The Day That Changed Everything: A Family's Story of Survival and Sacrifice

In this special episode, we commemorate a life-altering moment—March 26, 2010—when host Todd was severely injured in Afghanistan. Joined by his mother, Julie, the episode delves into the emotional rollercoaster of the day Todd was wounded and the ripple effects it had on his family. Todd shares the details of the blast, his harrowing experiences in the field, and the long road to recovery. Julie opens up about the gut-wrenching moment she learned of her son's injuries, the shock and fear she felt, and the overwhelming journey of being a mother to a wounded warrior.

This heartfelt episode explores the powerful bond between a veteran and his family, highlighting the unseen struggles that loved ones go through when their hero is sent to war. It’s a raw, emotional conversation that provides insight into the trauma of war, the power of family support, and the resilience required to rebuild life after trauma. Grab a tissue, this episode is sure to tug at your heartstrings.

Tune in to hear the true cost of war and the strength it takes to survive.

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Transcript

all right welcome to another episode of

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What does it end Um it's a special episode for me today because today is

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the March 26th the day that I actually was uh blown up in Afghanistan 12 years ago

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today And so today we have a special guest with me It's my mother Her name is Julie Everybody wants to say hi to Julie

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She can wave We're on We're actually on Twitch right now So we might start doing this from now on for a little while So

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if you want to join the podcast on Twitch it's no limbs0311 on my Twitch

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account Um so I like to start the podcast off by going over a few foundations that have uh actually we

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normally Yeah you're right We usually do the show I'm getting ahead of myself So Exactly Here we go

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I got my mom to do what Yeah

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Oh yeah And I owe someone an inside joke which is called Britney's Beef Curtains If you guys want to learn about that a

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little bit more hit me up and I'll tell you But uh anybody who's on the podcast that wants to maybe send an inside joke

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cuz you listen to all of them I'm down for that Oh I'm totally down for that That that's our our little joke You can

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have layers There's layers to go through So uh I like to start this podcast off

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by going over some um views or not views but uh charities that really help me out

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Um one is Joshua Champion Society As you know episode 3 was with Matt Cutler The Focus Foundation which we're going to

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have Jennifer Jefferson in soon She uh runs the Focus program which gets Marines up off their feet and

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demilitarizes them and PTSD and all that You got the simplified fund who helps

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not only Marines but also air force navy and coast guard I guess if you want to

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throw that one in there Um you have the Gary Cise Foundation who also builds homes for heroes along with tunnels of

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Towers who builds home for heroes and also gives money to

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uh cops and firemen who were wounded in action or also killed pays off their

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mortgages on their homes So there's a ton of them I might miss one here and there And I forgot we're quite engaged

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again I was going to tell you that they built this rig for me right here You see this arcade style button pad That that's

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that's what they that's what they built So I think that we actually can't stream

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I don't think that the uh mic is working through Twitch right

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now All right Well bye Twitch We got to go Yep See you Anyway um so today's a special

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episode We'll try to work out those bugs a little later so you guys can watch us on Twitch but there there's like shout

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out to it That's what we're going to do It was a spur of the moment thing We tried once It didn't work out It didn't

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work out But um I'm going to start first by talking about my injury date since it

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is that day I mean you've all heard on March 26 2010 I was blown up in Afghanistan but I don't think you've

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gotten the real story And I feel like having my mother here to tell her side of the story is actually going to fill

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you in a lot more on what the fandoms have to go through Yeah Um I I do want to ask are you going to start out like

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the beginning of your day Cuz that's what I really I want to I want to hear like Yeah I mean we're going to start with the beginning of the day you know like what what you did what you were

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feeling that that day Yeah Yeah I mean we're we're we're going to we're going to go through this in detail Okay I love it So okay March 26th 2010

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Um it was a day we were almost supposed to go home We were a month month and a

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half out and my squad was supposed to be the one that was on OP duty all day

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which means just just running security on OP We weren't even supposed to be out And I got a call from one of the

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other squads that was in a hive They were watching something and they wanted me to go figure out where it was cuz

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they couldn't pinpoint it And they were supposed to be watching it to make sure if it got picked up or not Mhm I can't

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really go into details because I don't know if it's been cleared as top secret or not

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but they were up on a hill in the in a house and they didn't want to give away their position by sending guys out So I

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they called me and they were like "Hey nicely we need you to come out and find this." So me and my lieutenant grabbed up a few guys and we were on patrol and

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came back And on our way back from finding it and all that stuff uh we were on our way

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back and we were going to cross a bridge that we usually cross all the time And I should have known better at that time

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because the guy that was running the shop was not there But I was so tired

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and just run down that I I wasn't paying attention And I stopped my patrol about

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100 meters back Went up walked up stepped on the bomb and I remember flying through the air And once I was

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flying through the air I was like "Oh they finally got me." Those were the first heads of first words that

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came to my head Mhm And I landed down by a canal where I remember the water

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splashing up on my face and that's how I knew how lucky I was to dying at that point because if I would have fell in that canal I would have been gone Yeah

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They would have never found me I would have been rushed down the river and it's like a small river So then I remember him pulling me

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up the hill and looking down and seeing my armb bones sticking out my leg bones and I was like what the So I'm

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giving out these screams that were just horrific to me And I remember telling myself "Hey it's time to be quiet

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because you don't want this to be the last memory of your guys with you screaming like that Like don't put that

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memory in their head." And what I'm saying is not what they might recall but this is what was going through my head

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at the time And I found out it was 40 lbs of explosives but that's neither here nor

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there because I don't know if that's true or not But enough said with that um we're laying there and I'm laying there

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and I'm trying not to scream and I remember my corman smacking me a couple times being like "Nicely are you awake?"

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And I was like "Motherfucker you slap me one more time I'm going to reach up and punch you in the face." Cuz I was

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just trying to be quiet And all I can remember is just telling myself to breathe Just breathe

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and you're going to be okay Just breathe Just breathe because I had no idea uh

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what was going to happen you know and I figured as long as I was breathing I was still alive Yeah So uh I remember

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hearing the helicopter come in and then picking me up on it and running me out to it and I was bouncing along it I was

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in and off the whole time but bouncing along on this gertie and just

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going it it it was it was it was a wreck man And once I got on that helicopter I

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remember passing out because I thought "You're going to be okay You're going to be okay You're going to live through

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this and you're going to survive." Well then I wake up in uh

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Walter Reed Hospital and I don't trust any of my nurses at all I mean I don't

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trust a single one of them because I was going through I don't know if it was ketamine drips or if there's a hell but

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if there's a hell ladies and gentlemen I've been through it because they were cutting me in cubes They were

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putting me in a pool to dry out And my family was all in these dreams

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saving me at all times But then there was one point when someone put me on a gurnie and rushed me

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into a hotel room And then like I said these are all dreams or ketamine or whatever I don't know But after that I

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could hear the people that lit me on fire and all that run by and go "Where the he at Where the he at?" And then I woke up and I was

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like I don't trust anyone in this hospital Um it was a long process of

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actually having to learn how to walk again learn how to use my arms again Um

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when I was in the hospital the first thing they did was my right arm cuz it was the one that could take the most damage first And I remember grabbing my

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ex-wife's butt and being like "This is this is this is what I got to deal with for the rest of my life Okay I can do

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that At least I can still pinch her butt." And they were like "Grab a straw." I was like "Fuck that I'm grabbing her butt again."

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But it was uh like my mom says she got to be there for my first steps as a child and my first steps as a blown up

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adult So it was kind of uh tearjerking for all of us I'm sorry if I'm on a rant I'm I'm

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kind of I get confused when I talk about this because it's such a emotional time

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in my life and such an emotional time in my family's life that you might start

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hearing me tearing up and get choked up So I apologize for that But

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um that was the day that forever changed my life Besides my bedet remember that Yeah Yeah your bedet My bet also changed

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my life Uh now I don't remember if we mentioned

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it when George but he said uh this might be behind the scenes but he said he sang

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a song to you Yeah Um yeah My buddy George if you listen to episode 4 um we

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always got back from being on patrol and getting shot at And we uh actually would

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listen to Kobe Kaye Bubbly when we got back like as as soft as that sounds that

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made us feel good at the time and you wouldn't believe it but a lot of guys do that They find a

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song that just brings them down from the adrenaline rush and it it's crazy But he

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uh he rode on the helicopter with me after I got blown up He's my best friend one of my best friends I got I have four

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but one of them didn't make it back from Afghanistan And uh he uh sang to me the whole way I sing

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that song the whole way Starts in my nose and it crinkles my toes Wherever it

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goes we already know You make me smile just for a while now That's awesome But

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anyway we're going to move on from that Um so I had my mother here with me and like I said um it's kind of it was easy

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for me It was easy for me to tell my story because I knew what I was going to

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go through I knew what could happen to me I knew all that But the hardest part

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for me is listening to what my family had to go through And this might be hard for

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some other people too because you know they might have veterans that they've lost or whatever or I'm already tearing

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up right now but um it's going to be hard And a lot of people don't look at

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it that aspect that your family didn't sign up for that So uh yeah I'm already choking up

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So when you got to hear that from your

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family they didn't sign up for that So I'm going to go ahead and uh turn it

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over to your mom Yeah turn it over to my mom who's already crying Why don't you scoot up here and get closer

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So uh Julie my mother why don't you tell us about your

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day when they called you Well I was in uh physical therapy I had just had back

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surgery And uh my husband had called up there I didn't

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have my cell phone with me It was in the car And the receptionist came and said "You have a phone call." And I thought

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that was really weird And I went to the phone and he said "You need to come home

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right now." And I said "What's wrong?" He said "You just need to come home right

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now." And I had no idea And actually Todd didn't even cross my mind of it being

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him Um and so I'm driving home just scared to death something you know

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happened to one of the other kids or grandkids I just didn't know what happened or one of my parents And uh my

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oldest son called me and he said "Did you talk to Ricky," which is my other

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son and I said "No why?" And he said "There's seven Marines at the house waiting for you." I was like "Oh my

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god." And I had to drive excuse me all the way home by myself And I got home

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and my husband which is Todd's step came running over to the car and said "They won't tell me anything but all they told

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me is he is alive." And uh so we went inside and uh it was

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lent and my husband had made tuna fish and I'll never forget that smell ever stopped so bad I kept apologizing

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to these Marines for the smell and should have been But anyway um they sat

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us down and told us first about his leg and then his other leg and

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then his arm and his other arm I like "Oh my god." and he said "Um we're

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haven't got another update We'll let you know as soon as we know more." And uh

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they stay he goes "You can get you know go make your phone calls call your family." Which is what I did I started

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calling all his brothers and sisters And um they were great They the Marines they

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stayed around the house for hours and hours And uh all of a sudden everybody

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just came flying over cars were in the front yard I mean not even on the street in the driveway They just flew

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over Um my dad came over cuz my mom was out of town She was sick And uh I just

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remember my youngest daughter laying on his lap and he was crying and she was crying and his brother Michael was

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leaning over the kitchen sink and his tears were just dripping in the metal sink And

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uh I you know I just and I you know had other people that I had called and all

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of a sudden you know everybody started just coming over and congregating and we were just waiting to

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hear Um some five was nice enough to fly me to and I I don't mean to bring up all

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these bad memories for you That's why we brought tissues I'm still even crying right now

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But um so that was like the first I mean just finding out I just kind of like in

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shock walking around looking at everybody How many days was it before you got to see him

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Um I let's see gosh I think I flew out I think they had us fly out the next day

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They flew us to Germany me and his wife at the time and his dad

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biological father first we flew to New York and they got I didn't have a passport they got his passports and then we flew to

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Germany and uh we got to see him there What what was I mean what was the part

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of Germany where you land Yeah And uh that was an experience in itself Uh the

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emergency room had outside just gurnies lined up waiting for the planes to come

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in with the injured You go in and you could just smell the sulfur from the gunfire bomb whatever I mean it

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was just horrible And to see him laying there and then when they pulled that

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sheet away and just see him like that it's like "Oh my god." I

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I I mean what can you say I just didn't know what to think I didn't know whether

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to pray for him to live or pray for him to die I didn't know how he was going to accept this He was so athletic and

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so determined to always win and do his best at everything And I thought what is you know my god what's he going to do

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And I know like he said he was in and out of it but I know his wife had told

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him what happened but I also had to tell him what happened because he'd wake up and one time I was the only one in the

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room and he looked over and at both sides he kind of start crying and I told him what you know happened and then he

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kind of went back out again But I didn't even like being in the room Um well

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let's give her a break Let's talk about me being in my room here for a second Um I remember waking up a few times in my

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medical room in Bethesda and the one time I woke up and my mom can contest this I woke up there like "What do you

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want buddy?" I was like "Get me some beer." So these doctors went out

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on Easter I think it was Yeah it was Easter They went out on Easter got me a six-ack of Corona and brought me back

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beers I have a Tin I'm probably dying They don't know So they went and bought

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me beer I think that's why they did They crack open the beer and they give it to me and I start drinking this Corona and

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I'm like "No water water I need water." They were like "Well this spears here If

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you want it they're so marine." I almost call myself a soldier but that's what they called me at the time I was like

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"You know what I just want some water man." If he wants a beer get him a

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beer Yeah They were like "If he wants a beer get this man a beer." My uh my

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sergeant major of the Marine Corps and the general of the Marine Corps actually showed up to give me my purple heart

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while I was still attached to the tubes and all my injuries were still fresh like cuz they didn't know if I was going

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to live Yeah And we actually found out at a golf or she found out at a golf tournament that I had died three times

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during that process Wow Yeah That flight that we took from

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Germany back to Walter Reed was a very long horrible flight Um it was all injured on

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the flight We had to fly low because there was brain injuries It was cold Was it a like a Air Force plane or I I don't

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know It was like a I mean on the sides and the engines were all in the middle

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Probably C50 It was cold There was no food drinks nothing It was like a It

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should have been a 12 hour 13 hour flight It was extra hours because we had to fly over

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and then just you know all the other looking at all the other poor boys

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you know Well hey everyone who's listening to this you might as well get the box of tissues out I'm a little too

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late for that but Uh I think it is shot time intermission We're at 18 minutes So

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I don't know if that you want one Julie But see see how see how empowering and

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impactful that not only is the marine that's going through it but the the

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family that has to go through it Hey bubbies bring me my bubbies You might love them

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Oh my little boy just came in the room so everyone's going to have to listen to him Oh I wish we were live on air like

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they could see him And that's what keeps me around today is that uh the fact that I have a

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little son in a marriage and a family A lot of people don't know this but in 2016 I tried to shoot myself in the

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chest which was another episode that we have to deal with because

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I had PTSD real bad I didn't know what was going on and I just I had had enough

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and I called the VA and they told me to call back later So let's take this shot and then we'll run into that

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school

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Shots down Thanks for going on the Oh it's screw ball one Just screw ball Thank you for uh totally absolutely

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loves it Yeah So

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anyway June 3rd middle of the night I decide I'm going to end my life So I

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would go out with my uh Are you sure we should talk about that now Yeah because you know what Suicide prevention and

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everything My mom is there for that too I had to find So she had to find me Wow

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Um I actually went out on the deck put the barrel through my chest and pulled the trigger And she said she heard a lot

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I'll let her go through her side of the story but I was done I uh decided that my life wasn't

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worth it anymore and that I'd had enough of being who I was

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Well to tell you the truth I always tell the Marines at Focus this too There's always someone out

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there that can rely on you Don't take that opportunity away from them Do not

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There's always one person one person that needs you Don't take that away from

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them And when I woke up in the hospital bed that

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frightful afternoon I guess it was I had to look my family in the eyes And it

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wasn't it wasn't like it was when I woke up from Afghanistan It wasn't "Oh we're

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happy you're alive." It was you You put us in this situation and now we're here because of

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you Not because of the Taliban not because of anyone else but you you did this to

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us and I will never ever try that again From the hate and the sorrow not the

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hate but the love and the sorrow that I felt from doing that Like I hated myself

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for that So now once again we'll go from my mom's side of the view

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What happened that night Yeah Well luckily I wasn't feeling good and he was

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on the phone talking loud and so I uh was tossing and turning and I heard

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a pop and I thought crap I didn't you know never know with him any electronics

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Well no it was a pop I thought electrocuted some pop you know he just he's all electric and batteries Just

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didn't know So I got up and I went upstairs and he's sitting in the chair

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of the deck and he's slouched over and I thought he'd pass out I'm going to leave him there And then I started to go down

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and said "No because I'm going to have to come back up because he's going to fall and I'm going to have to help him to bed." So I walked over and I'm like

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"Toddy Todd." And he didn't move and I pushed him back and I seen the gun I'm like "Oh my god Todd not again." I'm

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like "Toddy please you know come on." And um so I tried away I couldn't get him He was making a burly noise And so I

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called 911 and they came right away And um the they took him by a helicopter

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from the little quick shop up the street The police wouldn't tell me where they were taking him because they weren't

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sure Um they kind of acted like I did it because they didn't know how he could do

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it That's true So I got the you know you

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did this to him and so they wouldn't tell me nothing And then they made me sit there and then they started looking into things and they said "Well as soon

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as we know something we'll let you know." So I had to sit there and not know nothing for a few hours and then

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they finally told me he went to Colombia and uh so I they called Columbia and

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surgery and they couldn't tell me anything They said it was dark and I don't see well at night time and it was

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almost what hour and a half two hours away hour and a half So you know so my husband said out "I'm coming right down

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wait for me and I'll drive you And if he's in surgery you can't see him anyway So um we drove up there and made it

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through surgery and there's you know just to find him that way you know it was just not

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anything anybody wants to ever do Yeah Ever see ever

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Oh I put my mom through the ringer this round Oh my goodness Yeah Well I appreciate you Mom and your

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honesty and uh being able to sit here and speak with us about all this stuff Yeah So am I

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So let's go on a heavier note Um would you rather Would you rather you No no no

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You're first No you brought it up You guys I don't know I don't have one cuz you

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can't you can't spring this on me I didn't have one Well you should always have one You should know this is coming See Kyle this is where I tell you You

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cannot do that to me You brought it up So you need to come up with one on the

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spot cuz you should have one because you're in the coast Would you rather have sex with a trainy Okay Or have sex

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with a bulldog Oh okay I got to ask the trainy Um she's got herpes She's got

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herpes And you don't have a rubber I don't have

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a rubber Come on I'm going to say bulldog Yeah Yep

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I mean the herpes I just can't deal with it I don't want to deal with that Britney's beef curtains by the way

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Inside joke for the listener again Oh goodness What What is your answer Julie

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I know You got to answer No I don't No

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No If somebody held a gun to your head which one would you choose Right I don't

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know My god Okay Well maybe I'm out of the lawn We can't we can't do that to her This

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lovely woman sick kids And you know what the funny thing is She No no no no

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no She tells everyone instead of doctors and like that for numbers I got

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lawyers and bondsmen for numbers cuz she had four boys and two girls numbers

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Her emergency was uh bail Yeah her emergency numbers were bailing Oh man

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Gosh Yeah We were rough on my mom So what is your favorite Todd Nicely story

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Oh yeah That's a good one As we've been asking Yes Well I He was such a bearded

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first He was the first person I ever knew that had two broken legs at the same time from two different accidents They weren't at the same time One was

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right after the other You know I had just gotten the cast off from this one and then I had got one the next night I

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think we heard that story didn't we Yeah we can Is that your favorite time next season No but I mean I I just got the other stories in my

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head right now I just um I could tell stories and his little Oh no Don't go

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there Little just your favorite one of all time What did I do It doesn't even have to be whether I whether I impressed

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you or I made you mad I know Whenever I whenever I he was in trouble he always wrote me a note You do I still have them

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A lot of them You have like all not all of them Like as a young adult or like a young kid like high school Okay And he

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would write you a note Do you have girly handwriting No Scrambly My handwriting

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is better now than it was My goodness I think what though one time

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though and probably a bad story he came home from the lake and he had been

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drinking and he didn't he missed the driveway and he was teetering

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on the a what was it a rock wall at the top of the driveway and I'm like

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oh my god and I didn't know how to get him out because the other side was a drop off so I couldn't get him out from the passenger side and the I mean from

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the driver's side and the passenger side I couldn't pull him over all this equipment and stuff for him to drive So

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I finally I got him out I don't know how God knows how I got him out and he had one of the the wheelchairs that went

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real fast Well the driveway was a slope We ran like almost into the house I couldn't stop being a wheelchair I'm

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like "Oh my god." Listen ladies and gentlemen I put my

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mother through hell Yes you did That is an understatement I mean I mean I have

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put her through some that you guys don't even know But I'm glad to have you on here mother

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Uh we're reaching about 30 minutes We could go a little longer but we could I mean I just wanted to say that Joshua

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Chamberlain Society was like called us like the next day I believe and you know

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said we are here for you We want to help you You let us know you know we don't I don't want to bother you right now We

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know there's a lot going on we just want you to know that we're here and uh and you know we had I will say we had a lot

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of support Um there was census that year Yeah Oh of course But I mean right away

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um the census lady came to pick up our census and my husband was like "I'm sorry." He told her "She came back and

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brought a card." You know I mean it was just amazing The people the next day got

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so much food and flowers and it was amaz I mean you hadn't even died You got

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flowers Oh my god Before I left for Iraq my mom had this memorial in her room

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that was creepy I was like "Well see I was so Wait a minute I'm not even there yet What are you doing I was so scared

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about him going to Iraq and everything was fine and I thought "Okay Afghanistan's not going to be Oh Afghanistan way worse." He came back

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from Iraq and he's surprised Well I actually called her what the

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day before Nick Han died and then we didn't get to use the uh the phone for a

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while And when I called them I was like "Yeah everything's fine." It wasn't I

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mean we were getting shot at every day but I wasn't going to tell them that Of course not And you took my name off the

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list on the that you call that would let you know updates on what was going on My

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aunt was the one who told me about Nick because he worked with the mother of another right small room Yeah It's uh I

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didn't want my family to worry man You know like you're getting shot every day You just don't call and go "Yeah I'm

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getting shot at every day." And they're going to go "Oh great Now I got to worry about that." Yeah Now you're sitting there going "Yeah it's great What's

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going on We're good We're good We're good." You know as bazookas are hitting the freaking tower and everything I have

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a Kleenex that I liked his forehead with when I first seen him on his forehead She also kept the gunk they squirted out

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of my ear Like that's really weird I know right What I know It's all in a

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little souvenir She even kept a little stitch that came out of Oh man I thought you were going to say it was an ingrown

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stitch It was an ingrown stitch that pushed this way out and she kept it I was like that's weird man

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At least she didn't keep one of your legs you know Oh well if she could have she would have I probably have my bones

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sitting in her india Half my son

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I got little ceramic things I made in art class at the home

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sto I mean that's that's enormous I mean I still have my children's stuff you

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know but she's got like a curio can where it's all like memorialized Not

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your body parts Not my body parts I'm talking about those clay box

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