Episode 54| ASMR ER with Jane what a Dick

Hey! Hi! It’s me MommaQueue. I welcome you to Moments in Queue ASMR episode. In this episode I will titilate your ear with my voice and random sounds. 

In Queue today: 60 seconds of heaven > What’s going on > it’s giving > Let’s get it popping> and croak on the joke.

I been using my spiritual gifts for good. So much that I  gave someone reiki even though a lil voice wanted me to think about it. No worries! New rule divine if anyone needs reiki from me. I been outside with my man my man. Thank you ancestors for my man. Jane was being with Dick for saying the hard er. Are you shocked? I am not but I am annoyed that there is a Christian local tour begging for High Schoolers to ignite their passion with Christ. Cultish behavior if you ask me. And don’t let your dreams be deferred. 

Transcript

Speaker 1: 0:30

M O, double M a-Q, double U-E, double U-E, that's my name. Mama Q. M O, double M a-Q, double U-E, double U-E, that's my name. Mama Q, Say it faster. Slow don't really matter, though the U-E gets them in the tongue. Tizzy-yo Head, kinda dizzy bro. Who is she? Mama Q? Mama gave birth little ways, no girth several years ago. No, I don't want. Mo Q is a lie and I tried to align this double untoned. Your petty high is one of my monsters. Mama Q, I'm the first one in and the first one out. Memphis tinder key is my word about. Don't complain, man saying stick to one topic. I reply. Your mind is very myopic with mama Q. You need better opts, picking and choosing. Copy me. Are you uninspired? Um, definitely no need to whisper gracefully, I like it better off key. Now let's see. Um, do you remember me? M o, double M a q. Double you e, double you e. That's my name. Mama Q. M o double M a q. Double you e, double you e. That's my name, mama Q.

Speaker 2: 1:58

Hey, hi, it's me mama Q. I welcome you to moments in Q ASMR episode. In this episode I will titillate your ear with my voice and random sounds and cue today's 60 seconds of having what's going on. It's giving and croak on the joke. Oh, oh, all right y'all. Yesterday was St Patrick's Day, so I hung out with my kinky Irish friends in a vanilla setting. The food was great.

Speaker 2: 3:43

One thing About ancestry one of them said. You know, in our paraphrase, they don't understand why people get so upset with themselves or with other humans, because, you know, we're all cousins. Now that may be true, but damn it if it doesn't annoy me when whites don't see color and feel good by y'all. All the time Everything is based on race, gender and class. In the US of a A and it ticks me off when the white friends don't see or what I interpret. They don't give a damn about the plight of me, a black friend. But sadly I get it. If they don't have to go through life with lenses that I use to navigate, they won't get it. For example, I follow Gorge's espice on TikTok.

Speaker 2: 4:35

I learned a lot about disability that I never gave a thought. I hate to admit that, but it's true. Now I do the parapenemom when it comes to disability. Well, disabled people, I don't park in their spots. Now I used to because my granny she was with me, she had her disability card and even then I would feel weird, but it's like she's in a car with me. She couldn't drive so it made sense. But I didn't know was that they get paid less than minimum wage and you can't make too much money if you're on disability, which makes no sense to me, because how can you afford to take care of yourself? Now, granted, I don't know how much disability and cost of living, but I can make an assumption that it's not sufficient enough. But that's just assumption of mine. I don't have to worry about going without sharing in a hotel room because it's made for people who are able. And I recently learned because again, sadly it didn't affect me on TikTok this creator booked a ADA accessible hotel room, called to ensure that the room was accessible for him to use his wheelchair. He get there, he has a tub, which means he's not able to take a shower, so like things like that.

Speaker 2: 6:10

Of course, unfortunately I wouldn't notice because I'm able body, but at the same time it's like damn, this kind of fucked up for someone to not give a shit about somebody who's disabled, to ensure that they have everything that they need. But I guess can't put too much on the workers, because they just work there and the mayor may not know the different levels of disability that exist. But anyway, I personally hate not knowing the trials and tribulations of others, because I don't want to seem out of touch and like I don't want to also seem like I'm better. And of course my therapists will always say that that's up to those people because I can't control nobody but myself. But I don't know. I guess because as a Black woman I know what it's like to always go to trials and tribulations that I never want to forget that. Yes, I am quote unquote at the bottom of the tunnel pole, but there are other people that could quote unquote potentially be at the bottom of the tunnel pole with me, so it's like let me not forget them.

Speaker 2: 7:19

One thing I know about myself is I'm very empathetic to most people and I try my best to see life from their side. But whites, it needs to be more of y'all being aware. It reminds me of the tip talk myself that this white woman almost got sucker punched with his black tooth, was about to wind up his arm to do one of those punch games. I think it's like a strength type of game, where you punch the punchy bag and it'll tell you how strong you are. I don't know the proper name of it. She lacks situational awareness, which lots of folks suffer. But the bigger part is moving through life with no obstacles, literally and figuratively.

Speaker 2: 7:59

So also in the video was a Black person who saw what was happening and moved as expected. You know, if they moved around, was it in the path? And of course this white woman did not, and it will not any of an article that I read many years ago that said and yes, you know, and I'm paraphrasing, that most white people expect non-whites to get out of their way whenever they're walking, and it made me self reflect on myself, and so I try to move with the purpose and rune as if need be, when they are in my way. Of course they won't sit and reflect, while I would All right my boo thinking up and outside all these state nights, and I have enjoyed every single last one of them, the experiences and carefreeness, if that's aware, carefreeness I think that's a word on our dates, it's, it's the shelf's kiss. I ain't always paying, I'm not stressed, and it's a happy medium. I'm not breaking the bank and the venue, but not being so cheap that there's a no sleep section and you just there just to say you're dead. Because location, location, location, what else? Oh yeah, I gave and received Reiki. When I received Reiki it was great.

Speaker 2: 9:15

The Reiki master, intuition was on point and her suggestions reflected what I felt and struggled with during Reiki. Given long distance Reiki was interesting, this is say the least. It was to a friend of mine from work. I thought came into my head not to do it, but it was allowed, so the choice was mine. The session was very difficult. I felt like I connected and I immediately got disconnected. I was humble enough to know that it wasn't a big deal as long as the Reiki energy flowed. I felt like her ancestors, spirits and or higher self did welcome my Reiki, which again, was fine.

Speaker 2: 9:53

The bigger thought I had, which I refused to divine on nor tell her, is I think she has an attachment. Luckily, as usual, I do my protection barriers. I caught on lots of protection before we began. I even let her hear the prayers. Now normally I say them internally, but I don't know. I felt it in my spirit to share with it out loud this time. So after the Reiki session, we talked about some things that I felt like. I was told why the connection felt off and my thoughts on the attachment or not. Will I still to rehear on her anywhere else or anyone else? Sure, but I think, going forward, I definitely need to divine on it. It's Kiffy. I'm giving you the encouragement to make it through the week. Let's tackle eating that elephant together, one bite at a time.

Speaker 2: 10:46

A Facebook friend of mine talked about dreaming and, in summation, she shared her dream with someone and the dream was not received. Well, I hated that happened. Now, the friend didn't go into details as to why the friend wasn't receptive to the dream. It could be for various reasons, but let's talk about surface level of dreaming. I hardly believe you shouldn't share your dreams with just anyone, and sometimes no one. It depends. Like J Cole said, if they don't know your dreams, they can shoot them down. I remember my family shooting down my business ideas without constructing criticism or a valid reason. Just like candles I light, I don't share the wax remnants online anymore Now. Granted, when I did use to share them. I shared them with social media friends.

Speaker 2: 11:39

I trust Not the public, but still your prayers, your work and your dreams, your manifestations, aren't for everyone to consume. Not everyone is your friend and if they are your friend, not everyone will be happy if your dreams come true. It sucks, but I want to encourage you to keep dreaming anyway. Dream for the future, dream for the silly things, but damage is dream Like. Dreaming in a literal sense is my favorite thing to do. I love doing things in my dreams. I wonder. Do in public or allowed to, because, duh, finding your dreams as a human doesn't exist. But dreams can be the answers from your subconscious that you consciously asked for or wondered. Dreams with sleep helps. Does water for your body psychic? So don't be afraid to dream, write or flick and keep a silent. If need be, let's get it popping. I blow out the bubbles surrounding pop culture and talk about it.

Speaker 2: 12:49

So University of Memphis will allow Kyle Rennals to speak on their campus, which I disagree with. But I understand why they must allow it because of the right to bear arms. I mean the right of freedom of speech. Here is their quote, but again quote as a public institution, the University of Memphis must uphold its obligation to adhere to the principles of the First Amendment and Genesee Campus Free Speech Act. Due to this obligation, the university cannot legally prohibit the offend from taking place, end quote. And they go on to say the university is not sponsoring the offend, it's a registered group on campus that's sponsoring, and I don't like it at all. And that's when the pettiness, or in this case, evilness of people come out with the amendment rights. If you don't know about Rennals, google it. I like how some local politicians are bringing awareness of the fit and encouraging people to sign up for free tickets in hopes of having an empty ground. That pettiness I can get behind. I don't really have much to talk about this.

Speaker 2: 14:03

Rennals intentionally did what he did. Crocodile did cry on the stand. People supported it. He got acquitted and now like do to a murder tree, von Martin, he can profit off his kill. That's American capitalism and black aid at its finest.

Speaker 2: 14:19

So, speaking of white folks profiting off of blacks, everyone's favorite wicker that lots of black folks invited to the kick out which I won't ever attend, the cook out said the N word hard ER. Can you guess who it is? Paula Dean, yeah, but I mean no. I mean, yeah, she said it some years ago, but I want you to try again, jane Jane, jane Elliot, she said it. So Jane Elliot, a white woman, became popular with her blue eyes and brown eyes treatment to show people that they are racist. She was also on an episode of the red table. People love her.

Speaker 2: 15:04

Black folks invited her to the cook out, called her an ally. There was a Facebook post I remember reading some years ago from Dash, and I'm paraphrasing it per usual, but the status is something along the lines that Jane Elliot is profiting off of blackness and taking away money from black people that are really doing the work. And of course, in the comments there was a debate about it. But that status gave me a moment. I never realized it before. I assume she was meaning Elliot was an ally.

Speaker 2: 15:37

She spoke to white folks about the racism and prejudice. Then a white friend of mine that I believe to is an ally, told me that, despite being an ally, every day he has to remind himself of the racism that was embedded in him since childhood. It's like similar to therapy, where it's a daily struggle slash reminder that you're not fully healed but you're working towards progress. Therefore, I'm not surprised that Jane has said the hard ER and tried to gaslight everybody instead of an apology or, in this case, an appall of lies. So the clip I saw.

Speaker 2: 16:18

She was talking to people in a group setting and this black person said people think I'm angry. She was like huh. He repeated people say think I'm angry. Then she said I thought you said bleep hard ER, and look for me. I almost say ER. I try not to say the A and I'm for damn sure will not allow any white people say it in my presence. As always, my therapist said I can have different boundaries for different people. Anyway, someone tried to call Jane out for it. She asked the black person if they were offended. His response was no. So Jane says you shouldn't be offended. I disagree. Anyone can feel offended at any time. I don't give a fuck if the black person wasn't offended. I am for me. The arrogance and nerve of Jane felt like she can say that word and I think she said in hopes of quote unquote, correct him the fuck not. So no matter how much of an ally or work you are, you can still show your isms and say racial epithets in the comfort of your own Around others, because you aren't like the others. Oh, in the way she smoothly said it, I bet you she believes she ain't like the other ones.

Speaker 2: 17:37

Lastly, tiktok is being threatened to be banned again by the US because too many people are profiting and educating themselves. The politicians want a piece of the pie. At one point I was anti-TikTok till I had another light bulb moment the US. The USA already got my info and the info of others, but they draw the line when it's in the Asian country. Uh, okay, oh yeah, wait my bed. I thought I lied I'm not done. Here's my last one.

Speaker 2: 18:10

So, christians talking about spiritual people on Facebook. I was going to talk about this meme today I saw, but I will save it for Saturday's podcast episode. I don't want to bash Christians back to back, so instead I went in this segment of pop culture talking about a world tour, with my mom and my man going each and every place with the mic in my hand New York, new Jersey, north Carolina, va. We are on a war tour, with my mom and my man going each and every place with the mic in their hand Oakland, la, san Francisco, san John, nah, seriously, I saw on Facebook that there's a tour going on in Memphis high schools, where it's called the Ignitor. Well, big high schools, high schoolers, to join their core, their cult, I mean to give their life to God. I'm a yes, of course, because I believe religion has no place in our high schools. If other religions and or spiritualities aren't welcome in high school, then no, no other place should be. Don't forget, last year Christians went on a Christian protest because of the after school club hosted by the satanic club in Cordova, which is a court on court suburb of Memphis, tennessee.

Speaker 2: 19:23

To me it's never about saving the souls or allowing freedom of speech and religion. I feel like it's always about fear of marker and brainwashing. And, of course and people believe in sky, daddy wills and munition those that don't believe that internal fire and damnation awaits them. And to me that's culture's behavior coming from a paper religion. It's like the youngest child saying look at me, look at me, look at me, I want attention. Like Rob, other religions already got thousands of years on. You Croak on the choke. That's where I give you my bestest jokes and we laugh together, or not? Today's joke Someone just called my phone, sneezed and then hung up. I'm getting sick and tired of these cold calls. Get it. Well, guess, that's my cue to leave.