AR55: Unconditional Love in Practice: Receiving Fully, Letting Go Gently

What happens when love is present — but we can’t receive it in the form it arrives?
This episode explores how codependency, expectations, and collective relationship conditioning can block the very love we’re seeking.

In this session, we reconnect with Tracey, who has made significant progress since her last reading — including completing a degree she had long been working toward. Feeling grounded, connected, and guided by her intuition, Tracey comes into this session with questions about past lives shared with her Twin Flame.

Through the Akashic Records, we explore how twin flame dynamics often involve flipping roles between the “awakened” and “unawakened” twin across lifetimes — and how being conscious of the connection in this lifetime doesn’t mean you weren’t in the dark in others. We also explore how codependency can show up as an unconscious belief that “if you’re not here to support me, you’re a bad person,” and how that mindset impacts relationships.

The session touches on not filling each other’s cups, the harmonious loop of giving and receiving in manifestation, and the unconditional love required to let someone leave — without abandoning yourself. We also discuss collective relationship energies and how they shape our expectations of what love should look like.

Past-life insights include a prehistoric lifetime where unconditional love was natural and communication happened through symbols written on cave walls, as well as a lifetime where love was taken for granted due to energetic closure and an inability to receive.

This episode is for anyone navigating twin flame connections, healing codependent patterns, learning to receive love, or practicing connection beyond physical form — including staying connected through the 5D.

Transcript

00;00;00;14 - 00;00;28;14
Annette Dalloo
When you are holding on to someone so tightly and you don't want them to go, that is putting a restriction on the energy. Not to mention the fact that you are putting a restriction on that person. It was a really beautiful example in Tracy's previous lifetime where they were in very simple times, a period of time where communication was written on cave walls and the flow of energy was fluid.

00;00;28;16 - 00;00;51;16
Annette Dalloo
She knew that she could leave her family for a couple of months to go out and hunt, and there would be no hurt feelings. There would be no problem that essentially she was doing what she needed to do.

00;00;51;19 - 00;01;23;07
Annette Dalloo
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00;01;23;07 - 00;01;49;16
Annette Dalloo
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00;01;49;19 - 00;02;13;19
Annette Dalloo
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Annette Dalloo
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00;02;36;02 - 00;03;02;04
Annette Dalloo
If this workshop has been calling to you, make sure you head to the website now and sign up for the waitlist today. For the last episode of the season, we are speaking with Tracy. The main themes of this particular session have to do with unconditional love, the harmonious loop of giving and receiving in manifestation. Being able to let someone leave you because that is what is best for them.

00;03;02;07 - 00;03;31;08
Annette Dalloo
Collective energies in relationships and how they shape what we think. What a relationship should be. In parts of this episode, we do touch on Tracy's twin flame journey. I want to acknowledge the fact that not everybody has a twin flame, and not everybody is on the Twin Flame journey, but I promise you that these themes and some of the subjects we talk about are absolutely pertinent to anyone in a connection or relationship.

00;03;31;14 - 00;04;10;08
Annette Dalloo
Many of you may not know, but my sole purpose on this earth is to anchor in unconditional love and to help people recognize codependency. And this is something that we talk about in Tracy Session as well. And finally, towards the end of the session, we talk about unconditional love in terms of parenting. Tracy was asking questions about how she can help her son and how she can make their relationship more harmonious, and how to guide him in relationship to his body, his weight, and his relationship with food and activity.

00;04;10;08 - 00;04;26;01
Annette Dalloo
And how much should you push? How much should you take a step back and allow him to have his own journey?

00;04;26;03 - 00;04;53;06
Annette Dalloo
Okay, so why don't you give me a little rundown of what you would like to cover today? Okay. I went into meditation and kind of just like, asked, and one of the things came up was asking about because in our prayer session in June, we had talked about my life path and purpose, and I'm starting to get a little bit more intuitive things by writing my dreams down and things like that is that you have suggested great love.

00;04;53;08 - 00;05;17;27
Annette Dalloo
It came to me that I should see if there is something from a past life that would help me with my new journey. I was able to finally graduate from school two weeks ago, so I have my degree now, so congratulations! Thank you. So excited to accomplish that goal. If nothing else for me. What I did in my life was show me that if I put my mind to something, I can certainly do it.

00;05;17;29 - 00;05;39;15
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. I believe that was part of my journey here. So also to really wasn't going to talk about my twin. But then it hit me the other day and my angels were like, make sure you tell her not to ask about the past life where you and your twin had children. Oh, okay. Great. Yeah, we can definitely tap into that.

00;05;39;15 - 00;05;56;03
Annette Dalloo
And some days I struggle with a relation ship with my son. It's not that him and I have a bad relationship. It's just I'm trying to get him as much help to move his life forward as I can. And I think I'm doing everything all good. But I don't know if there's some kind of karma or something from past life with him.

00;05;56;05 - 00;06;13;01
Annette Dalloo
For some reason, that kind of hits on a little bit, too. You know, the first thing that I'm getting. So we'll definitely look into that. But just the first message that I'm getting regarding you and your son is that you have to understand that he has his own life path. There's oftentimes nothing you can really do about that.

00;06;13;01 - 00;06;34;22
Annette Dalloo
There's the connection that you have with him and the reason why he chose you as a parent, the reason why you incarnated together. But then there's also his own life path that he needs to follow and the lessons he needs to learn and sometimes that might have nothing to do with you will dive into that and see if we can get any other information regarding that.

00;06;34;23 - 00;07;02;12
Annette Dalloo
Was there anything specifically that you wanted to tackle in terms of the subject matter regarding him? He's such a good child and he I believe he's really intuitive too. It's more that I've been talking to him a little bit about trying to further his, I think towns along a little bit. You know, he came in one day and, you know, he was talking to a friend about tarot, and he's asking questions and wanting to show his friend what tarot was.

00;07;02;12 - 00;07;19;02
Annette Dalloo
So it's pretty cool that he's starting to come to me with that. So I guess that if that's something, I should be continuing with him. Okay, perfect. Yeah, we can certainly ask about that. Your route checker is doing great. Like, literally, I'm seeing a little mini version of you, like dancing and your sacral chakra is doing doing better.

00;07;19;02 - 00;07;35;22
Annette Dalloo
It's it's got a little spark. So, like when you're trying to light a fire and it just has that little spark that's just about to start up into a flame. That's kind of what I'm seeing. This is all about you getting your degree. And like, I just keep on hearing I did it like you're you're on cloud nine.

00;07;35;22 - 00;07;56;06
Annette Dalloo
Regarding that. It's something that you didn't believe in yourself before. You didn't believe that you could do it as you said. So your solar plexus chakra is is just completely lit up. I'm hearing endless possibilities and believe it or not, it has nothing to do with the degree it has to do with your own personal power and what you believe in for yourself.

00;07;56;06 - 00;08;22;09
Annette Dalloo
So yes, of course, the degree is definitely helpful and that's going to be great for you. But the bigger thing is actually your own personal feeling about yourself and what you can do. I want to thank Akula, my Akashic Guide for being here. Thank you for helping us with all of the information we need today. I want to thank you, Archangel Metatron and Archangel Santa Fonte for being here as well, allowing us access to the Akashic Records and any information that we need today.

00;08;22;09 - 00;08;42;02
Annette Dalloo
We are opening up the Akashic Records. So immediately they're telling me that they want to go to the twin first. So for your twin flame and you and the lifetime that you've had together, out of all the lifetimes you've had together, which ones do we need to look at today that are going to be helpful for her? They're actually showing me two wonderful.

00;08;42;06 - 00;08;59;20
Annette Dalloo
They're saying that the reason why these two they want to show you now is because it is an energy that is on par with where your energy is now. It's going to give you a brief glimpse at how far you've come in this lifetime versus the other lifetimes. Okay. So let's take a look at that first lifetime, please.

00;08;59;22 - 00;09;21;25
Annette Dalloo
Okay. So I'm just going to start with what I'm seeing. First. They're showing you both in a kitchen. It's a it's a rather rudimentary kitchen. And you're cooking. And basically I'm seeing him as your husband in this lifetime and like he's covered in kids. There's. And let me see if I can count them. Hold on. There's one, two, three, four, five kids.

00;09;21;25 - 00;09;42;03
Annette Dalloo
And they're all young, very young, and they're all literally clinging to him. So like, he's got like one on his head, one, two like shoulder, an arm, like he's got sort of one over shoulder, and then he's got two more in the left arm. Shoulder and then one clinging to his leg. And literally they're just clung to him.

00;09;42;03 - 00;10;01;18
Annette Dalloo
And you're running around the kitchen, you're trying to get things done. And I'm hearing him say, like, what am I supposed to do here? What am I supposed to do with these? They're all over me. And you're saying like, yeah, welcome to my world. And he's just he's kind of exasperated because he doesn't know what to do. Like, this is not something that he's experienced very often.

00;10;01;18 - 00;10;24;28
Annette Dalloo
And I'm getting that. He hasn't been home a lot where wherever he goes, it's due to his job and he is often off doing various different things. So like he's not home often enough to have this experience on a day to day basis. He loves them very much though. He loves the kids very much. I'm seeing a really nice bond that he has with them, even though he's not there very often.

00;10;24;28 - 00;10;46;09
Annette Dalloo
Oh, it's interesting because like, what I'm seeing is the bond between him and the kids and the bond between him and you, and he has great love for you in this particular lifetime. So much love for you. And you're basically sort of pushing him away. You're like, you're never here. You're not even really a father. You're not even really a husband.

00;10;46;09 - 00;11;16;20
Annette Dalloo
Like, you just pop in whenever you want to. And that's pretty much it. And so that's your attitude towards him. And it's something that is is a collective wound that you're playing out in this lifetime. So the collective wound is that when you're in a marriage or a relationship, that you have to be together all the time. You have to stay connected all the time in the 3D, when in fact, you know as well as I do in this twin flame journey that you don't have to stay connected in the 3D.

00;11;16;20 - 00;11;44;04
Annette Dalloo
You can be connected spiritually and not see each other and not be connected in the 3D at any given moment. This is part of the fine tuning that you've been doing in this lifetime. The current lifetime you are in is being able to accept and be in that space of understanding and knowing that you can still connect not only to your twin flame, but to other people energetically and not have to have them in your life 24/7.

00;11;44;05 - 00;12;15;29
Annette Dalloo
It's the unraveling of that codependent nature that we have a tendency to cultivate in society, saying that, oh, well, if you're not here to support me, then you're a bad person. And whereas that's not necessarily the case and especially in this past lifetime, because if I expand the view like I after I see him with all the kids, I'm seeing you and your neighbor friends and I'm seeing there are three different women who also have children that you get together with on a regular basis, and you all help each other.

00;12;16;01 - 00;12;39;01
Annette Dalloo
And so ultimately you don't really need his help. You want it, but you don't really need it. You've not really identified in this particular lifetime, like why he's even in your life. You know that he's your husband. You know that you have kids together, but you're still struggling at this time in this previous lifetime to understand why you chose him, why he's somebody who's in your life.

00;12;39;01 - 00;12;59;16
Annette Dalloo
And it is because you're not super connected energetically on a spiritual level with him, but he's energetically connected to you. In this particular past lifetime, he was very aware of your connection and you were not. You didn't understand it, you didn't see it. And I keep on hearing the words like, what's the use of you? Like, what are you here for?

00;12;59;18 - 00;13;20;07
Annette Dalloo
It makes a lot of sense with this lifetime, too. Are you seeing the correlations of, the differences and how you've grown, though, in between the two lifetimes? Oh, yes. Yeah, very much so. Of course, him and I have had kind of a codependent thing at the beginning, and now I'm I don't have to hear from him all the time.

00;13;20;10 - 00;13;41;13
Annette Dalloo
I'm good. And his birthday was September 18th, so I connected with him, wished him a happy birthday. And we started talking and texting again. And I let him know about my schooling because he's always been there. I thanked him for being there during my schooling, even just with the occasional abuse. And you got this, you know, support that.

00;13;41;13 - 00;14;01;05
Annette Dalloo
He didn't realize how much he had given me. Miss, that I didn't let myself down this time and I made sure I accomplished my goal for me. We chatted a few more times and then it's been over a week now since I've heard from him again. And I was like, okay, well, I'm a little sad about that. But then it's like, I it's okay.

00;14;01;05 - 00;14;19;05
Annette Dalloo
Is it is okay. So when we went through the heart chakra and saw that sadness, I know, like, wow, that makes sense. Kind of funny. In this lifetime between the two of us, he has three children and I have two. So you split the you split the duties? Yeah. We need to do this in this lifetime. That's amazing.

00;14;19;11 - 00;14;56;21
Annette Dalloo
And he is such a good dad in this lifetime, too. It's amazing, you know? And my kids, I'm all very connected. My children also in this lifetime. So, yeah, huge differences. But just knowing that he's there and, you know, I'll hear from one to hear from. And it's okay. Yeah. One of the things that is a big significant shift in your current life versus the past life is that you had a lot of things that you wanted to do, and you blamed him for not being able to do them because he was gone and because you were stuck with the kids and everything else, like you blamed him for not being able to accomplish the

00;14;56;21 - 00;15;16;00
Annette Dalloo
things that you wanted to do, when in fact you could have done those things easily without him being there. You would have had to adjust some things with your schedule. You would have had to maybe tap into your neighbors to help watch the kids or whatever, but you could have made arrangements to do so. But you just it's like you really wanted to blame him.

00;15;16;05 - 00;15;33;15
Annette Dalloo
You wanted to blame him for something. And that wasn't the core of what was going on with you. The core of what was going on with you is you were hurt that he wasn't connecting with you as often as you wanted him to, but had you connected to him spiritually, you would have seen how devoted he was to you.

00;15;33;15 - 00;15;51;07
Annette Dalloo
You would have seen how much he loved you, but because you were looking for it in a different way, you were looking for that love in a different form, and he wasn't giving it to you in that form. You just chalked it up to, oh, well, he doesn't love me. And that was just not true. It was just coming to you in a different way that you could not receive.

00;15;51;10 - 00;16;18;27
Annette Dalloo
And he has not declared any type of feelings for me in this lifetime either. But that's okay, because I know. Yeah, because I connect with him. Yeah, I know he loves me. I know he cares about me. He he may not speak it in 3D this time, but it's okay because I know in my heart. Yeah. And the thing is, is that I wasn't seeing him sort of speak it in the previous lifetime either.

00;16;18;27 - 00;16;38;18
Annette Dalloo
It was more of the, the energetic and what he did for you. Like he did a lot of like if you want to talk about the love languages, like I see a lot of acts of service, like he would do things for you, i.e. have all the kids like clinging to him while you were cooking, but like it was only few and far between since he wasn't there that often, right?

00;16;38;20 - 00;17;00;05
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. What else do we need to see? Please? He disappeared. Okay. He died on the job. So he left one day and just never came back. And I'm, I'm literally seeing you doing dishes and like looking back behind you and just saying. Yeah. Typical. Like you just didn't skip a beat. You didn't grieve him. You didn't you weren't upset.

00;17;00;05 - 00;17;18;17
Annette Dalloo
You didn't. You were just like, no, I guess he's not coming back like you just it was like you knew. And you didn't know if he had died or if he just decided not to come back. But it's like you. You didn't take it personally. Like it wasn't like you were devastated, like he had left you. You were just like, oh, well, I guess he's just not around anymore.

00;17;18;17 - 00;17;43;13
Annette Dalloo
And because you spent so much time alone, like it wasn't that big of a difference in your life for him to not be there, I see. Yeah. You're like, you have a lot of indifference to to him not coming back. And the indifference is actually covering up the grief. So had you actually it's not in your heart space in that lifetime, you would have felt the grief and you would have been in that heart space, connected to him knowing what happened.

00;17;43;13 - 00;18;06;23
Annette Dalloo
But because you were not connected to your heart space, you were just pushing through. You were pushing through, raising the kids, doing the household chores, whatever you needed to do. Yeah, that makes a lot of sense. And, and explain some things to me about this current lifetime to wanting to helping and not some days feeling like I can't just surrender the whole thing because.

00;18;06;27 - 00;18;35;19
Annette Dalloo
Will you come back? Yeah, and I do great most days. But every once in a while that creeps into my head, really come back and honestly, as I get farther on the journey, I'm realizing I don't need him to come back. I will be okay. I'll have a wonderful life because I have wonderful things and I have my journey, and I have my spirituality, and I am able to do the things I want to do, like put myself on a plane for the first time in my 40s and go to New York City.

00;18;35;21 - 00;18;57;04
Annette Dalloo
It's amazing. Amazing. Just things that I didn't do, but also to my ex-husband. When we were married. Towards the end of our marriage, he called me Pinocchio and said she doesn't have real feelings because I wouldn't grieve stuff. So it's kind of been still there a little bit and I'm coming out of that. I think more and more every day.

00;18;57;08 - 00;19;27;21
Annette Dalloo
I feel like we need to go into this past lifetime where you can connect with that version of you, because I feel like if you're able to sort of unlock those emotions, that it will allow you to let them go and let them flow through you. Because it feels to me that this is a pattern that is repeating in this lifetime where you are, you know, sort of trying to move the emotions without actually feeling them.

00;19;27;21 - 00;19;49;17
Annette Dalloo
And it's a very common thing that people do when you don't know how to move through a particular emotion, you just say, okay, well, I'll just compartmentalize that, throw that in the back of my brain and just keep on moving. And so those moments where you feel the sadness, where you feel like, oh, well, maybe, maybe this is something that I really want, or maybe this is really sad for me.

00;19;49;21 - 00;20;09;10
Annette Dalloo
Those are the moments where that blockage is leaking a little bit into your energy field. What I would like to do is if you can imagine this scenario where you're doing the dishes in this kitchen and it can look any sort of way that you would like, and we're just sort of going to pop into this particular past lifetime.

00;20;09;13 - 00;20;30;11
Annette Dalloo
And if you see something that's great, if you don't, that's okay too. If you hear something, whatever it happens to be, just sort of make note of it. And I would like you to imagine that you're talking to this past life version of yourself. Ask her to sort of stop doing the dishes, stop doing the busy work, and ask her to connect to her heart.

00;20;30;11 - 00;20;49;19
Annette Dalloo
Ask her what she's feeling in this moment, and then let me know if you get any answers from her. I lost my life. He was everything. I wish I could have told him that I was just too busy. Is she able to feel the emotion of that? Yeah, she's crying, so I'd like you to give her some some comfort.

00;20;49;20 - 00;21;05;09
Annette Dalloo
Maybe give her a hug. Tell her that it's okay for her to let it all out, to let all, all of that pain and all of that grief, not being able to express her feelings of not being able to receive the love that her husband was giving her, not knowing what happened to her husband, of losing him ultimately.

00;21;05;12 - 00;21;29;05
Annette Dalloo
And it's okay to feel those emotions. Wow, wow. Are you feeling any resistance from her and feeling the emotion? It was at first, but I think right now she's saying I have them always with me and also my kids. So I would like you to show her what you have in your heart right now, because you're a version of her that has had more experiences.

00;21;29;05 - 00;21;45;07
Annette Dalloo
Who has gone through the experience of this current lifetime that you're in that has taught you a lot, and I would like you to give her some of those tools that you have learned in this lifetime and then see how she feels. It's okay to cry. It's time to feel this is going to help me very, very much.

00;21;45;10 - 00;22;19;10
Annette Dalloo
And how do you feel right now? It's even hard to describe. It's like sad, but I'm happy. It's like wow. Release. Yeah. Easing. Wow wow I, I love the laughter because laughter is such a beautiful release. And I didn't realize how much I think that it's been a huge part. Sometimes I laugh at the most inappropriate times, but I think it was probably releasing yeah yeah 100%.

00;22;19;13 - 00;22;34;06
Annette Dalloo
I myself have gone through that when I've done some releasing where you just go through and like a big, big, big cry. And then my guides are really good about showing me stuff that's kind of funny afterwards or like they'll show me a funny connection or something and, and like, I'll just start laughing and I can't stop laughing.

00;22;34;06 - 00;22;55;20
Annette Dalloo
And it's just, it's something that allows that energy to transform. Basically, you are alchemy izing that, that grief in that pain into laughter, so you can release it into the universe in a different way than it came in. Wow. So life changing. I mean, I just feel almost like a totally different person right this moment. It's amazing.

00;22;55;20 - 00;23;20;13
Annette Dalloo
Right? That's so great. So I want you to sort of anchor in this feeling, this feeling that you have. So whenever there is a fear of expressing emotion or a fear of letting emotion move through you, I want you to think about this particular moment. And oftentimes we can use an anchor of sorts. So sometimes we can use a crystal like a little thumb crystal or something.

00;23;20;13 - 00;23;40;03
Annette Dalloo
So if you have a crystal at home that maybe you want to attribute to this particular release, then maybe take that crystal with you wherever you go. You can just like tuck it in your purse. And when you feel that you need to release a particular emotion, you can connect to this exact moment in time where you feel this release.

00;23;40;05 - 00;24;07;01
Annette Dalloo
You feel the safety in the release, and you feel the lightness and the transformative power of the release, and that will help you to sort of reprogram your body, your subconscious and your entire auric field to know that, yes, okay. This is something that we want to do because we got to sort of the core of it. And now what we need to do is allow the body to know that this is sort of the new normal, if that makes sense.

00;24;07;01 - 00;24;32;01
Annette Dalloo
Very much so. Love that. I have some crystals right here on the table next to me, right. Okay. So is there anything else that you feel like you need to say or connect with that version of you just letting her know that she is love by herself and many others? Great. Okay, so we're going to move out of this particular lifetime and move into the second one that they want us to look at.

00;24;32;04 - 00;25;00;19
Annette Dalloo
This is an older lifetime. So oftentimes with Twin flames, we may have spoken about this before. And forgive me, I don't remember. But oftentimes we have the the set up where one person decides to incarnate and the other soul decides to stay on the other side as a spirit guide. Yes, the lifetime we're looking at right now is one of those lifetimes where you were incarnated and your twin flame was acting as your spirit guide on the other side.

00;25;00;23 - 00;25;26;24
Annette Dalloo
Oh, it's so beautiful. I'm seeing him literally pour love into this funnel that is going directly into your crown chakra and directly into your heart. And like, he's just pouring the love, pouring the love, pouring the love. And you're just receiving, receiving, receiving. In this particular lifetime, this was an older lifetime. This was not far after your souls split into two.

00;25;26;26 - 00;25;48;29
Annette Dalloo
Okay, so this was after you split into the Twin Flame Souls. And then this was sort of before a lot of the trauma that had happened over the course of lifetimes. So you were super open and he was super open. And I'm seeing you just live that life in just such joy. And it was because he was just pouring this love into you.

00;25;49;01 - 00;26;10;15
Annette Dalloo
The challenge with that is that we can receive divine Source love, and we can receive it through a crown chakra, and then we can give it to whomever we wish through our heart chakra. The the challenge comes in when we decide to give our own lifeforce energy to someone, and that is when we can get drained. That is when codependency happens.

00;26;10;15 - 00;26;35;08
Annette Dalloo
That's when all of those things happen. So if you can imagine whatever love he was pouring into this, it was like a mixture of divine source energy as well. But it was mostly his own soul energy he was pouring into you as a soul. Our energy is somewhat infinite, but also somewhat finite in a lot of ways, so we can't get drained on a soul level the way that we get drained in the human form.

00;26;35;08 - 00;26;59;05
Annette Dalloo
However, it can be there saying depleted. But that's not really the word. It's not depleted. It's just like almost like it's it's less strong in its in its presence. And that's the best way that I can describe it. So if you imagine let's say like a cloud that's really dense and you can see it's just like completely white and you can't, you cannot see through it.

00;26;59;05 - 00;27;23;05
Annette Dalloo
And then as he's pouring this, this love energy towards you, it's like the cloud is getting whisper and whisper and he's getting sort of more translucent, more translucent. The problem with that is that when that happens, obviously he needs to stop pouring that love into you at some point so you can generate your own life force energy, your own love within yourself.

00;27;23;05 - 00;27;52;21
Annette Dalloo
And when he does that, when he removed that from your experience, you went into deep, dark depression because it's like somebody else was filling your cup basically. Right. This was part of the learning experience. He really, really wanted to give this to you because he wanted to help you, but he didn't realize that it was actually just prolonging your your lesson in that lifetime because basically he was giving you like a shot of happiness and a shot of love and you're like, woo hoo!

00;27;52;21 - 00;28;12;21
Annette Dalloo
I'm good. I'm I'm walking on cloud nine. And then all of a sudden you crash and then you don't know how to get back up because it's not your own life force energy. It's his. But I keep on hearing him say, but I couldn't not do that like you are part of me. Like you are. You know so much of who I am and and I am so much of who you are.

00;28;12;21 - 00;28;36;14
Annette Dalloo
And we are the same energetic frequency. We're the same soul. So, like, how is it that we can not do that for each other? And that's what I'm hearing from that particular lifetime. The consequences and the results of that were that you made the decision in subsequent lifetimes, that maybe that's not the best idea. Maybe we shouldn't be doing that because this was the outcome.

00;28;36;19 - 00;29;07;26
Annette Dalloo
Right? So that was a really big learning lifetime for the both of you, understanding that you cannot fill each other's cups when it comes down to this current lifetime, how this is translating and why they're bringing this up right now in this moment is because he is being very, very careful to not do that. A lot of the trepidation you're getting from him, and a lot of the sporadic communication, is that he doesn't want to give you too much for fear that he's going to set you back.

00;29;08;01 - 00;29;31;28
Annette Dalloo
Makes so much sense, because when he does communicate, a lot of times he this last time he's been like the kissy emojis. And it's really cute, but like, he he doesn't want to like phone call all the time. He's kept me kind of. I always said, I'm your deep, dark secret. Like his kids don't know about me. His family doesn't know about me.

00;29;31;28 - 00;29;51;15
Annette Dalloo
In this lifetime. He doesn't tell anybody about me in this lifetime. At times, he doesn't want to talk on the phone unless he's like by himself. That heard at first. And now I just. I'm like, it's okay. It's it's you're going through whatever you need to go through in this lifetime, and I'm going through whatever I need to go through in this lifetime, and we'll work it out.

00;29;51;17 - 00;30;09;24
Annette Dalloo
I try not to let that affect my I'm not good enough. It did at first. It doesn't anymore. Yeah. So part of that has to do with he's just a very private person. Like I'm just seeing like he doesn't like people to know who he is, what he's doing, all of that. And that's just the nature of him.

00;30;09;24 - 00;30;44;27
Annette Dalloo
But the the more important aspect of it is our souls have a tendency to guide us in this way sometimes where it's like we protect the energy of our twin flame because we don't want any outside energies interfering with our twin's energy. So basically, we will not talk about them. We will not acknowledge that the significant role that they have in our lives, okay, every twin flame pair are different, of course, and I'm certainly not that way.

00;30;44;27 - 00;31;09;11
Annette Dalloo
I think a lot of the divine feminine collective are like this as well, where they just need to talk it out, they need to talk about what their they're going through and what they're feeling because it is so intense. Whereas with the more predominantly divine masculine side of the twin flame pair might not necessarily feel the need to share because they're used to the protection, they're used to protecting that version of themselves.

00;31;09;14 - 00;31;35;03
Annette Dalloo
Take that for what it is. It's just a matter of how he operates and makes it, how it definitely helps because I've just had the last few weeks. I mean, I literally just have to just let it go and live my life. And he may pop in periodically and he may not. And that is okay. Yeah, absolutely. Do you have any other questions about your twin flame?

00;31;35;05 - 00;31;52;28
Annette Dalloo
No. I'm really good right now. Thank you. Yeah. You're welcome. Okay. So then let's move into your life path and purpose. And if there are any past lives that we can look at that are going to help you with that, they're saying yes. How many lifetimes? Three. Okay. All right. Looks like we're going to get a bit of a story here.

00;31;52;28 - 00;32;08;29
Annette Dalloo
So that's great okay. So let's take a look at the first one. The first thing I'm seeing is I'm seeing you as a little boy. I don't know why they're saying this to me, but they're trying to indicate that this is prior to you. And your twin flame splitting into two humans. So this is when you were a unified soul.

00;32;08;29 - 00;32;30;13
Annette Dalloo
And the reason why they want me to tell you that is because this is also something that is, you know, your twin is actually working through as well because this was also his experience. So I'm seeing you as a little boy. You're at a desk of some sort and you're trying to figure something out. You're showing it to me as like a writing implementation, some sort of way that you're writing and you're trying to, you're trying to figure something out.

00;32;30;13 - 00;32;46;21
Annette Dalloo
So you're like grabbing your hair. You're like putting your hand on your head. You're getting really frustrated, and you're not able to figure out something that you're trying to figure out. You're roughly about seven years old. I can't let my family down, is what I'm hearing. I need to learn this in order to be worthy of my family.

00;32;46;24 - 00;33;10;22
Annette Dalloo
I have had generations of men in my family who have known and studied the stars, who have known and studied the constellations, to be able to know how it's going to affect the weather, our farms, our livelihoods, our food. Everybody looks to us for this information, and I can't get this wrong. I have to be able to do this because if I don't, people will die.

00;33;10;25 - 00;33;29;01
Annette Dalloo
People won't have food. But how can I figure out what is going to happen based on a bunch of stars? I don't understand it. I don't understand why this is how they do things. It's not something that has ever made sense to me. And I see my father do this with such accuracy and I don't understand it. He must have some magic in him that I don't have.

00;33;29;06 - 00;33;49;23
Annette Dalloo
Maybe I wasn't born with it. Maybe I was skipped when God decided to give us our magic. I don't necessarily know how I'm supposed to move forward in my life if I'm not able to do this. One of the things that I'm hearing, too, is that I'm hearing it's like one of your guardian angels from that lifetime saying you don't have to do exactly what your father did.

00;33;49;23 - 00;34;11;12
Annette Dalloo
You don't have to do exactly what everybody in your family has done for generations. You can actually do something different. And if this is not a gift that you have, it is okay for now because it will come later. But the problem at this time was you were so much in your head, you were trying to figure it out logically, you didn't understand what it meant to connect in spiritually.

00;34;11;12 - 00;34;32;17
Annette Dalloo
You didn't understand what it meant to be in the flow of the energy and allow the information to come to you through the universal consciousness and through the universe. But of course, you didn't understand that you were seven and you were living at a period of time where it wasn't something that was cultivated at a young age. And I brain is hurting right now.

00;34;32;17 - 00;34;53;03
Annette Dalloo
Like, like physically, I can feel the hurt that this this child is feeling like the like his brain is just hurting because he's not able to figure it out. Okay. So I'm going to let him know that he can let go. He can let go of the the sort of tight grip he has on trying to figure out logically how to do this work.

00;34;53;07 - 00;35;09;20
Annette Dalloo
And I'm going to tell him to just go out and sign play for now and release some of that tension. Because oftentimes when you go out and play, when you laugh, when you take the pressure off, that is when the message is come. That's when the intuition comes and allow that to just sort of flow into your life.

00;35;09;20 - 00;35;29;07
Annette Dalloo
This is why oftentimes we ask you to stop doing what you're doing and do something completely different, because that allows you to open up the energy to be able to receive. This is one of the big lessons that we would like to convey to you at this time. Is receiving is such an important part of manifestation. It's such an important part of your intuition.

00;35;29;11 - 00;35;45;17
Annette Dalloo
And if you are not able to receive, if you're in a place of resistance, we encourage you to go out and do something you've never done before. Do something that may scare you. Maybe you've never done it before, and maybe you don't know if you're going to enjoy it, but that's okay. Try it anyway. And it doesn't have to be a lifelong mission.

00;35;45;17 - 00;36;05;16
Annette Dalloo
It can literally be one day, one event, one hour, anything to get you out of the brain space. And while in this particular lifetime do you are adept at connecting to your heart now, sometimes if you connect to your heart, you're waiting for the answers or you're looking for the answers and they're not coming. And what do you do when those answers aren't coming?

00;36;05;16 - 00;36;23;22
Annette Dalloo
Well, you let it go and you move on and you do something else. They will come when they're ready. They will be there for you when you need them. You will not miss them. We set it up for the long game. We don't want to set you up for failure. We want to make sure you get the messages that you're trying to get.

00;36;23;26 - 00;36;48;05
Annette Dalloo
We will do so in every way possible, in the most efficient way possible. And we will not do it with urgency, because most of the time it is not urgent. Most of the time you have time to get the messages. If it gets to the point where it's been a while and we've been giving you signs, or we've been giving you synchronicities that you are not understanding, and it gets to be a point of urgency.

00;36;48;07 - 00;37;10;19
Annette Dalloo
You will know it. You have known it. You've seen the repetitive signs that happen. You've seen the urgency in how the information comes in. But even then, it still does not matter if you don't achieve or accomplish the thing that we are telling you about, because there's always another opportunity, there's always another chance. There's an infinite amount of possibilities.

00;37;10;23 - 00;37;36;00
Annette Dalloo
Do not limit yourself. How does that feel for you? Definitely. Like right to the key because I was like, oh, I'm not getting this and I'm trying this and it's just not coming. And I'm like, okay, who's getting frustrated with myself? And then I was like, all right, so you're trying to do too much. So I like I dropped back and said, all right, let's give school done now.

00;37;36;02 - 00;38;03;13
Annette Dalloo
School's done. Then I can do more creative things. So I started baking again and crafting again and doing a lot of things that I love. And and I feel much more connected now because I'm not trying to do too much, and I still try to do too much on a daily basis. And I just have to remind myself, just focus on the one thing that I know I need to do today and make time and space for that information to come home.

00;38;03;15 - 00;38;26;24
Annette Dalloo
Like the previous version of you, that was super busy all the time. She was always, always, always busy. When we busier ourselves, we don't allow the space for the messages to come. I want you to from this point forward, I want you to create a space where the messages can come. Now, that doesn't mean you just sit on a cushion and meditate for an hour, although you could that that's certainly a valid option.

00;38;26;24 - 00;38;43;01
Annette Dalloo
But make sure that you are creating a space that's not a busy space. Okay, so whatever that space is, whatever you end up doing in that space is up to you. But make sure that you're identifying at least one period of time per day, and it doesn't have to be an hour. It could be 15 minutes, it could be five minutes.

00;38;43;01 - 00;39;03;18
Annette Dalloo
It doesn't matter. But just a period of time where you can open the doors and say, okay, angels, guides, I'm not busy right now. I'm just going to receive and I'm going to do something. Maybe while I receive, maybe it's go for a walk. Maybe it's just be in nature. Maybe it's, you know, listen to some music or something that is going to be able to be relaxing, grounding.

00;39;03;26 - 00;39;18;11
Annette Dalloo
Oh, you were saying you're baking or cooking. That's a perfect time to do that. Right? Okay. All right. So let's take a look at the other two lifetimes that they want to show us. That will help you with your life purpose and path. I have no idea what this is, but I'm just going to tell you about it.

00;39;18;11 - 00;39;40;12
Annette Dalloo
I'm seeing you as a as a man again, and you are on top of a mountain. And I'm literally seeing you, like, lift your arm up, you're pointing your finger in the air and you're taking lightning bolts. It's like the lightning is striking your finger. You're taking that lightning bolt and you're like shoving it into the ground. No idea what that means.

00;39;40;17 - 00;39;58;17
Annette Dalloo
I'm sure it'll come into play at some point. It will. It always does. But the thing that I've learned at this point is that, like, if I don't say it, it's going to come around at some point that I'm have to backtrack and I'm gonna have to say it anyways. My guides have definitely trained me well enough to know that, like, okay, it doesn't matter if you don't understand it, just say it anyway and it'll come around.

00;39;58;18 - 00;40;19;00
Annette Dalloo
All right, so let's see what else we got in this in this vision here okay. So I'm seeing you walk down the mountain. You come to a pond or a body of water and you toss a coin in the water and you say, thank you. You were conjuring. Interesting. Okay. What was what was she conjuring? She was conjuring the exact right conditions for the creation of new elements.

00;40;19;00 - 00;40;45;21
Annette Dalloo
She was creating an alchemy of sorts, the representation of the lightning bolts, taking the lightning bolts and putting them in the earth. They were not necessarily direct translations of what she was doing, but it is the essence of what she was doing. She was alchemy, rising elements from one to the next, using the power of the skies, using the power of water, using the power of electricity through lightning.

00;40;45;21 - 00;41;10;17
Annette Dalloo
She was experimenting with all of these things, and each time she experimented, it didn't matter whether or not it was a success. She went down to the lake. She thanked God. She thanked the universe, and threw a coin in the water as an offering and gratitude for what she had experienced in that moment. It was a closed loop of manifestation she was conjuring.

00;41;10;22 - 00;41;35;21
Annette Dalloo
She took the energy from the skies. She created something new, and then she gave back. That is the cycle of manifestation as the universe deems it. This is how the universal law works. Everything in balance and balance is not necessarily the right word to use, but it is this cycle. The closed loop of giving and receiving. This is what you are trying to alchemy at this time.

00;41;35;23 - 00;42;05;07
Annette Dalloo
Once the closed loop is in a perfect harmonious motion, you will be able to manifest and conjure anything that you choose. You have been practicing this for many, many lifetimes and you will master it in this lifetime. The challenge comes when you expect the results to be exactly the way that you want them to be. We want you to tap into this previous lifetime of yours where your energy was relatively neutral in comparison to what the outcome was.

00;42;05;09 - 00;42;38;01
Annette Dalloo
It wasn't about the outcome for you, it was about the process of the closed loop of this divine energy, this manifestation. And if it was an undesired result, it was also okay. You still gave the offering. Nonetheless, this is where humans have a tendency to get a little bit stuck. It's because when things don't turn out the way that they want them to in the manifestation loop, they stop either receiving or giving, which then disrupts the harmonious flow of the loop and creates disjointed energy.

00;42;38;04 - 00;42;54;19
Annette Dalloo
This is what you are repairing in your life at this time. Well, good to know. Do you have any questions about that? It makes perfect sense because I know in this lifetime I've always like it would be so great if it could just happen like this. But that's not how it has to happen. It may happen in a different way.

00;42;54;25 - 00;43;22;09
Annette Dalloo
It may not happen at all. Yeah, and I would be very disappointed if things didn't turn out the way I thought they should. And I'm learning that, that that doesn't always happen that way. And it's okay. So yeah. Yeah. Make sense 100%. And you don't always have to make sense of it either, because if something doesn't turn out the way that you want it to, then you go back and you look at it and you're like, well, you know, I saw all these signs and it was pointing me in this direction.

00;43;22;09 - 00;43;40;10
Annette Dalloo
And why didn't work out this way? Well, you don't have the whole picture yet. You still don't have the whole picture. You have hindsight. Sure. You have more of the picture than you did before, but you don't have the whole picture yet. And so there are still things that are unfolding that will show you the bigger picture. Okay.

00;43;40;12 - 00;43;58;07
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. Okay. So is there anything else that we need to see about that particular lifetime? No. Okay. Let's take a look at the third one. Then I feel like we're setting this up as like a parable for your life purpose. It's like we've got three different stories going on here that are going to. You're going to be able to tap into the energy of these to help you move forward.

00;43;58;09 - 00;44;22;22
Annette Dalloo
I keep on seeing you writing like they just keep on showing you writing. This time it is a more ancient life time where you're you're basically writing in a cave with rocks. You've got different rocks, you've got different shaped rocks, you've got different colored rocks that you're you're creating the the images that you want to create on this, this cave wall, it's a message.

00;44;22;25 - 00;44;44;12
Annette Dalloo
Oh, you're creating messages. It's a message for your loved ones. It's a letter. Oh, this is great. Okay, so a little backstory. I actually spent a little time exploring some of the caves here in France. The ancient caves, the Neolithic and all of that. Everybody looks at these cave paintings and they're like, oh, they meant this or they meant that.

00;44;44;12 - 00;45;12;04
Annette Dalloo
And I'm literally saying that the cave paintings that you're creating right now are basically just notes to your family saying, hey, I'm going to be over here. I'll be back in two months. You know, like it looks amazing. It's really like a it's like a refrigerator post it. That's amazing. They're saying to me that, yes, of course, other cave paintings had deeper meetings and whatnot, because that was just that was the means of communication.

00;45;12;04 - 00;45;33;10
Annette Dalloo
But the one that you're writing is, is basically just a note to your family telling you where you're going to be. It was actually more for the kids because you were able to tell your your partner they didn't really have wives back then, but you were able to tell your your partner that you were going to be doing this so your partner was aware, but your children didn't quite understand what that meant.

00;45;33;10 - 00;45;55;04
Annette Dalloo
This image was like a depiction of where you were going and for how long. Yeah. This, this lifetime is an energy of a lot of really beautiful unconditional love. So like there was no questioning why you were gone for so long or what you were doing or anything like that, like your partner in that lifetime was just like, okay, bye.

00;45;55;05 - 00;46;14;02
Annette Dalloo
See you in a couple months. It wasn't a big deal. And it wasn't a big deal that you missed some milestones, what you would consider milestones in your children's lives. It was like the belief at the time was like you experienced what you were meant to experience. Wow. And she understood. Your partner understood that you were off hunting.

00;46;14;02 - 00;46;32;28
Annette Dalloo
You were off doing the things you needed to do to to help provide for the family and whatnot. And she was fine with it. And, you know, she would go and do her own gathering in her own hunting, actually, but just, you know, sort of closer to where you lived. Everybody contributed equally, but there was no animosity, there was no hurt feelings.

00;46;32;28 - 00;47;00;13
Annette Dalloo
It was just very clear as to everybody's sort of sovereign being what they were meant to do and why they were meant to do it. And this was because it was based on instinct. It was more instinctual and intuition based then three dimensional based. So they connected with each other more on that level than we do now. They're bringing this particular lifetime up for you simply because they want you to anchor in that unconditional love.

00;47;00;13 - 00;47;25;22
Annette Dalloo
This is actually part of your life purpose as well, is being able to anchor in that unconditionally loving template. This is a template that oftentimes twin flames have. Like we are actually here to do exactly that. We are here to bring that unconditionally loving template to the planet so people can start living their lives in a way that is conscious, that is aligned and and sovereign.

00;47;25;26 - 00;47;49;15
Annette Dalloo
So they're saying to me that whenever you are in a position in this lifetime where somebody is going off to do something that maybe you don't agree with, or going off in a direction that you don't feel is right for them or that is right for you, they want you to tap into this energy of this particular lifetime where there's just flow, there's zero resistance, zero resistance to any of it.

00;47;49;17 - 00;48;09;17
Annette Dalloo
You're allowing the people in your life, the loved ones that you have in your life, to go and do the things that they need to do, that they want to do, regardless of what your feelings are towards that thing. Yeah. And I'm seeing as you are leaving, your partner is giving you like a different sphere. And she's saying to you like, hey, take this one.

00;48;09;17 - 00;48;22;16
Annette Dalloo
This one is much better. You seem to do much better when you take this one. And you're saying, oh yeah, yeah, you're right, I do. And you take it. So like, that's the kind of love that you can give. It's not like, oh, you know, I notice that you do really, really well when you do something like this.

00;48;22;16 - 00;48;36;23
Annette Dalloo
So here why don't you take this or it's like offering that support and those types of suggestions. But if you were to say no, you know what? I think I'm gonna stick with the spear. Like I get the feeling that in this particular past lifetime, you would have been like, I'm just going to take what I want to take.

00;48;36;23 - 00;48;56;12
Annette Dalloo
And your partner would have been like, yeah, okay, cool. Like, no big deal. Like she wouldn't have insisted. We really need to learn how to not impose our will on somebody else. Yes, that's the biggest the biggest lesson not imposing our will on somebody else. So do you have any questions about those three past lifetimes and everything that I shared?

00;48;56;12 - 00;49;16;14
Annette Dalloo
And does that help answer the questions you were looking for? Yes, because I was like, oh, am I just doing something wrong? I'm not. I just I need to quit worrying about this. I always been a worrywart. My entire life, as my mom told me, but she was the one that worried so much that I picked up on her energy.

00;49;16;21 - 00;49;39;19
Annette Dalloo
Sure. And so I've had to learn to, like, let that go. Yeah. My daughter, she'll do some things and I'm like, do you really? But you know what? I've learned to just like, okay, she's got to do what she needs to do for her. She's a totally different person. And that does help me with my son, too, because no matter what, I will point things out to him like you need to do this.

00;49;39;21 - 00;50;00;09
Annette Dalloo
I mean, as a mother, I do need to point certain things out to him, but sure, yeah, pick up the ball and take it himself. Yeah, and that's actually a really nice segue. And let's let's take a look. Yeah. Any messages the guys have for you regarding your son? He I'm hearing he doesn't understand you sometimes and he doesn't know what to ask to understand you.

00;50;00;12 - 00;50;21;03
Annette Dalloo
So sometimes if you offer up an option or you say, hey, you know, you could do this or you could do that, like, like he doesn't connect with the information because he doesn't understand why and he doesn't know the questions to ask. They're saying that that's sort of normal for his age. Like kids at that age. They don't know what they don't know.

00;50;21;05 - 00;50;39;21
Annette Dalloo
Right? So like they don't know the questions to ask. They don't know the different paths that are available to them. And so when certain things are presented to them, they're just like, oh, I don't I don't understand why why would I do that? Right. But then also you have to consider the fact that you're coming from a greater perspective.

00;50;39;21 - 00;51;02;17
Annette Dalloo
You're coming from a much wider perspective in your life experience, of course. And then you add in there your intuition. You have an even broader experience and scope of what's going on. This is where sometimes that that parental phrase came up. I don't know if it was, you know, when you were growing up, but when I was growing up, it was big.

00;51;02;17 - 00;51;22;03
Annette Dalloo
It was like, oh, well, you do things because I said so, right? Right. Yeah. And that was the whole parental thing. And they're showing me the reason why parents would say that is because, yes, they have a wider perspective. They have a more sort of bird's eye view of of the world, but it is also through their own lens.

00;51;22;05 - 00;51;47;10
Annette Dalloo
So just because they have a wider view of the world than, let's say, the child does, that doesn't necessarily mean that their way is right or their way is aligned for that child. Right. What they were saying don't impose your will on somebody else. Yes of course. Guide your son. Show him the options. Show him the options of what he can do, like the possibilities.

00;51;47;10 - 00;52;17;13
Annette Dalloo
And if you're excited about the possibilities for him, he'll be excited. So instead of going into a situation what you were talking about earlier, instead of guiding or saying, hey, you know, maybe you could do this or that, I want you to feel into that energy for a minute. Okay? So if you can just kind of come up with a, a version of that, like something that he recently came to you for or something you were trying to guide him in, I want you to feel into your energy as you were guiding him.

00;52;17;17 - 00;52;38;13
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. Let's he is he is he is overweight and he knows that he likes to play video games, which gives him great joy. And I'm glad that they do. But he knows he needs to lose weight. And I think because I'm so worried about him having a heart attack and dying. Yeah. Which could be his path, I don't know.

00;52;38;13 - 00;52;57;06
Annette Dalloo
But as a mother, you don't want your child to die before you know. And so I get scared that he's not doing the things he needs to take care of himself. And I try not to scare him, but also bring him to reality. Like you need to do these things for you. But I've been telling him, I'm like, you have to care about yourself first.

00;52;57;08 - 00;53;16;19
Annette Dalloo
And. And so I'm trying to get him to have a more positive seeing of himself so that he can do the things he needs to do for himself. Because I can't make him do anything. I can't make him go to the gym. I can't make him eat correctly. I tell him about portion control, and you're eating too much of this, but I can't.

00;53;16;19 - 00;53;46;11
Annette Dalloo
That's my will forcing upon him, and I try to let him do it on his own. And it's been hard, so I just need to show him. So by doing, I mean I gained some weight as beginning of the year from being a little off on my health. So I guess if if I start doing the things and, and he'll see me doing things and, and I have him now not wanting to drink soda like he had been by buying some different things and, and getting him to try some different things.

00;53;46;13 - 00;54;04;21
Annette Dalloo
And now his mind's more open to other types of drinks that are he likes this craziness. So we have him drinking sparkling water that he never liked before. Now he'll drink some of it versus having a soda. So it is. It'll work. It just. I just need to let it go and and just be more open and understand that he may not understand everything.

00;54;04;23 - 00;54;28;16
Annette Dalloo
He's young. Yeah. So the key word in that in the feeling in that is worry. Yeah. You can continue doing the things that you're doing like encouraging and leading by example and all of that. That's beautiful. The biggest change that they're asking you to make in this is removing the worry and replacing that with anticipation or excitement for what's to come.

00;54;28;23 - 00;54;49;05
Annette Dalloo
Now, you might not be able to get from worry to excitement in one fell swoop. It's going to be a step by step process, but instead of the worry, what that could potentially look like is you, let's say, making a really beautiful, healthy meal that's really, really tasty. And there's a lot of those recipes out there. Trust me, I've found a ton of them.

00;54;49;05 - 00;55;06;24
Annette Dalloo
And you can find some really healthy recipes that are super tasty, especially for somebody who is young and may not really care about anything but chicken nuggets and French fries. But being excited about that and making it an event saying like, hey, I'm going to make dinner for us tonight and we're going to have this, this and this, and it's going to be yummy.

00;55;06;24 - 00;55;21;22
Annette Dalloo
So those are the types of things that you can do. And if he resists that, if he says, no, no, no, I don't want it, then you have to accept that, because ultimately what you're doing is you're making that yummy, exciting meal for yourself and you want to include him in that. And if he's not on board, then that's fine too.

00;55;21;23 - 00;55;42;11
Annette Dalloo
Do you see the change in shift in energy, in what you're doing? It's not a pushing energy. It's not a worry energy. It is a hey, I'm doing this for me. And I'm really excited about doing this for me, and I'd love to include you in it. Right? Yes. It makes a huge difference. He likes to cook a couple weeks ago and he goes, I graduate from school.

00;55;42;11 - 00;56;00;03
Annette Dalloo
He's like, I want to cook dinner. I said, well, what I, what I kind of wanted to eat tonight isn't a whole lot of cooking. It is some things I bought at Trader Joe's that were kind of already half prep. But I said, but I do want to make some chili, and I vegetarian more. And him and my mom eat more.

00;56;00;03 - 00;56;19;02
Annette Dalloo
Me. So we made chili base and I said, well, let me show you how to make my chili base, which is very healthy, you know? And I said, tomorrow we'll have it for dinner because it'll sit overnight and we'll cook some meat for you guys to put in yours. And I'm going to put more beans in mine and kind of just split it off.

00;56;19;08 - 00;56;41;03
Annette Dalloo
I think he might even eat some of my leftover chili because it was gone, you know, nice, nice. It's kind of like I just need to do more of that. Like, hey, we can do this, but this is and and he'll see both ways, you know. Well, and that's the other thing too, is that if the fridge is filled with foods that he loves and they're healthy, it's a no brainer.

00;56;41;03 - 00;57;03;06
Annette Dalloo
Like he's going to choose them, right? Right. And the thing is, is that the other aspect of this, and this is something that oftentimes people don't look at when somebody is carrying excess weight, that's energy. Yeah. It is. Yeah. And what is this energy that he is really holding on to. Is this from a past life. Is it from the current lifetime.

00;57;03;06 - 00;57;22;25
Annette Dalloo
Is it from some trauma. Where is that coming from. Because all weight that we put on or that we keep has to do with some energy that is within our body. That's telling our body to keep the weight. Right. Oftentimes people are like well yeah. But diet and exercise and this and this and that. And it's like yeah of course that makes a huge difference.

00;57;22;25 - 00;57;45;18
Annette Dalloo
But I can tell you right now that when I am in a good energetic state, I make better choices for my life. I eat better foods, I exercise more like it naturally happens when I'm not feeling that grief and pain inside and holding on to it, right? Absolutely. And he has he has some trauma with his and his father and some with me.

00;57;45;25 - 00;58;02;06
Annette Dalloo
I mean, him and I are always working on our stuff. And he says, mommy, he goes, you don't even know you work on these things with me. He says that his dad wants to dictate how they're going to fix things. And so he doesn't talk to his dad. He hasn't talked to him in probably 6 to 8 months.

00;58;02;09 - 00;58;24;27
Annette Dalloo
Yeah. Well, and that is like we were talking about earlier. That is part of his journey. So however he's able to work through that, he can work through that. Yeah I can't do it for him. And he needs to do it on his own. Exactly, exactly. Okay. So do you have any other questions regarding your son? Nope. I'm just again, getting some perspective and knowing that I can tweak a little bit more.

00;58;25;00 - 00;58;42;22
Annette Dalloo
I've gotten better on the way I handle him, but I can tweak a little more. Yeah. And the thing is, is that it really is just about checking in with your energy before you do something. And you and I have worked on that before regarding like texting somebody check in on your energy. What are you feeling right now before you communicate with somebody?

00;58;42;22 - 00;59;00;11
Annette Dalloo
Are you feeling grief or are you feeling pain? Are you feeling worry or anger? What are you feeling and do you want to express it because you can express it, of course. But it's about consciously deciding, okay, yes, I am angry and I really want to express this anger because I need to get it out. Do you need to express it to that person?

00;59;00;11 - 00;59;17;07
Annette Dalloo
Do you? You need to express the worry to the person. Can you take a look, the worry and say, okay, I need to transmute this worry into something else because it's not serving me or my son, right? Just being conscious about what you're doing and when is going to make all the difference in the world. I believe so, Joe.

00;59;17;07 - 00;59;42;01
Annette Dalloo
Definitely, definitely. Because like, he's so intuitive. I know he picks up on my energy easily. Yeah. And this is nothing new to you. You know how to do this. This is just a matter of taking the tools that you already have and applying them to other situations. Right, right. Yep. Exactly. Wonderful. I'm going to ask my guides if they have any just sort of last minute messages for you.

00;59;42;04 - 01;00;07;16
Annette Dalloo
We do have one more message for you, and that is to keep going in the direction that you're going. Do not doubt the path that you're on. You're on the right path so you don't have to ask anymore. And there's no deviation anymore. There were periods of time in the early part of your life where you could have deviated, but now you are fully on your path and there's no turning back at this point, even if you wanted to.

01;00;07;17 - 01;00;26;28
Annette Dalloo
So don't worry and just keep on doing what you're doing. Ask your angels and guides for help as usual, and just know that they are always here for you. Absolutely beautiful. Thank you. Okay, so I'm going to close the Akashic Records for today. Thank you to a cool in my Akashic Guide. Thank you Archangel Metron and Archangel Santa font for being here.

01;00;26;28 - 01;00;50;15
Annette Dalloo
Thank you. The markets are closed. The markets are closed. The markets have closed. Thank you. Wonderful. Okay. How do you feel? I can't even it's it's even hard to describe like the the release that you know obviously that came with the past life. I mean I just I feel lighter, I feel more focused in myself understanding that joy is a huge thing.

01;00;50;15 - 01;01;16;14
Annette Dalloo
And I always and it's just going back to just remembering to myself, like when I'm happy and I'm spreading love and joy out there in this world, I feel better. Yeah. And something comes back and and we have a very negative person in one of the offices I work at, and every issue gets to everyone. But the one day I went back there and I'm just like, you know, after I graduated school and I'm dancing around and jumping, what do you said?

01;01;16;16 - 01;01;36;28
Annette Dalloo
And she was like, laughing at me. She goes, I really needed that. I said, well, that's good. That's what I'm here. I'm here just to sometimes be comic relief, I guess, you know, just honored that joy. Yeah, just spread that joy and love to others so they can receive it, you know? And I'm glad she received it that day because there's a lot of days she doesn't.

01;01;36;28 - 01;01;58;20
Annette Dalloo
And that's her path and journey. Yeah. Just having that release with that, that version of myself back in that lifetime with my time, I mean, like, I, I don't think I've ever had that in one of our sessions or any session I've done. So that that's really cool. Oh, I'm so glad. I'm so, so glad. Yeah. And definitely pay attention to that.

01;01;58;20 - 01;02;23;01
Annette Dalloo
As it, as it unfolds over the next couple of days. Because as you know, the the work that we do is, is quantum. So it will continue to work over the course of time. All right. Amazing. Having a wonderful, wonderful rest of your weekend. And I will talk to you later.

01;02;23;03 - 01;02;48;11
Annette Dalloo
I would like to thank Tracy for allowing me to record her session for the podcast. Oftentimes when we are looking at manifestation, we are looking at it from the perspective of what it is that we would like to manifest, what it is that we would like to have come into our lives, and that is the receiving energy. But what about the giving energy?

01;02;48;13 - 01;03;35;28
Annette Dalloo
Because everything in energy needs to be a cycle. It needs to be the light in the dark, the giving and receiving, and has to be both aspects of the energetic cycle. When it comes to Tracy's sole purpose, we were looking at how she was bringing those two aspects of manifestation into what she was conjuring and conjuring can have a very negative connotation, sometime based on modern vernacular, but essentially it was the same energy as manifestation when she was manifesting those lightning bolts and conjuring them.

01;03;36;00 - 01;04;12;11
Annette Dalloo
She was then also giving that energy back to the earth. That was the giving and receiving loop. When we are in a place of wanting to manifest for ourselves, what are we manifesting for the collective or for others? What are we manifesting for service and for what we are here to do? This is something that is often talked about in movies regarding witchcraft, where they talk about when you are doing spells and you are doing them solely for personal gain, that there is a consequence.

01;04;12;11 - 01;04;44;02
Annette Dalloo
And what my angels are telling me now is that that is sort of a a little bit of a distorted way of looking at it. It's not a consequence. It is the balance of the giving and taking. And so if you are in a place where you are manifesting great wealth, if you are not giving back in some way, whether it is through money or through energy, then it is a blockage in that cycle of giving and receiving.

01;04;44;02 - 01;05;17;29
Annette Dalloo
It is a blockage in terms of allowing the energy to flow as it is meant to in its natural state. This is where you will also find in manifestation, where people will be very successful in manifestation if they are allowing that flow to happen, allowing the abundance to come, but then also allowing it to go if it needs to go, or allowing it to change and shift into something different than what it is.

01;05;18;01 - 01;05;44;01
Annette Dalloo
This is something that is not often talked about in manifestation, where there needs to be that complete cycle, that closed loop, if you will. So the energy can continue. So if you're feeling blocked in any way in terms of your manifestation, take a look at what you are giving or receiving which one feels out of balance for you.

01;05;44;03 - 01;06;15;17
Annette Dalloo
Are you holding too tightly to certain things, to certain aspects of your life? And that's a good segue to talking about relationships in terms of holding on too tightly. Again, same concept of not letting that energy flow the way that it is meant to. When you are holding on to someone so tightly and you don't want them to go, that is putting a restriction on the energy.

01;06;15;19 - 01;06;48;23
Annette Dalloo
Not to mention the fact that you are putting a restriction on that person. It was a really beautiful example in Tracy's previous lifetime where they were in very simple times, a period of time where communication was written, cave walls and the flow of energy was fluid. She knew that she could leave her family for a couple of months to go out and hunt, and there would be no hurt feelings.

01;06;48;23 - 01;07;16;16
Annette Dalloo
There would be no problem that essentially she was doing what she needed to do. And this is something that we must connect to in our own lives, in relationships. Where are you trying to hold the person back that you are connected to? Where are you trying to constrict them and what they want to do? Where are you telling them what to do and how to do it?

01;07;16;18 - 01;07;39;07
Annette Dalloo
That is not unconditional love. That is codependency where you are feeling that you don't want the person to go. Those are valid emotions that you will miss them. That let's say they decide to go on a trip for a couple of months and not take you in a connection, should you be able to do that? And the answer is yes.

01;07;39;10 - 01;08;10;27
Annette Dalloo
Love is freedom, connection is freedom. And of course we have our own set of contracts or rules that we have for each connection, things that we're willing to accept or not willing to accept. And that is where the breaking point can come. So if there is an element of your relationship that you're in where the other person is wanting a lot of freedom and you are not comfortable with that, then that may not be the right person for you.

01;08;10;29 - 01;08;34;23
Annette Dalloo
If you are kindred spirits in that way, you both want a lot of freedom, then that could be the right connection for you. And I also want to define freedom, as in you are not being controlled by another, by another energy or by another person, whether it be collective energy or an energy of the person that you are in the connection with.

01;08;34;25 - 01;09;20;27
Annette Dalloo
This is not about having the freedom to go and be in relationships or sexual relationships with other people, although that could be part of the freedom that you require in a relationship that has happened. But that's not exclusively what we are discussing here in regards to freedom. We're talking about energetic freedom, the freedom to be able to do what your heart and your soul is calling you to do, and then having a partner that can be with that and sit with that and allow that to take place in the way that it needs to some of the distortions that can come up in that have to do with that previous life we looked at with

01;09;20;27 - 01;09;49;13
Annette Dalloo
Tracy and her twin flame, where he was just never around. He was always working, always traveling, and she held herself back. She held herself back from doing some of the things that she really wanted to do, out of spite and anger, for the fact that he was not there to help her. He was not there to facilitate the time and the energy for the kids so she could go and do the things that she wanted to do.

01;09;49;15 - 01;10;04;18
Annette Dalloo
And in the past life, we saw that she could have very easily tapped into some friends who would have been able to help take care of the children for a little while, while she went and took care of the things she needed to. But she was stubborn and she didn't want to do it because she wanted him to do it.

01;10;04;21 - 01;10;29;09
Annette Dalloo
And when somebody in our life is not doing the things we want them to do, that is exactly what we need to do. If we have the conversation with our partner and they are completely against or do not want to do the thing we want them to do, you cannot force them. You cannot give them ultimatums. You cannot bully them into doing what you want them to do.

01;10;29;12 - 01;10;51;23
Annette Dalloo
You need to find a different route. You need to find another path of least resistance in order to get done the things you want to get done. So if that means hiring somebody to take care of the kids, if that means reaching out to some friends and asking for help, maybe that's the solution. And we're just using this as one example here, because this was the example given in the session.

01;10;51;25 - 01;11;14;27
Annette Dalloo
But it doesn't even have to involve kids. It has to do with, let's say, something else entirely, having to do with something that you personally need in the relationship, and the other person is not giving it to you, and let's say, does not have the capacity to give it to you. Where can you get that need fulfilled? There are plenty of ways that you can look into it.

01;11;14;28 - 01;12;02;18
Annette Dalloo
You could get that need fulfilled within through spirit. You could get that need fulfilled through another person, through a friend. It is something to explore in not trying to control another, not trying to tell somebody that they need to be a certain way, that they need to act a certain way, allowing them to be who they are. And hopefully they allow you to be who you are to another tool that we can use that can allow us to stay connected to the relationships that we have, is speaking to them in the form D speaking to their spirit from a meditative standpoint is something that allows us to stay connected, even if that person is not

01;12;02;18 - 01;12;28;18
Annette Dalloo
with us. I have used this technique with my dad, with my mom, with my sister. I have used it with significant others. I have used this technique with many different people and it works really, really well. Just connecting in setting the intention to speak to that person, that person's soul while you're in meditation and allowing them to say to you whatever they want to say.

01;12;28;20 - 01;12;52;16
Annette Dalloo
You can say whatever you would like to say to them. And being able to keep that connection open and alive. Oftentimes we cut off that energetic connection out of fear or out of frustration or anger. A really good example of that was that previous lifetime, where she was home with the kids and he was off traveling, where she cut off her energy to him entirely.

01;12;52;19 - 01;13;30;22
Annette Dalloo
He stayed connected to her. So while he was traveling, he was always thinking of her. He was always feeling into her energy, and she cut him off entirely because she was so completely hurt and angry that he wasn't around. And so because of that, she wasn't able to feel his love even when he was there. And that is a really sad place to be, because you might miss out on the love that you could have, because you are cutting it off energetically due to anger or frustration or sadness or grief based on things that happened in the past.

01;13;30;25 - 01;13;56;13
Annette Dalloo
So ask yourself right now, what relationships do you have in your life right now that maybe you have cut off that energetic connection? Maybe you've cut off that energy to that other person out of any of those emotions that keep you disconnected. Where can you start to open your heart? Where can you start to soften and allow something to come through in terms of the energy of that other person?

01;13;56;15 - 01;14;23;24
Annette Dalloo
And of course, this depends on if the person's energy is safe to you. If this person's energy feels good to you, when you open your heart to that energy, if the energy of the other person is in a lower negative state, then it might be difficult to connect to them. I have found this with my twin flame in the past, where I had tried to connect with his energy, and I wasn't even able to connect to him because he was in such lower energy.

01;14;23;24 - 01;14;50;15
Annette Dalloo
He was in sadness or grief or pain. And so there are times when we can't reach our loved ones in the five D because there are also disconnected. So pay attention to where you are connected, where you're disconnected, who you're connected to, and who you're disconnected from, and start to work with that energy and identify consciously who you would like to be connected to and who maybe you might need to take a step back from.

01;14;50;17 - 01;15;14;21
Annette Dalloo
This also has to do with collective energies as well. The collective basically tells us what we need to do, how we need to be, what a relationship looks like. And I'm here to tell you that you can make your own rules. I've said this many times before in many other podcast episodes, and it's worth repeating again and again and again.

01;15;14;24 - 01;15;43;06
Annette Dalloo
And the reason why is because we need to break out of these templates. We need to break out of these old ideals of what relationships need to be. That you need to be something for me, that you need to do this for me in order for me to be in a relationship with you. Unconditional love is a flowing, symbiotic connection that flows between two parties or multiple parties, depending on if it's a family or whoever.

01;15;43;06 - 01;16;11;03
Annette Dalloo
It happens to be a group of friends. It is an energy that can flow between people, and it is effortless and it is freedom and it is love. And if you're able to get to that space to know what it feels like to have that unconditional love, and then to be able to have that love for self, to draw the boundaries when you need to draw boundaries, to be able to take a step back, when you need to take a step back.

01;16;11;05 - 01;16;32;24
Annette Dalloo
It's not to say that unconditional love tells you that you have to love everyone in every state that they're in, and be involved in whatever state that they're in. Unconditional love says that you love and accept the person as they are, but it is truly up to you of whether or not you want to experience an energy exchange with that person or not.

01;16;32;26 - 01;17;03;14
Annette Dalloo
It is up to you, your discernment and what you feel is right for you. With any luck, if you are in a reciprocal, unconditionally loving connection, if you take a step back from a person because of their energy or because of something you're going through, they should be able to accept that if they are still in codependency, they may look at that as if you are not here to support me, then you are a bad person.

01;17;03;16 - 01;17;27;23
Annette Dalloo
That is codependency because it is not your job to be there for your partner 100% of the time. It's impossible for us to do that because we have our own things that we need to deal with. You should have the ability to say to your partner, to your friend, to your family member. I do not have the bandwidth right now to handle what is going on.

01;17;27;25 - 01;18;00;20
Annette Dalloo
I need to take a step back and I will return when I am ready to discuss or when I am ready to deal with this situation, but I need to take a step back. This is not avoidance. This is the ability to process. The time to process. This is the ability to regulate your own nervous system before you jump into something else that could put you off kilter in your energy field, you do have to look after your own energy field first.

01;18;00;23 - 01;18;38;10
Annette Dalloo
It is often stated that you have to make sure that your cup is full first before you can help somebody else, and it is not for us to fill somebody else's cup. They need to fill their own cup too. And so this is a dance that we do, and we are really just babies when it comes to this planet and the collective energies and figuring out what unconditional love really is, and we're trying to unravel that, we're unraveling what collective energies have been ingrained in our society for hundreds or thousands of years.

01;18;38;12 - 01;19;03;13
Annette Dalloo
It is time for us to start making new choices, creating new energies, taking new action and space. All of that on pure, unconditional love. I want to thank all of you for listening this season. It's been such a pleasure to connect with all of you and to hear all of your questions. I can't wait to connect with you in the next season of the Akashic Recordings.

01;19;03;13 - 01;19;25;08
Annette Dalloo
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01;19;25;09 - 01;19;39;01
Annette Dalloo
Also, if you feel called to work with me personally, you can book a session at any time at Infinite Soul love.com. Everything can be scheduled directly on my website. Thank you so much for your support and I can't wait to connect with you again next week.