MDEE The Veteran (00:00):
<silence> Whoa. Now it's your boy md, the veteran, and welcome to the Real Ones Reserve Podcast, where we talk about real things that need to be talked about. Disclaimer, I'm not a licensed psychologist, therapists, psychiatrists counselor, or any type of behavioral health expert. These are only my thoughts and ideas. With that being said, if you care to listen, do so with an open mind. Let's go,
(00:35):
Yo, what's happening everybody? It's your boy, the veteran, and welcome back to the Real Ones Reserve podcast, man. Hey, I know it's been a very long time. I know everybody's been wondering where I've been, uh, why I'm not answering. Hey man, I just got a little overwhelmed, had to sit my butt down and, uh, had to let God do some stuff with me. So I hope all of you would understand that. Um, I'm pretty sure at some point in your life you had to take a pause. You had to take a moment and be selfish and take care of yourself. So I had that moment, and, uh, here I am back before you all ready to help and, uh, do my thing. Um, so I'm gonna be a little unconventional today, so I'm really, really going off top of the dome, but, um, I believe we're gonna have a great message anyway.
(01:29):
So, um, I just wanna encourage everybody to talk to people. Man, you never know. You could be right beside the person that you may have needed three years ago, for example. Um, I'm expanding on my company. I'm not going to let myself be comfortable, um, any longer. So I'm expanding on my company, my record label, the real ones reserve, uh, L l c will be expanding, man. Plenty things we will be expanding on, but not to, um, you know, get sidetracked. Ooh. And that's exactly why I'm about to start taking my A D H D medicine, uh, as well, uh, guys, because I can't take it no more. I've been trying to, uh, operate off of my medication, but this damn A D H D is just very bad, you know? But Anyw, who, uh, I'm just excited to be back talking to you guys, man, and, you know, healing and getting all of this stuff out of my, my system, man.
(02:44):
Um, I didn't realize how much, how or how many toxic traits I had picked up, man. And, uh, I didn't give myself enough time to heal, and yeah, was just bad. Just a whole bunch of stuff I went through. But, uh, hey man, we gonna keep it real. We're gonna keep it authentic. We're gonna keep it a thousand over here, uh, always. And I hope you guys can hear it in my voice that I'm back. I'm strong, I'm confident, uh, I'm motivated, and, uh, I'm so ready to have one of the best podcasts out so we could, you know, help people. Man, that's what I care about, and that's why I believe, uh, or that's why I'm speaking this into existence, that I care about people. That's why I believe I should succeed, because I truly care that everybody got somewhere to go at night when they, you know, go to lay down.
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But shit, man, here lately, I've seen some things, you know, and have to have had to, uh, do some things outside of what I've grown accustomed to just to survive, man. So, um, yeah, man, I just learned so many different things while I've been away. Um, and I can't wait to share it with you all, whether it's through this wonderful podcast or, uh, through some of my music, man. Like, y'all know, I like to express myself, y'all know. Um, I could be a super funny dude. I could be a super angry dude. I could be all kinds of things, man, because a lot of people are so fake and they can't address what I'm about to say, but I'm gonna say it anyway because I'm real. But, uh, you know, shit, I, I feel like I gotta deal with like 10 demons opposed to some people's two, three, or four demons, you know?
(04:55):
So like, just imagine, you know, I'm all happy and shit in front of everybody, but like, when I'm to myself, you know, that's when my mind getting all creative and, you know, start doubting myself and doubting this and doubting that. And man, it's a freaking war zone in your mind. You know, if things ain't going perfectly fine, you know, I mean, or when they are you, you better count your blessings, man, because I, shit, I've, you know, had to face reality with my stupid choices. Uh, you know, a lot of where I just came from, uh, was, you know, had to deal with my own fault. I made a whole bunch of stupid decisions, you know, I had too much stuff going on, and, uh, yeah, that should've, yeah, I made some poor choices, <laugh>, but, uh, at least I'm real, real enough to say that, man, there are so many delusional people that, you know, wanna look perfect for tv.
(06:10):
I guess they act like they're supposed to be spot free. Um, and that just ain't real, man. Like, even cars and vacuum cleaners and fucking stove top, whatever the hell you wanna call it, skillets, and all kinds of shit be breaking. So I say all of that to say this, that everything has problems. So you mean to tell me like, you can't have a problem, you've never had a problem, you've never had a breakdown, you've never had, you know, a freaking oil leak or whatever you wanna call it, but, um, nah, man, I'm just back, uh, to get what, what the enemy stole from me. And, you know, God has already started blessing me and, uh, gave me all types of ideas, man, like, y'all like to believe that blessings are just, um, items, you know, or money. No, God will give you the ideas to make the money.
(07:20):
And every time, you know, uh, every time you obey him, bro, like he come through just like Santa Claus, like for real. Like if I was to, and I ain't trying to get all y'all, don't start with me, but like, when you truly believe in something, that's what I'm trying to say. Or when I, I truly believed in, you know, God doing something for me, and I, I believed it with my whole heart, man. He came through with the wand and just woo, boom, boom, boom. And just fixed so many jacked up things on me, showed me where I fell short. And man, I went through very proudly and made peace with a whole lot of people that, uh, was mad with me. So, or maybe just misunderstood me. But anyways, I'm just, uh, I'm happy man. I'm happy to be back grinding. Um, don't expect perfection.
(08:26):
If you listening to my show, I ain't, uh, I ain't perfect, so I ain't gonna do this perfect. Take stuff. And, uh, I do get tongue tied. Sometimes I do forget. Um, I'm very smart, but I forget, um, 'cause of, you know, the things that I struggle with, uh, along with other veterans, you know, and yeah, man, so your boy's back. I hope I, uh, motivated somebody by them hearing my voice. I know a lot of people love me and I love you guys too, and I appreciate all of my loved ones, man. My siblings are the best people on earth. My parents are, uh, my children are they freaking all talented. And guess what, man, we about to have so many different avenues of entertainment coming, uh, you guys way and I'm so proud and motivated to get after it. And, uh, it's the first episode back baby, and I don't know how many more gonna come, but it's gonna be a lot. So, uh, get your popcorn ready. Like to used to say, 'cause it's your boy, the veteran. So who you think you are better than? Did you miss me? Tune in the next week's show. Peace.