Thursday 7th November 2019
I wanted to tell you I was hurting
Whilst asking about your deleted social media
I didn’t expect you to answer
I fell asleep I couldn’t take anymore
You replied social media is ‘too much’
But I needed someone to talk to
‘I feel like I have no one to talk to’
How true that was
I needed a hug from you, even though we ain’t close
Check on me more often, yeah?
Whilst dad read bedtime stories to my son
I took some baileys over ice with three zopiclone as a cry for help
‘No!’ my dead nanna’s spirit screams
‘I’m sorry’ I messaged my mum
Texted 999, ambulance came
Shocked my dad and brother when at the door
It was a cold night, went to A&E for seven hours
I wanted to tell you ‘I’m still alive’
I wanted to tell you ‘I’m still alive’
It was a cold night, went to a&e for seven hours
Shocked my dad and brother when at the door
Texted 999 Ambulance came
‘I’m sorry’ I messaged my mum
‘No!’ my dead nanna’s spirit screams
I took some baileys over ice with three zopiclone as a cry for help
Whilst dad read bedtime stories to my son
Check on me more often, yeah?
I needed a hug from you, even though we ain’t close
How true that was —
‘I feel like I have no one to talk to’
But I needed someone to talk to
You replied social media is ‘too much’
I fell asleep I couldn’t take anymore
I didn’t expect you to answer
Whilst asking about your deleted social media
I wanted to tell you I was hurting