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Awakening Souls
Step into a world where magic meets meaning, and awakenings come alive. Join three professional intuitives as they weave their wisdom, insights, and guidance into conversations that will stir your soul and ignite your spirit. Together, they explore spirituality, intuitive gifts, personal growth, and the profound journey of self-discovery.
Each episode invites you to unlock your inner magic, embrace your authentic self, and step boldly onto your unique path. With heartfelt stories, transformational tools, and a sprinkle of the unexpected, there's no telling where these empowering and magical conversations might take you.
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Awakening Souls
Ep 104: Facing Abandonment & Finding Freedom & Rewriting Generational Wounds
What happens when you finally step into the darkest forest of your past?
In this deeply raw and transformative episode, we journey through the hidden ways childhood trauma shapes our adult lives—often in ways we don’t even recognize.
One of us shares a life-altering revelation about being abandoned at just three years old—put on a plane alone and sent to live with a grandmother. That single moment planted a core wound, leading to a lifetime of seeking validation by over-delivering, always striving to be "valuable enough" to be loved. But through a profound meditation, that dark forest of painful memories takes an unexpected turn—becoming a book, written by every version of herself who suffered along the way.
We unravel the subconscious forces that drive our actions—why we chase success, keep our spaces meticulously clean, or push ourselves beyond exhaustion—all in an effort to feel worthy. And then, the breakthrough:
"I don’t need success, or anything external, to prove my worth anymore."
This episode isn’t just about uncovering trauma—it’s about reclaiming power. We explore the healing process, layer by layer, in a way our nervous systems can actually handle. We share the journaling and meditation techniques that have helped us break free from limiting patterns. And, we dive into the fascinating world of psychic development—revealing how strengthening intuitive abilities like remote viewing requires a completely different "muscle" than traditional intuition.
Perhaps most powerfully, we celebrate the biggest victory of all: breaking generational cycles of trauma.
"We’ve broken the goddamn cycle of abuse and trauma in our family."
This work is deeply personal, but it’s also revolutionary. When we heal, we create new possibilities—not just for ourselves, but for the generations that follow.
Are you ready to face your own dark forest?
Join us for this vulnerable, eye-opening conversation that might just change how you see your own story.
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Speaker 2:All right. So here's the update on what's going on with my life right now. Number one I have baby chicks. The world is a beautiful place. I have baby chicks. The world is a beautiful place. I've got four little baby chicks and we're going to get a few more, probably tomorrow or Wednesday. It is so much fun to play with them, to watch them grow, to listen to their little peeps.
Speaker 1:Oh my God, I know my world is good.
Speaker 2:Do you want to see one of them?
Speaker 1:uh-huh okay, hold on. Oh my god, look at her little butt. Look at her little, I know fluffy butt, I love it.
Speaker 2:Oh you chicken whisper okay, I'm gonna go put her back with her friends. I'll be back. So that's thing number one. Now, thing number two that is just fascinating me is I've been practicing remote viewing yeah and it's so much fun.
Speaker 2:I've been practicing with chat gpd and I'm doing so well that I kind of think maybe the computer's lying to me and just telling me I'm doing well to build my confidence. That's ego, like jumping into my mind. But so I asked for a target and then I do the remote viewing session. I put in my data and then she rates my accuracy and tells me you know how I did, and gives me tips for improvement. And so the last one I did last night I got so much detail, which is lovely. That's what the chat GPT keeps encouraging me to do is to look for more details, to dig deeper. And she gave me a score. I got a 9.5 out of 10.
Speaker 1:me a score I got a 9.5 out of 10.
Speaker 2:Nice, wow, like so. And it's really fascinating because you know I connect with the target and immediately I'm download. It's like I'm downloading the information. It's really the neatest phenomenon. I think it will be really good for improving my intuitive skills. So those are, like my two things that's going on right now skills.
Speaker 1:So those are, like my two things that's going on right now. I'm feeling the push for a lot of intuitives to start like really honing in on their, their psychic skills and practicing. Even for us who've been working in this field for a little while, like I've been feeling that too. So I also have been practicing on remote viewing and a lot of other things.
Speaker 2:And.
Speaker 1:I, I too, have a 90% accuracy with my remote viewing, according to her, according to her and I have to try this, but the way I receive information is so different. It sounds like you just like kind of almost instantly start to know where you are.
Speaker 2:It's like I get a first hit, but the first hit I get is like small details.
Speaker 1:Okay.
Speaker 2:And so, like I, last night, the first thing I got was I got water swamp, I could see like grass, I could feel humidity, so it's like, and then I found it's like. Then I expanded more details come in.
Speaker 1:Yeah, I, the one of the practice ones I did recently, which was kind of funny, was it was a Japanese garden and when I was in there doing the remote viewing, I obviously just had the target number.
Speaker 1:I didn't know what I was remote viewing, but I could feel it's more of a feeling like, oh, I feel I'm in a vast area, it feels very expansive, and then I could feel the sensation of an animal and I'm like, okay, no people here. I know there's an animal here, but my mind is making pictures of what I think I'm feeling, and so to me it looks like I'm in a giant field of grass petting a cow. So if I were to just say that I'm in a large field petting a cow, that would be read as wrong, because what you're looking for are the finite details and the feelings, not the pictures that your brain is trying to make sense of what you're picking up. So it was really funny, cause as I'm petting this cow, I'm like, okay, I know, it's the feeling, so let's pick out the feelings and smooth. And then I got to its nose and I was like it's slimy, it's wet, and so what I was picking up on was the koi fish punch that was in the image. Oh, isn't that funny. That's very funny.
Speaker 2:That is funny, and I struggle with that idea too, because I do. I get pictures very quickly. It's like, and I know, is it my brain putting it together or am I actually sensing what's there? And so that does make it more challenging to know what's a hit and what's just being created by your imagination.
Speaker 1:Yeah, and we're. We're exercising our intuitive skills in a way that are, like our intuitive muscles, not used to. It's like if you go from running to swimming, right, you've got to exercise different muscles, even though you may be fabulous and running, and you can run miles and miles and miles and do marathons. If you put yourself in the pool, you're exercising something totally unique, and so you're not going to have the same, the same stamina as you would if you were on land. So it's exactly the same thing.
Speaker 1:When you're working with your intuitive skills, you're working, exercising a new muscle. So it's exactly the same thing when you're working with your intuitive skills you're working, exercising a new muscle. So it's so much fun, I'm having a blast with it, but it's only going to improve what I'm already doing. And then chat GPT has told me that it would only improve my accuracy of being able to not just sense the feelings but actually being able to be like oh, I know where I am right now. I know exactly what this is. I can't look. I can't wait for that day. I'd make life so much easier.
Speaker 2:Well, and it was interesting, I was doing mine yesterday and I got I got Florida, I got Everglades, I got 1940s, whoa, and, and and I and I and like my mind is like, okay, rose, that's just too specific. And but I'm like, no, just write everything down. And so I wrote it down and it was, it was correct, it was. And she didn't say Florida, but she said Southeastern swampy United States region.
Speaker 2:Wow, she said in like the 1940s, like I could pick, pick up, there was a man in the picture and he was hunting for his family and I could feel that he was worried because there were new people coming into the area. And it was like in the 1940s there were still indigenous people, but new people were coming in and he was trying to keep the traditional ways and I'm like, why am I, you know? So it was like I connected with a person and I could actually feel what he was feeling. It was freaky, so. But but like when I took that class, she said you shouldn't be able to tell time what she said. Time is really weird. For remote viewing it's hard to, but but like the practice ones I've done have all been in different time periods and I've been able to sense it to some degree or another just by like the clothing I'm seeing and that kind of thing.
Speaker 1:So yeah, but also each intuitive brings their own set of unique gifts to to the table, and what might be true for one person isn't going to be true for everybody. So maybe generally it is harder to sense time, but for somebody maybe there's, like past history, past life, mastership already.
Speaker 2:That's true, yeah, and it could be the specific target. It could be. Some targets are easier to pinpoint than others as well.
Speaker 1:Yeah.
Speaker 2:It's fun, isn't it?
Speaker 1:How about you, Jennifer?
Speaker 2:What's new?
Speaker 1:with you. I want to know about you. Actually Stop throwing it out to other people. Okay, well, then we'll have to shift gears quite quite dramatically here.
Speaker 1:So last week we started off the podcast episode talking about how I'd been learning reading these two books, these real life stories of Sherry Frankie and one of the Duggar kids, jill Duggar, and their relationship with their families and the trauma they experienced, and I said I was searching for something. It was searching for myself, but I didn't know what I was searching for. Well, it all kind of came clear to me over the weekend. Well, it all kind of came clear to me over the weekend. Okay, so I have this core memory of being three years old and living with my grandmother, knowing that my mom dropped me off or gave me away, willingly to go live with my grandma my grandma's the one who raised me until I was about 15 years old. Then, when I moved in with Jennifer and she raised me and that core memory of being dropped off was tied around, so much feeling of abandonment and a lot, a lot, a lot of pain. And I feel like this weekend I got to the core and I almost overcame a really massive milestone, like closed up this chapter or something, and it's been something that's been slowly coming up. But a few weeks ago I had this moment where that memory came up again because I was in freeze. You know, fight, flight or freeze, I was in freeze. I had to go drop my, take my daughter to gymnastics, and the sensation of being in an unfamiliar place and being alone brought me back to the sensation I felt when I was three years old, standing in my grandmother's house for the first time, not really knowing her very well and knowing that this was going to be my new home and that brought me into a free state. And I spent so many meditations going in and like defrosting this frozen version of me at three years old.
Speaker 1:And this weekend I was reading those books and I was making a lot of, I was connecting a lot of dots about my childhood with my mom before I was given away, and a lot of emotional abuse, a lot of physical abuse that had happened at the time. That is just an imprint in my memory right now, not not conscious memories, but an imprint in my memory right now. Not conscious memories, but an imprint in the memory. And I was talking to Jennifer about it and I was like tell me more about my story, like I don't understand. I remember standing in grandma's house.
Speaker 1:I remember having one piece of luggage and I remember there's two women with me, but the other woman I knew was my grandma, and then I couldn't place the other one. It wasn't my mom. And this whole time I had thought that, like my mom drove me over there and dropped me off with love, right, no, she didn't. She did not. It was Jennifer standing there with me and Jennifer goes yeah, well, we picked you up from the airport, she put you on a plane at three years old and dropped you off at the airport and then I was shipped off to go live with my grandmother at three fucking years old. Forgive my language, but three fucking years old how does it even legal anymore.
Speaker 2:I know, that was the night it was.
Speaker 1:It would have been the 90s, it would have been 90 yeah one.
Speaker 1:No, oh my gosh, and I could. I'm looking at my youngest children, or my youngest child who's six, who's only three years removed from that, and thinking no freaking way would I have been able to ship her off on a plane by herself to go live with her grandmother. No, there's absolutely no way that I could do that. So this weekend was full of a lot of sitting in the emotions of the feeling of abandonment and being given up so willingly, and a lot, a lot of tear shed and a lot of love for that little three-year-old version of myself. And it was. It was a heavy weekend. It was a heavy weekend, but here's the bright thing. I went into another meditation to integrate this inner child, to integrate this memory, for like a fourth time over this past week. And when I got in there, it was me in this image, standing at the top of a mountain, and in front of me was this why do I always cry? Was this beautiful sunrise? And the sunrise I just knew was so symbolic of my future and so symbolic of how far I've come. And I was sitting there just feeling so much gratitude and peace and just wow, look how far I've come. And then I looked to the left of me and then to the right of me and there's nothing but darkness and it's this dark, scary forest and I just know that that's my past. But the past is still like around me and it's almost suffocating me. And I turned around towards the forest and I said I'm not going to run from you, I'm going to face you. So I walk into the forest and I stand there and I say like I'm not afraid of you, and I put my hand on my heart and I just send so much love to this darkness that I have had to live through, through all of my pain, all of my suffering, and the most magical thing happened the darkness started to like crumble and turn into like a piece of paper that landed in my hand and it was just like one piece of the forest out of the time at a time was just crumbling and landing as pages in my hand, until I look around and the forest isn't dark anymore. It's exactly the way it should be. It's all light, it's beautiful.
Speaker 1:And I looked down in my hands and I'm holding a book, like a very thick book, and I see a picture of myself on the cover and a gold seal that says New York Times bestseller myself on the cover and a gold seal that says New York Times bestseller. And I knew it wasn't about the. It's not a premonition of my future. It was this is my story. And I was like this is my story of pain and suffering, but it is so much more than that. It is my story of transformation. And it felt so beautiful and I sat there with the book in my hand just crying and being so thankful for all of the pieces of myself that came together to put this book together, to make this story.
Speaker 1:And I turn around and I see hundreds of different versions of little Candace standing there, holding each of them holding a chapter of this book, each of them who contributed to the story and who had so much value and importance in creating the story that I now get to live story, that I now get to finish writing.
Speaker 1:And it was just such a profound healing moment for me, with nothing but so much love and gratitude for my story, for everything that I've had to go through, through, all of the younger versions of myself who had to suffer, all for me to be able to be brave enough and strong enough to alchemize and face the pain and be where I'm at now, where I can move forward. I felt like I was closing up this past, like this chapter of my life, this book of my life, and now I'm writing a new story. So the meditation ended with me leaving this book on a log and walking away from it, and it felt like completion. And it felt like completion and it felt like freedom and I walked away and I walked back down the mountain and I looked ahead of me and there was my two girls and my husband and we jumped into the car and we started driving towards the sunset. Oh yeah, that's beautiful it was. It was really profound, yeah. So that was my profound weekend. I couldn't wait to tell you about it.
Speaker 2:Wow, that's very beautiful, and how are you feeling now that you've gone through that experience? Have you noticed a shift in your energies or in your thoughts, or anything like that?
Speaker 1:You know, every day has been a shift and I've been doing this 365 channeling journey where I channel one message until I reached 365 channeled messages and I'm, I think, god 11 messages in. And being inside of these channels is pushing healing to the surface and it is forcing transformation. So over the last two weeks I have felt nothing but growth and transformation and this felt like icing on the cake, like I get to close up this chapter of my life and I get to now move forward without the shackles of my past. So I think at the moment I'm still integrating this piece and I don't know exactly what that's going to look like on the other side of integration. But we know how I work. I integrate quite quickly.
Speaker 2:Give me the rest of today, maybe tomorrow, and I'll update you and then watch out, because usually there's a burst of something that comes forth after'll update you and then watch out, because usually there's a burst of something that comes forth after that with you.
Speaker 1:Yeah, but lots of, lots of confidence in myself lately, lots of like owning who I am and not afraid to show up. So I was looking back at some of the past channeled messages I've done recently and I can feel the energetic difference of who I was when I started and who I am right now. Wow, a huge difference, a huge difference. I cringe looking at the older ones. I'm like, yeah, they're two weeks old and I'm like, just, I sense my own insecurity, I sense my hesitation to show up fully and authentically.
Speaker 1:And the last video I did, which is the catalyst to all of this new level of healing, was like I looked at that message again and suddenly I understood every single piece of information that came through in that message, whereas the day that I had channeled it I couldn't understand any of it. And it's had so many aha moments for me and I'm putting so many puzzle pieces together, not just for myself and my journey and the healing it's brought me, but also for things that I'll be talking about in the future. It's been really incredible, awesome.
Speaker 2:I'm so happy for you, candice, so happy.
Speaker 1:Thanks. And to top it all off, in the evening, as I'm crying and so proud of myself for my journey, I get a text that says that our daughter, who was at our gymnastics meet, had won first place overall in several categories. And I was just like Lord. I was like this is, this is by pride and joy. This is what I'm here for. I have. We've literally you and I have broken the goddamn cycle of abuse and trauma in our family and we are not the mothers I am not the mother that my mother was and I have broken the goddamn cycle of abuse and trauma in our family and we are not the mothers I am not the mother that my mother was and I have you to thank for that and I have grandma to thank for that. And now I get to be what I never got to have for my kids and they get to be the mothers that, hopefully better than me, even for their children. It's just a big moment of pride for me.
Speaker 2:Wow, well, and I mean I feel like that's what a lot of lightworkers come here for is to break those ancestral patterns, to change the narrative, to change the history. And we come in and we're immersed in these challenging environments and it's hard to break free out of that. It really is, and it's baby steps too. It doesn't happen overnight. I mean, candice, how long have you been doing this work for, intentionally, really working on healing?
Speaker 1:Truly only six years.
Speaker 2:That's a long time. That's a long time To's. That's a long time.
Speaker 1:To me actually, looking back on it doesn't feel long at all because I've seen progress every step of the way and knowing where I was when I first started with having severe anxiety, panic attacks at least three to four times a day that would knock me out for days at a time. Having a newborn baby like I had no joy, I had no happiness, I was totally bound to every single past wound I had ever had and I was I was felt the most broken I've ever felt my whole life and there was no will for me to keep going to now where I finally feel like I have broken free and can now write the story that I've always been meant to write. Six years doesn't feel like it should have been only six years. It should have felt like. It feels like this should have been my lifetime.
Speaker 1:So in terms of healing, to me that doesn't actually feel that far, because I've seen the progress along the way and each new level of progress I've made have felt like such a giant milestone and I kept saying I can't, I don't, I can't imagine that this could get any better, I can't.
Speaker 1:And then it just does. It keeps getting better. I think my point is it does. It does take a long time and it has to be something that you're dedicated to and that you're brave enough to face.
Speaker 1:And they're going to have really hard moments of crying and pain, but there's so much joy and light on the other side of it and freedom that it is worth the entire process of healing. And there are so many of us who came here to be that light worker, to change our family history, to change the course of our generational trauma, and we're in a totally new paradigm shift where the majority of us who are especially who are listening to this podcast, have been given that, have been given and we volunteered to come here and make that change into the world. And we have to trust that the journey that we keep diving into for ourselves and the pain that we keep going into to go heal that is the piece of the puzzle that is going to help us shift and change the energetics of our history and our future, and creating a much, much, much better earth on top of it.
Speaker 2:And the hardest part that I see with myself, as well as clients that I work with, is having the courage to look at it.
Speaker 2:Yeah work with is having the courage to look at it. Yeah, having the courage to look at it. It is so hard because our fear can be paralyzing and then it feels like it'll even cause more pain to look at it, when really, if we look at it and really feel it, then we can actually start to heal it and it's so worth the effort. But that fear stops a lot of people, you know, and and it has stopped me as well, so that's the hardest part is not to be afraid to look at it, to know that these are just feelings, they're emotions, they're memories, they're experiences. But when you don't look at them, they have so much power and control over you, just like in your vision, when you've turned and faced the forest, all of a sudden things started shifting. That wasn't scary anymore. And the other thing I think is important to remember is that you can also do it in baby steps yeah, parts to look at heal process, feel, integrate and then enjoy the results of that work and then, when you're ready, take on another step.
Speaker 1:Yeah, you know I think we have our, our ego, our subconscious, to really think for that that it will naturally kind of unfold and you won't have a choice. There's only so far you'll be able to go, that your body and your brain, your nervous system will allow for healing to happen. And then, when you heal, that it's like the layers start to peel back naturally. You don't have to force them to peel back because your subconscious is putting these barriers in place that says no, no, no, no, we don't touch that, we don't do that, we don't go there Right, and and as we're slowly working towards our healing, it lets down its guard and it says, okay, I see, I see you now and I'm going to let you see this next new piece that needs some healing. So I really feel that our, our body is set up and designed for us to only receive so much, to only receive what we can handle at the time and to let it naturally unfold.
Speaker 2:Yeah, it's a cycle.
Speaker 1:You talked about the RJ Spina book last week. You're like, oh, you know, he talked about going in and looking at why you're doing certain things and I thought I was so on board, rose, I thought I understood. So I was like, yeah, I totally get it. No, I read, I got the book, I downloaded the audio and I listened to just that portion where he talks about digging into your why.
Speaker 1:It's like you were unlocking your subconscious right there on the spot, everything that you're doing mindlessly. You walk to your journal, you journal about it, because journaling is what opens up your subconscious mind and you start asking yourself, okay, why am I doing this? I'm doing this because why I'm doing this? Because X, y and Z. Now, why am I X, y and Z? Because I believe X, y and Z and you just keep doing it until you get to the root.
Speaker 1:That was a process for me this weekend.
Speaker 1:I did that and I got down to some really core roots that I didn't even know existed my motivation this is sad almost my subconscious motivation and this all ties into the healing adjusted my subconscious motivation for wanting to provide value for my family, wanting to provide an income for my family, wanting to make the house look pretty has nothing to do with the surface level.
Speaker 1:I just want to do good and make it look pretty. That's it right. It's actually because I feel like I'm such a burden to be in a relationship with or whether it be a romantic relationship or any kind of relationship that I must at least be providing exceptional value in some sort of way in order to feel like I'm worthy of being in a relationship with, in order to feel like I'm worthy of being loved and supported. Where the heck do you think that came from? Oh, my mom dropping me off so willingly at the airport so I could be shipped off to live with a stranger practically Somebody barely knew. Because I felt like I was such a burden to my mom. There's no way that I could add like I needed to be able to add value to somebody's life, so they'll keep me.
Speaker 2:Mind-blowing, isn't it?
Speaker 1:It is. I had no idea that was my subconscious motivation for what I had been doing. But it helps you see the truth. Then you can go in and heal and then you can let it go. And then I feel like I've released attachment to that, Like I'm attached to my ego, my subconscious limiting belief, and I need to feed that subconscious limiting belief in order to feel worthy. But once you let that go, there's no attachment to the ego anymore.
Speaker 2:Right. So when you do the action now, does it have the same reason, or is there a different reason for you doing those actions?
Speaker 1:I don't know yet. Haven't gotten that far, Rose Fair enough.
Speaker 1:It's just a weekend discovery. Well, because I think here's the thing I've been called intuitively to redo my office and to change the way that my desk sits, as, according to feng shui, having your desk sit in a certain position commands like the room, and I've been really feeling like I need to rearrange my office. But that means doing some updating on the wall that you would see in the background of my office. So I started putting all this stuff into place and I think that there is this actual like Candice, you're upgrading, so you kind of need to change your space, you need to change the energy of your space. That makes sense.
Speaker 1:But also the underlying motivation was all to protect myself and my ego and to feel loved and to feel worthy. So now I get to take action, aligned action. That still feels intuitive, but it's not coming from an egotistical place, it's not coming from this need, this wound. It's coming from a higher vibration. So I don't know what that will look like once things get done, but I don't feel attached to the outcome anymore. So weird, more so weird. We talk about this stuff, the letting go of attachment, but like each time you go through, a new level of it.
Speaker 2:There's a new understanding of it.
Speaker 1:And so it's just kind of what I'm moving through right now. I guess Real life updates yeah.
Speaker 2:Yeah, no, I've been working on some of his, his stuff, doing that as well, and my underlying reason for doing things is because I don't want to get in trouble. Oh, oh yeah, so it's, it's very eyeopening. You know why do I do my chores really well, why do I keep my house so neat, um, why do I try not to be seen? Because I don't want to get in trouble. Yeah, wow, and trouble from who? I mean? Really, there's nobody in my life that is going to yell at me if the house is a little messy or if I'm not perfect.
Speaker 1:So how is that changing the way you do things now? My house is a freaking mess.
Speaker 2:How does that feel? No, do like having a neat house just because energetically it feels better for me, so that's. But now that's the reason for keeping the house neat. So that reason has shifted. Now I like keeping my house, and it's not perfect, but I like keeping it somewhat neat because that feels better and I'm more comfortable in my home, isn't it? It's freaky.
Speaker 1:Yeah.
Speaker 2:To look at those underlying reasons for you doing things.
Speaker 1:I think, when you're attached to that, like that wound, that I need to do this in order to, like, protect myself or to feel safe, or to not look at the pain that's really bubbling up here, which is totally subconscious. We don't realize that we're doing it. It's just we're taking action because everything our entire belief system is is derived from the subconscious. It's derived our entire identity is derived in the subconscious. So if we were to let go of these things, then it's like well then, who am I and I think that's one of the things that RJ Spina talks about so well is like you're you just, am you just, are you just, you just exist. Like you're just, you're just, you just get to be.
Speaker 1:There's so much freedom in unlocking the subconscious limiting beliefs and all of the reasons and the motivations of why behind you do things and it sounds grueling like, ah, I'm going to spend all this time digging deep and looking at those things, but yeah, they're incredibly eye-opening.
Speaker 1:And then you have this new sense of freedom that isn't attached to this roadblock, because your limiting beliefs, the subconscious limitations that are in there, do create roadblocks in your future and being able to get where you want to be, to have the relationships you want to have, to have the life that you want to have or the income that you want to have, and when you get a chance to finally sit down and really look at them, the want for what you desire may still be there.
Speaker 1:Maybe that won't ever go away. Like I still desire to do what I'm doing right now, I still desire to have this business, I still desire to help people in this way. But it's no longer attached to this wound. And then you clear up so much space to get to my point. Clear up so much space energetically because it's no longer trying to like attach to that wound and protect you, but now it can flow freely to what's aligned and so things will start coming into your life. You will start to see synchronicities and opportunities and that your manifestations come in with so much more ease because there's no resistance anymore. Does all that make sense? It does.
Speaker 2:And it's hard because releasing that attachment is key and we're doing this work helps you to release that attachment, but you still want the things, yep, but you're not tied to them in like an anchor yeah, it is.
Speaker 1:It's that is hard to describe with words it when you have that like oh my God moment, Like this is what they've been talking about all this time, Like I really understand these concepts no longer on just an intellectual level. It's like I feel like I am like I have embodied the lessons here. I understand them on an energetic and conscious level, but, yeah, still hard to articulate.
Speaker 2:It is, but the end result is you feel happier, you feel more free, you put less weight on things that don't have importance, and so, yeah, it makes for a much better quality of life, the more this kind of work that you do on a regular basis.
Speaker 1:And there's no fear. There's no fear of failure, there's no fear of getting it wrong, like because I don't need. I don't need the success or whatever it is that I'm reaching for to prove to myself that I'm worthy anymore. I can just have it. It's a bonus and I'm also okay If it never happens. It doesn't say anything about who I am as a person. Damn that feels good.
Speaker 2:Yeah, it does Big time, Though I do feel like I do have to keep. I have to keep focused on that way of thinking, because it is easy to fall back into the old patterns. So at least where I'm at right now with trying to change my thought patterns and looking at the root causes, like five minutes later I can be going down that same rabbit hole again, but I recognize it and then I'm like, oh, wait a minute, wait a minute. You're doing that thing again, where you're letting the ego tell you what you need to be doing so that you don't get in trouble. You know that's not real. And then then I tell myself in my mind, okay, you're, you're an infinite being, Rose. And then I expand my energy and I feel big and I'm like, okay, okay, I'm back. So for me, I'm fluctuating back and forth between that, that peaceful, expansive state and that egoic, worried about everything state. So it's, it's, I'm a work in progress for sure yeah.
Speaker 2:All right. So just to wrap things up, here are some key points for you to remember. Wrap things up here are some key points for you to remember. Healing past versions of ourselves is an act of self-liberation and collective transformation. We're healing ourselves, but the work that we are doing is helping the world around us, so it's very powerful. So it's very powerful. When we do this work, we stop passing down unhealed wounds and start creating new patterns for future generations. So it's wonderful to be able to do this healing work and know that our families in the future are not going to have to do this. They're going to have a much fresher start to be able to live their lives free of this past trauma, these old patterns. And this is super important. Healing doesn't require perfection, just a willingness. Every small step matters.
Speaker 1:So little things on a regular basis will add up to big results was always waiting for my presence, for me to show up and to show love and give love to that version of myself. And the more I've shown up for them, the more I've transformed my present reality and absolutely my future reality. And this work isn't just about fixing the past. It's about bringing those parts of us home so we can move forward, feeling more whole. So I invite you to take action in a way that feels right for you. So I'm going to leave you with a journal prompt. If you could visit a younger version of yourself today, what would you tell them? What do they need to hear? And how can you show them a little bit of love here? And how can you show them a little bit of love?
Speaker 2:Because a little bit of love goes a long freaking way. And before we go, we want to remind you that we are starting a new Patreon membership program. We are so excited it's just started. If you would like to connect with us in a more personal way, we have all kinds of live stream events on our Patreon, so check it out. The link is in the show notes.
Speaker 1:At the end of the day, healing is a return of ourselves. It's about remembering that no part of us was ever lost, just waiting to be seen again. And when we do this work, we aren't just healing for ourselves. We're healing for the ones who came before us and the ones who will come after. That's the power of this journey. So take a breath, take a moment and, when you're ready, show up for yourself in a way no one has ever done before, because you deserve it. Thank you so much for listening. We'll see you next time.
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