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So yeah, so that so"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1067.31,"endTime":1068.75,"body":"so this is the interlude."},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1070.22,"endTime":1075.53,"body":"Young men are coming at me, I'm"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1070.22,"endTime":1075.53,"body":"open to that I am leaning into"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1075.53,"endTime":1083.09,"body":"it, if you are 25 to 34 and have"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1075.53,"endTime":1083.09,"body":"a certain flavor of submission,"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1083.09,"endTime":1086.84,"body":"which I cannot describe. But"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1083.09,"endTime":1086.84,"body":"we'll know when we interact if"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1086.84,"endTime":1090.02,"body":"you have a certain level of"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1086.84,"endTime":1090.02,"body":"experience, which I can't"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1090.02,"endTime":1094.07,"body":"quantify, but which will I will"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1090.02,"endTime":1094.07,"body":"know when we interact, then"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1094.1,"endTime":1098.18,"body":"now's the time, because that"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1094.1,"endTime":1098.18,"body":"door is like placed that wide"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1098.18,"endTime":1101.87,"body":"open. Because there's some"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1098.18,"endTime":1101.87,"body":"lesson there, right? Like if I"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1101.87,"endTime":1104.84,"body":"am attracting that. And if"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1101.87,"endTime":1104.84,"body":"that's what's attracting me,"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1105.02,"endTime":1108.56,"body":"then there is some thing to be"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1105.02,"endTime":1108.56,"body":"learned there. And that is why"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1108.56,"endTime":1111.95,"body":"the universe has made it so. So"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1108.56,"endTime":1111.95,"body":"we're going to take that ride,"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1111.95,"endTime":1115.01,"body":"we're going to take that ride"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1111.95,"endTime":1115.01,"body":"with the young men across the"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1115.01,"endTime":1119.6,"body":"country, young leather boys and"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1115.01,"endTime":1119.6,"body":"young men on dating and cuddling"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1119.6,"endTime":1121.97,"body":"with we're going to take that"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1119.6,"endTime":1121.97,"body":"ride. And we're going to learn"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1121.97,"endTime":1124.01,"body":"what we can learn and we're"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1121.97,"endTime":1124.01,"body":"going to grow and hopefully in"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1124.01,"endTime":1127.67,"body":"the process, we will help others"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1124.01,"endTime":1127.67,"body":"to grow as well. And that's"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1127.67,"endTime":1133.7,"body":"about it for this interlude as I"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1127.67,"endTime":1133.7,"body":"prepare for my slightly anxiety"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1133.7,"endTime":1137.96,"body":"ridden travel to another country"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1133.7,"endTime":1137.96,"body":"dealing with air travel in the"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1137.96,"endTime":1143.66,"body":"late pandemic. That's it for"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1137.96,"endTime":1143.66,"body":"now. I hope that right now, as I"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1143.66,"endTime":1146.48,"body":"record this on July 10 I have"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1143.66,"endTime":1146.48,"body":"there's something beautiful in"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1146.48,"endTime":1150.17,"body":"your life. And certainly when"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1146.48,"endTime":1150.17,"body":"you listen to this, I hope"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1150.17,"endTime":1153.59,"body":"there's something wonderful"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1150.17,"endTime":1153.59,"body":"happening, whether you know"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1153.59,"endTime":1157.16,"body":"about it, or it's about to"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1153.59,"endTime":1157.16,"body":"surprise you. And as always,"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1157.16,"endTime":1161.27,"body":"always, always, I really do hope"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1157.16,"endTime":1161.27,"body":"your leather journey is utterly"},{"speaker":"Edge ","startTime":1161.63,"endTime":1162.32,"body":"blessed."}]}