Spiritual Weirdness and Shadow Work, with Mary Shutan

Black Beryl

Black Beryl
Spiritual Weirdness and Shadow Work, with Mary Shutan
May 07, 2025 Season 3 Episode 6

Today I sit down with Mary Shutan, a spiritual teacher specializing in awakening and shadow work. Our conversation focuses on the weirdness, emotional volatility, darkness, and other challenges that inevitably accompany serious spiritual practice. Along the way, we talk about the diverse range of awakenings, the difficulties of managing kundalini energy, and what to do in the case of a spiritual emergency.

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  • Chapter 23 of Mary's new book ("Engaging the Deep Wild")
  • Preface & Chapter 1 of Pierce's new book ("Preparing for the Journey")
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