Living My Human Design
Hey friend—I'm Nicole Hoover, and this is Living My Human Design, a no-rules, off-the-cuff podcast where I share what it really looks like to live this wild Human Design experiment in real time.
As an Emotional Manifesting Generator traveling full-time across the U.S. in a 25’ motorhome with my husband, life is anything but linear—and neither is this podcast.
Here, you’ll hear me reflect on what I’m learning, the people and places that light me up, the emotional waves I ride, and the deep truths that unfold when I choose to live by design—not conditioning.
This space isn’t about being perfect. It’s about being real. You’ll hear me raw, inspired, emotional, uncertain, empowered—and always, always inviting you to experiment with your own unique design.
No polished scripts. No fixed format. Just voice notes from the road, from my heart to yours.
Because Human Design isn’t something we do—it’s something we live.
Living My Human Design
Episode 34: Trusting the Mess — Strategy, Authority & the Beauty of Not Knowing
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This one's coming to you live from the red rocks and wide-open skies near Zion National Park — and honestly, the landscape says everything this episode is about.
In this episode, I'm getting real about what it actually looks like to trust your strategy and authority in everyday life. Not the polished version. The real one — the messy, nonlinear, beautiful version that an MG like me lives on the daily.
I share what my emotional authority actually feels like from the inside — not the textbook explanation, but the lived, embodied experience of riding the wave and learning to trust it. I talk about how hard it is for me to plan for the future (and why that's not actually a flaw), why divine timing has become something I don't just believe in but rely on, and how I could have never — never — seen myself in this role as an onboarding assistant with Bodygraph one year ago today.
We drove through Zion and spotted mountain goats on the cliffs, and it cracked something open. Nature has a way of doing that. It reminds you that things unfold exactly as they're meant to, in their own perfect timing.
If you've ever felt like your path doesn't make sense, like you can't see far enough ahead, or like your process is too messy to trust — this episode is for you.
In This Episode:
- What it feels like to be in nature and fully in your body
- My honest experience living with emotional authority — the waves, the waiting, the clarity
- The winding path that led me to become an onboarding assistant with Bodygraph (and why I couldn't have planned it)
- Why planning for the future is genuinely hard for me, and how I've made peace with that
- Divine timing — what it means to actually trust it, not just say you do
- What it looks like to be a Manifesting Generator in real life (hint: it's gloriously messy)
- Mountain goats, red rock canyons, and what nature teaches us about flow
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