Go Where Love Is! Be Wherever Love Is! Stay Wherever Love Is!

The Lyricism Of Life

Season 3 Episode 1

Go Where Love Is 

Be Wherever Love Is 

Stay Wherever Love Is

What is Love?

YHWH IS LOVE

Love can shake whatever doesn’t belong in you, out of you.

Love is a wake up call. 

Love is an action.

Love can change you. 

In order to “go” anywhere you must leave wherever you presently are.

This could mean physically, spiritually, mentally, or emotionally. 

Love is not about controlling someone but empowering them instead. 

People who seek to control others are usually those who don’t have “self” control.

Transcript

SPEAKER_00 0:00

Good evening. Welcome to the Lyricism of Life. I'm your host, Apostle Pastor Patha, aka the Lyrical Apostle. Welcome, Shalom Shalom. Tell someone to tell someone to tell someone else to join us now. Hop on here so we can get started. I pray everybody had a great day and it's having a great week so far. So I just want to thank everybody for the birthday shout-outs, the Mother's Day shout-outs. Had a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful weekend. Led into the beginning of a very powerful week. So thank you all. And as soon as I get a chance, I will thank you all individually. Those of you who left me messages on Facebook and so on. But thank you so much. Welcome, welcome, welcome. We're gonna have a nice time today. So wait a minute.

SPEAKER_03 0:55

I see you, babe. One second. Come on in.

SPEAKER_00 1:10

There it is. As soon as you said that, you popped up. Hey babe. Why you wait so long to thank everybody for your gifts? I didn't wait long at all. I I just got on.

SPEAKER_01 1:21

It's only 901. No, but you said that uh you said that uh you know I heard what you said.

SPEAKER_00 1:29

I didn't thank everybody individually on Facebook. I didn't even get to that yet. Oh, you're talking about Facebook. Okay. Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 1:35

Okay. Oh, I don't have my um I don't have my light on.

SPEAKER_00 1:41

Oh, you want to turn it on?

SPEAKER_01 1:43

Yeah. Yeah, I put a lot of work in my studio. Let's see. Happy birthday, babe! Well, before I turn my light on, make sure you can see. Make sure you can see. Okay, let me turn my light on. There's no way that you could mail me what you sent me, right? Mail it to me? No, maybe I can.

SPEAKER_00 2:02

Hold on.

SPEAKER_01 2:03

Mel it to Yahoo. Mel to Yahoo.

SPEAKER_03 2:08

Hold on, man. Let me turn my light on. I didn't even know you use Yahoo.

SPEAKER_01 2:24

I have to use Yahoo because Apple wants to charge me more money. There you go. Oh, look at that smile, babe. So I don't see an email from you. I'm trying to get it there.

SPEAKER_00 2:39

One second. I'm trying to get it there.

SPEAKER_01 2:41

Well, I want to read this birthday card.

SPEAKER_00 2:44

I read your book birthday. What's your Yahoo? Bishop Renella Yahoo? Yep. Wow, I never said that. On this birthday card, I wrote. Hold on, hold on. Okay. I want to be able to look in your face. Okay, bishoppronellayahoo.com. Alright, I just sent it. It says sending message, so it should be on its way to you. It's on his way.

SPEAKER_01 3:17

I'm on my way. I'm on my way. I'm on my way. No. Well Okay. Nah, it's not working. Don't worry about it.

SPEAKER_00 3:27

Nah, it's sending. The internet is slow though sometimes.

SPEAKER_01 3:30

Nah, make sure you're on the right internet.

SPEAKER_00 3:32

I am. I just looked.

SPEAKER_01 3:34

Okay. Well, anyway, let me read this letter to you, okay? Come on. Happy birthday. Thank you again. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah, you're welcome. I wrote love you so much, babe, that I will go broke. Uh-uh. You can have to sound believable. What I'm reading, babe. Now have my glasses.

SPEAKER_00 3:53

You can't sound believable when you read. Okay.

SPEAKER_01 3:56

Love you so much, babe, that I will go broke for you. Love, babe. This is it. You know. This isn't one of those 50th birthday cards that jokes about how all those candles are going to melt the cake. This is a 50 birthday card that says you're more on fire than ever. I'm in. Look at your name, babe. We're going to Oxford. Love you. I'm in. And it popped open. Fire. Hallelujah.

SPEAKER_00 4:30

Thank you, babe. Love you.

SPEAKER_01 4:31

I'm not a I'm not a Facebook or Instagram birthday person, but I am an in-person birthday person.

SPEAKER_00 4:37

Hey, that's the best person to be.

SPEAKER_01 4:39

And I and I happen, I happen to live here. And then I like this one. It says, Love you, babe. You're big 50. Love, babe. I want to put into words what I feel in my heart each day. That going through the years with you is the greatest joy and adventure of my life. I want you to know that I'll always strive to be the man you deserve, that you'll be at home forever in my arms and in my heart. Happy birthday. Babe, it's the big 50, but you're still a wonderful and beautiful 10 to me. Woo! Woo! Hallelujah.

SPEAKER_00 5:28

Hearts for the bishop. Hearts for the bishop. Hearts for the bishop.

SPEAKER_01 5:31

A big 10. A big 10. A big ten. A big 10.

SPEAKER_00 5:36

Thank you, babe. I had a very, very blessed birthday, very blessed Mother's Day after a very powerful service. And I was sharing with the young lady who braised my hair how I'm thankful that you made it through all of your trials. Who, Daffy Duck? Babe, no, you babe, stop.

SPEAKER_01 5:55

No, no, no. Don't take the wrong way, babe. I'm not thinking about who you think I'm talking about. Okay, I'm talking about the cartoon, Daffy Duck. Listen to me. We're talking about Daffy Duck. Switch the subject. Babe, switch the subject.

SPEAKER_00 6:07

Telling a very powerful story.

SPEAKER_01 6:08

Yes, I'm saying, okay. So let's go back to the powerful story.

SPEAKER_00 6:11

Then don't interrupt. Come on.

SPEAKER_01 6:13

Okay. All right. Holly, you want one you want one of those men who don't talk in your life, though.

SPEAKER_00 6:18

No, I don't. I want one of those men who wait their turn. Pause.

SPEAKER_01 6:27

No, I'm I'm excited. So what happened at the beauty salon?

SPEAKER_00 6:36

I was sharing with someone how I was happy that you didn't kill yourself. And I was sharing. Well, your birthday? Babe, okay, that's enough. Now we gotta we gotta skip. No, no, don't do that, babe. I hate when you No, no, we're gonna do that.

SPEAKER_01 6:52

No, babe, go back to the subject. Don't let me. No, I can't give it a subject. Come on, babe. Why can't you have a little fun? Just a little fun. Okay, let's go back to the stuff.

SPEAKER_00 7:00

It's always fun to interrupt when I'm telling you.

SPEAKER_01 7:03

Come on. But see, that's the problem. The problem is when you don't enjoy having a man in your life that can make you smile and laugh. You know?

SPEAKER_00 7:13

Why do you always want to make me smile and laugh while I'm telling the story?

SPEAKER_01 7:16

Babe, we don't want to talk about that.

SPEAKER_00 7:19

Okay, because you can't answer that. All right.

SPEAKER_01 7:21

Go back.

SPEAKER_00 7:22

Tonight, we are going into season three. I want you to finish. Okay, well, let me introduce the season first. That meant give you a time to kind of calm down. Tonight is season three of the lyrics of life. Season two was packed. We never got through a whole season without skipping any episodes. And I think that was cool. We're in season three. Now don't look like you disengaged because I told you to let me finish talking. Tonight's subject is go where love is, be wherever love is, and stay wherever love is. Let me say it again. Go wherever love is, be wherever love is and stay wherever love is. Very important for us to go wherever love is because in order to go somewhere, you must first leave somewhere else. So in order to go, in order to go wherever love is, you gotta leave a place of bondage. You gotta leave a place of where you're not you're not growing, where you're not feeling love, where you're not able to grow in Yahweh. You gotta leave that place in order to go where love is, because Yahweh is love. You gotta be wherever love is. Make sure you're in the company of love, make sure you're in the space of love where you are being loved and when you are showing love. Make sure you stay wherever love is because in staying wherever love is, you're guaranteed to be where Yahweh is. So that is the subject of tonight, my good brother Bishop. Don't look bored, babe, because you're not talking. That's not right. That doesn't matter.

SPEAKER_01 8:58

You told me not to talk, babe. I want to hear the story.

SPEAKER_00 9:02

You're not talking about the bar the hair salon story, yeah. So you're just gonna shut down and try to tell that story? Okay, here goes. I was sharing with her, the young lady who was braiding my hair, that I was giving a speech after my birthday party that I was happy you didn't succeed in killing yourself when you tried to kill yourself. Because if you would have killed yourself, then I would not be in the position I'm in today in Yahweh, in family, and motherhood, and love. And so it's a blessing to have you here on this side of life. It's a blessing that you didn't kill yourself and you waited for Yahweh to actually send me to you, you know? So it was a blessing. Sometimes in in life, we're in a certain position, and I was telling her how successful you were at a young age, but you didn't feel like you had enough. And that was a lie, that was a trick of the enemy, just trying to get you to feel like you are inadequate, where you are actually further than a lot of people your age. I mean, a lot of people your age weren't making legal money like that to be so young and have. That was racist, but okay. No, I mean people who are not black do illegal things too, okay? So that's not a racist statement. That's just that that's the truth. A lot of people your age, they were not positioned where you were. And I'm happy that you waited it out. You know what I'm saying? You waited it out, you waited for Yahweh, and here we are. Now I have you right here.

SPEAKER_01 10:38

That's a powerful story. It sounds like a lot of love involved in that story. Yeah. Don't want to mess up a story like that.

SPEAKER_00 10:46

Here we go. Here we go. I'm gonna start having people do a countdown just to see how how long you you are here until you act like, yeah, you don't want to mess up a good thing.

SPEAKER_01 10:58

Well, I believe in knowing your audience and filling your audience, babe.

SPEAKER_00 11:04

You know, everybody don't want to always hear you interrupt me. We're gonna take a vote. We're gonna take a vote.

SPEAKER_01 11:11

No, don't take a vote, babe. Don't take a vote. So, where did love go on the podcast? Did your love go out the door when I made a joke? Did your love go out the door, or was your love on pause? Or did you feel like, hey, let me just take a moment and because this is also a teaching moment.

SPEAKER_00 11:32

So Yeah, tell me what you mean by that.

SPEAKER_01 11:34

Well, I I don't I I I think, like I always say, one, I'm never looking to fight you. Two. Then why would you say what you just said? Never um let me finish. Let me finish. I'm never looking to embarrass you.

SPEAKER_00 11:48

Three Why is the opening like this every week? I want you to go back and listen.

SPEAKER_01 11:52

Maybe, maybe because I'm still doing the same person. You need counseling then. Maybe because I'm still doing this. So let's go. We'll love it.

SPEAKER_00 12:04

You're gonna have to go interrupt somebody while they're eating on Sunday. Or when they're about to leave. So you're gonna be like, excuse me, can I talk to you for a second? When they had the car, when they're at their car, you gotta go up to them. So, how did you come up with this subject? I came up with this subject because just in life and ministry alone, I learn a lot. I learn a lot based on my interactions with my friends, family, and you didn't mention me, but go ahead. You too. I mean, you're the the head of the ministry. How could I leave you out? And when I say I learn a lot. That's not ministry and family.

SPEAKER_01 12:46

I thought you were talking about family. Go ahead. But the ministry is my family. Okay, that's good. That's beautiful. So you were you were meditating, that's how you came up with go where love is. Because where I am right now, life is too short to waste time. Life is too short to waste energy. I was really blessed by the word that went out this morning, about 3 a.m. Me too. The the faith. We're seeing the we're seeing, once again, we're always teaching, excuse me. Always teaching additions. We ended up in Boston because of Jessica Anne. Dr. Boston Chris is now walking as a civil rights leader at the NAACP because of Jessica Anne. We're going to Oxford because of Timmy Chris. Because of Timmy Chris being obedient to Yahweh. Timmy Chris was obedient to Yahweh because, don't take the wrong way, we were some very good parents. We were very good parents to resist her when it came to her will being different than Yahweh's will. And we refused to compromise. And toot my own horn, and we got the whole ministry to come into agreement to pray that my daughter would come home when that really wasn't on her agenda. But we're going to Oxford because of Timmy Chris's fate. So I'm confessing that follow the Yellow Book Road, follow Yao has already opened the path. So I have a whole new zeal about vacation, EVG, and building a Bethashim Yahweh in Oxford. And also, you know, we're going to spend time, of course, we're going to spend time in London. It's an hour away. But that being true, I'm surrounding myself with love connections. I'm meditating on love, love connections. Right. And then before we what I before I came on, my computer was showing pictures from Boston, you know? And it springs up hope. But we are going where we're going because of the additions in our lives. Yes. Because of uh, we wouldn't be doing this if it wasn't for what our love produced. Our love produced, Timmy Chris, our love produced Jessica Ann, who is in New York right now. Let's pray for her safe return home. And so forth that she's with her.

SPEAKER_00 15:04

Okay, okay, okay. You give it too much information.

SPEAKER_01 15:06

No, baby, it's not like somebody's gonna jump in the car and go get her. I believe in angels, babe. Me too, but you still have to give all the information. Hallelujah. I'm glad we're in agreement. Yeah. So it's these love connections. And I'm excited. But also the same token, it's things like this that you know keep me young. It keep me. Look, I was reading that there when you turn 65, everything instantly changes. So they're saying if you're gonna look, take this up, babe.

SPEAKER_00 15:35

If you're gonna be 65 before me, what you mean, take this up?

SPEAKER_01 15:39

If you're gonna exercise, you need to start before 65. Because 65, everything starts really, really slowing down, you know? I think it changed before then, but you got a point. Yep, I'm I'm moving on that, you know. I mean, you're the you're the person meditating on getting pregnant at 50, you know? Who? And so you. Who meditating on that? Babe, you telling me to do all this stuff for you not to get pregnant and stuff like that. I'm not I'm not meditating on pregnancy at all.

SPEAKER_00 16:07

That's how you that's how you make sure you don't get pregnant. That that's the only way I'm meditating on. I thought you meant like I was trying to say I wanted to have a baby at 50.

SPEAKER_01 16:17

No, Holly, I'm I'm all babied out. I'm babied out. Babies are too much work. Too much work, too much prayer. Like nah.

SPEAKER_00 16:27

I love the babies we have just last night.

SPEAKER_01 16:30

I don't want to be Abraham, you know.

SPEAKER_00 16:33

Wow, because you was about to say 80 gals if I was dead. Remember? And you done went from here to the city.

SPEAKER_01 16:43

I was supposed to say that on Zoom in Yahweh.

SPEAKER_00 16:46

No, I don't want it.

SPEAKER_01 16:49

Well, oh waity, yeah, no, no, hey, babe, you don't mess it up. You know what I'm saying? Don't mess it up. You know what I'm saying? But but but but the thing is, it's it's because of love. And uh, I'm connected, like I would always tell would always tell Pharaoh, would I always tell Motow, you got a wife now, you got children. That's the number one thing. Don't let nothing else bother you, don't let nothing else take you take you out of who you are, you know, because that's love responsibilities causes you to think differently. Yeah, oh please. It should, anyway. To to to surround love. Everything that I am is Christ. You know? And when you were talking about my testimony, I remember that. I remember being ATT bathroom. I explicitly told y'all I got a brand new car, I got the shoes I want, I got the clothes I want, I got everything I want, the money I want, except the wife. And I just complain, complain, complain. And it's amazing. Excuse me, how Satan will get you to meditate on what you don't have, what you think you want, but not meditate on all the love you have surrounding you because Yahweh is love, and Yahweh can only add love to your life. Right. You know, and that love is is answered prayer. But as you mature, I'm always saying, is this worth my love? Is this worth me leaving my love? You know, and it's it's it's it's staying staying on point and staying direct. So also when you say stay where love is, you know, stay it's very important. It's very important not to, it's very important not to go outside of love, you know?

SPEAKER_03 18:38

Very, very important.

SPEAKER_01 18:39

And I I believe that's the only way we can keep our daughters. We can only keep our daughters in love, we can only keep our ministry in love. And let's be for real, babe. My life is surrounded by the people that love me and I love them. That's that is a whoo, think about it. That's a beautiful life, you know? Yes, yes, that's a beautiful life.

SPEAKER_00 18:59

That's a fulfilled, a fulfilled life when you're surrounded by love and when you are constantly experiencing love.

SPEAKER_01 19:06

I'm beyond blessed. I don't don't take the wrong way. You're not trying to drag me to family members that don't like me or you. You're not trying to drag our daughters. No, seriously, babe, as a man, I I don't feel safe in an environment where you know, babe, I don't feel safe in an environment like that. But I'm blessed that you don't you don't play that game.

SPEAKER_00 19:29

I don't feel safe in an environment like that.

SPEAKER_01 19:32

Well, I guess not when your brother should go off shooting people from the club.

SPEAKER_00 19:37

No, no.

SPEAKER_01 19:40

Not everybody got a brother loved for 20 years in prison. Babe. That's the fact, babe. Come on.

SPEAKER_00 19:46

Come on.

SPEAKER_01 19:47

Not to mention your cousin shooting people and looking for these are facts, babe. Yeah, but we don't, we're not, we're not, we're not hanging out with that. No, I'm not, but I I used to be a housing officer. So there's a big, it's a big, it's a big difference in carrying a gun for righteousness and carrying a gun for law and carrying a gun for crime. You laughing. I'm serious. I'm so serious.

SPEAKER_00 20:09

Because I've never heard that. It's all you said there's a big difference in carrying a gun for righteousness. That's cool. I've never heard that.

SPEAKER_01 20:16

Yes, you have.

SPEAKER_00 20:17

Not like that.

SPEAKER_01 20:19

Because there was a time when your cousin was acting up and you asked me to bring the gun to the office.

unknown 20:26

Oh my gosh.

SPEAKER_01 20:28

No, but you remember that. Okay.

SPEAKER_00 20:30

I said I've never heard that term. I never, you got, you know what, babe.

SPEAKER_01 20:35

You're gonna put we're gonna put a pause button on you. You're not coming up against me because I'm my love story, be where love is. I'm still. No, but I'm just saying, we don't have to, I mean, we know all of this stuff. But babe, there's other people out there who have ghetto family.

SPEAKER_02 20:51

And there's other people out there who have family.

SPEAKER_01 20:54

Don't take the wrong way. You have family, you you you have to separate from. I mean, you know, I mean, hallelujah. All your uncles were drug dealers, and I'm not coming up against drug dealers. But there it is, a time when you have to allow a family member to go where love is, especially if you don't come from love. And and I'm blessed that you never like, I gotta be loyal to my family. No, be loyal to love. Be loyal to Christ, be loyal to to where where He He sent you and where He called you to go. You know, that that's very, very important. Why are you laughing? Come on, even though you look cute when you laugh, you need to laugh more often.

SPEAKER_00 21:35

Well, I'll look cute when I ain't laughing.

SPEAKER_01 21:43

I didn't say that. I said you can be stern. You can be stern.

SPEAKER_00 21:50

How give me an example?

SPEAKER_01 21:52

Babe, what stern? I think the kids are scared of you.

SPEAKER_00 21:59

The kids. A not okay. Let's put this in a different word. Let's put this in different wording. The kids reverence me as their mother. They're not scared of me. They just they have a reverence as they should for their mother. Wouldn't you agree? You want that reverence, don't you? No, I think you I think you have to have a certain tone with your kids where they'll know they are love.

SPEAKER_01 22:33

The thing is we have a house of love. And I believe that's the only way you could you can have correction.

SPEAKER_00 22:44

Right.

SPEAKER_01 22:45

And we say love is a wake-up call. Yes. Love, love, love is a wake-up call, but love costs. Love is love cost. But there are ingredients in love. You have to put the right ingredients in order to have the end result of love. And once again, you should know them by their fruits. So there are ingredients in love that you have to deli put into your loved ones and into your relationships.

SPEAKER_00 23:21

Right.

SPEAKER_01 23:22

That's very, very powerful. I think what a lot of people they need to put more emphasis. When I was speaking to I was speaking to a apostle Calvin, and I was telling him that the reason that he's in my life, his wife, his children, and everyone else is because of Yahshua. But we built a love relationship. And it's within the love relationship that you have influence. And don't take it the wrong way. That being true, I don't have a relationship with anyone where they can't feel my Yahweh, my Yashua, and my love. And understand the difference. Yahweh's love, Yahshua's love with grace, and then it's my love. The love has to be felt because that's where the change comes in. You know? I you carry a lot of weight in my heart. Pause. Pause. You carry a lot of weight in my heart. Pause. Why'd you pause there?

SPEAKER_00 24:29

Go ahead, keep going.

SPEAKER_01 24:31

Wasn't even funny. You carry a lot of weight in my heart. You know, anchored. Because of that, you can sway my heart. Where where where I am, excuse me, I don't give everyone access to my heart. I don't give everyone access to my heart. That's powerful. You're not supposed to.

SPEAKER_00 24:51

Let me tell you what's so powerful about what you just said. Because you don't you don't display that, but you are very that means you're very aware of how you present your love. Because that's important too. You said you don't allow everybody access to your heart. That's very powerful because people who know you wouldn't, how can I say this the right way? They wouldn't, they would never think that. Like just to say, oh, Bishop, don't let everybody have access just because of the person you are, you're very giving, you're very inviting. And so sometimes people may think that they automatically have access to your heart just based on who you are as a person, who you are as a person of love. It causes people to believe automatically. And that's why I believe that some people do certain things because they want to, you know, affect you heart-wise, you know.

SPEAKER_01 25:44

You want to hear something deep? This is deep. Before you can access my heart, you gotta first pass my mind. That's powerful. And once you you gotta pass my mind, you know, in other words, I have to put thought into this, I gotta apply wisdom, I gotta apply knowledge. Then I might give you access to my spirit or my soul, but that's still not my heart. Having access to my spirit and my soul, meaning I might be able to fill you, fill what you say, I might be able to fill your emotions, fill your passions, fill your desires. But the heart is is is is is the anchor. And that's where the security comes in, you know. For instance, for your birthday, you know I was tired after ministry. I'm very, very tired. And I was very hungry. And then I can see it in you like, oh boy, he's on police mode. But I was on police mode because not everybody was there to celebrate. Right, right. And listen to this. When people are not there to celebrate, they're selfish. When people are selfish, it's about them. Right. That's why I I would ate last. The reason I ate last is because I saw people like they felt left out. They felt that there was a table going before them. They felt that favor was which called it's like, I can't believe this. First of all, this is not even about you. It's about my wife. It's about her 50th birthday, and you are complaining about free food and who who gets called in what order. So I said, that's it. I'm gonna eat last. And you know I was very, very hungry, and I was very, very weak, but I did it because I knew that I was an example of leadership, an example of love. But I also knew, don't take this the wrong way, that our greatest forms of intimacy are in private and not in public. You know what I mean? Right. Even with uh, you know, even with the the uh the birthday, you know, and so forth and so on. But once again, that was a it was a wake-up call. What's a wake-up call? A wake-up call is don't take this wrong way. Don't take this wrong way. I think this is deep. Now that I'm I'm I'm talking too much here. To me, I guess that's the difference in us eating behind a closed switch car or at the old assembly with eating the off nobody. But then you're not gonna see all of that. Right. You you're not gonna see people seriously. That's you're not gonna see all that. And sometimes that's why you need a level of of privacy because if I see all of that, I'm gonna instantly go into ministry mode, like, look at this. I'm not gonna divide my ministry over a birthday because somebody can't get a chicken wing. You know, it's over.

SPEAKER_00 28:36

But anyway, and it's not their birthday.

SPEAKER_01 28:39

No, it's not it's not their birthday, English.

SPEAKER_00 28:41

It's not their birthday, and they're mad because they can't get a chicken wing, bro.

SPEAKER_01 28:44

Chicken wing.

SPEAKER_00 28:45

And the person gotta stand up there and do housing because somebody mad they can't get a chicken wing.

SPEAKER_01 28:52

What? And I had to keep saying, I keep saying, are you smiling? Are you happy? Why are you here? You know, I'm I'm keep running in my mind because when you get a certain age, stress, stress is medically not healthy, you know.

SPEAKER_00 29:09

But let me tell you what I saw. That's why I always this this is why I always say, oh boy, he in police mode. Because me personally, I just feel like Sunday was very, very, very long day for you. You woke up very early. What? I picked up equipment. I'm about to go through it. I'm about to go through what I saw. Okay, hallelujah. Though I didn't see you pick up the equipment, I'm I'm gonna run down what you were doing all the way up to the point of us leaving the church on Sunday evening. Got up very early. You talked about the things that you were not able to do that Sunday because Yahweh's house is first. So the things that you would usually do to prepare for service, even to relax, or go do what you needed to do before you come back and we eat. You had to put all of that to the side, things that you do usually to prep you, to give you ease, peace of mind while you're studying, after you study. You you had to be in place because you said Yahweh's house doesn't lack. And then after you did that, you remain there to study, remain there to minister, remain there to celebrate, and then you had to police a food line. So I'm looking at this like this can't be right. Like, yeah, but this is totally out of order and crazy.

SPEAKER_01 30:32

But it was actually longer than that. Because you have to remember, it began Saturday because Saturday was game night.

SPEAKER_00 30:40

Whoa, that's right. That's right. That's right. Wow.

SPEAKER_01 30:44

It began Saturday because Saturday was game night, you know.

SPEAKER_00 30:47

And you were there early then.

SPEAKER_01 30:49

Yeah, you were there like 12 p.m.

SPEAKER_00 30:51

that day, too.

SPEAKER_01 30:52

I was there on time, yeah. It was it was it was game night. And it was a it was only it was only four people from us. Myself, Kareem, myself, Kareem. I'm not it I'm not including the people in the gym, you know.

SPEAKER_03 31:07

Myself, Kareem, Armor Bearer Farrell.

SPEAKER_01 31:20

Israel, Hanif, Michelle, Michelle that popped in. So it it was uh a few of us, but anyway, it began there, and don't forget I I was praying and I studied, and then it was what agreed me that I'm leaving you guys on your birthday. So I had to leave y'all, which I knew we we would have separate cars.

SPEAKER_00 31:43

It began before there. Shabbat, you preached too.

SPEAKER_01 31:46

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 31:47

And so then it goes back. My goodness. We had a very long weekend, but you know me, when I see you overworked, and I feel like well, I know you don't deserve that. Like you should not, you should not have to police certain things because it should be love that carries that. You know what I'm saying? It's like the bishop has not eaten. Bishop, sit down. We got it. We're gonna make sure that there are no interruptions. We're gonna make sure that this food line goes. Interruptions. Oh, it was interruptions from the food. Yeah, with the cake after the food, the cake almost got knocked down. We got a lot of interruptions. That's where that's why people have to go with love, is because love sometimes is not with themselves. So they have to leave themselves. And a lot of times people don't leave themselves. They don't leave the way they think, they don't leave the way they feel, they don't leave the hatred they have, they don't leave the bitterness they have, they stay with themselves and then they carry that. And it's like, no, leave yourself and leave that flesh behind to go where love is because Yahweh's love.

SPEAKER_01 32:56

I think when people follow realize, powerful, Yahweh's love.

SPEAKER_00 33:01

Yahweh's love.

SPEAKER_01 33:02

Yahweh's house is a house of prayer. Yes. If you are a hater, you don't even have to have to say anything. You're gonna have instant conflict.

SPEAKER_00 33:12

Right.

SPEAKER_01 33:13

Because hate is a spirit, and love is a spirit, and they don't go together. So a hater can be quiet, sitting down, but that hate can disrupt the whole room. Disrupt the whole room, disrupt the whole atmosphere, and that's why it's so important not to have hate in your family because you won't express in your very family. So it it has you have to be able to draw barriers, and that's what we're doing right now, teaching my daughters, you can only allow love in your relationships. What I was writing here is that for me, Shabbat is game time, Sunday is game time. And what do I mean by game time? I'm totally sold out to my father's business. I totally love what I do. There is no me without Christ. There is no me without building the kingdom. There is no me. Right. Not some relationships, every relationship I've done.

SPEAKER_00 34:14

Every relationship is in.

SPEAKER_01 34:16

When I'm driving, that's what I monitor what's taking place. I've been seeing videos of these the young these young men who killed the rapper. I can't think of his name. But one is really having a hard time. His parents took him to South Africa, he's really having a hard time. I can't feel sorry for him. You you murdered somebody. You're supposed to have a hard time. Yeah. But people need to think before they act. They need to think. And once again, it's it's it's to be where love is. So when I leave home, I gotta come back where love is. Everything has to be surrounded around love. And especially every day I think about my mom, my dad, my grandparents. Life is just so short. We were joking last night, like, yo, in 10 years I'm gonna be 70, and you go, you're gonna be 60. And it's like, where did where did it all go? It's like, where? I mean, seriously, I mean, wow. Is that because I was telling you, you and your brother have already outlived your dad. Yes, you know, I've outlived Grandpa Purnell, and it's a it's a humbling experience. It's like, man, to miss out so much on life. That's why it's important to be to acknowledge love, to acknowledge who you love, to acknowledge who's important in your life, acknowledge who can give input in your life. You know?

SPEAKER_00 35:52

There's there's too much life to be lived to be stuck in a feeling.

SPEAKER_01 35:56

Oh, oh, you need to you need to you you need to write that down. There's too much life to be lived.

SPEAKER_00 36:00

There's too much life to be lived to be stuck in a feeling. But some people they spend their entire time when they're supposed to be enjoying love, interacting with love, and displaying love, they spend their time in their head. And then it's like there's nothing up there positive in your head. So you need to come outside. You know what I'm saying? Like, come outside of your head because right now you are living inside of misery, just in a thought life, in a thought process. And then it's always after the fact. When you already blew up love, blew up the whole love station, blew up everything around you that's you know, that's positive. Then you want to come back after you've calmed down and say, you know what, I shouldn't have done that. But you've already killed off so much. It's like you can't keep going into the places blowing up love stations. People are not gonna let you in after a while. Because they're gonna say smart, they're not gonna let you in. Yes. They're not gonna keep letting you in. They're like, ah, here come the here come to you, Nobomber. No, no, you can't come in here. That's like somebody who keeps cheating on somebody and you keep letting them in your heart knowing they haven't been delivered. You know what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_01 37:11

It's like hey, you let a cheetah in, a cheetah gonna do what a cheetah does.

SPEAKER_00 37:14

A cheetah gonna do what a cheetah does. There is no deliverance.

SPEAKER_01 37:19

Just oh, I'm sorry. That's why you need to get delivered before you get married.

SPEAKER_00 37:28

Yes.

SPEAKER_01 37:28

Listen to this. Whoa, marriage doesn't bring deliverance. Christ does.

unknown 37:34

Right.

SPEAKER_01 37:35

No, I don't know if you caught that. Whoa. No, that's remote. Whoa. It's it's it it that's why you need deliverance before marriage. Don't take the wrong way. And that's why you don't need to be talking marriage to anyone who doesn't know the responsibility of love. Yes. Or anyone who's not anchored in love.

SPEAKER_00 37:54

Or anybody who doesn't understand the characteristics of love.

SPEAKER_01 37:57

If someone that's not sold out to you, here's something, put the brakes on it. No, listen. There is no one who left our ministry for love. Wow. I don't know. No, there is no one who left our ministry for love or left our ministry for family. No. That's true. It's a lie. That's true. Especially when everything about our ministry is love and family.

SPEAKER_00 38:22

No.

unknown 38:23

No.

SPEAKER_00 38:23

And you'd be a fool to chase after that, saying that you want to support a false love. That's terrible. No. You can't do that.

SPEAKER_01 38:30

No one left this ministry for love. No one left this ministry. Oh, I'm gonna make my marriage better. Stop lying. Right. No. Right. No. What you have in here, you say in order to go anywhere, you must leave wherever you presently are. Right. I want you to break that down.

SPEAKER_00 38:50

If you are, when it says go wherever love is, that means you have to leave a position where love is not.

SPEAKER_01 38:57

So when did you get your fingernails done? Two weeks ago. Oh. Why? I thought I saw them flashing like they were just done. Flashing?

SPEAKER_00 39:11

Light? Flashing. No, but wherever you are, in order to go where love is, that means love wasn't where you were. And so you have to leave that place. Like I was just saying, living in your head. Some people just constantly replay fears, replay trauma, replay hurts that they're used to. And so they don't, they have trust issues, even with Christ. They won't trust Yahweh. And it's like Yahweh is not your abusive family, or Yahweh is not the family.

SPEAKER_01 39:41

But Yahweh take that so personal.

SPEAKER_00 39:42

And he should. He should. He should. Don't call me the liar. The thing is, what people accuse Yahweh of, it's like if Yahweh wanted breath to leave your body right now, he has the power to do that. So before people start accusing Yahweh of things, they need to really consider how powerful he really is. It's like the little petty stuff you're talking about, Yahweh is doing to you, he's so much bigger than that. It's like, no, he why would Yahweh take time to just make you miserable? You know what I'm saying? It's like he's not even thinking about you like that. He's already giving you over.

SPEAKER_01 40:18

But already. He's not separate from his creation. This is a part that a lot of people can't understand, and it's over almost overwhelming. Yahweh has suffered misery. Yahweh has suffered the pain of death. Yahweh has suffered the pain of losing a loved one. Yahweh has suffered the pain of losing his creation.

SPEAKER_00 40:42

Right.

SPEAKER_01 40:43

And revising his creation. And I think people have to understand that what we are subject to, he himself is subject to. And so forth. To build a relationship with Cain to correct Cain. And then for Cain be like, you know, I'm not coming back. If Cain would have, if Cain's, if Cain's response should have been, Yahweh, I cannot live outside of your presence. That should be all of my presence. But that's usually not what happens. What happens is like, what? You're gonna allow this hurt to stick? You're not gonna. It's almost as if you want Yahweh to change instead of you change. But what did Cain do? Cain left love.

SPEAKER_00 41:38

He left love.

SPEAKER_01 41:39

He left love. And and and and his anger drove him so much that he said, I'm gonna build a family outside of you. And and that's what I refuse to happen with my daughters. I'm not, it's never happened with my daughters. Right. Because all of my family is going to heaven. I am not first of all, I don't think people know how to pray. You you pray, you pray like Yahweh can do anything. And he can. So I pray like Yahweh can do everything, anything. And I was very blessed. I'm not gonna go into detail, but the dream I had about Timmy Chris and then me telling her, and then being being a lawyer, it's about confrontation. You can never be afraid about confrontation. And one of the key things you have to confront is yourself.

SPEAKER_00 42:29

Yes.

SPEAKER_01 42:29

But what what anchors you is once again is the love.

SPEAKER_00 42:33

Right.

SPEAKER_01 42:38

And that love pushing forward, you know.

SPEAKER_00 42:43

That that that causes me to to reflect on how Timmy chose to stay where love is. Because that was a that was a healer for her. Love is a healer for all of us, actually. But you gotta be, you have to admit that. You know, one of the most the saddest thing is a fruitless repentance. A fruitless repentance is is disturbing, it's alarming, and it's dangerous. Because it's like you're constantly repenting, but you have no fruits of what you're repenting of. Your fruits shows that you are a habitual repenter, but you won't change. And it's like it's like we started to. Yes. You just keep repeating the same thing, saying that you you want forgiveness, saying that you want change, but then when Yahweh comes to change you, it's like almost like Yahweh comes every time to call your bluff, and you right there, like, ah, you thought I was serious. And it's like, Yahweh gets tired of that. And that's why it's like my spirit when I always drive with man. It's like, no, that's a real thing. But it's so, it's so, it's like it's it's draining when you want to see someone do. Better, but they always work against the prayers you pray for them, they work against your hope you have for them, they work against the faith you have in them. That's that becomes devastating. Can you imagine if a parent was doing that to their kids, constantly saying, I'm gonna do better, but they never show up to do better.

SPEAKER_01 44:20

They just what we constantly tell our girls we constantly tell them don't bring danger into our circle. Yes, yes, and you only can bring danger into our circle through relationship. Through relationship. You can only bring danger to yourself through relationship. Yes. And that's true about our ministry. Yes. Don't take the wrong way. People should only invite people that they love or they see a future of some people might not like what I'm saying. I wouldn't invite a serial killer to the ministry. Right. I would pray for a serial killer. I would report a serial killer. I would see to it that a serial killer gets locked up. Right. But someone who's been meditating or shooting a place up, I'm not inviting out the service. Right. Right. That's that no, I'm I'm very I'm very serious. So it's very important for you to discern be led by the spirit. Because Yahweh keeps his house. But let me keep it simple. What I've told my fighting six and all my close friends. We don't need anyone around our families who hate us. Yes. Or our families. Right. It's not right to break bread with somebody who hates you.

unknown 45:50

Right.

SPEAKER_01 45:50

Not around you.

SPEAKER_00 45:51

And who's projecting the hatred to you? Projecting it. Hate is project on purpose. Go where love is. Go where love is. Go where love is. Right. But when you go with love, is the goal should be to receive love. You know what I'm saying? You don't go where love is to fight it. And that's what has to be said too. Don't go where love is. Go where love is if you're just going to reject it, if you're just going to fight against it, if you're just going to lie against it. You so many people lie against love because they have hatred in them. And it's like, no, it's not that we don't love, it's that your hatred has consumed you. So you're so hard, you can't even receive love. It's like, it's almost like that reprobate, like just constantly, oh yeah, they don't love me. Nope, they don't like me. Nope. Look, see this, see that? Always looking for a way to accuse love instead of receiving. You know, and it's like, no, you're gonna go where love is, if you're gonna be wherever love is, if you choose to stay wherever love is, then you have to become love. Otherwise, you don't belong. You can't just be, you can't be in the midst of love and not belong.

SPEAKER_01 47:03

When we uh call my aunt for Mother's Day, and you could you could feel their love, you could feel their presence, it was instantly there. And then when I think Aunt Margaret said, I just got the phone with my sister. I was like, who, my mother? And she laughed so hard she choked. I said, You said your sister, because if you if you're speaking to my mother, you might be on your way up yonder. She's like, Let me get some water, but but love has no distance, right? Right. And listen, it's so powerful. Love has no distance, and because love has no distance, where you feel distance in love, love's not there. Yes, and hearing from my my aunt, and you know, first of all, uh Margaret, she sings, and then her saying, you know, the the past had me read a scripture, I got up there. I forgot why I got up there for. But love takes the smallest things and smiles about it. Creates a moment. It love creates a moment, and love creates more love. So you're not in a loving environment if you run out of love because love is always creative, and love love always produces, love always produces more love.

SPEAKER_00 48:35

And love is not holding you, love doesn't hold you hostage. Love doesn't confine you in a space. You know what that means.

SPEAKER_01 48:42

If you want me, you leave.

SPEAKER_00 48:44

Yes, love love is not imprisonment. Hey, love is not control, it's empowerment.

SPEAKER_01 48:53

No, because we were speaking about this earlier. Yes, everything you control needs a demonic spirit. That's right. That's right. Every form of control needs a demonic spirit.

SPEAKER_00 49:03

How about this? Every form of control, the person who wants to control another person, they have no self-control. You're usually those people who like to control other people using demonic forces, they have no self-control. And so it's like now you want to control somebody else, you have no self-control because the demonic spirit has is overtaking you. So now you want to pass that along. The saddest thing is when someone wants to pass along demonic spirits to their kids, it's like, yo, what type of grandkids you want? You know what I'm saying? Like, you want to reproduce demons. Like, how do you how do you do that and feel comfortable going to bed at night with that on your on your consciousness?

SPEAKER_01 49:47

We I I have never in my life had someone, and I'm everybody's different. I've never had someone in my life make me choose between them and Christ.

unknown 50:00

Right.

SPEAKER_01 50:01

I've never had in the same token. I'm raising my children. Don't you ever have someone in your life that wants you to choose them over Christ because that can't be blessed. The other thing is, I will not allow anyone. You you gotta know when the when when Satan comes, he's the adversary. I will not allow Satan to remove me from where Yahweh called me to be because for me that's death. Yes. You we we can't don't take this the wrong way, it's gonna come out crazy. I can't go to Oxford and go to a go-go bar. Right. I can't go to Oxford and go into an opium shop, I can't go to Oxford into a smoke shop. No, no, I'm I'm being real serious. Right. In other words, I didn't go to Oxford to die. Right when you are on a mission for Yahweh, it's very important that your steps are ordered by Yahweh. Right. Another word for saying your steps are ordered by Yahweh is saying your steps is ordered by love. Yes, it's very important for my steps to be ordered by love. What if we learn? Once again, a false love, it can't be a true love, a false love will take you from Christ. Because Yahweh is love, Christ is love. So if Christ is love, Christ can't put someone in your life that takes you from Him, from your ministry, from your family, if your family is love. That's right. And that's when people have to be honest. When did sickness come in? Because sickness will distort the definition of love, sickness will distort the definition of family, and that's when you got to recognize something has changed. You know? Yes, something has changed.

SPEAKER_00 51:53

Right. And when that change comes in, people start doing things that they wouldn't normally do. Yeah and that's where you have to assess your love. Is this love? Because people are doing crazy things and saying it's love. Oh, they're giving up what Yahweh commanded them to do in the name of love and saying that I cannot neglect my family, though their family neglect Yahweh.

SPEAKER_01 52:20

I always knew my mom loved me. And my mom was my mom was very, very, very loyal to her family, though she put her family first.

unknown 52:34

Right.

SPEAKER_01 52:35

You know what I'm saying? She would go down south, and I'm my grandfather like, you coming down here? No. He's like, Well, you you know, you got your mother worried. She said you can't eat. If you came up here, you got a lot of food to eat. And I look back and I'm like, man, and then my mother would make excuses for me. Well, he don't eat everybody's food, you know. But I was meditating that that love is is powerful, but if sickness comes in, then you will and I I've been there because I tried to kill myself. When sickness comes in, you will question what you knew was love and that you have fruits of love. You what you knew was love, and you you you have fruits of fruits of love. It's just like the time that uh was passing a kidney stone and you guys were crying, saying something was wrong with me. It comes a time when you come from a loving family that you gotta know you're off. Because once again, Christ, it's not a kingdom divided against itself can't stand. Christ doesn't divide a loving family, right? He heals an unloving family.

SPEAKER_00 53:43

Right.

SPEAKER_01 53:44

And then he will put the emphasis on what is needed to love. So I knew my mom loved me, real quick, but my mom, you know, my mom was straight up Baptist, and I love her, you know. So my mom told me since a little boy, look, you need to be careful about saying Yahweh and Yashua, because your grandfather died young. You know what I'm saying? I mean, it should be whispering to me, like, look, I'll give you an inside story, you know. So, so, so this is deep. And what a lot of people, I don't know why people don't know, when we started the ministry, we ministered in the name of Jesus, you know, and then as we began to teach, and then we were teaching in the name of Yahshua, but we're still singing and praising Jesus, Lord and God. And then Camille was like, No, we we need to win this. Anyway, my mom wasn't getting with that. But it was when I went to Africa and she didn't want me to go to Africa that she came to the church because she had to pray for my safety. And that's how my mom was won over because my mom knew, wait a minute, this is love. No, no, no, this, this, this, this is love, you know, and it's it's it's love that wins over. And I mean, my mom went to teaching her siblings, and then granny would have me in the church, Cedar Grove Baptist Church number one. Like, look, they don't say Jesus the Lord, but they taught, they learned. And because they learned, they say what they say. And she likes 90 years old, but and we would sit up right up there with the pastor. But that's what love does, and they received us because they knew my grandmother's love was real, and they knew that my grandfather, her husband, who passed in 1990, 91, was 1990, was for real. But that's what love does. Love pills. The problem comes in when you say you're family, but you don't have love. And you say you're family, but you divide family, especially when you can see your family growing in love. If you can see your family growing in love, why would you hinder that unless you're insecure? And if you're insecure, doesn't make a difference what the subject is. Even if the subject is love, you want the spotlight on you.

SPEAKER_00 55:49

Right. Let me go back because you were you were talking about how your mom, when you went to South Africa, your mom didn't want you to go to South Africa. But your mom went where love is. She went and found a safe space in your ministry and connected with you in Yahweh. Because your mom, that's you know how powerful that is? She fought against her own thoughts about things. And that's something that a lot of people won't do. Like they won't fight against their own thought process. Your mother was dead set against you not going there. But what she did know is that you had a relationship with Yahweh, so she had to trust in your relationship with Yahweh, her prayers for you, her faith in Yahweh to keep you. She had to trust in all of that. And she went where love is, where you built your ministry, she went there, she prayed there, she she and she and Yahweh, they had a conversation there.

SPEAKER_01 56:44

And listen, I never saw it like this. And your relationship was backwards, where your mother taught you the name Yashua, yeah, and where you felt like, oh, she lost it, she's off. Your mother, no, that's deep. Yeah, your mother taught you the name Yashua. You was like, nah, she now gone too far. She's just called you come to a church and you see the very name that your mother was teaching, and then your mother went against the very name she taught you. But you knew something like, whoa, wait a minute. I prayed about it. Think about that's deep.

SPEAKER_00 57:22

Yeah, that's she taught me that name based on her studying with her friend, and he was a Muslim. She was studying with him, and he was teaching her. He was like, Yeah, you know, Messiah's name is not Jesus. And then I remember coming in the house. I think I was at work and came in, I'm tired. She told me, no, Messiah's name is not Jesus. And I was like, oh boy, here we go. You know, found somebody she in love with. He's crazy, she's crazy. I'm like, I don't want to hear that. Like, she's like, no, no, we've been studying. I'm like, oh my gosh, this is crazy. And I remember that night, though I was in a backslitten state, I'm like, this lady has taught me in Jesus' name my entire life. So now she now found this guy talking about she's studying, and the Messiah's name is not Jesus all of a sudden. I'm like, look, you're gonna have to tell me yourself. If your name is not Jesus, okay, I'll go with it, but you have to tell me personally. And I waited. And I I lied to you not. I went to service and I lost in that church, and it said the name Jesus means Yahweh's salvation. And I'm like, what? It said the name Jesus is Joshua, Yahweh's salvation. And it was, I mean, signs everywhere in the church, and I was just blown away because I'm like, this is the confirmation I was looking for, you know. And I was so happy to go back and tell her, look, you're not just lusting up to somebody in different truth. You know, he taught you something true.

SPEAKER_01 58:49

Like, it's not just about friend Willie, it's actually some truth in it.

SPEAKER_00 58:53

Yo, ew, all right.

SPEAKER_01 58:55

That's uh, that's uh that's that movie from Jim Carrey. I Irene is somebody filming. Me, myself, and Irene. You know, all this stuff was black, like yo.

SPEAKER_00 59:08

That's me, myself, and Irene. Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 59:11

That movie was funny, yeah. But it's very important to go where love is, and and and this love is is is bringing change. And I believe that love is winning the city of Newark, win in Belleville, win in Essex County.

SPEAKER_00 59:25

Yes, I'm very love is safe. Love is safe. And it's not until we all admit that and really believe that, like that we will truly understand what Yahweh's love is about. Yahweh's love isn't about how we feel.

SPEAKER_01 59:44

Insecurities keep you from experiencing the fullness of love. Yes. Uh, and because insecurity is always gonna be about protecting what you have and and almost getting more of what you really don't need. But wow, you can you can't receive more love until you feel safe. Yes, you know, you you you you have you have to feel safe because love's gonna put you in a place where you feel vulnerable in order to to totally experience it. Everything I do, everything I do, the the the end result and what I'm doing has to be love. When I think about all the counseling I used to do, I used to do that, that was all love. That was all love. And it was about building up the ministry. And actually, the majority of all the people I I counsel, I don't know about that, but a great deal of them stayed. A great deal of them left, too. Yeah, all right. Oh, a great deal of them.

SPEAKER_00 1:00:53

All that work, you know what I'm saying? That's a lot of work to put into someone for them not to reciprocate the same. You know what I'm saying? It's like love to be around.

SPEAKER_01 1:01:16

And the conversations I have, I need to be around my daughters. Right. I need, and especially now, and I don't want to cry, but I gotta deposit in them while they're here. You know what I'm saying? It's like, whoa, what you know, you know, I I have to. It's like, you know, I got this set amount of time that I've got to deposit, you know, because I know what I deposit, I know it's gonna grow. And I know where where I am, I know investing in my daughters. I'm investing in their children, in their grandchildren, and their great-grandchildren. And I know that I'm investing in Christ. Yes, you know, I know that I know when I speak about Papa and Granny's family, I saw the power of grandparents. I saw how the power of grandparents, but these grandparents rude in love, right? You know what I'm saying? Yes, you know, and I think that that's what really gets me how so many people they forgot it's love. You love it's it's yo, you gotta be crazy to bargain with your children, but not bargain in love. Right. What what what what is it? There are no guarantees but Christ. That's right, there are no guarantees but the anointed. He's the only one who can keep out death, he's the only one who can keep out destruction, he's the only one who can keep out tragedy, and he is love. And because life is not fear, I need favor. Woo! No, that's it. Right. I need that favor.

SPEAKER_00 1:02:59

It's foolish to believe you can survive outside of his favor.

SPEAKER_01 1:03:02

Yeah, but then again, I'm always thinking scripture. And thinking scripture, prophet Shemel lost his children. King Saul lost his children, David lost his children. You have to learn. You have to learn from the examples that have been given. Eli, uh, the high priest Eli lost his children. You have you you have to to you have to learn, you know? And so it's go where love is, be where love is, stay where love is, and you're definitely gonna need a part two because we got more to to get into here, you know?

SPEAKER_00 1:03:42

Yeah. No, it's a it's a it's a powerful subject because I think it's a powerful subject. You can take this. It's not talked about enough, though. Like it's not the simple things, something as simple as go where love is, is such a fight, is a stronghold where people refuse to let go of the past. And you know, Yahweh commands us to leave the past. I was meditating on when Yahweh told Lot's wife not to look back. He was telling her, Go where love is. But she looked back, and guess what? She looked back until her own death. And it's like, why though? Why would you disobey Yahweh, believing, well, I'm gonna just peak. And in that peak.

SPEAKER_01 1:04:23

I heard someone tell a joke like, how they know that she turned to a pillow of salt if they didn't look back. Because uh mostly got an experience. Hey, maybe she was in front of him. Maybe she was right next to him. Like, like, you be like, you'd be like, I can look sideways, but not back. But that's what people do.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:49

Look, they always say don't look back, they'd be like, Why is why are you so tempted to do what you said don't do, Eve? And then you got dummy with you, he up there gonna do what you said to my this woman you gave me. No, you listened. You obeyed her to my this woman you gave me. It's like that's so typical. Uh-uh, Adam. And then y'all want to hide. Talk about because we was hiding our nakedness. He like, who told you he was naked?

SPEAKER_01 1:05:22

You would have thought, was Yahweh naked too? Because is it because if I mean, usually like, why he got clothes and we ain't?

SPEAKER_00 1:05:31

Then they're gonna be like, Yahweh, you naked too. He's the cover bro. He's like, Who told you I was naked? So join us next week. Join us next week. It is 10 07. Once again, thank you all for totally, totally, totally just we have the best ministry in the world.

SPEAKER_01 1:05:52

We have the most loving ministry.

SPEAKER_00 1:05:56

You drop my thing.

SPEAKER_01 1:05:57

No, well, well, well, it was I was I was here before. You uh the ministry was here before you. We got the best ministry in the world, you know.

SPEAKER_00 1:06:07

Yes, thank you. I love you guys, I appreciate you guys. Everything that I am is because of your prayers, your love, babe. Everything I am is because your prayers, your love, your ministry.

SPEAKER_01 1:06:18

I knew you were gonna throw me in there.

SPEAKER_00 1:06:20

But yes, I had the best birthday, the best 50th birthday that I did not expect in unfathomable ways. So that couldn't have been possible without you all. So thank you. Love you guys. We will see you next. Actually, we'll see you on Shabbat, those of you who will be there. But go wherever love is, be wherever love is, and stay wherever love is because Yahweh is love, and in Yahweh you are forever safe. Love you guys. I feel meant to pray before we go. I want to pray.

SPEAKER_01 1:06:53

Okay, all right, Heavenly Father, I want to thank and praise you, Father, for each and every soul, Father, that part took with us, Father, tonight. I want to thank and praise you for that that this was counseling. Father, this was friendship counseling, marriage counseling, hallelujah, parenting. I want to thank and praise you for the fellowship. I want to thank and praise you for love and grace. Father, I proclaim for the art that this episode is going to reach millions of people. Father, I proclaim it's going to touch millions of people. Father, I call each and every soul, every spirit that it touches. I call them renewed, I call them saved, I call them calling on your name, I call them kept in your name. For I call those things that be not as though they were. For Father, you said, seek ye first the kingdom, and all these things will be added unto you. Father, right now, because we sought the kingdom and we were obedient, you told us to do this podcast. I say this podcast was about you. Father, I say complete families are being restored. Father, I say husbands and wives are being restored. Children are being restored. Father, right now, we say you've put up a hedge of protection about us, Father, which is love. Father, right now, and I say love is going to reign. Father, I say Bethashim Yahweh is a family ministry full of families, grandparents, grandchildren, aunts, uncles, brothers, sisters, cousins. And Father, I lose these blessings, eternal blessings, in Christ's rescue's name. Amen. Amen. I felt love. Yes. Love you all. God bless. Shalom. Love you, baby.

SPEAKER_00 1:08:23

Love you, babe.

SPEAKER_01 1:08:24

Thank you again. What do I need tonight? I'm gonna cook. Okay. We'll see. All right, bye.