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Welcome to Detoxing from The Matrix, the podcast where we talk all things awakening, ascension, consciousness, and the recovery of self, soul and spirit from being strung out on the greatest drug of all, the external Matrix. This is a place for illuminating conversations that will take you from divided to divine pain into purpose, and suffering into sovereignty, where we detox the fuck out of your mind, body and soul from the limited programs of separation, lack, scarcity, struggle and pain. I'm your host, Lindsay Care Cardi and this podcast is for all the rebel souls who seek to live deeply, authentically and fully expressed as the divine badasses you are. 1s Hello, hello, it's Lindsay here once again, your favorite glitch in The Matrix new thought, spiritual practitioner and mental projector. Welcome to another divine download of Detoxing from The Matrix podcast, where today's episode we are closing out this three part series on good versus evil and we're really going to look at today what the fuck is God and why does it even matter? We are just going to have a conversation today that is going to bring some questions and some doubt in order to bring forth an evolution of our understanding of all things divine, of our understanding of God, of our understanding of purpose and what the heck we are even doing here in this thing called The Matrix when we seem to be so inundated with these very real concepts of what feels like good versus evil and the ongoing battle between darkness and light. We're going to break it on all down. So just join me. You guys welcome. Thank you for being here. Let's take a deep breath in together as always. 3s And exhaling out and just dropping into this moment, being right here, right now, really just recognizing the divine perfection that is this thing called life, recognizing the power of you, the power of me, the power of all of us, the truth. And that truth is that it's all one. We are all one. It's all one infinite experience and infinite expression of of consciousness, of intelligence, of presence, of spirit manifesting here in form as you, as me. And what I know to be true is that we are not these bodies. We are not these minds. We are not this world. We are not the money. We are not our health. We are not our circumstances. We are something so much more, something so much more, infinitely intelligence. You are, I am. We all are. And I just declare today a powerful conversation, expansiveness awakening, insights. AHA, that I just bless this space, that I bless you in your divinity, I bless you in your magic, I bless you in your power, in your creativity. I bless you in being who you are, which is a divine expression of the one mind, the one source, the one spirit. And we are all walking each other home. So thank you, thank you. Thank you for being here so blessed, so grateful as I am coming to you from the beautiful snowy day in the mountains of Colorado, dumping snow outside. My husband has left for Australia for two weeks, and so I'm reveling in the spaciousness of having the Rvl to myself and just going within and deepening my own understandings and my own insights and my own perspectives and really utilizing this gift I have of doubt as a mental projector in human design. I have a defined channel of doubt, meaning I am designed to doubt things. I am designed to ask questions because I am designed to bring forth answers that make you go, that make other people say, wow, I never thought of it that way. That is literally what I am designed to do as a mental projector. So this podcast has really allowed me, the space and creativity to master this gift and revel in my gift of sharing insights and perspectives that make people stop and go. Now, as always, sometimes that triggers people. And that's where it's my work to just be okay with that. And I know that this series has triggered some people, and there are people who don't agree with it and people who love it, people who hate it, people who think it's the greatest thing ever and everything in between. 2s And that's all the perfection, right? Because this thing called God, 1s this thing called God, 2s your God, my God, this religion God. No God. I doubt God. I firmly don't believe in God. My God's. Right. Your God's. Right. God's, plural. On and on and on and on it goes. Right? How can we ever know who has it right? Quote, unquote, who is the most correct? The answer is we can't. And the truth is that all through history, we can catalog infinite moments of abuse, of war, of aggression, atrocities being done in the name of this being called God because, oh, you don't agree and you're a threat. And my God's. Right? And God wills it. And all of the crazy things they used to say back in the days of the Crusades, the Crusades for the Holy Land. Right? We have to take the Holy Land back from the sinners. And on and on and on it goes. Predominantly the three large religions of the world the Islam faith, the Jewish faith, the Hindu faith, and, of course, the Christian page. Sorry, four 1s and strife between. All right? We can go to any part of the world and look at where and how. 1s The believers in particular faiths fight each other and kill each other. And one thing that I have come to really know and feel as truth within myself is that that is not the will of God. That is the will of humans, of mankind 1s trying to force their own results, outcomes and powerlessness onto others 1s and hiding behind it being the word of God or the will of God or I have to rescue you. Salvation. On and on and on dogma right? On and on and on and on it goes. Now, I really want to blow it out of the water today with a new perspective. Not that it's new, this is actually you can find this perspectives in some of the old Yogic teachings and the Hindu faiths and various places. But the idea that God is nothing more than a higher, highest state of consciousness. 2s And that what the Christian faith looks at as Satan devil is lower states of consciousness, right? Now, before anybody gets their panties all in a bunch, let's just talk about this. Let's just ask questions, because how do we know 2s this idea that God is at, like, an all powerful being, if you will, in the form of, like, a man in the sky or an all knowing or all divine being? That doesn't really make sense to me. In my bones, in my cells, in my knowing. That doesn't really make sense to me. Now, do I believe that there are beings of higher consciousness 100% that perhaps humanity has interacted with? And this is where a lot of these stories come from 100%, I believe that. But God, as in the God, the one, I believe is something so much more than a quote, unquote, a being, a presence, right? I believe God just is. God is, and there is no label or justification or name. This is why we cannot ever know or speak the true name of God. It is unspeakable because it is unknowable. 2s How could something that is so vast and so expansive and so infinite be knowable to our limited human minds? It can. And when we try to make it knowable to our limited human mind is when we invert the name and the will of God and we do horrible things to each other from this place of separation operation and trying to conform God into the limitations of the human mind to understand and label right. Voltaire said, doubt is not a pleasant condition, but certainty is an absurd one. 1s Certainty is an absurd one. 1s And I love this quote because I feel that so much of the atrocities that we have inflicted upon one another through the years of history in the name of this or the name of that or the name of God. 2s For resources, 2s right? Because what is that but another form of God? 2s The things that we have done operate from this place of certainty 1s and how can we ever be certain 1s in something that we have no capacity to fully know the whole truth of while in these forms and persistent leaving the world with our human minds and brains, how can we ever be certain? Right? The answer is we really can't. And that's why having the hard, quote, unquote challenging conversations about 1s beliefs and things like God or religion or culture or money or identity, it's like these things that we believe are so 1s it is what it is. That's the truth, right? Anytime somebody's like that's just the truth, I sort of like, okay. And I will limit my discussion then because it is very much a need of the intellect and the ego to define things. Now, I understand also that as we are navigating through this world and this experience, we need to have definitions of things, right? Like I need to be able to look outside and understand that that over there is a tree and I don't want to walk into it or oh look, a stop sign. I want to stop here, right? Because there's obviously things that the brain needs to be programmed with to process and label and define what it is and define its consistency. Define like, oh, okay, there is a crocodile over there. I don't want to try to go pet it, right? Because if I had to sit around and think through every single what is that? And then I have to figure it out and then I have to think about it, that's going to be wasting so much time, energy and focus and internal resources and we would just never get anything done. Like if we were just sitting around perceiving the world with no definition. 2s What would be the point, right? And so all of the need, you know, the definition and the labels and the understanding of things is wonderful for the efficiency of the brain, OK? It's wonderful for interacting with the world and not walking off a cliff. Because you understand that there's nothing on the other side of the cliff and you're going to fall and you really get hurt or die if you walk off the cliff. If you don't know what a cliff is, you may very well try to go walk off it. So where this starts to get distorted is when we try to apply the same certainty 1s to atheric undefinable concepts such as God. 3s Because you guys are ready. You want to have minds blow, right? Mind blow moment. 1s Even the things that we think are so defined in the world are not. Because I can look out my window right now and there is a fence and a tree, which to my mind those are solid wood, right? If I walk into that, it's going to hurt, it's solid. And yet I could go journey into the Himalayas or parts of Asia where there are these martial arts masters who have understood the manipulation of energy and understood the fabric of reality that they can literally put their hands through solid objects. The monk in the cave and putting his hand through the wall. People who are telekinetic can move things with their mind. Now, the definition says that I can't move this highlighter closer to me with my mind. I have to reach out and I have to grab it. But why then are there people? Like if that was a hard, fast rule and that was the only way it was and that was the ultimate truth, then how is there people who can move stuff with their minds? Right? So that's the point. The point is that everything we think is fixed and definite is not. And we suffer and we do harm and this ripples out all the way to all of a sudden we're wiping out entire populations in the name of one God or another God because we're so certain that that is the way it is. Now, I deal with people every single day who really hate what I post. They don't like what I say about money. They don't like what I talk about God and spirituality and religion because they're very adamantly committed to believing. Let's use money, for example, that money is hard to make or it's the root of all evil, or it can't be that easy, or they don't have enough. They have to work hard. 2s And they genuinely believe that there is a man out there, the man who is trying to hold them down. And they see themselves as separate to it. They see themselves as separate to it. So it continues to perpetuate this existence of being held down by this system, by the man that they are not a part of, but they are just being victimized by now. 4s They are certain in their belief to the point where 1s sometimes people will say rude things, they will say judgmental things, they will judge me, they will insult me, because anything, as long as I don't challenge their beliefs, right? That's the point. The egoic human. So really, if we're going let's just have a conversation here today. Let's just play, okay? Let's just play. If we fully believed and we fully knew that God was just a higher state of consciousness, oneness creative force law, the law of harmony, cause and effect, right? And God, if you will, is the consciousness of understanding all of this, and it's the consciousness that governs all things. And that Satan is this lower state of consciousness. So ego, separation, division. 3s Any time that we are being driven by 2s things that keep us in separation, division, pain, suffering, ego III, need, survival, we are essentially being driven by the lower states of consciousness, which for our conversation today, we would call Satan. 2s And only higher or consciousness can overcome the sin of the lower consciousness self. So just what if you guys, what if there is no eternal battle of God and Satan? Because that would imply that Satan is as powerful as God. And if God just is God is all things, all knowing, all being God is, then how can there be an equal and opposite opposing force to God that is battling out? The answer is there wouldn't be. Right? So the good versus evil, the wrong versus right, the battle. Because the battle that we are seeing playing out outside yes, here in 3D, you can very much look outside and witness spiritual warfare, a spiritual battle. But really this is the reflection of what is rare, aging within each one of us. Within each one of us is a battle between. 2s God higher state of consciousness and Satan lower state of consciousness, god self, ego self. I myself, over this past year, have really navigated how this has played out for me in the realm of money. My personal battle with this came from this metaphysical study of the Bible, this knowingness of a bunch, this understanding that the kingdom of God, the kingdom of Heaven, like Jesus told us, is within us. It is within me. It is within you. It is at hand. It is not somewhere we are not going. It is here. It is now. It is on hand. It is within us. So about a year and a half ago, no more than that, right in the middle of the pandemic, I really had a moment. I had a little bit of an existential crisis. I'm going to come back to the money thing too. Stay with me. I had a little bit of an existential crisis as I was really witnessing the levels of corruption and abuse and horrors that were in the underbelly of the psyche of humanity, right? And I'm talking about like, child trafficking, human trafficking, just some of the darkest, darkest, darkest, most violating things that play out in our world, in our consciousness. And I really started to consider, like, okay, if I'm looking at all of this metaphysically and instead of turning away, I want to help to transcend this and transmute this, I have to be able to look at it with compassion and understanding, right? Not condoning it, not saying, hey, it's okay, or it doesn't exist. Recognizing it, though, for what it is, a manifestation of the most darkest, separated, traumatized, wounded. 2s Evil aspects of ourselves, right? And evil being the absence of the knowing of the God self, the absence of light. So 1s it felt like, this is just too big, like I can't handle this, right? And I really that was my moment when I really started coming back to my own understanding of God, of spirit, as an Is, as a presence, as a greater thing than I, right? And I really started seeking first the kingdom. And it started to reveal to me where I was very driven and addicted to my need for money. Like it was the belief, well, if I just have money, then I'm finally safe, right? If I just have money, I can finally relax. 1s And what started to happen is the more I got prayed and I meditated and I treated my own mind and I went into my own contemplation of this idea of the spirit of God within me and the kingdom. Of heaven being within me and seeking first that the more unable I became to do things just for money and the more obvious it got to me. 3s How reliant I was upon this external thing of money to try to finally be able to relax. And it started to show me the fear that was underneath it, the fear of the ego self, the desire of the ego self, like, oh, I just have this money. If I just make this money, then I can have this kind of life. Well, I got to this moment moment where I really had to choose where it was like, okay, do I really want to continue to force it and hustle and try to make this happen through these pathways so that I can live comfortably? Or am I really ready to walk my spiritual path in whatever wants to express through me? And am I really ready to shift into the livingness and demonstration of my faith that this unseen, seen presence, this unseen law, this unseen consciousness 2s would indeed take care of everything I needed if I just simply sought first the kingdom of heaven within me? And the answer now is yes. I have the experience, the lived experience that it has indeed happened that way. 2s And 3s it has been a very confronting journey for me to get here, right? Several times as I came face to face with myself and what I perceived I needed to be comfortable in my life and how I wanted it to be, I had to continuously surrender that to where I was, what I was experiencing thing and the greater path that was at hand. And many times through this journey, I have been able to sit there and see quite clearly. I can take this path of choosing my ego desires and my ego self, or I can take this path of choosing my higher consciousness, my surrender, my being in service to the divine energy, the isness, right? Not a being, but an isness. 2s And I know that each time I choose my higher service to my isness, my god self, my higher consciousness, the easier and more peaceful my path gets. Now, it's not to say that things don't happen, my Jeep is still in the shop a month later, 1s right? There are struggles, there are things that unfold. However, it's how I approach these things and approaching them from love and compassion and understanding and surrender while also taking the actions in my day to day life. To be a leader, to be a steward to money, to be a trustworthy guide and teacher. 2s Is what allows it to unfold in grace instead of trying to force it and hustle it. And so I've been able to see very clearly those moments along the path that I was being invited to choose 2s to choose. 2s And what I know to be true now from my experience is that I no longer longer have the energy or the desire to continue to choose the lower path of consciousness. However, 1s I'm grateful for every time I did choose it, because each moment, it was a development. It was a lesson, right? It was a lesson. And this is when we truly expand our consciousness beyond this limited idea of, well, it's good or it's evil, it's wrong or it's right, it's bad or it's good. My god or your god? And we recognize it all just is. And we're all here having this perfect experience. And yes, there is something so much greater than I, you, any of us that is guiding it and governing all of it. 3s And can we learn to just be okay with not being able to define what that is? 2s So that is my question for each of you to take and contemplate and ponder today as we close out this conversation. Good versus evil is can you lean into and just become to be okay with not needing to define the force, the isness, the allness, the presence, the knowingness whatever you want to, it doesn't matter. And then just allow it to unfold through you as you in perfect form? Because it's through our need to define everything that we limit ourselves. It's through our need to look at the bank account and say, oh, that's a good balance, or that's a bad balance, that's a successful balance, or that's not, that's a poor balance and that's it's an abundant balance. 1s Just begin to imagine you knew 2s the infinite nature of supply, of spirits, of the presence of the illness, whatever you want to call it, doesn't matter what you call it. 2s It doesn't matter what's in your bank account, right? It doesn't matter who you love. It doesn't matter. All of these things that we think need to be labeled and defined, they don't matter. They're just reflections of our beliefs and our expressions. And can we begin to let go of the need to define it and label it and slip into the experience of experiencing it, of being with it, of just being present with it? So one last thing. A download that I had a while back was this understanding of, like, spiritual texts and how they all teachings, right? And so many of the teachings were not written down. Even Jesus's teachings weren't written down until, like, hundreds of years later. The Prophet Muhammad's teachings. Right? It was all verbal at first, and somebody decided to start writing it down, and then somebody else grabbed a hold of the writing, and it was like, this is the word. This is the word. This is the word. And all of a sudden, it became about the words on the paper, and then instead of the experience of the words and this has all continued to just snowball until we're killing each other over the words on the paper instead of the experience. Because if we were truly in the experience of the divine, of the god's self, of the isness, of the allness, we would understand that it doesn't matter what the words on the papers say. That was one person's experience, trying to pass it on to others. And instead of other people getting themselves into the experience, they latched onto the words or the teacher. And that is the trap, and that is what will continue to perpetuate the matrix and the division and the battle of good versus evil. So my invitation for each of you today is to go and have the experience of the business, the onus the presence, instead of trying to look for it in words on a paper that somebody said thousands of years ago. 2s And I look forward to what that unfolds from within you. So, as always, thank you, thank you. Thank you for being here. My heart is so grateful. I send you all so much love. I send you all the blessings of the business, the allness the knowingness of who you are. And I bless within each of you your power as expressions. You have the power to create whatever it is you desire. Ire. I will see you guys next time. Be sure to connect with me on social media. Definitely leave a review if you've been loving this series and have a beautiful, blessed rest of your day. So it is. Hey, divine badass. 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