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Welcome to Detoxing from The Matrix podcast, formerly known as Soulbriety, where we talk all things awakening, ascension, consciousness, and the recovery of self, soul and spirit from being strung out on the greatest drug of all, the external matrix. This podcast is a place for illuminating conversations that will take you from divided to divine, into purpose and suffering to sovereignty, while we detox the fuck out of your mind, body and soul from all those limited programs of separation, struggle, scarcity and pain. I'm your host Lindsey Carracardi and this podcast is for all the rebel souls who seek to live deeply, authentically and fully expressed as the Divine baddesses you are. 1s Note this episode was originally recorded when it was Sobriety podcast and has been added here to Detoxing from The Matrix. Due to copyright issues on the name Sobriety, I have no affiliation with the trademark Sobriety brand or method. 1s Welcomes vine badasses. Welcome to another divine download of Soul Variety, the podcast where on this episode we are diving into liberating ourselves, sobering up self recovery from being strung out on the Money Matrix. We have an epic conversation today. Welcome, welcome. It's me, Lindsay here, spiritual practitioner, master, spiritual psychology coach, author, teacher, and all around just truth to seeker and liberator. So let's do this you guys. Let's have this conversation in this so I'm really excited for this. So let's go ahead and start. As always, let's just get present, let's just get grounded, let's be here. Now let's take a deep breath in together 1s and just let that breath go. 2s And again, just breathing in. 1s Let's just let go of any preconceived notions or ideas or beliefs about money, about life, about the way things have to be. Because what I know to be true is that each of you are a divine powerful creator. And you get to create right here, right now, from first cause, from this moment, from this moment, you get to create a new paradigm. You get to just side and choose on a new story, a new experience. And that's what we're really doing here today. So I'm so excited to dive into this with you and just coming into this moment, being here now, being here now, recognizing 2s Holmes, who's one of the fathers of new thoughts and science of mind, he tells us that practically the whole human race is hypnotized because it thinks what somebody else told it to think. 2s Just pondering that for a moment and recognizing the actual power in recognizing that that is true, that we have lived under a hypnosis. 1s We all have. The entire collective. We've been in amnesia. We've been hypnotized by ourselves because, yes, we are the creators. You all know that the core of the conversation on sobriety. And this whole movement is coming back into the knowingness of the self as the creator of the self, as the I am self realization. So, right? This isn't a conversation to take and look at and declare that someone outside of us has some power over us, that's been hypnotizing us against our will. No, my friends, right? This is a conversation where it all changes, 1s where we begin to recognize that we are the creators, that each one of us has hypnotized ourselves, and we can recognize the perfection in all of it, right? We can recognize that it's all by perfect, divine design and that now we're waking up for a minute. By perfect, perfect, divine design, we are sobering up. And so, specifically today, talking about sobering up from this conversation around the money matrix, this conversation around the idea that money. 2s A power outside of us. This idea that money has to come from someone else, that some other person, place or thing outside of you has power over your money supply. So I'm curious, how many of you have succumbed to the belief that your money has to flow to you? Maybe from an employer, maybe from some external force, maybe from a parent, maybe from a partner. Partner. Maybe from winning a lottery. I don't know. Right, but it's just this idea that you don't have direct access to your monetary supply. How many of you have felt that way? So another quote by Ernest Holmes tells us that we must be convinced that abundance is the natural state of the universe. To experience and accept abundance in our life. We must be convinced that as we conceive and believe, the universe handles the details. This is the turning point for all of us. This is the turning point for me. This is the turning point when it comes to this conversation around money, around 1s supply, around prosperity. 2s Because we put these ideas out there, we're very much taught, and we learn by watching our parents, that 1s there is this need to have to do something to earn money. Oh, I have to do something to earn my paycheck, right? I have to compete against others to earn my place, to earn my support. But here's the thing. If money cash abundance is part of what brings life, 3s why then 1s would you have to earn it? Now, I'm not saying that there's not a law of exchange playing out. Yes, absolutely there is. There's a law of compensation, a law of reciprocity. There's all cause and effect. It all comes down to cause and effect. So 2s the ascendance, if you will, when it comes to this conversation around money, is recognizing that money is an expression and the third dimensional model of separation, the consciousness of separation, has us believing that I have to do X to get paid. Why? So everything is about like, exchange, right? Yeah. We watch our hours, we punch the clock, and then we want a certain amount in exchange for that hour on the clock, right? And it's all just separation. 2s When we can begin to recognize that, okay, 1s my supply is Divine, and it's going to come to me no matter what. Well, then I stopped needing to, like, tit for tat, like Mark, every single thing. Well, I gave here and I gave this amount of time there, and I want this exchange here, right? And it becomes more of a flow and more of a dance. 1s But to get to this place, we have to be be in full trust. And to get into full trust, we have to 1s know that the Divine is playing out. But guess what can't happen when we're judging where we are? If you are judging where you are, you are blocking the recognition and the trust of the design. That's how we cast ourselves out of the Garden of Eden. Right. I got an episode coming coming up on that, too. But when we judge, when we evaluate, when we make our experience wrong, we cast ourselves out of the Garden of Eden. So in today's conversation, the Garden of Eden we are talking about is the full knowing of your supply, the full knowing of your abundance, the full knowing of the flow of money to you. 2s But you can't get there if you're busy judging where you are. So money is purely an expression. 1s When you judge your money experience, you're judging yourself because your money experience is a result of your beliefs, your ancestral programs, cultural programs, your overall consciousness when it comes to abundant support and wealth. That's it. You guys might drop. We're done now. So for me, I'll never forget that moment when it really, really dropped in for me. I had been struggling with money for years. Through the start of my business journey, I had put myself into insane debt hiring coaches to do abundance work. And the crazy thing is, the coaches that I was hiring couldn't actually help me because they didn't actually know how to bring someone from poverty consciousness to abundance consciousness because they hadn't had to take that journey. Now, please get I'm not making them wrong. I'm not criticizing them. It was my own desperation that I was looking at them, and I'm like, well, they have money. They can tell me how to get into a money consciousness. But guess what? These people hadn't actually gone from the extreme poverty consciousness. I was in survival. I was in drug addiction. I was in scarcity like a motherfucker. Okay? As I know many of you are going to relate to, I was not fucking feeling, oh, I can trust my supply, right? There was work that had to be done. I had a journey I had to take. But I was looking to people who had already had their relationship and their trust with money to teach me how to move into my abundance consciousness. So you can see why that wouldn't work, right? Okay. So after I found myself at the place where I was on the verge of quitting, I was fed up. I basically found my way into my trauma work. I found my way into society subconscious reprogramming. And that's when I really started my spiritual practitioner studies, which many of you know what I'm doing, you know what I'm up to. So after about nine months in my spiritual practitioner studies, I found myself one day, I was standing there, and I was about to get in the shower, and I was in my bathroom, 1s and I was frustrated because I had had a big old month like in sales. But then I had a slow month. I was still kind of fluctuating. I still had the mountain of debt. And in that moment, I didn't feel abundant. So I was still wobbling in between, yes, I'm abundance, and I can do it, and no, I'm not. And what it was dependent upon was the money that was flowing into my experience. So there I was, standing there in that moment, and it suddenly dropped in. 2s All of a sudden, I was just like, so what? I was like, why do I even care? I literally had the thought, who cares if I'm broke forever? Why does it matter? I'm not broke. I'm not poor. I am having a cashless experience. And so what? I literally stood there, and I was like, why do I even care? Why does it even matter? It doesn't matter, right? Money means nothing in and of itself. 1s And there was, like, this instant relief that happened in that moment. It was like, I instantly stopped resisting my cashless experience because I stopped putting meaning upon it. Do you guys get that? I stopped making it mean I was a loser. I stopped making it mean I was going to be broke forever. I stopped making it mean I wasn't successful. I stopped making it mean anything besides the fact that caused an effect. Something I was doing was not opening up the flow of cash, which meant that something I could do could open up the flow of cash, right? So in that moment, the pressure popped. It evaporated, and I, of course, immediately started laughing because I accepted myself in that moment regardless of my bank balance. And that was when everything really dropped in for me. All of the things that I had been studying, contemplating, chasing, it all really dropped in. And I actually stepped into trust. Now, I want you to get that moment wasn't a separate moment that just happened. It wasn't like a quantum leap. I mean, it was a quantum leap. However, it was a result of the trauma work, the affirmative mind treatment, the prayer work, the studying, the meditating, the rewiring, the expansion of my consciousness, right? I had been doing tons of prep work, and in that moment, when it dropped in, that was like the quantum leap. So quantum leap doesn't just happen. A quantum leap happens because it's been being fueled, fueled, fueled, fueled, prepared, prepared. And then the moment that drops in, that's when everything shifts. And that's what we call a quantum leap, okay? But it doesn't just happen. I want to clear that up. So in that moment, I fully, fully got it that my supply comes from within. 1s Now, here's the fun part. Am I going to sit here and tell you that overnight I made six figures in sales and poop, I lived happily ever after? I know those stories are out there, and I don't know if they're real or not. It doesn't matter. I just know that that's not what I'm here to tell you today. Because I'm not here to tell you a Cinderella story. I'm here to share real life, real examples of what it actually takes, okay? And I know you hear that stuff out there and you'll get sold on ideas, cinderella stories that people have no idea how to deliver on. So I'm here to tell you about the real life version that I can deliver on. The version where, yes, I now have a buffer bank balance. I have a buffer bank account, right? And it's got multiple thousands of dollars in there. So I have a buffer. I'm not going paycheck to paycheck if one month is slower. It doesn't matter because I have a buffer of money that I let go out and I let come in. It's not a savings because I'm not afraid to save it. I'm not saving it for a rainy day. I'm not saving it for a what if. I've placed it there to attune myself to being accustomed to having thousands of dollars in a bank account that makes money for me so that everything isn't relying in upon, say, my business, right? And so it's all still exchange, but it's also calibration to the idea of having money in your field. So. 1s And I have a solid five figure amount in my checking account that comes and goes, and I utilize, and it goes in and it goes out, and it goes in and it replenishes. And I've paid down all my credit cards, right? So like $50,000 in credit card debt has been paid down. So I'm here to share this with you because this is the version where, yes, I allow money to flow in and out through me as a result of my supply within in. I'm no longer worried is the point. I no longer have to freak out when I have to pay something. If something needs a repairing and I have to spend $2,000, it's okay. I trust that I let the money go out and then the money comes back in, and that's exactly what has been happening. Right? So this is also the version where I'm still learning how to navigate cash on this level and that I'm going to begin to invest cash on this level. This is the version where I'm still expanding into having a cash full experience, where I am a match to the money I am experiencing. Because you guys, here's what I really want you to get right. There is a whole entire evolution that has to unfold. Just like when you get sober from drugs or alcohol or you leave and you're healing from an abusive or codependent relationship, same thing. There's a whole entire evolution that has to unfold. When you go from lack, scarcity, trauma and poverty consciousness to a consciousness of abundance and prosperity, your nervous system has to catch up. Mine did. Your skill set has to expand, just like mine is currently. Right? I love where I'm at right now because now I know it's all part of the process, but to get here, I had to accept exactly where I was. Right? Because what I'm tired of is this idea that I was chasing. I'm tired of hearing people selling an idea that you start a business and five minutes later you have ten K months. And all your problems are solved when you have that ten K months. Right? It's a sales tactic and it's not helpful. It's harmful. It's in a luring, prey on the desperation that so many powerful, powerful souls feeling that I was feeling. 1s And I went through. And I know some of you are going to relate to it, right? So it's time for us to raise the bar. That's why I'm sharing this. It's time for us to get real about what it takes to liberate ourselves from generational money bullshit. It's time to be real, raw, and authentic. And it's fine, right? Like, if someone doesn't actually have to take that journey because they already had money, trust, that's great. Great. I am mad at you, boo. I am mad at any of you. But there are a whole bunch of us that you can't help because you haven't taken the journey that we're here to take, right? We're liberating fucking poverty consciousness. And someone who has made a seven figure empire from hustle based marketing that's grounded in bro marketing and 3D scarcity is not going to be able to help the healers and the light workers who want a new paradigm of abundance and ease and grace and flow exchange compensation based on embodiment. Not hustle. It's a different paradigm, right? So that's my point. It's not to make them wrong. It's to just bring awareness that there are different journeys playing out. And I mean, my journey was perfect. I'm not mad at my journey. I'm not mad at any of the coaches that I hired that couldn't help me. They all serve me. There are things I learned from them, and now I understand even more powerfully, right? I understand that 1s I'm here to do something different. I'm here to shake up paradigms, which means I'm not here to create success in the old way and then tell you how to do it this way. I'm here to do it first and then share with you what didn't work, so you can do it too. That's the way we fucking evolve, right? It's all the old paradigm is crumbling. Money itself is evolving. And everything only has the power you give it. 2s Everything only has the power you give it and all limitation only exists in your mind. So true abundance has nothing to do with cash. 2s It has nothing to do with the cash in your life. But if you're feeling abundant but blocking cash, there's work to do. True abundance is trust. True abundance is loving where you you are because you know it's perfect. True abundance is I could have zero in my bank account, but if I need two grand, I know it's there. True abundance is yeah, great. Have the cash, have the investments, have the money working for you, but don't be ruled by it. True abundance to me is expression. It's living, it's life, it's grace, it's trust, it's it's faith, 1s it's knowingness, it's a giving of your services, it's a giving of your gifts from that place of just knowing and recognition. 2s And trust that you will be supplied for it's. The knowingness that it all comes from within you. So holding back your gifts is a form of scarcity. 1s Holding back your wisdom, not embodying your design. 1s Playing your part in this evolution is scarcity being ruled by the what ifs. It's all scarcity? It's time to step in the abundance now. And that is my invitation for you today with this conversation. That is my invitation for you this week. I'm going to be doing content on this all week. I'm going to be hosting a masterclass on this, so stay tuned for that. If you're watching this weeks later, I'll leave the link in the chat below, in the copy below, because it's time. There is a new paradigm being born in every area of life. And all I have to ask you right now is what are you declaring for yourself in the realm of money? Are you willing to sit back for one more moment believing that your supply comes from outside? That's the sobering up. The sobering fact is that you are the supply. You are the creator of all of it. All of it. And you have all of the power to unlock floodgates of abundance and prosperity into your life. You have it right here, right now. I know it. I declare it. I've unlocked it within me. So I know it's possible for you, because you are me and I am you. And we are all the one fucking mind on this planet. And it is time for all of us to know and reclaim and resurrect our divine birthright as conscious creators, right? Recognizing that, yes, we have created a paradigm that has enslaved us and trapped us and hypnotized us. And that was perfectly by design, because that paradigm was a reflection of our own separated consciousness. And now is the time to create a new paradigm of connection, of unity and oneness. And that can all just fade away. You ain't got to fight it. You ain't got to fight the big banks. You ain't got to fight the system. It's going to crumble away once we start energizing our own divine oneness, our unity and our power from within. And that's the movement I'm here to bring. That's what sobriety is about. You guys got me fired up. So if you're here for that, stay tuned because more is going to be coming on this. 1s If you are here for that, let me know. It you guys. Don't hesitate. Share this podcast with somebody who needs to hear it shoot. Come visit me on social media. Reach out and let me know if you are inspired by this, if you are lit up by this, if you can feel the truth of this conversation in the core of your being. I love you all for being here. Let's just take a big deep breath in together. 2s And letting go, 2s just knowing again. Earnest Homes we must be convinced that abundance is the natural state of the Universe. To experience and accept abundance in our life, we must be convinced that as we conceive and believe the Universe handles the details, stop evaluating where you are. Accept it, love it, honor it, and choose the choice truth of who you are. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I will see you guys in the next episode, sending you all so much love. 1s Hey, divine badass. 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