Just like God this podcast can be unpredictable. But in short... God loves you, He misses you, come back to Him. God chastens those who are his that he loves.
And in the news: I will be on the Lithoscry GET REAL! podcast this Coming Friday November 23rd. My brothers Dan and Glenn interview me and we talk about some cool stuff on their podcast. So check out the GET REAL! podcast. They are on Itunes Stitcher sound cloud etc. https://soundcloud.com/user-65568189