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Spiritual Malpractice
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Spiritual Malpractice
Malpractice: Any improper negligence, practice, misconduct or misuse.
Where in your life or in the lives of your loved ones have you exercised spiritual malpractice?
When you turn a deaf ear to your spiritual responsibilities, this is committing spiritual malpractice to you and those you are responsible for.
Are you walking in spiritual malpractice as a parent? As a mate? In your ministry?
Don’t allow anyone walking in spiritual malpractice to label you the problem when clearly you are the solution.
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Good evening, good evening, welcome to the Lyricism of Life. I am your host, the Lyrical Apostle, aka Apostle Pastor Patrick. Welcome, welcome, welcome. Please let someone know that we are not under at Pastor Patrick tonight, but we are under Yasquad of Fishu. So tell someone to tell someone to tell someone else to come and journey with us. So please remember if you can to just share it alive and let people know that we are under Yasquat of Fisha tonight, the lyricism of life. Hope everybody is blessed. We're happy to have you tonight. We have been having a great time during the season three with some very powerful topics. Just discussing everything. Shalom everyone. Love you guys. Thanks for tuning in. But tonight we're going to get into another very powerful tough topic which we've heard during the service. So I like to meditate on a lot of the words that are ministered. And just, you know, daily bread and remembering some of the things that we're taught during service, because those things are powerful tools to help us along our way during the week. And so I like to revisit some of those topics, some of those powerful subjects, because they're life-changing words. And some of them definitely are worth diving back into, or all of them are definitely worth diving back into. And just revisiting, you know, what was taught so that we are on point and that we remain in position and focused as we should be. But again, I hope everybody is blessed. Season three, episode three. This is a do-over because last week we lost a live somehow. But regardless, y'all is perfect. He had to be there is one of those things. So come on in, come on in, tell someone to join us, and we'll get started. But hope everybody's having a powerful week. Looking forward to nothing but great and mighty answered prayer. And again, just continuing to focus and stay blessed. And remaining mindful of the things that we're called to do to make us better. For us and for our loved ones, and for those that Yahweh has commanded us to bring change for and to. So I don't know where the bishop is, but we are looking. This is different. Like I said, joining from Ya's Squad. I hope you remember he's not on Ya's Squad tonight. So but again, I'm in. So we're gonna dive into our subject as we wait for Bishop. If you remember the word spiritual malpractice, put some hearts in the chat. Because we're gonna talk about that tonight, spiritual malpractice, just based on a lot of things we've heard, a lot of things we've seen, a lot of things we've learned. And we have to commit to doing better. We have to commit to being better. And again, we have responsibilities, not just for us, but others. So we have to always commit to doing what's best as Yahweh has commanded us to. And that's the only way that we can make it. This is an evil world we're dealing with under an evil administration. And so we don't have time to be committing spiritual malpractice in our lives and in the lives of those we are responsible for. There's too much going on, and there's too much to be done. So we are looking forward to diving in. Diving in. Okay.
SPEAKER_01There we go.
SPEAKER_00Let's bring some life to this show.
SPEAKER_05Life is not always yelling. Life is not always yelling.
SPEAKER_00It's a madman world we're living in.
SPEAKER_05Yeah, we don't have to yell and communicate.
SPEAKER_00Through your opening opening dialogue. Sorry? What? When I was meditating on.
SPEAKER_05Why'd you take so long to join? You are late.
SPEAKER_00Because some of us, we make sure our kids have eaten. Some of us. Some of us have lamb chops on while I'm trying to get the person who has a degree in being a chef to follow my instruction. Okay. There's a problem because there's only three lamb chops and four girls. Okay? And you guys can eat all the Stephanie's. And so now everybody's eating the rice from Stephanie. So but some of us, some of us, we have to take care of our kids.
SPEAKER_05Don't come on here and do that. Don't do that.
SPEAKER_00Oh, here we go. It doesn't cost to be nice. It doesn't cost me to call me to the case. I take care of my kids. You're not being nice, you're accusing. Some of us. It takes an hour to set up a podcast.
SPEAKER_02But I was meditating on.
SPEAKER_00When I was meditating on, going into spiritual malpractice, are you a positive or negative to your family? Are you a positive or a negative to your family? Are you a positive or a negative to your home? Right. Are you a positive or negative to your marriage? To your children. To yourself. To yourself. Right. I feel like itching both of my ears. Please don't take this the wrong way. I feel that people don't want to admit when they are the problem. Yes. When you are the problem, that is spiritual malpractice. Yes. When you are the problem, and you're waiting for everybody else to fix it. No. You are the problem. Wow. And what I can't do, I can't I can't take away. I can't take away hope. Because hope is hope is my my last resort. So here it is. Hope is few. Hope is few. But if you are walking, because understand to walk in spiritual malpractice, you have to do it willfully. Yes. Yes. Are you willfully willfully bringing problems to your family? Are you willfully bringing discord to your family? Are you willfully right now? There are some evil people who are willfully, willfully bringing problems to Latinos. Willfully bringing problems to blacks. Willfully bringing problems to educated Americans. Willfully saying the problem with America is college graduates. No. Wow. My people perish for a lack of knowledge. It's the ignorance of America. But we have people doing it willfully. Trump willfully said he loves the lowly educated. Willfully. So what are you willfully doing that you know that you're willfully doing? Right. That is hurting your loved ones. That's hurting them. And and I can't imagine people like, oh, uh, I'm lonely. Are you lonely because you're nasty? Are you lonely because you you you you willfully agitate people? You think it's a turn on to agitate people, you take think it's a turn on to just cause chaos. That is spiritual malpractice. Yes. You know? Um, you know, I was watching this this uh 86-year-old white dude teach boxing, and he was going through his routine boxing, and it just gave me so much fuel and hope where I want to be at 86. Because I'm I pray you with me. I'm living long and healthy. I'm in. I pray you're with me. I pray you're with me. Where am I gonna be at? If I'm not with you.
SPEAKER_05You always putting me in heaven first.
SPEAKER_00No, no, no, no, no, no. As Farrell would say, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I'm not putting you in. I'm saying spiritual malpractice, it's serious. Um I I I um I found the old videos of of people ministering, and little by little I'm gonna start putting it up for for them to see who they used to be, and for their children, wow, wow. You know, for them to see who they used to be and for their children to see who they used to be. Because some people have willfully quit, some people have willfully given up, some people have willfully tried to destroy their marriage, some people have willfully got fired from their jobs, some people have willfully walked in ignorance. Uh comes a time when you need maturity.
SPEAKER_05Some people willfully made a home out of a casket.
SPEAKER_00Whoa.
SPEAKER_05Just literally sitting there in the casket.
SPEAKER_00You know, when you were rolling over, you know. And and I got a check on you because you don't snore anymore, so I don't know if you're bringing it up.
SPEAKER_04You are crazy, yo.
SPEAKER_00You said people have given over to their mentally challenged mate. Yes. Where their mate is mentally challenged and they just quit. And now you have mates who are not walking in the fullness of their mental capacity raising their kids. Right. Yeah, expound on that. Right. So what that means is Yeah, hell up nice. Bring that energy. You can do that with your brusses. Babe. Come on, there you go. You're thinking about the wrong thing. You're thinking negative.
SPEAKER_05I ain't thinking negative. I don't want to put explicit on this on this podcast.
SPEAKER_00So anyway, whenever Let me show everybody something while I was cleaning up. Clean up. I found my 1560 Geneva Bible. Woohoo! Wow. This is this is a rarity. Yeah.
SPEAKER_05Wow, 1560 edition.
SPEAKER_00Yep. This is before King James Version and before the Tyndale. Before the Tindell, also. Yeah. Yep. Go ahead, baby.
SPEAKER_05So what I was what I was saying is because Yahweh was dealing with me about that. If you have a mate you know struggles mentally, then it is spiritual malpractice to allow them to be the primary parent. Wow. Because now you have mental illness raising your children. Wow. That's not the person that Yahweh called to be the mother or the father. That's the mental illness. And the mental illness likes to rise up and say, Well, I'm a parent too. The mental illness wants to rise up and say, Well, I can do this and I can do that. But that's not the real you because mental illness is not who Yahweh said you were. But if you choose to remain in sickness, you're going to raise sick kids. That's just a fact.
SPEAKER_00Wait, whoa, whoa. If you choose to remain in sickness, you're going to raise sick kids. I think that's that's beyond profound. And I can't, this week has been real hard for me. I don't want to go into detail. But Todd Town turned 18. I just I can't handle it. And I and then I go to extremes, like, oh, my girls are leaving me. Oh my goodness, I'm gonna be alone. Um, and then it's like then I've been telling you, oh my goodness, not you got a wife at the house. I don't want them live and check to check. Oh my goodness, I don't want them marrying somebody. You got a you got rent, you got a car payment, you got car insurance, you got health insurance.
SPEAKER_05You got your wife still here at home?
SPEAKER_00No, but come on, come on, come on. Let me finish. And and then I don't want our kids living check to check, and then you're both working two jobs, you never see one another, you got a kid you don't never see because you gotta put the kid in daycare. Daycare is uh $1,800. Man, I I I it's like, man, it it's like now it's like then Kai's going to say she can't wish to graduate. And it's like, what's wrong with you? You're a freshman, let's slow this down, you know. But it's it I'm having a much harder time, I guess, for so long, Tati was the baby, you know, and so on.
SPEAKER_05But anyway, and she don't mean to tell you, don't worry about it. She's still gonna be here in this house for 10 more years.
SPEAKER_00She said that she said that at least 10 more years. I'm determined. I just I just can't have our kids living in this America like we live in. Yeah. Week to week, week to week, prayer to prayer. But we have a good life. But that being true, I don't have time to willfully destroy myself. Or our kids. Or our kids, or to willfully give up, or to willfully quit, or to willfully cause you problems. Right. Hopefully, you're not gonna willfully cause me problems. Do I willfully cause you problems? Of course you do, babe. Come on, you finally expect that answer. Yeah, it's like it's like you you get you get angry and frustrated over nothing, you know what I'm saying?
SPEAKER_05What are you talking about now?
SPEAKER_00I could talk about a lot, but I I I think in order for a man to have a success successful marriage, you gotta do a lot of just not saying nothing. You know what I'm saying?
SPEAKER_05Because I think Well, you know that ain't you, so I don't know what you talking about.
SPEAKER_00Well, the the the the the thing is, you know, sometimes it just doesn't pay being a man saying how you feel, you know, because you don't you don't want to be taken the wrong way. So you want to you wanna listen and communicate the right answers.
SPEAKER_05I think I think No, I think I think you've matured because even as a young boy, even you said you used to come out of your mouth and say things you shouldn't say, even to adults.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, but the thing is, in order to have a successful marriage, that's that comes both ways.
SPEAKER_05It's not just about no man, you can't say everything you think.
SPEAKER_00Because, babe, understand a lot of a lot of women they said, you're not listening to me, you don't you're not understanding me. And it's like, I am listening to you, I do understand you.
SPEAKER_05Okay, but if I made the wrong answer, if you're not gonna be able to do it, no, but you you may hear, but it doesn't necessarily mean you're listening because a lot of times you already have in your mind how you feel and what you want to say after you finish listening.
SPEAKER_00So now I'm gonna teach all the men how to respond. I mean, I'm gonna fix it. That's how you respond. I'm in. I'm gonna fix it. So let's get back to this. Uh the problem is to know that you mentally need help. Yes, but knowing that you mentally need help need help, you still isolate yourself, right? And within the isolation, you don't get better. What I can say, and I'm not trying to brag or both, we've never allowed our issues to get to the children. Yes, we've never allowed that. Right. You know, because it's it's because once the children see something, I I I believe I haven't been in that situation. But once the children part, children have to pick sides. Our children have never had our children have never had to pick a side. Right. You know, but then again, that's where the that's where the honesty is. I really do believe Trump is dying in a few days. I really do believe judgment is coming on Trump. I believe judgment is coming on white evangelicals, I believe judgment is coming on MAGA. You say why are you saying that? Because Trump, MAGA, and white evangelicals are willfully hurting people, willfully wronging people. They willfully know they're going against the will of Christ, and they are willfully doing it, and they're going to be rebuked on a national level. For instance, Trump is being, the whole world knows Trump is a fool. The whole world knows Trump is the president of white trash. Rewind. The whole world knows Trump is the president of white trash. For you to have MA fighter to come on and say, praise Jesus, don't thank Jesus Christ for here, and then to come out and insult the most educated first lady ever. Right and do it from a perspective that you're also part of the people that Trump hates, meaning that you're of Mexican descent. That's insane. But people are doing this willfully. Yes. And what people are willfully doing to black people what they're willfully doing to Latinos, I refuse to willfully do to my family. I refuse to willfully do to my children because that is spiritual malpractice. Yes.
SPEAKER_05No, that's powerful. That's powerful.
SPEAKER_00It's spiritual malpractice.
SPEAKER_05It's spiritual malpractice. And you know, I like to I like to be honest with our kids. When we have talks, we have real talks. And I remember telling them, this was a while back, you know, always said that in in some forms, you know, I remember as a child how my mom struggled mentally. And don't, just because someone is not diagnosed with something, it doesn't mean that you don't know that something's not right or something's going on, that the person's not getting. 90% of us wasn't diagnosed back in the day. Right. So what I was saying is the things that happened that caused her to have burnout, I never wanted to be that to them because my mother wasn't called to raise my kids through me. And it's like, no, sometimes that's powerful. Say that again. Yes, my mother wasn't called to raise my kids through me. In other words, anything that I will have picked up from my mother, anything that I saw as an issue, I should not be to my kids. But a lot of times, you will see that. People will come and raise their kids based on where they come from. It's like, no, that's you don't recognize where that comes from.
SPEAKER_00That doesn't, that happens when you're not honest about the family that you came from. I was speaking to Apostle Kingdom Ark. What I was saying was one of the first things you confront when you receive the Messiah is shame. You have to be able to speak about what you used to be ashamed of. Right. It's wrong to know that your parent raised you wrong if you're not to speak about it. The error would be you would say, Hey, I had the best mother in the world. That's wrong. You did not have the best mother in the world. I did. I did. Okay. But no, seriously, some of us can say we have the best mom and some of us can't. Hey, I did not have the best dad in the world. I mean, nor did you. I mean, and and and so forth. And you you can't compare dads when it comes to sins. Right. My dad was a provider, you know what I'm saying? But the but the thing is, it's the honesty that comes forth. And it and it's and let's look at this. When you're not honest, that is spiritual malpractice. Because Joshua is the way, the truth, and the life. So you need that honesty. But that honesty is gonna force you to confront the shame. It's gonna force you to confront. Then what we understand is that we all it's gonna be deep. We can grow up in the same household, but not experience the same things. Yeah, in other words, some children grew up in the same household and they learned how to resist, excuse me. And the very thing they resisted is the very thing that broke their sibling. Wow. Wow. It's the very thing that that broke their the sibling. What made them strong? I was dealing with a crazy parent, but that crazy parent broke my sibling. And we we know that from experience. There's there's siblings that all could have gone through incest, but not all have the same outcome. Because incest doesn't affect every child the same way. That's deep. No, though they could all be in in in in in in the same household. And so forth.
SPEAKER_05Right, because everybody don't fight the same. Everybody can't fight the same.
SPEAKER_00Fight the same, experience the same, or to deal with, I know when it we're dealing with some of our children, not gonna go into detail, but some of the children said, Why me? Why did why did this happen to me? What why why did this take place with me? And that's when you begin to speak about the uniqueness of your calling.
SPEAKER_05Yeah.
SPEAKER_00But don't get so caught up in the why as in get caught. Up how it getting the tools, the spiritual tools to get you to the victory. Right, right. The spiritual tools to to to to to put you in the place of victory that uh Yahushua Hamashach has has called you into.
SPEAKER_05But why me can become a roadblock, and that's what we don't want. Why me has become a roadblock for a lot of people, and that's why you can't get stuck there, like you were saying to your point. You have to get out of that and just get into the tools of how to defeat whatever you're dealing with. And and you know, why me is not an option, you know what I'm saying? Because it's how Hey.
SPEAKER_00Why me? I was very successful in corporate America. I've gone over stuff and I want to start talking more about it. I was very successful in corporate America. I look at some of the things that I had. I just assumed the great success I had in corporate America, I was gonna have in ministry. And I still have not achieved in ministry what I achieved in corporate America. But I just I boom. And you could easily say, you know, why me, of course, don't take it the wrong way, I would have experienced a far greater success if I did not embrace the name Yahweh and Yahshua. In other words, said I I could have experienced more success in ministry, more success in money, more success and influence and prestige if I preached in the name of Jesus. If I would just go with the status quo, but you can't do that because for me that would be spiritual malpractice, it's spiritual malpractice after Yahweh has revealed something to you and given you a commandment. Make my name known, make my son's name name known. Actually, I would go to hell because uh that's my word.
SPEAKER_02That's deep.
SPEAKER_00But you could easily say, why me? Why was this given to me? You know, but that's the wrong use of a why. You should never use a why for a negative. You should never use a why for what if. You always use a why. My why is Yahweh called me, he ordained me. And I just meditate on my Moshe word. Amen. Hallelujah. If it's gonna take begin when I'm 80, it's gonna begin when I'm 80. If it if it's gonna begin with Abraham 99, 100, I'm all for it in the name of Yahshua, because I'm all for living Yahweh's word and walking his purpose. But once again, what I refuse to be, I refuse to be the problem in my family. How about this, babe? I refuse to be the reason I put my family through counseling. I refuse to be the root of why my family needs counseling. Yeah, I refuse that. Why? Because I refuse to be who y'all called me to be. And like I said, I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna get the I'm not gonna get the videos now, but there's so many I came across, you know.
SPEAKER_05Wow. You know, wow. Those things are reminders, is like well, you said I'm gonna get I said I'm gonna get it, okay? Okay, go ahead. Talk while I'm gone. Talk while you're gone. But come on, be excited. Babe, stop. Just get out of here and go get what you gotta get. And your whole new office over there. But listen, we've been talking about, it's been a few minutes, but we've been talking about some very powerful things. We have to make sure that we are not walking in spiritual malpractice when it comes to our families or our children. We're not living the hell that we were raised in. And we have to make sure that we're intentional about that, that we're honest about that. Because if we're not, then we will be less than when we were not called to be less than. We will walk in less than, and our children won't know the fullness of who we're supposed to be. I don't want to be less than for my kids. That's that's not that's not right. And that is spiritual malpractice. And you know, another thing is never allow someone to blame you when they're walking in spiritual malpractice. Don't allow someone to make you the problem when you are definitely the solution. Because a lot of times, people are not honest when they are the problem, they blame people.
SPEAKER_00No, it it's it's about you know taking ownership, taking ownership of who you are, what you always called you to do, you know, right, right, and being bold on it.
SPEAKER_05And seeing it as a positive, a powerful positive. Which word is that? I can't read it.
SPEAKER_00That the world might know that I love the father, uh remembrance. I'm in the doc. The pearl and the swine. Just a few. Minister to Minister Demaris. Wow. Turn around. Wow, wow. Look at this one. Kenny. Two-faced whoa, two-faced, wow, argue a two-faced saint. Whoa! You know? I'm in. Apostle Allison. Wow. Apostle Allison, legacy of my own choosing, legacy of my own choosing. I'm in. Pastor Princess Walking Worthily. You can keep talking. I'm in.
SPEAKER_05No, I'm I'm looking at this stuff and I'm just remembering the college we were raised in in Baha's Yahweh. Oh, please. First house of bishops. It's like we are unique. There is no us, and that and that's why I take offense when people try to diss us because it's like you don't have what we have. Don't try to diss us. You know what I'm saying?
SPEAKER_00I'm definitely going to little by little.
SPEAKER_05That's powerful. Those those things, it's it's a powerful memory.
SPEAKER_00It's amazing because you gotta remember, I used to do this for a lifestyle.
SPEAKER_05Yeah, I remember when you would stay up and make those videos.
SPEAKER_00Last night enemy say Jesus has judged me. My goodness, my goodness. Speaking against the name, you know, it's it's it's very important to know, you know, your reason why, you know. Yes, yes, and I refuse, I'm to walk in uh spiritual malpractice. Look at Kareem. Wow, weapons of warfare, you know, wow. It's I mean, it's like I said, it's very, very important. I'm not gonna do that for me. I got Charmaine over here. I mean, not Charmaine, I'm about to say something else. Look at Q. Come out of darkness. Wow. People have to remember, they have to remember that they're calling, they have to remember that they're anointing and their purpose, you know. No, that's very, very important. That is for real. No, but I'm encouraged in the name of Yeshua.
SPEAKER_05No, those that work spread across, it went across seas. You know what I'm saying? I remember donating my tapes. And like me and you were talking, when you used to sell tapes at the old building, meaning 222 Verone Avenue, every service I came, I had to buy tape. I had to buy tape from the word and the tape from the the worship because it was like those things fed me during the week. You need that fuel when you have so much warfare going on. And it's like, no, I went to sleep listening to it, I will listen to them.
SPEAKER_00The whole book. We have so much proof is why we shouldn't walk in spiritual malpractice. No, that's for real. Apostle Kelvin, comatose. Wow.
unknownWow.
SPEAKER_00Are you in a spiritual deep sleep? How many leaders are now in a spiritual deep sleep? Oof. Huh? And what's so deep? I'm sure this word is before Shim. This word is this word is before Shim. Wow. That's deep. Yeah. But uh I little by little I'm gonna start posting some stuff, you know?
SPEAKER_05Yeah, no, that's that's powerful because it also show it shows history. It shows history, it shows that we didn't just spring up from under no rock, you know, and it and you know, not to to to to diss anybody, but to just say we've been trained thoroughly as leaders. We're not just saying we're leaders.
SPEAKER_00No, no, we have the proof. Here's latent.
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SPEAKER_00Whoa. And he lost every he lost everything that Yahweh called him to have. Everything in ministry he lost. Ministry, yeah. Everything. No, no, no. And that's what people don't, they don't, they don't want to be honest about. When you leave Christ, you become someone else. It's a form of spiritual malpractice. Yes, indeed.
SPEAKER_05Yes, indeed. No, it's definitely spiritual malpractice to to forfeit blessings. And as you know, when you walk in spiritual malpractice, you're left to your mental illness. You're left to everything you were not supposed to walk in. Those are those are powerful memories, and those are those are powerful tools to to remember your why. A lot of those words, minister.
SPEAKER_00Wow. None exempt, all must be tried, only the strong survive. Oh you be found faithful. Whoa! You know, my goodness. That's what coming doesn't pay, it doesn't pay to backslide because Yahweh gonna have an answer. Yahweh's like, oh no, no, no. This came from you. Yeah. But why did why why am I speaking on this? Because of spiritual malpractice. I don't want to forget. I don't want to forget who Yahweh called me to be, and that's why I'm determined. I don't know about you to keep my youth, to keep my beauty. I'll keep your youth.
SPEAKER_05Uh I'm I'm determined. Hallelujah. First and foremost, I'm keeping it 10 years younger than you, I'm keeping my youth. Hallelujah. Well, don't catch up. I ain't catch up.
SPEAKER_00Don't not. No, I I and it's it's powerful, but it it it it uh it encourages me. It it's it it strengthens me. And I think what people don't want to admit, living a life in Christ is walking through a minefield. And he's just telling you, look, because when you walk in a minefield in the military, you're trained, there's a point, a point man, a point person. That person's is gonna go ahead. So you got to put your foot in the same foot. So Yahshua's our point. That's that's and that's why he's saying put your foot where I put my foot, and you're not gonna blow yourself up. No, and that's how obedience is. That's what is my confidence. No, Yahweh's not trying to hurt you, he's just trying to tell you you're in the mindfield. Okay, if you want to get out without blowing yourself up, put your foot where I put my foot, and I'm gonna prepare the way.
SPEAKER_05And so listen, what happens, and it's dangerous because people get bored along the safe path. Whoa, did you hear what you said?
SPEAKER_00And guess what? Hold on to that. And then kids want to play in the street. Yes, yes, they want to play where traffic is, yes, right, right.
SPEAKER_05People get bored because they're not seeing no scary or what they call excitement. You know, it's like, well, what's going on over there? Bombs.
unknownYou know what I'm saying?
SPEAKER_05Yeshua is the point, man. But you up there talking about it's boring. He's leading us in the path of boringness.
SPEAKER_00Someone called me today and they said someone called me today. Okay. He said to pray for me because I've been going through a lot of lust and sexual temptation. And I was telling the person that's the norm. All that means is that you're healthy. And that means you're healthy, that's the norm. Because what we've been teaching on, your temptation awaits you in answer prayer. Your temptation awaits you in the path of Christ. Uh, that's that's the norm. It's Satan's job to do that, you know. But in the same token, that's where you build a level of communication, you build a level of people to pray with you. I think the honest, it's where the honesty comes in. Don't take the wrong way. But if you're gonna go to a hotel, you know, be honest if you're gonna go there to pray, or if you go don't say you're going in the EVG and you're bringing somebody in the room who don't want Christ. I think, no, because let's be real. Some of us we ask for prayer after we after we already pulled the parachute out. You know what I'm saying?
SPEAKER_05So it ain't defiled. Lay your hands on this bed.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, you don't want to, you don't want to you don't want to be Jay-Z in the elevator, you know. All these elevators got cameras in them. All these elevators got cameras in them, you know. I mean, for instance, babe, where we're going. We already spoke to it. But we're going in Oxford, you know. Come on. You're gonna tell me they don't got cameras everywhere? What? Oh, for sure. They got cameras everywhere. I guarantee they have cameras everywhere, everywhere, you know what I'm saying? So oh, please, the number one person filming is y'all.
SPEAKER_05I never viewed y'all as a peep and tom, so he ain't no peeping tom, but he knows what you did.
SPEAKER_00I'm just saying, you you you you took it there a little bit, you know what I'm saying? It's it's go for me. He took it in. Yeah, like, come look at this, come look at this. Look what they're doing. He's like, yeah, this is what you said. But I think the subject is very explosive, yes, spiritual malpractice, right? Because while you're operating, are you are you leaving a tool inside? While you're praying, what have you left? Right, you know, right. But with me, are you messing up your family? Are you the problem with your family?
SPEAKER_05You know, and they're calling them the devil you you can't create something and then step away from it. Because that's a bit older. That can, yeah, but that can drive somebody totally bananas by saying, How could you say that you have no part in this? You know, it's like, no, you do have a part in this. You're part of the reason why I'm sick. If you were making someone sick and then you step away from it and just say, you sick, you allowing Satan to use you this and that and that, you first have to take responsibility for where you walk in spiritual malpractice, where you put the person on the path of sickness. You know what I'm saying? It's like, no, you first gotta repent to them and then get them help. You know what I'm saying?
SPEAKER_00It's like life is too short to be miserable and to miss out. For instance, let's be for real. I don't speak to anybody married and have a beef with their mate. Because actually, as you head of the ministry, I mean, I mean, I'm speaking to Niggas, but I got a beef with Steve. It instantly removes you from your position in Christ. It instantly you you no longer have authority.
SPEAKER_05But it instantly brings the question of motive. It's like if you got a beef with if you got a beef with my mate, but you all in my face, what what what's the problem? Like, why we why we close?
SPEAKER_00I'm sure niggas be like, I don't care though. No, but no, on a serious tip, because it keeps it keeps the motive clear, yeah, and so forth. But that's that's the problem. Almost like what the word came forth for noonday prayer. Make sure you're not hating on your David. Because that is spiritual malpractice, and what that shows is Saul, not just Saul, but Nebuchadnezzar, Saul and Nebuchadnezzar went through mental illness when they disobeyed Yahweh. When they when they disobeyed Yahweh, and that's true for Judas too. Yes, that's true for for Judas too, you know, and just don't don't have time for that, you know, especially now, you know. Right and and so forth. I know what I cut keep saying, excuse me, if I would just keep my mouth shut, I wouldn't have any problems. But then it comes in, I refuse to speak your name anymore. But then it became like fire shut up in my bones.
SPEAKER_02Yeah.
SPEAKER_00So it's very important for me to make sure I hear what Yahweh says and to speak what Yahweh says. Because I know that Yahweh's called everyone in Beth Hashem Yahweh to have a long, healthy life. Uh, but in order to have that long, healthy life, we have to walk in obedience, we have to be honest with ourselves. And let's be for real. To walk in spiritual malpractice and do it consistently, you have to have people in your life that keep you in that position. That's true. That's powerful in your life. That's very true that do not hold you accountable or responsible. You know, there has to be accountability. And let's be honest, people who don't want that, they don't want closeness. You know, right. They they don't they don't they don't want they don't want closeness. But as we've seen, I mean I I I can't, I mean, I can go all through the house and see where I had made plans for while my girls were young. And that area is still the same, yet my girls have grown. 20, 9, 19, 18, 14. And it's like my workspace hasn't changed. But everything around me has changed. So then I have to ask myself, have I been using the most of my workspace? I mean, it's the I mean, when we go into our room, I've got two office areas in our room across from the the bed. I remember meditating on the the two screens, you know, and then the the computer in the middle. And then I'll be working all night, doing stuff there. Then I remember when Tati was there and Kai was born, they would do all these things with the ocean.
SPEAKER_05All the video on your computer.
SPEAKER_00To get that. And then the where you are now, that's an office space, and so forth. And it's like my office spaces have remained the same, but my babies have grown. And then have I grown with them? You know, and so forth. So the first thing I have to check, of course, is my heart, my relationship with Yahweh, my relationship with you, relationship with the children, and then to proceed. So it's very important to always judge yourself, and that's a form of being mentally healthy and spiritually healthy. Right, right. What I do meditate on, because I do have a strong personality, it's very important for me not to overshadow someone's will, over overshadow someone's desire. That's why I will drift back, you know. I I will I I have to drift back, I have to drift back, you know, and so forth and so on. Especially after y'all has already given a powerful word. Yes, there's a lot of friendships I had to drift back from, you know, because my personality is so powerful, my personality is so strong, you know.
SPEAKER_05But you saying that? You know what's powerful about what you just said? Because what you're saying is because your personality is so strong, sometimes you have to step back because now you have to allow the person to build with Yahweh. And not me. Right. So then it's like you remove yourself so they don't have an excuse to only build with you. It's like, no, you're left with Yahweh. Either you want them or you don't.
SPEAKER_00Do you know how many people will come out to service if Bishop called them? Right, yeah. That's error, right? You should not come out to service because Bishop called you, right? Right. And if that's what caused you to come out to service, then I have to always call you, and then you've built a relationship with Bishop. And I'm not having any more Ken for tuna. For years. That's powerful, but that's true. Years fed Ken. For years, drove Ken home. For what? No, for what? He didn't live close. No, he did Monoke in the trauma park. And then he would constantly knock on the door when he knew me and you were in there. You know? No. I've I've I've had my share of obsession. And it doesn't it it it doesn't it doesn't bless. You know, it interferes, it doesn't bless. It interferes. That's that's powerful. So a lot of you like, oh, the bishop doesn't call me. That's why the bishop doesn't call you. Right. Okay, because you too bishop oriented. You too you too you you no, it's it's about Yahweh. It's about Yahweh, it's about Yahweh, and they ignore Yahweh. Even Dion hit yesterday. I just saw Dion hit yesterday, baby. Okay, okay. Don't like bishop. No men call you bishop. No men on film. No men on film.
SPEAKER_04No men on film.
SPEAKER_00Men on film.
SPEAKER_04Two snaps in the circle.
SPEAKER_00Come on, Minister Dion. We need you. We need you in a mighty way. No, but I I and once again, babe. How many people are walking in something that's broke because they did not follow Christ's instructions? Yeah. Yeah. With everything Christ bless you with comes with instructions. Yes. Everything comes with instructions. Marriage, raising kids, everything comes with instructions.
SPEAKER_05But you know what? What's what's what's not guaranteed? If you get off course, you're not always guaranteed to find your way back. No. Whoa. That's the word. You're not always guaranteed. Yes. And it's like, stay on the path, stay the course while you have the opportunity.
SPEAKER_00I love how you always got them glasses up in your hair. Because it's like they go on my shirt. Well, you can't look, can't I see your shirt? You had every color in the rainbow. Every color in the rainbow. Yeah.
SPEAKER_05Yeah. Y'all put a rainbow in the sky. Yes, he did it.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, but you got them glasses up on your head. And and you're in the room and it's night outside. That's cool. That's cool. See, you don't do that. When I'm not on here, you don't do that. When I'm not on here, you're like, I want to thank all of you for coming out. Tell a friend.
SPEAKER_05Let me tell you something.
SPEAKER_00Tell a friend to tell a friend.
SPEAKER_05I know. If you want me to do this show by myself one time and just show you how I can interact, I will. Stop waiting on me. Hey, go do it. We already know you can do the show by yourself.
SPEAKER_00What? Hey, it's a it's it is a powerful subject, but it's one that I want change in and on. Right. Spiritual malpractice, then are you the problem? What's the power? The power of you being the problem means you are the fix. That's powerful. Wow. You taking responsibility that you are the problem. You have empowered yourself and empowered Yahweh. You are the fix. Do you know how easy it is to fix things? If you are the fix, you are the fix. You can fix this. I was meditating. This is something that Stephen niggas should do. I saw that Marissa was the teacher of the month or year, something like that. But the same thing was true for Miss Tracy, who taught her. They started side by side with Oh wow.
SPEAKER_05That's right. That's right.
SPEAKER_00With Miss Tracy and Marissa. Because that that's that's beyond powerful. That is. Yeah, yeah. You could just, you could just, you can, you could, you could, you could, you could spot the you could spot the powerful stories. Like I was telling uh someone the other day, I said, you have to be a better example to your father because your you're in this ministry because of your father. And so your father has a a different opinion of the ministry. Here it is that you were ODN and your father brought you here. Not only did you get delivered, but you got saved. I mean, and now you're ordained minister, but now your father doesn't come. That's an oxymoron. Something happened. Right. The house that blessed you can't be the house that cursed him. Not wow. The house he brought you to to get deliverance can't now become the boogie house. Your life support can't be his death. No, whoa. Come on. That's that. But it's it's it's it's within directness like that that you have to let people know. No, you need to call Satan Satan. That's right. That's right. We can I can trace back when we started to lose people in the new wave. We started to lose people in the new wave in 2016, 2015, when we came up against Trump. That's right. We lost all of our officers. Right. That's we lost, excuse me, all of our officers. We lost a great deal of our Latino population. Right. It's amazing how many religious Latinos support Trump. Religious Latinos. And a lot of religious Latinos have to be honest, they're more drawn to a white Jesus than to a Christ of equity. Where they where they voted for a man who they knew was a racist. They knew this man was a racist, but they voted for him anyway. I'm not gonna side with your Jesus when I know your Jesus is racist. It's not gonna take place. Wow. And then we uh the last time we went away when we went to Boston, we were talking about the eighth man, the eighth person. Yeah, yeah. Look and see how many eights gave eights left. The eights not here anymore. How many eights got eight up? Wow.
SPEAKER_05No, seriously, that's what many eights got eight up.
SPEAKER_00Spiritual malpractice.
SPEAKER_05Spiritual malpractice, yeah.
SPEAKER_00But before before Ricky Bless left, before Ricky Serber left, he he he pulled in Mo.
SPEAKER_05He sure did. He sure did.
SPEAKER_00Cut from the same cloth.
SPEAKER_05Regardless, Yahweh is a just ya. 1000%, 1000%. It's going to be an empowered problem. You know what I'm saying? It's like nobody should be empowering themselves by being a problem.
SPEAKER_00You know, wow, did you hear that? But that's an attention whore. An attention whore, even if I have to be that be the the wrong person to get all the attention. Wow. You know, it's like it's like some people are willing to make themselves the whore just to get the attention. Whoa. Yeah. Yeah. That is deep. No. And crazy. Especially, and people do it. Well, don't say the wrong way, but that was the story about oh man, love and happiness. Love and happiness. What's his name, babe? Al Green. Yeah. Story with Al Green. She was married. She had children. She left all that to go live with him. And then to say, Were you married? Then made headlines by killing herself. So she don't think the wrong way. She she totally went down in history that I left my family. And I'm out here with Al Green. I'm blowing my head off. Boom. But what about your family? What about your salvation? What about your legacy? No.
SPEAKER_05She left him alive to deal with that on his conscience. She left him alive to say, all right, I'm gonna leave you here with this. This is gonna forever be a part of your story. You got the answer to this.
SPEAKER_00In order to serve Christ, you gotta walk away from that. Yeah.
SPEAKER_05You ain't, I mean, how are you gonna build a family within a family? It's like that's some crazy mess. But you know what? People who do that, they never intend for the worst to happen. They just meditate on their moment in it or their pleasures with it. But you don't meditate on the fact that you're dealing with somebody else's emotions. You're playing with somebody else's life. You don't know how stable this person is. And you can't be all that stable to have a whole family.
SPEAKER_00Hey, remember the dream I had? The dream I had last night?
SPEAKER_05Uh with the crazy girl.
SPEAKER_00Oh, the Baldilocks who was chasing me. She would no, she was chasing me. And I I was I was laughing, I was running. And her exact words was, What? Because you think this is a dream, I won't stab you? Whoa, I got so she's like, because you and she stabbed me, it went right through my back, my heart, and I woke up like but when she said, What you think because this is a dream, I'm gonna stab you? I was like, yo, I'm scared now. She accused me of playing with her feelings.
SPEAKER_05Yo, but listen to how deep that is.
SPEAKER_00But then you're gonna blame me and say I was. That happens in real life. You've been in the dream.
SPEAKER_05I'm not accusing you of that.
SPEAKER_00You did tell me that.
SPEAKER_05I said that to you, yes, you must be.
SPEAKER_00I was like, yo, this is deep. She stabbed me.
SPEAKER_05She stabbed you and made you scream like a bishop. She made you scream like a bishop.
SPEAKER_00Because that's scary. It's like, yo, this is a dream. Is this judgment? What's going on?
SPEAKER_05That is crazy. But that happens. That's the story you just described. People they're like, don't play with my emotions. And they're like, you don't really know how unstable I am. That is crazy. That's scary.
SPEAKER_00And there's certain things you you don't you don't play with. Like, no one wants to talk about it. David and Bathsheba was not a love story. That was not a love story. And and the thing is, before he died, she was petitioning for her sons to become king. She wasn't playing. No, she was not playing. She's like, look, uh-uh, uh, you you Jacob in the ring. No, that's some that's some real talk.
SPEAKER_05Hey, it's not like the baby mamas of today. Like, uh-uh. She was like, I was raised on that cylinder that rooftop for a reason. Right by his windows. You know what she was doing up there.
SPEAKER_00Yep. Hey, you got some people like that today. Like, my husband ain't doing nothing. So let me get up and get some mouse husband. Jeez. That's deep, but that's true. He's faithful serving Yahweh, but he ain't taking care of us. Hey, hey, David. I I heard you. I heard you're the play. What no one's talking about? David's not the only one who saw her. Because the height of your house is built on your status. So everybody of a higher status than Uriah could see her bathing. Saw dirty behind getting that top. She likes, is he looking? Is he looking? Is he looking? Yeah.
SPEAKER_04Oh, I can't. She was on that roof, like it's time for the perfect lady.
SPEAKER_00Hey, are you willfully walking in spiritual malpractice? And are you willfully the problem? Amen. Wow. That uh that keeps me uh praying, uh fasting, hoping. And right now I'm really warm for sugar, Christina, and Minister Nally's mom. I mean, because these three hillings, these three miracles, I mean, it's all about families. It's all about winning families. Families have an experience with Yahweh, I'm and it's it's like Yahweh has given us mission impossible. I mean, must we must take that literal. And then the other thing is understanding that it is our responsibility to keep our families together. It's our family, our responsibility to keep to keep our families united. I think about all the kids that used to come to noonday prayer, all the kids that used to come to Monday night, you know, how we used to play chess afterwards. There's no reason that the kids should be close. The kids are not close because of parents. Right, right. No, that's true. That's true. You know, that's the whole pop and granny word, you know. The kids should be close because the parents honor one another and they honor each uh each each parent, each child, you know, that that brings forth a fierceness of anointing and and unity, you know.
SPEAKER_05Let's be for real. When you were younger and growing up, that's what was always taught. Even like, not trying to be funny, but even in the hood, since people would always tell their kids, the cousins, everybody, you better stick together. I don't care who's outside, you better not, you better not be with other people before you be with your cousins or before you be with your brother or your sister. It's like stick together. Y'all have to stick together. And that was the rule. It's like, no, you you you don't let anybody bring division, especially someone who's outside of your family. You didn't let that you didn't allow that to happen. But when you start allowing that to happen, things change. When you start allowing people who don't want to see you unify bring division, that's how things start tearing apart. That's true in ministry.
SPEAKER_00Yes. Like when we were at uh Elmwood, I saw the reaction of everybody who was there when the shout out came to Beth Hashim. Bet Hashim. Bet Hashim. I saw the reaction. And I saw the reaction of other leaders too. They're like, oh, he's gonna speak, he's gonna speak. But we bring a unity and an anointing. And then when I've been telling my fighting six, then now we have a ministry that is 40 something. When our ministry used to be 30 something.
SPEAKER_02I mean.
SPEAKER_00Where the the the youngest people in the ministry now is Minister Nally, King DeMark, Farrell, Monique, Motown, Raquel, and Minister Andrew and Minister Bryant. I mean, so we have seasoned leaders in their 40s, it's time to win the youth again. Right. It's time to bring back bring back the youth again. But there is a whole harvest out there that we have not tapped into because there is a whole, because of white, what white evangelicals have done in Trump and MAGA, there's a backlash against Christianity as a whole. So because there's a backlash, people have their guard up, and it's all about deconstructing Christianity and deconstructing the church. So it's very important. What we're saying is very different than what every other ministry is saying in itself is becoming a draw.
SPEAKER_05Right. In the name Yahweh, in the name Yahshua gives us a different umbrella. Oh, much different. And that's that's where people have to realize that they have to come from underneath the umbrella of a lie to walk in the fullness of truth. It's like you always say, you can't just teach black excellence and teach black power, but then you live under the lie of a white lie. And those are just facts. It's like, no, it's time to get under the umbrella of truth.
SPEAKER_00Man, I wish Michelle Obama would get angry enough to run for president. I know, she would decimate these people. Totally decimate them. That would be the greatest comeback. You know, that would be the greatest comeback, you know, in the name of Yahshua. But once again, to him that knows to do good and does it not, to him in his sin. It is time to not walk in willful spiritual malpractice. Right, right. And it begins first with ourselves, our mate, and then it begins with our children. Yes. We we we can't do that. Right. Uh we'll never have the greatest influence on earth as we have now while we're in the earth. So we gotta put in the right time, and we have to put in the best time, and not have any wasted time. The gift can be wasted time. That's powerful. You know, I know it's powerful. I know it's powerful. She ain't never said that to Jackie again. Jackie now fell off. Jackie! Jackie! Holy remember that time that Daniel was going to cook for Mr. Easter? I wonder what happened with that too there. You mess up.
SPEAKER_02Oh my gosh, yeah, you just be saying anything.
SPEAKER_00I be saying anything. What'd they do? They mess that up. They could have they was supposed to have win Mr. Easter years ago. They done messed that up. Now Found now wrote a song about body slamming them. What type of noise?
SPEAKER_04Oh my god.
SPEAKER_00Oh, you are don't don't Michael look like she's a body slam, Barrow. She had the body slam my father. She had the body slam Monique too. Had the body slam. Mental illness is real. It's good. The revenge of Pennywise. Oh, okay. It's 1004. It's 1004. Hey, let's not willfully destroy what Yahweh gave us. Let's not willfully do that. Amen.
SPEAKER_05Spiritual malpractice is is is uh it's a book, babe. It's a book, it really is, with so many different areas to go into because spiritual malpractice is deadly. Spiritual malpractice can be deadly if you continue on that path because it's like you're sniping people along the way. Sniping people along the way, first of all, is it's self-inflicted wounds as well.
SPEAKER_00I don't know if Apostle Q is out there, but be on your way. I'm on my way, I'm on my way, on my way. Be on your way, Q. He might be in a meeting with Corey. And Corey, like, I ain't taking it no more. I ain't taking I ain't taking it.
SPEAKER_05Corey's gonna change them lots. He keeps playing.
SPEAKER_00Corey could change them lots. Corey got Michelle's attitude. No, Corey got Michelle's attitude, like, yeah, I'll punch you. Stop there telling me that I poked him during worship.
SPEAKER_05I'm gonna poke him again when I see him. If Corey starts doing this, look out.
SPEAKER_04Like, because yeah.
SPEAKER_00Whenever Michelle is about to have somebody. If Dion and Dina start doing this, if Dion and Dina start doing that.
SPEAKER_04All right, all right.
SPEAKER_00Okay, okay. That's white power.
SPEAKER_04All right.
SPEAKER_00That's white power. Like, uh oh. Love you. Y'all would love. Oh my goodness.