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Forgiveness And Fresh Starts

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SPEAKER_01:

Welcome to Frequency with Clovistia. I'm your host, Grace Starr, and my co-host is Dr. Catherine Lehman. For reasons I don't fully understand, I have been asked to share channeled information and wisdom from my 12th-dimensional star self named Clovistia. I'm not sure where this journey will take us, but as we begin, I ask you to join me. Well, listeners, I am gonna ask Catherine if she can do an end-of-year wrap-up. I just want to wrap up my spirituality here at the end of the year. Close any doors, shut the windows, put the locks on the doors, maybe put a moat around my house to get rid of all that negative crap that's been following me all year. So um, are you up for it, Catherine?

SPEAKER_02:

Hey, I'm always up for the ride. Let's do this.

SPEAKER_01:

Oh my goodness. So specifically, um, in a nutshell, everybody, I had um my dad died um around this time last year, and then my daughter-in-law, who was 34, uh, died uh in January of this year. And um then uh for reasons that are still confusing, my sister decided to sue me because she thought that she should get more from my dad's estate. That's been going on all year. And I'm here at the end of the year, there were some moving parts because some of our close family members decided to get involved in whatever tussle was going on, and they were actually wrong to do that, that wasn't nice, and I would like to cancel everybody's contracts. What will the effect be, Catherine, if I just take the whole group of monsters and get rid of all of them? I want to walk into the new year without any strings attached.

SPEAKER_02:

Well, this is an interesting way, Grace, to end the year and start the new year. And there's always something to be considered when you do a big ending like this.

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What could go wrong, right?

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You need to set intention for what you would like to replace it with because you can't leave it just empty space because then the universe fills it back in.

SPEAKER_01:

Oh man. I get it. I understand what you're saying there. So does the thing that's gonna replace it have to be a human, or the thing that's gonna replace it can be something else?

SPEAKER_02:

Can be something else. It doesn't need to be a human.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay, great. I'm building a garden in my backyard. I have great trees that we're bringing in. Can it be my trees?

SPEAKER_02:

It can be your trees. So let's also say, because you've been on them, and you have to be conscious of all the emotions that have been swirling around for you in this season, this past year, with everything that's been going on.

SPEAKER_00:

Mm-hmm.

SPEAKER_02:

You need to, whatever you're replacing it with, you also will need to say what kind of emotional energy you would like to receive and be filled with. You know, you've got to let go of the old emotions and replace with the new emotions. And happy, healthy, positive, supportive people, along with your garden and your trees and, you know.

SPEAKER_01:

Well, I really don't want anybody new in my space if I don't have to have it. I have enough moving parts left after getting rid of the bad parts. I still have more parts.

SPEAKER_02:

And those parts are now um very supportive and you know, kind, loving.

SPEAKER_01:

Let's resource that. Yeah. I'll resource that. Yes, please.

SPEAKER_02:

Okay. Okay. That sounds like a great idea.

SPEAKER_01:

What's our first step to accomplishing the utter cleaning of the house?

SPEAKER_02:

Okay. Well, what we're gonna do here is I'm going to take you through the guided meditation to be able to help clean and clear up these spiritual contracts. But you need to understand that in order to really clear a contract, you need to understand what the purpose of that contract was for. And so I will take you into this deep um soul expansion meditation so that you can see what this contract was all about, why it was placed in your life in the first place, and then you can bring it to a close. And then we can do the vanish.

SPEAKER_01:

Man. So we have to do the hard work first before we get to the fun part.

SPEAKER_02:

I know it. I darn it. I know it, yes.

SPEAKER_01:

I wanted to skip to the end and just see.

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Don't we all? I would like that very much. Please and thank you, universe. So, whenever you're ready.

SPEAKER_01:

I'm never ready to do. Yeah. Okay. So can I put up some walls first? Because I don't want to invite anybody into my little sacred space here.

SPEAKER_02:

We are going to do that. Okay, we are good. Thank you. Right from the get-go.

SPEAKER_01:

All right, I'm ready then. Let's go.

SPEAKER_02:

So are you ready so that you will close your eyes?

SPEAKER_00:

I'm going to uh I'm going to close my my thing. All right, here we go. All right, perfect.

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All right.

SPEAKER_01:

Deep breaths.

SPEAKER_02:

What is causing your um Charlie? Is there a fan that's blowing her door open?

SPEAKER_01:

Oh, that's my foot wiggling.

SPEAKER_02:

Well, let's not do that. That's that's a big distraction.

SPEAKER_01:

I got an angry foot here, okay?

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All right, with both both feet on the floor.

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Dang it.

SPEAKER_02:

We want to clear this once and for all, girl. All right, all right, so here we go. So first of all, just have your hands placed with your palms up, all right, feet flat on the floor, and just allow yourself, first of all, to take a nice deep breath in through the nose and out through the mouth, dropping your shoulders, dropping your belly, letting the navel react with relaxation. Just relax. And as the navel relaxes, the shoulders continue to drop. Take another nice deep breath in, and then let it out and relax. Even relax your scalp. And allow yourself one more big breath, breathing it in and breathing out, dropping the belly, the tongue off the roof of your mouth. There you go. Now we are in this sacred space and place, and I call upon the divine beings, protectorate beings for grace. I call upon the protective beings for grace and for myself as we go into this deep holy work of canceling contracts. All of those beings, whether they're nature beings, the ancestor beings, spirit guides, higher self, our bud level team, there is a beautiful bubble of protection around us as we do this journey. And just allow that beautiful rainbow bubble to take its place all around you, filling up the space. And imagine Grace that it's going out sixty feet into the room that you are in, so nothing enters the room. Well done. And now I would like you to imagine the place that you would love to go to, perhaps your own beautiful secret garden that you would like to go to where you could begin your journey and describe it to me, Grace. What does it look like? What does it feel like in this private, sacred place?

SPEAKER_01:

Peaceful and quiet. Very welcoming.

SPEAKER_02:

Are you on a beach? Are you in the trees? Where are you?

SPEAKER_01:

I'm in my garden with my fruit trees and my flowers, just wandering around. My resident crows are hopping around, visiting to see kind of what's going on. They're allowed. Giving them permission to stay if they want.

SPEAKER_02:

Crows are very sacred according to native tradition. They help to be guardians of sacred law. So that's wonderful that your crows have showed up. Now allow yourself to find the perfect right place for you to sit down. Maybe put your back up against a tree.

SPEAKER_01:

And let me know when you're ready. I'm ready. I've selected my new apricot tree that has just arrived.

SPEAKER_02:

Alright, that's a beautiful So you're under this tree and you take a look up around the garden. And you see that there's this beautiful sort of pink purple light floating toward you. This is going to be your guardian that is going to help you travel through time and space and protect you along the way.

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Pink is my favorite color. It's the color of flowers in heaven.

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So allow yourself right now to set as this being arrives, you set the intention that this one will help guide you to. So what is your intention right here, right now, for this journey you are about to take?

SPEAKER_01:

To remove the negativity from my life. You need to be a little bit more specific. To remove the negativity of my specific relatives who have caused me emotional harm during the course of this year. They know who they are. That's right.

SPEAKER_02:

It's perfect. So you can mentally say them in your head. And then we're going to just look at them as a collective. Instead of each individual, we're going to do this collective and see if we can do them all at once.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay. They're all standing here like bad little children looking to have a reprieve, and me to say, I'm not going to do this. So sorry about that, y'all. Everybody, because you're not going to escape today. You're not going to leave this yard without this correction today.

SPEAKER_02:

All right. So now I want you to allow your guardian to take you up out into like a nighttime sky. Like if you were to be an astronaut and go out into space and all that darkness and all the twinkling stars. And I want you to find the one star that is your soul star and head towards that. Because the soul star is the one that has all of the contracts.

SPEAKER_01:

Well, before I leave my piece of my yard, and while I'm looking at these bad doers that are here, can I take a moment and shoot them each with a bolt of lightning, which is what I really want to do? Would that be wrong in this instance?

SPEAKER_02:

Yes, I would say it would be for sure. Don't do it. It would really have repercussions on you. Darn it. Yeah. Yes, I understand the feeling. Okay, so let yourself go to your soul star.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay, here we go. Off we go. We're on the journey. We're moving.

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And all the other ones that are behind have been put under glass.

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Like they're in a glass dome. Can we remove the oxygen as long as they're there?

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Keep going to your soul, Star Grace.

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Darn it. Okay, I'm still moving.

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Because there's been a higher purpose in all of this.

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Okay. We're arriving here.

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Take a moment before you enter into it and feel the peace and the beauty of your soul star. What color is it?

SPEAKER_01:

It's like a pink lavender color. Um it's mist, it's uh welcoming, it's very um happy place, peaceful place.

SPEAKER_02:

Just like the guardian that showed up, that was the same color. All right. Very similar, yes. Allow yourself to be pulled in like a magnet pulls you in to the center of your star. Your guardian cannot go there, you go in there, and the guardian stays outside, protecting your space. And when you're inside, drop the human form and just become yourself in spirit.

SPEAKER_01:

So it's kind of like going through um a like a wall, like squeezing through the wall. And as I do that, myself is being left outside, and um, I'm acquiring the um the soul, I can feel it uh kind of becoming the dominant thing that I'm experiencing that that personality has been left behind on the outside.

SPEAKER_02:

Yes, good, well done. All right, so now while you're in there, you're asking your soul to show you what was the higher purpose of having to go through this experience with these collective family slash friend members. What was the higher purpose? Because before you were born, there was a contract made that they would play a certain role for you and you for them. And in order to complete the role, we need to understand what that is so you no longer need to repeat it anymore. So let your soul take you back pre incarnating into this light and show you what the contract was and how come you had to go through this experience, it had a purpose.

SPEAKER_01:

Well, I can see that they are all have played a role in my life as an accuser.

SPEAKER_02:

And uh and why would you need to experience an accuser? What's the higher purpose in that? What would you learn from that? That's an archetype. And the soul always sets us up to learn things through archetypal patterns. So very good that you have uh actually found out what the archetypal pattern is, so now you need to understand the light side of it. They've played the role, they promised they would, they've done their job, and now you feel complete with it. However, you need to understand what the higher purpose It's like the other side of the Oreo.

SPEAKER_01:

Hmm. So the the blackness of the Oreo is the accuser aspect and the lightness of the Oreo. I want to say forgiveness, but I'm not sure that's exactly the word that uh trusted. Okay, I'll pick it up and I'll walk with it for a few minutes.

SPEAKER_02:

Forgiveness is the highest spiritual essence that a soul can learn, believe it or not. Because the soul expands into more of its true self upon the planet, and the physical body becomes healthier in the process because without forgiveness, the physical body still continues to leak energy from its chakras, from all aspects of its human form, and to stop the leakage, forgiveness is the key. Now, forgiveness means for giveness. It's what you give uh unto yourself. It does not mean you condone what they have done at all, it just means you understand this had a higher purpose, and now you're ready to walk away and not carry the baggage anymore. You can thank them that they played their role very well, but you need to understand exactly what that forgiveness is about before you leave.

SPEAKER_01:

So, since this is my forgiveness, can I have this for myself and not give them forgiveness? Like, does it have to be two ways, or can it be a one-way road here? I want to forgive myself for trusting them, or maybe I don't know. I don't know.

SPEAKER_02:

I need you to go a little higher in your thinking. Okay, in your awareness, in the fact that you when you forgive them, it doesn't mean you accept what they've done. It means you let go of what they've done, so it no longer takes any energy from you because it's like, oh, I get it now. So the forgiveness is two ways. I forgive you because I need to do that for me, not for you. That's the type of forgiveness you're looking at here.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay. Well, I do forgive them so that I can move forward definitely.

SPEAKER_02:

Okay, and just thank them for the role that they played and that you let them know you no longer need them in your life. They did a good job, now they're done. This is the end of your contract with them, and you can tell them we are done here.

SPEAKER_01:

Oh, we are done here. Yes, definitely.

SPEAKER_02:

Now see if there's anything else other than forgiveness. If you need ask your soul star if you need to understand anything else about the contract before you leave. But forgiveness is the highest form. But is there anything else?

SPEAKER_01:

Probably if I had not been so angry at the treatment I was given, it probably wouldn't have gone as far as it did. But I was pretty angry with the way that the circumstances uh came to pass. I guess if I had been maybe more, I don't know if I want to say tolerant, because I was already really, really tolerant of the behavior, and I was not in a place. So, listeners, my sister sued me two days after my daughter-in-law died. Like her timing was horrible. So I wasn't in the best mental space to really be forgiving um anybody necessarily. I was very angry at what was happening, and and I'm not sure if I um being, I don't know, I didn't have the ability to be tolerant at all. I was just angry. So I don't know if I need to um controlling anger is not an easy thing. I think my listeners will agree with that.

SPEAKER_02:

All right, so what's very important that I want to point out to you and your listeners here is by you stating the part that you played in escalating the situation, that's perfect. Because now the contract can be canceled because you see it. You have to not only is it about forgiveness of the the ones that you know came after you, it's also about forgiveness of yourself and the role that you played. So perfect. That well done. So take a moment and just breathe that in, and everything happens in according to the universe, whether we like it or not, everything happened, everything happens in right timing. So to the physical form, yes, that was bad timing on their part, on your sister's part, but it all happened for a reason to be able to get you to the point where everything can be canceled. So when it's time for things to end, experiences will escalate until someone says, I'm done, I've had enough. And then work with handling it from a much higher perspective.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay. Okay. Now I don't want to leave. I just stay here with my soul. I just leave that uh earthly body over there outside the this spiritual wall. I'll just stay here where it's peaceful.

SPEAKER_02:

Stay there and soak it up, take it with you. Soak it in. You do not need to abandon a piece of your soul is already with you, or you would no longer be alive. So get in touch with that peace and that peaceful part of your soul that is with you. Okay. Okay. Now just allow yourself to gently start coming back into the space connecting with your guardian. And that guardian that is the same color as your soul star. It is a piece of your soul star. It was your soul that came to get you, my dear. This is the higher essence of you. So let it guide you back to your garden and the people are gone. Contra is over. No people in your garden. Come back to your apricot tree.

SPEAKER_01:

My apricot tree. My yard filled with uh crows. They're all hanging out here waiting patiently.

SPEAKER_02:

The whole gangly. And see your garden now through different eyes. Look at how much beauty is there now than there was before.

SPEAKER_01:

Would it be okay? Could I get permission just to borrow the sacred flame to burn out anything left in my garden that may have residual? Would that be a bad thing to ask for?

SPEAKER_02:

No. You can just, it's sort of like saging or smudging. Cleanse it. You can cleanse that. Sure.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay, good. But we need fire today. Mm-hmm. We need fire to do the trick. And I'm just seeing it just meandering its way through the garden and headed towards the gate and following things out and following all what do they say? Um, bad things, bad things go away. Good things, good things here to stay. And uh trying to change the energy.

SPEAKER_02:

And let that fire, I want you to imagine the contract that was between you to be like a scroll, and that fire burns the scroll, so it does the completion of that contract.

SPEAKER_00:

Okay, here we go.

SPEAKER_01:

Could be a wildfire. Definitely a big fire. And lovely pink and purple flames and uh smoke going up. Ah, that feels good.

SPEAKER_02:

Yeah. I want you to give uh a moment to talk to your guardian here and now set your sacred intention for what you would like now to attract and experience completely and fully into your life. So make that statement now that your garden has been cleaned up.

SPEAKER_01:

Well, I really do like this mantra that they're showing me, which is bad things, bad things go away. Whatever it is, it could just go out of my life. Just bad things, any bad things go away. And good things, good things, whatever they are, here to stay, here to be in my life. So I'll take that.

SPEAKER_02:

All right, that sounds lovely. Now give thanks to your guardian, soul guardian, and your soul for guiding you to this space and place where you could really learn about the true art of forgiveness and accountability, and just let yourself, because that's the other side of the Oreo, let yourself just fully relax. And notice how it feels to have that contract completed, and tell me how it feels.

SPEAKER_01:

Quiet. The noise has stopped inside my head. The anger and the people raising their hands and making pointing out all the problems, like, don't forget this, don't forget that, don't forget the other thing. And they did this, and they did that. All the voices are calm now, it's quiet.

SPEAKER_02:

Good, good. And if the voices try to come back, you stop them by saying, That's no longer my story. I have a healing story, and it's good things are allowed. Okay. That's your responsibility. If they try, those voices try to come back. You say, uh-uh, nope, nope, not my story. No more. All right, now take a nice deep breath and come back into the room, back into your body, your feet on the floor, and just welcome back.

SPEAKER_00:

I feel like saying ta-da. I don't know if I can make this stay open. Let's see. Okay.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, that looks like a good thing. Let me do some of that too.

SPEAKER_02:

That's always you do that, and that's good energy, and then you place it right to your heart.

SPEAKER_00:

Yeah, I need that.

SPEAKER_02:

Well done.

SPEAKER_00:

Here we go.

SPEAKER_02:

And your face has completely changed. Your face looks so much softer. You actually look younger. It's uh it's amazing what this work does. I'm just, you're no longer leaking energy. When I was cleaning your aura before, it's like, whoof, okay, getting you chucked back into yourself. Well done.

SPEAKER_01:

I recommend it for everybody. Do it if you can.

SPEAKER_02:

And I'm available. Anyone wants to do it? Yes. There you go.

SPEAKER_01:

Jump on our website. You can get to Catherine very easily. Let her give you an end-of-year wrap.

SPEAKER_02:

As the native people would say, Aho.

SPEAKER_00:

Aho.

SPEAKER_02:

Thank you, Grace. This has been a wonderful journey once again. It's been a long time since we've done this, and I've always enjoyed doing these with you. And they're always successful because you're so open, and it's just always a pleasure to work with you.

SPEAKER_00:

Thank you very much. I feel so much better.

SPEAKER_02:

Go inside and pay it in the country.

SPEAKER_00:

Like go inside the booth.

SPEAKER_01:

Thank you very much. I feel so much better. Sorry, I'm being produced over here. This next year in 2026, we're gonna get Charlie in the booth. That's what we're gonna do. That's what I'm gonna set that intention. That's our goal.

SPEAKER_02:

That's our goal. You're flanked. You've got one on one side, one on the other.

SPEAKER_01:

We got you, Charlie. All right, listeners. I hope everybody has a happy holiday and a joyous new year from both of us. Indeed. Thank you to all of our listeners. If you have enjoyed our frequency journey today, please share it with your family and friends. Make sure to visit us at clovistia.com, or you can follow us on Instagram and Facebook, where we have about a million followers over there. Until next time, please share your frequency.