Fitness is Therapy and TikTok brings Joy

Quick recap of movies I have seen lately and my thoughts on the future of cinema. Zara Larson and John Summit are my musical obsessions currently. Update on my training and life in general. TikTok comment section to finish. Enjoy! 

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Hey guys, welcome back to Liz Left Love Yourself. This is Lizzie at Lizzie D. Newton on Instagram. And welcome back to my casual podcast where I podcast whenever I want about whatever I want. And I'm thankful for everyone who listens. So thanks for coming back. If this is your first time here, welcome. There's no schedule, there's no rhyme or reason why I do this, other than the fact that it does feel very therapeutic for me. So if you enjoy it, I love that so much. And if not, I am enjoying just sitting here on a Monday being able to talk to myself, which gotta look at the little things, and I'm grateful for that. Um, it's been a hot minute. I say that every time because it has been. And I'm here to talk to you. And yeah, we'll see where this takes us. I have a list of things I can talk about. And if you know me, you know I have a really hard time not saying things. Alrighty. So first things first, I was supposed to run a marathon April 4th. However, um, I am not obsessed with running. I don't think I've ever really been obsessed with running, but I just felt like I had to. And so for the past like three like marathon seasons, I ran once I ran one, I was like, okay, now I have to do one every, you know, six months. But here's the thing: you don't have to do one every six months. You don't always have to be constantly training for something. Nobody really expects you to. And you know how they say, like, nobody cares about you as much as you care about yourself. Like, if you think people are thinking about you, they're not. So I switched it from I'm doing the cheap marathon in New Hampshire. I loved it a lot. I really like how they make everybody go every seven to 15 seconds. So you're not starting in one big group, and it's um really, really flat because it's an old railroad that they is now a walking path or a bike path. So um, I'm just gonna do the half marathon with my friend Andrew, and I'm really excited about it. He was like, maybe you can run walk it. And I was like, Well, I feel like I'd rather like put my all into running a half marathon with very little training rather than roll the dice and see if I can possibly half ass a full marathon without getting hurt. So, in the spirit of doing things and finishing what I started, I'm I'm gonna do the half marathon and I'm excited to do it. So we'll see what I can do. It's in what, like 10 days? Oh my goodness. Yeah, so at least I don't feel like pressure to like run for four and a half hours. It would probably be more than that. And I'm just I'm not willing to do that. So here's to not getting injured. Knock on what, I gotta say that. Um, I did want to talk today about there's so much happening. Oh my gosh. Like, I know there's a lot of things going on in the world, and the only reason why I know that is because when I go to Planet Fitness, the TVs are on the news, and that's the only time I ever look at the news. But the beautiful thing about being obsessed with celebrities is that it takes your mind off things, you know? And I could be thinking about really important things like my life and my bank account and where my life is going. But the Mormon wives have totally just made March fly by. I mean, you you can't even make this stuff up. Like, I wasn't going to watch The Bachelorette or The Bachelor ever again. But now that Taylor Frankie Paul was supposed to be The Bachelor, I was like, okay, I'm gonna watch this show again because it's so entertaining. Um, but obviously now it's canceled. But we went right from Love is Blind Drama into Secret Lives of Mormon Wives, and what a beautiful distraction. Um my thoughts on it are the whole thing is sad and dumb, and like, why am I spending so much time thinking about people I'll never meet? Thank God I'll never meet them. Um I don't know, but it's it's highly entertaining. And if it if you're not into it, it's honestly a little too late to even start on the drama. I'm sure you can watch like a few TikTok recaps and be totally um involved. Honestly, one of my favorite ways to like so uh is it Trixie and Katya, they're these drag queens, they do Netflix recaps. So, like if you didn't watch the whole season of Love is Blind, they literally do a 45-minute recap where they just react to the show. That's highly entertaining, and they're very, very funny. If you don't listen to The Bald and the Beautiful, I if I always need like some kind of noise happening, so I always have a podcast playing. Um, I love their podcast, um, they're really, really funny. Um as far as the Mormon wives, it's like it's one of those shows like the Housewives where it you don't really have a favorite, but you have like a a not like you have like a least favorite, but it's like everyone on the show kind of sucks, so you just have like the one you you don't like the least. Does that make sense or is that a double negative? I don't know. But I think Layla is my favorite, she seems like a sweet girl. The thing is that the you know, these girls like they got married so young, they have a lot of trauma from like their childhood and like being in the church and everything, that they never really got the chance to like experience life and grow up. So it's like they're not forced to, but they get married and have kids before they have a chance to like I don't know, have a whole phase, like a normal person. So then they have kids and then they get to do their whole phase. Like, how sad is that? One second. Oh my god, yum. I made a matcha. I know I swallow really loud. It's it's kind of one of my um insecurities. I have about a thousand of them, and that's one of them. Um, I made a matcha, and I've been loving the Forger Vanilla Cinnamon Coffee Creamer. Obviously, I am always a Chabani girl through and through, but I don't know. I got the ick for my mushroom coffee that I've been doing called Everyday Dose, and I like it, but I don't know. The other day I do or a few weeks ago, I was like, I literally can't drink this anymore. It's giving me the ick. I just did it for like a full year and now I'm just over it. So I'm back on my matcha game and I really like it. I just like a ritual of like making a match. It's it's really fun. So I don't like a creamer. I mean, at the end of the day, like matcha does kind of taste like grass, but I like it. Add a beautiful creamer to it. It's it's so nice and it's green, so it makes you feel like you're being healthy. Um with that said, I I still have a very bad addiction to like Celsius and Alani news, and now I'm on like the C4 energy drinks. It's it's all bad news, but I've done worse things and put worse things in my body. Um, speaking of things in my body, I do still have a boyfriend. Yay! I can't believe, I can't believe it. Like, and I guess this is one of the things I wanted to talk about was we our first day was the very last day of July um last year, and now it's actually March. It's you know, past mid-March, and I can't believe we're still like doing it. But I feel like there's something to be said for like going really slow. Like we like went on a couple dates before we even kissed. I know guys, I'm kissing a boy, it's so crazy, and then like I don't know, I just feel like we took the whole thing slow, and I'm still like I still like get nervous before I see him, but like now we're at that point where I can wear sweatpants and no makeup. So we'll see um how quickly I turn into a complete um wildebeest. But I mean, it's just he makes me feel so safe and he's so funny, and he's truly like the nicest person, like kindest, most respectful man I've ever met. Like yesterday I was talking shit behind um people I don't know's back, but even though they don't deserve it. And I'm like, I'm like, do you ever talk shit? He's like, no, and I believe him, like I know that he doesn't. He is really just like a kind human being, and he's kind to people's faces, and he doesn't really say anything negative about people. Meanwhile, I am talking crap about anybody, and that's mean. So I'm learning things about myself, and I'm learning to appreciate being with someone who's truly just like so genuine, like it's so nice. And I don't know, yesterday we went to go see Scream 7. I've almost only seen the first one and like half of the second one, but oh my gosh, what a fun movie! Every movie should be an hour and 55 minutes. I'm sick of going to the theater and having to like dedicate my entire day to going to the movies, like this is why nobody wants to go anymore because they're two and a half hours long. Like the new Ryan Gosling movie, two hours 37 minutes, and that's not including trailers, like it's just too long. Like, we can just cut out the riffraff. We don't need it. Like, with our intention spans these days, like we're all like accustomed to like TikTok. Like, we cannot sit there for that long without being on our phone. So they've gotta make a change with the movies. Like, also, like, we went to go see Marty Supreme, like the movies that I suggest we go see, like, aren't that good. We also saw Crime 101, which was pretty good. Sabrina's ex-boyfriend, Barry Keogan, was in it. And for I don't know, I just find her to be a little bit more attractive than Chris Hemsworth. But I'm also a Liam Hemsworth girl, so that's because I love Miley Cyrus. And there I remember, oh my god, I remember being with my ex-boyfriend and being like, I want to get married. If Miley Cyrus gets married before I do, this was the thought I had in my head. If Miley Cyrus gets married before I do, I'm gonna be really mad. And she got like married and divorced while I was like, you know, like she's just had like a trajectory of relationship satisfied. I was just like so single. And I, you know, obviously, I don't know. That's that was just a thought in my head that I bounce back to every now and again. So we saw Crow Luna One, Halle Berry was in it. Incredible. She looks amazing. It was a good movie, but I'm never gonna see it again. But like also we saw Marty Supreme with um Timothy Chalamet. And yeah, it it was an okay movie. I'm sure if you're into like editing and like I don't know, looking deep into the meaning of things, like it was probably like a really well-done movie, but I never want to see it again. Like they're not making legendary movies like Titanic anymore that you want to see again and again and again. Like the first like Avengers were good, but now it's just like all the Marvel movies are just like there, but I also I don't mind an action movie, but like there's too much action, and the fight scenes are just so elongated, and they don't need to be that long. You know what I mean? I remember I saw Ant-Man, that was truly like the worst movie I've ever seen in my entire life. Oh my god, it was so bad. And I like Paul Rudd. I don't know. They just I think we need to that there just seems to be like too much. Like, dwindle it down. We also don't need a remake of every movie that's ever been done. Ever. Like, I don't need an another homework bound. We don't need another elf. Like, I love that Will Farrell was like, Elf is perfect the way it is. Take your 20 million dollars, I don't want it. Like, this can't be touched is perfection. Like, I know they've done reiterations of like mean girls. Oh, right, they had that mean girls musical. Okay, that's a bad example, but god, mean girls like to me, can't be touched. Mean girls and bridesmaids. My boyfriend's never seen bridesmaids. I need to make him watch it, it's so good. Plus, like, he needs to know where my vocal stim, which is help me, I'm poor, he needs to know where that comes from. Um, let's see. So, um music I'm loving. I have a huge crush on Zara Larson right now. I if you catch me on the Stairmaster at the gym, I'm watching Zara Larson throw some ass. Like, it's nobody's business. That woman is so beautiful. I love the way she moves her hair. That's a big deal to me. That's why I also really like Tate McRae, who looked amazing at the Oscar Vanity Fair Party. Oh my god. Um, yeah, her whole album is really fun. I'm just like loving what the pop girlies are doing this year. Oh my god, in one week I'm going to see Lady Gaga again for mayhem in Boston. And honestly, I don't care that I'm gonna be an outfit repeater. I just want to be comfy enough to like dance in public, and it's gonna be just so, so, so much fun. Um, I think it's gonna be a similar set list. I don't care. Um, I will do a recap after that if you're interested. Um, yeah, so there's something to be said about taking your relationship slow. Like, I don't know, I really feel like we got to enjoy like dating at its finest, and I don't know, like I feel like we went on a lot of dates and did fun things, like go to the beach and he comes to yoga with me every single week. Like, how lucky am I? He goes to a 90-minute power of Nyasa class. Like, that is that's so beautiful to me. Like, sometimes I think about him and I just want to cry because I can't believe he's real. And then, like, once we spend time together, and then he like leaves, I'm like, oh, there's just a man like out there in the world, and he likes me. It's so weird. And then he's living his life, and then I'm living my life, and then I get to see him again, and I get so excited, like it's so fun having somebody to look forward to. I'm just like, oh gosh, like, and then when I'm sad, then I'll just be like, oh well, at least I have I have Danny. Like he's such a he's such a good person, and he's so hot, and I love him so much. Yeah, I said that. I said that. Um, also John Summit has been coming out. Speaking of men, I love John Summit has been coming out with new music lately. Um, Lights Go Out is so good. His new one called Sutta. I don't know what that means, but I do because it speaks to my soul, and I want to inject that song into my veins. It just like, oh, there's so much good dance music, and like I'm a music snob, but like this the music that I love is like EDM and like sexed up club queens, and I'll never change. Like that's what brings me the utmost joy in the world. Um I did hear some things that really um made me think about some stuff. Um, I feel like I've always like wanted to be like a chill, cool girl who like doesn't say a lot, but at the same time, like I will never be that person. I always have like too much to say, and you can't shut me up, which is one of the reasons why I love teaching fitness. I mean, I don't know who let me have a microphone, but I'm grateful to be able to do these things and say things out loud and hopefully make people want to move their bodies and also have a good time because that's the thing. I mean, I love fitness, obviously. Um, but I also do love relaxing and doing nothing, which is something I'm I'm practicing doing. I signed up for Kindle Unlimited and I've started two books. Have I finished them? No. But one is the Mark Ronson memoir. I actually have got it from the Libby app, which means I have only a certain amount of time to read it. So I, after this podcast, I'm gonna eat a ton of food because I'm starving, and then um I'm gonna read this not uh memoir. I feel like I can only read books like The Housemaid because they're so suspenseful and like kind of sexy, but like kind of scary. And then celebrity memoirs are just so entertaining to me. Um, Mark Ronson is like a DJ producer, and um, I just love hearing about like nightlife and club culture. Um speaking of exercise, um there is such a thing as exercising too much, and I just if you're somebody who feels like you have disordered eating or a weird relationship with food, hi, welcome. I promise you are not alone. And I just uh a lot of TikTok discourse, at least on my for you page, is about how everyone's like bone skinny and onozempic, and even one of the Mormon wives, Layla, she said she was on a GLP one and she weighs 99 pounds and she's 5'10. Like people are like, oh, bones are back in. Like, no, I think maybe it's just what I'm seeing, what I'm being served, because that's you know what I'm looking up the other day. I was looking up Slavic wellness on TikTok because like this speed skaters on in the Olympics were, I mean, not only gorgeous, but they're so fit, like they train like Vikings with like a full beat on their face. Like it's it's really impressive. Um, and then so I went on like Slavic Wellness Girl TikTok, and apparently they just like work out really, really hard and don't eat carbs, but you know, they gotta eat because they have to move full trees around, you know. That's like their workout and like hauling sleds, and I don't know what they do over there, but oh my gosh, those girls are they got bedonkadunk and they got quads for days, and and they're beautiful, their hair is healthy, their skin is glowing, and yeah, so they a lot of protein, cottage cheese. At least they're not telling us to like cut out dairy. I don't want to do that. I love cheese um and ice cream, it's almost ice cream season. Oh my god, I'm really toying with the idea of getting a ninja creamy or that like dupe um on TikTok, but god, I just it's another thing you have to prepare, and I'm someone who loves like immediate satisfaction, and I think you have to prepare it 24 hours in advance. That just seems like wild to me. So um, I don't know. I don't know if I'm gonna do it anyway. Um one more thing about my relationship. Um, a couple times I've had like mini breakdowns where I'm like, why isn't he texting me? Like I haven't heard from it in a little bit. And turns out like he sometimes gets like he doesn't want to bother me, obviously. Like, if I'm not, I'm not one of those people who wants to text all the time. Like, I would rather just talk your face off when I see you in person. And like, what am I gonna say? It's you know, I'm at work, you're at work. Like, what are we doing? Like, but now I I made him get TikTok so I can send him funny things or things that I find interesting or things that I think he should uh look at. Um, but isn't that cute? He downloaded TikTok and he got Spotify. I mean, amazing. He makes my life better, and I like to think that I make his life well probably a lot more complicated, and I'm probably really annoying. Sometimes I just like you ever catch yourself hearing your own voice, and you're like, oh God, I can't believe this person puts up with me. Um, but I'm grateful AF for him. So I was like, okay, maybe I should just like text him first because I know he thinks he's bothering me, but like obviously he's not, but like I want to hear from him, you know? So I got over the fact that like, oh boys have to text first, and like if I do have something to say, like I'll freaking say it. Like, I don't want to like keep it to myself and then start seething because I'm like mad at for literally no reason because I'm just like I'm stuck in like situationship brain where I'm like I'm gonna wait as long as possible to talk to this person, like thinking it's a punishment for them. But when you're with someone who doesn't care about you, they don't want you to text them or they do, and they want you to just like be sitting there in your own rage for them because like they know what games they're playing, but like this guy doesn't play games, he is very good at sports though. He's like one of those guys who's like good at everything he does. He's so cool, he's so cool. I'm so lucky. Um, yeah. So John Summit's been coming out with new music. There's a lot of like dance tracks that are really good. Um, turns out I only like EDM that's about like doing drugs. Um, Slater's new album is really good. She has a song, and it like it's like um about doing drugs that you're not prescribed. It's just like a fun vibe. Old technology, that's what the song is called. It's good. It's kind of like dance, but like kind of rocky. Like I'm really like liking where she's going. We also have a new album from Robin coming out. I'm not like super into her like discography, but I'm down for a new dance record. And then Beyoncé is something coming out this year, and then Madonna. You know, I just need oh my god, I I haven't even talked about Britney. Yeah, the whole DY thing is like, yeah, obviously, it's like so sad. I just she needs a hug. She needs to go live like somewhere where she can teach dance to children and like, you know, under supervision. She just needs a break. I don't know. Hopefully, I don't know. She it's hard because I'm sure she really can't trust anybody, but she wants to. But at least the Mormon wives took the heat off Brittany for a little bit. Um, I do have a lot of concerts I'm gonna see this summer. Um, let me tell you what they are. So I did get a ticket to Hillary Duff because I love her. I also got a ticket to the Place of Cat Dolls unknowingly, unbeknownst to me that there's only three of them and not six, but it's okay. If they need an extra, I'm down. Lily Allen, I'm going to see in April, and then me and Danny are going to see Shane Gillis, and then Nikki Glazer in August, and I'm good sharp. That's what honestly. I mean, besides Gaga, good Charlotte is the one I'm most excited for. Um, let's talk about some other things. So I um I'm really into obviously I've mentioned TikTok about 47 times so far in this sad little episode. But oh my god, did you guys see that interview thing with Jillian Michaels? I guess it's like a debate series, and she was debating like 20 people about the body positive movement, and this girl was like debating her on whether or not the body positivity movement is like a good thing, and she was like, as a dietitian, I don't like to use the term obese. I use the term fat-bodied because it's less offensive. I don't know, man. If somebody called me fat-bodied, I'd be way more offend offended than obese. Obese is like a measurement of something. Call me fat-bodied. Ooh, oh my god. Apparently, so you know how there's like, first of all, uh there's pity titties, is like, you know, when your bra like cuts into your body and then your skin is out on the side of it because that's how body bodies work, or like you put your underwear on and there's like, you know, like love handles or something. But like now we're just calling things like the most absurd things in the world, like that don't even need names. Like, this is just your body. Apparently, now there's a thing called bell pepper ass. Oh my god, and just another way for like men to be able to call women horrible things or describe their bodies in ways that are just so atrocious. Like, man, like we don't do that to men. I mean, I guess like beer belly, but like that's you know, that that could be a medical term, you know? That visceral fat. I mean, I mean bell pepper ass. If a guy told me I had bell pepper ass, I would cry. I don't want to know what shape my ass is. I mean, I work, that's the thing, is like I work so hard on my body to look completely like pretty average. Like maybe like, but like it's so ridiculous. I want to say a statement for short people. We have to work so hard to look good, to look like a little bit okay. Because if we put on five pounds, it looks like we put on 30. And we have to eat like toddlers, we have to train like athletes, like, and if you're like somebody who has like a slower metabolism of you or you've conditioned yourself to like store fat and you are constantly working out on your body, like I've never really found like a middle ground. Like I'm constantly struggling with my body image and like food and stuff like that. And it's something I have to live with, and unfortunately, it's something I think about all the time. All the time. Um, I've never gone an hour without thinking about my body. I don't think I've gone five minutes without thinking about my body, and that is a problem. Like, but it's something I'm never gonna be able to fix. So that's why I try to keep myself busy and do things like tonight. I'm gonna go take a spin class because it's educational for me, but also like that's my form of like therapy is now that I can't afford therapy. Um, not that I was able to before, but now it's like it's really bad. Um so I just feel like I'm never really gonna get to a place where I'm okay with my body. But when you're short, it is so hard because you you can't eat like a normal person. Like I'm sure you could. And like, yeah, I eat a lot. Like I eat three meals a day and snacks, but like also I move my body a lot. It's just like if I didn't, if I wasn't a waitress and if I didn't teach fitness classes, I would take no steps. Like, I've conveniently made my life so that I have to be moving. But God, it does feel really nice to have Monday nights off. Now I changed my schedule, so now I teach at 6 a.m. on Monday instead of teaching Monday nights. And this is gonna be so nice in the summer. I'm gonna be able to like come home after my class, meal prep, or workout, or I can go straight to the beach. Oh my god, it's gonna be so delightful. Gonna catch a tan. All right, so here's what I wanted to do today. I have a saved collection on my TikTok of comment sections. Here's a good one. It says, millennials, I need to know the most shocking slogan tee you wore in the early to mid 2000s. Please share. One says, conserve water, shower with a friend, wore it to school. I think it was Hollister. Second comment. On the shirt, it says, They're real and they're fabulous. My Abercrombie t-shirt said spitters are quitters in eighth grade. My mom bought it for me. Someone said, an Abercrombie shirt that said this shirt would look better on your floor. I've got to see if I can find that on Poshmark. That would be so funny. Somebody said, Army brat. Not a single immediate family member wasn't was active in the service. Another one said, I had an American Eagle t-shirt that said 50% single. What does that even mean? An Abercrombie t-shirt that said, save a horse, ride a cowboy. Oh my god. Someone said, save a wave, ride a surfer. That is so funny. I had a shirt that said 100% natural across the chest. I was 14. I thought it meant I ate healthy food. Oh my gosh. Someone said, Don't even bother. I'm not drunk enough yet. Oh my god, that's so bad. Someone put a picture of the Jesus is my homeboy shirt. Remember? Oh my god. This shirt looks better wet. Freaking crazy, man. Alright, let's see. Another one. All right, next prompt. Guys, please tell me your favorite thing to say after a minor inconvenience. I'm going to the roof. Meet me at the sidewalk. Oh my god. If I stutter, I say sorry for the remix. Oh my gosh. The next one. This is going to ruin the tour. And nobody ever gets the reference. Oh, don't you like? I need everyone to chronically be online. I know people have jobs and families, but gosh, I really wish sometimes that people would like. Is there anything worse than describing your reference? After I trip over something, have that removed immediately. When someone drops something, I say, yeah, just put that anywhere. After absolutely losing my shit. Whoa, almost lost my cool there. We'll edit that out. That's funny. It's okay. I'll just take it personally when someone says no. When something uncontrollable happens, I'll allow it. Heaven forbid a white boy catches a vibe. This girl says, I'm a black girl. Let's see. Try HDMI 2 when something doesn't work. Oh, that's kind of funny. How am I supposed to live laugh love in this environment? That's good. Oh, here's good. Here's something good. What's the most harmless thing your partner does that low-key drives you insane? Doesn't immediately look when I say look. Coughing when there's nothing to cough about. Says he slept terrible, but every time I woke up in the middle of the night, he was sleeping like a rock. He reads slow when I show him a meme. When he says, What do you mean? When I said exactly what I meant and I couldn't mean anything else. Oh gosh. Has the worst windshield wiper timing management. Doesn't have TikTok, so I have to screen record like a caveman. Doesn't follow my strict schedule that I made up in my head. When he tells a story, he takes five years to say everything that happened. When parking, he will literally pass 13 available spaces, then pick the worst spot at the end. Keeps looking at his phone after I'm finished looking at mine. That's good. God forbid. Alright, let's see. What's something people brag about that actually isn't impressive? Coming to work sick, not taking their breaks. That's a real one. Not bragging, but the stupid muscle cars that make the big room sound. Getting less sleep. Oh my gosh, I hate that. That they've gone all day without eating. Yeah, I hate that. Eat something. People who say I don't have time to watch TV judgmentally. That's really annoying. Yeah, when people are like, oh yeah, how do you have so much time to watch TV? Like, if it's important to you, you'll make time. I'm just kidding. But like, I don't even watch that much TV, and somehow I watch so much TV. It's crazy. Let's see. That was pretty good. Alright, is there anything else? What do you say when someone sneezes, but you don't want to say bless you? I truly want to normalize, not acknowledging sneezes at all. Someone says. First sneeze, bless you. Second, just gazon tight, third. Hagendas, fourth. Witch. Okay, that's enough. For real. You know who sneezes so loud is just men. Just dads. It's like, it's like, as soon as you know what people say, like as soon as you become a mother, you go insane. Like whether or not that's true, that's debatable. But like moms deserve all the credit in the world for being the most amazing people in the world. Dads, what do they do? They just sneeze. All they do is sneeze and then make weird sounds when they sit down and stand up. Alright, let's see. Is there a funny one we can end with? What's the worst ick you've ever gotten on a first date? Sent me a cap cut edit of himself. Oh my god. He got a text from Baby Girl saying, Hey babe, how's the date going? Oh my god. He had a tattoo of his own name on his neck. He ate the popcorn bag like the paper. Oh my god. He lied about his height and ordered orange juice with Alfredo. Oh my god, barf. He ordered a chicken parm and told the waiter, I'll take the Chicky Parmy. First date, by the way. Every time he got a strike in bowling, he would tickle me. Oh my god. He wore flip-flops and shorts, and when he was driving, all I could see was his big toe pushing the gas brake pedal, just like his big toe was doing all the other work. Oh my god. Ew. He has card declines and he called his baby mama to transfer money to pay for our date. He wore Ah there we go. He wore glasses without the lenses. Oh my god. I drove us by the coffee shop. He asked if I was gonna pay for a coffee. I shrugged and he paid. He found$10 in my car and said you could have paid for it. Oh my god. He randomly guessed my weight and it was 30 pounds heavier than I actually am. Oh my gosh. I honestly I still don't know how much I weigh, and I will never know how much I weigh. It's just something that I am I'm not going to know. It's none of my business. All right, last one. What's one tiny inconvenience that completely ruins your whole day? One, stepping on crumbs on the floor. Getting home from the store, realize you forgot to get something, and it's always the one thing that you meant to get. Let's see. My sleeve getting caught in the doorknob. I don't think it's ever happened to me. Forgetting to put gas in the night before and having to go do it before work. It's not even forgetting. It's just blatantly not doing it. And so I'll do it in the morning. When the odor, when the deodorant tips over and knocks everything from the counter here to Albuquerque, that is so true. And why do we have things like in our bathroom like displayed? Like they, if one falls down, they all fall down. My gosh, I got oh my god, let me finish with the story. So a couple weeks ago, I was serving a table. It was a woman and her husband. And this woman at the end of her meal goes, girlfriend to girlfriend, you need to blend in your blush better. And me, I was like feeling cute that day. I put my rare Selena Gomez blush on. I did blend it in. But yeah, my highlight was popping a little bit. I'm like, girl, I don't, I was said, okay, thanks. And I'm not gonna lie, I didn't say it sweetest pie, but I said, okay, thanks. I was so taken aback. Like that was the meanest thing anyone has ever done for me, to me. But I'm letting it go. It's not like I've told that story a hundred times. It's gone. Now that I've a silent podcast, I'll never talk about it again. But in other news, I'm running out of marathon soon. In a week, I'm gonna see Lady Gaga. I love my boyfriend. Everything else is on fire and crashing around me. But there are three things in life I can be very happy for. So, with that said, I'm gonna go put my comforter in my duvet, which is one of the hardest tasks one can ever do. Thank you so much for listening to my podcast. I appreciate you. I will talk to you soon. All right, love you guys. Bye.