CONFORMITY GATE? | Reincarnation, Stranger Things & Heisenberg | The MJ38 Show #114

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Talking about longevity Your mom expressed the sentiment. Yeah. She was always like, Like. Oh, wait. Hold on. You can't take it off the brain real quick, too. Oh, yeah. Sure. Well, yeah. Just. She's, Like, the same way that we were talking about. Our friends will be like. Yeah, there's people that, like, don't have clean water. And after there's, like, people that can't afford food this week, you know. It's like, my mom kind of would say like, hey, you, like you, you have two legs. And I worked in a hospital for a long time. And I've seen a lot of people that don't have two legs. And you get to play basketball whenever you want. You can go play soccer whenever you want, anytime you're feeling really upset. Thank you. Just, remember, you can go play basketball anytime you want, but there's other kids exactly your age with the exact same mind and the exact same wants and intentions. And they don't have two legs, and they can't go play basketball. Yeah. Yeah. Thank you. Have. So that's that's what I think about when when they start going off on that I'm like I'm like, all right. Like I don't really like the way you're talking to me, honestly. But I do agree that I have two legs and I'm super thankful for that, you know? It's definitely worse. Reality is I could be in there some perspective for me or a story for sure. It is true, like and why that is, it's like, well, who knows. Oh that's all guys. But thinking about it a lot lately actually just the idea that we're born. So, some people are rich, some people are in Africa with backwards legs, like Tim Tebow talks about, you know, some people are born into a trailer park family with parents who are on meth that abuse them, and then some people are born into educated houses whose parents are lawyers, and they love them a lot. It's like, how do you, you know, choose how you enter the game at all? And how do you reconcile that circumstance around your life story, the origins of your life story? Sure. Things that are so outside of your control. Yeah, definitely. Everyone has to deal with that totally. But it doesn't take away from your story. No, I don't think so. I mean, God is. And everybody, And God's understanding is not our understanding, but I think, I think that's why Hinduism is I think part of the reason that works as a mass religion is because we have that thought of like, how is that fair? How do you reconcile that? And then Hinduism does reconcile that to say, like the past lives for the what is it called, the reincarnation? There it is. Yeah. It's predicated on what you did in this life or what you did in your last life led to this life. And if you want a better life, then you need to do the right things in this life. Become closer to the Buddha, more Buddha like is what they believe. And then you will transcend into like a greater or existence, even if that's like a butterfly that just has a great life or whatever. Yeah, reincarnate is like a thing that you and I as another person. I don't know if that's true Hinduism, because I'm not like deep into it, but I definitely like that. That is a belief that's out there for sure. Yeah, yeah. Aside from just reincarnation as a whole. Like you might come back as a cockroach type vibes. Yeah. An angel be who's angel be my angel. This is mine. Oh, Jesus. Pineapple express. Oh, okay. Got it. That was one of those movies that I was a little too young for at the time. But yeah, I, it's fine. It's fantastic really. Yeah. I got like a lot to do with it. I had seen it one time as an adult, but it's like I was like 21, so I really don't remember it at all. You know, if it were like stepbrothers I saw as a kid. Superbad. I saw as a kid. And I watched it like, 100 times. So, like, that's that out, you know what I'm saying? For sure. Stepbrothers and hangover. The first hangover, I was like, this is, I think, the funniest movie ever. I'm pretty sure for sure. I just watched, like, some fucking crazy shit that just happened. Yeah. It's like I just watched Kobe put up 60. Now some shit, bro. Like, that was cool. That was like, that'll happen every day. Not at all now, except for this was a Will Ferrell like MVP moment. You're like, okay, this guy is transcending like superstar into legend. If he wasn't already. Oh yeah. Yeah. Lawyers for decades totally get paid for that shit. Yeah they but longevity ultimately it's like so I guess we're kind of alluding to the idea of giving yourself grace to suffer or like talking about because we, we previously stumbled upon this idea going into a tunnel of the gym. Giant diamond gym. Yeah, yeah. Where they going? Crazy. Yeah. My question is, if you're pushing yourself to fail or failure, the David Goggins level of fucking grit and whatever, whatever you're doing in this physical life. Yeah, totally. Take it to the extreme. And that's there for longevity anyway, to start with. Yeah, I'm like 31. So I'm trying to like, not fuck myself up, fuck my knees up or anything. I don't want to tear my pecs. I don't want to tear triceps. You need both. And try to embody both as a spirit, like I've rehabbed myself a few times, or like I've been lifting long enough to know how I should approach getting back into lifting. If I took a month off or if I was sick or I had an injury, you know, and I usually do like 2 to 4 weeks, depending on how my body feels of just like I call it like foundation work, like I want to do bench, but I want to do like 135 and then maybe I want to like throw a ten on and see how that feels. So normally I'm building up to 205, but like, I don't even know if I'm going to be able to handle 185 like, well, you know, so I'm trying to find like that optimum line of like, okay, I can do three more pushing myself maximally. Maximally engaged. Yes, exactly, exactly. It's just I know it's a but that bar is lower. So that always, you know, always. And we drop in 60. Exactly, exactly. I want to be happy with the 21 that I got, you know, and not be like was pushed for sixth. Like it's just crazy bro. Like a time in a season in your story. Yeah. Yeah. And you know and then the thing about working out I think, is if you feel, you know your body. Yeah. If you kill yourself on that first exercise like the rest of your workouts, fuck too, like you don't have, it's gonna be hard to go do flies now and get a good 4 or 5 sets of flies because your chest is like, torched, you know? So yeah there is a compromise potentially between like efficiency and or whatever we're trying to do. Optimal outcome. Yeah. He truly optimal outcome optimal level of challenge and adversarial story I'm dealing with here. How far I'm pushing myself. How do you push yourself. Yeah. Yes hopefully like I'm not I'm not I know you have to be able to push yourself, but I'm playing it for the long run and and I'm in tune. Hopefully you've been doing it once. You've been doing it for a while or working out, or even if you don't, there is a thing that enhances whenever you do it that is like your attachment to the idea of your physical body. And it's like, you know, if you're like deep down, you fucking know. It's like, not is not right is like, this is this is fucked. Yeah. Or you know, if it's like you're compromising or you're not pushing yourself closer to that limit of it, you know, that crazy shit. Yeah, yeah, there's, you know, you know, in your heart, you know, I guess some people are more deluded, I think for sure. Absolutely. That's what the ego does. Yeah, exactly. Ego gets in the way. If I was like, guess deluded, the right word. But yeah, I'm trying to say like, you're not in tune with yourself. You think like your self is trying to be in tune with you, but you're not like putting your mind into the what your body's actually feeling because you're like, your ego's deluding you to think other things. So if you really had time I guess optimally you've reached that maximum level. But the bars moving up and down to a degree because yeah, if you're coming off of a legitimate sickness or like something you know like you know. Yeah. Yeah. Totally. And so yeah. So hopefully you can strengthen that connection between your mind and your body and yourself and your like the awareness behind all of those things. Those things are just happening. Yeah. We've talked about Diamond Jim talking about life story stuff now. Yeah. So I'm Matt right. For nothing. Yeah I got right for the diamond Jim. The question is like do they, do they base the workouts based on your max. Like is there do they say like, all right, give me your maxes. And I'm going to like design the workout for the day. Or do they say I think it's just like, let's throw a fucking. They got like five plates on their deadlift and they're like 10%. It's like, wow. I feel like bro. Okay, Max, one time in front of you and then we'll see if I can pick it up again, you know? Yeah, yeah, yeah. So that's why I'm like, that wouldn't work for me. Like the it would be better to know what my deadlift there is. I think it's. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, for sure. I think it, it does scale as kind of. I'm trying to answer. Oh okay. Cool. Cool. You know, because obviously so usually if you can't do it, you can't fucking do it. Yeah. That's what I'm saying. Like I say I'll give you ten reps of me trying to do it, but that's, you know, it's I would get more suffering if like I was optimally challenged. If you want me to suffer here. Is that what we're talking about? Yeah. You know, so you can't just crushing with the weight can just kill me. Like I want to look like, a lot more than we're going to work out. You know, I'm saying, like, is that what you want to watch me do? Is that what I'm here to do? It's like, kind of, But I think this. They must scale. That's my point. You have to. Yeah. Yeah. In order to even get the most suffering out of you. Okay. Yeah. So if we take that as truth, then I would be willing to go when I felt like, like an eight weeks or something, like, let me get back to what I feel like is peak form or premier form. Yeah. If I feel like if it was a weight that you literally couldn't do and you did like ten reps of you like trying to do one rep with like assistance. Yeah. It's like even the assistance, you know, because otherwise question like not going to do anything. You need to not kill you. Yeah, yeah. I can sit there like you have the squat rack with the fucking things on. It's like I was going to fall or, you know, and totally, totally. It's like, if you want to see how hard I'll fight before I fall, if you want to see if I just eject and let it go or you want to, I'll fucking battle it. Like I'll battle it. But this is a weird gym. It's like, but then when I heard my rifle, I'm like, okay, ain't no way. I don't think my wife is doing the ten reps of the five plates on deadlift and then doing a drop set after that, like, I don't think so. So scaling it makes sense. I saw one thing, you know, the guy walks in and he's like, why is my fucking sitting down? And then they're like, oh, work out how sorry I coach is like, now he said, no. Five outside, let's go to the hill. And then they're like, what? And then he's they're like, is he wearing the TG? And then he's like, yeah. Is it's like the hoodie for their brand okay. It's like okay. So he's representing the brand right now. Yeah. He is. It's like and he's sitting down on camera like yeah, he is six outside. Don't question me. And then I guess you're saying like down and backs up the hill and they're like, I don't want to do like six in this weather. Seven outside. Let's go. Oh, God. I was just like, it's that kind of place, you know what I'm saying? If you if you've ever been in that culture, you know like you complain one time, you're doing more work to shut up, just shut up and do the work bro. So the fuck up and suffer bitch. Yeah that's the that's the move me go. That's the that's hell week. You see. That's what's going on there. Yeah. You're just going to push to that limit. Yeah. Totally. And get you need to be Goggins the Steph Curry the one who fucking does the shit. There's other like there is a balance of course everything's balance. You gotta balance that. And then you got to balance the harmony and the balance. The longevity. Yeah. It's all fucking balls with juggling. And I get it. I'm the same way. Who are we to even juggle them? Who are we to juggle them? Yeah. What deal with all these thoughts. These were the thought dolphins. You know. You feel me? Thought he would. Yeah. We're just popping up. Just always. Always possessing a thought. Always. And then there's like some thoughts that we've done because we've been thinking of thoughts for so fucking long, you know. So I thought culture is important because you, you live in that environment and you still I think Joe Dispenza says you repeat 90% or so of the same thoughts every day, right? Right. It's a difficult statistic to understand. I'm like, what thoughts I repeat every day other than like, I want this, I don't like this, I like this, I want to get away from this and I want to get towards that. At your analyzation of your feeling process, you're always analyzing your feeling process. So I think executing some really healthy analyzation of my feeling process, in the sense where I'm like forgiving to myself, kind of myself and I pursue Christ like ideals. Like that's legit. I have that going on, so that's good. But I want to evaluate, like, what are the bad thoughts that I have that I'm that 90% of my thoughts are some of that 90% are bad thoughts. So like, I want to be able to identify those and then like exercise them, exorcize them, get them out. Yeah. And so that's why I think about when I hear that that line, I'm like, which ones do I have that I fucked up? I'm trying to like think, you know, one of them is like complaining about work, like straight up. That feels like what you're talking about. Like, I just that thought is like a, a habit more than it is. Like, actually, what I'm thinking that day, you know what I'm saying? Granted, there are things that pop up that are new reminders. Want to give you old feelings, want to give you an opportunity to give energy to it? Certainly. Right? Certainly. Right. More so than beyond just handling it or whatever. Like when you're meditating and you get a thought, you're supposed to just like, let it go down, put it down. Exactly. I think that's what we should be doing in those moments when it's like stressor arises, opportunity to be pissed off. It's like, just put it down. Put it down with grace to the best of your ability. Yes, put it down because it's like work. This is not what it is. Consume it. Consume it. You know, I'm saying sure. Yeah, totally. And then act in accordance because of that. Because you think that and rewire or you can just be like I thought I put it down. That's a sin. I was like, I hate the cookie. Totally, totally. And things aren't what they seem like. It's like the cookie gods. Like, that's just that's not necessarily that's not real or. Yeah. You know, it's not the good fruit. Yeah. Yeah I agree. Or the negative response reaction that you have to the stressor isn't fruit of discipline. It's not fruit of faith. And then the inverse as well. If you're trying to eat like the good fruit it's like the thing that's the opposite. Or whenever the situation is energetically reciprocated where it's like you. Because in the first situation we're talking about, you're not getting it. You're putting it down with grace or something that could, like, upset you about the story that you're telling yourself. So then also something that would make your story feel good about itself. Validate some of your thought. Yeah. Like instead of eating the shitty fruit, it's a big swing because you could eat good fruit. Yeah, I know the thing that, you know, you should do that, but you're not going to do and then not doing the thing you know you shouldn't do, right? Right. There's a the two sided coin to discipline. Yes. So it's like the doing the things you're not supposed to do and like having the ability to not eat that fruit and then also doing the things you know, you're supposed to be doing, actually, you know, I'm saying. Yeah. Yeah. And choosing to eat the good fruit, it's more of a struggle. The tree is taller, you know, saying or whatever. Yeah. No it the reward is to X though. And you take a negative and you eat good fruit or you take a, positive and you follow through with doing the right thing. Like, I think that those are the type of beneficial because you could have, you could have eaten the shitty fruit and gone down a level that was like what was supposed to happen, but instead you decided to be disciplined, eat the good fruit. So you went up a level that's like two level swing. On what could have been reality I think those are very important to catch if you want to ride the wave of life, you know have the optimal story. Yeah. Yeah. Regardless of whatever your external situational circumstances. Yeah. If you want because it's out of your control. You can't control any of that shit. And you still don't say what you think you got some shit now because we humans were egos. The things that thinks it's alive that like, you know, life you are going to. It's going to die with you. You don't die. You don't die. Are you Hindu? I was, yeah, dog. Whatever the fuck the inclination that there is. I think there's a truth in that because they want to. And I think part of the incarnation egoic attachment to that idea is like you are you want the that battle, that battle of eating those fruit or choosing, you know, you want that to mean something and actually matter. Yeah. So hope you get rewarded for doing it in the next life. You're right. Or it's better, you know what I'm saying? And it's like, even if that's not true, it's still the best optimum outcome to do just here. Regardless. That's faith. Yeah, that's Christ told you that you're supposed to believe it. Yeah. I agree with you. I it's it's obvious to me that the game that we're playing isn't. That makes more sense presented to us. That's all. Yeah. Thanks for the game is be blameless. That's the game. And that's. You think the game is get my career right. Make sure my kids are happy. Make sure I get a beautiful, attractive, friendly, nice partner that I appreciate, like a dream partner is I'm trying to say a dream car. I live in the city that I like. It's like, no, no, no. The game is be blameless and all things that are desired in your heart like those things will come to you. In my opinion, if you grow your garden, right? Because it's like Jesus, God made your heart sick these first off. Yeah bro. He knows. He knows who you are, bro. Like, honestly, the Bible says don't even. You don't even have to say words when you pray. Because when you sit down to pray, the God you're praying to, he knows your heart. Just say this instead. And it's the Lord's Prayer, you know what I'm saying? So actually be doing that sometimes just thinking like, I could sit here and try to write a sexy paragraph to God. Here's some bars where it says all my jeans and tees. You know what I'm saying? Let him shine for me. But it's like the little drummer boy. Sometimes I want to play my drum like, here's my my tribulation skill set. But in reality, it's like, I don't have to do that. Actually, I think he doesn't even necessarily want me to do that. Sometimes it's like just just please pray for my world to be done. Pray for my kingdom to come to earth. Pray for your provision to come to you. Pray for forgiveness for your enemies because that's the only way I can forgive you. It's like, it's not just like this is a this is a cool prayer that everyone would like to hear. This one sounds good. It's a great hallmark card. It's like, no, this is the only things that matter, dude. Honestly, this is the one. Yeah. And, I'm into that. I agree with that. I understand that. And so when I get down on my knees and pray as part of my New Year's resolution, I'm mostly just doing the Lord's Prayer now because I'm like, you know, my heart. And then back to say like, yeah, you could try to play this game in a way that makes you have to, like, construct the story that you think should happen. Exactly. But whatever the you is, that's whatever the issue is, is a control. It's not a controls an illusion. It's an illusion. My game, the illusion is Michael. Yeah, yeah. It's like that's all I'm saying is like, I was in a car accident and then just like, lost my watch. Don't have my watch anymore. Got. I want to turn 30. It's a nice watch. It's an upgrade. God has chains. When we were, like, 29 or 30, it was an upgrade from my chain that I had, like, literally, I got a bigger one, and I put my dad's ring that he made for me on it. So I had, like, I felt like I had like a chain big boy chain, you know, and then it's like my watch was gone and then my chain was gone. And then I got into a car accident and like, I was legitimately able to not get mad and just say, like, my treasures are in heaven. I legitimately felt that and accepted it and embraced that. And I truly kind of believe that maybe from this accident I might get like a total check that would buy a new watch, buy a new chain, buy a new car, and all three would even be further upgraded. And I'm still not going to attach treasure to that. So like, these are just things like God takes care of me. Honestly, I don't even need this watch how many people don't have a fucking nice watch? I go to Walmart or whatever, you know? All that shit doesn't matter anyways. But I think it's doesn't matter the ability for me to be able to because it's not even me. It's because I read the Bible. Then the Bible is the holy Word of God. And so the whole it's like almost like touching Jesus's cloak, like the closest we can get to touching Jesus cloak is reading the words that he said. And I think they're so powerful that they sit in my mind. His logos goes into my mind. So it wasn't even me that said, like my treasures are in heaven. It was because I touch Jesus's cloak that that idea was in my heart enough for me to remove myself. And I think because of that, the most optimal outcome you couldn't imagine is that I would actually upgrade all three out of nowhere, even though everything seemed terrible. And I'm like, That's God in my opinion. Like Daniel in the Winston worst case scenario, right? Just miracle emerges as a testimony for Jesus Christ becomes a miracle. You know what I'm saying? I'm not saying a miracle is gonna happen in my life, but I'm saying like, I think that that is the best way you can handle bad things, you know, that's it. That's what we're all trying to deal with because we're all suffering here. Yeah, totally. And we're all born into stories that we have no control over. Yes, yes, how we're handling that. And then you're into your analyzation of your emotional story. Well, whatever you're doing, your awareness of watching yourself do these things, watching your body work out a little bit, like getting yourself to get there. It's a whole thing, like just getting that mental. It's all mental. It's all thought, you know, we're always thinking forever, always can't turn it off. Absolutely. You know, whatever the thing is that's always on is our life. You know what I'm saying it like, where are our screen, our POV? You know, I was a. And we're just kind of watching all of these emotions take place in this receiving of the stimuli of the sensory input and attaching our story onto that, and then watching our emotional reaction to things and then how things play out, how how we want things to play out. But all of that's controlled from you and like you were given it, you know, it's just so I guess we call it random, but it's. Beyond your comprehension. Beyond comprehension. Yeah. It's just we're going to keep on leaning on that rock because we are it's just beyond your comprehension. That's you're we're our babies, bro. In the sense that like, God is like a parent trying to feed us food we need and we're like, yeah, yeah, yeah. Are you trying to change our diaper? And we're like kicking our like so hard and so, so simple as the good fruit. The bad fruit, like kids, like candy became be giving your kids candy all the time. It's it's beyond that the balance and the harmony aspect, but also just the. It's crazy aspect. It's it's beyond you. I think that's part of the and you what we're supposed to understand before end times is like, what makes us understand it is like the word. But you continue. Sorry. No, no, I agree with you. And I think that it's important for us to understand that we don't have the understanding God has, that we don't understand the spiritual war that we're in, that we're more or less pawns on this chessboard that the devil can claim for himself and use against God. It's like, that's really what's going on here. And the more you think that you have a mastery of what's going on here, the more the devil has you. Honestly? Yeah, yeah. And that's, I think it it must be him. It must be important for either what happens next or for our relationship with God. I can't tell it could be either one. I think it's more about our relationship with God than it is about a spiritual throwdown. Or sometimes I wonder if this life is preparation for the next life. You know, like there is a grand spiritual war amongst, some reincarnation Prince. Kind of. Yeah. Like we're going to see it is human form and we'll actually go into whatever the reality is. Yeah. You don't come back as a cockroach or something, but you could ascend into the war. Yes, yes, you could get drafted. Totally. That that could be what's going on here. And my dad also has agreed with that sentiment, which he does not agree with, a lot of sentiments I have because he's classically trained in theology. But he's like to be honest with you, dude, that could be exactly what this is. And I'm like, oh, that's heavy. We could, we could transcend into energy and fight. Principalities become the influence of the matrix, become the wave. The other people feel. Maybe we become the Holy Spirit, like we join the Holy Spirit and we come in to other people and inspire Christ like action. And that's us fighting principality. I don't know, you know, these things. I think about what's next, but I think it's more about to have a proper relationship with our dad. We need to understand that we are a child, and it's difficult to understand that because I'm a dad. So like but that's just perspective for me to understand the relationship that I have with Christ because you can't understand you're it's hard to understand the relationship you have with your parent when you are the child, then you slowly build a concept. There's your conceptualization of what's happening. And then then there's there's their conceptual obsession of what's happening. And then like the truth like on that did your mom ever tell you, like, you'll never know how much I love you. Like, yeah. The idea like the. Yeah, yeah, yeah. This is like the reciprocal of your how much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. It's like my, my momma told me all the time. Like kid, you have no fucking clue. You have no fucking clue how much I was like crying a little bit. I love you so much. Get out of here. But now, as an adult, I'm like, I understand what you're saying. Like, Demi will never know how how much I love her. Because I didn't even know how to love this much until I had a kid. So actually, what I tell her, she's obviously don't know what the fuck I'm saying, but I'm like, you'll never know how much I love you until you have a kid of your own, because then you'll then you'll get it. And I think that's part of me understanding the relationship I have with God is that he loves me like that father. And sometimes he's trying to get me milk and I'm screaming and he's like, I'm getting you milk. Like I'm, I'm, I'm doing everything I can to make you happy. Come here. I'll hold you while I make you milk with one hand. It's like, That's what God's doing for us. And we just sometimes we're just going through pain like our teeth hurt our fucking, we're growing you know, it's like growing pains. So it's a lot I'm tired. We don't fit into you know. That's I think that's a lot of what's going on here. And so a lot of this life is or all that to say I think that sometimes it's not about what comes next. It's not about another war. It's not about getting yourself like God is the potter and we are the clay and life is the kiln. And he wants to make us beautiful. But he's not. I don't think he's making us beautiful for war. I think he's I don't know why he's doing that. Maybe because we're made in his image and he wants us to be complete. He wants us to be whole. And that's maybe the only way we could be more complete. I'm not sure. I think it's part of, true love sentiment. So you can know to love. You know what the idea of. Oh, I like the, the the the paternal parental aspect of his love for us. It's like, that's all I want. I want for you. So it's like, that's all I have for you. You know, the good father. You do have that. Yeah, yeah. Imagine being a kid and trying to pick what car you should buy, what restaurants you need, at, what house you should live in. That's kind of what we're doing right now. At 30 years old, I'm like, I know what's best for me. It's like, dude, you're an infant. Like, no, you don't. Your five year old. But luckily we have the logos, the Word of God, and we can like, digest that and it'll transform us, you know, help you help us change our analyzation of our life and our behavioral interaction with it and our emotional attachment to it. Yeah. And get away from that and separate to the truth. You're given an ego. We are given the ego and we're given the controller. And like the the VR headset of the fucking the guy that where you go. Yeah. And then you get the avatar that you are when you put the headset on, and then that guy thinks he's running things. Yeah. It's like you are looking character breath. And that's like the height of idealization of it or elation of it. Yeah, yeah. It's beyond that what it seems to be this way. I think we talked about something about Jordan Peterson or, right. Which I mean, Jordan is today or. No, I think because we were talking about, you were talking about the idea of like, the reincarnation or like the idea of, just like coming back for something else or it goes beyond our comprehension and then I forget how I was going to reach out to Jordan Peterson because he, like, I guess why he doesn't just, like, claim Christianity so quickly or like, claim to know what's going on here. Yeah, exactly. You know, I'm saying because of beyond the comprehension. Yeah. So I see part of the where the hesitance comes from for sure. He's like, you're not even asking me the question. What? You're asking me something uncomprehending. And I could sit here and try my hardest to come up with something for you. That's not what you're asking me. You're asking me, am I on your team? And that's a stupid that the fact that you would take the God and then take team and then fuze them into one question is like offensive. Yeah, I go expanding. Yeah, yeah. I'm saying like, you know, not talking about. No I do I'm chilling on that. Oh dude. Yeah man. We're going out there. I was going to say, there cool things I want to talk about. I think you said yes some where I totally is it. Oh of course something but I, I was I say, I guess there are two things for three things for sure. Okay. So we're we can we hit we just get random spurts of a whole bunch of download sometimes. So we reached over a thousand over, plus almost three years, thousand downloads here. Nice I that's good. Oh yeah. Right. Yeah. Fuck yeah. That's go. That's tight dude, we're fucking moving. We're doing. It's happening. Someone we listening out there in Helsinki Finland. Are they Finnish? Shout out to the Finnish. Right to the Finnish. So that's what's up into 38 show going for a billion episodes. Give a fuck. Put some time capsule. But we be, the other two things. One, I guess this is gonna come out in a couple days, but. So it's it's time relevant. Exactly. But when this comes out. But have you heard any of the conspiracies behind the Stranger Things conformity guy? Oh, that shit's happening, bro. I went down the rabbit hole last night. No, it's happening today, bro. If it doesn't happen today, this is going to come out Monday. So what do you think is, the the probabilities. By the time this comes out, it's going to be like either Vegas wing have it or not have happened. The Vegas odds are 30, 70 or more today you will they cash I seen I seen the clips bro. I'll see. Dude one seven is everywhere in all of the promo shit they've been doing. Like it's just one sevens on the clock. When they're doing it, it's in the background. It's it's all over the place. And then the other thing is, Stranger Things promoted the advertisement campaign that says, like, Stranger Things tomorrow. And they promoted it last night. Yeah, we saw that. Yeah I want to see that everybody shit. I saw that shit yesterday was like all the comments, like, why am I seeing this today? Why am I seeing this on Tuesday? Why am I saying it's not two and six? What am I seeing something? And six it's like, did they had to put money behind that to get that recirculated? I type that in the comments. Literally. They they turn the ads back on. They put money back into it. For this reason to do this right here. Like and then yeah they'll be so sick of every one of the sickest like psycho Mountain fucking TV history bro. That shit's gangster bro. Masterclass. They're going to go top ten. They're going to be a master class bro. Never been done before. You're witnessing greatness. You see Colby you're watching Jordan bro. Jordan right now. Just so you know everybody I'm actually going to watch it now. Like I wasn't even I was going to wait for the trend to end. That shit happened. And I'm like, oh, I didn't know we were doing game winning buckets in Utah. Let's do it, bro. Game six flew game shit, bro. That's a that's one of the reasons one of the other points I want to bring up too. Well well well so you making a Stranger Things potentially if you want to but yeah but we got fucking we've been talking about it all podcast season long. Football shit ended in the fucking pick. I'm done. I'm super excited. Just going to fly by by the time you know it'll be August. Getting ready for the draft again. Go on to September. Here we go. Fucking football's back on. Picks it back on baby we just finished it Victoria got some money in. And, if you're fucking down she did amazing. Amazing. First year in the shits. Thought we've been in it for a long time. You've gotten second once, and I don't think Steve's ever won it since I've been in it. I've never won it since I've been in. I've never got any money. I think you're the only person, only lower story we have within this league that we do of the person who's won money in it. It was like a miracle in the last. You know how long it's been? Seven, seven years. Yeah. Six years. At least 6 or 7 years and usually. Oh, come on, people are in. It's everywhere. Fuck it. Got on the got my mind. You know, it just happens in conversation a lot. And now we trigger it, you know, of course it's like a red car. Whatever. You know? Yeah, totally. All that shit. Your awareness, your analyzation of your awareness, the thoughts that are coming to you all the time. Continue with you. Fuck it. Know where it was? Oh, I was going to say we're going to fucking forest Frank dog. And you're down to come dog if you want. If you you're right. If you're a free man, I speak it for me. But he's not telling a lie. I have confidence to fuck. Yeah, a dog. Yeah. The TV, it's going to be July 30th, but that shit's fucking going is a Thursday. I'm pretty sure I was. I was just going to briefly say I commented on an Instagram video of a little kid preaching last night, and when I did the comment, I knew it was the top comment. I was like, guarantee you I go to the top. I'm at the top today. Let's go. I just perfectly he goes, oh, like, that's the end of the video. And I like perfectly capitalized his inflections and it's just straight to the top. That was pretty cool. God, you said, what's the date? June 30th. July 30th. March, April. May. Oh, that's so far away. And it's a Thursday. Perfect. Thursday, dog. Yeah, I fucking can't wait. Did you buy tickets? Yeah. You three. Four. Oh, can. Oh you're amazing dog. Dude. Yeah. I'll pay you back, dude. Thank you. Thank you so much I appreciate it. Yeah, that's fucking awesome. It's super fun. I can't wait, I can't wait. I think jazz is going to want to go to or ass or. She says she's down yet. And then my mom was going to go maybe potentially as well, because we were talking about being in Austin or seeing my mom, and she's like or like, I we go to a concert, I guess, but she doesn't really know who forced my case her. But she's like, I'm down to go. But, did I want to. Yeah. So no, we got to it was like, I. Right, major? We got, we we got we're we're definitely going. But I was like, yeah, if you you would appreciate it more. It's like it's like take a look, look to the Utah game bro. Thank you. Yeah. Like if we wanted to give you moments ago I wouldn't I'd be like that's cool. I, I try to buy my own honestly because like that dude, you know, like you would, you need to be, you know, I'm going to sob, dude. Like, I want to have a transcendent experience for sure. We're gonna go. We're going to go up. We're not in the we're not on the floor. We're not in the mosh or nothing mosh. But, you know, it's not going to be a match. But the standing room, the tidal wave, the tidal energetic wave pool, you know, we're going to be in seats. That's it doesn't matter, bro. It's gonna be so crazy. So we're so fucking crazy. We're watching greatness. So when this comes out, we will have been able to watch what we'll talk about next. But dude. Yeah. So this is a sick a sick potential switch up cycle on the fucking Duffer Brothers part for Stranger Things. It's the greatest ending to a TV show I probably I've ever heard about this, the lore behind it. It's fucking wild. If if that's true, it's coming out tonight in a couple hours. It's hypothetically. And if it does, it fucking rock the world. If it doesn't, what do you. But if it does, it, is it what? How do you feel if it doesn't? If this is one day and we're talking about not watching it, how are we feeling? Dude, I don't I don't process. There's so many coincidences. I'll enter my inner matrix. I don't even know what you're talking about. I won't eat that fruit. I won't even pick it up. But I'm saying, like, if it does. If it doesn't, then. Yeah. Then what? Then what they did was at the end of it all, they said, how do we how do we do a little more? How do we get some more? How do we I think they're releasing this like right now. It could be it. Don't ever trust anything you see on the internet. So that's always a good skeptical to have a, you know, just don't just blindly trust and put your faith in and stand on something that you see on the internet, say that you heard and saw it on the internet, you know, so lead with that. But they're using that to just get back into. What they're doing or like they're because they're already ended. So if they don't have it, it's just all a ploy to get people to be pissed off at it or to just say that like, oh no, you were just like looking too much into it. To create the conspiracy theory that there is a potential final finale finale coming out eventually, because there's a documentary coming out about it. Oh, really? Yeah, I think on June or July, January 12th. So like next week, I think it would be to create the reality that like an alternate ending that you could hold on to and say, now I know what really happened in that shot. What really happened is that l didn't die. And at this point they broke off into, I think, what they're trying to say is that somebody is unconscious and having this dream, and then they're going to wake up and it's going to be way further. The reality, like a lot of things that happen, won't have really happened. And then like baseline reality will be back in like season two or season three before the big thing happens where that opens the gate in the portal. And I don't know Stranger Things that well. I'd like this from what I put together, but I think that that's what they're alluding to is that like, there's it shows one like after a certain point, it's like the doorknob on the door is now on the right side instead of the left side of the door, and it stays on the right side when it obviously was on the left side before. So like, that's fucked up. That shows that like a lot of the way that things ended, like this person was supposed to be wearing green, this person was supposed to be wearing blue for whatever reason, like, but they weren't. They were wearing different colors. When they're all seated at whatever graduation thing is happening, they're all seated in the exact same stance that the other people were seated in when they were possessed, like they looked exactly like a mirror of the possessed people. So it's like there's just so much going on that's like, you know what I'm saying? It's too much. Yeah. This is a moment, I guess people are saying that one of the actors like, broke the fourth wall to a degree, like looked into the camera was like, I don't believe in coincidences. Yeah, exactly. Like, yeah, that's a big moment. And I think that happens at the time that it happens in the episode is like, I don't know, somehow important to there's another thing where it's like one of the actors or producers went on Jimmy Fallon or Kimmel or Late Night Show. Yeah. And they keep calling it episode eight. They don't call it the finale the whole time. He's like, yeah, in episode eight, this happens, this happens. But he never says, oh, in the finale, it was this, this and this, and everybody's like. And then the other thing is the chick that plays L. She posted a picture on Instagram yesterday and something, something, something one seven it's like bruh. It just like won't stop. There's no way or it's all just coincidences. And then we'll facility you on Monday and we'll be like, bro, what the fuck? Brothers of the Duff, get out of here. Listen, you got we hate you. Now we're going to boycott you now that's fine, because you got my hopes up. That's like we didn't do anything. Swifties, we didn't do anything. What are you talking about? Literally did the Taylor Swift play. They did the. Leave so many breadcrumbs that the people who are conspiracy theorists will put together these videos, will create hype, will create momentum, will create an undercurrent of is this what's going on here? And then when it hits. About to break the fucking internet dog. Yeah, that's what the Swifties. That's what Taylor Swift does. That's so funny. Like leads like the big conspiracy. She's before on. She's not performing at halftime. The big conspiracy was she was gonna perform at the halftime show. But it's bad Bunny so that what like the Chiefs are gonna make up this year. For. No is the sale of honey so. Yeah. Yeah that that could be it. Maybe she was hoping she could make that happen and was alluding to it building to it in the NFL. A lot of reality. For whatever reason, the NFL is really trying to go international. That's a big deal for them. Big deal. Way more international games this year than any other year. More markets. Oh my God, more markets. They also give me you markets. Yeah of course they also do things like that. Now there's a lot of programs. If you're live in Australia and you're a rugby player, the NFL now has like tryouts where you go and do a combine and then they'll take your information and distribute it to scouts and they can say like, oh, give me the Aussie half. I can take a risk on that. Like the Aussie runs A44. He's kidding me. 60. And I'm like, oh yeah. And then they got it's like give it out back. But they're doing that well one onion all sorts of countries like way more than they ever used to. They have these like if you have a professional football or some kind of professional athletic league, they'll send the NFL there to do like a combine for anyone who wants to learn about football so that they can find more athletes. Because if you get a Luka Doncic, you get the Serbia audience. That's what they're trying to do is finally coming to games, buying merch, buying Lakers jerseys, all the shit. Totally all the shit. That's why the Lakers are the one of the most earning franchises is because they play the game like that from their GM market. That's why they pulled LeBron because he sells so many fucking jerseys. Luka Luka that's they're really good at making sure they make money because if they make money they can buy more players. So it's almost more important to give the bank up than it is to put together the perfect roster, because it's hard to win a champion. You like to go all in on a chip. Every year is impossible, you know what I'm saying? Sometimes it's better to go all in on money, all in on a draft pick, and then you wait for the time to be right and you say, all right, three year run, whatever it takes. We win a championship. And if you don't get it, then they set you back a little bit in your franchise. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm trying to. We need to at least get there. We need to at least get to the ball game. You know what I'm saying? Because you so also like for money wise, if playoff tickets are expensive, you make playoffs. You can Christmas will be okay, especially early on. I'm taking some of that from the Showtime Lakers documentary or doc you see or drama series. That is a true thing. I think, you know, was a if you the more popular you are, you're gonna sell more jerseys and get more money. And they want to expand internationally, get more markets, more pockets and more markets. So, I had one. It was a play. Absolutely bare minimum. You're telling me that this this advertisement. Oh, yeah, I saw the all the comments. Oh that's coincidence. Absolutely not. Yo. So one point if they do this shit, if they do this shit this week, depending on how it has to be good, it has to be fucking crazy. I bet it's it's got to be crazy or it's gotta be, I don't know. So. Okay, so now we are kind of out of the camp of if they don't do it, they kind of have to fucking do it, bro. Because if not the going to be boycotted or they're going to be like, y'all, we're looking to put too much into it. Yeah. Like and conspiracy theorists, obviously this shit coming out, I think that they would have tempered expectations. I think that they would have released an official statement so they wouldn't have gone on Jimmy Kimmel and done more elusive stuff. Maybe they have a network of people who are contacting social media influencers, micro influencers, people with relatively small accounts to posts like anti confirmation, you know, to like to even build a hype further because you need to see a little bit of both, a little bit of no it's not going to happen. To kind of stoke it a little bit. Yeah. Right. So you can say you know it is it is going to happen like I have like intensity about it and I'm not even attached to it. I'm like no it's happening. No. But the house they got me for sure. Yeah I think that's what I'm saying because I'm fucking in this shit bro. Yeah, we're watching it. We're watching that guarantee, bro. I got and we're going to and we're going to be like, this is, this is theft. Oh, this is force Frank. Shit right here, bro. Like, the way I know too is I'm laying in bed and to like the first time I saw this, like, video of like, oh, no, this this this this, this is I got chills down my spine, like my spine was tingling. Dude. And then I watch like, an titillated dick. I watched like two other videos. I'm not titillated. I get to another one of these. Conspiracy dude. Titillated. I'm just like, yo, this is that's why I'm saying you're like, yes, yes. I was titillated to believe, I believe I seen it, and I don't know what that is. I mean, I think it was me recognizing greatness on a subconscious level, like, dude, this is the idea of it's fucking gangster. But they have to deliver. It has to be sick. It has to be Breaking Bad level for gnarly bro, because Breaking Bad did that shit, bro. That's what I wanted. They did the extension. They did like the break midway through season five and they just fucking. They came with a vengeance in their show bro. Respect. Gotta respect it. You gotta respect I do I mean it's a crazy what you call it. It's like a gymnastics routine on the floor. Yeah. It's going fucking nuts bouncing there like some on bars. Yeah. And then they land it and he's like, oh yeah, good fucking job, kid. Yeah, that was sick. I need to watch it again. So needs to be sick. I'll do. Yeah, dude, it's fucking because I didn't like the ending when I watched it. I was just going it. But it's because I didn't want that. I didn't want that to be the story. But now that I know more about art and I realize I'm not the writer, I'm watching a story I think I could, like, appreciate it differently, you know? Yeah, dude. I wanted Walt to have the change of heart. I wanted him to get away with it. I wanted him to have the money, not have cancer anymore, and decide he just wanted to be a good dad. Like, that's really. I wanted him to beat the odds and come out on top. And then when he fucking spoils, that's that's not the story. The moment when you know that's not the story, it's like finals. I was like fuck this a little bit like that. Let's not. I had my chips on a different bet. I wanted something else to happen emotionally, but I want to detach now. I think part of that was the a part of that energy was definitely included in the idea of letting Jesse go or, like, freeing him. That's where you got the, you know, overcoming triumph. Some of like a positive element. And he like, yeah, he, he like try to set the shit right. You know, I'm saying he's like went to the Elliot. Sounds like you're going to give this money to my kids. Because if that might just fucking pop you one day, they're like, oh, no purpose one day, please. So that's a wall in the snow, right? Jesse, you're talking about nuts. Well, after the snow and he goes to their house to the to the person he started the company with, like the seed of his resentment. Pretty much. Right? Yeah, totally. The seed of his origin story of this person who has this keen energy and so, like, fuck the world. Get moms by any means. I'm gonna do what I got to do. I'm fucking go the extra mile. I'm going to go to that safer state taking you with me. But then he goes to that to that guy's house. He started the company with, and then gets him and his wife to take all this drug money that he has left over all of it that he accumulated. It's a lot. It's like a bag at that point or it's deteriorated at that point. I forget the how it was presented because, like, it was some big in duffel bags on the fucking Ottoman. Okay? I was like, at one point, it's like a pallet of money. And they're like, yeah, yeah, they put all of that in fucking barrels. And then I think he only got one barrel. That's right. And but the other barrels got to better than no barrels. Yeah. So I think that was gonna that's cumulative of like 3 million. 2 million or maybe a mill mill plus you imagine dude just making 20 million. Sacrificing your life to make 20 million happen. And the nature of the evil of this world takes 18 of that 20 million that you sacrifice your life for. That's what happens here. If you get involved for all that money is a problem for people. And then he. Yeah. So he gets that and he, he does give the kids some money which is like part of the get away with it aspect for sure. It's like he had to fucking make it worth it to a degree. Do something, something to show for all the shit that you fucking did. And ultimately it's what he set out to do was take care of us. That's why he started. He's like, I just need 700,000 or whatever, 7000 for whatever his initial calculation is. I just need this much. And then he gets he gets that. So he, like partially finishes that and then he takes out, oh girl. He's like just ties up all the nuts. And then at the end he like let's Jesse because he can he can kill him or whatever. You know what I'm saying I sort of yeah. He wanted to like get him out, but that was that was the plan because he knew it was wrong. He knew he was. Yeah. It was fucked up beyond wrong. Yeah. Let's leave. So you don't belong here. It's like you are a relatively innocent. You're just like a kid that got off the beaten path. Like they're all through for too long and jump a wall, right? Have a good heart. You know him like his. I guess his observation of who Jesse is as a character. They treated them like shit the whole time. You have to have awareness of that in your heart of hearts. Yeah. He's like, I'm going out with all these people who are doing this shit. You know, I'm saying all at the highest level of this level. Like, none of you deserve to really be here, but like, you are not really a part of this in your heart. Yeah. So you, like, let him go. So that's part of his redeeming character arc to a degree. Fair enough. But he is not a guy who comes back and becomes a good dad and does the fucking shit. And he wants to be that guy. But this doesn't play out in season five, and it's just a whole fucking thing that is fucking lit. It's so good he wanted, but he doesn't. He doesn't. Yeah. He like and that gets confirmed to you because he talks to Skyler. She's like don't say you did this for me or did this for us. He's like I didn't. Yeah. On some level it's like I'm I like that too. Like he's too much ego. It's too much ego. It's too much ego. And the development of the Kane energy is like just the idea of resentment. Yeah. You know, I'm saying or like the. Yeah. The what could have been so like emotional attachment to your story and what happened and your ability to not eat that fruit because like eating like becoming Heisenberg is like part of the idea, the whole idea behind that show. So the transition between Walt into Heisenberg is like the adopting of the Kane energy and eating the shit that you know, you're not supposed to be doing, you know? Yeah, to the fullest degree. It's where he becomes that person. He's like, I didn't do it. I did it for me because I liked it. Yeah, that was the ego full for fucking the worst with the ego. But his was more he wasn't like buying fucking Lamborghinis and fucking hookers. He just wanted to be the best. He was a player, the smartest. He knew he was one of those people, but he wasn't playing at that level. He was in the fucking high school chemistry teacher lab, and he wasn't with this billion dollar company that he started. But he is that person. But he's not that person. So then he's just like, fuck this. It's a tough draw. Yeah. That sucks ass. You know, like you almost. I agree with the sentiment of like, I'll break bad then, like I'll do what I have to do because. Because I'm getting like left behind in the current for whatever reason. And you get cancer. Yeah. Yeah. So at that point it's like, no, I'm going to ball, I'm going to go get a ball and a ball. I'm dropping 60 on your fucking head until it's over. Until it's over. I'm dropping 60 on head tops alone. And like I, I understand that impulse. Like especially I just like I watched my dad be, like, a really smart person and, like, not quite. He's doing amazing things as a pastor, definitely. But like, there was opportunities for him to maybe like get a bigger churches or like, evolve. And I think he's like a little bit more talented than the stage that he was given. Honestly, I honestly think he, especially in his peak and probably not that he's he's just a little bit older now, but like when he was at his premier form, he definitely was more talented. I thought that the statue was on and it felt like. And he said he expressed that he stood up for what he thought he was right to the people that were his bosses, more or less so many times that he became a black sheep, and they ultimately disregarded him and left him in smaller stages on purpose. And it's insane that within religion that can happen. But the ego. Absolutely, dude. And also he was dealing with an older generation. I think that 30 year olds have a little bit less ego. Yeah, yeah. Doug, it's a weird in between because the millennials had so much social media there. So they're so different minded. Us, I guess I mean, Gen Z, the generation under us. So like between Gen Z and then to Gen Y and I think millennials are in-between Gen Y and Gen Z, I think we're millennials technically. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. But I think like my dad's not a boomer okay. Yeah. He's the one. Yeah I think you're right. Right. Gen Y okay. Yeah. With you. Totally. And so like that from Gen Y to Gen Z that millennial jump is like a big cultural difference because it's like we saw blackberries become a thing, iPods into full blown. It's everywhere now and then, for whatever reason, I think those people are more inclined to be a little bit more like, Less indoctrinated in the technology and maybe believe that there's more holistic things that are better for your spirit, whereas these kids are just growing up indoctrinated in the technology. It's not even like, they don't even know anything different, you know what I'm saying? All that to say, I think that that gives us a little bit different perspective than people have as far as these age groups go. And I think that leads us to be a little more less egoic. Yeah a little bit, a little bit more open. That to say like my dad's bosses were boomers and that's a different mindset. Definitely more like respect culture. Keep your mouth shut. Shake hands. You take the bullets and you take all the shit until we decide we're going to give you you deserve the opportunity. And that was definitely more of that culture. So, you know, even in religion that happens to sub religion doesn't make it perfect. God is perfect, you know. Yeah. We're just trying to understand it. Yeah, totally. That's what we're doing. That's all we're doing. So then sometimes I want to like the Breaking Bad aspect. I'm like that if you're a broke bad if you just like, you know, I'm building an eyebrow like, fuck everybody, everybody. I'm building a competitive software company. Who's the whole dude? That's who. Let's who? I got paper company beats. Let's go. Yeah, I think I wanted that for my dad. I want that for myself, too. Like, if I were to not achieve my dreams or if you were getting boned, you know, like like what was, you know, like the idea of I'm a humble chemistry teacher that people shit on, even though I'm the backbone of $1 billion company. What do you do with that? If that's your draw on life, be blameless. What can you do? There's also the added pressure of like he his kid is like, you know, disabled and that's that's got to fuck with you mentally a little bit definitely changes the way you perceive life, thinking that your draw is like less than fair. And then now you have to not carry that with you to seek like holier ideals. Maybe. And then then he gets the cancer. So it's just like everything is. So we're just getting constantly fucked in this life. What am I going to do? Like just take it and then like my no. But not like that. There's a fine line between like the time he stood up for his son getting made fun of in the store in season one as Walter White, like embracing the Heisenberg energy, and then season five when he's been, like, literally like, kills people, you know, say, or like season three when that happens and like, there's like the the point in season three where he, like, kills the fucking people that Jesse's about to go try to kill because they're like getting kids into the fucking shits. And then Jesse's like, fuck, dad, I'm going to go get that ass. And then he's coming up on them and the wall just runs them over and you're like, whoa, what the fuck? Me? Just kill him off now. And then he blasts one. But then there's a leaving a different level to that, where it gets deeper and he's like, not that he likes to kill people, but after the fucking jail scene where he gets all those people killed, he doesn't kill any of them. But he has. He hires the people who get the prison kills and does all the shit in the prisons in like, the two minutes. Yeah. Gets the phone call. It's done. Yep. Just hangs up. It's like, okay, that's that's too much. Yeah. So much of a stick up for your son for sure. But then it's like, oh, that's the thing is it's a progression of that. Exactly, exactly. That's the thing about, sin lies at your door like a lustful animal. Yeah, yeah, it wants to have its way with you. It does. And then it's like you can't flirt with it. You can't kiss it. You can't take it on dates because it's going to end up fucking you. Part of my friend, everybody who was in menopause. But it's my format. It's like that's that's ultimately yeah, that's part of like when when he is flirting with it a few times and then like I think when he goes into two girls with, like the fucking shit. Yeah. That's kind of like, Oh shit. We just went from, like, we're kind of going steady now. Like, we're not just flirting anymore. Like it's not. My options are all doing this shit. I've. Yeah, I've kind of committed to becoming this thing, and now it would take more undoing. So what am I to do? More undoing or keep dating this thing. Keep allowing in in my life. Keep giving it the the energy it wants, which is like, I don't know what it what it says is it wants to have its way with you. I think that's what it's trying to say is like it wants to convert you into Heisenberg. It wants to slowly bring you into Heisenberg, break apart your, your your ideals, or like the entire reason he was even willing or trying to try to, like, save his family or, you know, trying to do something for his family and like, trying to make his life worth it. Find meaning. Yeah. Those are those are intrinsically moral things. But the I would say the sin energy or the energy that, proclivity to the negative response. Yeah. Negative action. Yes. That brings more pain and suffering because you lost all your family like they don't have their dad now. Like you're fucking out of the picture and like to get part of his redemptive arc is that he gets the fucking shit because he just. He's just a fucking teacher, man. Just teacher got a bad fucking rap or like, got it got a bad kind of fucking shitty situation, relatively speaking, based through the terms with which we're able to apply meaning to the things that we're seeing here. Yes. It's like that kind of just sucks. Yes. Yeah. How do you handle that? Some people are like, but I don't know, don't don't judge anything. I don't put the point of the we talked about maybe before the pot or early in the pot, the idea of that. The seven Spiritual Laws book, it's like the moment is as good as it is as what it is, as it should be. And that's not for you to determine. Yeah, unfortunately, I don't believe everything that yogis say. But there is something to it there. It's interactive abilities. You know, I'm saying the ability to manifest blessings and do alleviate suffering, you know. Yeah, the transcendence, the Christ energy. Like it's not even you. It's just like trying to be Christ like allows God the room to make all things work for good. Yeah, I believe in the. It's only it's the only way. It's the only way. It's the only nothing else within that makes sense. When we talk like what we talking about, it makes sense of you. Once you have faith, abstractedly, you're, like, at least abstractly, you can get to the abstract thinking. Some people can don't get there. They're like, nah, fuck that. I'm not going to be. That's a lot of gamble to say. I should take a shit life. I am not the center of the fucking universe. But you are. But you're not. So that's the that's the rub. That's the fucking rub, people. I get it. You have trouble with that? I recommend going to a some kind of legal treatment center where they offer some kind of psychedelic, because that will have a game very apparent to you. Dude, it was crazy on there. Joe. Did you see that? Sean, right? Yeah. I'm still listening to it because we'll talk about till the end. No, not yeah. That's like the last like 30 minutes. Yeah. So I'm like two hours in like right. You know, thinking the same thing. I was like, where's the advocates OG? I was worried that I wasn't in that episode. I'm like, I'm happy you said it's in there. I was like, oh, thank God. Because yeah, you brought it up in the last like 30 minutes. I was like, what the fuck? Okay, here it is. Yeah, it was cool. I sent you the YouTube clip of that 30 minute part. It was a good part, though. I like Sean Ryan a lot. That's how he's telling you. Yeah, yeah, you're looking tight. I just heard Kurt Metzger. Do you know who that is? Yeah, we I just I listen to that one, too. It's good. I also love you too. Oh, that's. Yeah. They mentioned Joe mentions, like, I was listening to Sean Ryan podcast and he said this, and I was like, dude, even so that's what Joe Digest is. Sean Ryan, he clearly is good, you know what I'm saying? Like the best of the best to watch his film. And yeah, I feel that moment with his energy and dialog and thigh space. You ever I described him as like a smaller Dana White okay. Yeah you're right. Yeah I'm with you. Oh my god yeah. He's great. I highly recommend Sean Sean Ryan show. He's awesome. Highly recommend it. I'm going to just, I guess before we'll jump over to Patreon real quick. We love YouTube, but yeah, that that part is fucking dope. And, there's getting into the weeds about some shit, so recommend if you don't listen to Joe Rogan, if you don't like his shows. You know one thing it's hard to digest three hours of podcast. That's not, I guess, people. People are used to TV and Instagram. For me, though, I that's my diet. Like me driving even when I'm like cleaning the house. It's like, put it on, dude, just put that shit. Oh bro. It makes I felt the. Like the pull into like the that's this is good fruit. Like to help me get this made the weights of the doing like the cleaning and like the like the dishes whatever. It took some of the weight off of that and didn't make it as unbearable or like the even the amount that the, negative energy that I could bring to you as far as the attention it requires. And it's like, I have to do this fucking thing and then like, but you could do, but you don't, but you do, but you don't. So you could do whatever you want. So it's like, like even a little bit. It could be there. But I just felt a layer of that get peeled off, put it on the podcast, just put out a podcast, hopefully. Where that for you guys fucking Sean Ryan, Joe Rogan. So do people not like his podcast? I guess we're recommending it to a degree, but it's like, I don't think I have to recommend that to you. I think everyone knows is like 1 or 2 layers away at very most of the Joe Rogan Experience. If you don't listen to it, you know someone listens to it and then if you don't know someone to listens to it, you know, someone who knows someone. It was guarantee. Yeah. You know, so it's absolutely the golden standard for podcasts. He has it's the best one out. It's the best one quality wise consistent wise. You don't need a great set. Matt and Shane have a really successful podcast and they do couch podcast. You don't need the desk with the lights in the. But he's the golden standard. Like that's the best you could do a podcast like technology wise, everything wise. He does lean towards oh he's like socially definitely very liberal Democratic believes in like free choice for people, believes in social programs for people, but becomes aligned with more right wing like characters because like politically right now the left has really become more the far left and it has become the left, which is the social divide in America in general. And then he was on that Hollywood left. Then when they went very far left, he went more centrist, which ended up the center, ended up becoming right. Actually, they moved it over. Yeah. Right. So then now he's more aligned with these right wing people and then people, especially when Covid was like very split between you are a good, smart democrat, liberal society person. If you get the vaccine, you're doing the right thing. Anybody who's saying otherwise, scum of the earth, the bad, bad idiots and stupid people who could hurt you. Yeah, okay. Yeah. So don't want to. Any of them are out ultimately to say that there is misalignment, there is negative energy attached to Joe Rogan. We'll check this out. He was right. I became was a good treatment for Covid. You didn't need the virus back then. Ivermectin. Sorry if I let people do that. I love him more than you know. Yeah, I think you're right, actually. Yeah. I don't everything, everything. But, But yeah, there's a misalignment there. And he was right. And the other thing you have to remember, or that you probably don't know, is that Joe Rogan had two friends have strokes when they had the the booster. Oh, shit. Yeah. The first it was the vaccines are not the booster. The first Johnson Johnson vaccine, the main vein, the first one that came out at all. He was scheduled to get it. Then he had to push back his appointment two weeks, and within the two weeks that he pushed back his appointment, like two of his friends had, like strokes or aneurysms or like, had to go to the hospital and were not okay. Like dramatic life effects from the vaccine injury, literally. And so that made him be like, yo, forget that I'm healthy. What is it like the flu? I can handle the flu. Then he got Covid, handled it like the flu and said, nah, this is bullshit. Then he got attacked by everybody. That's what happened. If you don't like Joe Rogan because you think he's an asshole, that's what happened. Now, just to help you guys with the next 30 minutes of your life, I'd like to entice you to join the Patreon today. I have a conspiracy. Okay? All of America. I don't think hardly anybody knows about this. And it definitely affects your life. Okay, like 100%. So, doc, join the party. Very well. See you on the party. Hell, yeah. Yes! I fucking love you guys. You too. 114 out of here and to infinity and beyond. The fucking call that billionaires has nobody like you keeping you. Okay? We love you. Love you. Come on, let's go to the beach.