dad, my dad had a lot of influence, uh, the positive things, very, very, very powerful influence. And you know, y'all is doing outrageous things, and uh, I mean, can't go into all detail, but y'all are doing outrageous things, and that's what the word this morning was was powerful. But anyway, I was uh thinking through Bishop Bonner's granddaughter, uh Lady Bonner, and speaking about the the power that black ministers, black forefathers have had over the body of Christ. And a lot of things, uh things I I I'm missing gonna touch on it, you know. People have to well, I'm not gonna go into detail here, but the rapture and things like that, a lot of that came from the black church. That came from black study. Yes, and when you when when when you study, you're dealing with different Greek words. I'm not gonna go into detail, where one is saints being caught up in the air and the other's coming back with your hushuah and shak. But there I I know there is a healing taking place within the black church, and I think part of that healing is because of Trump, and it's because of the fact I think a lot of pastors are coming to grips that they are teaching a white theology, even though they call themselves black theologians. Uh, and once again it goes back to the to the concept of thinking the right thoughts. And because of that, I want to say this. Yeah, some people have been faithful to grudges. Whoa. Right. But we should not be passing grudges to our children. We we we we shouldn't be passing grudges. And those those those those those those grudges are being broken down. Right now, what we see taking place in America. What's taking place in America is that white people are afraid of losing power. That's why they're they're they're they're grouping together, they're voting together, even if they're they're they they have a white unity that they never had before, you know, because they have a fear. But that goes back to the thought process again and uh the delusions. Because people have made black and brown people into into evil ghosts that they feel that they they have to stop. For people to feel comfortable of Trump saying he's gonna bomb away a whole civilization. That's that's white genocide all over again. That is that is white genocide, you know, and now people are starting to to to hit the whole thing about Judea Christian. No, you you can't say it's the same when one clearly says that Yahshua was a fake, Yashua didn't exist, Yahshua didn't come, you know, and people are starting starting to wake up. In other words, people are starting to judge their thoughts, and they're starting to judge the doctrines that others have given them, you know, and so forth. That's that's that's that's very, very, very important, you know? Right, very important. Right. I mean, to give you another example, me and my fighting six, what we're saying, and this this powerful, you listen? Yes. Well, look like you listen.

SPEAKER_00 32:57

I'm listening. I'm just trying to listen. I'm just I'm just trying to remember something you said so I can go back. Okay, write it down. I can't write it down. I don't have a pen, but go ahead. Fighting six was saying this.

SPEAKER_05 33:09

Listen, excuse me. Can you say that you love your mother, but raise your children to hate your wife? No, that's that's a no, that's a you laughing. I'm I'm very serious.

SPEAKER_00 33:29

I'm laughing because it's a very real scenario.

SPEAKER_05 33:33

We're very serious. It's like Pharaoh loves his mother. You know what I'm saying? Past F do loves his mom, you know, and Apostle Calvin loves his loves loves his mom. But the thing is, if you confess to be a mama's boy, how can you raise people to hate their mother? And and not know that you've done that. That is a thought process. That that is a thought process. But then again, Hollyah, my mother, my father, as crazy as as he was, see, my father's crazy as he was. He never usurped my mother's authority in parenting. And he never instilled in us not to trust. Um I guess that's because he was too busy running in the street. He knew he couldn't parent. But but that's that's but that goes back to a thought process. A house divided. Cannot stand. And what I I what I cannot do, I can't divide my home and expect it to be healthy. You know, I I I I can't I can't do that. That's that's something that that can't take place. That's what called me was it was a miracle what took place Monday, because I thought I had a whole conversation with my sister. I thought I had a whole conversation with Boo. So when I went to show you the voicemail, I said, I want you to hear this voicemail, my sister left me. I couldn't find the voicemail. And then when I couldn't find the text, that's what made me look on the family text, you know. But that's when I began to understand Yahweh was speaking to me, you know. Yahweh was speaking, and then what I was praying on the on the way to the assembly, and then the word that I gave Jennifer and Kelvin on Thursday, because I gave Jennifer and Kelvin a word on Thursday about Balaam and uh Balak. Then I proceeded to teach a little bit on it on Shabbat. But once again, it's a healthy thought process. There, there when you don't have a healthy prop thought process, you're not aware of the fruits you produce.

SPEAKER_00 35:41

Yeah, wow.

SPEAKER_05 35:42

And it goes back to creating a spiritual delusion. Right and everything about uh King Saul, it it was a form of delusion. And so so I'm coming when the scripture says we're not ignorant of Satan's devices, I'm in. What that word really means is Satan uses mental warfare. That's what Satan uses. Satan uses mental warfare in order to wow, it's powerful. Uh Satan uses mental war warfare in order to spiritually confuse you. Yes, that's powerful. That's every powerful. That right there is is is that right there is very, very powerful. Yes, and so forth. But that's the the structure, you know, and here it is that y'all has opened up new doors, y'all has opened up the double double and excuse me. Recognizing that through consistency comes growth and great blessings. So it it it's it's very important. I can remember when Timmy Chris was going through her whole thing. My I had two battles. One is to take Yahweh at his word, and two was patience. And what patience was after wait and see. Where I want to interject, I want to say something. A lot of times I couldn't interject. A lot of times I couldn't say, because the interjector to say is only gonna push more into anxiety and push more into fear, and there's already a notion where Satan's telling her, you're not living up to your father's expectation. You you you you you let your father down. So I couldn't do anything to reinforce that. So I had to I had to step back. But in stepping back, I regained my daughter. So you have to be honest where you are. And now you look at uh Timmy and the the independence she's in and working on her business ideas and so forth beyond powerful. But once again, it goes about empowering. And I was meditating on this. People just don't lose things. That's why it's called backsliding. It's called backsliding because it it happens in increments, small increments, but you have to be wise enough to recognize when you're losing things. Wise enough to recognize I'm on a slippery slope, you know. You you you you have to be wise enough to recognize those things, and you then you have to integrate change. You have to appropriate change, and you have to bring change. I mean, but you have to make bring and change fun, you know? Yep, you have to make bring and change fun. I bring I I like bringing bringing change, I like to put fun in. Bring and change fun, you know? That's key. Now, did you write down what you wanted to say? No. Do you remember what you wanted to say? No. I thought it had something to do with my father. No. I said I had to say much of that. Well, you have to start having a pen. You know?

SPEAKER_00 39:11

I don't have a pen. I have I have bullets like you and I talked about when you when you have bullets. I think you have bullets. You just go.

SPEAKER_05 39:20

No, I told you I want to start when I minister, I want to start ministering with bullets.

SPEAKER_00 39:25

Yeah, yeah, but you also said that you have sometimes you have bullets for the show. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_05 39:34

When yes, mm-hmm. Yeah, mm-hmm. Yeah, most of the time. Yeah. But it's it's it's an it's important because I view me taking on a new youth at my 60th birthday. I I I plan on taking on a whole new youth.

SPEAKER_00 39:53

Uh well, you can take it on now. June is like two months away. I I am taking it on now. You said I plan on taking on my new youth at my 60th birthday. I'm just giving you what you said. And I'm just telling you today, here, right now, faith is now okay.

SPEAKER_05 40:10

Yeah, most definitely. But it gives me, it gives me an expectation. It gives me uh a hope, a zeal. I believe in this life, you have to constantly fight. But you have to fight for what Yahweh promised you. You know? So right now the greatest fight is Christina. The greatest fight is Christina. But let's be re let's be honest, what makes Christina's fight so great? What makes Christina's fight so great is not Christina's report. It's the doctor's report. You know, that's what makes the fight so great. Because the doctor's saying something completely different than what we're saying or what we are expecting, you know? Um and I believe Allison said Christina said she's gonna outlive her diagnosis. Is that what she said today? Yeah. I mean, to even say that, the bones of that. So then I have to apply that to my life. I have to apply that to my life. When I was speaking to Righteous Ron this week, he was saying everyone has to believe what Yahweh promised them. That's the only way we can be Abraham and Sarah. You you're no longer an Abraham and Sarah when you stop believing what Yahweh commanded you to believe. You see? There's certain things he has commanded me to believe. He's commanded me to believe that I'm well. He's commanded me to believe that you are well, he's commanded me to believe our children are well. He's commanded me to believe that all of our children are gonna be married. He's commanded me to believe that all of our children are gonna have children and they're gonna have no difficulty in childbearing. He's commanded me to believe. He's commanded me to believe that all of my grandchildren are safe. He's commanding me to believe that all of my grandchildren are saved. He's commanded me to believe. So, regardless of what report comes my way, I have to bring this into the reality of Yahweh. You know, I remember when my hoopti broke down Monday. And I gotta call it a hoopti because a hoopti is when you get in a car and you don't know if you're gonna make it home. But right before it broke down, I was excited about going through the curve. And then as soon as it died, it's the first thing, what do you do here? So I was like, Well, I gotta prove myself. So I started worshiping Yahweh. I started thinking and praising Yahweh. While the thoughts were, this is a piece of crap, this car is garbage, I'm gonna get rid of it. I was like, no, you know, I started worshiping Yahweh. And then it's like, you know, I'm thankful because I'm on JFK and Belleville Avenue. I'm thankful that I didn't shut down in the curve because in the curve it becomes one lane. That would have held up traffic, who knows? Uh who knows what, you know, I who knows. But anyway, and while I'm going through all of this, a Bloomfield cop pulls up. You see what I'm saying? The Bloomfield cop pulls up. He said, Do you need help? I'm like, yeah, I need help and so forth. And then the next cop, he comes by and he's like, Look, my uncle owns a me and my brother own a tow truck. My uncle owns a mechanic shop, and we we sell cars, blah-boo. So I said, Hey, maybe this can turn into a blessing, you know? So I had to do that. And then while I'm doing that, then of course the other thoughts, hey, this is a scam, you know, you're gonna be taken for your money, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. But you have to choose what thoughts to think. You have to choose what thoughts to come into agreement with. And I'm like, no, Holly, because I'm a prayer man, I'm first of all, I'm thankful that the car didn't cut off in the JFK curve where people would have been blinded and come back and slam me. I'm thankful that it didn't cut off in the fast lane on the parkway, the fast lane on 280, the fast lane going up the hill on 280, and and and so forth. I just began to meditate how thankful I am. And then, of course, Aim's like, hey, how in the world? Are you gonna get the passports? Oxford, and now you got this hoopie bro broken down. Once again, it goes back to again the thought process. The thought process. No, I'm in. I'm determined to get something good out of everything. I'm determined to get something good out of everything. Just like the report with Christina. The good I got it out was Christina. I got so much good out of her. She's gonna outlive her diagnosis. I mean, then think about Jessica. You know? Okay, you gotta pay attention. Don't look like you're paying attention, like you're wandering.

SPEAKER_00 44:31

I am paying attention. I'm listening to you.

SPEAKER_05 44:33

So what's next?

SPEAKER_00 44:34

Go ahead.

SPEAKER_05 44:35

You tell me. You can't do that, babe. What? You can't do that.

SPEAKER_00 44:42

You babe, you cannot just stop and say what's next. You've been talking for like 40 minutes.

SPEAKER_05 44:47

Okay, well, you and then you're gonna just stop and say, okay, go ahead and you should be thinking during the process. You should be thinking, you should be getting something out of this. That's what you should be doing. Like, what you're gonna be doing.

SPEAKER_00 45:02

I should begin a conversation. You here preaching.

SPEAKER_05 45:07

No, I take a fence to that. I'm not preaching. You are preaching. It's okay. No, I'm not preaching. What I'm talking about is a thought process and how I am determined to think positive thoughts, even concerning you right now. I'm thinking positive thoughts concerning you. Good. You should. I know. I got a lot to think about. You on my mind is heavy. I got a lot on my mind. You must be sitting with me in your mind then. Well, if if if you're sitting on my mind, my neck is broke.

SPEAKER_00 45:42

No, that's your cheeks breaking your neck.

SPEAKER_05 45:46

Oh my goodness. Okay, chipmunk. Stop playing. I'm a chipmunk, you a squirrel. It's all good. I mean, every week he gets disrespectful.

SPEAKER_00 46:02

I know somebody said, Bishop, you disrespectful.

SPEAKER_05 46:04

No, it's just that I'm showing you I'm paying attention. I'm not making sure you're paying attention.

SPEAKER_00 46:07

You gotta pay attention. You the one talking. Talking while I'm paying attention. You done skipped like you done went through like 10 classes like within the last couple minutes. And then you you say key points, but I can't keep up because you hop around. Like it's good points. Don't get me wrong. You have very powerful things to say. But some of the stuff you gotta you you gotta slow down.

SPEAKER_05 46:30

Well then you you need to take a note so you can expound on it what what you're getting from. Because I'm getting a lot out of this. You know, you can't live this life without designer thoughts. I design my thoughts. I totally design my thoughts. I choose not to think evil, I choose not to think negative of anyone, you know, right? I I I I I judge my leadership. How can I move someone forward in who in what Christ Yahushua called them to do? I mean it's it's very rare that I openly rebuke an individual. Very, very rare. Very, very rare. Because it's always the end result. I I want the end result, and then I I recognize how many years, and literally years it takes to build a faithful saint in Christ Yahshua. But it only takes one word that could break their heart, break their mind, break their will, break their desire.

SPEAKER_00 47:34

I do want to say this as many years as it takes to build someone, that's that's from your perspective of seeing how to build a ministry. But from the perspective of said individual, we all have a responsibility in Christ to do what we're supposed to do. We all supposed to be accountable, keep ourselves accountable, and hold ourselves accountable to Yahweh, not to do certain things. We all know where we come from, we all know what we were doing before we got saved, how Satan was trying to kill us, how we know we would have ended up dead if we didn't submit. Those things have to be kept in mind too. Like it's not always, we shouldn't always put it on the bishop or put it on leadership to keep us accountable. We have to keep ourselves accountable because what is salvation to us? What does it mean to us? Does it mean enough to just, you know, throw it away in a moment or throw it away based on a lie? What does salvation mean to us? It has to mean something to us. Our salvation and our uh commitment to Christ should have nothing to do with anybody else. That's a commitment you make to Yahweh, and that's an agreement that you have between you and Yahweh. So nobody else should be able to come in between that, or nobody else should be able to hinder that. Nobody else should be able to interject into your relationship with Yahweh if it's a negative. And so there is a responsibility that comes with your commitment to Christ. And we have to we have to own that. We have to stop acting like it's somebody else's job to keep us safe. It's not anybody else's job to keep us safe. Iron sharpens iron, yes, but iron is sharpening iron. So there's an exchange. There's not just you sharpen me because you gotta keep me safe. You gotta keep me accountable, otherwise, I'm gonna just go out here and be crazy. I'm gonna go out here and be buck wow. No, that's not your responsibility. Your responsibility is to sharpen me, but it's my responsibility to serve Yahweh because that's just how it goes. You have to have your own personal relationship. But I do wanna, I remember what I wanted to say. Oh, wow. When you spoke about grudges, that was very that was very powerful. Two things that I wanted to say. The first thing is when you were giving Minister Andrew advice about just getting to know himself, just growing more in Christ, just you know, getting established in Christ, getting established as a man, and before he chooses to get married. That's very powerful because not many people had that. A lot of us, we didn't have someone to do that.

SPEAKER_05 50:16

Oh, that's all a lot of us didn't have it, but that's what Yahweh forced on me. He forced that on me. Yahweh took my teenage years, Yahweh took my 20s, and Yahweh took my 30s. He took that. Right. And I I understand why he took it, because I made a G-O-D out of the whole notion of a wife. He took that from me. I mean, so this is a path I was for that.

SPEAKER_00 50:40

Go back to what you were saying. So you giving that advice, you being a father figure in in the ministry as a whole, you offer something that a lot of people didn't receive. Like just something as simple.

SPEAKER_05 50:56

I want to say something. Can you remember what you were about to say? Because remember when you said Maplewood wasn't big enough for Jessica Ann. And Maplewood wasn't big enough for our daughters. Oh, that's the word I got. Yes. Oh, that was in the word? Okay. So here it is that I was fighting to stay in Maplewood. And that's how it is sometimes. You will fight to stay in a place that's too small where God wants to take you next. Right, right. It's it's too much. He has to pull you out of there, literally. He has to pull you. But the sign for you guys to leave Belleville is y'all buying a house outside of Belleville. Right. And setting the precedent that's gonna take place before Abby graduates. Yeah. But it goes back to the grudge thing, and I know I interrupt a whole lot, but understand, let's see, in between the lines, because a lot of denominations were stopped and started because of judges, grudges. And some of those things are still being done in the name of Yashua because of grudges.

SPEAKER_00 52:17

Yes, yes, yes.

SPEAKER_05 52:18

Listen to this. I'm I gotta be blunt, you know. I don't know who's listening. I gotta be blunt. My grandpa was kicked out. So the people who basically kicked him out are dead. So now those who are alive, they've got to judge was this just, was this right, and why was he kicked out? Right. My grandfather was kicked out for only one reason. Because he grew in Christ, because he grew in the Holy Spirit. Amen. Because he had a vision from Yahweh to restore my name and restore my son's name. No, that's that's very powerful. And I'm a product of that. Right, if you understand, you know, very, very, very, very, very powerful. And that's what come I brought up that of removing the grudges because the Purnell family was a family of grudges. You know, my father didn't visit his mother for years, you know what I'm saying? I don't know any Purnell cousins, you know, and so forth. But now those things are because of something that took place in the past before I was probably even born.

SPEAKER_02 53:37

But it's time to die, you know?

SPEAKER_05 53:41

And it is gonna die. All the words we're getting. Because I know that Yahweh is opened up doors and where enemies are becoming friends, and that in itself is beyond powerful, beyond powerful.

SPEAKER_00 53:57

Yes. So the thing about like you were saying about grudges, grudges shouldn't travel through generations. That's like that's crazy and it's destructive. But in the same token, you were talking earlier about people raising their kids in grudges. You shouldn't raise your kids in grudges. And I was having a conversation with Timmy earlier as I was taking her to school. And we were saying, I was saying how a lot of the kids who were raised in the ministry, they were raised with grudges based on whatever the parent felt about you. Whatever the parent felt about you based on maybe a word, based on I don't know. Like some people, they just whoever had an issue, they raised their kids in that, and then they taught their kids this is how you should think about them.

SPEAKER_05 54:49

I also think it's an insecurity thing, whereas I don't want my kids looking up to Bishop more than look up to me.

SPEAKER_00 54:55

Right, right. But listen to this. When the kid gets older, they begin to see or hear Yahweh for themselves, they begin to see how they can learn from you and they begin to receive you. And then it's like now they're saying mental warfare was incited upon me all those years. And now the delusion that Bishop and his family think they're better than me and our family, that's that's been wiped away just based on a kid growing up and getting to know who you are for themselves. Because now it's like, no, they can think for themselves, they can hear from Yahweh for themselves, and then they begin to understand, like, no, this is I've been raised in a lie. I'm not in a lie.

SPEAKER_05 55:40

This is something, keep that thought because I don't want you to lose it and blame me. What Pharaoh has said, Pharaoh said it's wrong for children to feel they have to protect their father, and for a father to receive that, because what what are you instilling in your children? What you're instilling in your children, I'm surrounded by enemies. Right, right. But children can see that. And it's like when they feel like I gotta be who there's something wrong when a child feels they have to be more loyal to a father or a mother than Yahweh.

unknown 56:12

Right.

SPEAKER_05 56:13

That's totally against divine order, yes, and also within itself and and and insecurity. With that being said, I was thinking while you were talking, you were talking a lot. Now it's holding a lot in because I didn't want you to lose your thought because you lose your thought. I know you're not gonna find out who you are because you're not taking notes. But there's never been a time in our marriage where I felt, I felt you would make some bad decisions. Never been a time in our marriage I felt you were backsliding. So when I was gonna kick you out and raise the kids by ourselves, I knew you were still going to heaven. You know? There's never been a time I felt, no, seriously, there's never been a time I felt that you were backsliding. And there's definitely never been a time in my life I felt that you were working against me. Never. I mean, I don't, I'm not, I'm not cool with stuff like that. And what I was telling you earlier, I was reading about this young lady. I thought about postman. She says she's never coming back to the church. Her father was a pastor, she grew up in the church, but the whole church is man-centered, is always telling the woman you gotta stay with your cheating husband, you gotta do more, blah, blah, blah, blah. And I was like, I don't ever remember ever in ministry telling any married woman to stay with a cheating man. Never, ever, ever, you know. I don't, I don't live, I don't, I don't live that. But it's sad when people can admit that people do bad things but blame Yahshua for. That once again is a thought process. Right. That's an unhealthy thought process. I I don't know. There's no there is no woman in our ministry. First of all, there's no there's no woman in our ministry that told me their husband was cheating. They're still married to the same person. But I've never told someone, hey, stick with your husband. You know, this is your fault. I've I've never. Why are you laughing?

SPEAKER_00 58:18

I'm just listening because the sounds, it's as serious as this is, it sounds crazy for someone to wait for you to tell them that. It's like, no, if you were cheating on me, I'm not waiting for somebody to be like, nah, you gotta stick it out with Bishop.

SPEAKER_05 58:33

I'm sure Yahweh would tell you that. He'd like, stick it out. Don't lose.

SPEAKER_00 58:37

Yahweh will not just be sitting there talking, just let me know. So you think uh Yahweh is gonna say a manager have 80 gals, right?

SPEAKER_05 58:46

That's not what I said. We talking about you, amen.

SPEAKER_00 58:50

Yeah, and and and I'm not just gonna sit there and wait for somebody to, you know, determine what happens in my marriage, because that's not right. You know, a relationship is between the husband and the wife. And if somebody's gonna give sound advice, that's different. But if somebody's just gonna be like, he only cheated 10 times, I mean, you know, he loves, you know, it's like he says, I was just I was gonna get back with you. I was just messing with them girls, I was gonna get right back. He literally lived that out with disease. Exactly. He literally lived it out. It's like it's like, but you know, like you said, it's a thought process, it's a thought process that leads to cheating. And and you said you you have power over your thoughts because intentionally you design your thoughts.

SPEAKER_05 59:42

Yeah, because I I I have to because, like I said before, I tried to kill myself. And like when when the hoopti broke down, and I just told you, no, it hasn't been a year since it broke down. It it broke down last April, you know. But then again, I don't trust the dealership anymore. You know what I'm saying? But why are you laughing? Your father would be so mad. She said that. Oh, please. No, he would he would he was like, you need to get rid of that garbage. Get rid of that garbage. That ain't no car. Yeah. He'd be like, You got you got four kids. Imagine my mother. You know, you got four kids, you're end up killing yourself being stranded somewhere. Uh, but no, I have I I had I had a lot of fun, you know, praying and doing my little thing in the name of sure, but hallelujah. You need to listen to your wife too. What'd you say?

SPEAKER_00 1:00:42

You need to listen to your wife. What do you mean, listen to you? I was witching you, hoopie. You said you heard a noise. I didn't hear it. You said you heard a noise. I'm gonna tell you what you said. I said, babe. Babe, you hear that noise? That's you hear that? No, that's supposed to sound like that. That's how it goes. I was like, all right.

SPEAKER_05 1:01:08

I don't play the music in that car, so I listened to the engine, so I know I heard it when it when it went off. I heard it was I heard what and then the old dumb computer constantly saying press the clutch is the start. I am pressing the clutch. I am pressing the clutch. I still believe it's the computer. Well, he said it was a computer. It wasn't getting, it wasn't getting the power. But in the old days, I'm saying the old days, because with my 73 Chevy and also with my Silicon, when you're driving and your car loses power and cuts off, is usually the battery and the alternator. That's what happens. And it just, it's the battery and the alternator. It's abrupt. And we used to say alternator generator, you know? So, and what I what I liked is that hey, this guy, he was, he was gritty. I mean, he's Jamaican, his partner is Pakistinian, you know? So I'm like, look, and you heard the way he was talking to me. Who told you? Who told you with the clutch? Who told you that? Who told you that? Who told you with the clutch?

SPEAKER_02 1:02:17

From coming to America.

SPEAKER_05 1:02:20

I'm like, yo, this dude is like yelling at me. I never met this dude. Who told you that? Who told you with the clutch? Who told you? I want to know what made you think that. I said the dealership told me. I mean, but I meant. It was all good. But yeah, so it's very important. You know, all relationships, if they don't get closure, become ghosts. Boom! Did you hear that? All relationships, if they don't get closure, become ghosts.

SPEAKER_00 1:02:49

That's real. That's powerful. I ain't afraid of no ghosts. I ain't afraid of no ghosts.

SPEAKER_05 1:02:59

I ain't afraid of no ghosts.

SPEAKER_00 1:03:07

It's 1004. 10 05.

SPEAKER_05 1:03:09

And I haven't eaten all day. All day I didn't eat. Not good, Mr. Bishop. Not good. No, but I I've noticed that my appetite has gone down. Right now, I'm taking that as a positive. And then I was watching this dude. I don't know if it's possible. I'm gonna ask Doc. He said that he has been on a water diet, a water diet, since January the 20th. He's already lost like 100 pounds. I don't know if that's possible to just drink water. And I just saw that on Instagram.

SPEAKER_00 1:03:40

He lost how much?

SPEAKER_05 1:03:42

100 some odd pounds.

SPEAKER_00 1:03:45

And he's been on that water diet since January. As soon as he eat a slim gym or something.

SPEAKER_05 1:03:49

Babe, stop. Stop.

unknown 1:03:53

Stop.

SPEAKER_05 1:03:56

Don't go too far back. You might go out that window. And you got that post in the wrong place. Only thing you see is your father's fedora in his shades. Leave him alone. Yeah. Leave Larry alone. He probably still wants to get high in heaven. A good high, not a negative. A good high, not a negative high.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:17

Come on, baby. He made it there. You still got to get there, Mr. Bishop.

SPEAKER_05 1:04:21

If Larry getting there, I know I'm getting there.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:24

If your father there, I know you're getting it. Say good night, babe.

SPEAKER_05 1:04:31

All right, hallelujah.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:34

Thank you all for tuning in.

SPEAKER_05 1:04:36

Yep.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:36

And let's be on point and on guard.

SPEAKER_05 1:04:39

And please pray that I get my hoopty back tomorrow, and that is completely fixed.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:43

And that now was that right? Was what right? For you to jump over me closing this out, talk about your hoopty. Yeah, baby, get my hoopty back. Write it down. That car is 10 years old. That car is 10 years old. Come on, you got to talk about in one of the 10 videos you're gonna do between now and tomorrow. Thank you all for tuning in. We love you, but stay on post, stay on point, and do not allow Satan or anyone Satan is using to incite spiritual or mental warfare by them causing you.

SPEAKER_05 1:05:17

And let me tell you why. Satan hates love relationships. Because every true love relationship has been ordained by Yahweh. Because Yahweh's love. Every true love relationship has been ordained by Yahweh. Do not allow Satan. A love relationship should have intimacy, it should have trust, it should have hope and faith. Good night. Why are you laughing?

SPEAKER_00 1:05:47

Good night.

SPEAKER_05 1:05:48

Yeah, I didn't say it like that. You know, don't, don't, don't do it, babe. Don't do it. I'm I'm hanging up on you. Bye. I love you, love you.

unknown 1:06:00

Yeah.