AR47: The Cycle of People Pleasing & The Energetic Cost of Diminishing Yourself to Keep Others Comfortable

In this episode, we explore the powerful energetic imprint our mothers have on us from the moment we are born. This influence is never about blame or fault — it is part of the soul’s chosen experience, offering opportunities for deep growth and awakening.

Chloe shares her journey of navigating a painful relationship with her mother marked by emotional abuse and self-abandonment. Through the Records, we uncover past lives that illuminate why this dynamic continues to appear and how it serves her soul’s evolution. Together, we explore how people-pleasing and self-diminishment often arise as survival mechanisms, and how to lovingly release them in order to stand fully in one’s power.

We also receive a fresh, channeled understanding of Kundalini energy — what it truly means to experience a Kundalini awakening, how to recognize it, and how this sacred energy moves differently through each person’s system.

This conversation is an invitation to honor your own boundaries, stand in truth with compassion, and embrace the divine intelligence guiding every relationship and awakening on your path.

Transcript

00;00;00;16 - 00;00;29;04
Annette Dalloo
Oftentimes people hold on to anger and resentment because they fear that they cannot hold the boundaries themselves. The boundaries of lack of communication, if that's where you're at with your parent, it's lack of trust in self. Anger and resentment keeps you separated from that which has hurt you, but you have the ability to keep yourself separated from that which has hurt you.

00;00;29;06 - 00;00;58;05
Annette Dalloo
Without the anger and resentment. You can release that and still hold a boundary. That is called self-empowerment. That is called standing in your power, knowing what is good for you and what isn't. Having that discernment to be able to accept what is good for you in your life and what is not. So if you are having a hard time forgiving somebody, the first place I would start to look is your own trust in yourself.

00;00;58;07 - 00;01;16;20
Annette Dalloo
Do you trust yourself to be able to make the right decisions, to not fall into old patterns, to not accept the behavior that has happened in the past?

00;01;16;22 - 00;01;40;25
Annette Dalloo
Welcome to the Akashic Recordings. My name is Annette Dalu. I'm an Akashic Conduit channel and spiritual guidance coach. What you will be hearing today is a real session with one of my clients. All the names have been changed for privacy and of course, with their permission, we are privileged to hear these beautiful stories to allow us a small glimpse into the Akashic Records.

00;01;40;25 - 00;02;05;02
Annette Dalloo
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00;02;05;09 - 00;02;31;00
Annette Dalloo
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00;02;31;01 - 00;02;53;09
Annette Dalloo
Go to that home page, click sign up for the waitlist and send your email, phone number as well as your first and last name. And I will make sure you get that registration email as soon as the next course is ready to launch. In addition, you will get a discount code for the Earlybird sign up. So if you are interested.

00;02;53;10 - 00;03;25;19
Annette Dalloo
Head over there now. Today we are talking about familial relationships and people pleasing in order to stay out of the drama. Also, we're going to discuss a little bit about how motherly obligations and expectations are, for the most part rooted in a lot of what we learn here in society as what mothers should be doing. And I want to give a little context and information regarding that.

00;03;25;19 - 00;03;54;11
Annette Dalloo
As we take my client, Chloe, into a meditation regarding clearing her energy from the energy of her mother as she was in the womb, understanding that this isn't the fault of the mother. These are experiences that we sign up for and we dive deep into this subject matter of how to clear your energy from your familial ties, while still understanding that you signed up for these experiences.

00;03;54;12 - 00;04;19;03
Annette Dalloo
In addition, we access one of the past lives that Chloe had in which she had died when she wasn't meant to, and in a way that she wasn't meant to. And how that has manifested in physical pain in this lifetime.

00;04;19;06 - 00;04;41;01
Annette Dalloo
Oh my God, I'm so excited. Hey, I'm so excited for you. Is this your first Akashic Records session? Yes, I just have been bingeing your podcast the last couple days. I just found you, like, just randomly. You know, how life works like that and just resonated so deeply with everything that, like, all your work and stuff. And I was like, wow, this is some divine.

00;04;41;03 - 00;05;00;22
Annette Dalloo
I'm so glad to hear that. So tell me, what would you like to cover today? From what I had, like, understood, people just kind of come in with questions that they have. So I guess how many questions do people normally ask? Well, it really depends. Some people ask a million questions. Some people have no questions. So it just really depends.

00;05;00;22 - 00;05;19;16
Annette Dalloo
And usually what I say is you can essentially just ask as many questions as you want. And then the guides will tell us what are the most important questions to cover today. And if there are questions we don't get to, then we can always do it in another session. Does that make sense? Yeah, I would love to ask a couple of questions, I guess.

00;05;19;19 - 00;05;37;27
Annette Dalloo
And then yeah, I do believe that I've been like trying to kind of connect with my spirit guides while I've been sleeping lately, and I just am having some of the most insane dreams. Yeah. So, like, I kind of tried to talk to them last night telling them like what I was going to do today and to see if they were going to be around.

00;05;37;29 - 00;06;03;16
Annette Dalloo
I don't know if that makes sense. It does. Yeah. And they're they're around their world. They they're always around. And B they're definitely here to support you in this. So yeah. Okay. Cool. So I guess my questions would just be like I have like issues with staying consistent. It's like kind of impacting my physical health and how to kind of like process that or understand that better.

00;06;03;17 - 00;06;30;18
Annette Dalloo
I was wondering if there's like any ancestral trauma that still needs to be healed. And it's like the journey that I've taken so far has done anything to heal that, because I've been kind of working really hard on healing a lot of my own stuff. Yeah, I guess like along with that would just be like, is there any pain in my body that could be from another life or from ancestral trauma, instead of just like me kind of being so hard on myself?

00;06;30;20 - 00;06;54;24
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, a lot of these questions are just kind of like about my body and being in pain. I just recently had a flashback to when I was a child, that I was remembering a dream that I had never experienced before, and was just kind of wondering if that dream or that like flashback was real. And if there's like a way to, like, dive deeper into understanding what that was.

00;06;54;24 - 00;07;16;29
Annette Dalloo
And then my last question would just be like, what is my mom to me in this life? And like, if we've had other lives together? Okay, great. Your root chakra is really stable. It is a darker red as opposed to a bright red. And that is from some past life trauma that you've had that we will cover today.

00;07;16;29 - 00;07;38;14
Annette Dalloo
It is nearly cleared. So you have been clearing this for many, many lifetimes. And you've almost completed the clearing for this root chakra issue. And I'm hearing there's a lot of things in your life that are like this. And the the theme is you're trying to put yourself in a box that everybody else or that society thinks you should be in.

00;07;38;19 - 00;08;05;18
Annette Dalloo
And this was a struggle that you had throughout many past lives. And so they're saying to me that this is something that you've been working on for quite some time, because they're showing me the root chakra, you know, sort of floating on the water as you are now. And, and that's, that's where it's the most comfortable. And so a lot of people have their root chakra that they really need that stability of a solid home or something that they can anchor to.

00;08;05;18 - 00;08;22;03
Annette Dalloo
And for you, that's not necessary. Okay. So we'll take a look at what else we need to clear from the root chakra that just to get that final little piece out of there that needs to go. Okay. You've done a lot of work here. You've done a lot of work surrounding your divine feminine and your creativity, your sexual energy as well.

00;08;22;07 - 00;08;43;19
Annette Dalloo
Have you been working with your Kundalini? I think maybe by accident. I tried to ask a yoga teacher about what I was feeling, but she didn't know, so I have no idea. Yeah, sometimes it's hard to know. For me, I wasn't even aware of it because it didn't happen spontaneously. It happened very gradually, you know, I would feel the heat from it, but at that point it was like, well, I'm in my 40s.

00;08;43;19 - 00;09;11;18
Annette Dalloo
Maybe I'm having hot flashes, you know what I mean? Like, I had no idea. But now I can sort of tell the difference between those two things. I can tell the difference between what is my Kundalini and not. You'll eventually figure out what is the Kundalini energy and what isn't, but yours is very subtle as well. So it's not like it's going to be hugely impactful in terms of a lot of people have sort of uncomfortable experiences with their Kundalini, but that's not something you'll have.

00;09;11;23 - 00;09;34;13
Annette Dalloo
What is it? I don't even know what it is. It's like it is lifeforce energy. Okay. And it's it starts at the base of the spine. So at the root chakra. So what they're showing me right now is if you can imagine that divine source energy coming in through your crown, your kundalini energy is what keeps us here.

00;09;34;13 - 00;10;02;04
Annette Dalloo
And keeps us grounded and keeps us in these earthly bodies. And the combination of the Kundalini and the divine source energy is what kind of creates a beautiful symbiotic energy that allows us to be able to be in our divine bodies as well as our human bodies. So this is not a textbook definition of it. This is just sort of a channel that they're giving me right now.

00;10;02;04 - 00;10;21;29
Annette Dalloo
So this is sort of information straight from source. Okay, okay. Many people might have different definitions of what Kundalini is, but this is what they're telling me that it is. Okay. Okay. So there is a little bit of that. That darker orange behind the ear sacral chakra similar to your root. So I'm guessing that whatever happened was tied to that same lifetime that you've been clearing.

00;10;21;29 - 00;10;40;16
Annette Dalloo
But like I said, it's very, very faint. It's not very strong because you've been doing a lot of work. So it's it's on its way out. Excellent. What they're showing me is that your, your solar plexus chakra is really bright and really beautiful. And then I see, like a steel trap door, just like shutting on top of it.

00;10;40;16 - 00;11;02;21
Annette Dalloo
And that is, that is you. That is not a past life. That is you actually shutting down your solar plexus chakra. So that's your self-confidence. You're you're feeling of empowerment. I'm hearing that you have a lot of thoughts and a lot of things that kind of go on in your head that sort of disempower yourself and they're saying to you that it's not necessary.

00;11;02;23 - 00;11;23;01
Annette Dalloo
You can reprogram their brain to stop that, that sort of chatter because it's not doing you a service. Okay. So this might actually represent a lot of things that you've gone through in terms of having to conform or people telling you to conform. There's a lot of messages here about conformity and the fact that you are not meant to conform.

00;11;23;03 - 00;11;41;20
Annette Dalloo
I feel that you're also not meant to follow in other people's footsteps. You're meant to sort of make your own way. Yeah, yeah. So when that steel trap door shuts, it's basically when you're giving your power away, when you're trying to do something that either somebody else wants you to do or, you know, is not aligned for you.

00;11;41;24 - 00;12;13;05
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. And they're saying to me that this also has to do with your consistency. So when you were mentioning your consistency will get a little bit further and deeper into that later on. But when you were talking about it, the first thing that came to me was that the reason why you're inconsistent is because you might be doing something that is not aligned for you, that maybe there's something that society or something that somebody says, you need to take the supplements, or you need to eat this way, or you need to exercise that way, and your body's like, no, like, no, I need to do something else.

00;12;13;05 - 00;12;32;26
Annette Dalloo
And so you'll be consistent about something when it's aligned for you. That's when things will start to become more consistent for you. But like I said, we'll dive a little bit further into that later. That's interesting. So you're looking at your heart and you're saying to your heart, I don't know you. Yeah. That's interesting okay. It's like your heart and you have been separated.

00;12;32;26 - 00;12;50;01
Annette Dalloo
Not actually, but it feels that way. Yeah. I would like you to do a little visualization, and I'd like you to imagine a little point of light at the top of your head. And imagine that point of light going all the way down into your heart space. And that's your heart. And I just want you to sit in that energy for a moment.

00;12;50;05 - 00;13;11;05
Annette Dalloo
And what does that energy feel like to you? It feels like two sides of the same coin, like it feels good and it feels bad. Like I was getting, like, battered and torn where like the words that were coming into my head. Yeah, yeah. So there is no judgment regarding either the good or the bad. It is just it just is what it is.

00;13;11;05 - 00;13;30;21
Annette Dalloo
And so I just wanted you to be able to feel that. And part of what you're going to be doing moving forward is going to be a lot more connecting to your heart space. Okay. So your crown chakra feels very tingly. It's like it's almost like it's newly fully opened, like it was partially opened for a really long time.

00;13;30;21 - 00;13;46;26
Annette Dalloo
And it's just recently opened fully. And the messages that are coming in are pretty strong. But you're not quite sure what to do with them yet. Yes, I feel that. So yeah. So there's a little bit of an interpretation issue. So you're getting messages and you're like I don't know what that means. Like what is that? And that's okay.

00;13;46;26 - 00;14;09;05
Annette Dalloo
That's pretty. It's pretty standard for being able to access all of that information and then being able to then discern what needs to be interpreted and what doesn't, because often some of the information doesn't even need to be interpreted. It is literally just information for your body and for your soul. So like you as a human don't necessarily need to do anything with that information.

00;14;09;09 - 00;14;29;18
Annette Dalloo
Let's get to know. And so your third eye is in the process right now of trying to figure out how to decipher what information is needed, when information isn't, what information is waiting to be interpreted for later, what needs to be interpreted now, what needs to be put down and allow the soul to just process it as opposed to the humans?

00;14;29;19 - 00;14;51;25
Annette Dalloo
It's sort of disseminating the information right now. So your throat chakra is like a forest green. Oh, interesting, which is super interesting given the fact that it's supposed to be blue. But what it says to me is it is where you try to place your words of love because you aren't connected to your heart and because you haven't been for a while.

00;14;51;25 - 00;15;19;26
Annette Dalloo
It's like you're trying to express your love through words as opposed to through energy and through your heart. Because the dark green, there's nothing negative in there. It's like warm and it's like a hug. So it's very kind, very sweet, very loving. And so we what we want to do is we want to bring that energy down into the heart space and allow your voice to simply be an expression of what is in your heart.

00;15;19;28 - 00;15;36;07
Annette Dalloo
Because right now, what's happening is that you're expressing what you think you need to express when it comes to love, but that's all in the brain, so we need to move that down into the heart. Okay, so does that have anything to do with any past lives? It does. It has to do with the same lifetime that we're going to cover.

00;15;36;07 - 00;15;58;11
Annette Dalloo
Okay. Got it. From practical terms. If they're saying to me that like it's it's easy for you to say I love you to people for like, you know, let's say your mom or family members or friends, it's easy to say, I love you, but it's not rooted in your heart. And it's not to say that you don't love them, but it's like the reason why it's easy is because it's not deeply rooted in the heart.

00;15;58;11 - 00;16;14;09
Annette Dalloo
So once you root that into the heart, it might get a little harder to start saying that because you're going to start to feel it. But eventually it'll all kind of come together. So not to worry, it'll be a transition period will be going through for a couple of months. Oh, cool. Okay. Hello to a cool AMA cachaca.

00;16;14;09 - 00;16;30;08
Annette Dalloo
And thank you so much for being here. Thank you. So good to see you. Thank you to Archangel Metatron and Archangel San often for being here as well. Today we are opening up the Akashic Records. Thank you. They want to go to your mom first, actually. Okay, okay, so I have. They had past lives together. They have. Are they soul family?

00;16;30;08 - 00;16;48;01
Annette Dalloo
They are not okay. They have had a lot of challenges together, especially in past lives. They've been challenging each other for quite some time. They've been doing this purposely because this is something that they are learning from each other and they've set out to do this. This has been very purposeful. Okay. Are there any past lives that we need to look at between the two of them?

00;16;48;01 - 00;17;10;26
Annette Dalloo
Yes. Just one okay. All right. Let's take a look at the one you need to show us. This is going to give you context for your relationship in this lifetime. I'm not seeing that. This lifetime has super duper challenges. It's not like it's super crazy challenging, but this is going to give you sort of an idea as to why the relationship is what it is and how you kind of came to this place together.

00;17;11;00 - 00;17;28;25
Annette Dalloo
The first thing I'm hearing is, is she saying, I love you very much. I don't want you to forget that. The first thing I'm seeing is your mom is in a like, a kitchen of some sort, and you're one of many children. She has. She has ten children in this lifetime, and you're one of the youngest. And I'm seeing her.

00;17;28;27 - 00;17;44;11
Annette Dalloo
She has something in her hand. I don't know what it is, but it's like black and round, and it's almost like she's, like, hitting you with it, but she's not doing it, like, maliciously. But she's just kind of trying to get you to get out of the kitchen, basically. So she's kind of shooing you away, telling you to go do something.

00;17;44;13 - 00;18;13;27
Annette Dalloo
She's very frazzled. She has literally no energy left of her own, which is understandable given ten children. I keep on hearing her saying, all I want is a moment of peace. Yeah, she said that. Now, how many siblings do you have in this lifetime? Three plus myself is four more manageable, but still a lot. Yeah. So I'm seeing little lights pop up and what they're showing me is the lights are the different children in this particular lifetime that you are connected to her on a soul level.

00;18;13;27 - 00;18;34;06
Annette Dalloo
So you're connected to her. Your brother is connected to her. He's a bit older. Your other older sister is connected to her and a younger sister is connected to her. So the four of you are in fact the same children that she has now. Oh, like the past life. But yeah, all the same siblings. All the same siblings.

00;18;34;06 - 00;18;55;07
Annette Dalloo
Yep. Oh, wow. That's so cool. So yeah, the four of you have sort of followed her over the last couple of lifetimes, and she's always been your mom. Like, that's always been the case in these last three lifetimes. There's a there. Correct me it wasn't consecutive. So it was three lifetimes ago. And then there was a lifetime where you weren't all connected together.

00;18;55;07 - 00;19;18;21
Annette Dalloo
You weren't all incarnated. And then you have this lifetime. It's just been two lifetimes, technically. Okay. Patience is one of the things that you're learning from her. She has this incredible ability. Even if she's frazzled, even if she's, like, losing her mind. She has this incredible ability to stay very, like, centered and calm on the inside, even though, like, her outside might be frazzled.

00;19;18;21 - 00;19;45;08
Annette Dalloo
But it's like inside. She's very chill and very calm, which is difficult for her too, because she feels that calm. But then on the outside, like it's it's almost like all the stimulus outside is creating the frenzy. So it's actually not even in her energy field. That's interesting. Well, it makes complete sense because when we are in our state of balance, we can be in that state of balance for an eternity if there's no outside influence.

00;19;45;08 - 00;20;10;07
Annette Dalloo
Right? But the second you have an outside influence, that's what can sort of put us off balance, or that's what can kind of take us out of that state. That is something that she is learning on a soul level, and it's something that she is getting really good at. Is is following that balance and understanding that the outside stimuli might affect your physical being, but it's only going to affect it for a short amount of time.

00;20;10;07 - 00;20;29;08
Annette Dalloo
It's not going to be forever. She is sort of mastering this ability to allow things to happen and let them go. And that's something that she's working on. And that's something that the four of you have incarnated with her to learn as well. That's really funny. But they're not they're not doing that great of a job yet. Who is not for all of them.

00;20;29;15 - 00;20;55;04
Annette Dalloo
I worry about them all the time. They're your siblings or your siblings and your mom, everybody. They're all just drowning in their thoughts and their paths. And you know what the thing is, is that that is their journey. So we need to be drowning in order to find our way out. And you also have to consider the fact that this is just one little snapshot of what is going on currently, as opposed to understanding the entire trajectory of each person in the family.

00;20;55;06 - 00;21;12;14
Annette Dalloo
Okay, so let's take a look a little bit further from what we need to see in this past life with you and your mom. You learn to be very self-sufficient in that life. You had to because there were so many children like you couldn't get mom's attention most of the time. And the thing is, is that, oh, this is really cool.

00;21;12;15 - 00;21;30;29
Annette Dalloo
What was interesting is that all the rest of the siblings were in a space of getting mom's attention in a negative way. So they were crying, they were getting hurt. They were like it was all sorts of like drama. And so mom would go and, you know, take care of it and give them their attention. But you never did that.

00;21;30;29 - 00;21;59;09
Annette Dalloo
Like, I'm just seeing you very quietly play on your own. And so when mom gave you love, it was because she came to you and just gave you love without having any sort of outside need for that love, if that makes sense. Right? It wasn't forced, correct. And she really loved that. She loved that aspect of it because she didn't feel like you needed her, and it allowed her to really open up that love for you.

00;21;59;14 - 00;22;30;01
Annette Dalloo
Whereas with all the rest of the siblings, it wasn't necessarily opening up love. It was reacting, reacting, reacting, reacting to every single situation that was happening. And so she really didn't have time to cultivate or give them love. And so you and her actually created quite a good bond. So strange. It's funny that when we look at some of these past lives and see how different things have been in previous lifetimes with people, you can start to see who they are on a social level.

00;22;30;04 - 00;22;49;13
Annette Dalloo
And this is what really helps us in this lifetime and helps us see who they really are. Okay. And it also can help you see how you can respond to her. You don't have a relationship. I had a doctor at three years, okay? They're saying to me that that's okay. There's shouldn't be any guilt surrounding that right now.

00;22;49;16 - 00;23;08;24
Annette Dalloo
That's good to know. That's the journey that you're supposed to be on right now with her. You're saying, don't get ahead of ourselves, okay? We'll get there eventually. Okay. Got it. Perfect. Okay, so let's continue with this past life, then. Okay. This kind of created a lot of resentment in the other siblings because they saw the type of love that your mom gave to you, and they saw that it was different.

00;23;08;24 - 00;23;26;06
Annette Dalloo
They saw that the energy was different. It was like there was a direct pathway to her heart, and it was simply because you were just being. You weren't trying to get her love. Your father in that lifetime wasn't very present. He would come in and give the kids gifts and things like that. But that was about it. You get toys from him every once in a while.

00;23;26;06 - 00;23;52;28
Annette Dalloo
She wanted his love more than anything. It was the one thing that she couldn't really get. He was so distant and not present and that made her incredibly, incredibly sad. Okay, so that was just a side note. So with the the rest of the siblings having all of this resentment about her feelings for you and the way that she expressed her love to you, she actually started to withdraw some of that love from you because she didn't want to show that she was playing favorites.

00;23;53;02 - 00;24;21;09
Annette Dalloo
So the bond that you created in the younger version of you, and I'm seeing from the age of like two to about 6 or 7, like seven, was when she started to pull away from you and not give you that, that pure love that she used to give you. And the reason why is because. Okay. Yeah. Because the thing is, is that her energy field is so affected by the drama and by everything else that goes on around her, because this is something that she's working on as a soul.

00;24;21;10 - 00;24;42;02
Annette Dalloo
It's almost like she couldn't handle it and she just wanted it to stop. And the only way that she knew how to make it stop or make it was to get rid of the problem. And the problem was their jealousy over how she treated you. So she basically withdrew the way that she treated you and started treating you like she treated everyone else in the family.

00;24;42;05 - 00;25;00;12
Annette Dalloo
And it worked. For a time. The drama sort of subsided for a time. But for your brothers and sisters, not only the ones that you have now, but also the other ones that were in this particular lifetime. There was always something. There was always something going on, some sort of drama, some sort of challenge, some sort of something.

00;25;00;13 - 00;25;31;06
Annette Dalloo
It just sort of perpetuated this, this feeling or this need to always be available to them to help them with their problems. That's my life now with them. And it's like your mom is like putting out fire after fire, after fire after fire. And then she stopped. And keep in mind, this is in the previous lifetime. She stopped putting out the fires because she got sick like all of that drama and all of the energy that she was absorbing that she wasn't walking away from was making her sick.

00;25;31;11 - 00;25;53;23
Annette Dalloo
It was at that time that the family finally came together and helped her because she was sick. I'm seeing a lot of the kids are in their teens at this time. You were 16 when this happened in the previous lifetime. I'm just seeing that like she's she's basically on her deathbed and she was spent all of the energy was just basically sucked out of her.

00;25;53;26 - 00;26;22;02
Annette Dalloo
She didn't realize that it wasn't her job to save every single one of her children. There is a misconception about motherhood often in the current development of society, and that is that a mother has to save her child, that a mother has to do everything she can to make sure her child succeeds. And while that is the case when they are very young, once they get to adulthood, that is no longer their journey.

00;26;22;02 - 00;26;43;17
Annette Dalloo
Once they become old enough where they can start making their own decisions and start taking care of themselves, that is when the mother's job is done in that respect. Now, of course, mothers can continue to help if they have the bandwidth and if it is healthy to do so. But if it is not healthy to do so, then it is just like any other codependent relationship.

00;26;43;17 - 00;27;05;27
Annette Dalloo
It is like any other relationship that is rooted in fear or lower energies. And this is what has happened to your mother in this current lifetime as well. She has been consumed by the lower energies. So what's interesting is I'm seeing you in this lifetime, and I'm seeing you be that that little beacon of light that you have been in the past and that you were in this previous lifetime.

00;27;06;02 - 00;27;23;21
Annette Dalloo
And it's almost as if you're saying to her, mom, can't you see who I am? Can't you see who I am? And she's just not responding and she's not seeing it. And this made me really, really sad that she wasn't able to recognize who you were. She wasn't able to see who you were. Can you tell me what led to you disconnecting from her?

00;27;23;23 - 00;27;47;02
Annette Dalloo
She was abusive and I was blinded by it, but I was like, oh, there's a butterfly. Oh, beautiful. I was blinded by it until I was 28. And I just had this feeling my whole life that I needed to figure out how to have, like, a good relationship with her and, like, moved back in with her to kind of, like, try and reconcile.

00;27;47;06 - 00;28;05;25
Annette Dalloo
But after having been around for a while coming back, she started to treat me like she did before. It was then that I realized that, like, essentially I was just like an emotional and mental like punching bag. I was just like a plaything for her in a way. Or like like her coat of armor, if that makes sense.

00;28;05;27 - 00;28;29;10
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. And there's something about the fact that she has been doing this since this previous lifetime, and this is a holdover from when she basically decided to stop showing her love for you for fear of retaliation from the other kids. And this has continued into this lifetime. Is this something that we can clear? It is not. It is something that she needs to realize.

00;28;29;10 - 00;28;47;07
Annette Dalloo
Okay. Got it. Yeah, I got to give up on that one. Well, the thing is, is that when it comes to moving forward with relationships like this, when we work on these relationships, when we work on them energetically, we can continue to work on them. But that doesn't necessarily mean that we have to have them in our lives.

00;28;47;09 - 00;29;14;16
Annette Dalloo
Okay. Well, you working on this, this relationship energetically is for you. It is not necessarily for a reconciliation. Now, sometimes that can happen, but for the time being it's not necessary. So what they're saying to me is that you knowing the context of this is important because you have to understand that you did sign up for this experience with her in this lifetime, as well as in the previous lifetimes, when we sign up for these experiences.

00;29;14;16 - 00;29;35;15
Annette Dalloo
So, like I said in the beginning, you sign up for this experience with her to be able to learn how to stay in your center. Well, you have all the outside stimuli is going on with all the outside influence going on. And this is something that she is really good at as a soul. She's not really good at it as a human right now.

00;29;35;15 - 00;29;55;01
Annette Dalloo
The last couple of lifetimes for her, it has been incredibly, incredibly difficult to maintain that balance. And sometimes that can that can be for various different reasons. It can be because we signed up for too much. We took on too much for a particular lifetime. Our souls thought that we would be good doing X, Y, and Z things, and turns out we really were not.

00;29;55;01 - 00;30;24;19
Annette Dalloo
It really depends on what her trajectory was. For your purposes, you signed up to learn from her and you have you have learned from her. You have been able to start to cultivate your own love within yourself and not have to get that from her, as well as understand that whatever outside stimuli is going on, you have to make the decisions that are right for you to be able to keep your balance, even though those things are challenging.

00;30;24;19 - 00;30;43;13
Annette Dalloo
And even though, like I said in the beginning, a lot of the things you've experienced with her are challenging. It has given you the result as a soul that you've been looking for. Okay, yeah, I do. I feel that like within the last year, I feel like things are starting to kind of feel like I understand now and like I don't regret any of it.

00;30;43;13 - 00;31;03;04
Annette Dalloo
Like it's. That make sense? Yeah, it makes a lot of sense. Okay. So is there anything else that we need to cover regarding her mother? Yes. Okay. In the past life. No. In the current life, yes. Okay. What else do you need to tell us the next piece that you're going to be working on his forgiveness. You're going to be working on the forgiveness of her for all of the things that she's done.

00;31;03;09 - 00;31;34;29
Annette Dalloo
Okay. Do you understand how to forgive somebody? And I know that's a strange question to ask, but it is pertinent. So do you know how to do that? I thought I did, but now that I'm being asked the question I don't like, I don't know, maybe I have like a self-protection mechanism around forgiving. I'm not sure. Forgiveness is often releasing the energy of the other person as well as your own energy as it pertains to certain circumstances or situations.

00;31;35;02 - 00;32;01;18
Annette Dalloo
So if you want to look at the situation as a whole with your mother and release any tie to it, any blame of her to it, release any blame of yourself regarding the situation. It's about letting go of that and releasing all of it. Releasing the anger, the blame, the shame, the sadness. Yeah, I know exactly what you're talking about.

00;32;01;24 - 00;32;21;20
Annette Dalloo
And I think that deep down, the reason that I haven't been able to do that completely is because there won't be anything left of her. So basically the only thing that you have to hold on to her right now is that lack of forgiveness, like the anger or the sadness or whatever it is that you can hang on to.

00;32;21;20 - 00;32;41;21
Annette Dalloo
And then once you let that go, then that's it. There's nothing left of the relationship. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. So we're going to do a little timeline work surrounding her right now. And I would like you to imagine that you're standing in a void. And behind you is a line. It's a timeline outstretched before you. And this is the timeline that represents every single year that you have been alive in this particular life.

00;32;41;25 - 00;33;02;12
Annette Dalloo
And I would like you to travel back to a particular period of time that is significant for you regarding your mom and your relationship with her. It can be the moment that you felt betrayed by her to be the moment you felt hurt or unloved. They can be something that goes back all the way into the womb, if that's necessary.

00;33;02;12 - 00;33;23;02
Annette Dalloo
And we're not looking for a memory here, we're looking for a feeling from your intuition as to what age you need to go to right now. Intuitively, I feel like before I was even born, before you were even born. Okay, so does this feel like in the womb? Yeah. Like. Yeah. Okay. Okay. So I would like you to stand in front of your mother who is pregnant with you at this time.

00;33;23;02 - 00;33;40;02
Annette Dalloo
And I would like you to grab her hands. And I would like you to ask her how she's feeling and what is going on within her at this time. She is scared. Angry? Can you can she tell you why? She would? Because. Because she doesn't know what's happening to survive. Why is she afraid that you're not going to survive?

00;33;40;04 - 00;34;08;05
Annette Dalloo
She was bleeding all the time. The doctors told her I wasn't going to take it. Could you feel the love from her? It's just stress, chaos and. Yeah, there's no stillness. Yeah. So that stillness that we were talking about, that she has naturally as a song, like it was just not even there. Can you ask your mom what she needs right now in that moment, as she's pregnant with you and she's stressed out, the first thing that came to my head was like, why can you ask her what else?

00;34;08;07 - 00;34;31;23
Annette Dalloo
I don't think that she even knows. Yeah, she doesn't know what she needs. She is scared right now. Okay, so you're getting mad at everybody? Yeah. So then can you connect to the little infant fetus version of you inside of your mom? And can you feel into your energy and how you felt in her energy? Yeah. Just like, what the heck is going on?

00;34;31;29 - 00;34;58;25
Annette Dalloo
Just. Yeah, it's that it's the fear and the is the anger. And it's the same thing is not knowing what I need, okay? It's like we're we're both like, just confused and. Yeah. So what I would like to do is I would like to put a bubble of divine like protection around that infant fetus version of you. And we're going to put that bubble of protection around you and have any and all of her energy be dispelled from this bubble.

00;34;59;00 - 00;35;20;03
Annette Dalloo
And so you might hear or see some sort of chaos going on outside the bubble. But inside the bubble you are nice and safe and protected. And can she feel the difference now this energy bubbles around her, I'm not sure, but I just see her smiling. Okay, good. Okay, so then can you ask her what it is that she needs?

00;35;20;03 - 00;35;47;07
Annette Dalloo
If she knows at this time she wants to play it like ring around the Rosie. So she wants to play. Yeah. Amazing. So that just gives us an idea that there's some lightheartedness going on in there, which is contrary to what she was feeling earlier. Yeah. Okay. So then I would like you to fast forward to the day you were born, and I would like you to check in with that version of yourself and ask her if that bubble of protection is still around her and if she still feels like playing, if she feels very calm.

00;35;47;10 - 00;36;08;25
Annette Dalloo
There's still some fear there. Okay, I don't trust my parents. I'm like, oh God, I'm really for this because I would like you to connect to that version of you and just let her know that you are here for her, but you're the grown up version of her, and that you can be there for her and anytime she needs you get a lot of like, backlash.

00;36;09;01 - 00;36;29;19
Annette Dalloo
You're the person that I cannot trust. Oh, interesting. Okay, so why does she feel she can't trust you? I mean, it just goes back to the questions that I had at the beginning. I don't feel like I'm taking care of my body correctly. I don't feel like I take care of my life correctly, and I have a really hard time, like, just see for yourself.

00;36;29;22 - 00;36;46;26
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, but I feel like I've been like a constant, like, struggle with myself every day and get to a point where I just do whatever somebody else wants me to do because I get confused. Like I don't know what to do. Okay, this makes a lot of sense, given the fact that you have been separated from your heart.

00;36;46;26 - 00;37;05;13
Annette Dalloo
So not knowing how to connect to your heart and not knowing what is right for you on a heart level makes a lot of the decisions that we make in our day to day life. It makes things very, very difficult. We're going to leave the baby there for the moment, and we're going to keep that bubble of divine light protection.

00;37;05;13 - 00;37;30;00
Annette Dalloo
So she is protected from your mother's energy. And then we're going to go down this exploration for you and what you feel is right for you and your life. Okay, I am here. I am with you about this. Okay. Can you give me an example of something that you don't know if you're on the right path and that you are feeling kind of lost about?

00;37;30;02 - 00;37;54;15
Annette Dalloo
Yes. The biggest part of my life right now is that I just don't feel like I feel like my soul is being crushed at the job like that. And I have this really big call to go to Ecuador and start, like this dream project I've been wanting to do. I have stability here. I am making money and the people that I work with think I'm really talented.

00;37;54;17 - 00;38;18;23
Annette Dalloo
So it's just really, it's really difficult to feel secure physically, but like like a heart or like soul level. I just feel totally like not. Okay. Yeah. How long have you been feeling like that? Oh, actually, pretty much my whole life I did. I was to like a month ago, like, opened up my heart for the first time since I was a kid.

00;38;18;26 - 00;38;40;21
Annette Dalloo
Like, since then have just felt like I was just blossoming up into the reality of who I am. But it's bringing up a lot of complications because I've already. But, you know, 30 years or so into a different person. A lot of times when we go through these transitions, there's a lot of the destruction that comes along with it.

00;38;40;26 - 00;39;06;21
Annette Dalloo
And the destruction sometimes comes quickly, sometimes it comes slowly. It just depends on the transition. Right now, you have come to the realization that you have been living your life for other people or basically through society, if that's a good way of putting it. So essentially, you're you were living your life according to what you think your life should have been or should be.

00;39;06;23 - 00;39;34;05
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. Or like what other people would be happiest with. Yes. And so now you're starting to realize and see that you want to actually start to live your life for you. And part of the challenge of that is that when you've never really checked in with yourself to see what it is, is that is aligned for you, that's really, really tough to start doing when it's not something that you've been used to.

00;39;34;09 - 00;40;02;00
Annette Dalloo
So when you feel into your heart. So I want to go back to your heart space for a moment. Can you describe to me what would make your heart soar with joy right now? Ultimate freedom. Like, I just want to be able to create the things that are on my mind and like that resonate with me and get paid for it and live where I want to live and eat the food that I want to eat and say what I want to say.

00;40;02;07 - 00;40;24;28
Annette Dalloo
Like it's freedom, I guess. Can you feel what that feels like in your heart? It feels like I can breathe deep. Like it feels. I'm like I don't have as much pressure on me, just beautiful. And I want you to hold on to that feeling, okay? Because that is how you're going to start to manifest the opportunities that will come your way, that will be aligned with that feeling.

00;40;24;28 - 00;40;43;20
Annette Dalloo
Okay, so any time anybody is asking you to do something or you're about to make a decision, I want you to feel into the decision, and I want you to check in with your heart and ask yourself, does it give me this expansive feeling? Does it give me this feeling of freedom? And if it doesn't, it is not something that you are going to do.

00;40;43;22 - 00;41;14;05
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, the struggle there is that that I feel like the opposite of expansive, like pretty much every day, all day long, like I like work and live in the same place. It's like I get asked to do something for work. And if I say no, like I basically be to like, quit and my days to live. So it's like like that's where I'm at with my expansiveness is like when I think about being free and expansive, I think about quitting this job well, and sometimes that's not that's not possible to do right away.

00;41;14;05 - 00;41;39;08
Annette Dalloo
But this is the thing that you can do on small things, by the way. Okay. If you start doing this in little tiny incremental changes, it'll start opening up for the bigger changes you were talking about, like waking up when you want to wake up or eat, what you want to eat, or whatever it happens to be. Okay, since you have the job, maybe right now you can't do that every day, but on a day that you can play with that energy, what does it feel like?

00;41;39;08 - 00;41;56;11
Annette Dalloo
If I were to go and eat this, this particular meal or what? What would it feel like if I slept an extra hour today or took a nap? Or what would it feel like to go and do something that I haven't done before? Or take one one more step towards the the life that I want to live? Right.

00;41;56;11 - 00;42;19;11
Annette Dalloo
So you mentioned moving to Ecuador and like I'm just hearing yes, yes, yes. And I'm getting chills right now. So this is something that is absolutely aligned for you. But I want to ask you why you feel aligned with going there. Well, the crazy thing is, is that I'm sorry. That was pretty emotional for me. I went there and I that's the place that I went to do my ceremony.

00;42;19;18 - 00;42;50;24
Annette Dalloo
And I stayed in this little surfer town that was like 40 minutes away from it and just had just so much peace and calm. And the people that were around me were, you know, they were a lot like me. And community that surrounds the like. Retreat center where I did the ceremony at was so just like a basic and it just felt like it was a place where I could really, you know, like hunker down and like create and also have people around me who, like, I could be myself.

00;42;50;27 - 00;43;15;26
Annette Dalloo
And a lot of that has to do with the fact that you are around people that are more energetically aligned for you. You're moving from one energy where you were aligning yourself with things that maybe didn't serve you. You were aligning yourself with things that you thought other people wanted for you, or that you thought that the universe wanted for you, versus going into your heart space and now truly aligning with other people.

00;43;15;26 - 00;43;49;15
Annette Dalloo
So now you've had that experience in Ecuador now, where you've seen and felt what it feels like to connect on a heart level. Yeah. And now that's what you want because you're saying, now I know what that feels like, right? Yeah. What you can do is you can ask the universe to send you people in your current life right now that are aligned for you, and they may show up in the most random of places, like you may meet somebody on your boat that is randomly in the same place that you are, you know, and maybe you only connect with them for a day or two days, but it'll be enough to help you get

00;43;49;15 - 00;44;11;29
Annette Dalloo
that momentum going in terms of where you are aligned and where your heart is aligned. Okay, now what kind of steps could you take to, let's say, quit your job and move to Ecuador? The thing is, is that I'm trying so hard to like, stay in my body and like like I'm at a point of, like, almost self-sabotaging, like when I'm around my boss or like, people who are important.

00;44;12;02 - 00;44;27;28
Annette Dalloo
I just like, slip of the mouth, say things that like, I just want that to fire me. You know what I mean? They love me so much that it would never happen and not like big, like rude things. Just like I never get a day off and, like, just complaining sometimes. The thing is, is that after this summer.

00;44;27;28 - 00;44;48;19
Annette Dalloo
So come, come this fall, they promised that I would be on a rotation where I get two months on two months. Like, I don't know if that's true or not, because we've lied to me about stuff before. Just to keep me around my brain is like, just stay until the fall. And then if they don't get a rotational crew, then you're going to quit.

00;44;48;19 - 00;45;14;06
Annette Dalloo
And you can go to Ecuador and you can go create art there. And my, my body, my soul is like, no, leave now. Like every moment you're here is damaging you. It's really like financial security, I think is kind of keeping me around. I want you to feel into the possibility of, let's say you go to your job, your current job, and you say to them, okay, I'm willing to do the the two months on, two months off, come fall.

00;45;14;06 - 00;45;28;12
Annette Dalloo
I want this in writing and ask them for it in writing. Now, what does that feel like for you? It feels scary. It feels like they would find a reason not to if they were to say, no, we're not going to put it in writing. What do you feel right now in your heart that you need to do?

00;45;28;15 - 00;45;49;04
Annette Dalloo
I don't know, like, but my heart just turned off like I feel trapped. I feel like I can't breathe. There are several different timelines for you at this time. If you were to do the rotation, the two months on, two months off, that would give you some freedom to be able to go down to Ecuador, spend some time there, be able to sort of assess and what you want to do and where you want to go.

00;45;49;04 - 00;46;14;26
Annette Dalloo
I am seeing somehow that you might be involved in some sort of nonprofit organization. Maybe it's like helping set up infrastructure or something like that, where you would be talking to people day to day. Not that you would be part of like organization or anything like that, but it's like almost like a PR person or somebody that is just really talking to people and connecting with people.

00;46;15;01 - 00;46;44;13
Annette Dalloo
Okay. So like there is a possibility to do that. There's a possibility for you to establish yourself in Ecuador in a way that is aligned for you, where you can make money while doing your art, while living there like it is. It is going to be like a three part system for you because you will need to create space for yourself to be creative and have that freedom while still having a job and supporting yourself, and you will be able to find that balance.

00;46;44;13 - 00;47;04;28
Annette Dalloo
It's just you're going to have to explore different options. I don't know, I feel like explore different options means you're going to be poor. Well not necessarily. They're showing me that the cost of living there is it's pretty low. So like you're not going to need much to be there. Okay. The thing is, is that like you have a lot of skills that you could play on all right.

00;47;04;28 - 00;47;20;28
Annette Dalloo
So even if you do this two months on, two months off, like you'll still have money coming in, you'll still be able to go to Ecuador. And over the course of time, you'll eventually be able to quit the job, and you'll be able to figure out what you're going to be doing in Ecuador to actually support yourself. That resonates so well.

00;47;20;28 - 00;47;39;03
Annette Dalloo
I just got chills, like, that's what I want to do. Beautiful. So when you feel that in that feels right for you, that's the direction to go in. It should alleviate that feeling of your heart shutting off and feeling like the door is closed, because you can't move forward, because you don't know where you're going to move forward.

00;47;39;03 - 00;47;54;05
Annette Dalloo
Right? If you want to, if you want to make sure that this happens, then mention it to your boss that, hey, I would like to get this in writing that I'm going to be doing two months on, two months off because I'm going to have to start planning what I'm going to be doing in those two months off.

00;47;54;07 - 00;48;15;03
Annette Dalloo
So I'm going to need this in writing that this is going to happen and then see what happens. And if they say yes, awesome, they'll do it. If they say no, then you can deal with it then. But it's something that they're saying that you, you need to ask for because you might be surprised. Like you're the fear might be getting the best of you, and they might be totally fine with giving it to you in writing, but you've never really asked.

00;48;15;03 - 00;48;37;24
Annette Dalloo
Okay, okay. Thank you. Yeah. You're welcome. Okay, nice. Okay, so I want to check in with that baby version of you again. Okay. So is she still not trusting you see, she's just saying, like you've always known. Beautiful. So what I want you to do is I want you to check in with her every so often, okay? Just like if you're just going about your day, just every so often, just check in with her and ask her how she's doing.

00;48;37;24 - 00;48;56;03
Annette Dalloo
Ask her how that that trust is doing between the two of you, because you're going to need to build that trust. Okay? Something to work on before I type. Exactly, exactly. All right. So what we're going to do is we're going to move into that past life that I saw that was in your root chakra and your sacral.

00;48;56;03 - 00;49;16;01
Annette Dalloo
So we can finally clear that. And like I said, this is something that you've been clearing for many lifetimes. I'm hearing for seven different lifetimes. Oh, wow. That's why it's almost completely clear. It's almost done. I'm getting that you're a nanny and you're playing peekaboo with a child like a baby. Probably one year old. One and a half, something like that.

00;49;16;05 - 00;49;36;25
Annette Dalloo
You're quite young yourself. I'm hearing that you're 12, but that was pretty common for back then with nannies, younger children would often nanny for other small children. So that's it was pretty common back then. You had a hard time trusting your instincts and her time trusting like that. You could do what you needed to do for this child that you were nannying for.

00;49;36;28 - 00;49;56;04
Annette Dalloo
You came from a pretty poor family, and this was something that you needed to do in order to bring money to your family. This family was relatively wealthy, and you really did need to do everything you could to keep this job, but you really didn't know what to do in a lot of circumstances because you had obviously your child yourself.

00;49;56;04 - 00;50;15;23
Annette Dalloo
It was very hard to know exactly what you needed to do in any given moment. You had been a nanny before, but only for like four months. So your experience with children was was pretty minimal. The family hired you simply because it was sort of a favor to the family, because they knew that you needed money and there weren't a lot of options for them at the time.

00;50;15;23 - 00;50;31;28
Annette Dalloo
The mother was an invalid, which is why the nanny was necessary and the father was often gone. Okay, so there's a lot of fear here because there were there would be certain things that would happen, like, let's say the baby had a fever and you would have no idea what to do. And you couldn't ask anybody. There wasn't anybody around.

00;50;31;29 - 00;50;49;25
Annette Dalloo
Ask there wasn't anybody around to help. They had servants from time to time, but they weren't on full time. So sometimes it was just you and the the mother and that was it. And she was not available most of the time to interject anything because she was on a lot of medicines that sort of made her out of it.

00;50;49;29 - 00;51;10;02
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. That's why this is still affecting you right now, because it's like you're you're feeling of being trapped, that feeling that you're feeling, that's kind of how I'm feeling for you in this previous lifetime, that feeling of like not knowing what to do, not knowing where to go, how to proceed. You eventually did figure it out, though. For the most part, you took the child to the doctor one time.

00;51;10;02 - 00;51;29;09
Annette Dalloo
You brought the child back from the doctor and it got worse. Then whatever the doctor said, the child had wasn't what the child had, and in like whatever medicine he gave made the child worse. And then you got sick. Yeah. This has a lot to do with you. Not trusting yourself, too. This is something that's been going on for many, many lifetimes for you.

00;51;29;14 - 00;51;47;09
Annette Dalloo
So you go to the the mother, she's lucid but still out of it. And you're saying to her, like, I'm really, really sick. The baby's really, really sick. I don't have the energy to take the baby to the doctor. And she's saying, call my husband. And you're like, your husband isn't in town. Like he's not even here. And she.

00;51;47;09 - 00;52;02;02
Annette Dalloo
You're asking her, is there anyone else that we can call? And she says, yes, call my sister. So you call her sister. Her sister is not in town either. But she says she can be there in the morning. You don't know what to do because, like, literally, you were so sick that you can't even hold the baby. Like you can't even do anything.

00;52;02;02 - 00;52;17;10
Annette Dalloo
You can't even take care of the child. You were not only afraid for your own life, but you were afraid for the child's life as well. You did call the doctor. You asked him to come in for a house call. He wasn't available until later on that evening, so he did come. He asks you why you didn't call him earlier, and it's something that you just.

00;52;17;10 - 00;52;38;12
Annette Dalloo
It didn't dawn on you like. It's just not something, you know, you were 12. Like, it's just not something that you thought of. You didn't realize that you could call him and ask him to come to the house, especially given your economic status at home. Being from a poorer family, that's not something doctors would do. They wouldn't come to your house because it would just be too expensive.

00;52;38;17 - 00;52;59;01
Annette Dalloo
The doctor is quite angry with you, actually. He tells you to get away. He knows that you're just as sick as the child is, but he doesn't do anything about it. He basically just tends to the child. First you went home, you didn't know what was going to happen. You didn't know if the doctor was going to stay with the baby until the next morning when her sister arrived or what, but he he basically told you to leave.

00;52;59;05 - 00;53;29;02
Annette Dalloo
The rest of your family got sick as well over the next coming days. Like you didn't know what happened to the child. You tried to check in on the child. After you started feeling better, you knocked on the door. Nobody answered. You never heard from the family again. I'm hearing the father say something like incompetent child. There was a lot of guilt and shame surrounding this whole incident, because not only did you potentially put the baby's life at risk, but then you put your family's life at risk by coming back home and getting them sick.

00;53;29;04 - 00;53;51;09
Annette Dalloo
Everybody recovered. It wasn't that anybody died, but it was. It was enough to put a lot of fear and shame into your energy field, feeling like you cannot make the right decisions, that you cannot do the things that are right, that you are not capable. And basically all this boils down to was the fact that you were young, you were very, very young.

00;53;51;11 - 00;54;07;06
Annette Dalloo
You didn't know how to handle these types of situations, but you really took on that burden and you took on that guilt of what could have happened. And I'm hearing your mom from that lifetime say to you, it didn't happen. Like all the worst things that you have in your head, they did not happen. And you're saying, yes, but they could have.

00;54;07;07 - 00;54;29;16
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. Okay. Is there anything else that we need to know about that life time? None at this time. Okay. So yeah, a lot of the things that you've been working on over the last several lifetimes has been about your personal power trusting yourself, trusting your decisions, being able to understand that if you make a wrong decision like you don't have to wear that badge of shame for the rest of your life.

00;54;29;16 - 00;54;51;24
Annette Dalloo
You know, things happen. People make wrong decisions or not align decisions that happen sometimes. And so having that forgiveness of self is important. Yeah. Okay. Is there anything else we need to do to clear her chakras. No. They're being cleared as we speak now that she's aware of this particular situation okay. Got it. Perfect. We're going to do a little practice.

00;54;51;24 - 00;55;10;26
Annette Dalloo
So I want you to ask your body right now what does it feel like it needs for today? Like my back just hurts. It's kind of a show because I do ask my body that kind of stuff. And then I get back like, well, this hurts and this hurts. And so then I, you know, do research and I try to figure out how to like, fix it.

00;55;10;26 - 00;55;28;26
Annette Dalloo
And there's just like so much out there and it starts to feel like a dead end. I kind of exhausted with that. I don't know, like I just feel like my body knows what it wants. But I don't know how to give it to it. Okay. So do you have any pains right now? Yes, I do, all over my body.

00;55;28;26 - 00;55;48;04
Annette Dalloo
It's really, really bad. My I have like, scoliosis in my neck. Like, I have, like a stabbing pain. Like, I honestly think this is like, ancestral. Like I have this, like, having been almost like a knife that goes through my back and into, like, the side of my chest. Yeah. I just, I'm like. I'm like so weak. Like I'm so frickin like weak.

00;55;48;04 - 00;56;03;03
Annette Dalloo
Like I'm not strong. And then as soon as I like, start to do a workout, it's like I do one and then I'm like. And then I just forget about working out for like a week and a half. I can't get anywhere. All right. So let me do a little check in here. Okay. So is any of the pain the that she's feeling in her body?

00;56;03;03 - 00;56;17;15
Annette Dalloo
Is this is any of this ancestral. It is not. Does any of it have to do with the past life? It does. Okay. The stabbing pain she was talking about in her back, that is past life. Okay. I don't know why I'm seeing. I'm seeing an arrow. Is that what that is? It is. Okay. Okay. Can we see what happened?

00;56;17;15 - 00;56;39;05
Annette Dalloo
Please? I don't know why they're saying this to me, but they're saying something about holy war. You were a man in this lifetime. You were an archer. Oh. That's beautiful. So what they're showing me is that when there were wars back then, you would have your archers, and then you would have the people behind them with trebuchet or some sort of cannons or whatever it happens to be.

00;56;39;05 - 00;56;59;00
Annette Dalloo
And then the archers, they would sort of be facing off to each other. So like there would be a volley of arrows that would fly in the air and then it would hit other archers, it would hit other people. And that's actually what happened to you. So basically you got hit with an arrow that went in through your chest and down through your back.

00;56;59;04 - 00;57;18;25
Annette Dalloo
It's it's like a very extreme angle for some reason. Well, it makes sense, I guess, with the trajectory of it. Okay. That makes sense. And that's how you died in that lifetime. Okay. That's nice to know. So why would she still have like, pains in her body from that lifetime then? Because it was a traumatic lifetime and she was not meant to die in that way.

00;57;19;01 - 00;57;52;16
Annette Dalloo
She was not meant to die in that way. And in that time. Okay. So is there anything we can do to alleviate the pain that she's feeling in her current body? Yes. All right. So I'm going to ask for your guardian angels as well as Archangel Rafael, to clear any energy regarding this past lifetime, to clear the trauma surrounding the death in this lifetime, to clear the surprise of you dying in that lifetime, in that particular way, in that particular time, because your soul knew the time and way you were going to die in that particular lifetime in that, wasn't it?

00;57;52;16 - 00;58;13;03
Annette Dalloo
And so this is what's creating this sort of discord in your in your energy field. It's also creating some fear. Fear of, of dying when you're not meant to. Yeah. So that yeah, I do have that. So then I would like that. Where were those. Those points are where she was hit with the arrow of like those to be closed up with Divine Creator light.

00;58;13;07 - 00;58;47;20
Annette Dalloo
Okay. So then I would like you to imagine that you have a divine light coming in through your crown chakra and allow that light to clear and cleanse any energy that does not belong to you anymore, that does not serve you anymore. Then imagine that light going down through your crown chakra, over your forehead, permeating and touching every single cell in your body, down your nose, your lips, your chin, your neck, the back of your neck, your back, your shoulders down your spine, your chest, sides of your body, down your arms all the way to the ends of your fingertips.

00;58;47;20 - 00;59;05;28
Annette Dalloo
All of your organs and your torso. To your hips, down to your knees, all the way to the ends of your toes. And any psychic debris, any energy from previous lifetimes that is still hanging out in your body that doesn't serve you. We're going to ask to be transmuted into light at this time. Thank you. It is done.

00;59;06;00 - 00;59;24;05
Annette Dalloo
Okay. Thank you so they're saying to me, any time you have that pain that comes up, they want you to do that little meditation and imagine that light sort of going through the body, clearing and cleansing any energy from any past life, anything that does not serve you and just continue to do that until the pain subsides. Okay.

00;59;24;05 - 00;59;52;10
Annette Dalloo
I think I could do that in terms of consistency of what your body needs. It is going to be an exploration. You're going to need to explore what it is that your body needs and what you need for yourself in any given moment. And that's part of what is sort of screaming at you right now as far as your current job for the alignment, because being on your feet, as long as you are doing the things that you're doing is, is definitely hard on your body, and there needs to be much more of a balance there.

00;59;52;10 - 01;00;13;05
Annette Dalloo
Saying you'll find that when you do the two months on, two months off, that your body will start to feel better. Oh that's good. Well, because you'll have time to rest, right? I work 16 hours a day pretty much every day, like it's my first day off in a month. But yeah, when you are able to spend time not doing what you're doing is when you're going to start to discover what your body needs.

01;00;13;05 - 01;00;28;12
Annette Dalloo
Because the problem is, is that your body is on almost autopilot right now because it knows that you need to wake up every day and you need to do the job, and then you have to go to sleep, you know, and it's basically that's all you're doing, right? So it's it's hard to have any consistency in anything if you basically don't have any time for yourself.

01;00;28;16 - 01;00;49;06
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, that makes sense. Be a little less hard on myself. Yes. That would be that would be ideal is to be a little less hard on yourself and give yourself a little bit more grace and understanding that this is just the situation you're in, albeit temporary, but it's just in the situation that you're in right now. Okay. Did you have any last minute questions before we close out?

01;00;49;12 - 01;01;06;08
Annette Dalloo
I just wondering, I've been trying to like, talk to my spirit guides, but I'm too scared. Like also at the same time, like, I'll be like like if I start to feel it and you're like, no, don't come to me. But also like, like before I go to bed, I like talk to them. And then like, I'm always telling them how grateful I am.

01;01;06;14 - 01;01;22;07
Annette Dalloo
And I was just wondering, like if they had anything that they wanted to tell me. Don't worry. By the way, I was afraid of my guides too when I first started meeting them, so don't worry. That's kind of natural to have a little fear of the of the other side. I had heard stories of people saying like, oh, Archangel Michael just came into my room.

01;01;22;07 - 01;01;42;13
Annette Dalloo
He was this giant blue light being. And I'm like, yeah, that would scare the crap out of me. Please don't do that. So first thing to know is that you have control over how much you see and how much you don't. So your guides know that you have certain fears surrounding this. I don't see that they're going to just like, appear to you in a giant angelic light form and scare the crap out of you.

01;01;42;13 - 01;02;02;03
Annette Dalloo
They're not going to they're not going to do that. Okay? Okay. In terms of any messages they have for you, hold on one second. As Annette said, we don't want you to be hard on yourself anymore because you are starting to make the strides you need to make the change in your life. But change happens incrementally. It also happens slowly, especially on your planet.

01;02;02;03 - 01;02;24;12
Annette Dalloo
We want you to give yourself a little bit of grace and a little bit of peace and space to do the things that you want to do. When you did the ayahuasca ceremony, it awakened something in you pretty immediately. That is a realization that you made very quickly. And so now you have to do the work to align with what your new reality is going to be.

01;02;24;12 - 01;02;43;17
Annette Dalloo
We understand that this can be uncomfortable sometimes when you're going through that transition period, and if it is not happening fast enough, because now you can see where you're going and you want to be there now, but we want you to be present in the moment, and we want you to appreciate what you have now, even if it's something that is challenging.

01;02;43;17 - 01;03;03;07
Annette Dalloo
Where are the places in your day to day that you can appreciate something? Maybe it's just simply looking out at the sea, looking out at the water. Maybe it's something as simple as seeing some of the wildlife that you might see. Find something every day to be grateful for, or find something every day that you can connect to, and that will help the time move much more quickly.

01;03;03;07 - 01;03;18;28
Annette Dalloo
We love you and we are always here for you. And don't be afraid of us. We are here to only help. Thank you. Okay, so we are going to close the Akashic Records. Thank you so much to include my Akashic Guide. Thank you. Just guides for giving us that beautiful message. The records are closed. The records are closed.

01;03;18;28 - 01;03;40;22
Annette Dalloo
The records are closed. Thank you. Amazing. How do you feel? I feel very supported. Oh, I'm so, so glad. I'm so, so glad for that. If you feel any sort of purging, crying, anything for the next couple of days, it's super, super normal. Just take very good care of yourself if you can. I know you're going to be working a lot, but make sure you're drinking enough water and hydrating, okay?

01;03;40;22 - 01;04;02;03
Annette Dalloo
Okay. Thank you. Yes? May I say one thing? Yeah. So I have you, like, pulls it up and right behind the computer is a window that I was like looking under here. So I just kept seeing like all these different butterflies and birds that would normally not be around. It's really beautiful. Oh my gosh, that's so gorgeous. I love that.

01;04;02;04 - 01;04;21;26
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. So that's the wildlife. They were talking about it. Yeah yeah yeah it's great. Yeah. Thank you. Oh you're very welcome I will talk to you soon. Bye bye.

01;04;21;29 - 01;04;49;01
Annette Dalloo
I would like to thank Chloe for participating in the podcast by allowing me to record her session and share her story with all of us. One of the first things we spoke of in this session was about her Kundalini, and whether or not she had had her Kundalini awakening. Now, a lot of people talk about this because it is the quintessential in signs in terms of have I had my awakening?

01;04;49;01 - 01;05;16;14
Annette Dalloo
Have I had my spiritual body awakening or not? I would like to channel a little bit more information about this simply because I feel that we put particular definitions to certain things that have been in the consciousness of society for thousands of years. And so we hang on to that definition based on what they knew thousands of years ago.

01;05;16;14 - 01;05;50;18
Annette Dalloo
And there's no problem with that. If you are learning some ancient techniques, it's beautiful to do. We just have to understand that some of these terminologies, techniques, rituals, the way that people operate within their spiritual journey, changes based on the elevation of the planet, the people, and Earth herself. We're going to give a little bit more of an updated version of what it means to have a Kundalini awakening as it pertains to this current time.

01;05;50;18 - 01;06;42;14
Annette Dalloo
The Kundalini awakening is something that many hold sacred, and while it is a sacred event for any person, it is something that is also incredibly natural. It is a natural occurrence for every single human on this planet. It became sacred simply because in the past it was something that was difficult to achieve. Whereas the awakening of your life force energy of your base chakra energy that explodes into the rest of your body and chakra system is something that is necessary for your chakras as well as your human body to function, to stay grounded, to be in your soul energy.

01;06;42;17 - 01;07;19;04
Annette Dalloo
It is part of a furnace system, if you will, something that keeps everything moving. It keeps everything going. It allows things to not stay stagnant. In any particular chakra, there is an element of the kundalini energy that is associated with sexual energy and creative energy. And that is also true. It comes in through the sacral chakra and is translated by all other energies in the way that it moves, the way that it operates.

01;07;19;06 - 01;07;51;00
Annette Dalloo
It brings energy, creativity and energy that is available to you at any time. The personal experience of how your Kundalini awakens has to do with the work that you've done. If you have done a lot of the work underneath the surface, maybe your kundalini energy just has to break through that thin layer at the very top, and maybe it takes a very short amount of time to do so.

01;07;51;02 - 01;08;17;28
Annette Dalloo
We would not necessarily call that a spontaneous awakening because you have been doing the work to uncover and release all of the things that are preventing your kundalini energy from being active. Once you were able to clear all of that and it finally breaks through, it feels like a warmth that goes through your body, and it also feels like a movement of sorts that is going through your body.

01;08;17;28 - 01;08;44;04
Annette Dalloo
And we will use the analogy again of a furnace. It's almost like you have a furnace that is in your body that has not been lit. And finally it is lit and it is functioning. You're going to feel the movement of that. There are others who might be able to clear their energy much faster, who might be able to move through the psychic debris, and all of the things that prevent you from having this energy be active in your system.

01;08;44;09 - 01;09;09;04
Annette Dalloo
And these can be spontaneous awakenings and they can be uncomfortable. It's the difference between letting a small flame in your furnace and then lighting the next and the next, and the next versus letting all of them at the same time. You can imagine the combustion, and the force of that energy is much greater if you light them all at the same time.

01;09;09;07 - 01;09;41;03
Annette Dalloo
We do recommend that it is gradual, so your body has time to adjust as it's not uncomfortable or creates unnecessary trauma in the body. But oftentimes you don't have a choice in how it comes in if you are trying to force it. We would suggest that you not. If you want to have your kundalini energy activated, we recommend that you work on all of the things within you that are blocking it, not necessarily trying to artificially remove whatever that is in order to have the Kundalini awakening.

01;09;41;03 - 01;10;09;04
Annette Dalloo
The purpose is not to have the Kundalini awakening. The purpose is to clear the energy to allow your system to function as it was always meant to. We hope that gives you some context and understanding about why the Kundalini energy is important. But also how to go about understanding and seeking the reason why you might not have your Kundalini energy active at this time.

01;10;09;07 - 01;10;27;14
Annette Dalloo
If you don't know, you can simply ask your guides and your angels if it is active and if it is not active, if it needs to be. You can also ask if it does need to be active right now, then what can you do in order to help that be activated? This is a conversation that you have with your guides.

01;10;27;16 - 01;10;51;17
Annette Dalloo
This is not something that you just run into headlong into some ritual or modality in order to awaken your Kundalini thinking that will solve your problems, that will make you connected even further. Your connection is nurtured, not exploded into existence. Okay. Are there any other messages for us about that subject right now? No, not at this time. Okay.

01;10;51;17 - 01;11;24;15
Annette Dalloo
Thank you. Okay, so moving on to the past life, where we were looking at Chloe's relationship with her mother. And I found a very interesting that her mother was so much more drawn to her when she was not asking things from her. This is a really big topic to address, because I feel like we as a society have gotten stuck in this loop or pattern where asking for help is a way to get attention.

01;11;24;15 - 01;11;53;04
Annette Dalloo
Asking for somebody to do something for you or do your favor is not only a way to connect to the person, but it also sets them up for potential failure because you're asking them to do something for you. And if they do not do it, it shows that they do not love you. The thing that we need to extricate from this particular scenario is the notion that love is attached to what you can do for me, or what I can do for you.

01;11;53;05 - 01;12;14;24
Annette Dalloo
In this scenario, her mother had all of these children asking all of these things of her, and Chloe was sitting in the background, not asking anything of her. And to her mother that felt like peace, that felt like love and connection, because she could just be in the presence of her daughter. She didn't have to perform. She didn't have to do anything.

01;12;14;26 - 01;12;35;11
Annette Dalloo
I want you to think about the relationships that you have in your life at this moment. How many of them are transactional? How many of them do you say? Well, they didn't do this for me, so they must not love me. How many times are you asking for certain things just to get the attention of the person that you were speaking to?

01;12;35;12 - 01;12;58;10
Annette Dalloo
This is a classic codependent scenario where you may not necessarily need the help. Maybe you're perfectly capable of doing the task yourself, but you want to test the person, or you want to ask the person to do this for you because you feel like it will bring you closer together. I want you to feel into the energy of that right now.

01;12;58;12 - 01;13;20;09
Annette Dalloo
So if you do have somebody in your life who you have this dynamic with, I want you to close your eyes and put your hand on your heart and feel into the energy of the dynamic between the two of you. Does it feel like a loving connection, or does it feel like grasping? Does it feel like you're always trying to get the person to come closer and they won't come closer?

01;13;20;10 - 01;13;48;08
Annette Dalloo
Are you trying to do everything in your power to create this closeness by either being needy or asking for things that maybe you don't necessarily need? Or are you offering too much to the other person in order to form that connection? Maybe you're on the opposite end of that spectrum, where you are over giving and people pleasing and trying to give something to somebody that they're not ready for, or that they're not even asking for.

01;13;48;09 - 01;14;13;23
Annette Dalloo
Feel into that energy and just record down in a notebook how that feels for you, and ask yourself, what can you do instead? What is that energy that you're trying to seek? What are you looking for in that connection? Are you looking for validation that the person loves you? And if that's the case, then you're going to have to ask yourself, why is it that you doubt this person's love for you?

01;14;13;24 - 01;14;36;13
Annette Dalloo
Is it because of their capacity to love? Is it because maybe you both don't know what love is, or how to express it to each other, and that maybe that's a conversation that needs to happen. There are so many different nuances when it comes to this type of scenario, but it really only can shift and change if you connect into your heart and identify why these behaviors are perpetuating.

01;14;36;16 - 01;15;07;15
Annette Dalloo
And then only then can you start to shift and change them. Once you can feel into the energy, anything that does not feel like love, peace, and connection is something that can be worked on. It's something that can be improved upon in some way. So if you've been working on something like this and you're listening to this on YouTube or someplace where you can leave a comment, feel free to leave a comment and tell me what you're working on and what you're looking to shift.

01;15;07;17 - 01;15;37;06
Annette Dalloo
And then that brings me to diminishing yourself in order to avoid drama, or in order to avoid unpleasantness with somebody else's feelings. This is almost the secondary piece to what we were just speaking of, and that is the feeling or the need to withdraw from a situation because you're afraid of how the person is going to react or how they're going to show up in that conversation.

01;15;37;08 - 01;16;05;02
Annette Dalloo
If you are feeling responsible for somebody else's feelings, then that is most certainly a reason why you would want to withdraw, why you would want to diminish yourself for the sake of somebody else's feelings or their explosive reaction to whatever is happening. Withdrawing can sometimes be the only thing that works in those moments, but the type of energy that you're withdrawing in also makes a difference.

01;16;05;03 - 01;16;33;20
Annette Dalloo
If you are withdrawing to diminish yourself, your energy, and to hide because you don't want to be a part of what is happening in that moment, then that shows you that you are still in the energy of feeling responsible for somebody else's feelings. Maybe there's some guilt and shame woven in there, the work that needs to be done in that silence or in that space of withdrawing, needs to be the connection to what emotions you are feeling at that moment.

01;16;33;22 - 01;16;58;08
Annette Dalloo
Are you in a place of blaming yourself, feeling guilty, feeling shame? And if that's the case, why? Why do you feel responsible for somebody else's feelings? Is there something that you did to help contribute to this situation, and if so, take responsibility for it. If you take responsibility for it, you apologize. You talked to the person about it, and yet they are still feeling like a victim.

01;16;58;08 - 01;17;28;10
Annette Dalloo
They are still in explosive energy, and that is when you can withdraw again and feel like you are in a space, that you are acting in integrity, that you are acting according to the values that you have, taking responsibility for the things you must and releasing the rest. If you feel that you have acted in integrity, then it is your time to withdraw from that energy and allow the person to go through what they must in order to go within.

01;17;28;11 - 01;17;50;07
Annette Dalloo
Learn the lessons, do whatever they need to do. But that is not your responsibility. Oftentimes, when these types of situations happen, we just want the energy to stop. We just want whatever is happening to stop. We want the yelling or the crying or the explosive behavior to stop. So we will do anything in our power to make it stop.

01;17;50;10 - 01;18;18;07
Annette Dalloo
But I will tell you again, it is not your job to make it stop. It may be your job to communicate, to ask questions, but you need to let the other person go through the emotions that they are going through, whatever they happen to be. And if you decide that you cannot handle that, then that is okay. You can remove yourself from the situation, but when you do, remove yourself with compassion, especially if you love this person, tell the person that you are feeling overwhelmed and that you need to take a minute.

01;18;18;08 - 01;18;39;29
Annette Dalloo
There are so many ways that you can deal with these types of situations, and I very much encourage you to approach this through your heart, through curiosity, and through compassion. When you approach these situations from your own hurt, guilt, and shame, it is only going to create a deeper well of emotion that you both will need to crawl out of.

01;18;40;02 - 01;19;05;04
Annette Dalloo
And speaking of emotion that we need to move out of, we did a beautiful meditation with Khloe regarding her mother. Every single mother on this planet has given the energy that they were carrying to their child. Every single mother and every single mother on this planet cannot and should not take on the responsibility of that to their child.

01;19;05;06 - 01;19;28;19
Annette Dalloo
It is just the way it works with energy. The energy of that child is within you and you are within the energy of that child. It's bound to happen where you're going to be connected energetically. So there need not be any guilt or shame regarding whatever state you were in while you were pregnant, because your child knew the state you would be in when you were pregnant and still chose it anyway.

01;19;28;21 - 01;19;51;07
Annette Dalloo
I have mentioned in the past that I have seen in the records many times that it depends on the soul and their choice as to when they have decided to enter the body. Some souls will enter the body upon conception, some will enter the body a little bit further on in the pregnancy, and some will wait until the very end until they're born.

01;19;51;07 - 01;20;13;21
Annette Dalloo
I actually have a client who said that her son said to her that he actually didn't enter his body until he was four. It can happen differently for absolutely everyone. So for those souls who wait until after the pregnancy is complete, they may have made that decision because they knew maybe the mother was going to be going through some pretty rough times that they didn't need to experience.

01;20;13;25 - 01;20;35;07
Annette Dalloo
And maybe you did experience some of your mother's emotion while being in the womb. You can do that exact meditation that we did in the session with Chloe. You can close your eyes and take a deep breath and imagine that you were traveling back in time until you are standing in front of your pregnant mother and you can connect to that child that is you.

01;20;35;10 - 01;21;06;29
Annette Dalloo
Clear her energy. Clear his energy. Put a bubble of protection around them. Do whatever feels good and necessary for you to be able to clear that energy so you can have a much more fluid and connected experience with the unborn version of you, or the child version of you, whatever it happens to be, you can ask your soul, when is it that I incarnated into my human self in this lifetime?

01;21;07;01 - 01;21;34;22
Annette Dalloo
And is there anything that needs to be cleared from my birth? There are a lot of misconceptions I feel about motherhood, and that your mother is solely responsible for the energy that she gave you when you were a child and when you were in the womb. It is not their responsibility to make sure that the habitat so to speak, is 100% clear of any lower negative energy.

01;21;34;25 - 01;22;12;26
Annette Dalloo
That's not why we incarnate on this planet, and I talk about that often. Her job is to do exactly what she is meant to do in exactly the way that she was meant to do it. And oftentimes we get into blame with our mothers about how we grew up, about what happened when we were born, about the trauma that we felt here or there, and if it actually got to the point where your relationship with your mother was toxic, like it was for Chloe, where you were in an emotionally abusive connection, the forgiving work that needs to be done has to do with you, not her.

01;22;12;28 - 01;22;40;02
Annette Dalloo
The forgiveness that you seek in your heart that you work through. Extricating those emotions of feeling like the victim. Removing any of the energy that she may have placed on you during an emotionally abusive moment. Being able to clear your energy of all of these things is important. Holding on to anger. Holding on to resentment is only going to affect you.

01;22;40;04 - 01;23;18;07
Annette Dalloo
It's not going to affect her. Oftentimes, people hold on to anger and resentment because they fear that they cannot hold the boundaries themselves. The boundaries of lack of communication. If that's where you're at with your parent, it's lack of trust in self. Anger and resentment keeps you separated from that which has hurt you, but you have the ability to keep yourself separated from that which has hurt you without the anger and resentment, you can release that and still hold a boundary that is called self-empowerment.

01;23;18;10 - 01;23;45;05
Annette Dalloo
That is called standing in your power, knowing what is good for you and what isn't. Having that discernment to be able to accept what is good for you in your life and what is not. So if you are having a hard time forgiving somebody, the first place I would start to look is your own trust in yourself. Do you trust yourself to be able to make the right decisions, to not fall into old patterns?

01;23;45;07 - 01;24;17;00
Annette Dalloo
To not accept the behavior that has happened in the past? Lastly, I want to talk about the physical ailments as they pertain to past lives related to traumatic deaths and that sort of thing. As we discussed with Chloe, this is something that happens often. I have seen it in many client sessions where people will have a weird pain somewhere, and it's a recurring pain, and that has to do with the way that they died in a previous lifetime.

01;24;17;02 - 01;24;50;29
Annette Dalloo
One of the first instances I had heard about this before I even looked in the records was reading the book Many Lives, Many Masters by Brian Weiss, and he spoke about someone who he healed from cataracts because this person in his life had cataracts at a very, very young age. And once he was able to tap into that past life, they realized that she had been burned really badly and blinded in a past life.

01;24;51;02 - 01;25;20;11
Annette Dalloo
And that traumatic event from that past life created the physical ailment of cataracts. In this lifetime. It was very much the same with  regarding the death of her previous version of herself from the arrow. It's not always the case if you have chronic pain, that that is where it's coming from, because that type of chronic pain can come from a great many different energies and situations.

01;25;20;14 - 01;25;45;07
Annette Dalloo
But if you have the inkling that maybe there is something there, that is certainly something that we can cover in a session, and once you are able to know about what it is that is staying active in your energy field regarding this past life, you can then start to clear it. I want to thank you so much for joining me this week, and I look forward to connecting with you for a new episode next Wednesday.

01;25;45;07 - 01;26;11;19
Annette Dalloo
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01;26;11;19 - 01;26;24;24
Annette Dalloo
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