Cults to Consciousness

Her Dark Reality After “Escaping Polygamy” ft. Amanda Rae

Shelise Ann Sola/ Amanda Rae Grant Season 1 Episode 99

From the TV show “Escaping Polygamy”, Amanda Rae is known for calling out The Order, which is the incestuous polygamous cult she was born and raised in. She goes into depth on her channel about the stories of the men who have nearly 200 children with multiple women. However, everyone is dying to know how SHE has been coping since escaping the cult at 18 years old. We explore the all-too-common toxic relationship dynamics that can result from leaving a high-control group and how to find a healthy relationship.

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Click here for our live together exploring birth defects as a result of incestuous polygamy

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Find Amanda!
YouTube:   @AmandaLovesRachel
IG: @amandaraegrant
Resources for help leaving polygamy
https://holdingouthelp.org/
https://www.hopeafterpolygamy.org/

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  • Viewers of Escaping Polygamy asking Amanda what happened to her husband
  • "Getting direction" on who a girl needs to marry at 8
  • Amanda and her then boyfriend had just left The Order when they filmed the pilot episode
  • Culty tendencies Amanda still has years after The Order
  • Amanda felt like she lost herself
  • Why would Amanda's (ex) husband leave the order if he agreed with the morals and values?
  • Amanda's psychology in wanting to get married at 18 after leaving the Order
  • Amanda's advice regrets from Escaping Polygamy
  • Amanda moved from Utah to Sin City. One extreme to the next
  • Dating life (good and bad) after her divorce
  • Gaslighting, narcissists and lies. Oh my!
  • Amanda's current relationship with her mom
  • We accept the love we think we deserve
  • Amanda is dating someone!

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