Rest In Peace, Erin Ann Barcellos (My Former Self)

Join me in full honor and celebration as I let go of my former self, Erin Ann Barcellos. My healing journey has led me to the most sacred initiation and rite of passage, and a brand new version of me is being birthed as we speak! In this episode, I shed my old self by honoring her to the utmost degree. Her story is one of courage, inspiration, and straight up miracles. I know you’ll feel inspired and uplifted as you join me in the depth of this transformation. It’s my hope that as you celebrate with me, you’re reminded on every level of your being, that if I can do it, you can do it too. With love, Erin Harbin

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Rest In Peace Erin Ann Barcellos. 

You made a remarkable difference to this planet, and you left behind a legacy that is truly inspiring to many. Your perseverance and courage has shined like a beacon of hope - of true Divine miracles and possibilities. 

Erin Ann Barcellos, I honor you and I celebrate you fully.

I remember the day that you decided that the only point in living was if you were able to break free from the shame, the cycles of suffering, and the excruciating feeling that something was inherently wrong with you. It was that time of despair that shifted everything - for it birthed your hunger, desire, and your devotion to true healing. 

From that moment on Erin, you set out on an incredible journey. A journey to become whole. A journey to heal yourself. A journey to know the love of the universe to the depths of your being.

You prayed to a higher power, not even fully sure if one existed at the time, and asked for this healing. You also asked that your healing journey would benefit all beings. 

Erin, it was your desire to become free from suffering, and to help others do the same, that truly gave birth to your legacy.

As you traveled the depths of your own being, it led you face to face with your soul’s true calling. The big purpose that deep down, you KNEW you were put on this planet to fulfill. 

I honor you for how scary, uncomfortable, and deeply confronting that felt. And for how, one step at a time, you courageously embraced this calling, stepped into it, and allowed it to become the driving force of your entire life. 

Erin, I honor you for embracing your soul’s true calling. I honor you for following it faithfully - no matter the occasions it asked you to rise. 

I honor you for the many mountains you’ve climbed, and for the depths that you’ve traveled - both of your own pain and your greatest expansion. You allowed it to transform you, to show you, and to teach you what true Divine miracles really are.

Erin, I honor you for believing in the love of the universe so much, that you dedicated your entire life to being guided by the Divine and courageously following the guidance. I truly celebrate your devotion to love, your devotion to the Divine, and your devotion to a life of profound miracles.

I honor you for the way your healing journey was inspired and guided by the love of the angels. And that even at a young age, your soul was craving support that transcended tradition, and the human ways of analysis and strategy. You knew that you needed more, to heal on a soul level. 

I honor you for the depths of pain that you’ve experienced throughout your life. From the trauma of sexual assault, to heartbreak, to loss. 

You spent most of your young life not feeling loved, not truly knowing what love was. And yet, your belief in love was so strong that you dedicated your life to its discovery. - So you could experience love, be healed by love, be filled by love, give love, radiate love, and best of all, let it become the driving force of your entire life.

I honor you for the painful wounding that you experienced in relationship to your parents. I honor you for choosing something different for yourself, and allowing your experiences to fuel your quest for love and healing - so that you could truly discover what love really is and move beyond the patterning that was imprinted early on. 

I honor you for your willingness to heal. And how the healing you’ve experienced with your parents led to the birth of new relationships that are now filled with love. I honor you for allowing your parents to be your teacher. And for allowing your love to shine through, which allowed you to be their teacher as well.

Erin, I honor you for being so spiritually tapped in as a young child. I remember your first out of body experience at the age of 5 years old. That strange memory of seeing yourself walking up the stairs at preschool wearing your favorite minnie mouse suspenders.

I honor you for the young self that was sexually abused. And how, at a certain point, you came to the powerful realization that dysfunction and suffering was no way to live life. I honor you for beginning the ultimate healing journey - reclaiming the fragmented parts of your soul, piece by piece, so that you could truly be whole and become a powerful chanell of Divine healing power.

Erin, I honor you for your young self that was hurting so badly that you inflicted pain upon others in order to cope. I honor you for the young self that got expelled from school, exiled and labled.

I honor you for how you allowed these experiences to fall away, as soon as someone told you, “there is no such thing as a bad kid.”

I honor you for your young self who began to thrive and help others right away. That, by the time you finished high school, not only did your healing breakthroughs truly begin, but you also led your first workshop on spiritual healing and manifestation - at the age of 17.

I honor you and remember the first time you saw angels in your adulthood. IThe day your spiritual sight re-awakened and you saw angels on the beach above the people. The day you first saw your wings and realized that you are a goddess - A Divine being upon this planet, with great gifts to share with the world.

I honor you for how you’ve grown and leaned up your connection to the angels. It is so inspiring that you have the most remarkable relationship with them. I honor you for serving as a conduit for their messages, healing, and miracles on behalf of so many.

I have to upmost compassion for you as you’ve used substances as a way to cope - a way to avoid the inevitability of stepping into your power. I commend you and have the upmost respect for you in your choices to free yourself from addiction. Your journey to become alcohol free was the healthiest decision you could have ever made. One that honored the love you have for yourself, and marked the beginning of truly stepping into your power.

Erin, I honor you for your ever present desire for true soulmate love and partnership. I honor you for all of the things you mistook for love and how that no matter what, you believed in love so much that you set out on a quest to truly experience it.

I honor you for how you never stopped believing that true soulmate love was possible - no matter how you were mistreated, looking for love in all the wrong places, or how many heartbreaks you endured.

I honor you for the way you moved from heartbreak to heartbreak, never giving up hope that true soulmate love was possible.

I honor you for allowing your greatest heartbreak to crack you open, How you let that experience guide you into the deepest depths of yourself. The anger, the pain, the despair, then the healing, forgiveness, and hope.

I honor you for keeping your faith, and how it ultimately led you to your beloved.

I honor you for your devotion to manifestation soulmate love, and after 8 years of dedicated growth and manifestation work, David Harbin finally found you.

I celebrate you for this greatest gift, and that you truly got to know the love and bonds that you craves so deeply. - both in partnership, with god, and with yourself.

I honor you for how you allowed your partnership with David to transform you. That you’ve continued to grow and deepen, that time and time again, you’ve risen to the occasion of healing your shadows, and surrendering into the depths of love and partnership. 

I honor you how you never stopped fighting for this partnership, long before the two of you even met. And that since you’ve been in each other’s life, you never stopped growing and healing.

Erin Ann Barcellos, I honor you for following your spiritual path with such dedication. I honor you for your courage in the ways you've forged your path of service on this planet.

I honor you for the way you’ve embraced loss, challenge, and seeming failure, only to bounce back more aligned, more dedicated, and more potent than ever - time and time again.

Erin, I honor you for being a youth leader, and that ever since a young age you committed yourself to showing others that healing was possible, that they are loved, and that pain and suffering can be a vehicle for a life of miracles.

I honor you for how you’ve helped thousands connect to their angels, and be healed by their energy, messages, and Divine love.

I honor you for the miracles you’ve allowed yourself to be a channel for. In your sessions, workshops, retreats and programs.

I honor your courage to follow your Divine guidance, the calling of your soul. Always. And for trusting it, even in the darkest tunnels of growth and initiation.

Erin Ann Barcellos, I honor you for the legacy you’ve built. The beautiful souls you’ve helped awaken to the true beauty of their unique soul blueprint. I honor you for holding their hands as they traveled their own depths, and served as a selfless conduit so that the Divine could intervene and work its magic.

I celebrate you for the container you’ve held. That space you’ve allowed for others to step into so that they can experience their own breakthroughs and the profound unfolding of their soul’s greatest calling. 

I honor you for the way you’ve served so many.

I honor you for the power, potency, and palpable Divine connection that you serve as a vessel for. So that others can step into the realm of Divine miracles, possibility,, and fulfill the mission that they came to this planet to fulfill in this lifetime.

Erin, I honor you for prioritizing these acts of service your entire life.

Erin, I honor you for doing your work first. For traveling this path in the fullest capacity for yourself, so that you can truly open to others a brand new world of Divinity and possibility. 

Erin Ann Barcellos, I love you. I have always loved you.

Erin Ann Barcellos, I thank you. I profoundly thank you.

Erin Ann Barcellos, I honor you. 

Thank you for being my teacher. Thank you for being you. Thank you for having the courage to die, so that I can be reborn into a new version of me.

You were Born into a family, in this incarnation, with a mission to fulfill. You devoted your entire existence to remembering that mission, to returning to wholeness, and devoting yourself to a life of Divine miracles and healing - for the benefit of all beings.

You will always be remembered and cherished, and celebrated. Thank you for the mark you made on this planet. Rest in peace, beloved.

This podcast episode is in honor of Erin Ann Barcellos. 

She is no longer. May she rest in peace.

Hey there inspired soul. As we say good-bye to Erin Ann Barcellos, there is a new and more powerful version of me being birthed as we speak. 

It’s been a remarkable journey of healing and transformation and the last time I did a solo cast on this podcast, I was just getting ready to dive deep into a 30 day cleanse. 

There’s been a full on transformation that has taken place, and where it led me was to a sacred rite of passage, and initiation into wife and mother hood.

I’m changing, I’m different, and I’m 100% not the person I was just a few weeks ago.

My former self, Erin Ann Barcellos, has truly been released, and a new version of me is coming into being.

I invite you to tune into the next episode, as I’ll share more in detail about my rite of passage, how this all transpired, and unveil the new Erin that I know we are all dying to meet. 

In the meantime, I’d love to connect with you more deeply and would love to connect with you over on instagram. Give me a follow at @erinharbinofficial link in the shownotes.

Namaste.