I Said God Damn! A True Crime Podcast

I Said God Damn! is a true crime comedy podcast hosted by two besties, Stacey and Erin, with the occasional guest appearance from Erin’s dog, Karl. Listen every Sunday where they try to one up each other with the craziest true crime/mystery stories that make the world say, “GOD DAMN!”

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I Said God Damn! A True Crime Podcast

379: Jeff's Meths!

April 19, 2026 • Season 1 • Episode 379

0:00 | 2:15:15

This week Stacey tells us about the eerie disappearances and deaths of eight scientists since 2024: Frank Maiwald, Anthony Chavez, Monica Reza, Melissa Casias, William “Neil” McCasland, Jason Thomas, Carl Grillmair, and Nuno Loureiro, tied to sensitive NASA, JPL, Los Alamos, and defense research that's fueling wild media speculation and conspiracy theories.

Sources:

https://www.pma.caltech.edu/news/caltech-mourns-the-passing-of-carl-grillmair-19592026

https://www.ibtimes.co.uk/unexplained-deaths-us-defence-research-1787733

https://www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/legacyremembers/frank-maiwald-obituary?id=55630404

https://www.reddit.com/r/UnsolvedMysteries/comments/1s3egzy/the_disappearance_of_anthony_chavez_78_from_los/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPmMWeY9A54

https://thesentinel.network/p/the-blind-spot-rocks-are-falling?r=71h4we

https://losalamosreporter.com/2025/05/12/social-media-pages-voice-concern-about-anthony-tony-chavez-of-los-alamos-last-seen-may-4/

https://www.reddit.com/r/socalhiking/comments/1rvhyir/full_investigation_into_the_monica_reza/

https://www.justice.gov/usao-ma/media/1422471/dl?inline

https://www.cbsnews.com/boston/news/mit-professor-nuno-loureiro-murder-new-reports/

https://www.providencejournal.com/story/news/crime/2025/12/19/claudio-neves-valente-what-to-know-about-brown-university-mit-shooter/87842042007/