The Sparkle Project
The version of motherhood we're sold looks nothing like the one we're actually living. That's by design.
The Sparkle Project is for the moms who are done pretending otherwise, and ready to reclaim the parts of themselves that got lost along the way. Hosted by Emily MacDonald, a single mom, feminist, and late-diagnosed ADHDer, each episode digs into the identity shifts, invisible labor, and systemic failures that make motherhood so hard. You'll hear from the experts, advocates, and real women who are finding their way back to themselves, so you can feel less alone in the hard parts and more like yourself in all the rest.
Somewhere between the mental load and the mom guilt, your shine is still there. The Sparkle Project is your space to find it.
(Formerly Worthy Mother Podcast)
The Sparkle Project
It's Okay To Not Be Okay: Child Loss, Grief, and Vulnerability with Taylor Ortolani
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There is so much connection and understanding that can come from sharing and listening to one another's motherhood experiences, and Taylor Ortolani's platform is an incredible example of that. For the past few years, Taylor has shared her life on Instagram, from a triplet pregnancy, the loss of two of her boys, raising a child with disabilities, and so much more. And this week, she is sharing her story with us and opening up about the power of vulnerabilty in her own healing journey.
In this episode, Taylor and I talk about:
- The story of how Taylor became a mother
- How she felt through the time in the NICU and losing two of her boys
- What sharing her story on Instagram has done for her own healing
- The experience of raising a child with multiple disabilities
- A critique of how our culture emphasizes milestones and standardized expectations
- Why Taylor lives by the motto, "try your best"
A little about our guest:
Taylor Ortolani, a 34 year old, Connecticut mom is an open book on social media. She shares about life and loss, grief, motherhood challenges and triumphs. Her son Ryan was born at 23 weeks and has multiple disabilities and delays, including visual impairment. Taylor tries her best to take life one day at a time and enjoys sharing the ups and downs of every day life while navigating infertility, IVF, a medically complex child, and maintaining her own identity through it all.
To connect with Taylor, follow her on Instagram @taylor.ortolani.
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