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Ah, this is so fun. All right. So how awesome. Awesome, awesome. Am I in? Good. You look fabulous. This is gonna be amazing. Okay. And you're recording already? Mm-hmm. You sure? Cuz we, I'm a hundred percent sure. Duplicate this. Mom, this is so freaking cool. I know. And just put the computer on the floor before you sit so we can, before I forget for real though. Right? And they can't see any of that jump? Nope. Well, what, how does this look in the middle? Did you see that? You can't see it. Oh, okay. Because I can close it actually. So then they really can't. Do you want to? Okay, let's just, let's just start. Oh crap. Wait, hold on. It's like, guess we have to get, you said my boobs are too much, but they just look really good. Like I can't, but No, it's really long cle bitch. Like I just really can't hide them. I know. No, you can just pull it up babe. Because you don't like, like just Can you please let me see? I look Gorge. You. You, yes. You're serving face. Turn around please. It's just, I just would really like it. Like seriously? Yeah. Okay. So we're gonna welcome everybody. Yeah. Are you gonna do that? Are you gonna start? Do you want me to start? You can. Oh, okay. Because I was gonna ask you what was the reason you started the podcast. So I guess you can ask me too. Okay. I can ask you like one of these questions. Okay. So let's welcome everybody. Okay. Hey guys. What's up? Welcome to McKnights of Magnolia with Naya and Dana. I'm the mother, I'm the daughter. And today we're just gonna get into some interesting things. I'm excited. I'm excited too. So can you, I know we've talked about this several times, but can you tell me why you wanted to start this project? I feel like it was you that wanted to start this project. No. Yeah. No, because lemme tell you, I was at work, right? And I get a text and you were like, let's start a podcast. And then you were, you're like blowing up my phone with like all the like, do you want me to pull up the receipts? Cuz I can, but no, that's not how I remember. So remember when we were talking about this before you even graduated high school, you said? Mm-hmm. you wanted to do a podcast mm-hmm. And then we kind of brushed it off and then it kind of came back around. Yeah. And then I was like, oh, Nya, I think it would be a great idea for us to do a podcast together. You are right, you're right, you're right. Because you totally just made, like sold it. Like I. Put this whole thing together. Okay. But you kind of did, but I didn't, but Okay. But why did you want to do this? Okay. I'm gonna be so honest. Like, I like, okay. He says braggy. If I say this, I think we're so funny. Like I actually think we're hysterical people and I think that there's not a lot of like mother and daughter podcasts out there. So I was thinking, I was like, oh my God. Imagine like the two of us just like completely being ourselves. Like completely just like, I don't even know. Just like really being like so authentic and crazy as we are. Right. But like for everyone to see. No, that's good. It's like a train wreck, but you, it's like you can't stop watching. Well, I don't think train wreck is the correct word that I used for us I'm just kidding. It's like a hot, hot, I think a controlled mess. I think I would use relatable. Okay. More so than train wreck. I mean, sorry. The first thing about, I guess. This whole podcast. And why I wanted to do it is not to offer parenting advice because I, I don't offer advice. Mm. But I think you and I have a really good relationship where yes, we have our mother daughter struggles this morning, but I was gonna say like 20 minutes before you hit record. I mean, life, life happens. But as I was saying, I think we do have our, you know, mother-daughter issues, our mother-daughter fights, but we have this beautiful ability to come out of it intact. I agree. I think that we have been through a lot of things together, but like all of the things that we've been together hasn't really put much strain on our relationship. Like there's been times like where we've gotten into it bad. Like, I'm not even going to, like, we don't really need to go into detail and we will continue to get into it and like, I think that's just me being 18 and you being like 50, whatever. But I'm just kidding. She's 40 First of all, Sorry. My bad. What we're not going to do is that okay? I am not 50 yet. Okay. You're close. Two years away. Close. Close. Stop. I hit my twenties. You're gonna be in your fifties. That's so crazy. Yes. I know. I know. That's so crazy to me. I was like, I thought I heard something, but I'm like, um, what was I even saying? Like I literally just lost my train of thought. your eyeballs just got, I know, really, really, because I was trying to think of what I was saying before. Well, I just wanted to say again, I didn't want to start this podcast to offer advice. Okay. I just wanted to start this podcast, um, just honestly to start conversations. Mm-hmm. with other mothers and daughters because honestly, ni the mother daughter relationship is one of the most intricate relationships on the planet. It is. It is tricky. It is. It's, it's all the things. It is. And I also think that like we are so comfortable with each other. It's kind of, we are, sometimes I think I'm like, am I a little too comfortable with my mom? I think the same. Am I comfortable with my tar? I'm like, maybe, maybe I shouldn't like be doing this. Or maybe, you know, but we really shouldn't be talking about this cuz I'll just upfront ask her crazy questions, she'll answer. I am not mother of the year. I have made. A ton of mistakes. I will continue to make Glad you can admit that. A ton of mistakes. But again, mm-hmm. the whole point is that when you guys go out into the world mm-hmm. I, I see you as kind, compassionate human beings and not honestly is the number one goal. Mommy. Oh, stop. No, no. It's, it is so cute. Its, it's like I just want, you know, kind, compassionate. Mm-hmm. people and you and your sister both are kind and compassionate and not means a lot to me. I like to think of you as the same way. I like to think like a chunk of you is like instilled in me. Like I am, like, I like to think like I am you. I think we're so alike in so many ways. That's why we go at it all the time. That's exactly why we go at it. And I think like when I get out into the world, I'm just definitely gonna take a lot of, um, skills and a lot of things that I see you portray in your day-to-day life and that I have seen myself do. I'm like, oh my God. Like I sound like my mom right now. Or like, I remind myself of my mom and y'all told me. You told me yes. You told me time and time and time and time again that when I would get older, like I would recognize it and I was like, y'all are so dumb. Like I'm just not gonna recognize this. I say stuff now and it literally comes out of my mouth and I'm like, Lynn, is Lynn here? is Lynn. That's our grandma. That's Lynn, that's my grandma. Did Lynn just spew these words out of my mouth? No, because she possessed you or something. I literally sound like my mother and I laugh. Yeah, but it's like, I mean, I could think of worse people to sound like, so that is true. Like you could be like, I don't even know. Right. I can't think of anyone right now. Exactly. But that's, you know. Okay. Well. Off of the topic that we were just on. I feel like we should like segue, should we talk about our, um, hot topics of the week or hot topics of like, cuz we do this biweekly, I guess we could do hot topics of like every two weeks if you Yeah, you can start. Okay. So everyone, as you know, Trish paid us, had our freaking baby. That is so insane to me. Still. Tricia Payas. I, I don't think I know who that is. Okay, so Sorry. Okay. Does she go to your school? No. No, but there was, do you wanna work with her? No. You just don't. She's a barista at Starbucks. shut. She is not the Marissa at Starbucks. Oh my God. No. But there was a pregnant girl at my school. Shout out to Lyric. I really hope. No ma'am. What? Okay. That completely is coming up. We do not give, we don't do names. Lynn, that's my mother. That's different. Go. Oh, okay. Shout out Pete. Just, just don't even say her name. Okay. Can you please get off your phone so we can do like, I'm doing the Tricia paid thing. Okay. But why do you need, okay, I was gonna, okay, nevermind. I'll sp from the top of my head. It doesn't even matter. Okay, so Tricia paid, be edited out. Yeah. Okay, good. this is going left fast. I told you it's a trade wreck. I know. Okay, so anyways, back to Tricia Peas, homegirl, like, she started off on YouTube, right? And then she was like one of the first like YouTube OGs, right? Mm-hmm. like, she was up there with like, like she was hanging out with like Shane Dawson. She was, um, I'm trying to think of like other people that she was with. They're escaping me right now. Like Colleen. Colleen Ballinger. Um, I feel like you should, like, why are you looking? Like you should be looking at me. We're having a conversation. Okay. So ran sayings and all of them, it's, it's a conversation though. They're the same. You don't look at the camera. You should be looking at me. Okay. Talking, because then that makes it weird. Like you're. No, it doesn't cause the camera's here for us. Right. But it's like, it's a conversation. Okay. True. Right? So it's like you shouldn't be looking at the camera. So I'm gonna need you to just turn to me anyway. It's like Tyler Oakley, can you turn a little bit just, oh my God. We can edit that out. But just turn to me and then just use, and then like, just to me so we're having a conversation. Cause that this feels more relatable than Right. Looking into, you know, like the camera. Okay. So Trish, back to Tricia Payas, she is just like one of the YouTube OGs. She was with Klee, Ballinger, Tylee Oak, Tylee, Tyler Oakley, um, Shane Dawson, all of them, like, they're in like the YouTube era. Like she's been doing YouTube for like 15, 20 years. So who's no she has not. Yes, she most certainly has Naya. I've been on YouTube in the past 15 and 20 years. And you've never heard of her? Oh my God, there's no way. You haven't heard of Tricia Patis? Okay. What kind of videos, what kind of content? Okay, She is like known for having mental breakdowns and like eating a bunch of food and like sitting on her floor and like sobbing and eating chicken legs. Like swear. Okay. I don't need to go on YouTube to see that. No, but it's so entertaining. Like you just have to like, like that's me on a typical Tuesday night. No, but Trisha just does something different. Like, I swear, like, and she's all about pink. How old is this? Trisha? She's like 30 I think. Okay. So she's like all into like pink cheaps and like she has a pink G wagon, sparkle, everything. Like, you know, like she's always like decked out to the nines with like pink stuff. So lately she's been like kind of been getting canceled, like left old her whole career. She's been getting canceled. And then she was known for having like a bunch of STDs. Cause she was kinda slutty. Yeah, she was kind of, so, um, anyways, her doctors told her like she couldn't have. Because of like the way she was living, like her unhealthy eating habits and like, you know, like the drug use that she was doing and like, you know, her STDs and everything like that. And then she did one of those tests. It's like a HG k I think. What is that? I don't know. It's something like pregnancy to test how, like brutal you are or something like that. Oh, like H C G, I think H cg. Yes. That's what it's, I, I think it's been a long time since I've been pregnant, but I believe Okay. It's H C G. So she did one of those and then it was like zero, right? And then a year later she met her husband and then they got married and then they redid the test like the day before their honeymoon. And then her levels were great and they were like, you know what, we're gonna try for a baby. Good. And then she tried, and then because like her whole life, she was like, she took the test when she was like in her twenties or something, and then she was like, okay, well since I'm like infertile, I'm gonna have. which led to a lot of problems. But anyways, so she decided that when she got married, she was like, I really wanna have a baby. Like I, let's try this again. No, really good for her. I love Tricia Patas. Like, there is nothing that that girl can do that would make my, that would make me hate her. Like, I'm sorry. Um, but yeah. So now she had a baby, she named it Malibu Barbie and what she named it, Malibu party. Mali party. Wait, Malibu party. Malibu, Barbie Peas, Hockman, or whatever his last name is. He's Jewish. So be like, like, I don't really know. Mm-hmm. What? Nothing. Go ahead. It's gonna be like a two minute video. No, say like, slutty and Jewish and all these, why can't I say slutty? We're trying to, he is Jewish, is he not? But you didn't have to hockman like that. Like stop. Just, just go ahead. Idiot. Okay. I'm sorry. That's too much. But yeah, she had her baby and I think that's insane. So that's like the biggest thing going on in like the TikTok world. Okay. Well I guess I don't know these people because I probably spend like seven minutes a week on TikTok. Like no, but you wouldn't know, like Tricia Bees isn't just exclusive to TikTok. Like she was on America's Got Talent, she was on Ellen, she was on just a couple. Like she is just like a queen. And I guess I don't watch any of those shows, so I wouldn't know who she, okay, well maybe you just need to step it up and watch more shows. I mean, because I can't believe you don't know who Tricia Betas is. Yeah, I don't know who that is. And like you don't know who Gabby Hannah is? We talked about her a little bit ago. And how she's psycho. No. Okay, well, we'll move on. Well, I, my week has been, you know, pretty, pretty normal. But I just wanted to piggyback off last week when. We lost Athena Mom, it's too soon. And Athena like, no, seriously. So that's our dog. So I had a really hard time, as I'm sure we all did, but I felt some sort of closure when they returned her ashes home. Yeah. I felt, I honestly did. And it's like, I, it was so hard, like over the weekend and then the early part of the week without her mm-hmm. But then it's like, I felt like when they returned her to us, there was a special like part of me that I felt connected, you know, to her. Yeah. I didn't feel so lonely. I didn't feel like, I mean, she's, she's not here, but I do feel like there's a part of her still here with us and still, you know, so that, that was definitely, it's like you felt her spirit a little bit. Yeah. Like, no, you can say that I'm, I'm a firm believer in spirituality. I definitely felt her calmness. Yeah. And it's like I miss her. Mm-hmm. when I'm getting ready in my glam room in the morning, she would come in and completely snore, so unbelievably loud, but it's like, I, I miss that. I missed coming down, making coffee and chicken bacon. Mm-hmm. And as soon as she hears the patch, she, she comes, you know, she comes running when I'm getting ice. She comes, you know, running and stuff like that. So I definitely missed, you know, her doing that. And I was just like, wow. So I did have kind of like a void the past couple days, but then I felt like it was filled a little bit. Yeah. Or I was a little bit more at peace when they returned her. Yeah. So that, that felt good. Well, I'm so happy that you felt that way, because honestly, like, like y'all don't know, Athena has like, She has been a family dog for 11 years. She has been with us through everything like two houses. Like she was a, a guest at my graduation party, She like, literally like, think about it, like she, you see a big like big black pit bull running through the yard and you're like, oh my God, she's gonna get away, she's gonna bite someone. Like, no, she simply just sat her butt down on the grass and like, didn't pay anybody any attention. But like, um, no, it's like you keep, like, it's, it's weird. It's not weird. It's like I'm looking at you and you're looking at the camera. Oh my gosh. Like, no, I'm telling you it is weird. Don't kick me though. Okay. But I'm just letting you know. Like, but like, how am I supposed to know that's what you're talking about if you kick me. Like, because usually that would get your attention and you turn around but it's like, yeah. He's like, you keep, and I'm looking at you and it's just weird. It's like, because it's a conversation, pretend the camera's not there. Okay. Okay. Okay. But yeah, like I was saying, like Athena has just been in our family for years and years and years and years, and it's just so hard, you know, to see her go. But, um, we did use the service Lap of love. Lap of Love is amazing. Oh, it's an amazing service. Love, love, love that service. Amazing service. Um, we were lucky enough to have her go peacefully at home. Mm-hmm. surrounded by, you know, family. Right. And I mean, it sounds like, you know, it kind of sounds like a human. Like no. Cause she isn't, she's a human. She's a human. I don't care. You know, like obituaries. They say, oh, Joe went peacefully at home, surrounded by stop. I'm actually throwing at the, at a funeral. I know, because, but it's like, I, I am so thankful for that service. We were able to keep her comfortable at home. I feel like she wasn't anxious. although I think she knew what was happening, I think she was ready. She wasn't anxious and she was definitely ready. I am thankful that we were able to not prolong her not being well. Mm-hmm. And I think she lived a very good life, you know, even after being diagnosed with lymphoma. Agreed. And then she survived the pneumonia. Mm-hmm. And so it was, it was definitely, um, time, but she led a full life and I am happy to have her home. I'm happy to have her home as well. I think in her sitting like in that area in the house, like that was her favorite corner of the house. It was definitely the like corner. She love even. I texted Ryan and told Ryan and she was like, she loves that dang fireplace. She does, does like a theater. Like she, like, I don't know if you know, but pit bulls, they cannot do heat They shouldn't do heat, so, Like pits and bulldogs, they don't do so in the winter we'd turn on the fireplace, you know, cuz it'd be cold inside and she would sit there for hours and hours on end like we used to have until she started panting and she'd like, she'd still sit there, we'd have to, we'd have to make her move and, or we'd just put her water bowl next door and be like, I don't die. Like I don't really know what to say. She's so silly. She is definitely. And so I'm glad we all can have some closure with that. And so with that being said, I think our audience could really appreciate getting to know their hosts or co-host so bye. So I prepared a couple questions. I prepared a couple of questions for you too. All right. So would you like me to read all mine or would you like to, I think we should do like, you know, one-on-one exchange. Okay. I think that would be really, really, really good. You go first. Okay. And also, just to clarify, we did not show each other these questions. No. I have no clue what her questions look like and she has no clue what my questions look like. So we'll see. Okay. So mine on my phone, what do you look forward to when you wake up? Hmm. I don't know. Usually the fact that like no one's home. Oh my, I'm one's not gonna lie, I love my alone time. Like I, I, when I wake up, it's so quiet alone. Time is good. I understand that. Like every morning for me, like I least Monday through Wednesday, is just like so peaceful and I get to connect with myself. I even medi, I started meditating. Did I tell you that? No, I started. Well that's good in the mornings. Does that, how does make you feel? It makes me feel so good and like so connected. So, so is it a morning meditation or an afternoon meditation? Because I don't remember you ever being up in the morning. Okay, well when I wake up meditation, it doesn't matter if it was morning or no. Think wake up meditation. It is. So yeah, that's what I look forward to. Well, cool. Let me ask you your question. Okay. Yours are kind of deep. Okay. Mine are not Oh my, the question is that I like, yeah. Yours like are kind of like, oh, like they have like some thought behind them because I put thought into my questions. Okay. Well question number one, have you ever charted your pants So honest, you have to answer this honestly. Yes. you have a thought. Yes. You have not. Okay, so now you have to tell a story about your pants, which tummy So I was not expecting you to say yes. No. It involved a couple of packs of sugar-free gum. What? Diet sodas. And like, I, it was when I first started, um, like a low carb diet, like back in the day, like you were so young. Okay. So super duper young. Well, were you pregnant? No. Oh, okay. No, this was after. So, okay. Of course I would be on a diet pregnant. I'm growing a person. I would never, so I, you know, had started this low carb diet and all that stuff and then it was like, um, making all the wrong choices. It was, like I said, everything that had xylitol. Mm-hmm. erythritol or whatever that's called. All the sugar xylitol, all the sugar-free things cancer are causing that you shouldn't have. Yeah. So I, I'm sure had more than I should have. And yes, you pooped your pants. I did not say I pooped you sharded. I asked if, have you ever sharded your pants? I needed to get to the shower quickly. Luckily I was done but yes. End of end of discussion. Dear God, you stay. Oops. So my question is, mm-hmm. what has been the hardest rule to follow? there's a lot of them. Basically the rules that say that I can't do what I want. Okay, so all of them. That would be all of them. No, no, no. Um, honestly like for me it's the littlest rules, like the littlest stuff that I'm like, this is so stupid, why is this a rule? So I'm just like, might as well just break it cuz I just don't see any value in it. And I know that's not good and I'm being like, I'm being honest y'all. But like, if you say something like, like, no food upstairs, I'm like, okay, I'm 18, I can definitely handle like not causing like bugs in the house. Like it's fine, but you can't. And then if there were bugs, can you handle the exterminator wheel? No, but we don't have, when have we ever had a problem? So because we monitor it, that's why. Okay. And so, you know, we would just like for you to respect it and not do it. Okay. And then think of like another like little rule that like makes me mad. Well, I said rule not rules. Okay. So I mean, yeah, that's like a stupid one. Like no food upstairs. I guess that's, I mean, stupid isn't the word I would use, but No, sorry, was that rude? Calling it stupid? Yeah. Moving on. Okay, y'all, I'm just gonna preface this question might sound weird to y'all, but this is like our relationship. Like I have no trouble asking my mother this. How old were you when you lost your virginity? No, Irene McKnight. What? Really? I'm serious. I was 29 years old. You were just not 29. Yeah. There was no when, when I got married. No, there is no way. So you were a loser for that long. Oh, hold it on to your virginity. Does not make you a loser. No, I'm kidding. That is that. That does not make you a loser at all. I was kidding. Not at all. But you're really telling me that you were 30 years, you were. Basically a 30 year old virgin. Is that how you want to go out? A lady never tells. Okay. I respect that answer. We'll move on. Loser. What makes you happy? Honestly, like you guys, my friends, my life here really does make me happy. Like I feel like right now I'm really content in my life right now and like I'm, I'm just honestly like in such a good place. Like I'm just, everything makes me happy. I'm just a happy person now. That's good. Yeah, that's, I definitely want you to be happy. Jake makes me happy. Hey Jake and Jake. So wait, because people are gonna ask, Jake is my boyfriend, um, me and Jake. He is not your boyfriend. No. Jake is my best friend in the whole white world. Like I love Jake. He wants to be a guest on the podcast so bad. Hey Jake. We'll think about it. He said he was like, so he's coming home for his birthday, October 10. And he was like, listen, like can I just please, like, can you please film him an episode when I'm home? He's so funny. He would, why would that be such a good episode though? Okay. Anyways, so yeah, Jake's my best friend. Okay. Um, oh my God. Like the, your questions are like so good. Mine are, I put a lot of thought, mine are like questions kind of like wrong. My questions are raunchy, like I have raunchy questions. I mean, that pretty much explains everything. I mean, I, I am ka raunchy, not like as a person, I, but like my thoughts, I have like raunchy God, that's, I don't think raunchy is the right word. Okay. What do you think the right word is? I would say crude. I like it. Yes. Crude. Crude. Crude. Yes. Yeah, crude. I agree. Okay. Um, how does it feel to be classified as a mil? Per my guy friends? That's gross. No, I'm just saying like, how does it feel gross. because y'all would, but if your dad said, I, I know, but I mean, I'm so, what do you say? I'm not dead. I'm not dead. dad's gonna listen to this and be like, what the is going on here? you not. That's funny. That is so funny. But yeah, all my guy friends are like obsessed with their, they're like, your mom is so high. And I'm like, I can't wait until you're 40. So you want like your mom, let's move on. Ugh. Okay. Yeah. Well, at least they're 18, so at least it's, I'm just kidding. Oh, never. That's really, so, okay. Um, I guess what, what is your favorite family tradition? Oh my God. I could just, okay. I have, I have three. Okay. Two are Christmas, one is Thanksgiving. Okay. What are they? Polar Express Day after Christmas party, Uhhuh and like whenever, like the Macy's Thanksgiving Day parade and us cooking Thanksgiving meal. Like, I love, love. That is, So much fun. I look forward, I love holidays. Holidays, every single year. I love the holidays, like Thanksgiving and Christmas, like that time like, it's like Christmas crack, like there's just like a fire lit under my butt and I'm ready to go. Like I love Christmas. Aw. That makes me happy. It makes me happy. Oh, and going up to the, I don't know if you guys know, but entering, um, where we live, there's literally a Christmas tree lot next door. Oh yes. And we walk over, like every year we walk, smell it. The, the neighborhood smells really good. And then dad follows us with the car so we can bring the tree back cuz we just didn't think about that part. Right. But yeah. Okay. Describe a relationship in one word, chaotic. I like that word. That's good. I like, yeah, I agree. Definitely chaotic. He's definitely chaotic. Oh, sorry. I'm just gonna tell y'all this is gonna be a chaotic podcast. Like a lot of the podcasts are so organized and like we're, we talk over each other and we understand what the other saying, like it's just gonna be a mess. I just, so I don't know. How many boys have you kissed? Did you really just slurp? Yeah. I have to think. Like lowkey. I have to think. No way. Yeah. Do you want me to tell you? Oh wait, you said no name dropping, but why? I can tell you just, okay. No, we don't need names. Okay. I can't count in front of you cuz that makes me feel bad. Fuck. Okay. I'll say like seven. I've kissed seven. Okay. So like when you say kiss, like, I kissed Omar and Jake. Right. Those are two of the seven. You know, like, or like, did you like, Ew, get away from me weirdo. I'm just like, like what? Um, so I don't think it's a, okay. I was, i I'm com I mean, a kiss is a kiss. Like, I think it's fine. Then it's hot. You know, I kissed Connor, why do you continue to drop names? We were gonna bleep it out. I can bleep out the names. Oh, okay. And it wasn't like a Makeout session. It was like a, but it wasn't a Peck either. It was like a, the little in between, like, was this a game? cu I, I don't think I, you know, just put my lips on people because Oh, just. I guess I just don't think of it as a big deal. Like I guess like sex is something completely different and like that is something that is like a bigger deal to me. But like I just don't think that kissing is that big of a deal. So do you not think that kissing leads to I don't think. I mean it can, but I don't let it. I think that is the difference between like your generation and my generation. I agree. Because it seems you guys are so open. Yeah. We are really open with your sexuality and we were not, and I feel like now we still are not. Yeah. You know, like that's something that's private. Mm-hmm. it's, you know, between you and that special someone. But I do feel like your generation just like, it's, it's okay. It definitely is though. Like I, that's a really great way of thinking about it. Like our generation, like we are just so open about everything. Also take a look at Mom's Cup. Please show them, like put the cup in the frame so that they can see it. Like put it like right here. Oh, right here. That's a good cut. We have everything. Um, anyways, so yeah, our generation is definitely like way more open with things. We're way more open at talking about things like, and I kind of like that about our generation. I'm not gonna lie. I like that. We don't have to feel like we have to, like I feel like, like back in the day they were like, sorry, I'm, I think I'm getting sick, but I feel like I rebuke you. No ma'am. Hold my mule. Oh my shout on the side of the road Holiness tabernacle. You are not sick. No ma'am. I'm, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. How was that? I don't know. That was so funny. Oh my God. That made me cry. Nope, I don't even, moving on. I don't even know what I was talking about. Nor do I even care anymore after that. Like, well, good too. What's your next question? Okay. Who is your favorite friend of mine? That's tough. I feel like I've always had like good friends. I will be the first to admit you have really good taste in friends. Mm-hmm. I think there may have only been like one or two people that your dad and I, you know, kind of who I can edit out the name like that we've only given the side eye to, and we never said anything. And then it, and, and it's not like they did anything that we saw or that we heard. It's just, it was just something about that person. However, I feel like I know one of them, you didn't continue the friendship, so it was like we didn't want to say anything because you do need to make mistakes. Mm-hmm. and we, we could have been totally wrong, but it was just one of those things where we let it play out. We didn't say anything and it ended up working itself out. Yeah. And so we never even had to say anything. Right. So, okay. But back to your question, I do like all of your friends, you have to pick one. Jake like, oh, Okay. Jake, I was about to say like, yeah, I love Jake. I love his openness. I love just his everything. Like he makes me feel comfortable. Mm-hmm. I am not guarded around him. And sometimes, you know, I'm like, oh my God, it's Jake. Like I have. holds back a little bit, you know, because I'm like, he's, he's not my son. He's not. You know what I mean? But like I do, I am, I am very comfortable with Jake. I love, I love Jake. Stop. I was like, and, and I love, what I love most about Jake is how he makes you feel. He, like, when I tell you the key is my best friend girl, and I love that relationship. We were on the phone last night and I was telling him, I was like, I don't know if this is me just being like sentimental and weird, but I really think that we're platonic soulmates. Like actually, yeah. And he was like, no, I agree. Because like, I'm not gonna get into it, but we talk about some things that we just can't talk about with other people cuz they would like ship us off to like a loony bin or something. But that's what best friends do. Yeah. That's the best part of having a best friend. Agreed. Okay, your next question for you. Okay. No, also, wait, sorry. Before you continue, we were on the phone and I was reading him my questions and he said, he was like, who's so word of God? If Dana doesn't say me, we're gonna have major beef He was like, he was like, you wanna call me and patch me in If she doesn't say it's me. I totally believe that. I totally believe him. I totally believe him. So, let's see. What do you like most about yourself? Oh my God. There's a lot that I love about myself. That's good to hear. I, I, I hate saying that because I feel like it's. Don't ever be afraid to show like cocky, but like, I genuinely am just like, I really think that I'm genuinely a confident person like you. They're just like, someone could call me like fat, ugly, stupid. Like, I just don't care cuz I just don't believe you. Good. Like, I'm all, like, I'm all the above, but like not. Um, I love my lips. I love my eyebrows first of all. Um, they are good. I have really good eyebrows. I like my quick wit. Um, I like how I can navigate between like, professionalism and, um, I like how I can navigate between like professionalism and just hanging out with you and like my family and stuff like that. Good. So I like how I can kind of like, not like be fake and like switch to with every scenario, but I like the fact that I'm adaptable. Yes. Adapt word. I can adapt very well. I don't, yeah. Fake is not, I mean, we all have different personalities, right? We all have. You know, professional sides. Mm-hmm. we all have our sides that we portray when we're at home. Mm-hmm. we also have that side that we're, you know, that we portray when we're with our siblings. Because I know how from low ratchet side Exactly. But that's not something that you let out at work because it's just, it's just not the scenario that's, that's, that's not the place or the ti That's not the time or the place. Agreed. You know, whatever. But if it ever popped off at work, I'm, I'm perfectly capable of going there. Right. But I've never had to. So, there you go. They've never tested you at work like that. No. So they're never like, Hey, never. I'm here and I'm here. never. Okay. Oh no. It's my turn. Yes. Um, be so honest, like, you're not gonna answer this. I don't actually, I don't even know if I wanna ask you this cuz we're just not gonna answer it. Okay. Like, who's your favorite, favorite, like child? Oh, that's easy. Neither of you. No, because listen, me and Leah, like, I don't, y'all, I'm gonna speak to y'all for a second and I don't know if this is gonna sound bad, but we've had, um, conversations about this. We know who each parent's favorite is, and we are fine with that. We know that I am mom's favorite. And it's fun. Like it is fun. Like I very much am like Kylie Jenner to Chris Jenner. Like, it's fine. Okay. Like we know. And second of all, dad loves, like, Leah is Dad's favorite. Like through and through. Like they ride together. Like they love the same things. They do everything together. And like, I just know like, maybe favorite's a bad word, but it's like, which one would you rather hang out with? Like, I just know that between me and Leah, like for you it's me and for dad, it's Leah. Okay. But it's not, and it's more No, it's, it's honestly more a case of who do you get along with the most at this point? because, and I think it's us. What do you mean? Us? I think we get along most at this point. Some, sometimes you and I get along and then there's sometimes it's like the sight of you. I'm just like, what's this? No. Cause sometimes I hear your voice and it, I like, I literally wanna like punch you sometimes. Nice. Yeah. that is, I hear amazing. I'm serious. Like there's sometimes like, I don't, like you're my mom and don't get me wrong, like, I love you and I have so much respect for you at the end of the day. But like, I hear Niah and I'm just like, yo, what does she want now? Okay. Like, do you not think it's mutual? Oh my God. Do you not think I hear Mom, mom, mom. But if I don't answer in 2.1 seconds No, because why aren't you answering me? Cause I think you're like dead. Like I'm serious. Like that's where my brain goes. Like, if you don't answer, I think you're drowning in a bathtub. I'm in the bathroom. Like I, no, because you might be drown. Like you might have fallen in the toilet. Mom, you're little like, I just don't know what happens. Okay. I'm serious. You are nuts. But no, it's, it's, it's just. No. Or when you leave and don't tell me you're leave and I'm home. And I'm like, where she, but she can tr like, that's what I don't understand because it scares me. I'm like, who broke in the house and killed my mom? Okay, that's a bit dramatic. Right. And then when you don't answer'em, when you're out in your life through sixties, frozen, I'm like, oh my God, she died in a car wreck. Like, I'm serious. Stop. Who's the parent here? That's why I'd be like, what time are you coming? Like, mom, when are you coming home? That's why like, y'all think I'm up to shady stuff, but I'm just like, I miss you. Okay. But like, I feel the same way when you're gone. Mm. It's not the same. Cause I, and especially, and I'm used to be gone. I'm, I'm supposed to be gone. No. But 18 doesn't just give you free reign to just do whatever you wanna do. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. That's true. I was agreeing with you. Oh, okay. It was great. Cause I thought, you know, I was, I was ready to No, I was agreeing with you. Okay, well good. But back to your question, I do not have a favorite it 100%. I don't. It is more. a matter of who am I getting along with the most? Mm-hmm. at that time. And then sometimes it's you. Sometimes it's Leah. So would you say like 75 75. 35? Like is, wait, are those numbers right? I wait, what did you say? 75 35 Nalia. What did you say? 75. 35. What is it? I just don't know. 75. 25. Okay. That's what I thought. Okay. Swear. Okay. Sorry. Every time I think of like, I'm sorry. Every time I think of like the number seven defending of like 5, 15, 25, I know how to count. I know how to count. I know how an account we're cutting that out. Like I cannot out there. Oh my God. Anyway, so I'm gonna ask you another question. So embarrassing. Okay. What makes you feel loved? Hmm. This. What this like our relationship, like when we, like I'm just such a person who likes to joke around and who likes to laugh. Like that is my favorite thing to do. I love to laugh and so when I'm with someone you laugh a lot. We do. We laugh a lot. You do laugh a lot. And when I'm with someone and they make me laugh and like, we're like, and they laugh at my jokes and I laugh at their jokes, like, it just makes me feel so whole and so happy. Like you guys like, you know, and like even like when Leah, let me tell you, when Leah laughs at my jokes, that's when I feel the most loved. Cuz I'm like, dang, it must be really funny. Yeah, she's, if Leah won't laugh outta piece's hardcore She is, she's like a tough freaking crowd. Like, I'll say something, she's like, I'm like bro, like what did I do to you? But when she laughs it's good. It's good. Cause she thinks it's funny. So like I really, she's the litmus test, like she is the litmus. It's Leah approved, it's. basically Leah, she's so cool. Her style's so good. I do love her style. I love her style. I'm about to like, I love that she's not afraid to be her own person. No, she's not. Her style's so crazy quirk to be in middle school and to have that confidence. Like, it's like I remember being in middle school. Mm. I hated that crap. I'm gonna, I mean, no one's loved middle school, but like, I remember being in middle school and it was like, you know, everyone pretty much dressed the same. Yeah. And it's like, I love that Leah has her own style and she's not afraid to, you know, wear what she wears or she is who she is and that's it. And you know, but honestly, now that I think back, Leah has always been pretty sure of herself. She has, she knows what she wants. Remember when, um, I had her in competitive cheer? Mm-hmm. And she comes out and she stomps her foot and she says, mom, I don't want to do cheer. I was like, I mean, you know, like you're being a little dramatic and she's like, I want to ride horses. You in her cheer uniform. Yeah. But then she says, I want to ride horses. And then we got her, you know, like into it. And she hasn't looked back. She knew she's been doing this since she was seven from a very early age. Like what she wanted to do. Yeah. So I do love that. Okay. Mm. What gets you up in the morning? Work. Cool. Let me ask you this, Let me ask you one more, ask you two. Jesus Christ Heaven an honor. Gets me up in the morning. Cool. No, I actually was texting Ainsley today. All things are possible through. and I left my window open and I texted her and she was like, why are you up? It's 7:00 AM And I was like, God woke me up. And she was like, God woke you up at 7:00 AM And I was like, yeah. She was like, you sure did. She was like, I'd be pissed if God woke me up. That explains a lot. No, but Ainsley loves it. Like we love the Lord. Like you don't I But you do. Stop putting names. That's because we're not doing that. We're not, okay. Okay. Sorry. So that'll come out anyway. Can't name names. I'll just bleep out the names. Nope, it's coming out all these anyways, so go ahead. Okay. Um, oh wait, I think it's my turn. No, because I was a quick answer. I'm asking you another one. Did you always think that you were gonna be a good mom? Um, I think first of all, I think you think, I think that I'm a good mom, so I say that because I don't ever want to think. that I have this mom thing down. Mm-hmm. and just, you know, go with the flow or just give up or just, you know, yeah, I've got this because Nya, I don't. Right. It is honestly a struggle every day. Am I making the right choice? Am I being strict enough? Am I being too strict? Am I, I mean, just, just everything. Mm-hmm. it is hard. It's like motherhood doesn't come with a textbook. There is no outlying, there is no wrong way or there is no right way. Okay. And so it is, it is, it is very difficult. And then a lot of times it's almost like a day by day or an hour by hour thing. And my fitness test, again for I guess figuring out or trying to see if I'm a good mother or not, is the way you guys. Behave when I'm not around. Okay. Because I do believe you guys are one way at home, but when you go out into the world, I've never gotten reports of, you know, those are some unruly children. No, I'm gonna say we show her act at home. But like when we're out in public, it's different. Exactly. And so I have never gotten that. And so, yeah. Yeah. So that there's, can I tell you something? Yeah. You're a great mom. Thank you, sweetie. You're welcome. No, I'm serious. Like you are never, like, there's nothing I can't talk to you about. I feel there's nothing like that makes me uncomfortable to talk to you about. And like, I think being like a young girl like that is definitely something that like, I need, like I need to be, I'm sorry. It just, it just means a lot. crying. The first episode. You don't cry. She y'all. She doesn't cry. Come here. It's like a quit. Come here. I did not your fan. Fantastic Thank you. But oh my. I need a beauty blender. Oh my. What the heck happened? I don't know, but should we cut that over or keep it That's my question. I think that is, I don't know. I mean, it it has to stay. It is. That was so real. That was real. Yeah. Wow. But I don't wanna make you cry even more, but what I was saying, like there's nothing that I can't talk to you about. I feel like our relationship, you have just built such an open and honest relationship, even between the two of us and even between Leah and me. we don't give you enough credit, but we know you put your all into us and even dad, you put your all into us. Just like making sure that like especially how we feel about ourselves too, which is something that I think that a lot of moms don't really focus on. They think like, oh, I got dinner on the table. I got this, I got that. Like laundry is done, this, that, and the third. Like that's not like, yeah, that's cool, but like I want a mom who cares about like how I feel as a person. You know what I mean? Yeah. Because you are a person. Yeah. And it's like you and your sister, you guys are everything. Right? You guys are the best of me. You guys are the best of your dad. You guys are the best of Dana and Eric combined and that. That makes us happy. It makes us very, very, very happy. I will admit, raising such strong-willed girls, has not been easy. No, not even a little bit. I gave you a run for your money. Oh, you still give me a run for my money. However, I've always said, you're only little for a very short amount of time. Yeah. And you're going to be like, you're already a young woman. Then you're gonna be like an adult. You're gonna be a full grown woman. And for you to have that confidence and for you to, you know, know who you are very early on, that's gonna take you far. Yeah. And so again, was it difficult raising such strong-willed, confident young ladies? Yes. Yes. Yes, yes. Hell yeah. But it's so worth it in the end. Yeah. And I, we wouldn't change a thing. Stop. You're so cute. You're so freaking cute. Okay. I love you. Um, wait, I think I have another question. Oh yeah, it's definitely your turn. So actually, what is your biggest fear? Drowning. Well, that was easy. So I'm gonna move on to the, no, like, just like the thought of like, not being able to breathe. Like, makes me wanna like, like, like stop. Okay. Move on. Are you getting like, no, that bridges like No. Oh yeah. We know Bridges and that's, I think it's like they go part two and two. Cause I'm scared of falling off the bridge and drowning which is why I'm scared of bridges. So I guess I have only two more questions. Okay. And one is, how would you describe our relationship? Fun. Open. Very chaotic. Chaotic for sure. and I'm trying to think of like a good word. I can't think of like one word for it, but I think like our relationship, like as they just saw, like we are not afraid to feel, we are not afraid of our emotions and to show our emotions. And I know like for us it was hard to do that cuz like, there was like a little bit of time where we didn't really wanna show our emotions. Like, I think like there were times where we were both very guarded, especially with each other. Very, very. But I think now we are moving past that. Mm-hmm. And I think that now, like we are really, I, I'm really happy with the place that we're in right now. But you know, the funny thing is, even though we've always, or not always, or there were periods when we were guarded or like our feelings were guarded. Ironically, our relationship was still open. It was, it was, it just wasn't emotional. But we still, you know what I mean? Yeah. Like, and I know that sounds so weird, but I don't ever remember us not having an open relationship. Yeah. Eo don't say open relationship. Cause that reminds me of like freaking like Will Smith and Jada Pickett like, oh, I'm sorry, You just like go left. I'm so, it's my adhd. Like, I'm sorry I did not pop my Concerta before taking, before this episode. Like, I'm sorry. Should I start doing that or should we? You should. First of all, you should be taking it every day. My Concerta, it's supposed to be taken every day. I'm not taking it every day. Um, do you like me a little unruly? Like for the comedic relief. Okay. So first of all, you are unruly, unmedicated, and medicated. So does it really matter? I be next question. Okay. There you have it folks. So my last question is, it's my turn. Oh, I'm sorry. Okay. What's the craziest thing that you did at my age or like around my age that grandma still doesn't know about today? but grandma, guess what? Your daughter's 48 and you're about to find out and she still scares me. um, lunch lady is mean. Oh, okay. I was away of college. Mm-hmm. my freshman year and I came home for the weekend, but like didn't stay at home and didn't tell her. That's so messed up. That's so bad. That's so messed up. And I went, came back and met like some friends from like high school then. Interesting. Other, I mean, we got like a, um, we all got like a hotel. We did. I mean like, we didn't do, we didn't do anything crazy, but it was like a party. Let's, tell me what's the craziest like thing that you did? I mean, that was the craziest thing I did that she didn't know about. You're so boring coming home and not telling your mom and losing her virginity at thirties. Dana McKnight, everyone like, for real. You really need to pick it up. Goals af. Ask Dana about Boon's farm and see the conversation. She and Lynn knew about that. She did? Yes. Where she, and also, here's the thing about me and my mom. She knows a lot. I don't know everything. And I don't know, she doesn't know everything and she doesn't need to know everything. I don't know. But she knows a lot. Like there, I like graduation weekend. She knew some things and I love you for it. Here's the thing, Naya, you're going to make mistakes. Mm-hmm. I want the very first thing you think of when you make a mistake is, oh my God, I gotta call mom. That's okay. So not, mm-hmm. Oh my God, mom's gonna kill me. No, that is, I mean, that's not saying, I'm not gonna be upset. I'm not gonna be angry, but you're not gonna kill me. Like I know that, like the way that we communicate with each other, it's just in such a way that like, I know for a fact that like, she's gonna help me out first, get me out of whatever trouble I'm in, she's gonna tell me like why what I did was wrong and how to avoid it. Next time she's gonna ask me if I'm okay And then, then next morning. Post, yeah, sorry. Yeah, the order's a little skewed up and then, but this part in the morning, I'm gonna have my butt handed to me. And I know that and I think that we're at that point where I'm just like, I can accept it. Like one of my friends, we were out and we were hanging out, um, at our other friend's house and like there were drinks and I didn't have anything to drink. And then so, but Sammy ended, she ended up picking me up and then so, and then she started drinking and I was like, girl, what are you doing? And then she was like, holy crap. I like, she forgot that she drove like, and I'm like, you know what, girl? Like it's fine. Was that the night you called? Yeah, and I called, she spent the night and I called my mom and I was like, no. Cuz she has like, her parents were very, very, very strict to the point where it's like, Oh, like, it's like, uh, like I like to think that mom's like strict ish, but not like strict. If that makes any sense. No, I'm strict. However, think strict. I would never, ever, ever want you to think it's okay or be so afraid of me being strict that you would drink and think it's okay to drive. No, that, that's the thing. I was like, mom listening. That's the thing. It's like I would never, ever, ever want that. And like, the thing that we could have done that night is I, cuz I didn't drink, so I was like, and I didn't have my car, so I, I was like, I, you, you shouldn't be drinking. You're not 21. Anyways. I could have drink anyways. I was like, I could have driven Sammy's car and dropped her off at home and, but it was like 1:00 AM so I was like, not gonna want to get up, drive 15 minutes to her house. take me back home. Correct. So I was like, listen, because the girl's house that we were at was closer to my house, to our house than it was to her house, to the other girl's house. Mm-hmm. So we were like, you know what, we're just gonna drive. I'm gonna drive her car back to our house and she's just gonna spend the night and she'll leave in the morning. And then she had to leave in the morning cuz I was going outta town that weekend too. True. So it was a mess. But I'm glad that you definitely, I would never want you to endanger yourself or for your friends to endanger themselves. So they're, they're always. Welcome. That doesn't, that's not an open invitation. That's what I do. Stupid things. Mm-hmm. and then think that this is not a crash pack, this is not, it's not a crash pack, but if it happens like every blue moon and like, it's like not even every blue moon. It's like, I think she's used up her, you know? No, she definitely did use it up. It's fine. And it's fine, but like, it's not, it can't be a habit. Like you can't just like, it's wanna get drunk and go to parties and have me and stay at my house. Like, you can't do that. Do I think underage drinking is okay? No. Do I know that underage drinking happens? Yes, I do. Exactly. However, it's like, I, that's, I, you need to make better choices. She, and, and when I say you, I don't mean you specifically, although I hope you do make better choices, me and my friends, but you and your friends. And it's like you don't condone it, but you're not gonna beat my head. if, you know, it happens cuz you know, and it's not like if it was to the point where I was coming home drunk every weekend loud, you know, every weekend. Like that's one thing. Like that would be like, dude, like what are you doing? Like, you are going crazy. But like, I feel like the graduation, like we graduated and there was like four parties in a, in a span of four days and you know, like I drank out a cup. I didn't drink in all of them cause I needed a, the breather like that was just so, you know, we just cannot, like that is not, oh yeah, sorry, I'm cutting that out. Um, but what was I saying? Sometimes I, when I talk like I need to say everything so I can like backtrack and like pick what I want to say cuz like my brain works that way. Um, but yeah. Okay. So my last question, okay. And I think, I think you do know this, but do you know how much I love you? you are so freaking cute. Oh my God. Yes. I know how much you love me. Good. Because I said to the moon and back like times 12 a zillion times there like that was like our thing when I was little. Like, I love you to the moon and back and back again, and back around the moon two times and then I come back home and then go back out around the sun and then go back to the moon and come back home. That's how much I love you. Like that was what we used to do. I was little percent. Okay, so here's my last question. What is some advice that you'd give to me as I'm close to entering my twenties? That's a tough one. Mm-hmm. be you. Okay. That's, I'm not scared of that. And be intentional. I like that. Be intentional. 100%. Yeah. Be intentional. Say what you mean. Mean what you say. Mm-hmm. period. Do you, like, what do you think about like, standing by what you say? Like if you say something and then like, you think like, oh crap, maybe I shouldn't have said that. Like, or maybe, maybe I, I do like, you know, think differently now or like, you know, like if you're like in the heat with someone or like in the moment, do you think like, be like, no, like I'm like, I believe in what I said. Like, stand by what you say. If, if 20 minutes later you still believe what you said. Yes. However, it takes a really big person to admit that they were wrong. Mm-hmm. Yeah. I don't like doing that. And, but it's, that's how you live and learn. You have to take things back sometimes. Yeah. Or I guess the better thing to do would be to not say them at all. Mm. Because I always say to you like, maybe we shouldn't have this conversation right now because we're both angry. Agreed. I say it all the time and then it escalates for no apparent reason when, because I like to have a conversation. Conversation when all we had to do was stop. take a beat to think about things, calm down and then regroup. Yeah. But if you do say something and then later you regret saying it, you do need to be the bigger person and come back and apologize. Agreed. However. Mm. Just because you apologize, it doesn't take back what you said. So you do need to be careful what you say. Words have power. It's like toothpaste. What? Have you never heard that? No words are like toothpaste. You can't put them back in the tube. I have not, but I like that. No, I swear you said that. I mean like you can't put toothpaste back in the toothpaste suit. I'm so philosophical and like sometimes things just like come to me anyways. So I probably did. Did in neat ways Isn't not you thinking like you're like Gandhi or something. I mean Right. You're kind of giving me, if you were anyone. Like if you were like a historical like black icon, like you would be Rosa Parks, like I just see I don't have to be a black icon. Why can't I just be like, because you're a black icon. Okay. Af I'm sorry. Goodbye. Sorry, No, but like I lowkey with those glasses. You do remind me of Rosa Parks. Anyway. You do look like, I'm sorry, but like you look like Rosa Parks right now. Okay. So anyway, we hope that you guys, let's really back it. I know. So I am so thankful that we did this. I feel like we actually got through it and I feel like I could continue to talk to you. All day. Like this is just a normal conversation. When we set this thing up, we were like, we're gonna have like a 30 minute conversation max, and then we're gonna edit it down, and then it's gonna be like 20, 25 minutes, whatever. We were talking for a while. It's one 40, it's 1 45 basically. So I, I, I do love it. And so guys, be sure to stay tuned for more, you know, not next week, but the week after next we have some things come in, we have some things that we're planning. Um, yeah, look out for us. Follow us on Instagram, uh, Facebook, YouTube, YouTube, YouTube. Duh. Like this is where you're watching it on, or some of y'all are watching it on YouTube and some of y'all will be listening to it on the podcast app for Apple, um, which is soon to come. We're posting it on YouTube first, and then we're gonna figure out a few tech things and then we'll have it on Apple Podcast. Sounds good. So thank you. Thank you guys for listening. Thank you guys for watching, and we hope you have a great rest of your day. Just kidding. I'm sorry. You are That was good. That was good. I liked it. I thought it was really funny. Ni, that was fun. That was so funny. I did not expect to cry. Oh my God. You freaking cried. Cried. No, because you actually freaking cried. I cannot watch it. Say it wasn't recorded. Yes, it was. Oh, thank.