Episode #53

On this Episode of The MJ38 Show (Podcast):

Matthew and Justin talk about Working Out, Biden Dropping Out, and MJ38 Productions

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And I'm just going to trust God. And then. If I get like, you know. Like elevated. Elevated on my, on a vitamin. Yeah. And then you're just thinking about, you know, how does my heartbeat. You know I'm saying. Like the inner workings of what the. Hell's going. On here. Yeah. How where do ideas come from. You know. Time. What time. Right. Animals. Plants. There's aliens. Pyramids. Welcome there the. MJ. Well the show welcome in coming. To you live from my living room. Yes. We're coming in. Hot on a morning take this time we we we get it in when we can fit it in. We does. We have some pods at 11 in the midnight hours of the morning. Yeah. You got to do what you got to do. I'm like. Yeah, fit. It in. We can get it in every day. Has its own constraints. Yeah. And then you're trying to, like, break through with something that's not adapted into constraint. do your best to plot out a course and then run that course, and then ultimately, you have to be able to adapt, because that course is never going to play out perfectly the way you imagined it to. Very rarely. Yeah. If it does, congratulations. But it ain't gonna last. This is perfect balance. So you got to be able to be like Payne Manning and call an Audible Omaha. We're running this play. Oh shit. Oh shit. I'm doing this now. Now I got to get this in. I was going to do it in the morning, but now I got to do it at night. As God, I think it's some some of the God in there. Oh, you know, it's like life itself is playing back with you. You know, it's an animated, alive creature. It's alive sure thing itself. And sometimes I just think like, man, you you could if you wanted to. Just think nothing bad happens to me. I just don't have the ability to perceive all of the terrible things that could be happening to me. So I couldn't work out in the morning, but maybe I was going to fucking break my ankle this morning. So. So this the I needed to do it this way, but it's just like to always have the good life. You got to be willing to be flexible enough to never take a loss in your own mind. It's like, okay, now I got to do it. Let go of my what? I thought alchemy, bruh. Yeah, yeah. That's how I try to be. Like energetic shifts, bro. When you say life is playing back with me. Yeah, like, yeah, sometimes I think it's just like redirecting. I set myself on this timeline and then life is being like, I need you over here. Three degrees to the left. Pulling you a little bit. Pulling you a little bit. Yeah. So I gotta be able to, like, still run the play that I called because I think, like, God put called the play into me like the coach. So I'm like, all right, that's the play. And I'm like, I don't want to just walk to the line and be like, oh, every time I get the ball, you know what I'm saying? Because sometimes I'm like that, sometimes I'm like, every day I just end up now I'm into this, now I'm into this now I'm under that. Like, just like fucking follow the plan, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, yeah. And then there's those moments. Not every day, but it's like, okay, I need to move this here so I can do this so we can get this done. And if you dance with it. With your presupposition and the fucking life you got to do and you have like the right thought alchemy, you call the right audible score touchdowns. Stutters and they. Feel great. They feel amazing. Some life tatters bread. Yeah in that bitch. Well the ladies in the podcast I'm sorry if that was on the phone. Yeah. We, We're coming at you live. We're coming in hot. It's a beautiful day. We keep on moving. Day? Yeah. The workout this morning. It was great. Just grand. Just hitting it all angles. I love it cause I'm just fucking freestyling that bitch now. What do you mean? Like, I used to. Be very adamant about having, like, a plan or, I guess like a scheduled workout, you know, like, I like a program. There we go. That's the right word. A program, whether it be six a 12 weeks, whatever it is, there's multiple. I was like back in the day. So all a whole bunch on bodybuilding.com. But now I'm sure you could just go to much different websites, but Cajun Muscle is one of them. Chris Gethard runs that one gym supporting is another one I used to follow a lot, but they had, you know, like eight long trainer programs or whatever, you know, different intensities, different muscle groups, different focuses. But ultimately I would always have like a, like a plan, I would always have like my eight week or whatever it is workout. And then by the time I was getting to week 6 or 7, I'd be like looking for something else to jump to. So I was always like pretty routine in that way. But now that I've like, you know, I went through the whole personal training course, became like certification exam, all that shit and like learn and yes, been watching a whole bunch of fucking YouTube athlete next. And, Jeff Nipper, a couple of people have been watching great whole bunch of great information out there. I remember back when we used to work fucking out out of college, just watching in our free time, just watching YouTube videos. And that was a that was a big chunk of them for show. So I was very. Yeah, like not strict, like a strict but routine in that. And I always had like a schedules workout like okay, here's it's like already plotted out for you. He's kind of like execute it. So it's kind of easy in that sense. It's kind of nice. Yeah. Over the last I don't even know how long it's been a while now, but maybe like a year or so I have like a general like split I like to do so far. So how you break up the muscle groups, there's a whole bunch of different variations of splits and how you want to break up the muscles. But I've been doing one certain type of split and I could change it up anytime, cuz I can never have enough information, enough tools to fucking carve out an architect out how I need and or want to do it. You know, it's nice, but I spent like, just walking in. It's like, okay, I'm trying to hit this muscle group and I just walk in. And based on what I've been doing in the past, I'm like, okay, what I do last week and what I did the week before that, and like, I know kind of how to pair it as far as, like a compound movement, like isolation movements and then like target specific areas, the angles, you know, what I'm saying? We did like why group standing like angular. And then we did a wide group seated and then like underhand close group or something. And then we did the, the rows within that bitch. You know what I'm saying. Like bang. Bang bang bang bang bang. Bang bang. It was it feels great. Yeah. It feels cool because it's like a game of Tetris. What am I doing? What? What fit here? Yeah. What needs to be done? What am I doing? What have I done? Okay, that equals this. Let's go to get it. And it's cool when you do something cool. You were like, man, I got we needed to do this. And I hit every angle of that. That was so cool. Such a cool way to. Yeah. Then the quad set like me in. The quads came. Over the last time I did it once. Something. This is fire. Solid circuit. Yeah it was tight. It's gas. It's amazing. It feels great. Yeah. I think that's when the Tetris block goes in there and it's like. Boom, boom, boom. Yes. It feels so clear. Yes. Yeah. It's organizing this shit. It's tight. You know organizing your day. So yeah, that all of that organization falls within like a day organization. Rather than a week of organization. It's like, yeah, there's a Russian doll, right? It's a Russian dolls bitch. As I've become an adult, there's certain like, suck in, realizations. You have, you know what I'm saying? You can't help a have because you just, like. See you seeing you're seeing life. We're seeing it becoming an experience. Yeah. I don't want to get into wisdom. The Russian doll shit is real. Says organization with an organization within. It's a black within a black within a. Black, but then a black. Keep on pushing, man. Yeah. It's been a good. It's been a good life. It's been a good life. Bro. You see fucking Biden? Biden stepping down. Are we getting into politics? Here we go. We're getting into these events I love it. Life event is great. For our podcast. I should remember that that happened recently. Yeah. Within the last couple of days I think I did hear that. I was like, what? That's why I went well. I think it's. Like a week after the assassination attempt. Yeah, Donald Trump was massively up like it. It said some people are saying that he's going to win by the biggest landslide America has ever seen. I've heard that from a couple sources. Okay. So that's why. One of the reasons they say that, though, is because the Democratic vote was going to be split between Joe Biden and the people that think that Joe Biden's incompetent. So that was going to like divide that vote. And then Donald Trump's going to have like extra votes and he's going like, crush him. So he's got to drop out if the Democratic Party has any. Yeah, a chance of like unification or at least trying to get those. Otherwise it's a slaughter gang. A lot of gang last last year just put. Up a fucking. Goof when in by landslide. Yeah he's going off. Yeah. He's super up like, yeah, he got shot lived and then like the next day he's won the case with the most teeth on it got dropped like the biggest. He has like four cases pending against them that he's trying to like get through and still run for president. But there's only one case I really could have like actually damned him. And then that case got dropped, like the day after he got shot a couple days later. So then his stack was just like. Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. Fucking up. He grabbed a vice president like the third or fourth after he got shot. Like he picked someone. Yeah, he named somebody like, you know, like for his vice presidency. Yeah. It was that. I don't know, I have no idea, but it's sort of zero idea. I'm sorry. Go ahead. Of people. Oh, his name is, his name is Vance. Okay. Yeah. Bob Vance. That's a federation. Yes. That's all I know. His name is this. Lock it in this. He got my vote. No, I love the office. I wanted to make a meme where it was him shaking a bunch of hands. But I want it to be the audio where he's like, Bob Vance. That's refrigeration. Vance Refrigeration. Yes. Oh, yeah. Okay. But it was just a series of, like, he was just crushing the news, like. Oh, and he got the kid involved in this guy. Apparently his vice president is. He was his. I don't know if he's fire. And I just really excited this this perception. Yeah. It was like he was just grabbing the rock and just running with it. You know what I'm saying? Okay, so Trump is so, let's see. Running with it. The Democrats had to do something. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So then a job. Well he's done no more Biden, no more Biden endorsing Kamala Harris. Now that's the push. Kamala Harris I believe is going to be running. So we gonna see what happens with that really to the best of luck. That's their fucking that's their that's all they got. It's their move. That's it. Yeah. That's the that's the shot. That's the shot. Do you think. Kamala Harris is very popular. She's super popular. Yeah. She's I've heard that name. Yeah right. I know who that is at least a little bit. No not really. No, I know the name. That's not it. I just know that I've heard people talk about her. Yep. An AOC. I've heard people talk about her. They were like. Nancy Pelosi. AOC. AOC. I don't. Even remember what that stands. For. Oh, bro. How many the founding fathers are turning in their graves? This office in us? Yeah. What's in it? Fucking yeah. Like or a fucking burn Washington like bruh. Are you kidding me? We fought and died for what it's like, not. Paid. So we can not pay attention to politics. Honestly, that's what you die for. It's like I have the freedom to do what I want to do. It's. What? Yeah. Thank you. But you guys fought for me to give a fuck. Yes. Well, there's no need to elect officials who give a fuck. Yeah. Come on now. Right. They feel me. Yeah. Okay. There we go. Yeah. It's all. It's all fucked. But that's not displaced. Too much blame. No, but at the same time, there's no Thomas Paine giving me pamphlets talking about. I mean, it's Joe Rogan and I listen. I listen, you know. I like, I do my. Love me some Joe, I love me some Jordan Peterson. Yeah. No. But okay, so. Russell Brand talks about current events and shit. I like Russell Brand. I wrote I guess I was turned on him from a couple Joe Rogan podcast. He's done. I've never seen him check him out. I think he's in like 2 or 3. How fucking great Mr. Russell Brand. But he talks about politics. He was like super. Or as soon as I turn on Instagram, he was one of the first people profiles I saw talking about and capturing the Trump incidents, assassination attempts. So he's always, at least I'm somewhat informed. I have a couple outlets for like, yeah, what are your media news outlets? You know. Joe Rogan exactly. Example like, yeah. Where do you get your information from? That's what I'm talking about now. But but back in the. Day was always the news sources or the news stations. Newspapers before they were corrupt. To like the news was, was, like a good journalist, true journalism. Yeah. That was like some shit people appreciated. You know what I'm saying? They're sources now, I'm not saying that does not. Know, but the news is just different. Yeah. Fuck yeah. CNN and it's a production. Yeah. All the major outlets. It's driven off of clickbait attention grabs. You get it? Okay, so anyways, listen, here's what I have a take for everybody. Take it. I don't know necessarily I know Kamala Harris. I can envision kind of what she looks like. I can envision what AOC looks like. I can envision what Nancy Pelosi looks like, fucking Mitt Romney. There's there's there's people I can name. Like eight. Politicians. I definitely know who they are, you know what I'm saying? But like, no, I'm not super into politics. George W Bush. Yeah. Obama. Yeah, yeah, there's a couple, right? Michelle Obama I think she counts. There we go. But you know, everyone really starts to get into politics. Like around election time I feel like that's. When election year is baby. Yeah a couple months from now gonna get scary. Scary scary movie. It's a scary. Movie. Oh, it's scary right now. It's being scary. Allegedly, if Donald Trump would have gotten shot, we might have been in a civil war. It might have been like the movie. So who knows what would have happened. Tum's that would have been fucking crazy. But if you want to Google around, what would have happened if Donald Trump died, you can see some. There's some hot takes on the black dog. So bet I bet you can create an AI, or there's an AI out there where you can fucking make it. Create a movie to like, play out. What would have happened had he been assassinated? You know, I'm saying, given all the input and information of like, what happened up until then or whatever. Dude, someone's writing that. Hey, I could do that right now. Yeah, like I almost guarantee that someone's like. Because it's like, there's so many shows and movies about the JFK assassination, you know what I'm saying? The James Franco one, whatever the fuck. But this is like, can you imagine they're always trying to save JFK? Yeah, but like Donald Trump. Oh, in that fantasy where. They're like, yeah, I a. Just at the right time, there's a, you know. Maybe there's just that invisible person that tickle the. You know, skin. Or maybe it was like fate itself, like the, the strings that make up the quantum theory. That is like quantum physics and magic physics. Is that going to be. Just like, that's not what was going to happen there. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. It's like this close. This fucking close. Here that goes every day. And he got hit. If he didn't get hit, that's. Another story too. It's a different story. Or like that's a different narrative that's playing out now. But he got hit. So now it's like, oh shit. Like I don't know. That adds a different dimension to it, different an additional layer of nuance. And you can't count on him that they didn't want to kill him. He got shot or this is fucked up. Whether it will a little C4 in there, some shit, who knows? Yeah, that could have been right. Something a little pop pop. It's a. Little pop. It's like a little firecracker. Little firework bang. Dude, I'm reaching here. I'm. I'm we're in hypothetical lane. Let's just. Be honest. Like, to skip to say that it was an assassination attempt by, like, the CIA to say that it was, conspiratorial pro-Trump move by the Republican Party is the same level conspiracy. Yeah, like you can't say that. That's definitely true. And this is implausible, you know. I'm open to everything. Yeah. You have to be at this point in the game I don't exactly know. yeah I'm truly speculative. On things. Like super detached like I don't know. And I don't give a fuck about what's going on here y'all. Yeah I know what I'm being told. But like I know that you're telling me that, you know. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Okay, so let's pause for a second, because I do aspire to be like Joe Rogan in the sense where he definitely knows who these people are. Like, as soon as they start talking politics, you can just tell he's like versed and formed. He knows who has been talking about what lately and what's happening. My dad's the same way, and I aspire to. I think we probably should, like you said, in the name. Of Hamilton's Pierce. Yeah. The spirit of Hamilton, the writer of Hamilton fucking Alexander. Well, what is it. We're handling a mandolin. I don't even fucking Miranda. Whatever the fuck is. That was manual in Miranda. Something like that. Yeah, Lin-Manuel. Wrote something like that. Okay. Yeah. Pissed. Pissed at me. But together, anytime we don't know anything, I just feel like we should, stop. And then you just Google it, and then you can, like. We could hit it with a quick Google and a quick ChatGPT. And then we're experts in ten minutes. Okay. So as you are as well, you're welcome. It says Kamala Harris is currently the vice president of the United States. So that's that's okay. Biden. Harris. Yeah, okay. I'm with you. See, I ain't even know that. Oh, yeah. Yeah. She's one season is rather than me okay. She's 59 so she's like okay. Younger Trump's like 70 something. That's so funny 60 I was 59 is like old in my mind. You know what I'm saying. It's not it's not a 35 year old. Oh no no no no. Not at all. But yeah it is younger than the 70 year old candidates we've had for the past eight elections. Yeah. Biden's how old like 81 or some shit. 70 something I don't know. He's oh he feels pushing. He pushing. Right. She's the senator of California for four years okay. Comes from Cali. And then she was the attorney general of California for the 2011 to 20. After after that for like six years because I spent ten years running California. Cali. Things. She. Yeah, she's a lawyer. That's why she was the attorney general. So that's her background, right? And this is in 2011, Harris became the first black American, first woman, first Asian American elected to be the attorney general of California. She's kind of iconic in that sense. Let's go. And breaking the walls down. Yeah, I think she's just popular. I think she, came after some people and tried to do some real good. And she had, like a real stark personalities. People are kind of about it. A lifetime of public service. Look, I'm looking for a highlight. Really? You know what I'm saying? But I don't really don't really be talking about that. That's that's a little extra from Cali. Yeah. She's got, she got endorsed though to be the the prayers. That's a push. That's the push is there lady. Yeah. So the. Hillary Biden Kamala. Do you think that there's like she's a black lady and that's like going to help her. You think that plays into the soul? I think. It hurts. I don't think yeah I think it hurts. Yeah. No. Demographics are real. Demographic. What do you want? You know, I'm saying like that's it's just what do you want? Like, I think that, you know, we'd love to see the advancement of black people in women in our society. Who wouldn't? Who doesn't want to see the first woman president. Right. I would love to. I've heard some people say that maybe we shouldn't let a woman run things. I wouldn't say. That. I wouldn't say that sounds super sexy. I would never say that. I'm not even joking. It wasn't me. But it sounds like this is my baby. But I swear to you. I've just heard this. I've heard people, men and women. Who. Genuinely like. Yeah, probably genuinely think that. Like, they just like they're genuine racists. You know, I'm like, oh, y'all are fucking cracked. You're cracked, you're cracked people. Yeah. Like there's like, is that flawed behavior or is that flawed ideology and thinking thought pattern? You know, I think so. I'm not sure to what degree I'm right. But it's like, come on, man, just like have a fucking speech even, you know. Yeah. Well, yeah, I think we're we're even I think there's a lot of times where women are like, smarter than men in the sense where they like. Yeah, in a lot of ways, just straight up, but especially in like, emotional areas, you know what I'm saying? It seems like women kind of know relations. And then men kind of later like, oh yeah. Like I see what you're saying. You know. Like I have 100%. I'm all for it. Yeah. With the right person. Exactly. That's the thing. That's the thing. Always. Yeah. You know it always comes down to the individual like statistics and whatever like presuppositions and whatever the fuck's going on, whatever you think things about people or whatever you think about people in general. Like we just generalize because we kind of have to, you know what I'm saying? We kind of has it like it's like have a general scope of how to the lay of the land of society and how to like, interact and like move, move through this shit and get shit done. Yeah. Interact with people at least a little bit sometimes, for the most part, I guess we're maybe moving to a like an environment or a society where we don't have to do that as much. True. But still, in the meantime, in this. We're which we're still connecting, we still got to fucking do this shit. Yeah. Figure that out. Yeah. Man doesn't connect to. That's something I think that it's always kind of shocking whenever I hear someone say like, oh, like even Hillary Clinton was running for president, but we can't have no woman running our country. Are you kidding me? They're going to have a period once a month. Yo. It always comes down to the person. Though, you know, that's that's. I was going to say. Yeah, I always like the individual. The individual is so much more than any statistic or any, like, I guess, constraint, you know, any mental projection, you know what I'm saying? Just because we have free will, we can change this shit, you know, saying what you like. Yeah. We can just like, oh, yeah, we can do whatever we want. Like, really? You know what I'm saying? Yeah. We can just fucking break through sometimes. So, like, the right person could fucking just do the right thing, you know, be the right fit for the fucking the job. Like. Yes, yes. I'm not sure what those qualifications are exactly. I guess we're all trying to figure that out. And I'll have our own personal opinions on what that looks like. You know what I'm saying? President is. Yeah, it's really changed from decade to decade. And I guess I have to be a little bit honest. It's like just like in my own mind, like envisioning a president and it's like they have to be articulate, like, you know, saying they have to be fucking able to fucking because talking is important. Joe Biden ain't doing that. He's certainly the president. Anyway, last week. We were talking about fucking like like those presentations. Yeah. It's like that's just important, bro. It's just fire. Thinking of a great president like what a president supposed to represent. It's like, yeah, I think they're supposed to be able to fucking like Jordan Peterson level. Verbal. Jujitsu in thought warfare. Or like, you know. Yeah, yeah. If we had a. Jordan Peterson like president, I was just like, that doesn't sound like truth to me. And one of the. Smokeless fire writing in Jordan Peterson on my ballot, like, give a fuck. Yeah. He's from Canada. Yeah. Do the president of the USA. Like the guy that Denzel Washington plays in a lot of movies, but if he was just like a president, you know. Yeah, charismatic, competent, spoke the truth, stuck up for people. Good person. We would go fucking crazy for that. As a country, we would fall in love, bro. We've had fucking I mean, like, Obama was kind of close to that and he. Was fucking so in. Love with him. He's definitely had the model. He had that. He had that aspect. Yeah. He had that dimension of his game. He had that part. That's it was down. That's it was he, he could he could talk. Yeah I think we're also maybe desperate for that because Joe Biden is our president. And then Donald Trump, he's just like a fucking troll bro. He's just a troll. He's a troll. That's why it's like I'm kind of a troll. Dislike politics so much that it's fun to watch and be a troll like Shane Gillis makes it fun to. Yeah, you know, and enjoy. That. You're saying. Yes, but I don't know. You know, I don't know if that's actually good for our country, you know what I'm saying? And as much as he really like a racist person because people think he stands for like, racism and bigotry. Yeah, right. Like I say, yeah, sexist and racist like we were talking about. Yeah. Like, why does he like, is he really like that? Like genuinely, I don't know, I can't fucking tell you. I don't know the man. I don't know the the who knows what's what's the show and what's the man and what's the, you know, the whole truth of anything. All I know, all I know is what you're showing me. And I know that you're showing it to me. So I take it for that I don't take it like, oh, look at this truth. I'm like, look at this thing this person is trying to show me as truth. It could be, could not be right. Like I'm just I had the way on me. Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's fire. I guess we need I guess we need to take maybe a little bit more of an approach or a little bit more of an engagement with it, like you talked about. Kind of be a little bit more competent and versed within who the fuck runs this place that we exist in. Well, that's the thing is, we can never figure that out. It's just like watching a fucking it's like been invested in a TV show. Watching House of cards. Yeah, yeah, but. It's a, it's a it's been going on for how many seasons now. From 70. 76 to now divided by four or whatever the fuck, however long it. Was 54th president, 55th president a like that. Yeah. Somewhere in the 50s, 50 plus, somewhere in that ballpark. That's politics. As an individual, though, I agree with you, right? That it's right person. It's like Joe Rogan was like saying that, To run for president. He was like one of my questions for anybody who's going to run for president is like, how many times have you done mushrooms? How many like, how far have you opened your mind? Yeah. Like how what is sacred wisdom bestowing person. Experiences. Experiences. Have you had. And then. Be like oh I touch the sun. Joe. Yeah. Yeah I fell off the Niagara Falls Joe. So like for that person who we would all deem as a successful person in our society, that's one of their like things that would qualify someone to be the right individual for that job. And I don't know if it's like you said it's the person like whatever their intentions are. The intentions. Bro. That's a big part of it bro. Yeah. True intentions. Yeah. What's your character. What your soul was like, how much energy you've put into this life thing I think. Have you been really going at it for your whole life? You end up with like, a lot. Of. Kinetic energy. You can just like, if you're like, it sounds fucked up, but it feels like RuneScape. So if you just been leveling up your stats the whole time you've been playing, eventually you just walk into situations as a level 130 character, and then you might need to pick up. You might be level like low level out of skill, and you might need to pick up that skill. But like. Just being a high level person and being able to have a ton of heart points and hit for a bunch. Of defense. Yeah. Oh, it's a prayer. Yeah, yeah, brother maxed out the prayers that, That'll get it done. Like that'll. Yeah, it'll be all right. You know there's something cool about that. So I kind of want to see that. And other people like you see that in like, sometimes like business owners or like, like the people who end up running things, you know, talking to that person, and they just feel like they're like a competent. They know what the fuck's going on. Let's see with, like, a good vision, you know? Yeah. I'd want to feel that in the person running for president. Yeah. They're not super, you know, like cocky or, I guess, like, cockiness and arrogance, but like, confidence. It's all kind of mixed. It's all kind of mixed together, like character, like charisma. All those things are kind of mixed into, like, they're like four different sides of the same thing, you know what I'm saying? Or like four different dimensions of how you can stretch, like different stats or like, you know, saying like a distribute your statistical points. But yeah, I figured I'd say. Yeah, that's a witch's brew of your personality. Yeah. It's you need to have a little bit of confidence, but there's a way to do it incorrectly and have arrogance about it. Yeah. You know, you need to have that. You need to know what the fuck's going on and you have a true confidence and be able to see, like, I see how the ability to see and articulate what you see, you know, without too much egoic sway and, I guess fucking ingredient, you know, saying if it's just like you're trying to be objective about everything, you're like, I think this is I'm pretty sure about this. Like, this was from my perspective. I think this is what's happening. It's like whenever I'm at work as well, I've noticed that, like, if I'm like, if something is going on in one of the tables that is out of the standard, instead of going to the server and being like, hey, what the fuck? My typical first question is like, is there a particular reason that this is happening? Maybe there's something outside of my scope of influence and information that is justifying this, this like outside of the standard procedure or whatever the fuck. So most of the time there. Is, you know what I'm saying? Exactly. So just like, is there any particular reason this is going on? And then you're like, oh yeah, this is what I was like, okay, just checking. All right. If they're like, no, then it's like, okay. Yeah, that's like, well, we should do it like this. Or like I would do it like this. Correction. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Because I've noticed when I any time not anytime. But it seems to me that it happens often that I go to the server after there's like something I see and then I'm like, hey, like, have you done this or can you do this? And then they're like, I'm doing that, or have been doing that or couldn't do that because of X, Y, and Z. And it's like a negative interaction almost where they're like, motherfuck, I know. and then I just realized that, like most of the time they know, you know what I'm saying. So like in my own mind, even if it's like a trigger for a red flag, I'm like, that drink is empty and it's been empty for a while, and like, what's going on here? But then it's like he doesn't want anymore, but he still wants to sip on the big cube, so I can't take it away. And I'm like, it's just like it's it's easy. I could have like dunked on him. Like. Please get your. Fucking glassware off the table. But I'm saying, like, God damn, I'm sick of seeing that. What the fuck? But it's just gotta pick up a glass. Yeah, that that's the. Energy I want to bring to it because it's one of those things that it's just like, come. On now. This is basics. This is fundamentals. This is left handed layups. Like keep the table clean. You know what I'm saying. Like as clean as it can possibly be. If it's dirty move it like that's when the time is right. Move it. Exactly bro. And then but it's just I just noticed that same thing. You know what I'm saying. I'm like there's probably a fucking the there's always a perfect reason why. The thing that I'm going to get mad about is like happening because it's more likely that we're competent then we're fucking up. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Or just like, yeah, giving someone the benefit of the doubt or I guess, weak. Yeah, I saw that. Or that was kind of a incorporated way to say, like not putting too much ego into the into the like wanting to be right or wanting to execute your authority in your position of power or whatever the fuck you want to be or wanted to be taken seriously, or whatever my you want however you want the narrative play out in your favor or whatever you're trying to do to influence the objective narrative is just like it's better to just be in line with the objective narrative and assume that you're like or not assume, but try to be like less egoic, more objective. Yeah, not try not to sway the objective or the nature. But yeah, you need to fucking if if it's in correcting it, correct it. But yeah, I've learned to like coming at it with less of a or more of an open, just like there's probably something going on here. There might be something going on here that I don't know that could lead to the situation or whatever that was going on here. Yeah, that's the same thing is or not the same thing. But it reminds me of what I said earlier. Like nothing bad is happening. Like there's there's probably a good explanation for the me needing to be flexible. And what am I so fucking inflexible that I can't flex for a good reason. Then you just miss out on a good life. You know what I'm saying. I think that's the, that's the thing we don't have. No there's control doesn't exist bro. There's no spell under control. It's, it's an illusion. It's a, it's all an illusion. Yeah. The control you. Have the control. You don't think you have. The king but all of it like, dude. That's the thing. Sober or incredibly. Elevated? Elevated vitamins. Yeah. It's just. It's just for me. It's just. You have to surrender to that. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. True surrender. And I think that's. Yeah. True. So it's, I remember there was a portion of meditation. I was just, like, getting into that, like that vibe. I was learning or, like, thinking about that and going into that, I forget where I even, like, stemmed that from or where that idea came from, but, like, surrendering and just like, from church was like the idea of like, yeah, the like, oh, man. Because you have to. It's just the juxtaposition paradox of you have to fucking let go. We have to maximize your output and your input or your input rather. It's fucking crazy. It's such a weird thing, but you to just trust and have faith and do your best. And so we're always fucking preaching. We always round about to. That shit because it's the truth where it's. Like it's like circle around the truth and was like, whoa. Just springboard back out to like, super. Like far realms of thought and like abstracted expressions of that. And we always just going to. Bring it back to the fucking like, do your best just looking around. It's like it's a scary movie, but it's a great movie. It's an exciting movie. Yeah. You want to find out what happens? The joy of finding out is real. Yeah. Once you get once you find what the fuck you want to wake up for. Yeah. I'm saying I heard Dana White talking about that. Dude we had. I got a presupposition like seven years ago. We were like, I think we can have a no cap. Great life where we really express ourselves and we really enjoy what we do in life is just, like, really an enjoyable experience. But we'd have to, like, start navigating ourselves towards that direction. Pick the highest star, aim at it and go for it you know. Yeah. And then we're fucking. Really close dude. It's crazy like that shit blows me away. I'm going around the block. It's a lot to say that. Hey it's been two or it's just like I don't know I don't know man. Like I remember having the realization that I knew I was going to get that job out of college, because I manifested it the same way that I manifested, like becoming like starting a varsity basketball. Like the same way I manifested that like this, like just having that on your head or having that mental image of where you want to be and like a fucking what you're aiming at. Like having that. I realized that having that and sticking to it even whenever you want to quit is like, that's it. That's how you do it. You just stick to it. You just keep on continuing towards that to the best of your ability. And, I don't know how to explain it, but yeah, I sort of realized that that was a that took like, I guess from freshman year to like junior, senior year. It's like two and a half, three years. And then from beginning of college to then to college, getting the job like four and a half years. And now this is like starting the fucking 38 projection or not even production. So just 38 to 38, you know, in the beginning. Yeah. Starting that's now it's been like seven plus years. Just like, damn, we just keep on. If you just keep on keeping on. And same thing with like the body too. And like working out then like, yes, I got to work out in high school and middle school really. You know, so I'm doing football and shit, working out super slight work and then working out during the season of basketball through high school. But then at the end of high school towards in the college starting time, definitely like picking it up and getting more serious about it. So I learned about it again in that bitch. Same thing. Like I, I remember having that moment of like starting in probably 18 or so is whenever was maybe like 17, 18 is when I started picking it up, starting to get serious about going to Walmart, getting my first fucking protein from Walmart that I had a free shirt in that bitch six Star Nutrition. Let's go. I think they had Russell Westbrook on the cover. So Gronk baby come on That's fire. What a time to be alive. I remember from. That point until I it was just one day I fucking just like I was like oh I have like the I did it like I crossed the threshold. It wasn't like a certain amount of weight. It just like a way I felt about myself when I looked in the mirror. At one point, I was like, oh, like you did it like you're good enough or like I don't know how to describe it, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. I'm just like, yeah, whenever we're gonna have the same feeling, whenever we fucking do this, you know, it's like, oh, I got the job. Like I'm like. And we're stable. Happened? Yeah, I'm going now. We're podcasting or now we're fucking. We're streaming. This is lit. We're getting paid for this. Yeah. Whenever that happens, it'll just happen. It'll be a day. No, the flip, a switch. But that took from 1718 to I would say I was probably 22, 23. So when that ballpark. Yeah. Young man. I was like, oh. Shit, I did it for like four. Years, four and a half years, five years of this. It actually worked. That's not what. Anybody wants to hear, dude. Anyway, going to start working out. You're like five years from now. You're going to be like, well, I feel good about myself. It's like I wrote, but it's true. There's a whole. Bunch of micro victories along the way. But it took five years to be like, oh, I climbed the mountain. Yes, and I'm still climbing. I'm talking about. It today like we did. We climbed it today and. Like, that's the that's the trick. That's the joke. That's the fucking, that's the that's the that's the kicker. That's the catcher. Catcher in the. Rye. Rye whiskey. Old fashioned smoke. Drink it. You're fucked. It goes down hard. It's smooth and harsh at the same time. Yes, you love it. You hate it. You need more of it. It's like. Gasoline. It's like. But it's gas that's going to keep you going. I want to work out. I want to get a six pack per month book spring. Break, and then you fucking figure out that, oh, man, the only way to keep this is if I go until I. Die, until I'm fucking dead, until I'm in the ground and. Be lifting shit and putting it down. You like those abs? You enjoy those abs, I love them. Just do some crunches. Just fucking the going away. Oh, if I stay. If I stay another day. yeah. You gotta pay the fucking price. Yeah, pay the piper. Piper is getting paid in full. And even the thing is, is, like, every for every day that I miss, I probably hate myself longer than I would have taken to do the workout. It's like you're you're paying a price regardless. You know what I'm saying? Yes. It's ridiculous. Yes, you're paying the price, a discipline. Are you paying the. Price of regret? Yes. Regrets. Like credit card debt. With interest? Yeah. Interest. Exponential interest. Get the fuck off me. So I don't have to get cash. Cash only. Here's the thing about the cash. These reps, the guys who fuck in the past. It's true that. Think about that when you're doing it. Yeah. It's like fucking doing deadlifts and squats is. Yeah. It's like eating the fucking Cheetos and not doing a workout for a month and a half in a row is like fucking just credit card, credit card, credit card swipes with fucking interest and paying the minimums and then fucking doing squats and deadlifts is like investing in a fucking. Roth IRA with fucking 20% interest. It's like, oh yeah, these gains are going to be here till I'm dead. Yeah. Yeah, you're right, you're right. And dude, like deadlift the most squat the second most hardest workouts to do in the gym for me. For me. For sure. Demanding like you don't want to do with the fucking demanding. I did squats yesterday and I was like, I had a realization. I was like, it was like, no matter how long you workout, squats are going to make you feel like you're going to throw up. Like that's just how it that's just what they do. It's just like you're not going to get over that. Like that's just what happens. Yeah, I'm like, damn, I've been doing squats for like ten years, 13 years. And I'm like, oh my God. These motherfuckers. I'm about to puke. I need to sit down. I need some water. You don't get over that. Yeah. It's not like it is easier per. Se, but like, you just it's just it's still hard. You just get better at it. Yeah. And it gets harder. And then you get better at making it harder for yourself. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Yeah. It's like a good fight with yourself. So once you start getting good enough to whip ass, you're whipping your own ass. You know, you're like, oh God. It's like, what's going to get them? Oh, you hit him with some 4x4 and some squats. Reverse pyramid. it's like, oh, fuck. Okay. We're starting with the heaviest weight. Oh my gosh. That's sick. He's sick. Ladies and gentlemen. He's cracked men. Yeah, but that's that shit. Oh. Just pushing it. It's pushing it. It's the fucking. That's life. It's unfortunate, but, like, we're load bearing creatures, thank God. Yeah, but, man. It's, you have to mentally get yourself there. You have to get yourself there. It's all mental or fucking the mindset. The mindset. Those two lives drop the most, like disaster, tone and disaster. And it's like the blend of how to make yourself not feel bad. Yeah, yeah. Whenever you do it, you know, drops like a fucking. It's so incorporated with like your entire fucking body. Both of those movements are like, your whole upper body has to be super strong and stable in order to keep yourself allowing yourself to use your legs to do the fucking movement, especially deadlifts to the super upper body like you're back. It's like a lower back and glute. I need like your traps and shit to like. It's like a whole posterior chain movement for real. It's a fucking crazy workout. So it's like super just demanding of yourself and like super release, like releases. So because it's so incorporated of all your muscles, like all those muscles get used and involved, like they release their testosterone and they get damaged and they help fucking your entire body, like, just get yoked. Yeah, it's getting yoked. And then, yeah, you feel fucking great after you, after you finish it. So like, oh man, that's like the fucking the taller the mountain, like the, the prettier the view. You know, that's a, that's a tall mountain I'm climbing top that mountains. Damn it's beautiful up here. This is the nice peak. Super shit's ridiculous. The mornings are like that for me every morning, like I hate. I fucking hate getting out of bed. Mostly just cause I'm tired. Tired, boss. Tired. It's like no bro farm. if I'll take five, if that's. The one that. Worth it to go back to sleep. But if for five minutes like it's worth it to have to get up in five minutes. Because I'll take those five minutes because I'm tired, boss. Yeah. It's fucking stupid because I don't want to be like that, you know? But I feel that I like that snooze, that nine minutes. I was like, I'll take this nine. I'm going to enjoy this nine right here. Yeah, there's nothing to get up here I am fucking go. Here we fucking go. Sure. It's hard to get there. It's hard to get there, bro. what am I trying to say I hate right now? I definitely hate waking up in the mornings when I'm waking up in the morning and then I'm like, ten minutes behind where I want to be. And then I just think about I needed those extra five minutes so bad. And all of it's just like a negative experience, you know? And then it gets to a point where we're like, we get through the quad set and I'm just like, oh man, we're going around the corner on this workout

and it's not even like 10: 43:15

00 yet. And like, I did that shit and I'm awake right now and I don't feel tired anymore. Yeah. And that feeling is fire. Dude. There's gas. It is awesome. Gas, bro. Yeah. It's just that quick like poo poo. You're like, oh, I'm on top of my day. That first. Yeah, that first initial. Like I get up once you get up and start the fucking something. Once you get the ball rolling, it feels nice after you look back and like, oh yeah, I already got the ball rolling in the fucking I got time. I'm, I'm able to. He's like, you're able to see the you're not in the maze so much. You know, they're saying you're able to like, elevate out of the maze and you can kind of like see the lay of the land. It's hard to fucking see when you're in the maze. It's like Harry Potter, you know, saying, yeah, that's it's a crazy maze. Yeah, it's a scary movie. They are having the ability to get ahead of it. So nice. So fucking nice, man. So worth it. It's so worth it to become a morning person or whatever the fuck that means. There's like, just to get this shit going to. Pay any price, though. That's what that's what we're trying to say, though. It's like the the same thing as, like working out and then like, you got to pay this price, but then once you do it, you realize like exponentially, it was worth it. it's like a lot of this shit is just like paying prices all day long that are exponentially worth it, you know? Yeah. I don't miss sacrifices. Yeah, that's a lot of that. That's a that's a common motif. Sacrifices. Yeah. Everybody knows what that is doing. Shit, man. Yeah, yeah. We all kind of fucking make sacrifices because we only everything has opportunity cost. You know, like, doing one thing means you're not doing everything else. Anything else? Yes. You do one thing. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? So I think we take it whenever we're truly doing one thing, and that one thing is just our true expression of ourselves. And that's going to fucking manifest. That's God's will. That's God's will. Thank God we found it. He need to find something like Dana White is fucking I've seen him talk about he's like, I hate sleep. I hate it. Like I love every minute of my conscious life. He's like, I get like 4 or 5 hours a night. Like, I hate sleep. Like, I'm always like, I want to just fucking. There's like, there's no tomorrow, bro. Like there's only today. There's only now. Like we got is I'm so excited to be working on this shit. I'm working on doing the shit. Like, I love my life. Like every minute of it. I was like, yes, that is. That's that. Shit. Yeah. That is. A fast way to. Live life. I'm sorry to turn that around that corner because I could feel myself like wanting to wake up. Yeah, I was saying earlier, I'm like, I want to get this day started. Like I want to have I want to have a full day. I want to get that day. That's like my day. That's my that's my day. That I. Give me that day. Yeah, give me a day. Yeah. That's awesome. It's a great feeling. It's crazy I see like around that corner, doing the fucking walking the dog in the morning in the just doing something in the morning to get the day started. Get out of bed I journal I use the journal every morning. I usually have like a different morning routine, but now my running morning routine looks a little different and I'm starting to add more to it and get it more incorporated into my daily like just like life, week by week, making it easier. Yeah, it's just like becoming more habitual. It's fucking awesome. I'm so excited. I want to yeah, I've seen it happening over the last like month or two. It's like starting to want to wake up earlier and starting to just like, I can get it like 4th of July whenever we fucking got it. We had a day. I was like, that was a fucking day. Yeah, that's a day. It feels good to just accomplish that. Yeah, bro, sometimes it's nice to fucking because if there was a lot, there was a point in time when I was waking up at 4 a.m.. For I am just getting started, just started. Looking at I would I would never snooze either. I would just fucking bop that bitch. So I went to a fucking space, bro. I went through it. I was conquered some demons and that to really. I was like 23, 24 conquering demons. Fucking lit the. Holy Spirit lit, bro. And I'm feeling like a, an echo of that. Like another season of that. I was like, because, yeah, in that point, waking up at 4 a.m., getting the workout done, getting to work by 730,

and it's like fucking by 8: 47:21

00. I'm fucking cock out, rock out. Bradley. We're chilling. Yeah. This this a. Yeah.

Just having that shit done and then being home by like 3: 47:30

00 having the entire afternoon and evening just chill, do the dishes, relax. Yeah that's amazing. Fucking chilling a great life. That's a great. Life. Great life. Rare fucking loved it. Fucking love it. So yeah, I feel myself coming into a place of that now where it's like I've been getting this routine down, like more down pat. Like I feel the. Just the fucking drive to also do this 38 production shit. That's super, super. Yeah. You seem more. Litty. You seem more like fucking vital. Yeah. I see the, like, passion in your eyes and it's, like, exciting. I'm like thrilled. I'm like, oh shit. Let's go. Yeah, you seem like animated. And then I'm like, that thing that's animating him like that. That made me like. It almost means it's real to me. You know what I'm saying? Yes. Yeah, yeah. It's like the fucking. Yeah, it's a pass. I was talking about it. I think we have it. It's like you have a. He was kind of differentiating between talents and anointing. And he was saying like, your talents are kind of like God given abilities, like you're good with numbers or you have a certain eye for things, or you have a certain knack at this particular game or this particular type of activity. Whatever it is, you have a knack for that. You have a God given talent. You could play the piano, whatever the fuck you got. Whatever we have, we have our talents, we have our things that we're gifted with. But our anointing is like a different thing to have an anointing. I think he was describing that as more of an ability to draw something out of somebody, like the ability to like, it's almost like articulation or the ability to maybe not even just articulation, maybe just like you're doing and just like living your life, you can not talk to anybody. And just being an example and being able to inspire and uplift and to bring out hope and faith in others, like to bring someone into like a the spiritual place or like, you know, I'm saying like the idea of what you're talking about, like whenever we're like, animated and passionate about something. Yeah, that's kind of what sales is. And businesses, ultimately it comes down to like a I think I've heard of, one of our partners talking about it, where I think they mentioned business is like this, like the transfer of energy. You know what I'm saying? Like, sales is a transfer of energy. So if you're able to, like, have an anointing and being able to inspire somebody and being able to to bring a rise of, like hope or that feeling at a someone, it's like a it's also like a talent. I guess it could just be a talent if you're like manipulative with it to a degree. You know what I'm saying? Just being a fucking con man. Yeah. But I guess to have a true anointing would be the ability to, like, fucking inspire change or faith and hope in someone you know. Yeah. It's like, yes, bro, that's what the fuck I'm talking about. I think that animates me. Can help animate someone else since, like, I feel that shit. This just gas. Scarce. It's gas fire. I think we can help. We do that for people. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, definitely. In the workplace, I can definitely think of times or scenarios. Yeah, like instances where we're fucking just being the light in the fucking war. Yeah. It gets chaotic in the bitch sometimes, bro. Yeah, it gets crazy. It's what it is. It's the nature to be safe. You're in. Let's go. Bro. We really be doing that? Yeah. See? Anointed shit, I love it. Yeah, it feels like, Sometimes I just realized this. What's going on? Like, I realize, like, Oh. Like I have my own. How I feel about the situation that I'm in and how I want to. How I want on some kind of base level, like my body initially wants to react to, like, things based on what I've been thinking, how I'm feeling. And then I realize that there's a moment where, like, I know that people look up to me, like I know that I'm a representation of something greater than myself. Yeah. And so I need to, like, uphold an ideal here. And then I'm like, let that idea resonate in me as I believe this is true. Like over this initial feeling right here, like, this is the truth, you know what I'm saying? Just like you could you could get mad and yell about a bunch of stuff, and then someone says something and you're like, you know what? That's true. But I just do that, like internally real quick and then just do it just because I know, like, you know what I'm saying? Take a responsibility sometimes. Yeah, yeah. Because I people would be let down if they saw me freak out. People that look up to me would be let down, you know what I'm saying? So, like, that's just real. That's part of the social and. The social part of our interconnectedness. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Man, you got to be careful, though. You can't let others influence your story too much, truly. Dictate. What you're doing. Yeah, yeah. Truly dictate the true expression of you. Yeah. I've just deemed in those situations that being a model for what they need me to be is the ideal. That's part of me. Yeah, that's part. Of what I embody. Yeah. And what I'm trying to express. Yes. That those characteristics of those. Yeah, those traits in the character. But I'm not bending over backwards to make people happy. No, that's not what a leader does. No. Yeah, bro. Man. Yeah, bro. Motherfucking yes. Yes. I'm proud of you. It takes a lot of shit to do that. It tastes like shit to get to that place. Thank you for inspiring a lot. Animating me. Fuck. Yes, bro. Absolutely. Yeah. Sometimes I love this shit. I believe in this so much that I'm almost afraid that I'm going to convince people to dig for gold, because we just have a really great pickax. Like, I really believe in the pickax. Like, yeah, bro, this is the future. Yeah, this is the future. Yeah. Look, it started now. Be five years ahead. But can you imagine the people that saw there was gold in California and was like, we got to tell people what's worth more than the gold would be to tell people about the gold and then help those people to get their settlement and their life off, but do it from this place where we can help facilitate that process rather than spending our whole time doing this. Or maybe we want to do this, but we want to drill so it by the voice. Get a fucking couple drills. Yeah, well, sticks of dynamite. Yeah. Right. So this is like, Yes, yes, yes, yes. The thing that I love the most about it is it's hard for me. I have like a fucking I have a sniper shot, I've got a headshot lined up and people want to come in and they're like, what do you what, do you hate me? That. And then what about the wind? Will it go that far? What's your. Fucking barrel? And I'm just like, yo, I've got it. Like as soon as I'm ready to just. Like I'm sculpting. Yeah. And I don't, I don't. You shouldn't think about killing people now like that, but I'm just saying, like, I've got the. Eye on the target. Got this beeline to the answer. Yeah, you know what I'm saying? So, like, there's a lot of variables like, can you make can you do the sales? Can you connect with the people? Will they believe in your product? Are you can you transfer that energy? Are you delusional? Are you mistaken about the marketplace? And I'm just like, and this I've got it. Like I, I gotta trust big trust the big bang. Yeah. Is this. The words are so powerful. You could do that, bro. You know what I'm saying? I think doing I was thinking about this in the terms of Jordan Peterson, because he really fucking inspired. Me just as a fucking you. There's that's a that's a man really fucking. He's been going off in my life. He was talking about one of his classes when one of his lecture series, when his, University of Toronto classes on YouTube and like, personality or he's going over his book maps a meeting, one of those lectures he's talking about, like the ability to think like, if you could think and you can write and you can speak, you are deadly. Like if you can like, think about and visualize like a future of what you want. Express like why is good for you and those around you and like justify it. And then like we have to be able to act towards it. It's like there's no one who can stop you, you know, saying you're unstoppable. Yeah, you can do anything. Yeah. I'm like. Yeah, I think we could do that. I think we've like getting there. We're starting to develop those skills and then articulation and that thinking and the writing and the verbal, all those things come culminating together to be able to fucking hit those sniper shots. Yeah. If anyone who has any adversity that like, like this won't work, just can't work. It's like, ultimately I don't give a fuck, but like. Oh, they exhibit a. Yeah, I just yeah. Exhibit A helps. I just know, like, I'm like, you're not my you're not my client. Like, you're not my demographic. If you if this doesn't resonate with you, that's okay. I'm not selling to you. Exactly. But I know that this sale is a sale. Like, I've just got I don't know, I don't know if that's the thing. Is confidence or arrogance or whatever it is, but, like, like the word anointing is what makes sense to me because I'm just saying, like, I know this shit. Like, I know beyond what I could, I could sit down and write a bunch of arguments to a bunch of counterpoints to why people would think this wouldn't work. But like, ultimately, you just don't have the vision for it that I have. And like, the vision that I have is a lock, like it's a lock. And so it just kind of sucks. Like, I just want to tell people, like, just trust me. Just like, just believe or like, do you believe in me? Like, do you think I'm a book? Or like, do you think that this whole thing that I've been doing my whole life, where I was kind of like pursuing the pursuit of happiness and like, truthfully trying to find my lane in this world, like, I've got I've got the fucking. But like, the access onto that highway. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I'm accelerating onto that access road right now in real time. We made the exit. We found the fucking. It was finally. It was just driving on an access. Road for seven years. Yeah, yeah. And it's just like I'm. We're about to. Oh, yeah. We're down to the super highway. Right? And I'm like, you know, it's it's scary on one hand because it's not access road. Very scary. You know what I'm saying. Yeah I. I undulate between just like yeah I think I mentioned it before underlay between like fear and doubt and just like complete acceptance and confidence and the knowingness that this is this just going to work. Fucking duh. You know, how could this not work? And lately I've been getting more into the how could this not work? That's that's the thing, bro. Like, and. The more research you do and like, the more time you put towards the energy and information you gather. Yes. And and expand. It's like, oh yeah, oh yeah. And you know, mean lethal. We're thinking about it like whatever. So really. No. Yeah. Like you that's a I like that train of thought to the articulating and like the emotion behind what you can evoke. Like you're evoking yourself with emotion, convincing yourself and all the like. You're pitching to yourself a lot too, when you're just thinking about this is a good idea. No. Oh, and this is true. That's a good idea, too. Yeah. And then that ultimately becomes the pitch you're telling other people because like, I believe it. Especially because I'm, we're like objective people and like I to I, I'm skeptical and I like to throw out the fucking devil's advocate and try to think about how could this not work? How is this not true? When is this not true? When is this like, how would this how could this not work out or whatever, you know, saying or just whatever, whatever it'd be information coming in, just trying to make sure I mentioned it earlier, talking about the fucking politics or whatever. It's like, I don't know, I know this is what these are, the, the blocks that we're building with, but I'm not sure the true validity or shape or structure or foundation of these blocks. Yeah, they all look the same. But I like on a stand on it. You know, saying, yeah, I'm not going to stand on till I know. You know, say it's solid. So again, from that perspective or from that lens, I'm able to and I'm able to kind of still convince myself I'm just like, okay, yeah, this is hitting. This is really hitting. It's not just hitting because I'm because I'm it's my, you know, I'm sorry. Right. It's your by it's not subjective or you're looking for an escape from. Yeah. Yeah or anything like that. Like it makes sense. It's viable. Yeah. I've been pitching my dad business idea is star is fucking five, dude. Yeah. It's like $1 million idea. Was like a game in my house. Okay, if you could think of $1 million idea, like dad was going to go get it patented, and then we're going to make $1 million and then you're fucking. You know what I'm saying? Payday, kid. Take the lottery. But with your brain. Okay? Yeah. Can I have a great idea today? That's awesome. One of the best ideas I had was, like, for your fucking groceries. We're always trying to. One trip everything. I was like, can you make, like, a fucking some kind of handle that has hooks in? Put all the bags on, all the hooks. I just carry that thing inside. But I was like, that one's pretty. Good. But every other fucking idea I had, my dad would rip it apart. Yeah, well, that already exists in this way, or we wouldn't need that because of this. Yeah, you couldn't actually sell that to people. And it sucked because I just wanted to, like, you know, be right. A home run. Yeah. Would it. Right. But now as an adult, like that kind of like, ingrained in me, like I know a bunch of reasons why things don't work and I know what it feels like to think you have a good idea, and then you, like, put. It through the ringer. Yeah. And you're wrong. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? It doesn't make it through. Does that. But like, with that being said, that's why I'm, like, especially illuminated by this idea. Because I'm like that. I feel like my whole life was letting me know that this is a good idea. And, I mean, that makes it more of a good idea because it's not just pursuing some random chaotic thing in a random chaotic, yes. Some random thing that populated. You know, it feels like I've been trained for it almost, you know? Yeah, yeah. I mean, come in culminating to this for a while now. So fire. Yeah. So fire. Yes. Fucking yes bro. Coming soon. 38 productions, bro. Fucking facts. And I think that belief. Is you'll know whenever we do our first pod in the fucking studio, it'll be lit. It's going to be lit, y'all. It's going to be fucking lit. But, but yeah, but I I'll say we're going to wander down, we'll go pick up the burn and then we're going to have the stew finish up our three pack news, three pack music dropping by the end of summer for show coming out within the next couple of weeks. Let's go finish on that today or keep on fucking moving. You keep on fucking moving. Let's get it first down at the first down. Just keep going, keep going. It's worth it. If no one else is going to tell you that today. I'm telling you that right now it is fucking worth it. Put that work in. It'll feel so much better when you're done and then. So enjoy that fucking hot tub of emotion of serotonin, oxytocin. You're like, oh, this feels great. I did that shit. Whether it's the dishes or the fucking lawn, whatever the fuck you got to do, you know, send those emails. You. Yeah. To make that phone call. Fucking do that shit, bro. Do that. Do this for us. We're here for. It's worth it. Like, comment. Subscribe. Share I love y'all catch up. Peace by