BY FAITH

Why God Let Me Feel Out of Control

Kyia Mochitani Season 2 Episode 90

In this episode, our host Kyia opens up about the things God is teaching her in her current season—especially what it looks like to loosen her grip on control. She reflects on how God has been gentle, patient, and deeply kind as she’s learned to walk through uncertainty rather than around it.

Kyia shares how marriage has required real change and sacrifice, and why surrender has proven to be so worth it. She speaks honestly about anxiety, control, and the quiet invitation to find safety at Jesus’ feet in real time, not just after things feel resolved.

Rooted in the truth that God doesn’t create junk, this episode is a reminder that growth doesn’t mean losing yourself, it means becoming more anchored in Him. Through reflection and testimony, Kyia points listeners back to a God who speaks, listens, and remains near in every season of change.