AR45: Feeling Unsafe in a World That Needs You to Hold It Together

Many of us have learned to hold everything together — for our families, communities, and ancestors — often at the expense of our own energy, emotions, and truth.  We are carrying emotions, fears, and memories that don’t actually belong to us — echoes from ancestors, old lifetimes, or collective pain we unconsciously hold. In this episode, we explore what it means to communicate with your soul when the grief you feel isn’t entirely your own. We’ll talk about recognizing energetic imprints from previous deaths, how highly sensitive people absorb emotional residue, and why it sometimes feels arbitrary when Angels step in. This is an invitation to release what your soul no longer needs to carry and find safety in your own energy again. 

Transcript

00;00;00;13 - 00;00;25;01
Annette Dalloo
Looking at the past isn't a bad thing. Looking at the past is valuable on a lot of levels. It is not valuable anymore if it continues to prolong the suffering or continues to activate grief or pain. As she experienced in this session with her ancestors, she had been holding on to that grief from her ancestors for so long that once she finally released it, she realized it was not hers to begin with.

00;00;25;01 - 00;00;44;01
Annette Dalloo
That is something that is very important for you to understand, to be sovereign in your own energy, to understand your own energy, and to be in a place of being able to identify what is yours and what isn't.

00;00;44;04 - 00;01;08;07
Annette Dalloo
Welcome to the Akashic Recordings. My name is Annette Dalloo. I'm an Akashic Conduit channel and spiritual guidance coach. What you will be hearing today is a real session with one of my clients. All the names have been changed for privacy and of course, with their permission, we are privileged to hear these beautiful stories to allow us a small glimpse into the Akashic Records.

00;01;08;08 - 00;01;32;18
Annette Dalloo
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00;01;32;21 - 00;01;58;12
Annette Dalloo
You can head to my website and on the home page. If you go to the little box that describes soul Discovery Workshop, there is a button there that says sign up for the waitlist. So if you want to be in the know and want to be the very first one to sign up for the next session of Soul Discovery Workshop online, feel free to head to my website at Infinite Soul love.com.

00;01;58;13 - 00;02;20;22
Annette Dalloo
Go to that home page, click sign up for the waitlist and send your email, phone number as well as your first and last name. And I will make sure you get that registration email as soon as the next course is ready to launch. In addition, you will get a discount code for the Earlybird sign up. So if you are interested.

00;02;20;23 - 00;02;44;23
Annette Dalloo
Head over there now. Angelica is a highly sensitive person, and she wanted to know if I could connect to her Akashic records to give her a bit of an indication as to how she can handle the energy that she experiences when she's around other people. And what we uncovered was that it was directly tied to her sole purpose.

00;02;44;24 - 00;03;14;28
Annette Dalloo
Her sole purpose is to connect all the way down into the core of the Earth and balance the energies from that point, all the way to the edges of the atmosphere of this planet. The energies that she encounters with people ends up somewhat interfering with her sole purpose job, if you will. So we go into some exercises as to how she can clear her energy as well as I give her some different techniques in order to protect her energy.

00;03;15;01 - 00;03;41;10
Annette Dalloo
We also talk about one of her past lives where she died unexpectedly, and by unexpectedly, I mean that it was not in her soul plan. And lastly, we dove into her ancestral line, clearing any grief that wasn't hers, any grief that was being carried by her ancestors, how to move through the pain of the ancestral line that you incarnated in.

00;03;41;11 - 00;04;11;16
Annette Dalloo
In the discussion, I talk about why communicating with your soul is important, as well as the physical and energetic imprints of a previous death that was unexpected. Also, I discuss the nuance between when it's time to visit the past and when it's time to let it go.

00;04;11;18 - 00;04;29;03
Annette Dalloo
So tell me, what would you like to cover today? Oh my gosh. Okay, so I'm really nervous because I've not done this before okay. And I've made some notes and I don't know what order to go in. So I'm just going to start at the top I guess. Perfect. So just to let you know, the guides are never going to tell you something that you are not ready to hear.

00;04;29;04 - 00;04;46;16
Annette Dalloo
Yep. And also they will guide me as to where we need to go first. So you can kind of just unload all the questions on me. And then basically they're going to tell me where to go. Okay. All right. And I guess the question is how much do you need backstory on anything or just kind of the questions.

00;04;46;19 - 00;05;03;00
Annette Dalloo
It depends on what it is. But you can just ask the questions. And if I do need backstory, I can ask. Okay. I would say in general, this has been a lifelong thing where I am very sensitive, like I would consider myself an HSP. Yeah. And I've always sort of felt a lot of energies, good and bad, indifferent.

00;05;03;00 - 00;05;26;23
Annette Dalloo
And I have sort of in my life felt unsafe as like a foundational thing from like early childhood through, I guess, until just recently actually sort of like living in a level of sort of fight or flight. So there's a part of me that's always wondered, is it related to like, my upbringing? My father was a government employee, and we lived around the world and moved a lot.

00;05;26;25 - 00;05;48;02
Annette Dalloo
And so I was always the new kid on the block, the slightly different one only. I mean, partly because of temperament, partly because of my upbringing. And is that where my sense of safety or lack of safety comes from? Is it from this lifetime or is it from previous lifetimes? So that's one of my questions. Sort of related to that are two things both of my parents experienced trauma in their lifetimes.

00;05;48;03 - 00;06;16;01
Annette Dalloo
They were both my father was in the Second World War and my mother was in Paris during the occupation, in the Second World War. And so I've always wondered again with that feeling of safety, does that like factor in, is there any sort of generational or intergenerational trauma that I am working through that's like not my own? And I ask that because in how I feel energy, I absorb, other people, like people can come into a room and they can be in a bad mood, and all of a sudden I'm in a bad mood.

00;06;16;01 - 00;06;34;22
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. And it's really hard for me to differentiate, like, what's my energy from someone else's? Like, I've gotten better and I've done some energy hygiene and I'm slowly learning to protect. But I have an entire lifetime of taking on other people, so to speak, and really not realizing that it's not me. So I have some questions around that.

00;06;34;23 - 00;06;57;28
Annette Dalloo
I also, I feel I've been going through an awakening recently, and it may have been longer than I realize. My mother died last November, and there's a series of events that happened around her death in how I felt her body as she was dying, had some broken bones and pneumonia, and I could feel it. And I thought I was going to die when she died.

00;06;58;00 - 00;07;13;00
Annette Dalloo
Oh, wow. Okay. And like, I had a feeling of like. And this is all during my sleep. And one night, like a lightning bolt coming in through the top of my head and shooting out through my feet, that woke me up. Which I thought was her soul leaving her body, but she actually didn't die that day. So I'm like, I don't know what that was.

00;07;13;00 - 00;07;36;18
Annette Dalloo
And so I'm like trying to understand where I'm at now, because that was definitely like sort of a last catalyst for like, okay, how I've been living my life has not been working. I've been in corporate America. I have now been studying more heart centered work and been certified in Reiki and an end of life doula. And so I'm like, all of a sudden it's a 180 from how I've been and it feels aligned.

00;07;36;21 - 00;07;55;22
Annette Dalloo
I think I'm trying to understand like kind of where I'm at and what's going on because I feel a little untethered. And so this is all new to me and I'd love to know more about that. Okay. I have tied into the feeling of safety. I had a recurring childhood dream where I was. It was Victorian era, very Jack the Ripper time.

00;07;55;22 - 00;08;13;05
Annette Dalloo
Like this is how it always felt being chased down an alley, stabbed in the back, die. And then I'd wake up because of the stabbing pain in my back and like, it would just wake me up. And so, like, I had that dream until I was 12, where I finally, in my dream, turned around and faced the assailant and said, you can't hurt me anymore.

00;08;13;05 - 00;08;29;20
Annette Dalloo
And then I haven't had the dream anymore. But I still have like an energy spot in my back that if you hit it, I get the same sensation. And I've actually wondered because it was so vivid and so real, and I have that physical thing and I'm like, is that a dream or a previous life? I'm just really curious about that one.

00;08;29;24 - 00;08;46;19
Annette Dalloo
I actually was so glad I get to ask you that question, because that's been on my mind forever. Yeah, it sounds like it. Yeah, especially if it's been since your childhood, sir. Yeah. And that's like. And it was like recurring like. Yeah. And I was so glad when I realized I could step into my dream and, like, change the outcome of my dream.

00;08;46;25 - 00;09;06;16
Annette Dalloo
And I've been able to do that in their dreams since. But that was the first one where I was like, this isn't working for me anymore. I need to change that. I'd love to know my sole purpose and my life purpose. I have a list of people that I'd love to know more about if we have our soul family, or have some sort of soul connection, they're just some key people in my life.

00;09;06;16 - 00;09;28;13
Annette Dalloo
And so I'm curious about that so I can give you their names. One other question. This is a strange one. When I was 15, I found out that my mother had a firstborn child who died about a month after birth. And in that conversation at that time, she had told me if he had survived, I wouldn't be here because they only wanted two kids, you know, and that it was just an odd conversation.

00;09;28;14 - 00;09;56;29
Annette Dalloo
I think that's always stuck with me. And I think from listening to your podcast and hearing that as souls, we choose our parents. And so I'm wondering if all of that transpired for a specific reason, for me to be in my mother's life or my father's life specifically, and especially since my mother and I didn't always have the easiest relationship, I have been curious about whether we were together to teach each other some lessons, or to learn from each other somehow.

00;09;57;00 - 00;10;10;29
Annette Dalloo
And then the last one is, well, I guess there's two more. One. Is there a specific reason why I incarnated in this time? So like what? Is there a reason why I chose to incarnate with my family and in this specific time? And then the last one is I've had a couple of people tell me that I have gifts.

00;10;10;29 - 00;10;28;28
Annette Dalloo
One was a medium, the others have not. And so I'm just really curious about that and what that might look like for me. Well, just to answer that question, every single person on this planet has gifts. It's whether or not you can access them, and it sounds like you've already started to access them. So no worries there. Great.

00;10;29;03 - 00;10;47;29
Annette Dalloo
Okay. You haven't had an Akashic Records session before at all, correct? No, never. My first exposure to Akashic Records is always finding your podcast. Oh great. Which I may have been searching for spiritual awakening. And yours came through, and I listened to when I was like I was hooked. So I've been listening, so. Oh, that's awesome. I'm so glad.

00;10;48;03 - 00;11;10;08
Annette Dalloo
First of all, what we're going to do is we're going to start off with a brief meditation. Then we are going to go into a chakra scan. So when I scan the chakras, I'm looking for old energy. And old energy usually shows up to me as black. So if I see black in your chakra, that means there's something from a past life that's still lingering in your energy field.

00;11;10;10 - 00;11;29;14
Annette Dalloo
Okay, I like to tell people that initially because like if I say, oh, I'm seeing black in your chakras and people are like, oh no, you know, and it's like, no, that's just my visual cue from my guides telling me that it's old and that it's not from this life. Okay, so we'll do a chakra scan. We'll see where your chakras are and if there's anything that we need to address that we haven't asked.

00;11;29;14 - 00;11;54;11
Annette Dalloo
And then we will dive into the records. Okay. Since you've listened to the podcast, you have an idea of how the cadence works. So basically I do channel a lot and I will be asking questions of my guides. Okay, amazing. They're showing me your root chakra and it's like you're peeling back layers. This is all layers of the past, like layers of past lives, layers of previous experiences in this lifetime.

00;11;54;11 - 00;12;15;19
Annette Dalloo
And you have been peeling back the layers. They're saying for the last six or so years where you're peeling back each layer of energy that does not serve you anymore. So your root chakra has to do with your safety. It has to do with your security. It has to do with how you feel at home, in your body, in your soul, where you are physically.

00;12;15;19 - 00;12;35;28
Annette Dalloo
All of those things, the way that they're showing it to me, though, is that if you can imagine, there are like 20 layers of something, say like 20 sheets of paper, and you curl back the top sheet of paper, but you don't peel it off entirely. You curl it back and then you get to the second one, any curl, that one back, and so on and so forth.

00;12;35;28 - 00;13;00;12
Annette Dalloo
And so you're curling back each little piece of paper, each little layer, but you're not removing it entirely. So it's almost as if you have been experiencing all of these different layers of feeling not safe almost simultaneously, as opposed to a lot of times, people will sort of rip off the band aid and just get rid of one and then get rid of the next and the next in the next.

00;13;00;13 - 00;13;27;14
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. Until they get down to the core of what it is and that's not what you have been doing. Can I ask angels why it is she's doing it in this way. She's doing it in this way only because this is the way in which it is presenting itself to her. So if she were to do it in a more intentional way, they would be able to come off in the layers as opposed to having to expose herself to all of it all at once in various different layers.

00;13;27;18 - 00;13;48;08
Annette Dalloo
Okay, meaning intentional work regarding releasing some of these things. Yes. Okay. All right. And they're showing me that we're going to be releasing some of these today in the session. So we'll be getting rid of at least three of these layers okay. So the load won't be so heavy okay. Yeah. That resonates with how I've been feeling. So I've been feeling for the last five years.

00;13;48;08 - 00;14;11;06
Annette Dalloo
It's been harder and harder to kind of keep going. And all of these things have been coming up in bits and pieces. So your description resonates so completely with how I've been feeling since about 18, 20, 19, where I feel like there was a fundamental shift in like in me that not that I could explain, but I was like, I've been saying like, yeah, things haven't been the same since that time.

00;14;11;13 - 00;14;29;20
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Okay. Well, and they're saying to me that that is having to do with the shift in energy on the planet around 2018, 2019, there was just another big shift. We just went through another giant shift on the planet just recently, in the last couple of months. We're just sort of at the tail end of it now.

00;14;29;20 - 00;14;52;11
Annette Dalloo
We do go through these from time to time. Prior to 2018, 2019, there was 1 in 2015 and then 1 in 2012. These little cycles of big shifts or big upgrades that the planet gets affect us all. And then what it does is it forces us to get rid of all the things that are holding us back from leveling up with Earth.

00;14;52;11 - 00;15;12;16
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, it's kind of like we're all in this ride together and we got to do the work we have to do in order to shed those things that are not serving us anymore for the new energies. That's not a surprise. The challenge that you were having is that instead of the one layer at a time, you were experiencing many different layers at once.

00;15;12;18 - 00;15;34;19
Annette Dalloo
And that's pretty tough. That's a tough energy to deal with. Okay, it sounds like I'll be getting help during this to shed some layers. Will I be getting guidance somehow on how to maybe more efficiently peel the onion, as it were, as opposed to, yes, okay. They're going to give us some ideas. I'm getting sort of little nudge that it does have a little bit to do with who you are as a soul as well.

00;15;34;19 - 00;15;51;10
Annette Dalloo
So once we get into your soul purpose, it might help us to understand why you're doing things this way. Okay. And then you can sort of work with your soul in a way rather than, you know, just allowing your soul to just do whatever it wants to do. Our souls do whatever it's going to do, because that's our soul job.

00;15;51;10 - 00;16;12;06
Annette Dalloo
If we're able to communicate with our soul and say, hey, this is too much, we need to take a step back. So we do have to communicate in that way sometimes, because often people say, well, your soul should know that you're not doing well. And I'm like, well, yes. But our soul also isn't necessarily feeling every single thing we're feeling in our body.

00;16;12;07 - 00;16;30;21
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. Like we have to communicate the physical aspects of what we're experiencing. Yeah. And what comes to mind that's just so funny is I've always I've been told by others that I have a great capacity for pain, like a high threshold pain tolerance. And so, yeah, I think maybe my bar is such that I'm like, yeah, this is really uncomfortable.

00;16;30;21 - 00;16;44;18
Annette Dalloo
But I also like I feel like I need to be going through all of this now. So like, as the work I've been doing and it's like all this stuff bubbles up. I feel like it's had a lifetime of being repressed. So I'm like, I'm kind of in that space of like, it feels okay to bring it on.

00;16;44;18 - 00;17;09;20
Annette Dalloo
But yeah, I'm open to how to do it in a more efficient way or a healthier way. Sure. Okay, great. All right. So then let's take a look at your sacral chakra okay. So your divine feminine, your creative energy is 100% on point. Like you are creativity personified. You just have this really beautiful ability to see the beauty and creativity in everything.

00;17;09;21 - 00;17;25;01
Annette Dalloo
They're showing it to me almost like, you know, when you see depictions of what it looks like to be on LSD or, you know, so those kinds of things, like they're saying to me that like, this is how you see the world, like just normally like you don't need any drugs. Like it's just this is how you see the world on a regular basis.

00;17;25;05 - 00;17;52;00
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. That resonates completely. Probably. Why don't work. Well actually. Yeah. So that is actually something that happens. So I have had clients in the past who have tried MDMA and mushrooms and all kinds of other psychedelics, and when you reach a certain elevation in your frequency, they don't actually work anymore. And so I've had clients who have said that, like I've taken a whole crap ton of mushrooms and nothing happened.

00;17;52;00 - 00;18;11;29
Annette Dalloo
I'm like, yeah, that's because you're already like at the limit of where you are energetically and the drugs are can't do anything more for you, right? Yeah. So that's just a little side note. But yeah. So it makes sense that that would be the case for you. Yeah. It's one of those things that like I can't do like it just feels like it whacks me out and I'm like, my regular life is just fine.

00;18;12;02 - 00;18;34;26
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, exactly. Like, I don't need to mess with this, like I'm good. Yeah, yeah. What's interesting, though, is that with all of this beautiful creative energy and the root chakra being what it is, that does create an energy of instability, the feeling of floating and not being able to really ground anywhere. Yeah. The feeling of like, why can't I get anything to land?

00;18;34;26 - 00;18;54;10
Annette Dalloo
Like I can manifest all kinds of things, but for some reason it doesn't stick. Things are very fleeting. Things are very temporary, and it has everything to do with what's going on in your root chakra and the fact that this all needs to be cleared. Once the root chakra is more stable, then all of this beautiful creative energy you have going on is just going to start landing in spades.

00;18;54;10 - 00;19;14;07
Annette Dalloo
It's going to be amazing. Got it? Okay, that resonates as well where I just I feel like I've a bit ping pong and like that grounding sensation. It's been really hard. Like I used to feel like I could ground better and like especially in the last couple of weeks, two months, like grounding has been harder. And I was like, why am I so flaky?

00;19;14;09 - 00;19;31;28
Annette Dalloo
Oh yeah. The energy's. The last two months have been insane. Like insane. Okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, it's like everybody I know has been just like, what is happening? You know, I've had a lot of physical sensations. I've had a lot of purging, a lot of, you know, leveling up a lot of downloads, a lot of all kinds of things.

00;19;31;28 - 00;19;47;01
Annette Dalloo
And many others that I work with have also. So, yeah, the last two months, that's not just you. Okay. I'm so new at this. I'm just like, I'm trying to take things at face value and kind of roll with it, but I'm just not the person I was a couple months ago, not the person I was six months ago.

00;19;47;04 - 00;20;07;13
Annette Dalloo
Like it just feels like evolving in some way on a weekly, monthly basis or something. Yeah, that's exactly what's happening. Okay, so your solar plexus chakra looks good, your self-empowerment is spot on, and it's exactly where it needs to be. But you second guess it sometimes where you're like, yes, this is who I am. And then you're like, oh, maybe I should tone it down a bit.

00;20;07;13 - 00;20;24;22
Annette Dalloo
Oh, okay. Maybe that's a little bit too much for that person. Oh, okay, I'm good with me. But maybe others are not so good with all of this energy. So maybe I'm going to dial it back a little bit. So like there's a lot of back and forth of that going on. Yeah, I think that's where and maybe that's where my feeling of being a fish out of water comes from.

00;20;24;22 - 00;20;40;16
Annette Dalloo
Like, I've always said that I'm happiest behind the scenes. Like I'll do costumes and makeup for theater, but I don't want to be on stage. And I had someone say to me once, like, are you sure about that? You know, and I think that's kind of a personal comfort thing where I'm like, I wasn't raised to shine brightly.

00;20;40;23 - 00;21;10;14
Annette Dalloo
I was raised to be seen and not heard. And so I'm like, I think. And I do sometimes feel like, yeah, this is me. And I'm like, I love the me. But then I'm really scared to show it because I'm so afraid of not being accepted as that. And I think that's probably a lot of my life where I've always just felt like a fish out of water and different because of my experience living in other countries before moving to the United States, you know, and being in a small town where people are born and die in the same small town.

00;21;10;14 - 00;21;27;12
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. You know, so I'm going to keep trying to fit in because I'm new every two years. I'm new to somebody and I have to fit in. So like, you can't be different and fit in, but, like, I don't know if it ties into that or not, but the second guessing is spot on for me. Like I have no trust in self.

00;21;27;12 - 00;21;50;05
Annette Dalloo
I would say the interesting thing is, is that you do have trust in self, okay, but only within yourself if that makes sense. So it's like when you're by yourself, you're like, I'm good. But then the second you get around other people, that's when you start second guessing. Yeah, 100%. A lot of this has to do with the energy's, in fact, as opposed to the people.

00;21;50;08 - 00;22;26;20
Annette Dalloo
Your energy is at a frequency that is so different from many people around you that you get around their energy. And it just feels weird and awkward because you're just in a different place than they are, that's all. And it's hard to fake being in a different place and energy doesn't lie, so you can't fake the energy you're trying to fit yourself into, like a two tight bunny costume and like, it's just not fitting and you're trying to be like all the rest of the rabbits, and the rabbits are all looking at you like you're not a rabbit.

00;22;26;20 - 00;22;47;28
Annette Dalloo
Why are you trying to put that on? That doesn't fit you? Why are you doing that? Okay, that's kind of what's happening. And so the best way to overcome that, and I'm not saying that this has anything to do with any past lives. It's mostly dealing with what's going on in this lifetime. So the best way to get over that is to start little by little.

00;22;47;28 - 00;23;09;22
Annette Dalloo
Like, how can you embrace who you really are in front of other people? Little by little, the HSP situation makes that harder. You are going to be connecting to all kinds of energies, and then sometimes it's hard for you to identify what is your energy and what isn't. You know, that kind of adds an extra layer of complication to it.

00;23;09;22 - 00;23;29;07
Annette Dalloo
But we will get there will help you to sort of differentiate and and separate yourself from that. So you can feel authentic in your own energy around other people. I would love that because I thought it was coming from a codependent relationship with my mom, where I've always been a people pleaser, and I felt I had to show up a certain way to keep others happy.

00;23;29;09 - 00;23;49;02
Annette Dalloo
It absolutely resonates because I do a dance where I assess the situation, and it's not about the people, it is about the energy in the room and realizing whether or not it's safe to take off a mask. Totally. So, like recently, I feel like I've been wearing a mask for as long as I can remember. Like I think since the age of two, which was like, I need to show up a certain way.

00;23;49;06 - 00;24;08;07
Annette Dalloo
And so I'm trying to. Yeah, slowly, like a drop at a time, let the mask come down. But I think that feeling of like, I won't be accepted, I'm not the same. Will I lose all the people in my life if I do that. Because I'm happier alone. Like I'm in therapy and I'm like I'm perfectly happy alone.

00;24;08;07 - 00;24;34;21
Annette Dalloo
Like I am happy as a lark. And she's like, well, you really can't step away from society that much. So yeah, you know, I totally feel you in that because sometimes connecting to your inner being and connecting to your guides and then basically living in your spiritual life and being okay on your own is one thing. But yeah, it's interesting because when we do this work, we can be totally okay and in fact thriving on our own.

00;24;34;21 - 00;24;53;01
Annette Dalloo
And the second you throw us in a pit of all these random energies and people, that's when the tests really start of whether or not we've integrated. Yeah, people are great for that aspect alone of triggering those things in ourselves where we're like, have we worked on this yet? Yep. But it's still there. Okay, cool. I need to work on it some more.

00;24;53;01 - 00;25;20;01
Annette Dalloo
Then in addition to the support, obviously, and the love that we get from our loved ones is instrumental, right. Yeah. Your crown chakra looks good. It's pretty open. You do close it from time to time which is fine when the energies could get too intense. Yeah that's good okay. You're having a hard time differentiating between what you're seeing in your intuition versus what is real life versus what is in your dream state.

00;25;20;07 - 00;25;44;26
Annette Dalloo
There's a lot of stuff going on and like, not a lot of clarity for you. Yeah. They're also saying the sole purpose will clarify some of this as well. Yeah. I feel like I have an antenna that I don't know how to tune out. Static. I joked with someone, it's like the intro to the MTV music thing where it's like all these flashing, I can't make heads or tails of things.

00;25;44;26 - 00;26;15;07
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, no, it's you're 100%. I'm in a very scattered place that way. And I'd love some clarity because it makes me. Yeah, well, it is to a certain extent tied to your root chakra. What we see through our third eye is directly affected by how elevated we are in our energy. If you can imagine someone who, let's say, has a spontaneous awakening, which they do happen and they are not for the faint of heart, they are very difficult to go through.

00;26;15;15 - 00;26;31;08
Annette Dalloo
I've had a few clients who have gone through them, where they have not done a lot of the shadow work, they have not done a lot of the energy clearing that they've needed to do, whether it's ancestral or past life or anything else. They just hadn't done a lot of that and bam, their third eye is open and they are seeing everything.

00;26;31;08 - 00;27;02;25
Annette Dalloo
They're seeing all the energies. They're seeing everything. And when you open up like that and you're still in shadow energies, you're going to see shadow energies, you're going to see the not so great things of the energetic world. Okay, what's happening for you is because you are clearing these sort of in layers. When your third eye opens, you're seeing a combination of some of the higher energies and some of the lower energies, and you don't really know where to put them.

00;27;02;25 - 00;27;27;01
Annette Dalloo
You're just like, okay, well, I see what's going on with that person over there. I can see and feel their energy. And then I see what's going on over there, and it's okay. I don't know what to do with that. And so it's like this processing of everything that you come into contact with and not really knowing where to put it or how to handle it, because the type of energy that you're in at the moment is kind of split between the two.

00;27;27;03 - 00;27;45;04
Annette Dalloo
Okay. The more clearing we do in the root chakra and the heart chakra, the more you're going to be able to like sort of rise above some of those shadow energies and then it'll start to get a little clearer. So they're showing me the analogy of like almost like a plane going through a bunch of clouds, and eventually you're going to be able to rise above the clouds and be like, oh, okay, now I can see.

00;27;45;07 - 00;28;02;08
Annette Dalloo
All right, cool. This is just this particular period of time in your life where you're going through this like scattered energy and this confusion energy because of this. Okay, I'm hearing the words. I don't know what to say. Okay. Yeah. You don't know how to describe what you're experiencing. And that doesn't have to do with the past life I'm seeing.

00;28;02;08 - 00;28;20;28
Annette Dalloo
Your throat chakra is quite clear for the moment, but your lack of voice has to do with not only your upbringing that you mentioned, but also the fact that you can't really describe what it is you're experiencing. And it makes it very difficult to articulate because you wish you could be able to. I have often felt this myself.

00;28;20;29 - 00;28;36;29
Annette Dalloo
You wish you could, like, transfer what is in your brain to somebody else so they could interpret it for you. But it's like you have to put it into words. And that sucks because it's not easy to do. Not to worry. We're going to sort you out in this way. Okay? Okay. That sounds great. Cool. I would like to thank Akula, my Akashic Guide.

00;28;36;29 - 00;28;53;29
Annette Dalloo
Thank you so much for being here. Thank you to Archangel Metatron and Archangels, and often for guiding us through the records today. Today we are opening up the Akashic Records. Where do we need to go first? The past life. Okay, so that was a past life she was experiencing. Yes. Okay. So the dream that you had with the stabbing.

00;28;54;01 - 00;29;14;17
Annette Dalloo
That was in fact a past life. Okay. Why was it necessary for her to see that in her dream state. Because the energy needed to be cleared. It is how she has gotten through some of the fear energy that she has. The feelings of not being safe is something she carried into this lifetime from that previous lifetime.

00;29;14;17 - 00;29;36;00
Annette Dalloo
Okay, so was it the lifetime just before this one? It was okay. She did take great care in waiting to incarnate again because she wanted to make sure that she had the best chance to clear this fear and worry. And this was a particular period of time where the energies would be supportive of her being able to clear this energy.

00;29;36;02 - 00;29;55;20
Annette Dalloo
Okay, right. Because they're showing me like back then, like had you incarnated you like shortly after that death so you wouldn't be in a time period where this kind of work was commonplace. You know, it would have been much harder for you to clear that energy from that lifetime. And they're saying to me that that particular death was not something you were meant to experience.

00;29;55;20 - 00;30;16;08
Annette Dalloo
There are many times where we have a traumatic death that maybe we have signed up for because of a certain reason, but there are also those moments where something just happens wrong place, wrong time. And that was one of these situations. Got it. Okay. So can we take a look at what happened there so she can have some more context?

00;30;16;08 - 00;30;40;22
Annette Dalloo
It is not necessary to see what happened. She already knows what happened. But what is important is to help her to understand who she was beforehand. Okay. You were quite happy in this previous life. I'm seeing you. You're cooking. I don't know what you're doing, but there's like, some sort of dough and you're folding it over something, so maybe making some sort of, I don't know, like a hand pie or maybe like some sort of ravioli or something with something inside.

00;30;40;22 - 00;31;00;15
Annette Dalloo
So you're, like, taking very good care at creating whatever this is for dinner, and it is for your husband that you're doing this, and you loved cooking for him, and he loved your cooking. And it was just something that brought you joy. It was the period of time in your day where you just had a lot of peace, and you had some time alone, which you really liked.

00;31;00;20 - 00;31;32;27
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. Okay. So this is part of the reason why the fear came in so abruptly, because you had never really felt fearful in that life. I'm seeing that life was quite easy. You had a connection with your husband that you were meant to have, because you were helping each other grow spiritually and energetically. It was a connection that was rooted in not only a soulmate energy, but also an energy that had been cultivated for many, many lifetimes.

00;31;32;27 - 00;31;55;01
Annette Dalloo
And this was a particular lifetime where you both had come out of difficult lifetimes. And so this lifetime was supposed to be a sort of easier lifetime for you both. And so this event where you were killed was not something that only affected you. It affected him as well, because he was not meant to experience the grief of losing you.

00;31;55;08 - 00;32;15;23
Annette Dalloo
And you were not meant to experience the traumatic death that you did. So I'm seeing there was something about you cooking and not having the ingredients that you needed. And so you were going to pop out to one of the shops to get something that you needed, and it was something that your husband said that he could have done, but you insisted.

00;32;15;26 - 00;32;37;09
Annette Dalloo
Okay, so I keep on hearing the words wrong place, wrong time. What had happened here? Like what was the reason for her getting killed? At that time, there was no particular reason why it was her. It had nothing to do with whether or not it was her. It had to do with the fact that she was in a place where she could have witnessed something.

00;32;37;13 - 00;32;58;17
Annette Dalloo
And so the person who killed her did so because he was afraid that she had witnessed something. Okay, I'm getting that. Is the spot in your back. Is it like, right at heart level? Yeah, yeah, it's on the inside of my right shoulder blade at my back. Heart level. Okay. Yeah, yeah, I still have it. And I've been like, is it related to that?

00;32;58;17 - 00;33;15;29
Annette Dalloo
Like, is that like an energetic thing that I just have in me now? It is angels. Is there a way that we can clear that energetically for her? Yes. Okay. So I'm going to ask for a Saint Germain with his violet flame to come through and clear out any of that psychic debris, any of that energy that does not belong.

00;33;15;29 - 00;33;50;14
Annette Dalloo
And I'm going to ask for all of guardian angels to clear and cleanse that area, so it will release any energy that does not belong any further. She is aware of the lifetime now. She doesn't need the reminder anymore. Okay, so what this created in you was a feeling and this started in a very, very early age. In this lifetime, you had been so connected to the universe in the flow of the universe that you just didn't think that anything like this was possible.

00;33;50;19 - 00;34;07;24
Annette Dalloo
You had heard that things like that had been possible, that things had happened to other people, the things that were not meant to happen, but you just didn't think that it would happen to you because you were so connected. And so it was not only the shock of the death, but the shock of the fact that something like this could happen and that you were not protected.

00;34;07;24 - 00;34;35;21
Annette Dalloo
Angels. Can you tell us why she wasn't protected? Like why didn't her intuition go off? Her intuition did ping her several times before she walked out the door. She knew that she didn't necessarily need to go out and get this ingredient, whatever it was, but she wanted things to be perfect for this meal for her husband. Against her judgment, did go out, and there were several times along the way as she was walking where she felt unsafe.

00;34;35;26 - 00;35;07;20
Annette Dalloo
Okay. And so I have heard of times where angels you can step in and actually prevent something like that from happening. How come that didn't happen? Yes, we can step in in certain circumstances, but because for this particular lifetime, her purpose in that life wasn't to accomplish anything necessarily. It was more of a rest lifetime. There wasn't a big reason for us to step in, because she would end up learning from this situation anyway, and so did her husband.

00;35;07;20 - 00;35;44;13
Annette Dalloo
We did not see any need to step in because it would serve a purpose in the long run. The times where we do step in it is because the person still needs to accomplish something very important in that particular lifetime, or the fact that we do step in allows that person to have a grand awakening and prove to others that when you have faith and when you are following the flow of your life and you know your sole purpose in your life, purpose that your life will unfold in the most beautiful of ways, no energy is wasted and we've spoken about this before.

00;35;44;15 - 00;36;07;05
Annette Dalloo
Okay. Yep. That's fair. Okay. So then is there anything we need to know about her husband from that lifetime? No, we do not. He is not somebody who is incarnated with her at this time. Okay, okay. So do you have any questions about that? No, no. That's amazing confirmation that like I. Yeah, I didn't know if I was nuts or if I was correct on my long held belief that it was a previous lifetime.

00;36;07;05 - 00;36;30;02
Annette Dalloo
So like, that's great confirmation. And a lot of the traits that I think that you described and I exhibited then, I still have now, but I've been better about listening to my intuition. I've been in similar situations where I've gotten pings and it's like, you don't go near there. You could really be in trouble and then have found out the day following what had happened in that spot where I stayed away.

00;36;30;02 - 00;36;48;23
Annette Dalloo
But I think I'm still I've been fighting, for whatever reason, against my intuition. I don't mean to, like, I trust my intuition, but there are times where I'm like, well, no, it's all in my head. So I'm not going to listen like, oh yeah, so not quite in my head. Like, that's a real thing. I mean, you're not alone.

00;36;48;23 - 00;37;06;07
Annette Dalloo
I do the same thing. And this is our pesky little free will that we have that I can tell you that I'm sure my angels are always very amused by me, because they always tell me something. And most of the time I listen. And there are times when I'm just like, no, I'm going to do it my way, right?

00;37;06;07 - 00;37;28;02
Annette Dalloo
And and each time that has happened, very interesting things have happened. Just recently, actually, I was recording some videos for TikTok and I don't do this often, but when I feel guided, I just, you know, I record a whole bunch of them and I decided to do it on my balcony and my angels told me not to. And I was like, oh, but come on, it's beautiful.

00;37;28;02 - 00;37;50;05
Annette Dalloo
It's a gorgeous day. I'm going to do it on my balcony. And they're like, nope. And I'm like, I'm going to do it anyway. So I did. And not only was it like crazy loud because there were children down in the school 11 floors below that were just like screaming everywhere. But then on several of my recordings, I received a message from a spirit entity, whatever.

00;37;50;05 - 00;38;17;25
Annette Dalloo
It was very clearly on my audio man's voice saying, God damn it. Oh, and there's nobody around me. Nobody like, not a single person. I'm on the 11th floor. Nobody around me speaks English because I live in France. So like, I mean, and I caught this person's voice several times on different audios, the message I got from angels was like he was trying to get my attention, but I put up my protection so tightly on my apartment that he wasn't able to get to me.

00;38;18;01 - 00;38;37;03
Annette Dalloo
So I was like, okay, yeah, like, do I need more confirmation? Because this has happened before where they've told me not to do things and I've done them and I'm like, oh yeah, yeah. All right. So I guess I just need to listen. So you're not alone. Okay. This happens to me too. I just want to let you know that when this happens, just listen.

00;38;37;03 - 00;39;02;21
Annette Dalloo
It's easier. It's just easier that way to say, okay, I'm just going to listen. And then I have to take that advice too, because I can be stubborn sometimes and I don't take that advice. But yeah, that is something they want you to really focus on in this lifetime. Is paying attention to your own intuition. Okay, I need to, I think, pay attention to the I think the first subtle nudge, as opposed to being like putting that aside and then the nudges get louder and louder.

00;39;02;21 - 00;39;23;14
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, I certainly hear once they're like banging the pots and pans. But what I've learned over the last year is like, no, I need to listen when it's a whisper exactly what I'm trying to do. You and me both. So that is that lifetime. Also, they want me to tell you that part of the reason why you were accessing those past lives.

00;39;23;14 - 00;39;42;11
Annette Dalloo
When we're young, we can still access our past lives. So most children can really still remember who they were. It's just we have a tendency as adults, the collective we not you and I, but like the collective we they just sort of, you know, say, oh, that's not real or oh, you're that's cute, that's adorable. They kind of explain it away.

00;39;42;13 - 00;40;07;04
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. And then also a lot of kids don't actually talk about it. They don't actually say anything about it. Yes. You were definitely experiencing that. You were definitely open and it was a reminder for you. Okay. Yeah. Thank you. The work that you did in the dream state was very powerful, by the way. The fact that you were able to turn around and say, you're not going to hurt me like that, that was incredibly powerful work that you were doing to take your power back, which is great.

00;40;07;04 - 00;40;29;02
Annette Dalloo
And you did that all on your own. Yeah. Okay. Great. Yeah. No, I think after having it, I don't even know what crossed my mind. And I've had to do that since, like, I've had other recurring dreams or dreams in recurring places with negative energies where I've had to be like, okay, I'm going to rewrite the script on this location because this location keeps the haunt me.

00;40;29;02 - 00;40;44;26
Annette Dalloo
And so I just need to change the script on it so that it doesn't scare me anymore. Right? The next place they're guiding me to go is your sole purpose. They're saying this is really important for you to know, okay, how many lifetimes do we need to look at? Please? Oh, before we go there, they're showing me something else.

00;40;45;02 - 00;41;03;13
Annette Dalloo
They're showing me your heart chakra. And the fact that that black piece was in your heart chakra. That's gone now. The heart break was you not being with your soulmate in that lifetime when you died. Got it. Yeah. Okay. So. All right, so back to sole purpose. How many lifetimes do we need to look at? Just one. Okay, let's take a look.

00;41;03;20 - 00;41;29;25
Annette Dalloo
This life that I'm seeing, you were sort of squatting near the ground. You are taking a flower or plant of some sort, and you are. It's almost like you're taking the seeds and throwing them all around you. So, like, you're taking them and just throwing them up to the wind. And it's something that you're creating. And it's interesting because I am seeing other people look at you and say, like, what is she doing?

00;41;30;00 - 00;41;50;05
Annette Dalloo
Okay, so then you're moving to a different plant. You're doing the same thing. You're spreading the whatever the seeds are for this flower all over, and you're letting it sort of overlap with the last one that you did. Oh, interesting. Okay. You know that it's going to rain and you can smell it in the air. You know, when it's going to just pour.

00;41;50;10 - 00;42;09;18
Annette Dalloo
You have this intuition about the weather. You know, exactly when things are going to happen. And so like you're doing this prior to the rain because you know that the earth is going to take all of these seeds or whatever it is that you're scattering, and it's going to create something new and in different places and in the places where it needs to go.

00;42;09;18 - 00;42;28;20
Annette Dalloo
It's like you're going in the flow of Earth's energy and you're connecting to the meridians in the Earth's energy, and you're listening to the Earth and asking, okay, so what needs to be done here? And so then you're doing the things that you need to do. And then working with the elements as well as the rain and everything else.

00;42;28;20 - 00;42;52;10
Annette Dalloo
And you're balancing the energies on the planet. This is why you were so sensitive. That makes sense. Okay. You are so in tune to the rhythm of the Earth and how the planet operates that your soul needs to be hypersensitive to the energy so you can know as a soul what you are meant to do, and how you can help to balance the energies.

00;42;52;10 - 00;43;14;08
Annette Dalloo
Unfortunately, the side effect of that is that because you're hypersensitive, you do connect into other people's energy, which is not fantastic most of the time. Okay, so she's not a grid worker, though I don't see that as being her thing. No, she's not a grid worker. She is something that you have not seen before. Okay, so can you describe to us a little bit more about what she's doing?

00;43;14;15 - 00;43;40;27
Annette Dalloo
Yes. One of the things that your soul is here to do is to take the balance of all of the elements of Earth. Oftentimes with grid workers, they're working with the energy grids inside the Earth, as well as on the surface, whereas you are working with the energy of not only the weather and the atmosphere, but also the earth, ground all the way down into the core.

00;43;40;27 - 00;44;06;06
Annette Dalloo
So if you can imagine balancing the energies from the core of the earth all the way to the edge of the outer layers of the atmosphere, and that is what your soul is here to do, it is to make sure that there is balance in all ways. When this imbalance happens, you are guided to do certain things or be in certain places and your energy will correct those imbalances.

00;44;06;08 - 00;44;26;25
Annette Dalloo
Okay, so are you saying that she is somebody who can manipulate like the energies on all of those levels, on a soul level, without her human self doing anything? Correct? Okay. So when I was seeing her in this past life, when she was actually doing something, was this a metaphor for what her soul was doing? Correct. Okay. Got it.

00;44;27;00 - 00;44;49;19
Annette Dalloo
All right. But she did in this lifetime, plant a lot of things. She worked with her hands. She worked in the garden and the things that she did do in the 3D. Some people found odd because they didn't understand it until they started to see the methods in which she was getting crops to grow, or getting flowers to grow where they wouldn't necessarily okay.

00;44;49;24 - 00;45;10;01
Annette Dalloo
For example, if a farmer had a really stubborn crop one year, you would suggest that they put it elsewhere and it would be in a place that made absolutely zero sense. And some people would do it, some people wouldn't. But the people who did follow your direction actually ended up thriving. Got it. They're showing me like a farmer's almanac.

00;45;10;04 - 00;45;26;16
Annette Dalloo
Why are you showing that to me? If there was a book that could be written by the type of light worker she is, that would be it. Okay, so how to follow like the moon in the stars, how to plant in the rhythm of the earth? Yes. All right. Okay, that makes sense. Is there a name for the type of lightworker that she is?

00;45;26;16 - 00;45;49;04
Annette Dalloo
There is. Okay. Can you tell me what it is? Yes. It is a name that is not very common. She is a wielder of energies for the earth. She's a sower of the energies from the core all the way to the surface. And then she's also an elevator of the energies from the surface to the atmosphere. Okay, I'm asking me.

00;45;49;09 - 00;46;06;25
Annette Dalloo
They're laughing at me because I'm asking them like, can't you give me just some, like one word kind of cool name for that? And they're like, not really. Like, you don't need a label for it. Like she understands what it is. Yeah, cool. All right okay I'm going to pause here. Does that make sense to you. Yeah I think I need to process it a little.

00;46;06;25 - 00;46;27;05
Annette Dalloo
I think what's interesting is in this lifetime, I feel very connected to the earth. And like, I'm in my happiest place, like, deep in the woods, you know, or out in the rolling hills, like, I'm very connected. And which is what's so funny when I have a hard time grounding myself, you know, in my energy work, I'm like, why can't I ground?

00;46;27;05 - 00;46;45;04
Annette Dalloo
Because I feel like I am an Earth person. I think that's really cool. But I do think it explains how I feel very much connected to the earth and the animals of the earth and even like the. And I feel very connected to worms. Oh yeah, those that do a lot of heavy lifting without much recognition. You know what?

00;46;45;04 - 00;47;10;13
Annette Dalloo
What's interesting is they're showing me that worms are like the informers of the earth. Like they can tell you a whole lot about what's going on energetically in a place where they live, how they move, what they feed on. All of those things, like worms can tell you a whole lot. It's some of the UN groundedness also, is because you're having to spend some of your energy working in the atmosphere.

00;47;10;17 - 00;47;29;24
Annette Dalloo
Okay, they're showing me a visual of you having one hand at the core of the earth and the other hand like at the top of the atmosphere, and your body is horizontal to the earth, and you're just kind of floating in between the two, like, that's what's happening right now. And that's just the kind of the work that you've been doing as a soul.

00;47;30;01 - 00;47;47;12
Annette Dalloo
That's kind of what you've had to do. And so when you're reaching the upper areas of the atmosphere, like it's hard for you to ground because like, it's like stretching your energy as far as you possibly can. Got it. I know this sounds really weird, but she controls the weather to a certain extent. Then yes. Yes she does.

00;47;47;17 - 00;48;04;25
Annette Dalloo
Okay, interesting. That explains I've always been super sensitive to barometric pressure. Yeah. And I've tried to express that to people. And people look at me like I'm nuts and I'm like, no, the barometric pressure, it's changed. Yeah, because you're super in tune to it. Yeah, 100%. And the thing is, is that they want me to sort of clarify.

00;48;04;25 - 00;48;28;21
Annette Dalloo
It's not that you're controlling the weather, it's that you are shifting the weather. So it is more in balance with what it needs to be for the earth. So there are energetic shifts that need to be made in that space where, I don't know, like maybe you they're showing me like you, you know, putting a, like a cold front somewhere because it's needed, you know, because there's a balance that's needed and you're not the only person that's doing this.

00;48;28;21 - 00;48;47;18
Annette Dalloo
There are many other lightworkers that do this kind of job. Yeah. That's cool. Do I have any power over global warming? Can I step up my game? You have and you will continue to. Okay. Yeah, that's a good analogy. Okay. It's almost like you're sitting in the boat with all the other lightworkers doing this job, and there's a hole in the boat.

00;48;47;18 - 00;49;07;22
Annette Dalloo
Oh, and you're just trying to bail the water out, and the boat just keeps on sinking. You're trying to bail the water out. It's almost like the amount of damage that is being done is almost going too fast for the amount that you can. Correct. But there are more and more of these types of lightworkers that are incarnating on the planet.

00;49;07;22 - 00;49;33;22
Annette Dalloo
So it will get better once these people are able to do as an effective job as they can. Okay. Like I they're just showing me children like growing up now, right, will be able to do this job effectively because there will be more of you there to be able to help. Correct. They're just saying to me, like, think about how often Mother Nature course corrects it is possible to have happen.

00;49;33;22 - 00;49;53;11
Annette Dalloo
The amount of damage and the speed at which it's happening is the problem. Yeah, yeah. Well, no. And I feel that profoundly. Yeah. All right. So then, now that we know why you are as sensitive as you are, how do we help her to not feel all the energies of all the peoples, of all the peoples that are around her?

00;49;53;11 - 00;50;17;25
Annette Dalloo
Interesting. Okay. They're saying like, bubbles of protection don't work for you because your energy needs to stay open, right to the energetic space of the earth. So if you were to put yourself in a bubble of protection, it's almost like you'd be shutting off your gifts. Oh, okay. Okay, Angel. So what do you suggest to be able to protect yourself and actually move through the world without feeling like she is absorbing?

00;50;17;25 - 00;50;42;08
Annette Dalloo
Absolutely everything from everybody? Or how to rebalance? If I am like, if it's important for me to be open, how do I balance afterwards, you know? All right. So the first thing they're showing me is they're showing you standing, like with your arms outstretched in a way above your head. And what I'm seeing is energy moving through your body and then out the other side and being shifted and changed.

00;50;42;10 - 00;51;13;28
Annette Dalloo
So it's almost as if your soul and your physical being are the vessels for this change, for the shift and what's happening when you go towards other people or if other people are in your energy field. It's like there's no discerning whether or not you're shifting Earth's energy or people's energy. So, what you are going to need to do is you're going to need to do some visualizations and you're going to need to do some meditations and start building up the sort of filter, if you will.

00;51;14;01 - 00;51;40;01
Annette Dalloo
So imagine that you have a giant filter around your entire body, and this filter is filtering through all the Earth energies and all of those things that you need to do for your soul job. But then when it comes to a person energy that you have no reason to affect, that energy, then once it hits that filter, it gets denied like it basically gets blocked.

00;51;40;05 - 00;52;00;07
Annette Dalloo
So it is about you yourself setting the intention of what frequencies that you are going to allow into your energy field. Okay. That's why they're saying it's not about putting up a bubble of protection. So oftentimes that's my go to is like just put up the bubble of protection. You're going to be fine, but you need to stay open because of your job.

00;52;00;07 - 00;52;20;06
Annette Dalloo
So putting a filter instead of a bubble of protection is going to be the best way to describe that. And whichever way you can visualize that or whatever way is easiest for you to visualize a filter around your entire energy field and imagining the energy that is your job, the energy of Earth and the atmosphere of Earth and all of that moving through your body with ease.

00;52;20;06 - 00;52;47;29
Annette Dalloo
And then anyone who has energy around you, any incarnate or discriminate beings, either one, do not get to go through your energy field. Okay, so the more you practice this, the stronger it will get. And so I would recommend you'd practice it at home first and then every so often practice it when you're out and about. Maybe it'll be easier to practice it around people you know and then start practicing it around people you don't know and see how that helps.

00;52;47;29 - 00;53;08;12
Annette Dalloo
Okay, okay. Yeah. And I've always joked that my boundary is like a sieve. You know, that everything comes through. Like, I think I can use that same visual but have parameters of to what the sieve will allow in correct and what it will not understand. So I think that's funny that in my visual, like I've always pictured myself with like a colander on my head, which really has no protection.

00;53;08;15 - 00;53;29;16
Annette Dalloo
Yeah, exactly. Like walking around with a colander. Like it really doesn't do much to keep stuff out. Maybe that's why it's always been a colander. Maybe come up with a different visualization of something that would be more filtering. Maybe it is a very tightly knit mesh of some sort, something that is a bit more, discerning. Right? Yeah.

00;53;29;19 - 00;53;49;07
Annette Dalloo
Okay. So then what does that have to do with her life purpose in this lifetime? They are not connected. Okay. Got it. Okay. And they actually don't want to go into the life purpose just yet. Only because they feel like it's more important to connect to the ancestral line. Okay. Are we going to be clearing ancestral line traumas?

00;53;49;07 - 00;54;19;09
Annette Dalloo
Yes we are. Okay. What I would like you to do is imagine that you are sitting in a field of grass and flowers, and surrounding you is a circle of trees offering up divine light protection. And imagine, in front of you there's a door that appears. I would like you to get up and walk towards that door, and open the door into your sacred space, where your records are held, and this space can look any way you choose and imagine that to your left there's a very large space.

00;54;19;13 - 00;54;40;02
Annette Dalloo
And we're going to ask for your grandparents on both sides. And every ancestor going back six generations to join you in the space I'm seeing on your mom's side. There is a lot of grief of loss. You have a lot of ancestors that have had a lot of loss, and I keep on hearing like, you have to be strong.

00;54;40;02 - 00;55;00;19
Annette Dalloo
And so there are a lot of women going down the ancestral line who are quote unquote, being strong and holding it together and not expressing their grief. And on your father's side, I'm not saying anything super pertinent on your father's side, the two grandparents you were talking about were those on your mother's side? Yes. Yeah. On your father's side.

00;55;00;19 - 00;55;43;04
Annette Dalloo
I'm not saying. Is there anything that needs to be cleared on the father's side? Not at this time. We're not showing that to you purposely right now. Okay, cool. All right. So we can let him go. He doesn't have to stick around. I would like to have everyone who is in that sacred space to join in a circle and hold hands connecting all of the energies, and I would like for all of the ancestors to be able to express and release any feelings of lack of safety, any feelings of grief, of loss, any feelings of having to hold everything together at the expense of your own energy, emotions and person at the expense of your

00;55;43;04 - 00;56;05;09
Annette Dalloo
own health. And we're going to ask for all of this energy to be transmuted into light, releasing all of these feelings for each one of these ancestors. And then I would like you to imagine that you are standing in the middle of this circle, and you are going to remove any and all energetic cords from your body and energy field that pertain to your ancestral line.

00;56;05;13 - 00;56;25;17
Annette Dalloo
On your maternal side, you no longer have to carry these cords. It was not your job to clear this ancestral line. That was not one of the things that you incarnated here with your parents for, but it is something that can be done for you so you can release these energies. They're saying to me that your ancestors hoped that you would be able to do this.

00;56;25;17 - 00;56;52;24
Annette Dalloo
There was no guarantee that you would have gone in this direction, but they were hoping that this would be able to be cleared. It was almost like a little side quest, if you will. What's interesting is that a lot of the things that have happened throughout the ancestral line, each one of the ancestors I'm seeing, they recognize and understand why they went through the things that they did, because it was all part of their sole purpose or life purpose to be able to experience those things, even if they were traumatic or difficult.

00;56;52;24 - 00;57;23;02
Annette Dalloo
And so, like, there's not a whole lot of denial here in the releasing of it, because they all have this sort of understanding as to why things needed to happen the way that they did. It's just a matter of being able to release it. How are you in releasing your emotions? Sorry. I'm crying. I'm just learning too. I've spent a lifetime stuffing them down, and I think in the last year there's been a lot of purging and deep grief coming out.

00;57;23;02 - 00;57;44;23
Annette Dalloo
But like wailing grief. Yeah. So like even in that visualization, like, I started crying because the weight of their grief, like, just landed on my heart. And I think that's the thing where it's like, without being able to discern what's mine and what's not mine. Like, I know I probably have my own grief, but what's been coming up for me lately is like, is this mine?

00;57;44;23 - 00;58;06;26
Annette Dalloo
Or am I excavating more grief that doesn't that I didn't create in my own lifetime? Okay, so let's do a little exercise right now. I want you to imagine that as you're standing in the center of the circle, I want you to imagine any and all energetic cords between you and your ancestors to be severed right now. Imagine that you are literally unplugging any cords that are attached to you and your energy field.

00;58;07;01 - 00;58;24;20
Annette Dalloo
And I'm going to ask for Archangel Rafael Canyon to be here in this space with you for empowerment and healing, to be able to clear any and all energies that do not belong to you. Okay. So do you feel any difference in the energy now? Yeah, I just feel much more calm and and peaceful and a little bit lighter.

00;58;24;27 - 00;58;43;16
Annette Dalloo
Okay, good. Yeah. Just a sense of pain. So now I want you to connect in with that grief right now and can you connect with any grief at all? And if you can, can you recognize it as yours? I can't connect with grief right now. Okay. Perfect. Wow. So you know that you were just connecting with your ancestors grief right there.

00;58;43;16 - 00;59;12;12
Annette Dalloo
And that was a really good example of you basically being the serve and taking on that energy to transmute it. And you didn't need to do that. You could, but you didn't need to do it because we were in this space that we could ask them to clear it themselves. It is allowing them to do it. Okay. And so this is something you can do as well, is make sure that while you're protecting your own energy, understand that you can also hold space for other people to clear their own energy if they're willing to do so.

00;59;12;15 - 00;59;32;11
Annette Dalloo
Okay. Yeah. And I think it's the not absorbing it into me as a way of letting them work through it. Yeah. One thing you can do, you can work with whoever you want. I like working with Archangel Rafael for healing and Canyon for empowerment, but you can use whoever you want. And whenever you're feeling an emotion, ask your angels.

00;59;32;11 - 00;59;51;12
Annette Dalloo
Ask anyone you want to work with to clear your energy field and then feel into the emotion to see if it's yours. Okay, okay. And that's going to be a really good way for you to identify what is really hers and what isn't. That sounds amazing. What else can she do in order to clear her energy in case she does observe more?

00;59;51;12 - 01;00;13;11
Annette Dalloo
Forest bathing is something that is really good for her, and she knows that, and that's why she does it often. So being in forests, being in woods, being around trees is something that cleanses her energy quite naturally. And it is because of her connection to earth and to nature and to the elements that creates this beautiful natural cleansing for her.

01;00;13;15 - 01;00;40;25
Annette Dalloo
Now, if she's not able to do that, then connecting to any sort of piece of wood is going to be helpful for her. So if she wants to clear her energy with palo Santo, that's going to be very helpful for her. Oftentimes, people will burn palo santo in order to clear their energy. She can do that, but she can also just use the wood as a meditation tool to use the energy of the wood to clear her energy.

01;00;41;01 - 01;01;00;29
Annette Dalloo
That sounds lovely. Yeah, that's not that. At 100% rings true for me. Like the woods and trees are my happy place. So yeah. Yeah, well, it's almost like what they're showing me is like when your feet are on the ground of the forest floor, it's almost like the energy of the trees is literally just sucking all that energy out of you.

01;01;00;29 - 01;01;24;16
Annette Dalloo
That is not belonging to you. Got it? Yeah. All right. Wonderful. Okay, so there were a few things that we weren't able to get to. We weren't able to get to some of the people and that sort of thing. But we can always get to those in a different session. We did not cover your life purpose, but that is something that they said you can wait on because you're already doing the things that you need to do.

01;01;24;17 - 01;01;49;11
Annette Dalloo
You're moving forward with what you're guided to, which is like the Reiki healing. And as you said, you were doing death do lying and that type of thing. They're saying that there will be more pieces and parts that come along with it, but that's something that we can discuss in a later time. Okay. Let's just cuz I think I'm just trying to be open and feel like where I'm guided to move, kind of exploring that way and hoping that like, the puzzle pieces will form a picture at some point.

01;01;49;13 - 01;02;07;04
Annette Dalloo
And they always do. Yeah, absolutely. But they're saying your biggest job right now is managing your energy and trying to clear it and trying to work with it and really getting to know what it is you need to do in order to keep your energy field clear. And once you've mastered that, then everything else is just going to fall into place.

01;02;07;07 - 01;02;26;20
Annette Dalloo
Okay. All right. So I'm going to close the Akashic Records. Thank you to cool. Oh my Akashic Guide. Thank you to all of the ancestors for doing the clearing, as well as Archangel Rafael and Canyon. Thank you for joining us in that ancestral clearing. I'm going to close the Akashic records. The records are closed. The records are closed.

01;02;26;20 - 01;02;47;09
Annette Dalloo
The records are closed. Thank you. So I would like you to imagine that you are exiting that beautiful, sacred space that you're in. Back out into that circle of trees, in that field of grass and flowers, and imagine that everything that we just cleared is just being sucked out through the bottoms of our feet, through the earth, and being transmuted as it does when you do your clearing.

01;02;47;09 - 01;03;11;04
Annette Dalloo
Beautiful. All right. How do you feel? I feel good, right? I feel good, and I feel so it's going to sound strange, I feel informed. Oh, good. Which is I think I was looking for a lot, which is this is also new to me and I've been in my head a lot about it. So it's interesting to talk with someone about it and have some things that I've always felt validated, you know, by you in the process.

01;03;11;04 - 01;03;34;20
Annette Dalloo
So no, it's empowering. Good. Just empowering. Thank you. You're welcome. The one last thing that they want me to say to you is that regarding your root chakra and peeling off those layers, once you start really getting good at the clearing of your own energy and the filtering of your own energy, you're going to start to really be able to see the things that you need to work on versus the things that other people are working on.

01;03;34;22 - 01;03;58;27
Annette Dalloo
And once that starts becoming abundantly clear, you're going to be able to peel back those layers pretty quickly. Okay. You've already peeled back a couple of layers. We did the ancestral clearing. We did the clearing of that previous lifetime. And those are all helping with your safety and security. There are a couple of things that we can address next time in your current life regarding safety, but that is something that they just won't have you remind me of next time.

01;03;58;27 - 01;04;11;28
Annette Dalloo
Okay. Wonderful. Thank you so much for that. You're welcome to talk to you soon. Without you soon. Bye bye.

01;04;12;00 - 01;04;37;14
Annette Dalloo
I would like to thank Angelica for allowing me to record her session for the podcast. For today's discussion, I have several questions that I want to ask my angels and guides, and I'm going to ask them to channel some information for us regarding these subjects. The first thing I do want to address, though, is the energy clearing and protection for HSP.

01;04;37;16 - 01;05;09;23
Annette Dalloo
Highly sensitive people can be anyone. Anyone who is on this journey who is going through their spiritual awakening can be a highly sensitive person. It is something that is unique to you in terms of how you are experiencing the energies, in terms of how you experience other people's energies, and how you need to clear them. As you saw in Angelica's session today, the typical bubble of protection that I usually teach, or that I usually do wasn't going to be applicable for her.

01;05;09;26 - 01;05;46;08
Annette Dalloo
And so there are times where, depending on what your soul purposes and depending on what your energy signature is, how far you are in your ascension process, the ability and modalities to clear your energy can differ and change over the course of time, and even within one lifetime, those things can change. I find that I have to clear my energy a lot less now than I used to in the beginning of my journey, but then there are other practices that I've adopted in order to keep my energy clear as well.

01;05;46;11 - 01;06;12;19
Annette Dalloo
I would recommend that if you are somebody who feels energies very deeply and connects to them very deeply, I would ask yourself and your intuition similarly to what I did in Angelica's session. Is this energy mine? Is this something that I need to experience, and is this something that I can release and let go? And you can do that process on your own.

01;06;12;19 - 01;06;34;20
Annette Dalloo
You don't need somebody else to do it for you. If you are uncertain whether or not the energy is yours, then you can absolutely connect with somebody like myself in order to identify where the energy is coming from. I do suggest, though, that you do try this on your own and see if it makes a difference. Disconnecting from your parents energy.

01;06;34;21 - 01;06;57;16
Annette Dalloo
Disconnecting from your spouse's energy, removing those energetic cords, reeling back that energy. And that doesn't mean that you don't love these people. It just means that you are retracting your energy and returning theirs. It can also mean something that has to do with collective energies is having an effect on you, and that is something that you can identify while you're going through this process.

01;06;57;18 - 01;07;35;17
Annette Dalloo
Communicating with your soul is one of the most important things that you can do. Connecting to who you are on the other side, what you're doing, why your soul is doing the things that it's doing, and how that affects your physical body. Because oftentimes I find with certain clients who have soul purposes where their soul is super busy on the other side, that has a tendency to exhaust the person's physical body, or maybe they're having certain ascension symptoms or certain physical symptoms that are based on the fact that their soul is moving to a different energetic frequency.

01;07;35;19 - 01;07;54;20
Annette Dalloo
This is something that exploration into the Akashic records can really help you with. You can help you understand what is going on, and then having a regular conversation with your soul and asking your soul what it's doing, and also telling your soul how you are feeling. If you're feeling exhausted, you can tell your soul, hey, I'm really tired.

01;07;54;23 - 01;08;17;09
Annette Dalloo
Can you hang up your work hat for a little while? Maybe a couple of days, maybe a week, however long you need, and you might be able to get some answers from your intuition, from your soul. And you may not, depending on where you are in your journey. This is something that I often focus on during Soul Discovery Workshop as well, which is being able to connect to who you really are.

01;08;17;11 - 01;08;39;27
Annette Dalloo
Being able to connect to your soul and understand what you are here to do, and check in on a regular basis to be able to understand how you're responding to certain energies, how you're moving through certain energies, what kind of purging you might be doing and why. Because you might be going through a purging phase and you don't even understand why that's happening.

01;08;39;27 - 01;09;02;25
Annette Dalloo
And oftentimes we don't need a why. We just need to go through it. However, connecting to your soul and trying to open up that line of communication or establishing that line of communication between you and your soul is going to help, you know, maybe ahead of time or know a little bit clearer what is going on. It's just like getting to know a friend.

01;09;02;28 - 01;09;26;25
Annette Dalloo
When you first meet this friend, you may not know a whole lot, but as you continue to connect to that friend, you're going to know them deeper and more clearly as a human and as a soul. Look at your relationship with your soul like you're getting to know a friend, maybe a friend that you've never even connected to before, that you might be just connecting to for the first time.

01;09;26;27 - 01;09;51;17
Annette Dalloo
If you do try to connect to your soul and you don't hear anything or you don't feel anything, it's okay. There is a time and a place and an energetic frequency for all of what we experience on this journey, but I encourage you not to give up, not to set that down. Continue to try. And if you do get something when you connect to your soul, I would love to hear about it.

01;09;51;20 - 01;10;16;20
Annette Dalloo
So definitely put it in the comments in social media, write it in the comments in the YouTube channel or send me a personal message. So let's get on to the channeling. I want to ask my guardian angels about physical and energetic imprints of previous death that was unexpected, as well as why it feels somewhat arbitrary when angels step in and when they don't.

01;10;16;22 - 01;10;43;08
Annette Dalloo
If somebody is going to go through a death that they're not meant to. So I'm going to ask that question and see what they have to say. There is something about being with people as they are on their journeys, not understanding what exactly they're going through in their day to day. Your guardian angels are always here helping and guiding you.

01;10;43;09 - 01;11;18;04
Annette Dalloo
However, you can sometimes make decisions and when you make those decisions, there is a retooling, if you will, of the trajectories of the timelines. So, for example, when Angelica decided to go out to the store on that evening, there was a whole timeline that didn't exist before she made that decision when she made that decision. There is very little time by which angelic intervention can happen.

01;11;18;06 - 01;11;45;02
Annette Dalloo
This is why you will get the pings in your intuition that will tell you not to go in a certain direction or situation, or approach a certain situation. It is much more effective for you to listen to that intuition than to go into a situation in which we have to intervene on your behalf. It is possible for us to intervene if there is enough time to orchestrate.

01;11;45;05 - 01;12;08;28
Annette Dalloo
Now, you might say that there is always time to orchestrate, given the fact that time does not exist on the other side. And while that is true, there could be multiple timelines that unfold in that 15 minute span between the time that she left her house and went to the shop and encountered the man who killed her. The many timelines could go as follows.

01;12;09;01 - 01;12;35;18
Annette Dalloo
That maybe she stumbled and had to right herself, and maybe that gave her enough time to avoid running into that man and potentially seeing the things that he didn't want her to see. There could also be other situations that happened where the man was delayed. All of these orchestrations, though, take time. If she was being very careful about where she was walking.

01;12;35;21 - 01;13;01;08
Annette Dalloo
Maybe she didn't have that delay. We can intervene and we can save people if it is absolutely necessary for their soul growth, for their soul path, and for the soul path of others. As we mentioned in the session. For this particular situation, it wasn't necessary for us to intervene because she was going to learn from the situation as well as her husband was going to as well.

01;13;01;11 - 01;13;32;20
Annette Dalloo
Might I remind you that you are not here on this planet to avoid unpleasantness? And while it might seem to you that letting somebody go through the process of death is something that would be considered awful or cruel. If we, as your guardian angels can step in, we will encourage you to look at the bigger picture. The bigger picture is that you have done this thousands, if not millions of times in every incarnation.

01;13;32;22 - 01;13;58;29
Annette Dalloo
Death is a part of the process. It is not something special as you deem it to be here on this planet, meaning that you have experienced it many, many times. It's not a unique situation. We do understand that you feel your death very deeply here on this planet, and you feel the death of your loved ones very deeply on this planet, and we do not mean to diminish that, but from the grand scheme of things.

01;13;59;04 - 01;14;22;26
Annette Dalloo
To answer your question, the reason why we wouldn't intervene is because it wasn't necessary in this particular case. There are other cases where it is absolutely necessary, and that happens as it pertains to a pain that you might have in your body, or an energetic imprint of how you were killed or how you died in a previous lifetime.

01;14;22;28 - 01;14;41;26
Annette Dalloo
Those echoes are there for a reason. They're there to remind you that it is something that you need to work through in this lifetime, that it is something that it has energy that is still lingering within your energetic field. So you may have had a pain your whole life in a particular part of your body and not understand why that happened.

01;14;41;28 - 01;15;08;00
Annette Dalloo
There's nothing physically wrong with you, but there's a pain somewhere, or maybe a sensation of some sort. And oftentimes that is the case, that it is something from a past life that you need to clear, that you need to look at. I know this was not something that Annette was planning on giving me in terms of a question, but it lends itself to that question of when is it time to look at your Akashic records, to look at the past?

01;15;08;02 - 01;15;25;18
Annette Dalloo
When is it time to look at the past within your own experience, within your current lifetime? And we will always say that it is time to look at the past. If the past is still having an effect on your current life. If it is no longer having an effect on your current life, there is no need to look at the past and that is experience.

01;15;25;18 - 01;15;46;00
Annette Dalloo
As many times while being in the Akashic Records where clients will ask a question and the guides will say there is no reason to go into that information. And the reason for that is because the person probably has already worked through that energy, or that energy isn't even theirs. It could be somebody else's that is popping in to their energy field.

01;15;46;03 - 01;16;21;08
Annette Dalloo
They could be picking up something else from somebody else. Looking at the past isn't a bad thing. Looking at the past is valuable on a lot of levels. It is not valuable anymore if it continues to prolong the suffering or continues to activate grief or pain. As she experienced in this session with her ancestors, she had been holding on to that grief from her ancestors for so long that once she finally released it, she realized it was not hers to begin with.

01;16;21;10 - 01;16;39;07
Annette Dalloo
That is something that is very important for you to understand, to be sovereign in your own energy, to understand your own energy, and to be in a place of being able to identify what is yours and what is it. Okay. Thank you. Is there anything else you want to share with us about that? No, not at this time.

01;16;39;10 - 01;17;01;22
Annette Dalloo
Okay, great. Yeah, thank you for that. So one of the things that I want to close with is just a wrap up of all of the subjects we're talking about here. It's all about the energetic imprint that we have from other people, from ourselves, from our soul, the energetic connection that we have to other people, and how we move through this world in our soul.

01;17;01;22 - 01;17;35;16
Annette Dalloo
Purpose and untangling that, and really getting to know that aspect of your soul can be super valuable to help you move through this life in a much more graceful, peaceful and happy way. So I do encourage you, whether you get a session with me or with somebody else, it is something that you can really benefit from in order to move through your life with more ease than maybe you are now, to move through your life with more confidence and more knowledge about who you truly are.

01;17;35;18 - 01;18;07;02
Annette Dalloo
Thank you so much for joining me this week, and I can't wait to connect with you for next week's episode. If you're enjoying this podcast, it would be really amazing if you could like, share and subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts. Whether it's Apple or Spotify. Feel free to give it a review if you feel cold. If you are following me on YouTube, make sure you subscribe and hit the bell so you are notified for every single new episode of the Akashic Recordings.

01;18;07;03 - 01;18;20;08
Annette Dalloo
If you feel called to book a session with me, you can always reach me at Infinite Soul love.com and you can book directly on my website. Thank you so much for all of your support and I can't wait to connect with you next week.