Episode 56 | ASMR Mercury Retrograde. Jesus

Hey! Hi! It’s me MommaQueue. I welcome you to Moments in Queue ASMR episode. In this episode I will titilate your ear with my voice and random sounds. 

In Queue today: 60 seconds of heaven > What’s going on > it’s giving > Let’s get it popping> and croak on the joke. 

To keep it religious I gave 66 seconds of heaven. Anyway this episode I talk about Mercury retrograde,  religion, Christians feeling triggered about those that practice Hoodoo. Praise be! 

Transcript

Speaker 1: 0:35

M-O-M-A-Q-W-E W-E that's my name, mama Q. M-o-m-a-q-w-e W-E that's my name. Mama Q, Say it fast or slow, don't really matter, though the U-E gets them in the tongue. Tizzy yo Head, kinda dizzy bro. Who was she? Mama Q, slow, don't really matter, though the ue gets them in the tongue. Tizzy yo head, kind of dizzy bro. Who was she? Mama q? Mama gave birth little ways, no girth several years ago. No, I don't want mo q is a lie, and I tried to align this double entendre. Petty ha is one of my mantras. Mama q, I'm the first one in and the first one out. Memphis, tennessee, is my whereabouts. Don't complain, man Say stick to one topic. I reply your mind is very myopic with Mama Q. You need better optus picking and choosing company, are you? You remember me? M-o-w-m-a-q-w-e W-E, that's my name, mama Q. M-o-w-m-a-q-w-e W-E, that's my name, mama Q.

Speaker 2: 1:57

That's my name, mama Q. Hey, hi, it's me, mama Q. I welcome you to Moments in Q ASMR episode. In this episode, I will titillate your ear with my voice and random sounds. In Q today, 60 seconds of heaven. What's going on? It's Kevin and Croak on the joke. So so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so. So what's going on in this segment? I'll tell you what's been going on in my life since last episode.

Speaker 2: 3:41

I've been busy finishing up training at the new job. I had a huge test, hence why I didn't record. Two weeks ago, lucky for everyone, I passed the final whoa. I wrote these notes a while ago, so things might be outdated. Also, I want to blame Boothang, because he had somewhere to be and he had to beg me To spend some time with him, so that's why it's late as well. But, as I said before, I'll show up twice a week, every two weeks. It's just a look over the draw what day it's gonna be. So anyway, like I said, I wrote these notes a while ago, so things might be outdated. Oh well, boo thing and I are continuing to be outside. We've been hanging with friends and catching up on our lives. This mercury retrograde has been kicking my booty hole. That's brown.

Speaker 2: 4:34

I got into it with about three people. One person asked me to do something. I did it and they were mad, trying to come for me with the usual boring shit oh you're 40 years old. Oh you're too old to be messy. Oh you're a mom go take care of your kids. And I'm like kids. I got kid kid. So I handled it in the best petty, professional way I could.

Speaker 2: 4:58

A few days passed, I shout out my ancestors for my blessings via social media. I told my social media friends that ancestors aren't demonic. Try it out. A Christian felt triggered by my status. The Christian felt that God should get the glory. It was some back and forth. I can't be cool, though. I reminded the christian the options of scrolling, talking to their sky daddy and sitting with themselves to earn internally unpack why they felt the need to comment on my page.

Speaker 2: 5:30

I think christians like that are either mad that a non-Christian like myself, I'm not being punished for venerating my ancestor, or is jealous that I'm free and out of the broom closet. They wish they could outlay, be different or explore other religions or spiritualities. I can't speak for that Christian or other Christians that constantly want me to practice their religion. For that Christian or other Christians that constantly want me to practice their religion, it's a shame, even if it's a thing that Christians gotta go through life with sharing the good news of Jesus or God. Maybe both as for me and my family, we will venerate the ancestors it's giving. I'm giving you the encouragement to make it through the week. Let's tackle eating that elephant together, one bite at a time.

Speaker 2: 6:20

My boo think and I recently had a discussion about inclusion. Easter was last month and someone I don't like put me in a group text to say happy Easter, being intentional and petty. I told him I was offended and wanted to tell the person that I don't like that I'm not a Christian, therefore I do not celebrate Easter. Bull thing felt like it did. If it doesn't apply, let it fly. I disagree, though. Other people, part of majority groups, get to see themselves reflected. Some Christians were upset that President Biden proclaimed Transvisibility Day on Easter. A quick Google search would allow them to learn that this isn't some kind of agenda against Sky Daddy, but an annual day. That Easter happened to fall on that year Well, I mean this year. Both thoughts are. The US can't possibly be inclusive to everyone all the time. My argument is why not? And if not inclusive, understand that everything and everyone is not about you. So I'm giving you the encouragement to take a step back, research and examine why you feel offended. Are you offended because your thoughts and beliefs are not the majority, therefore you don't feel included? Or do you feel like everyone should think and believe like you do? Is your desire for acceptance rooted in privilege that everyone must cater to? And, lastly, it's your offense due to your religion, gender or race always being at the forefront? So you can't help but assume and get used to the fact that it is. Sit and meditate with that.

Speaker 2: 7:58

I think that was shadow work and speaking of shadow work, I did that was shadow work and speaking of shadow work, I did that earlier today because there are some people that I don't like and so I was training today and it was pretty boring. So I was like, let me do some shadow work and I was able to unpack why I dislike these people. I wrote down all the reasons and I really really like it helped me figure out, once I put it on paper, why I felt the way. Now, of course, it's stupid, in my opinion, to be jealous or envious or to dislike someone, with the reasons that I wrote. But as I unpacked it I was able to understand a whole lot more. So, like some of the things I wrote down Was like whole lot more.

Speaker 2: 8:42

So, like some of the things I wrote down was like there's this person who I feel, like the way that their relationship, um, origin story was, I didn't like it. It just seemed like that person wasn't a good fit. But I had to think about it and be like well, duh, that person that woman's husband is unfit in my opinion, but that doesn't mean that that person that's husband is unfit in my opinion, but that doesn't mean that that person that the husband is unfit for her. Then I had to think some more about like why, um, sometimes people I used to work with I don't want to befriend them or stay with them as friends on social media, and why do I follow some of the content creators that I do and things of that nature and I don't know. It really helped me out. And I think again that other people should continue to do the shadow work or go to therapy. I'm always an advocate of therapy. So, anyway, get your mind together. You're welcome, let's get it popping.

Speaker 2: 9:51

I blow out the bubbles surrounding pop culture and talk about it. Everyone on TikTok is talking about their scariest gospel song, the celebrities that diss regular people just speaking conspiracy theories about the bridge which rip to those families and friends affected, how people view blackness, such as the mayor of baltimore, kp diddy, drake, uh, jayco and a whole lot more. Damn a lot has happened. I'm not gonna comment on all the points, so go to tmc and any other social media account for the scoops. I will, however, comment on some things I saw on social media to keep in call with religion and spirituality. I saw a post that said teach your children about african spirituality so they won't think honoring their ancestors is demonic. Of course, people agreed, disagreed and inquired about the status. To each his own. You already know which side I'm on. A mutual reposted that and it surprised me that mutual understood and the comments were refreshing.

Speaker 2: 11:04

Something about the words of veneration and worship fucks people's head up each and every time. Some people can acknowledge heavenly birthdays or death anniversaries, talk about being visited in dreams, pour out liquor and go to the cemetery. But veneration is too much. It's too similar to worship. The ancestors ain't deities. They are the same as they was now and then, which I'm pretty sure. I've already said that. Anyway, those type of Christians make me do the rock eyebrow, but I fucks with the acceptance. Then a repost from that mutual was talking about trans people, two steps back.

Speaker 2: 11:45

Lastly, I want to talk about scary gospel songs. I don't have a scary gospel song, but I do have a gospel song. I've always disliked my boo thing and I talked about it, but I still stand on my annoyance. Maybe I got work to do. The gospel song is thank you about Walter Hawkins. I get that. The song should be interpreted as thank you, lord, for not letting me be like these people, similar, I guess, to my gratitude that I show my ancestors.

Speaker 2: 12:14

I personally don't find joy in others misfortunes. Look, I know I've been changed. I have so much empathy for people because life has kicked my ass too Sympathy for not knowing what causes people to do what they do. To a certain degree, I want folks to be safe. I don't intervene, though.

Speaker 2: 12:34

And also, earlier this week, my sister and I we talked a little bit about um, about who do, and African spirituality. So there's this woman I saw on facebook. She's a mom, and so like, what she talked about was the fact that her 11 year old son has been wilding the fuck out and therefore she cut off like two of his locks. Now, again, you're, I'm not a Christian, but I do dig some of the fables within the Bible. So of course there's that old Samson and Delilah, when he had his locks cut and that took away his power. And then I also think about when it comes to spirituality, especially within Udu, because, again, that's all I know is that from time to time, we cover our hair for many different reasons. We might cover our hair if we're doing a working. We might cover our hair if we're entering somebody's house to cleanse, to do a spiritual cleansing of their house. We might cover our hair when we go to the cemetery or to funerals, like we do all these things, um, to protect ourselves. And so I don't know.

Speaker 2: 13:49

I was extremely triggered for so many reasons, for when I read about it. First of all, like other people say, I miss us using our diaries to talk, because to me I felt like this was a stupid thing to say and it was brought a lot abusive in my opinion, but like I felt that, no matter how wild that the sun has been, I felt like, damn, you know, cutting his hair to me shouldn't have been done, or whatever. I felt like more things could happen. Now, according to the mom, she said that they've been going to therapy and stuff. And okay, I'm a believer about the therapy, but I still think there's something.

Speaker 2: 14:33

Oh now, my mentor, pamela Williams, had talked about many times before with me about seeing or knowing people with attachments, and I never quite understood it. Now, of course, I believed her, of course, and stuff, but I could never like, correlate or understand, like, how do you know that this person has an attachment, and it's not just I don't know their personality, or something like. And oh my gosh, it clicked for me, in my opinion. Obviously, I wondered if the parent and or the child had some kind of attachment attached to them, like literally like an attachment to the fact that like makes the parent want to be abusive, okay, and or to have the child to wild out, to be abusive, okay, and or to have the child to wild out, or. Another thought in my head about it was like, okay, maybe it's not that it's just them, it's the parent repeating the cycle of all she has probably ever known because I saw so many people in the comments saying just beat his ass and I don't know. It just reminded me back to enslavement days of the enslaved Africans getting whooped and how. Now some people will whoop their children because you know, of course, the bible, spare the rod, blah, blah, blah. But like from my readings and stuff of enslaved, it was due for punishment for them running away like the fuck or, you know, to keep them in line. And I feel like sometimes people will do things that was done to them because it they made them feel like they turned out to be better or that that's all they knew.

Speaker 2: 16:20

I know for me that the woman that gave birth to me, in my opinion, was very abusive, so therefore what I did not want to do was I didn't want to have um weapons or abuse my child. So up until she was like five she did get weapons, but I made sure I wasn't mad at her when I gave her the weapons. I made sure it was like five or ten of them. I didn't want it to be too much and I did everything that I thought I could to help her out, like explained to her why she got a whooping and of course people thought that I parented like a white person, but again, as someone who received those whoopings for me, it did more harm than good. It made me want to be, like um, fearful of the woman that gave birth to me and stuff. So I didn't want to parent in fear and I'm pretty sure I've told that story before but I changed it and where, instead of the weapons, I would, of course, make her do physical exercises and then when she got a little older, I would take away her electronics from her and things of that nature, and if things go too crazy, I have a talk with her therapist so that her therapist can reach out to her when it comes to their um sessions, so that we can get to the bottom. And I really personally don't need to know what's going on, I just want to provide her with the help.

Speaker 2: 17:42

So, in my opinion, I think that the way I'm raising my child might seem quote-unquote white, but I feel like it's a very loving and healthy environment, more so than anything that I had growing up. So it's always to each its own, but I just don't see the reason in wanting to abuse the children. So, anyway, that's what's been going on with pop culture. Croak on the joke. That's where I give you my bestest jokes and we laugh together, or not? Today's joke I tried to come up with a carpentry bun that would work. I think I nailed it, but nobody saw. Welp, guess that's my cue to leave.