Episode #128: Moses + Jesus + Trap Queens
De'Vannon: [00:00:00] Hello, hello, hello, everyone. This is Devan at the Sex, Drugs, and Jesus podcast. Website sexdrugsandjesus. com, down under apparel. com, the other website, YouTube, Sex, Drugs, and Jesus podcast. Thank you so much for all your donations. Love, generosity, and kind support. So I wanted to come to y'all this morning.
De'Vannon: Well, first of all, wait a minute, happy Tuesday, Tuesday, September the 12th, 8. 35 a. m. in the year 2023. How y'all doing? How y'all doing out there? Happy fall. Fall is in the air. Fall is in the air and I'm ready for some cold weather. For the first time in my life, I'm looking forward to some cold. I love the heat, but I'm also learning to love the cold too.
De'Vannon: Gotta love everything, right? So, I wanted to come out to speak to you about, how shall I say this?
De'Vannon: A couple of things. I'm going to talk to my fellow trap queens out there and we'll talk about the benefits of purposeful isolation. What prompted this is a dream that I had this morning. [00:01:00] Okay. Yes, we, we, we got to go back into the X files. You know, one of them was, was, was lurking around in my dreams again.
De'Vannon: But like I was telling you on the show that I released the other morning, you know, I learned to stop being angry when that happens. And I learned to turn to it and face it. It's not as bad as it was with previous exes, you know, in times past, or at least a particular one that was working that witchcraft on me.
De'Vannon: So it's not like this most recent ex shows up in my dreams like all the fucking time, but the times that it has, you know, you know, the Lord was showing me what, you know, what he was out there doing. But, and and I used to fight that and battle against it, but then I finally just surrender to to God's process.
De'Vannon: And I was like, okay, what do you have for me here? What can I learn? And what I've learned is that I don't really think the process that I've been through with him was really about. Me, I think it was about the lessons learned so that I can teach the world. [00:02:00] I don't think it was ever really about me. I mean, it was in the sense for me to grow and attain this high level of spirituality that I have now, but you know, the shit that he did and the way that he did it, the secrecy and the lies and manipulations and the cheating and the scandals and the disease spreading and all of that.
De'Vannon: It wasn't, God was testing me to see how long I was going to take it personally. Okay, I stopped taking it personally a long fucking time ago. And so that's why I'm able to receive these dreams and be like, okay. God is in control of everything. I'm surrounded and protected by very powerful beings. If they're letting this get through, then it's for some sort of useful purpose.
De'Vannon: And I, and I munched on this and really worked with this this morning before I got out of bed. I was like, what if I should just not give this the oxygen of my attention? Because I'm so over him and I'm so over all the bullshit and over all of these fucking people in Baton [00:03:00] Rouge. Clearly, not everyone in Baton Rouge, but you know who the fuck you are.
De'Vannon: And you know, maybe I should just like, eh, go on about my day, I got a million things to do. But I said I could give this like five, ten minutes, sure, because clearly if God let it through, it's for a reason. What is this reason? So in this dream, probably for the first time in months, the ex did not show up attached to one of his new boyfriends or one of his this gang that he was hanging out with according to how it showed up in my dreams.
De'Vannon: And there's like an, an odd. And it's like, it's almost like my enemies have gone silent. It's like, I can hear a pin drop, you know, I don't, it's like, it's like when you walk with the Lord, you're always aware of what's going on around you and what people are doing. You're not worried about it, but the Lord always causes you to have like a sense of knowing because they know that he'll [00:04:00] catch us off guard and I like talking about, but it's like, it's almost like God came down here and did something.
De'Vannon: You know, it's because my enemies, it's like they've shut their fucking mouths, okay? For some reason, something done happened. I guess the gang then broke up or something like that. Who the fuck knows? Not my damn business. I just thought I'd throw that out there. It's like there's a peace. There's a peace on the waters and on the land this morning.
De'Vannon: Glory, hallelujah. And so for the first time, this, this damn fool is not actually showing up in my dream with some dude attached to him or several. And it's like, Hmm, this is strange. And it's almost like he it's almost like he, he wants to have a conversation. Well, you know, you know, with me was trying to like, talk to me in their dreams, it's been what, nine, 10 months now, there's nothing to be said, [00:05:00] you know, and when it came to my, what, glory to God, what came to my mind was two things I thought about Moses.
De'Vannon: On the mountaintop. Jesus on the mountain of transfiguration. I also thought about trap Queens. I know I'm gonna talk about the trap Queens first because something that's not really talked about a lot is how when people are in the game, they actually can get addicted to the power that comes along with being a drug dealer or a drug manufacturer.
De'Vannon: And, Yeah. I've had, I have, I have such a plethora of experiences in my background that I can reach a lot of different people in this world. And so I'm going to talk to my trap queens, according to Urban Dictionary, get on my Urban Dictionary, which is the best encyclopedia dictionary I've ever come across.
De'Vannon: The Trap Queen, for those of you who don't know. A successful, experienced female drug dealer. Not some random narcissistic [00:06:00] girl off the street who can't even tell you what an 8 ball is or how to move it. And it has nothing to do with her taste in music or loyalty to friends and family. Hoes these days be using words they have no idea where they came from.
De'Vannon: Example. Sharonda from across the street is a trap queen. She been hustling out there for years. Anything you need, she got it. Definition two, trap queen, a bum ass female, the baddest female. She is loyal to her friends, lives for her family and gives no fucks to bitter petty bitches. She also enjoys listening to trap music.
De'Vannon: Back in the day when I was a drug dealing badass bitch, trap queen, I definitely was all up in the music, some trap music. This came to my mind, I wanted to point this out, my fellow trap queens out there, we gotta let that addiction to the game go. You see how I'm taking these lessons from the Lord, letting the negative energy from the ex get through into my dreams, I didn't take it personally, I wasn't all mad, I'm quite frankly bored by it at this point, it's so [00:07:00] like, predictable, you know, because all of this is in the Bible, wicked people gonna do wickedly.
De'Vannon: And that's just the way it goes, so I'm over the shit. I thought about this line from this song called Walking Away, which is going to be on my Ascension playlist that I'm working on. And he says in there You got all you wanted, but you can't help but think of me. Okay. You know, we, we, we, we let these people go.
De'Vannon: They wanted to walk away, to go do whatever with whomever. So fine, go do that. Why are they mine still on us? You got what you wanted. Okay. And so, so Trap Queens.
De'Vannon: We got to let, let, let that, that hold on power because we had that hold on power, but really that power had this hold on us. We had a hold on power over other people, but really that power had a hold on us first. You can't give away what you don't have. Okay. I thought about it because, [00:08:00] you know, the, the, this is the lesson to Trap Queens.
De'Vannon: What prompted me to get on that train of thinking was that, you know, the ex, you know, still owed me like that 950 and some change from the episode ago, several episodes ago. He stopped paying it in March, walked the fuck off, didn't say goodbye, apologized or nothing, just broke an obligation, went and took that money and gave it to his hoes.
De'Vannon: And so at first I was disrespected, it is disrespectful, but I had to stop taking it personally. God is going to test you in his life to see how much you really are dedicated to him. You have got, you're going to have to get over yourself completely and let that ego die and you're going to have to come to a point where you truly prefer the Lord above your chief joy.
De'Vannon: Do you really love the Lord as much as you think you do? Above money, above sex, above promotions at work, above your children, above family. Above getting in shape, above eating food, do you really love God above every fucking thing? And I mean above every fucking thing. These trials and tribulations come to test you to reveal [00:09:00] what's really inside of you, and you may be surprised to find out what's actually lurking inside of you and your ego and shit.
De'Vannon: Not to mention, we're not really talking, you know, then you might find, you know, I think about physical diseases. You know, sexually transmitted diseases, spiritually transmitted diseases lurking inside of you too now. He that hath an ear, let him hear. Some of y'all got some problems. But the Lord is gonna try you to see what's really fucking up inside of you.
De'Vannon: It took all my strength not to pick that phone up and to go back to them old drug dealer days. There's ways to get, get, get fucking money out of people without killing them. Okay. Okay. I think about that line from Harry Potter when... They were talking about the killing curse of Ada Kadava, and Dumbledore was telling somebody, he said this shit so in passing, I think a lot of people miss just how gangster Dumbledore really fucking is, he said there's other ways to kill people without the use of the Avada Kedavra, you know.
De'Vannon: He was like, we don't [00:10:00] have to reduce ourselves to such barbarian ruffian methods. Okay. It took all my strength. All my fucking strength. They're not, they're not pick that phone up and make certain calls to certain people. It's not a joke when I tell y'all back in the day that I used to hang out with like hired assassins and shit like that, that would kill people for a thousand dollars, didn't matter.
De'Vannon: They wouldn't research the contract. As long as you had a thousand dollars, they said, you must've done something to piss somebody off because dumb murdering as men dudes that I used to hang out with understood people love fucking money. And they were like, if somebody is willing to come off of a thousand dollars To pay them?
De'Vannon: Good enough. Because ain't nobody gonna spend that money for no damn reason, according to them. Some hitmen would research the hit. No, FBI and DEA don't hang out with these people no more. And so, And so But you know, I had to let [00:11:00] that ego go. I had to let that trap queen fully, fully die. She was still in there.
De'Vannon: Somewhere for the even thought to come to my head, old school street level retaliation against the X for walking off as we would say with my fucking money, bitch, people have died for less than the game. People have died for less than the game, but I'm not in the game anymore. You know? And so I had to, that, that, that shit was still within me and it, God had to get it up.
De'Vannon: Out of me back in the day when I owed people fucking money and they came looking for me when I did finally show up to pay it, bitch, you, you, I had to show up with interest. You can't just show up in the game. If you owe people like drug dealer to drug dealer, drug dealer to supplier, supplier to manufacturer, you can't show up with what you owe.
De'Vannon: You got to add interest to it. Are they to kill you for that too? And so the shit is real, but I don't live in that world anymore. It's interesting how we can be out of some shit. And yet the energy and the spirit of it still tends to linger and follow us. So I had to [00:12:00] let that shit go. I didn't retaliate.
De'Vannon: I passed the test. And I just had to say, you know what? Take your money and your money perish with you. You know, along with the house and, and, and, and every fucking thing else, you know, whatever else. Whatever, just fucking take it all and just go. And so, and I had to cry before the Lord before that. You know, I wanted to pout like a child.
De'Vannon: I'm like, God damn it. Shit. But I had to fucking grow up and mature. And get that shit up out of me because you just can't do that. You really can't just go getting evil with people and getting evil with people. We have to let shit go. The Bible talks about how it's an honor to overlook a fault. And when somebody slaps you on the cheek and you turn the other cheek without seeking revenge or harboring resentment.
De'Vannon: All of heaven stands up to applaud you when you get to this point where you can let an offense go. Just of your own volition without them apologizing. Some people are gonna hurt you in this life and not say they're sorry and not mean it if they say it. [00:13:00] Some people will steal from you and rob from you.
De'Vannon: The Lord Jesus told us this would happen. Be thankful you're not the one doing this evil shit. You're on the right side of history when you're the one getting trampled under foot by these hateful ass people. But we have got to let what they did go. And if you can do that, the whole Trinity and every angel and every high celestial being applauds you for mastering this life.
De'Vannon: Or that aspect of this life and your physical flesh in this life because it takes a great death of the ego to have to have it within your power to exact revenge upon somebody like I did and still do if I fucking really wanted to, but I don't want to and choose not to and to really release that shit with forgiveness.
De'Vannon: Unasked for forgiveness and let it go. You have to have risen up so high in yourself to be able to do that. I have, and I want my other travel queens out there to do that shit too. Don't you make that phone call. Yeah. The motherfucker deserves to have his [00:14:00] ass beat. And I saw some bloodied and bruised yet still alive, barely.
De'Vannon: It looked like motherfuckers back in the day in the game. Thought they was gonna take some shit and run off and they set their asses up is what happened. And so with apps and cell phones, it's really easy to set up somebody now if you really want to. People are so like on them damn things. But but yeah, we can't trap Queens.
De'Vannon: Let it go. Let it go. Let it go. Let it go. Let it motherfucking go. You better get your Elsa on bitch. And so I didn't mean to talk this long. But. So that's enough for my trap Queens on the point of Moses, Moses went up on the mountain side, hanging out with Jesus, hanging out with God back in the day, Yahweh Elohim, all of that when he came down, his face was glowing because he had been in the presence of the Lord.
De'Vannon: So Moses had been in purposeful isolation. This is what I have preached about this year. What prompted me to think of this because the very concept in this dream [00:15:00] for this boy to be having his thoughts bent towards me in a way like he might want to speak after radio silence. For damn near, you know, almost 10 months now having said nothing, while he's been off doing everything and everyone.
De'Vannon: To have the audacity to think, money owed and everything, that's unpaid that I would ever talk to him.
De'Vannon: Queens, when we've been in isolation, we've been like, we're like how Moses was. It changes you. Look at the difference. Ten months, praying, crying, bleeding before the Lord, not patching it over with sex, drugs, relationships, and vice. Just feeling them raw ass feelings, thinking we were gonna die. Okay, but we didn't fucking die.
De'Vannon: In and out of the fucking hospital and shit as I was this year. Not complaining, I'm just telling you what the fuck happened in case some of y'all are new to the show. God caught up with me. He sent his holy archangels to come in and undergird me. I mean, he sent his archangels. I had [00:16:00] never felt felt such presences around me before, but they came around me when I was in isolation.
De'Vannon: I was not around people. Okay. And came and undergirded me with strength that I did not know I could feel, you know, I'd never felt God in this way before. 10 months of that. Versus 10 months of hoeing it up, drinking it up, smoking it up, and fucking around and doing all the shit that the ex was doing. You can't compare it.
De'Vannon: I'm so much fucking further along. Because I put in the work. I did not stop going to counseling. I increased counseling and different things like that. I worked my ass off to get, you know, to this point inside. Okay. You know, to, to, to even like in my dreams to think that he would try to insult me by showing up after all this damn time.
De'Vannon: Uh uh, keep that same energy and get the fuck up out of my life. And so well, you're not in my life, you're not getting [00:17:00] back in. And so, girls, even if you have not achieved a spiritual ascension like I was given, But if you broke up with some dude, or if he broke up with you with some girl or whatever, take it however you want to put the genders, and you did the work, and they did not do the work, even if you have not ascended, you're still further along than they bitch asses are.
De'Vannon: Don't let them come back in and corrupt your light. No, they don't deserve it. They haven't done the work. They've been playing around. Uh uh. We're not doing that. And so, in this example with Moses, He was up on that mountain side with God, and he came down glorious. The children of Israel, which were low vibrational, asked him to cover his glory.
De'Vannon: Okay, they did not ask him to pray to God so that they could have eyes temporarily to be able to behold this glory of God, because he had been in God's presence so long that he was shining, he was reflecting the glory of God. [00:18:00] And, And so God granted him to put a veil on so that he could address them.
De'Vannon: What does that veil represent? Separation from God. Basically, the children of Israel were like, Moses, you're too glorious for us. So can you calm down? Can you take it down a few notches so that we can take being around you? Come on, Queens. I know I'm not the first one to have somebody, you know, people be trying to tell us we're too much.
De'Vannon: We're extra. We need to take it down a few notches, bitch. No, we damn the fuck well won't. All this means is that we're too glorious. For you, and this is why I've excommunicated so many damn people out of my life because I shall not be reduced for these basic ass bitches. It shall not be. And so and I'm upgrading my motherfucking living situation and my motherfucking associates, okay?
De'Vannon: They asked Moses instead of trying to come up the Moses level they wanted [00:19:00]Moses come down to their level, but Moses got elevated like that, how, by being by his fucking self of on a mountainside, hanging out with Jehovah. He would not have gotten that hanging around the fucking yard with him fucking chickens.
De'Vannon: Let them chickens cluck, fuck. I hate to use that word, but it rhymed right then. Let them pluck and fuck and play them, play house and play them damn low vibrational ass games they want to play. But we, my queens, will not be distracted by that basic ass bullshit. There's more to life than sex, relationships, drugs, VIP treatment rooms, and first class flights, and anything that you can desire.
De'Vannon: And I love a lot of those things that I just mentioned, but I prefer God first. And so the very thing that testifies against people is they could have their pleasures in life and have God first too, but they just don't want God because they don't want their intentions to be exposed and revealed. And they want to do low down dirty shit or they want to do things and they don't give a fuck about the intentions or who they're doing it with.
De'Vannon: God's not gonna let that [00:20:00] happen. God's gonna strap boundaries on your ass, but not to hurt you, but to help you. And if you can't understand the benefit of boundaries, you lost and dead while you yet lived. And so, And so I thought about that, those of us who have done the hard work have been in isolation.
De'Vannon: Okay. You've got, you gained a lot and don't take it for granted. Don't let anybody come and trample that under foot. You are light years away and separated from people who could not stop being around people. And if anybody is willing to take significant amount of time to get to themselves and to get with the Lord, he will come and meet you there.
De'Vannon: Okay. Because it's, it's the way it's, it's a law. You take the time to dedicate time to God. He is going, he's going to hit you back with that. You reap what you sow. I'm just going to put that there. And I thought about Jesus on the mountain of transfiguration when Moses, the same Moses, and I think it was, fuck, [00:21:00] I think it was Elijah appeared in spirit form to strengthen Jesus on the mountain of transfiguration.
De'Vannon: When did this happen? When he was alone. Jesus had a tendency to get away from people anyway, because Jesus understood the benefits of purposeful isolation and he, he would usually be alone with his disciples. He only took two disciples. I think John and maybe Peter. And he left the other disciples and then even those two, he left and went even further.
De'Vannon: And that is where Moses and I believe it was Elijah appeared to him and they say ministered unto him. You get special access to the Holy Ghost, okay, when you put God first and you're willing to put people first. Away for a while. Now, whether it's a day or a year or a month, I don't know. It depends on what's going on with you and how bad you want it.
De'Vannon: How bad do you really want God? Can you put your damn best friends and your lovers on hold for a moment? Or do you have to have them in your [00:22:00] family too? I thank God I am not addicted to people. And so but they're great benefits. I mean, that's a powerful thing that happened to Jesus, but it happened alone.
De'Vannon: It was a powerful thing that happened to Moses, but it happened when he was alone. Amen. Okay, but are we ever really alone? Nope. If you had spiritual eyes to see the things that are walking around this earth, or really I feel like this earth is kind of walking around the spiritual realm. This earth is temporary.
De'Vannon: That spiritual world is not. And I'm not really alone. Like I said, I felt the presence of archangels and things with me. I wasn't by myself in this house, just me and my cats. But, but still, you know, I went from feeling lonely. With it just being me and my cast being quite acutely aware to other beings being around me, holy beings.
De'Vannon: And so those of you who might not have the clairvoyance or the [00:23:00] sensitivity to detect those beings, I'm just going to assure you that they're, they are there. And if you reach out to God, he will reach out to you, but you never know. Some of your spiritual gifts might awaken while you're in isolation.
De'Vannon: Some of you have never really slowed down and stopped living your fast lives to hear God. You might be surprised what might be revealed to you if you actually slow down and give God a half a chance. So, that's what I wanted to say from this dream. I have expressed my heart as I always do. I will always be transparent with you all to chronicle this process.
De'Vannon: 40 years from now, I'll look back on this and be able to learn more, probably from my own self and my children in the future will most certainly, you know, from this transparency that I have rendered and laid out for you all through my body of work, which I'm so proud to say is Transcribed Growing. Hmm.
De'Vannon: Yeah, I will be releasing. I have all the equipment and everything that I have need here to do my first [00:24:00] spiritual class. That will be. For sale on my website, 3. 99, I think is the price that I'm gonna go with. It will be at least an hour class, I'm sure of it. And then for this first class, I'm going to be teaching how to do, like, reversal spell work.
De'Vannon: I don't teach witchcraft. I won't. I won't teach, like, love magic or anything like that, and I won't teach any kind of dark arts to destroy people, but I will teach you how to rebound this shit and send it back to the bitches from whence it came. Okay, because they shouldn't be doing the bullshit.
De'Vannon: Whether they want to fuck around, they don't get fucked off fucking with us. And so, I expect that to come out. I don't know within that's like one to two weeks, maybe. And so I'll be working on that. And the time will come where you don't need that you want, you want, or it may come, I guess, depends if you won't even really need.
De'Vannon: Say these sort of classes and magic [00:25:00] and candle magic and things like that. What I'm going to teach you. But because once you get high enough in God, the Lord will send all that stuff back to the sender. Anyway, once you want your faith rises, it could happen that way. But but. It just depends on who you are and how God feels about you.
De'Vannon: But until that day comes, or in case that day never comes, I'm going to at least equip you with some knowledge to put you on a passage that you can shield yourself. Okay. From the attacks of these petty ass people who are nothing more than porters for the devil that are also going to get their asses consumed because that's the way it always goes.
De'Vannon: There is no peace, say it the Lord, until the wicked, there's no peace until the wicked. There are nothing more but tools in God's hands to sharpen and strengthen those of us who give a fuck about doing God's business. And the rest, God will set in order when he comes. My name is Devanton Hubert. This has been, I guess, an installment of the Sex, Drugs Jesus podcast.
De'Vannon: And the website is sexdrugsandjesus. com, down under apparel. com. The YouTube channel [00:26:00] is Sex, Drugs Jesus podcast. And I'll be talking to you all soon.