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Freemasonry and the Fraternity — Secret Curses Exposed

Justin Daubenmire Episode 37

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Why can’t some Christians seem to get ahead—no matter how hard they try?

In this eye-opening episode of The Blind Exorcist, I sit down with Mark, a man who spent decades trapped in a cycle of broken relationships, pornography addiction, failed finances, and spiritual frustration. No matter how hard he worked or prayed, it felt like something unseen was holding him down. 

What he eventually discovered was shocking—a generational curse of Freemasonry that had passed through his adopted family line. His search for belonging led him into the Kappa Sigma fraternity — built on Masonic principles — and eventually into the Freemason Lodge itself. But through deliverance, Mark finally broke free and stepped into a life of peace, clarity, and purpose in Jesus Christ.

📌 What you’ll discover in this episode:
✅ How generational curses like Freemasonry can block success and keep believers financially and emotionally stuck
✅ The connection between rejection, abandonment, and demonic strongholds that drive addiction and failure
✅ Why vows, tattoos, and rituals tied to fraternities or Freemasonry open doors to demonic oppression
✅ How pornography, infidelity, and shame deepen spiritual bondage
✅ What happened during Mark’s deliverance when Freemasonry was renounced and broken
✅ The moment everything changed—when the “thumb” holding him down was lifted and freedom came through Jesus Christ

Mark’s journey reveals that the battle isn’t always external. Sometimes unseen spiritual covenants keep us bound to patterns of defeat. But no curse, addiction, or financial setback is stronger than the power of Jesus Christ to set you free.



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Welcome And Preview

Justin

Welcome back. This is the Blind Exorcist Podcast. We are at episode 37. And I am Justin D, your host. Thank you, my friends, sincerely, for tuning in each episode. This is great. And if you're new to the episode, welcome, welcome. And today I really have an amazing interview. Now, I just said in my last episode, I'm having difficulty finding somebody who's really willing to disclose their life, the hidden secrets, the entry points of demons, and to really flush out their exorcism process. And today I sit down with a gentleman, Mark, who is willing to do this. Not only willing, I don't mean to make this be like, oh my God, he's willing. He literally is excited to share his story with all of us. And this gets very deep into Freemasonry and fraternities. So stay tuned for that. But before we dive in, did you get a chance to jump over to JustinD.com forward slash explore yet? How's that for an amazing plug of advertisement? So you can read free articles. No, seriously, though. On a serious note, I started a new series, Truth Unfiltered. And this, I am so excited about this. I'm a writer. I hate writing, but I love writing. Does that make sense? It's one of those things for me. And Truth Unfiltered, I talk about everything cultural, faith, spirituality, things really that don't directly tie to exorcism. So for example, I just posted an article about cosmetics, jewelry, beauty, and the new age influence behind these products on Amazon. And as Christians, how should we shop? What should we look for when picking things up and adding them to our cart? So it's things like this. I'm finishing up an article on AI, and I'm going to be posting that very shortly is AI the Antichrist. So I'm going to be posting about that. So it's articles like this. I have another one where I talk about Christian culture. That's the first one I posted. But, anyways, to check these out, just go to JustinD.com forward slash explore. And as you read over the Truth Unfiltered articles, I encourage you to subscribe to my newsletter so you can get these delivered directly to your inbox. While you're there, over at that explore page, check out my frontline articles. Those are about spiritual warfare and practical ways of fighting back against Satan. It's based on real life. And then obviously the Blind Exorcist podcast is there as well for you to listen to. I know all of us, including myself, primarily listen on our mobile phones because it's so convenient. And so, anyhow, yeah, just consider jumping over, checking out justindee.com forward slash explore, and leave me a comment. When you read some of the articles, feel free to chirp up and leave a comment. I love interacting with everyone. That's a great way for us to connect outside of the podcast. Okay. So, Mark, wow. Okay, so he meets with me for a free 20-minute consultation. And during this consultation, he begins to explain to me that he joined a fraternity, and the fraternity was founded in Freemasonry, which is quite interesting, and has a tattoo of the fraternity on his ankle. And he also joined the Freemason Lodge and became a member. So anytime there's Freemasonry, it's nasty stuff from an exorcist perspective. And we flush this out, and I explain why, and we talk about this, and we talk about the generational curse resting on Mark's life, and that had vexed him for a very long time. And thank you, Jesus. That curse has been broken, the demons have been expelled, and Mark has hit the reset button on his life. So he can now move forward, demon-free. Got that, demon free, and complete his God-given destiny. That's what this is about. Exorcism is a healing ministry about restoring you personally back to who Jesus Christ created you to be. So there's a lot of encouragement, as always, and very interesting insights into fraternities and Freemasonry. If you know anybody that's a Mason, I'd encourage you to forward them this episode. And at the end of the episode, if you're like, wow, man, this was cool. I want to share this with my friend, then text it to him. Just send it out and be like, hey, check this out. Let me know what you think. Okay, so I don't want to keep going on here. Let's go ahead and just dive in here and see and understand how Mark's life was tormented, why he had demons, and how Jesus Christ broke this generational curse of Freemasonry off of him through his love and compassion so Mark can move forward in life. Here's the key word unrestricted. Let's go. Mark, welcome to the blind exorcist.

Mark

It is absolutely great to be here.

Family Dynamics and Generational Curses

Satan Pulled the Plug (Almost)

Childhood Rejection, Wounds, And Inner Healing

Justin

I really want to thank you for coming on, taking the time to share your testimony. This is very powerful, folks. Mark has an amazing deliverance testimony to share with all of us today. And like I mentioned in the intro, his torment is rooted. I'm sorry, was rooted. Hallelujah. Thank you, Jesus. His torment was rooted in a generational curse back to Scotland to Freemasonry. And this is where Freemasonry actually originated is from Scotland. So as you guys know who have been listening for a long time and listening to this whole show, I'm pretty well convinced that the majority of demonization happens in childhood. And I think the majority of people who have demonization were born with demons. Now, this is based on my experience of working with people plus my training. This is why I always hit hard in this area about trauma and the family dynamics, generational curses passed on at birth, right? So you've got your ancestors, even if they became Christian, when they repent and become Christian, that deals with the sin and separation from Jesus Christ. But the generational curses that the ancestors did, those need repented for. And if ancestors never repented for those sins, they can just pass on from generation to generation. And I've mentioned this before. We see this often in very common things like alcoholism, drug addiction, broken marriages, married three, four, five times. And the mother was like that, or the father was like that. And on it goes back through the ancestry. So there's these kind of blatant generational curses that rest on people's lives from Satan. And Mark's generational curse was Freemasonry. So again, if you know anyone that's a Mason, get this to them. Mark, I'm going to come to you, and I know from working with you that your childhood was pretty tough. You were adopted, and you know, your family dynamics with your adopted parents was not necessarily that good. So I'm going to come over to you and I'd like for you to share with the audience, if you wouldn't mind, a little bit about the relationship that you had with your adopted father and your adopted mother, and let us have an understanding of what your childhood looked like. Now I just made an attempt to come back over to Mark to let him share about his childhood, and he was gone. He wasn't there. And when he finally came back on, he said, as soon as he opened his mouth to begin to speak, the lights went out in his home. Just went out. Lost power, basically, and took us a while to get him back on. Definitely, Satan does not want this going out for you to be encouraged. So this really gets me excited as an exorcist. And perhaps, Mark, we're gonna need to cleanse your home. I can group with you on a session and we can do a house cleansing together. Okay. So, anyhow, let's continue because Satan isn't happy about this. That makes me very excited as an exorcist because it means there's something here for you listening right now. So, Mark, you were adopted, things were rocky with your adopted father. Tell us a little bit about your childhood and how things went with your adopted father and mother.

Mark

Okay. I was six years old when my parents told me that I was adopted. I had no idea. I didn't have a clue. But I remember them telling me when I was six years old. And but also, too, when I turned six years old, that's when my dad would stop letting me sit in his lap. It's still a memory today that hurts. That my father, I used to crawl up in his lap all the time. And I remember I said, Why can't I sit in your lap? And he said, You're too old to be sitting in my lap anymore. That was, it was tough for me to understand that. I needed that love and connection with my father. But my father basically didn't, he owned his own business. He's he was a good man. I do not want to paint a bad light around him. He obviously had to learn to be a father through his father and therefore generational. But he was absent. He would work, come home, sit in his chair, mom would have dinner for him, he would sleep, wake up, and then go to bed. There was really no outdoor play or throwing the baseball or football or Justin, you and I talked about this. The whole entire time my dad was alive, he never told me he loved me. He just, he never did. I don't know why. I think my mother used to tell him, you need to tell your son that, or your son's that. I have another brother that was adopted as well. He was never present emotionally. He was emotionally detached. If I had questions, if he couldn't, if he couldn't answer the questions, he would just be silent. And I remember asking him, Dad, why won't you answer my questions? He said, he used to tell me, not until you come up with a good question, I will not answer your question. When I would become vulnerable with my dad and being uncertain about life or tell him about some things that was going on in my life. And if I did something or messed up, he used to laugh at me. And it would, I remember how it made me feel. It would make me recoil and just be silent. And honestly, later on in my life, I think it I discovered through therapy that I have an avoidant attachment because of this. We didn't talk about things. If I had a life lesson or a life question, really and truly my dad couldn't answer it, or he didn't want to answer it. So it caused me to seek my counsel elsewhere. The thing about my mother was an angel, she really was, but she was a devoted housewife. And she stood behind my dad. I can't imagine the sidebar conversations that they would have. I never saw them argue, but I'm sure mom got on him pretty hard about the way he did things. My mother would always try to answer the questions and she, but she would always back my father up. I really never got clear clarity on anything. It was, I'd have to find it out from friends or cousins or ask my questions or learn off TV programs or magazines or whatever. So that's that's how I learned to live life. It would cause me to run away from things when I didn't know how to answer something or be able to talk through my emotions. It was easy for me to get overwhelmed when all these emotions would come up and it would cause me to basically retreat because of not being able to or being taught how to go through my emotions at an early age or to talk through them in a safe space. It caused that was, I think that was a big trauma place where I think the devil possibly entered in for sure.

Pornography, Demonic Oppression, And The Search For Belonging

Justin

Mark, thank you very much for your honesty. And you listening right now, can you relate to any of this that Mark's talking about? The rejection. Wow, deep levels of rejection, emotional abandonment. And maybe for you listening, it was your father, and maybe it was your mother, maybe it was your adopted parents, right? So he even just said it himself that through this, Satan got a stronger hold on his life. Just some things to note here that Mark was not trained in life. He was rejected, he was abandoned. When you grew up, did your parents sit down and train you? Did they take the time to say, hey, this is what you should do, and this is why you should do it? Or no, you don't want to do that because of X, Y, and Z. So if you've never had any training, which most of us in life haven't, even in Christian homes, there's practical things that people never are taught. For example, maybe at 14 you have your first boyfriend or you have your first girlfriend when your father doesn't explain to you how to gauge the family. Look at the dynamics of the family. Is any of the other siblings on drugs? Oh, they all are. Oh, okay. Is the parents together or are they divorced? The dad's been divorced four times, the mom's been divorced three times, and my boyfriend lives with the father, andor my girlfriend lives with the mother, and she has a live-in boyfriend. They're not these types, and that's just an example of gaps in our training. So, like Mark said, he had to figure things out on his own. And when you have to figure things out on your own as a child or a teenager or a young adult, like 2021, you're gonna make a lot of here's the key word, demonic mistakes. The demonization that you have, the possession that you have deepens. And so, just classic case here of Mark being rejected, and he's going to find that how? Well, through women, like many of us have, or through men, like many of you ladies have, trying to find love and acceptance really outside of Jesus Christ in a sense. Many of us try to find love because we've been rejected. And so we go from partner to partner, trying to find that love, trying to fill that God hole inside of us that only God can fill, Jesus Christ can fill, the Holy Spirit can fill. And so we're broken. We go through relationship after relationship of trauma, and demons get transferred to us through these sexual relationships, through the emotional abuse, the physical abuse, and on and on the cycle of demonization goes. Can you relate to anything I'm saying, my friend? Okay. So, Mark, I'm gonna skip over your relationships because I know that you had a few relationships. Uh, so I'm just gonna skip over that for the sake of time, but just understand that Mark's just a normal guy like you. He's been through a divorce, I've been through a divorce. You listening, you've probably been through a divorce. If you haven't, congratulations, and I mean that sincerely. Normal life stuff here. Remember, what is this, the blind exorcist? Raw and real. This is the street. Okay. So we cleaned up all of those ungodly soul ties from his partners, from his ex-wife, and moved through that. And then we also touched on the Freemasonry, because again, this goes back to a generational curse to Scotland from Freemasonry. So the rejection, the abandonment, the sexual choices that he's made through his life. Okay. And so this just keeps escalating. And then he goes to university. And Mark, you joined a fraternity in university. Can you tell us just a little bit? I know it's probably you're not going to remember every ritual vow and oath you made. I get that. It's been a few years, but this is important, folks. The fraternity he belongs to or belonged to, that's been canceled and cut off. He actually has a tattoo on his ankle. Maybe I should do a show on tattoos just to talk about that, because that was a portal for demons to enter him, this tattoo of his fraternity on his ankle. You know, the tattoo artist that gives you the tattoo, if he or she has demons, they're going to transfer to you through that. And based on the intentions of your heart, most people I know that got tattoos, they're not like, hey, I want a butterfly because it's cute. It's more like I just had the most traumatic breakup relationship and gimme the skull and crossbones and the blood dripping. Okay, right? Trauma-based. The trauma tattoos, they're all trauma. My friend was killed in a car wreck. I put a skull and crossbones on my neck to remember the death of my best friend. And so, anyhow, a topic for another time. We have for we have a fraternity, we have a tattoo, and we have a lot going on around this. Mark, coming over to you, tell us a little bit about the fraternity, which one you joined, and why you joined it, and a little recollection.

Fraternity Rituals, Tattoo Gateways, And Spiritual Bondage

Mark

Justin, I feel like I've got to go back just a little bit and to my childhood, and it's gonna tie in to the fraternity, I promise you. I was in third grade, and this came from my dad's side of the family. I had a cousin, a first cousin, and I was, you can imagine, I was seven, eight years old and very innocent. I didn't really know the ways of the world. And I remember him showing me my first picture of pornography, and I remember how I felt in that instant. I felt this emptiness as soon as I saw that picture. And then all through my childhood and up to that, later on, I was looking at pornography all the way up through college and into my first marriage. I was only married one time, but it was in pornography. I suffered with it all the way up into that. But all through not being able to find my own way, find my way through my, or my parents teaching me, or my dad teaching me how to deal with life. He gave me advice, but it wasn't sound advice because I don't think he really knew what he was talking about. He was just, he was taught by his father, which was passed down by his father. But I just know that I just wanted to feel a part of something. Because you were trying to feel a connection through women and through partners. And then when you get to college, you want to be a part of a so what they call like a fraternal brotherhood, a family, and you want to be a part of that. So I was primed for that, to look for that. It was it were girls, there were parties. I joined the Capa Sigma fraternity, is the fraternity I joined. And then I remember becoming a brother and going through the ritual. I can't remember the ritual that that or even some of the words that I had spoken during that ritual, but it there was some skull and crossbones, and there was some symbolism for sure. There was the logo of the fraternity, which is the starred crescent. I've got that tattooed on my right ankle, and it is about the five friends and brothers. It looks like a pentagram inverted, it's a pentagram with a like a crescent moon along the top of it, and it's got skull and crossbones and swords and all that kind of stuff on there. And then, of course, the five points are the five friends and brothers that that absolutely that actually founded the fraternity. So then I noticed later on that at the national headquarters of Kappa Sigma, and I think it's in Virginia, at the end of the mantle above the fireplace was a Masonic symbol on the end of the mantle above the fireplace. And one of the founding brothers of Cappa Sigma was a Freemason. So he was integral in writing the ritual that we would go through. Yeah. So I was in Cappa Sigma attorney. I got active during the ritual part of it. And I started an initiation. I helped initiate it, I think a couple of times. But yeah, that was through my that was through my college years. And then I left that college for a while and then went to other colleges, but I really never participated. I've still got so-called fraternity brothers that I associate with from time to time. But anyway, yeah, that's my college experience. The main thing is I it was I was primed to want to be a part of something and to feel a part of something. And the devil wished for he whispered in my ear that this would be the best thing for me.

From Greek Letters To The Lodge — A Path Into Darkness

Justin

Yeah, this is oh, this is so Satan. It's infuriates me. A person is rejected, abandoned emotionally, having to figure out life themselves, and he keeps nudging them into things like fraternities or sororities, where they find family, but what they're really getting is demons. And I know people listening that are in fraternities or sororities are like this dude's crazy. Let me encourage you to listen to the episode I have, are sororities demonic. That's the start of the title. I interviewed Abi, a young lady. She was in the sorority, and its roots were in Freemasonry. This is what's crazy. You have these Greek sororities and fraternities, and the founders are Freemasons and bring Freemasonry into the rituals. And Freemasonry is nasty stuff. Like any deliverance minister you speak to, or exorcist, or Catholic exorcist, it's probably in the top three of the most wicked things we deal with when it comes to possession and getting people cleaned up. And classic symptoms of Freemasonry curses are death, reoccurring death, recurring injuries, mental illness, infirmity, poverty, or extreme wealth because mammon's in the mix. So, you know, it's just it's it's nutty. But okay, Mark has biological parents, father and mother. So he has generational curses from his biological mother and father. He gets adopted, and his adopted father and mother then have here's the key spiritual domain over him, spiritual rule over him. The Bible tells us that the husband's above the wife and God's above the husband, and this is just the dynamic that God set up. So the children fall under the father, whether that's an adopted father or a biological, because it's done in the spirit realm. When Mark's father and mother signed those legal papers to adopt him legally in the spirit realm, his adopted father had legal spiritual authority over him. His adopted father had a generational curse of Freemasonry going back to Scotland, resting on his life, and therefore that generational curse of Freemasonry passes on to Mark. And so here we have Mark going into a fraternity founded on Freemasonry. That's not an accident. Now, Mark stumbles into this because of wanting connection. Excellent point, by the way, Mark. People want connection. They're going to fill that some way with some group, whether it's drug addicts, whether it's fraternities, whether it's the BDSM community, all that sexual stuff. I work with clients that are in those and all that stuff, man, and helping them get out. Or whether it's a witch coven to find that connection, all Satan through rejection leading people to these connections to deepen the possession. So a generational curse of Freemasonry from the adopted father side. And this is the generational curse that was resting on Mark's life. And Mark, you eventually get led into Freemasonry itself. Tell us how you got led into Freemasonry. You got to be a third-degree Mason, and we had to break the curses off of that, renounce the vows, the oaths, the rituals. We had to do that also with the fraternity. We anointed that tattoo, and through the authority of Christ, we canceled the curse on it, and we shut that door so demons can't transfer through it back into him. Tattoos are serious stuff. Mark, how did you come to be involved in Freemasonry?

Mark

You know, something I think you're connecting the dots here, Justin, and I'll tell you how. But first, I need to go back just a little further, too. So give me a little room here. I just want the audience to know that as a youngster, I was younger than 10 years old. I can tell you that I was, I did a Ouija board with my dad's side again. Once again, my dad's side of the family, I was introduced to a Ouija board. And I remember answering, asking questions and seeing that thing move and answer them. And the same way, the same way I felt when I looked at my first pornography. I I remember the cool or the coldness around and just the way my heart felt and my mind felt during that time. But move fast forward. So here's the thing: as I got out of college, I got older, my dad joined the Freemasonry. He wasn't a Mason when I was when he adopted me, but he became a Mason later on in his life. And then when we were both adults. And and just as I went into the fraternity looking for connection, I was trying to connect with my father. When I found out that he was a Mason, I thought that I could come become a Mason and we could do that together to connect. I wanted to feel close to my dad. I wanted to feel connected to my dad. And I felt like being able to be a Mason with him would be perfect. They'll never ask you to join. You've got to ask them, you've got to do it on your own. Free will and accord. They're not going to ask you. It's got to be on your own free will to do that. And so told my father that I want to become a Mason and he put it out there. And next thing I know, I'm going to a meeting, and next thing I know, I'm learning the rituals and stuff, all the things that a new canon is supposed to learn to get ready for initiation, to be able to be proficient in those sayings. So yeah, there was, I remember going through the initiation. It was very similar to what I experienced in my college fraternity. And then I got proficient there and I participated in the rituals there as well at the Masonic Lodge. My father went on to, I think he went to York Wright. There's Scottish Wright and there's York Wright, but he went to, he took the split toward York. And sooner or later he just quit. He just told me one day, he said, Mark, I'm not doing it anymore. I just I'm just not going to do it anymore. He never told me why. But then it was funny, I didn't do it any, I stopped going to. So finally I quit paying my dues and he quit paying his dues, and we just never went back. But we were Masons for two or three years, I would think, maybe five years at the max. But throughout my adulthood, I would talk to people after I had been out of Freemasonry for a while, saying the higher you go, the more satanic it comes becomes. At the very top, tip top of the Masonic order, to become the highest ranking Masonic, you've got to admit that Lucifer is God. And I've I was told that by several people that were informed. They've always been well informed. They're very credible sources. So at first, they bait you in and for to that connection. And as you go up the ladder, you become more. There was a whole bunch of influential people in the lodge. I can tell you that. Very renowned men of business and politics and stuff else. There were some very important people in positions throughout the government and city officials and stuff that were involved for sure. If it's money and power that you're trying to gain, there was a lot of symbolism. There was a lot of stories how Masons could get out of certain things. This man would sit around and tell stories and stuff like that. But yeah, very influential. It's been going around hundreds of years. Very a lot of American presidents have been Masons. George Washington was a Mason. There's several presidents, like I said, that were a part of the Masonic Order.

Why Mark Sought Deliverance And Freedom Through Christ

Justin

Yes, very true. Very true. And just because you're a Mason doesn't mean, you know, your eyes are going to roll back in your skull and you're going to be dirt poor and can't thrive in life. No, oftentimes the spirit of mammon, which deals with finances and money, can either curse somebody into poverty. So that's one function of mammon, or he can give them wealth to keep them from God. Freemasonry is just bad. Okay. Like really bad. And there's all kinds of information out there. I know Dr. Bob Larson, my mentor, he has a book that he wrote on Freemasonry with curses that you can read aloud to break the curses through all of the degrees of Freemasonry. So if you're ever wanting to just break the curses, you can. I encourage you to consider getting that book. You can just go to boblarsen.org, click on store, and I don't get any commission for this, by the way. This is just an amazing resource for you wanting out of Freemasonry. You may still require an exorcism after all of these renouncements, but this is a great step in the right direction. But go over there and look for his Freemasonry book, pick up a copy, sit down and read them out loud. Don't just think them in your head. Read the curse-breaking prayers out loud and clean up all that stuff. I have worked with quite a few Masons in my ministry, and it's never good. It's never good. It's always Lucifer comes up in them and speaking right to me. This is mine. He did this in the lodge. He did that ceremony. He did this. And so we have to break these legal rights and expel these things. Throw the ring away, get rid of the apron, throw it out, take yourself off the mailing list from your local lodge, cancel that connection and clean all that stuff up. And if you need help getting freed up from this Freemasonry stuff, feel free to reach out to me and I'll help you out. Mark, coming back to you, what was it that made you realize that you had demons even though you were a Christian and you wanted to reach out to me and get this thing cleaned up? What was it that brought you to that actual point?

Mark

With my childhood, all the way through my childhood, young adults, young adulthood, and then into my first marriage. I was married when I was, I met my first wife, only knew her for six months, got her pregnant, married her because I didn't want to. My dad always taught me at the young age, you make your bed, you lie in it. So, you know, I was 21 years old raising a child, scared to death, but it was very dysfunctional marriage for 32 years. I was married for 32 years in that dysfunctional marriage. And I just knew that I could never, nothing was ever getting ahead. And there was some torment during that marriage as well, because Justin said earlier, I I had to, there was the demons from my ex-wife that I picked up when I married her. And so it was it was like doubling up there, maybe more than that, but it was very dysfunctional. It's very traumatic mentally. It was there was so much loneliness. There was so much dysfunction. I had affairs, quite a bit of inf infidelity. I had three major affairs. I had an emotional affair that took me out of the marriage. Not being equally yoked will hurt you if you're trying to find a partner. If you guys don't have the same faith goals or the same faith, the devil will definitely pick you apart and he will absolutely divide and conquer you. And we went to church and I went on mission trips and and did everything I could to be a godly man, but there was something that had a hold on me. And I just I kept feeling that I was falling short. And just the not being able to go through the temptations and also early age, early on in the marriage, like I said earlier, struggling with pornography because the intimacy and the sexual part of our marriage was non-existent. So I was seeking something elsewhere. And that's instead of running to Christ, I ran to pornography. After my my marriage ended of 32 years, I started getting, I started, I basically broke it off with the emotional affair that I had. And I was alone for about six months, and I wanted to get myself right. And so then I went on dating apps, and once again, I went on, I went all over the dating and went on these little hookup dates to have sex or whatever. They were sexual. And but there was something that I there was a heaviness to me. What it took me to survive in that 32 years of marriage, what I felt was normal to survive could be absolutely toxic in a normal relationship, healthy relationship. So I wanted to uncover a lot of that. And that's where during that counseling, I found out that I was an avoidant attachment that had an avoidant attachment disorder, I guess. It's not, and working through that, I've been healed of that and learning how to cope with that. Thank God. Finances, I've always struggled with finances. When you think you're getting ahead, then something else happens. You feel like you just never get ahead. There's always something breaking down. You're always having some kind of sickness, or your prayers are not being answered, or whatever it may be, it's just like you're you've got a thumb on you and you can't move. You're being squashed. I have recently been remarried to an amazing woman that it's a very she's a very godly woman. We she we're very equally yoked, and we've always discussed demonic presence. There's so many things that we talk about in the world and in our instances in my life. There was something basically, I wanted a clean house to answer Justin's question. Why did I come to him? I wanted to make sure as a man, I wanted to be pure. I want to uncover every stone. I love my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. And I want to be the main thing, I'm 56 years old. I want to finish well. I want to finish well. I want my Lord and Savior to look at me and says, Mark, you've done well, my faithful servant. I want to be a man of integrity. I want to be a man of God. There's a calling on my heart to be the best I can be for my new wife, for our big new family. For me, the man, for me to be the man that God's called me to be, to finish well. So yeah, I came to Justin and I did a did the free consultation to see if if he really wanted to have a session with me. And and since I had Masonic and fraternal, you know, background, that was like a red flag. And of course, as you can see by this podcast that in this interview, that you can see how the connections are forming and how from connecting the dots. And through the session, it was revealed that I had a target on my back. And I would have never known that unless I had come to Justin and have an interview with him. And there was a lot of things that were revealed. And I'm telling you, the devil is real.

Closing Comments — Mark Encourages Listeners

Justin

Thank you very much for sharing all of this, for being so honest with us and letting people hear real life. This isn't, hey, we're Christians and everything's perfect, and we got our fake Christian smile on. Praise the Lord, brother. How are you? God bless you. I got the victory. No, if that's the type of show you're looking for, which by the way, we do have the victory. Hallelujah. Mark's got the victory. But my point is, this is raw and real. And I think that's why you come and listen, my friend, because you know it's raw and real. And I'm sure you can identify with some of what Mark was saying. And I would encourage you, if you feel that you might need a deliverance or if you have questions, you can always go get a 20-minute free consultation with me. You can just go to justind.com forward slash help and fill out that form there. And if it's a good fit for me to meet with you, we'll meet up and have a free 20-minute consultation to see if this is a fit. There are people that I meet with and say, no, it's you're good. Not a problem. Stay therapy. But Mark, when he came with the Freemasonry connection, I just knew. And so then when I got Mark's intake questions, which again, I use analysis when I work through this, I have you fill out about 30 questions roughly, and then I review that. And I really look for patterns. And so Mark, he had some classic patterns, the witchcraft he was involved in, being introduced to the pornography early on in life, the rejection, the abandonment, the curse going back. We found out during the exorcism, all this Freemasonry stuff. And as we're working through Mark's exorcism, and I'm having him renounce things and break soul ties with people and very specific generational curse-breaking prayers against that Freemasonry. He's getting reactions the whole time. He's feeling things in his body, his throat's getting a little tight, and he did a great job. We worked through it. The nasty foul spirits were expelled. And this is what I love. Most people say this. And Mark, I don't know if you remember this, but you said this. I said, How do you feel, Mark, when we were done? He and you said, I feel light. I feel light. A lot of people say this at the end of their exorcism. They feel light. And it's like a thousand pounds have dropped off of them. It's an amazing experience when Mark put it, you had a thumb on you holding you down where you could squirm, but you couldn't get ahead. You could squirm, but you couldn't get ahead in your finances. You could squirm, but you couldn't get ahead in a relationship and actually find love through a godly relationship. Or you could squirm and get a little ways around that fear, depression, that isolation, the suicide, you're squirming, but you never can quite get past it. Or the lust of pornography, right? So you got that thumb on you. It's a great analogy, Mark. Mark had that thumb removed and he was set free. Tangible results. Felt much better, a lot more peace, deeper connection with Christ. I believe you mentioned Mark in one of my emails, and I'd be maybe incorrect on this, but you're sleeping better. That's a common, beautiful side effect of going through an exorcism. How many people wake up at 3 a.m. in the morning most nights and can't even get back to sleep? That could be a form of demonic torment, just to let you know. Rob you of your sleep. All right. We have shared a lot here. I hope you guys have found it beneficial. Again, this is a very raw and real program here. I love it. I don't play church, I play real. And so if you're listening to this and you feel that you need an exorcism, I encourage you to reach out. Go to JustinD.com, click on appointment, and book a session with me, and let's start your healing journey and get this stuff cleaned up. One thing that stuck out to me from Mark was he hit the reset button. He wants the rest of his life to be lined up with Christ, doing what he's supposed to be doing. And this was part of that. So he's gone through the therapy, essential. You guys know that have listened for a while. I'm all about therapy and exorcism in bringing both of those together. He's gone through therapy. And noticed he said he's doing much better. He's healed through that. He can identify, cope with it psychologically, but he still had that thumb on him. So he came for exorcism. And because of that, he is much, much more healed. Hallelujah. Thank you, Jesus. Well, as you guys know, at the end of every episode, I always ask my guest to leave a word of encouragement, Mark, for the listeners. Why should they get an exorcism? Because there's people that listen here all the time that are stuck in life. They can't get ahead like how you were. There's people that come here for hope and inspiration because they know they need to change and they just can't quite let that area of sin in their life go. So they keep coming back to get encouraged so that eventually they can let it go. All kinds of different listeners here. So, Mark, from you to the audience here, I'd like to ask you to leave a word of encouragement for them. Why should somebody come get an exorcism?

Mark

I can tell you this. If you're listening to this, there's a reason. The Holy Spirit has led you here. The Holy Spirit's trying to tell you if there's a gut feeling, like I always knew that there was something that was there that I don't know. It's just a feeling that I had. Another thing, the reason I came to Justin is another Bible verse. It says James 5, 16. It's my favorite one. It says, confess your trespasses to one another and pray for one another that you may be healed. The effective and fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much. And I'm telling you, through my vulnerability and coming on this show and talking to you guys, maybe my experience may be the key to unlock your cage. And I pray that in Jesus' mighty name, that through this, your cage may be unlocked as well. So reach out to Justin. You know that you know that you know you have nothing to lose and everything to gain.