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Welcome to Detoxing from The Matrix Podcast, formerly known as Soulbriety, where we talk all things awakening, ascension, consciousness, and the recovery of self, soul, and spirit from being strung out on the greatest drug of all the external matrix. This podcast is a place for illuminating conversations that will take you from divided to divine, into purpose and suffering to sovereignty, while we detox the fuck out of your mind, body, and soul from all those limited programs of separation, struggle, scarcity, and pain. I'm your host, Lindsey Carracardi, and this podcast is for all the rebel souls who seek to live deeply, authentically, and fully expressed as the divine badasses you are. 1s Note this episode was originally recorded when it was Sobriety Podcast and has been added here to Detoxing from The Matrix. Due to copyright issues on the name Sobriety, I have no affiliation with the trademark Sobriety brand or method. 2s Hey. Hey, divine badasses. Welcome to another Divine download of Silveriety podcast, where on today's episode we're talking about getting high on that Matrix supply. I'm Lindsay Carracardi, and I am here, your fellow Seeker of Truth. I'm a new thought spiritual practitioner, a master spiritual psychology coach, a teacher, a speaker, and a twice published author. And today I'm really excited. I always say that, but I'm really excited to dive into this conversation because this is where it's really all coming together. So many of you know, I have struggled with addiction and alcoholism, depression, anxiety, all of these things that really had me locked and struggled all throughout my 20s till my early 30s, until I had my awakening in my early thirty s. And I really started to shift and change and expand and free and liberate myself. And today's conversation is really bringing the entire journey together and what it was all about and passing it on to each and every one of you so that you can understand more about what we're actually doing in this life, this thing that we love to call The Matrix. So let's take a deep breath in together and just kind of come into this moment. Just inviting you in, right? Inviting you to be here. 2s And exhaling out, letting go, 2s just inviting you to let go of any preconceived ideas, any preconceived notions, any fixed beliefs and letting yourself just settle in to this moment to just receive. Because I recognize you. I recognize you as me and I recognize me as you. And I just recognize that it's all one thing playing out and we are all one and we are all connected, did. And we are all in this thing called life together. And I know I declare that the purpose of this thing called life is this very moment. It is this awakening, it is this time that we are here for, that we are living in and it's this expansion of our consciousness and this knowing of truth. And so today I just declare a podcast of truth. I declare an illuminating, expansive conversation where you get whatever it is you need for your own consciousness to expand just a little bit more, for you to remember a little bit more of your own power. And I just released this up, opening this conversation, knowing this space is blessed, knowing that we are here together to have these conversations. 2s So getting high on the matrix supply. As I was prepping for this episode, I was doing some reading and I was looking up some definitions because I really, really do love words. And my entire human design, my entire purpose, everything about who I am is about being this translator of consciousness and this translator of inspiration. So I think that that's really what plays into my love for words and the meaning of words and where they come from and how they change over time. And so I was looking up the definition of matrix. You guys are going to love this. Okay? 1s Today we're talking about getting high on that matrix supply. And I'm going to link a couple of other episodes down in the description that kind of will back up this episode where we talked about the matrix and all the different kind of elements and what we're doing here. And I think they'll go nicely with this. So you can go binge out on those when you're done with this one. But the definition of matrix, there's quite a few definitions and I just love that no matter which one we run with, they all fit perfectly into the truth bombs that we are about to drop today. These are like quantum fucking truth that we're just going to shatter paradigms with. Okay? So the definition of matrix one was an environment or material in which something develops a surrounding medium or structure. 2s So I want to bring your attention to an environment or material in which something develops. 2s Okay, 1s then we also have a biological definition of matrix, which is the substance between cells or in which structures are embedded. 2s Also a fine material used to bind together the coarser particles of a composite substance or biological definitions. And we also have mathematical definitions that state a rectangular array of quantities or expressions in rows and columns that is treated as a single entity and manipulated according to particular rules 2s treated as a single entity and manipulated according to particular rules and an organizational structure in which two or more lines of command, responsibility or communication may run through the same individual. 3s And did you know that matrix origin in Latin is actually 2s mature, which was mother in Latin, which then translated to matrix, which was originally a breeding female? 1s So matrix comes from mature, which is Latin for mother. And matrix is breeding female to matrix in late Middle English was womb. 2s So imagine that, that the matrix is actually a womb. 1s And here we are coming back to our first definition of an environment or material in which something develops the surrounding medium or structure. 2s We talk shit about the matrix, right? Like it's this bad thing we want to free ourselves from. 1s But what if 2s and here it is, right? We talk shit about it and we talk about it like we want to free ourselves from it because we interpret as something separate to us. 4s We believe it's separate and we don't have power over it. So what if we started seeing it for what it was? A womb, a surrounding medium or structure where we are being developed, an environment or material where we are being developed 4s a rectangular array of quantities or expressions in rows and columns that is treated as a single entity. Are we not a single entity? We are. We've just forgotten that we are. And are we not manipulated according to particular rules? We are. The question is what's doing the manipulation? Well, it's all us because it's all one thing playing out and the getting high, the being strung out on the matrix supply is the idea that the answer is out there. The blame is out there. That there is anything other than you, anything other than me controlling your life experience, controlling this matrix. Right. Because it disempowers us when we look at the matrix. 2s Externally as something to be fought against. 1s So yes, I will 100% say it's like we've created it to ensnaring and entrap us because 2s we don't know 1s what's next, right? We've created snare and entrap us because maybe that's where the development is, right? There's like a thousand reasons the list can go on and on. We don't really know. And we have to get to the place where we're okay with not really knowing. So that's my question for each and every one of you today. Can you get to the place where you're okay with not really fully knowing? Can you be okay with beginning to recognize 1s that there are no fixed answers? 2s And how would that change things for you? Right? Because it doesn't matter if we're talking about the money matrix, the matrix of religion, the government related societal matrix. It's all an environment or material in which something develops. 2s Crystals develop in a matrix. Did you know that? When you pull like a crystal out of the ground and it's usually in a matrix of something else? So what if this matrix we're in is not something to be fought against or feared, but rather 2s surrendered to from the place of knowing your higher self, knowing your God self, knowing that this is all spirit and that you are being crystallized here. So instead of seeing it as an enemy, because that's the duality, right? Oh, there's this enemy outside of me and I have to fight it. And that's the perpetual fight that all religious texts talks about. 1s And it's this fight against the external world and then this seeking in the external world for the answers that are only found within. 3s Crystals don't fight. They're formed under pressure, in time, 2s from within themselves. 3s Something to think about, right? And when you look at the definition of being strung out or getting high, physically debilitated, two addicted to a drug or three, intoxicated are stupefied from drug use. 1s So can we say that we can look around and see people that are strung out on the matrix? Hell, yeah, we can. Because I see addicted people everywhere. Not just drugs. I see people addicted to money, sex, gambling, drama, fear. Oh, my God, the fear addiction is huge, right? If they're not afraid of something, they don't know what to do. And those same people are intoxicated and stupefied from their injection of the fear drug, of the money drug, of the food drug, of the sex drug. Right? And I say stupefied because have you ever tried to sit down and have a conversation with someone who's strung out on fear? Someone who's spiraling in codependency, desperately seeking through their story in the external world? I just need this person. I just need this money. If I could just and your words don't even impact. They don't even land. They don't even make a dent. 2s Is that not being stupefied? 1s I don't know, is it? 1s To me it is. Right? 1s And so there's this very real we have this tendency to 1s seek answers outside of ourselves, to seek the thing. We've been talking a lot about this lately on this podcast, talking about it in regards to money, we've talked about it in regards to codependency in a lot of different areas. 1s And we seek, we seek, we seek out there. And we blame, we blame, we blame, we blame out there. 1s And there's this, like, almost physiological relief that happens when the victim consciousness, the victim program is activated and running the show inside of somebody. And there's a lot of this being triggered right now, you guys, because right now we have got to clear out the depths of the victim in your consciousness. 2s Because you cannot continue to believe you are a victim of anything and powerless over anything and step into the development you are here to have. 1s Ascension, new Earth. All of these conversations that are happening, this rising of consciousness, asks us to take radical person accountability for what we're experiencing. Many people are not ready to do that 1s because they're is a release. There's almost a relief that happens when someone sits back and is like, oh, I don't have to say my problem. I don't have to deal with this. I mean, I'm going to tell you right now, I could think of quite a few times where there was something I felt needed to be said or needed to be addressed, or maybe it was a difficult conversation that I didn't really want to have or ownership over something I didn't really want to take. 2s Right. And as I would fluctuate back and forth, should I, shouldn't I? How do I handle this? What do I do? It was always easier to slide into anger or blame of the external world than actually going within and doing the work internally to release and look at my own beliefs and parts that kept needing this situation to unfold the way it was. Right. There's a relief that happens when it's like, oh, I don't have to go say the hard thing. Oh, I don't have to address the person I'm afraid of. 1s Right. When COVID and everything first started and I was so. 2s Angry because I could feel in my gut something was off. And I could feel in my heart that there was a very mass propaganda thing happening and that the truth wasn't being told. And I just knew that it was fuckery. And I started watching people buy into it. I started watching people panic. 1s And what I can see now is that it was all perfectly developed for my own development. So it's almost like, if you could imagine, there I am, right, and I am this 1s player on some other dimensional level, projecting my consciousness into the metaverse, which is just planet Earth, which is this matrix, this fucking game that we're playing in. And they're all these characters around, and some of them are real, other consciousness is being projected in. Some of them are nonplayer characters. They're just automated. They're there to be the matrix, they're there to be the backdrop. They're there to show me and embody the things. 2s That I'm releasing 1s their hold on me. Do you guys get this right? So through the exact playing out of COVID of all of it nonsense lockdowns government lies, corruption, fraud, incompetent leaders all of these things that we have watched playing out 2s I can see how perfectly designed it was was for me to step into my sovereignty and liberate myself from getting high on the matrix. Because I used to get real high on the matrix. Even after I got sober from drugs and alcohol, I was getting high and getting angry and judgmental at the government, oh, you're not doing it right. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Right? But was I actually taking any action to make it better? Not really, because it was easier to just complain about what was wrong. 1s Right? And then I started shifting into sovereignty. I started shifting into my own leadership. I started liberating myself. And the more that I did that, I did this through COVID. I did this through my business, right? Financially and monetarily freeing myself from that money matrix, birthing myself out of the money matrix and into a freedom matrix around on money and finances came as a result of my business, emotionally and mentally, that came as a result of COVID and everything that we've watched unfold over the last three years. And I'm going to tell you guys right now, it ain't over yet. 3s These next two months are going to be a wild ride. I guarantee it. They're going to be a wild ride. It's prophecy. 4s It's perfect, though. It's not something to fear. It's perfection because it is designed. You are here consciously. You are here listening to this podcast for a reason. You are called to my Facebook community for a reason. You're here for a reason. Your consciousness is leading you through choices that are all for your own development, 1s right? So stop getting mad. Mad at what you're creating because it's perfection. It is there to show you something, right? Stop judging it. Stop resisting it. Stop getting mad at it. Surrender to it. Get your mind right and connected to spirit. Expand your consciousness out into oneness. Heal your fucking trauma already so you can stop getting hooked into the separation and the blame and the suffering and you can remember who you are 2s and be the creator consciously that you came here to be. That's what this is all about. 3s If you're in this loop of getting high on the Matrix supply, looking out there thinking, if I just have the money, I can relax. If I just have the partner, I can relax. Oh, if I just if this just happens, I can relax. No, 1s your work is to become that from within yourself, and then everything outside of you is going to sort itself out. And when 1s the womb space that we are in, aka the Matrix, 1s does its thing because other people are also being burned, you guys, it's like we're in this collective womb space with who knows how many other conscious souls and nonblayer characters 2s we're all in here. And you have to begin to recognize 2s its perfection no matter what it's doing, right? So if you were getting triggered, if you were getting hijacked, if you were getting pulled out there to get high out there, your work is to come within, into your consciousness. Develop your spiritual connection with God, source, spirit, creator, infinite intelligence. Whatever you believe is out there. 1s Heal your trauma and reprogram your subconscious so you can actually hold the consciousness. It's not enough to just be a high consciousness. You have to be an embody high consciousness to be embodied. You've got to regulate your nervous system, clear out your subconscious mind and embody your human design. That's what's going to make it feel natural and comfortable and celebrated to be who you truly, truly, truly are here to be. That is the work, my friends. That is how you sober up from the Matrix. That is how you claim your sovereignty, and that is how you birth your purpose and you step into your design to shift this whole evolution forward in a way that is going to satisfy you. And that is what we were talking about in a more deeper level. Over in the Money Matrix detox group on Facebook, I'll leave those links below that's the community. We're getting down, we're getting deep, we're doing lots of trainings. And I also have Mastermind starting soon, you guys, for those of you that are really ready to take this work deeper, I'll leave the link for that in the description as well. You can come and join us in the free community. Can go even deeper in the Mastermind kicking off soon. And maybe you want to go and do your work with somebody else, that's fine too. But the point is, go and do your work. 1s Go and do your work. This is the time for the dedication, the devotion, the discipline because it is going to get rockier before it gets smoother. This is the birthing, the birthing pains are starting the contractions. Think about it how you will but there is no putting this baby back in born and we are here for it you guys. So I would love to hear from you, I would love to hear your takeaways, love to hear your AHAs don't hesitate to share this with somebody who may need to hear it. I'll be ready and waiting to welcome some of you into the community. Just go forth out into the world you guys. Recognize. Remember who the fuck you are. You are not here for the looping, right? If you're listening to this, you're here for a reason. Honor at. Recognize. Remember. It is your time. It is your time. It is your time. I love you all. I'll see you in the next episode. I look forward to it. Go into the world, bring your magic. Let's do this thing you guys because we are all one where? Let's do it. You are so supportive, you are so loved and I'll see you guys soon. Bye. 2s Hey Divine Badass, thanks again for tuning in and being here on Detoxing from The Matrix, where we talk all things awakening, ascension, consciousness, and the recovery of self, soul and spirit from being strung out on the greatest drug of all the external Matrix. If you know someone who would benefit from our illuminating conversations, please don't hesitate to share this podcast with a friend. And if you loved this episode, episode, or the podcast as a whole, don't forget to leave a review. It really helps spread the message and expand the collective. Don't hesitate to connect with me over on The Socials. You can find me all over the place at I Am Lins Karacardi. I've really been having a blast over on TikTok with some great content and conversations. You can also find me on IG or in my Facebook community, The MoneyMatrix Talks. Be sure to check out the links below in the description for all the connections on social media. Other ways we can connect, some free gifts and resources that will support your own awakening ascension, as well as ways that we can work together.