Undetected Narcissist

Remembering the Porcupine Queen Guided Meditation

Angela Myer/Kerie Logan Season 4 Episode 98

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Have you ever considered that your defenses—those protective mechanisms you've built over time—might be ready for a gentle transformation? 

This guided meditation takes you on an enchanted journey through a twilight forest where you'll encounter your inner Porcupine Queen, the fierce protector who has kept you safe through difficult times. As moonlight bathes a sacred clearing, you witness a profound metamorphosis where protective quills transform into beautiful blossoms, each one representing a truth or piece of your soul returning home.

The meditation guides you through a deeply symbolic experience of shedding armor that no longer serves you, not through force or fear, but through recognition and peace. With gentle breathing prompts and vivid visualization, you're invited to remember that you are safe, powerful, and kind—that worthiness doesn't require hardness. The affirmations woven throughout help anchor these realizations in your body: "I am soft, I am safe, I am powerful, I am kind, I am sovereign and free."

What makes this meditation particularly powerful is its honoring of your protective nature while inviting evolution. Your inner Porcupine Queen isn't banished or diminished—she transforms, walking beside you rather than standing guard. This meditation isn't about escaping or bypassing your defenses; it's about integrating them into a more expansive version of yourself.

Whether you're working through trauma, navigating transitions, or simply feeling called to soften, this meditation offers a compassionate framework for moving beyond survival mode into the realm of becoming. Listen when you need to remember your wholeness and the strength that comes from allowing yourself to be seen.

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Speaker 2:

Hello, this is Carrie. Begin by finding a comfortable place where you can relax. When you're ready, close your eyes, taking a deep breath in, and slowly exhale. Let your shoulders drop, drop, let your jaw unclench, let your belly soften. You are safe. Now Breathe in again, and this time breathing into the center of your chest, and let the breath land there. Let it melt through your armor. Now let's begin. Imagine yourself, just visualize or pretend in your mind that you're walking through a quiet forest at dusk. Everything is alive. It's magical. The ancient trees are tall and how they shimmer and glow. There's little sparkles of fairies here and there, almost like little fireflies in the night. Each step you take is soft, grounded, sacred. You're not running. You're not running, you're not hiding, you're just arriving.

Speaker 2:

You come to a clearing where the moonlight pours like silver water onto the earth. It's breathtakingly beautiful and right before you, there she is the Porcupine Queen. The Porcupine Queen. She stands proud and still. Her quills shimmer like starlight, her eyes fierce and full of stories. You recognize her because she is you, so you slowly walk toward her. She does not move, she does not need to. Her power is known. But tonight something is different. She's not here to fight, she's here to remember.

Speaker 2:

You stand before her now and, gently, you reach out your hand. She looks at you with softness and you've seen her here before. She takes your hand and in that moment the first quill loosens, it falls to the ground and where it stands and lands, a flower begins to bloom. Look at that flower. It glows and shimmers in the moonlight and, one by one, her armor begins to shed, not violently, not with fear, but with peace. Each quill becomes a blossom, a truth, a peace of her soul returning home. Look at all the blooms. It's majestic and magical.

Speaker 2:

You whisper to her you don't need to protect me anymore, I am safe now, I am whole. Now I am whole. She breathes with you and together you stand, not as warrior and protector, but as one, sovereign and free. You place a hand on your own heart and you speak to yourself soft and I am safe, I am powerful and I am kind. I no longer need to harden to be worthy. I can be seen, I can be loved, I can be me. Let that truth echo through your entire being, breathe it in, see and feel it rooting into your cells. This is your sacred truth. This is your vow to yourself. See how you shimmer in the light, how grounded, balanced and centered you feel. Welcome home, dear one.

Speaker 2:

Welcome home, feel the strength and, in some way, from side to side, feeling the rhythm within you, your vow. I am soft, I am soft, I am safe, I am powerful, I am kind, I am one, I am sovereign and free. I am free to be me, I am free to speak my truth. I have arrived. I am lighter, I am softer, I am whole, I am whole and I say thank you, thank you, thank you for this gift I have given to myself. Thank you.

Speaker 2:

Now imagine yourself bowing your head at the beautiful Porcupine Queen in reverence and understanding. She sees you, she understands you, she's always been here for you. She honors and bows in return, and see and feel yourself slowly walking back through the forest. But you're different now, lighter, softer, whole. And as you return to this moment, gently bring your awareness back to your body, wiggling your fingers, wiggling your toes, take a deep breath in and slowly exhale and, when you're ready, open your eyes. The queen is still with you, but she no longer needs to protect you Now she walks beside you. You are not just surviving anymore. You, dear one, are becoming